non-lucid

[This is a series of dreams that occured over three nights, from June 13 to June 15 in 2017.]

[June 13]

I am at a festival sort of place, where there are dirt paths and stalls selling things. There are many events going on. One "show" has recently been cancelled, something about the building being unsafe.

There is something amiss at this festival; children are going missing. I am trying to gather all the children without families (which is most of them) and take them to a cave, a designated "safe place". The cave seems to have a magical barrier to keep negativity out. At one point I find a little blonde girl and try to coax her into coming with me, but she disappears when I turn around and look back.

[June 14]

Continuing from last night, I am at the same festival, but my girlfriend is kind-of there (it's weird, she was blurry, like she was phased in from somewhere else] and a frantic young man is following me. He is shorter than me - natural, as I am my alternate self which is rather tall - and has curly brown hair and black-rimmed glasses. He is trying to tell me something, something about a bad thing going to happen. I listen to him casually while walking until a loud rumbling begins. The grond shakes, and people start running and screaming. The guy tries to say something along the lines of "I told you!" but I shoo him off and forge my own way. I am surprisingly calm for someone who thinks this is all real, slowly moving through the crowd and keeping an eye on the sky; the sky is beautiful, a prismatic shatter of color that slowly turns black.

I make my way out of the festival and to a nearby farm house. There are many people inside that aren't too happy about me intruding in on their space, but I ignore it. An old man, presumably the keeper of the house, tries to trap me in an upstairs room. I easily resist his attempts and look for something I'm apparently looking for. I eventually find it: a trap door that leads to a huge underground factory. It is big enough for me to transform into my royal form, wings spread and all. I try to fly but find it difficult, and the dream fades.

[June 15]

I make it out of the factory and am somehow back at a different sort of festival, an indoor one. I end up at something that is drawing a crowd, some famous performer doing something I cannot remember. I watch until two officers come up to me with handcuffs and tell me to come with them. I get the feeling I should listen, so I comply without protest.

On the way to their vehicle, cuffed and all, I feel a man press a key into my palm and whisper to hold onto it. I stuff it on the side of my panties, where they hopefully won't search. We drive to the holding station, where I sit on a bench and the officers explain the "situation" to someone else. Somehow, my cuffs loosen, and I sneak away.

I go through a few doors and am suddenly in an underground mountainous area, airy and full of light yet so artificial. As I walk through here, a voice begins speaking to me: the man from earlier. He tell me where to go and I eventually am led to a door with a key slot. I still have the key he gave me, and it fits perfectly. Thing is, it only opens to more scenery. The voice tells me to be patient. I trust him and keep going; a little hiking and a weird cougar later, I stop at the mouth of a waterfall. The voice tells me to go through the waterfall. A strange blue creature comes forth from the falls, beckoning me in. I obey, going through.

Things are strange on the other side. So much so, that my first reaction is to turn back around...but then walk back in. The place has many vivid colors and strange creatures, plants, and such glowing, odd scenery in general (think Wonderland, really). A pink creature greets me, and then I wake up.

In the dream, I’m watching a film. I think I was watching it on a screen at first, but in the part I can remember well, I’m just standing on scene, watching as events unfold—or, rather, fail to unfold, as this seems to be the kind of film where nothing much happens.

The main (and only present) character, a man, is in a kind of apartment with a desk or a dresser that he’s sitting at. There are no walls: I can see directly into the strange landscape beyond, where the horizon is dominated by mountain peaks, including two volcanoes. The action is divided into distinct segments, with each one ending anticlimactically. In the last one, the man calls his girlfriend on his cellphone, but nobody picks up. This seems to illustrate the unremitting futility of life—or at least you’d think it does, based on the dramatic treatment it gets.

But once that comes to an end, all sorts of odd things start happening: a nearby pool of water starts to bubble, and one of the volcanoes erupts. I’m now in the backseat of a car with several other people, trying to get somewhere safe. But then the other volcano, which is straight ahead of us, also begins to erupt, the bright magma spilling over the rim. The woman who’s driving comments on it. I tell her she’s got the name wrong—she’s thinking of the other volcano. The one ahead of us is Vesuvius. And then I start laughing because of course what matters in this situation is making sure we get the name of the volcano that kills us right.

I’m also laughing because I’m fully aware of how ridiculous this geography is. I know none of this is real, and that makes it hilarious. As if in acknowledgement, all kinds of odd and impossible things are appearing out of nowhere around us, even as I watch. A gigantic man wearing a striped shirt materializes off to our left, over a large body of water. He steps from island to island, striding in the same direction our car is going. I’m still laughing too hard to speak, and so it’s someone else in the car who says it: “I found Waldo.” They also seem to find the whole thing funny.

28.4.18

I cant recall a lot. There was so much going on though.

Laughed After I woke up

I was with my brothers who were playing a mario game. They had to bounce mario on this huge plant until a burst of wind blew mario far away. While Mario tumbled in the air you could make different moves to help you catch the coins as you continued through the moving setting.

I asked my brother to let me try than. After i bounced and was blown away i felt partly immersed and was having fun till I noticed the characters could change. Mario ended up changing to wario than waluigi.

Next thing I recall is i was 12 and hanging around some other kids. One of the guys who stuck next to me looked like Eye's realism form. We were chatting together casually until someone shouted that a bombing was occuring. We ran as random characters began to pop up in our view. According to a man who was there we had to stay hidden from their view.

As we sat at the bottom of a leveled sandy ground someone tossed a small technological bomb that was in the shape of a hexagon. It was lighting up in the middle about to explode.(Looked like the bomb fox has in melee)The man shouted for everyone to duck than covered me with his body to shield me from any debree. Knowing that a stranger was protecting me like that, made me feel so happy.

But things died down after we went in a different direction. The guy who reminded me of Eye ended up handing me a present. It was wrapped in pink wrapper with red hearts on it and shaped like an envelope. When he unwrapped it though it changed into a pink maid outfit. He than took out a pink hair band for my hair and a short pink pants with red hearts on it. Everything was cute and reminded me of a design i had on a pink sweater when i was younger. After thanking him I took it.

We were than approached by the other kid who asked me how he got a scratch under his eye. I laughed and replied " the catterpillars bugs and worms crawled on you when you were asleep. Than you stumbled upon a forest where you fell "and something else i cant recall. As i woke up i laughed at the absurd story i came up with.


Butterflys

I was semi lucid in this dream and with my dream guide Eye. There was a baby shadow thing with a pointy head that ran towards me in the hall but Eye pulled me back than pushed it away. It tried to touch me again but Eye pushed it harder till it stumbled than dissapeared. He than showed me to my backyard where I saw a open carboard box that seemed like a small shrine but with flowers as the central object. There were many butterflys of different colors fluttering around. Ivy green, white, orange and another color. I didn't focus on it for long though.

I followed Eye again till we ended up in a huge place with violet walls and i suppose a pillar/long stairs. It was an important place but my memory of the place is deteriorated now. Something ended up happening there but i can't remember. After whatever happened, occured, I went into the kitchen of my old home where Dawn showed up in a suit and tie. He than took off his suit top than asked Eye why he didn't make him something to eat.

The way he was acting reminded me of how we use to roleplay in dreams when i was younger. I decided to go along with it and watched as he began to fry some peppers in oil and prepare vegetables/salmon. I felt excited to cook in a dream though. Cutting a pumkin and tossing it in I told Dawn that i would take over even though the dream limited my memory to cook vegetables and salmon. The frying pan began to overheat though. Not knowing what to do Dawn pushed me back annoyed and said to stay back.

The next part i recall is that I had a false awakening. In the false awakening i heard people out the window and told them to shut up. (I was cranky in the dream cause I couldn’t sleep)A man got furious in return and said he was going to kill me for saying that. I said sorry but he was still upset so i focused on summoning a guardian to protect me. I saw the scene change into a white place with colorful scribbles on the ground than i warped into the air where two anime girls sakura and ino were telling me how to summon Sasuke for protection.

I became semi lucid there than they began to swing me around so i could get the flow of the motion of summoning. I went through the flooring easily until i landed on a bed where sasuke showed up. Eye was around too but the scene changed quick after that.

I was looking at dream views but than my view zoomed in to a yellow background where someone replied to me.(Thought it might be psoink but i wasn't sure cause i couldn't see a username) I thought they replied after they read my dream but they said "I liked the part where the head was floating". With a smug emoticon and other random emoticons.(The smug emoticon probably occured cause i wondered when would anyone use that yesterday.xD) I didn't recall when that scene mentioned happened in my dream though and wondered if this had anything to do with my dream goals. (I didn't even recall the palace here.
:/)

Notes- There was a scene where a cockroach appeared too but I don’t remember when.

The first part of this dream was like a movie - I didn't control or embody any of the characters I just watched. There was this lady and this man working at an orphanage. I think they made medicine or something, I'm not sure. But both of them would sneak out of the orphanage to sell stuff that they brought out. They had all these secret passages out of the orphanage going through air ducts and laundry chutes. One day as the woman was sliding down a laundry chute and then through an air duct she was caught because there were construction workers working on the air ducts. The boss talked to her and she admitted that she and the other man were selling the medicine (or whatever it was I am just guessing) illegally. So she and the man were reprimanded, but did not get fired. As a last ditch effort they both took everything they could carry and ran away from the place. The police were chasing them but they got away.

I started doing something after watching the movie but I can't remember what happened.

It was 2337 words. I only do pictures when I feel really inspired to and today I just felt like writing it.

Here is the PDF with all my formatting:

2018-04-28 - dreams.pdf

Here is the entry without any BBcode if you don't want to click PDF. Because I wrote it in Word.

Spoiler for DJ Entry:

I had a good nights sleep last night. And some good dreams and recall. Got to bed around 8:30 P M and up at 6:14 A M but theres a lot of time recalling and recording dreams between those two times.

Pokémon

There was an interesting Pokémon battle early on that I couldn’t remember much of.

Bowling

I was at a bowling alley. The owner could bowl a perfect strike every time. He came to our lane and did it.

There was a woman’s face above the end of the lane. But it was there because she was dead. And when the ball hit her dead body, it caused her dead body to make facial expressions. She had dark hair. Her face was probably four feet tall.

Teleportation

I teleported to a gym. But I wasn’t lucid, it was just subconscious. I remember arriving there and feeling funny, like something was different now. I tried to set up for a workout.

(J) and (P)

Something with my friends (J) and (P). Maybe a tupperware of rice.

Coats

Something about wearing a big coat. Taking it off and putting it on a shelf. Someone telling me I might need the coat.

Vegeta’s Dogs

Someone who reminded me of Vegeta was mad at me because he asked me to keep his dogs but I put them all in cages. When they got out they were almost suffocated and he was upset. (I would never treat animals that way in waking life)

Car Alarm

I dreamed I had gotten up. The lights were on. I heard a car alarm from the neighborhood. I wonder if I was lucid because I remember thinking, “Am I dreaming that sound, or is it coming from outside my dream?” It sounded like a physical sound. And very well could have been. But I was dreaming when I heard it, and didn’t wake up physically.

I forgot the rest of that part but there was a little dream part there.

Anna

There was something with a grocery store. Then some bleachers. My sister seemed to be dating (M). (M) was (P)’s younger brother but became as close a friend as (P).

Then it became (K) and (M) and they were even younger. I talked to (M) and he said his name was Anna. Apparently it wasn’t really (K) and (M) but it looked just like them. Their Mom had more children and these were the young ones. Maybe 5 years old.

Anna said he was a Demi God. And he explained that whatever anyone says will come back to them. At first I felt skeptical of this. But it made some sense to me. (Now I realize the skepticism was a good thing. The “karma” thing is a commonly held view but I found out about “blame shifting”, “Lords of Karma” and other concepts such as not beliving in a “punishing higher power” that debunk the “karma” concept. And how the “karma” concept has more a negative impact on people. But that’s very new agey.)

Then, I saw a teacher from my high school. She looked older. I told her, “Wow, can you believe it? (L) had more kids!” I forgot what she said.

Teacher Girlfriend

There was a woman I knew from high school. She was a teacher in a school now. She was my girlfriend within the dream. And she was letting me stay at the school. I will call her (S).

Privacy

At one point I was going to the bathroom. But one one knee? Then a bunch of people were looking in at me through a big glass window. I hoped they couldn’t see clearly.

Best Lucid, Dream technique

There was a kid who was mad at me. He said it was because I told someone what the best Lucid, Dream technique was. And really, I shouldn’t say anything about that.

I didn’t know what he was talking about that. I don’t remember dreaming of having done that. (But maybe it was something I did on a thread somewhere. I’ll try to be mindful of that. Usually I just say my own thoughts but not in a way that it’s the one way for everyone.)

Guy Trying to Pee on Me

There was a part in a room full of people. I felt confident. Then a guy started trying to pee on me. I was not really into that so I backed away. He chased me down. I remember waking up from that. Instead of thinking to recall the dream, I didn’t realize I had just dreamed. So I imagined throwing him off me and stopping him from doing that.

Poop In Sink

Well the dream came back. This time I was looking for a bathroom, but eating food at the same time. There was another small window to the bathroom that caught my eye.

I mainly didn’t want anyone to know I was eating food in the bathroom. They would think I was eating poop. LOL. Wait. There was poop in the sink already.

The sink was stainless steel. I didn’t want to clean the poop from the sink while still chewing my food because then I would think I was eating the poop.

So I turned around and faced away from it to finish chewing, which felt like forever. Then I looked at the poop in the sink thinking of how to clean it.

Pokémon Cards

I just remember feeling surprised when she seemed to still like me after some time. (It felt like a few days) And I was still welcome to live at the school. We kind of embraced.

Then some other guys there wanted to play me in Pokémon cards. I had my binder like in waking life with cards. It was like, if they won, they got all my commons and uncommons. There was more to the match, like they were mad at me, and the Pokémon match would settle it.

We gathered around a table. It turned out I had more booster packs. My dream made its own TCG expansions and designs for the booster packs. I remember looking at them, thinking if I remembered the names. Some of the guys wanted to open the packs and use the cards. I said sure but I get to keep anything I want from the packs afterward. There were at least 6 packs.

So then I went to the head of the table, standing near (S), to play. I felt close to her emotionally, which was a positive feeling. However, I wondered how we would all play one on one, with me at the head of the table. Shouldn’t we all be across from each other? It seemed like (S) would still love me no matter what happened.

Waterfall

At some point it jumped to a scene showing a series of water falls. I was thinking of the H M water fall. It showed a series of Pokémon game screens. I guess I just subconsciously love Pokémon.

One screen had a mail box with writing on it. I thought it might be a modified version of the original game.

Con Artist

After going down the water fall it showed two people in a car, but it was a boat. A man and a woman. I had an understanding that the man was a con artist.

Mouse?

I was in my room. I think there was a mouse.

Skulls in Dirt

About 4 people were in the woods. They were taking turns wrapping a black rope thing around their head. Swallowing some of the rope and pulling it back out. I was just watching from outside. I was trying to make sense of it.

(T)

(T) was in the dream. He had his head in a dirt hole. Then the dream showed me that there were two animal skulls in the dirt near by. I thought, “Oh no! That means diseases are crawling in the dirt!” And then (T) pulled his head out of the dirt.

(T) went on to say that many people make You Tube videos expressing their feelings. But his videos were more factual. He doesn’t need to express his feelings because he goes to the Mosque, he says. His accent is like waking life.

Being Outgoing!

Either before or after that, I was walking in the woods, with my voice recorder. I was recording myself talking but at the same time being out going to other people.

It was nice out. People were walking by on the trail. The main thing is I was in an good mood.

Shot Guns

Then there was this part where everyone had shot guns. They had white spray paint on them saying, “Hagner” or “Magner”. (T) and (M) were there. Eventually they gave me a shot gun too.
False Awakening Dream Journaling

I guess I had woken up, thinking through those. My brain felt groggy. I fell back asleep.

I was in a false awakening then. I was trying to dream journal, but it was a big assembly about a belief system.

I kept telling myself I remembered my dream just fine and I could record it later. But then doubted it.

So I tried to take out my phone and write my dream notes short hand while the movie thing played. Thinking maybe the teachers would think I was just taking notes from the movie, and not bother me about it. I don’t think I got to that though.

I remember the other guys with shot guns were still there. We all had shot guns. Someone wanted to trade me for mine. (I am not a gun person in waking life, not really interested in guns, totally against hunting, etc)

Bad guys at bottom of stairs
Eventually the assembly ended. I headed downstairs. It seemed like I was one of the last ones.

Part way down the stairs I heard something going on. A couple of the “authority figures” of the assembly were beating on a guy named Tom. (Not any Tom from in waking life) I witnessed the bad guy put his fist in Tom’s mouth.

I turned around to go back upstairs before they heard me. I wanted to get a video or call for help. (I was thinking the word “police” but they seemed to be on the bad authority figures side)

I looked around for help. Maybe I could use one of the shot guns. They all seemed not to weigh anything though. I didn’t know if they would work.

I saw a guy playing a key board kind of thing. Almost asked him for help. But decided he might be “one of them”.

Chain Saws

After getting by that guy undetected, I found a bunch of various chain saws and weed whacker kind of things. I thought these might be more reliable in stopping the bad guys.

I imagined putting a chain saw into a bad guy but it getting stuck. The the other bad guys could get me. So I changed my mind about chain saws.

Cubicles

Then there were all these cubicles. I saw (A) in one. I jumped up over all the cubicles into his cubicle, landing on the desk behind him. (B) was also in the cubicle.

Even though I did that jump, I wasn’t lucid. It just seemed normal.

I started urging them to call the “police” (not realizing the “police” were the ones in cohoots with the bad “authority figures”). When I said “police”, (B) seemed to shy away. He didn’t want anything to do with it.

Instead of call the “police”, (A) got all pumped up to go take the bad guys on himself. So he and (B) headed out to do that. I was like, “No! You will need more help!” but they were gone.

Waitress

I walked around some more to think of what to do. There was a waitress working in an almost empty restaurant section. This was a giant assembly room I had been in this whole time.

I told the waitress about the situation, thinking she could use a phone or help. She walked down toward the bad guys too. From the top of the stairs, I tried to stop her. We needed more help, not just one person to go down there.

She took off her clothes and kept heading down stairs. When she got down there, she started saying, “Good thing you are beating up that riff raff!” but she also said “Riff raff like me” which I tried to make sense of. Why would she group herself with them? It seemed she was trying to get on the bad guys’ good side, treacherously.

“You can remember and go on your way”

After that I knew she would tell the bad guys about me being up here. They would come up to get me.

I think I woke up briefly, and remembered the dreams in my mind, staying still. Then another dream began. This time I was lucid though.

Even though I was lucid I still feared the bad guys coming. I was like, “They’re not here yet. If they get here, I can easily wake myself up. But maybe I can just hang in there.”

I continued looking for a way out of the big assembly room, other than going down stairs to the bad guys. Flying didn’t really occur to me. I saw a chapel kind of room. And there were stairs going down the other side of the building.

As I headed for those stairs, a brown haired woman appeared, taking up my whole vision. She sang in a little girl’s voice for a while. The last words of it were, “Now you can remember, and go on your way.”

It had to do with just waking up and not continuing the dream. I still tried my best to stay in the dream. But I woke up.

Notes

Pretty good dreams and recall I think. Not as much lucidity but good vividness and recall.

A load of dubious contacts were about to go to a hotel to organise something. I did not want them to, so I changed the dream and made myself the multi million owner of the hotel. Then tried to discourage them saying they would break their cover as last time they made a scene. Then I told my wife in the dream and eventually told them all that they would ruin my reputation.
At a fairground(?) there was a labyrinth of walls and small courtyards. A security guy had stopped me and then decided he was going to race me. I knew he was going to cheat, imagining in my mind the route he would take. I used super speed to move as a blurr but still he beat me. I was mad and hit the car he and his friend were sitting in, breaking the windscreen. I continued to hit it until it was a crumpled ball of metal.
Next there were a load of people at the fair so I used mind control and moved them around, and changed their thoughts/feelings. This carried on for the rest of the dream, I wanted to have total control of everything.

Fragment: Trying to make something with a vat of Scarlett red blood. Using other than pure blood led to inferior product being made. The blood looked really beautiful.

Date of Dream: SAT 28 APR - 2018



Dream No. 317 - Separated Sections

Dream 317 A - The Good, The Bad And The Unethical
I don't remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was at our extended family's house in Geelong. The two family members that live there, RC and her son AC, were looking after a little girl. Obviously things weren't good... The little girl was crying and both RC and AC were yelling at her. Then, when my mum came into the kitchen, she joined in on the yelling as well.

I was standing in the distance and I thought to myself, “the behaviour of the adults is appalling!”. I went up to them, who were all still yelling and bickering at the girl, overwhelming her and I pulled the girl away from them all. I asked the little girl what was wrong and she told me, I forgot what she said though. I told her that my dream guide could help her. So I walked around the small house and spent some time calling for Dreamy WB.

Eventually, Dreamy WB appeared in the distance, at the other end of the house past the kitchen. Her hair was out in an asymmetrical afro and she was wearing a navy and white stripy jumper with dark jeans. Dreamy WB was very skinny in this dream but the dream had also made her look so charming and dreamy. Her eyes actually had pigments in them that would sparkle at times, like glitter under light.

From the scene where Dreamy WB appeared, the dream camera actually perceived first-person mode to be on the little girl; so I could be seen watching the little girl as she went over to Dreamy WB. In addition to Dreamy WB's beautiful figure, she gave the widest smile, showing the utmost whitest teeth. She bent her knees slightly, taping her hands on her legs, beckoning for the little girl to come to her.

Once the little girl was at the foot of her, Dreamy WB said nothing but instead gave her a long, hard hug as she wiped her face clean of tears on Dreamy WB's jumper. And then after that, Dreamy WB actually kissed her on the forehead. Although it was the little girl in first-person mode, all the sensations felt as if I was the one receiving the affection. That's all I can remember about this dream.

Dream 317 B - Sly Game Simulation
I don't remember how the dream started. From where I can remember, I was in a slightly distorted version of Venice from the third Sly game. I was in this circular arena-like area with pillars and a ring around the top, resembling where Bentley sung with Octavio, only it was bigger. Also, the floor was out of stone brick with small vessels of moss decorating it and the whole arena was surrounded by water, except for the linking footpath where I originally came from.

All the graphics, everything in this dream was a resemblance of the Venice level in the third sly game. The little owl and cat enemies were coming at me, with the owls fluttering and the little cats waving their small fire sticks. There was some readable text in the sky. One block of text was subtitled under “WB” and the other under “No WB”. I knew what it meant and so I paid attention to the text that was titled “No WB” because as a true fact, I didn't have her with me. That piece of text said “You will not have the ability to deal any direct damage to your foes”.

I had the exact same moves and abilities as Sly, meaning that I had possession of a cane but as I was without WB, I was not allowed to use the cane. Instead, I pulled an “alarm clock” out of my pocket and threw it at the approaching guards. Once it hit the ground, it started ringing. In the Sly games, the alarm clock lures enemies but this one had the opposite effect. The noise was so deafening and the clock was so bouncy that it repelled them! Once in the water, the enemies died in a puff of smoke; exactly the same physics and laws as the actual game.

After a few rounds of the alarm clock, there were no more enemies. I was just standing in the arena, contemplating life and the environment around me. I decided to open the gadgets menu and try on some costumes. First, I put on the Venice thug costume and then I switched over into the pirate costume. The dream ended after that.



Dream Trophies Achieved:
- None



Dream 317: Competition Results

317 A
Competition Night: 27
Lucid or Non-Lucid?: Non-Lucid
Estimated Length of Dream (Lucid Only): N/A
Dream Guide: Dreamy WB
Emergency Team: None
Eligible For Competition Points: Yes

317 B
Competition Night: 27
Lucid or Non-Lucid?: Non-Lucid
Estimated Length of Dream (Lucid Only): N/A
Dream Guide: None
Emergency Team: None
Eligible For Competition Points: Yes



Points For This Entry: 2.0
Calculation Details:
- Full Non-Lucid Dream (1.0)
- Full Non-Lucid Dream (1.0)

+ Previous Total: 22.5
Total Accumulated Points: 24.5

Fooling Around

I was laying on my bed but than I was pushed and dragged off it slightly. The dream than shifted and I was in a room where I thought a demon lurked around trying to trick me. It eventually turned out to be a harmless unknown thing that fooled around time to time. I than went to watch some tv show of a anime where the bad guy was about to be defeated with the main hero's powers. My dad was also around during this dream.

There was also a scene where the thing said my brothers were playing a korean game where they would shock themselves with electricity slightly. I was going to warn my brothers but than shrugged it off as a lie since they knew that will put their life at risk.


18ifmuch

I was laying on my bed and thinking about how when you just wake up you can see images appear for a few secs. I than noticed a image thinking it might be a moving shadow. But when it jumped behind me it took the form of a guy who started to laugh at me.

The dream than shifted, too quick for me to think about it and I was now looking at a woman who told me that I was in acoma. (I'm pretty sure my dreaming mind came up with this because of the 18if anime)She also mentioned that if I wanted to wake up I would have to breathe in relaxed and let the blood flow around me in a way that didn't apply pressure. The next option she offered me was to go on a roller coaster ride in the huge meshed facility I was in.

I decided to go on the ride so I did just that but it just felt like a flashed image that occurred in 3 seconds.
Everything there seemed too dreamy and out of place to be legit but I just decided to go with the dream even though I couldn't recall where my current body was. I was hoping to see Dawn my dream guide as well. As I walked around a girl approached me and asked if I had to go through the same situation as she did in her past life. I said yes and acknowledged her presence before we parted ways.

I saw people all around sitting, chatting and even said hello to a Chinese food guy who looked like the chef in the place I was in. He didn't turn around though. Than soon after that I was approached by a short guy who said my test was about to start. I figured it was a dream test but when I thought about it some more I decided to ask him a question. "What do you think of demons? (I was curious if the dc had a answer that had some moral to it) He said he wasn't sure while preparing something in what was now my old home kitchen."Okay...whats your name?". His friend than came in and they replied "Vincent and Ven". (Maybe my mind got this from vincent van gogh) Afterwards the short guy asked me to follow him outside. Before we headed out through the second door a flock of black crows and dark pigeons burst in through the door.

He than threw a scythe at me. When I caught it I asked him if he was into soul eater like Jade. He didn't answer that and shouted at me to fight off the birds as my first task. I thought about it than said no. He asked me why and I told him because I don't need to harm the innocent birds to win against my opponent. He said it was fine but than something came in and blew him down, slicing his pants. He looked at me annoyed as if to say it was my fault so I said sorry than flew out the door and ended up in a room. Once in the room I hopped out the window and caught a metal to grip onto. I wasn't that confident in my flight yet.

I saw a little chibi around hiding and wondered if Dawn would show up. But than I decided to stop worrying about that and about my flying. When I hopped off and let go of my fear by also singing a comfortable song I was able to fly freely without lack of control. As I flew around I ended up back in a house where someone said that my music taste was comparable to the songs from the wizard of oz. I ignored that comment and flew to a different room now where i saw a monster in the form of a human approaching a group of teens. They all had melted portraits behind them and melted candles, one each in front of them.The monster said it was going to kill everyone of them as they cried out for help because they were already tainted. I felt like i could do nothing since they were already tainted but as i flew away i thought of them reviving after the monster got them. Thats what happened and than the monster was gone. The teens ran to a room excitedly together and were chatting away happily until one created drama by cheating on his girl friend. I tried to fly away from that scene but I couldn't quite get outside.


Getting A Weird Shot


A Asian man was getting a shot from a very small needle filled with blood into his shoulder. I took the needle and put it into my shoulder to make sure It was properly being done. Than I asked my mom who was next to me why they were giving him a shot of blood. When I asked that by mistake I got blood from the needle onto my mom's mouth. She licked the blood around her lips than told me casually that the blood had vitamins in it and was good for the man. I found that reasonable and didn't think much about why she licked what was now my blood. I figured it was because she was my mom and she cared about me.

I was creating a model of a city where I pointed out a blue building with yellow windows. I was planning on placing people around.


Notes:These dreams are kind of dark and twisted in a way but since there are still positive moments I think its because even though there is bad, I try to see the good of a situation.

[From November 17, 2016]

I don't remember the beginning, but here we go.

I am staying at someone's house. Apparently, I have done something wrong, so I am placed in this room with "evil" spirits who are meant to drive me insane.

Yes, there are spirits in this room. One is particularly active. I can only see him when he comes close to me, and he disappears when he moves too far away. He looks terrifying: a black humanoid mass with a crooked head, bloodshot eyes and a wide-open mouth. I am at first afraid, but soon notice the way he shies away when I come near. He does not intend to hurt me. He seems curious, but afraid.

I greet him and begin talking to him, using humor and turning the lights off to make the environment more comfortable. Slowly his form changes into something more human and then into a man, now emitting a bright blue glow. I am cracking jokes and making him laugh; as he smiles, his aura glows brighter. He is wearing something rather silly - booty shorts and a tropical shirt. He cannot physically speak, but communicates through vibrations, which works better than words in this situation.

We talk about art; apparently he is an artist, so I conjure some of my artwork. He also enjoys talking about holidays and Halloween. He has some rather fond memories of his family. I ask him why he is wearing such a ridiculous outfit, and he says he thinks it is rather funny.

As we communicate, other spirits gather around. One is another man and the other is a woman who adorns a tangle of red hair. They all look weathered, but lighten up as they listen in and communicate with me and the others. The dream ends shortly after this. It was a rather pleasant dream.

A lot of cool world-building in this dream. It's (presumably) the future. Neo-Nazi groups have taken over vast swaths of Africa and the Middle-East. Europe is now one nation, the United States of Europe. The European refugee crisis and SJW culture has gotten so bad, cities now have entire (dilapidated) ghettos that are utterly lawless and where the 'refugees' can do whatever they want. Dare to criticize this state of affairs, and they call you a bigot. Basically, the present but worse. I think the North America was also one nation in this world.

Anyway, me and two others walked through such a ghetto and visited an outdoor market where merchants hawked their wares. I saw the world map on a retro-looking computer screen in the wall (like an ATM, but not an ATM), highlighting the factions and the territories they controlled. Someone put something with a Neo-Nazi symbol on it into my friend's backpack, and he was immediately cornered by angry 'refugees'. No police here, so usually the scum just murders anyone they don't like. My friend (who looked like Brendon Hartley, a race driver in F1 and WEC) was a very smooth talker, and managed to talk his way out of it. When we walked away from the market, I expressed outrage over how they could just threaten someone's life and get away with it. Being SJWs, my friends ignored me, saying I was a racist. Apparently, liking law and order and disliking your country turning into a garbage dump ghetto is racist. Robin Williams was there too, and he spouted some stereotypical anti-Trump bullshit. Anyway...

We arrived at some other shop, and some kid was behind the counter. My friend handed the kid a ring. The kid looked like he was getting a vision. He said he'd seen my friend in a vision of the future (the ring was 'connected' to him and acted as a conduit for the kid's ability), and said he had to save the world. We (myself and the second friend) also played a role, but more as sidekicks. What followed was bizarre. The world turned on its side. We were still in the room, and it was like gravity suddenly changed direction. It came from the side instead of below. Objects from the wall in the distance 'fell' toward us, and we had to dodge all the debris. The wall itself started crumbling and the glass of the windows broke. I struggled to dodge the razor-sharp glass shards. But time was also weird. The scene event kept repeating, like Groundhog Day. After a while, I knew exactly where every piece of debris would fall, so I could dodge it easily.

Later on, this room was a crime scene. It looked like it had burned down. I was alone, and entered the building while the cops were still setting up their equipment. I was there to recover the ring, which was still there.

At first, I dreamt that I was in the front yard of my friend (Z)'s house. Our dads were sorting our clothes, yelling at us and getting rid of what's "inappropriate" (Basically just crop tops and shorts of any kind.) I remember there was a dark blue crop top T-shirt with three rings near the bottom, which would expose the stomach area. (Z)'s dad said, "Oh, hell no." And threw it into the "inappropriate" pile. I also feel like I remembered seeing a long sleeved crop top with a Disney character on it, like Winnie the Pooh or something. At one point, other people came, and we were all trying to sneak away from the piles of clothes. I remember it was pouring rain at this point. We were pretty successful, until I realized that someone else needed to escape.
My American history lessons must be leaking into my dreams, because, at this point, I ended up helping a runaway slave. He was in his late teens or early 20's, with short hair and (I think) a light blue, button up shirt.
Although the rest of the environment was modern (cars, etc.), the guy that I was helping looked and acted like he was still from the 17 or 1800's. So, my mind decided that we were in the 1700's, although there were still cars and modern streets all around. We got into a car, which had an interesting design. It was wide and rounded, reminding me of something out of The Lorax. I'm pretty sure that it was red, and on the inside, the levers and stuff were a lot longer (easy access?). The doors were also different; the hinges were around where the middle of the windshield would be, so it was... Interesting.
He drove for a bit, quickly and recklessly, to go north quicker. After a few minutes, we realized that if someone saw him driving, they would report him as a runaway. Because of this, we switched spots (while the car was still in motion), and decided to pretend that he was my slave to avoid suspicion. I think I woke up at some point in the middle of this dream.

I had another dream, but all I remember is that I was walking in a forest, on some kind of quest. There were patches of snow, and a path, which led into a cave. I don't remember any of what happened, but it was I nice environment.

The first dream happened the morning of the 25th.


The dream memory was pretty jumbled when I woke up, so I am reconstructing based on memory, voice recording, and a bit of creativity.

Earthquake / Movie Series
I was trying to ride a bike, but it wasn't working correctly. A device I was looking at told me to visit two locations in town due to recent "embarrassments" that happened. My brother went with me to check out one of the stores. I recall seeing some items such as old gameboy advance SPs, UFO stuffs, etc. Thinking back, it reminded me of a souvenir shop.
Next thing I recall I was in a shed behind the house I currently live at, when suddenly the ground started shaking fairly violently. I walked outside and the earthquake got serious. I could see the ground moving and I had to crouch to the ground and try to hold on to something. I then saw what looked to be a tree in front of the house topple over completely. I heard it crack and snap, and saw the top of the tree disappear out of sight. The earthquake stopped, and I went to go investigate. My family stayed back in the shed for some reason. Turns out the majority of the tree was still intact, but a large branch had snapped right off and was lying in front of the tree. Suddenly it started pouring outside. I had the feeling my family was just about to leave the house to go visit my niece and nephew. I went inside the house for some reason, and on my way up the stairs I noticed it was raining indoors! Like a minecraft glitch or something the rain was just straight and consistently falling from the roof, yet there was no visible holes showing the outdoors. I noticed how odd it was, then I saw the window was open, so I shut it, even though it didn't fix it. I went to my room and it had a layer of water on the bottom. It was also raining in this room as well. I started lamenting my computer as it had to be toast now due to the water exposure. I grabbed whatever it was I went into the house for.
I then explored the house further for more damage and found myself in what seemed to be an attic. Again, it had a layer of water on the floor, so it was flooded. I noticed 3 distinct holes that were just spewing water. One spot looked like a drainage pipe that just came loose, so I pushed it together and it was fixed. The other two were a hole in the floor and one on the wall. I then noticed what I figured was either a hot water heater or otherwise a pipe of some sort. I turned off the water flow and let it drain a bit I opened the hatch to get inside and walked on in. I patched any further holes I saw inside these pipes, but on my way out a family member must have noticed the door open because the door suddenly shut and the water valve was turned back on. I then drowned due to the rising water level inside...
Suddenly the perspective changed and I was watching the character that died, and he looked just like Jim Carrey did in Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind(Which I just watched the night before. Good movie, recommend).
I get a glimpse of the character's funeral which included the typical black dresses, weeping, etc. The family was mortified. I then saw the outside of the home again. I'm just observing whats going on, and I see a few white statues gathered around the yard. I thought about how I could have shared with the family what I was doing before trying to fix the leakage. I then blamed myself for causing my family so much grief. Even though the character, or me, or whatever was dead, I was still walking around like a ghost or something. Feeling guilty, I left a message for the dream wife explaining what happened and apologizing for being an idiot. The white mages I saw before approached me, and called themselves dead poets. They invited me to join their group, under the condition that I abandon my old life and never contact them again seeing that I'm dead. They did recommend staying for the burial. They told me I would not be seen due to the SEP. (Somebody else's problem, an effect from HHGG that causes people to ignore the supernatural as if it wasn't there simply because they couldn't possibly be bothered to see it.) I replied that I kinda sortof made a scene my leaving a voice message on the wife's phone. They laughed it off and said that couldn't possibly have any effect. She wouldn't hear it, or it wouldn't have any ramifications, etc. They were wrong. My dream wife saw me immediately at the wake and chewed me out for "faking my death" and "Being an asshole" and "betraying the family..." RIP. She accused me of having an affair, that I didn't love her, etc. what a mess.


The next dream happened the morning of April 26th, after my sleep cycle ended. I recalled no other dreams, so I set my alarm to snooze. Still no dreams. Back to sleep, and that's where this dream comes in. Tragically, I immediately lost many of the dream's details once I woke up, and even with grabbing the voice recorder right away, I could not recover many details I wanted to.


TOTY / Lucid
The dream was very hazy. I found myself floating which is a normal dream sign for me. I commented that I must indeed be dreaming, since this only happens in my dreams. I instantly became lucid, but I really wanted to stabilize the dream. I wanted to make it more vivid, make sure it doesn't end soon, and to increase my control in the dream. I did the nose plug RC and I could breathe well. I noted how unusual this was, since usually when doing this RC I have to struggle to breathe through the plugged nose, but this dream it worked as if there was no blockage at all. I did indeed stabilize the dream to where it felt vivid, but I couldn't fully engage my senses. I was there, but it was not as good as it could be. I started on my list of tasks I would like to accomplish. Step 1, teleport to dream house. One goal is to make my childhood home the center of my dreams. I want most dreams to start there, and I want it to be a hub to visit various persistent dream realms and projects. Anyway, I don't remember how I got to the dream house, but I recall seeing a table and thinking with expectation that I would spawn in a fantasia hat. This hat would allow me to make inanimate objects come to life and do what I wanted them to. The hat did not appear at first, so I then tried putting my hand in front of me and covering my sight of the table where I wanted it to spawn. I then said it would be there when I lowered my hand, and it indeed was there! The hat felt very fake though. The color was more purple than blue, and it was smaller than expected, so it didn't fit my head. It just sat on top. I made a small object come to life. It floated, it glowed, it made sounds, but it didn't do any chores. I then tried it on a vaccum cleaner and a broom. While it did work, I noticed each object earned a small black attachment that signified it was being controlled by the hat's magic.


I then went exploring in the house, and found it was a mixture of 3 homes I have previously lived in. My logic was clearly not as it should have been at this point because I exclaimed several times how accurate things looked while at the same time fumbling throughout the place like I didn't know where I was going and the layout didn't make sense. I was sortof trying to recreate my dream house as I was walking around and it didn't quite work. I recall going upstairs looking for my old bedroom and I found 3 bedrooms that shouldn't normally be there. I was exploring my old bedroom and noticed it had purple paint on the walls and it was nothing like the appearance of any bedrooms I have had before. I did notice my old comforter on the bed though, so that's interesting. I did actually see the hallway and my older brother's bedroom upstairs as I remember them. The bedroom had a blue carpet and was empty. I called for my dream guide but she didn't show. I tried summoning her around a corner with no success; I called her name, and random children and pets showed up. I actually called out the name Melania at first before catching myself that her name should be Sarah. I ended up going back downstairs and I saw my two brothers eating a pasta meal, and I was going to sit down with them but the only open seat was covered in pasta..

I am with another person in a deserted building complex behind a locked gate. We have been there a very long time. We appear to be trapped. There is another person within the complex who is hunting us. It becomes evident that we are his prisoners. We run down the staircase and into the parking lot where my car is. I have a folding baby stroller with me that I put in the backseat. It is very windy. The person with me is making a lot of noise; I begin to hope the wind masks the noise enough to keep us from being detected. We get in and start the car but decided not to charge the gate. We have nowhere to go. We exit the car and go back into the building, which is now very dark. The other person is still there, within the building, hunting us. The building has many multi-levels and he could be anywhere. I try to ask "Google" about the layout of the building and the search reveals many secret entrances and new floors. I see this information as a way to buy us some more time to hide. Dreamt 3/13/2017

I am with a group of people, we are listening to the guitar solo from "Goodbye to Romance" being played by Randy Rhoads. It is a beautiful experience. Among those in the group is Garry Kasparov, looking as he did in back the late 80's. He is sitting down and reading something from a laptop or newspaper. Randy Rhoads is also there in the group of people, but it is not clear if he is playing the solo or listening to the recorded version along with everyone else. Ozzy is not there. Dreamt 3/11/2017

I am playing a game of one-on-one basketball with some black guy in a strip mall parking lot. The parking lot had been converted to a court. I am doing jump shots, lay-ups, and hook shots. It is very realistic; I make some of the shots but also miss some - the dream corresponds exactly to my skill level IWL. At one point the ball goes flying over to where a mailman is. He catches the ball and throws it back to us. When I catch the ball I notice it is larger than before and is covered in a velour material, as though someone put a sweater over it. The cover doesn't fit it right on the basketball; it begins to loosen. Eventually a sleeve comes loose and dangles out, revealing that it is indeed a velour sweater. Dreamt 3/10/2017