All DJ Entries

First(this one was about a week ago), after I became lucid, I decided to fly around, and I saw two mountains, I carefully chose this taller on that had a weird pattern, and then fly around it and managed to make a cave appear on it and I flew into the cave and saw a different world.

Second(last night), shortly after becoming lucid I was swallowed by a giant whale like sea monster, but I willingly went in and then sort of phased into it, dispersed my body into dust so I didn't have a physical body, and then became the giant whale thing, and had fun swimming and eating fish.

Got my first LD of the comp ! I was too tired to do everything I wanted in it, but that's still progress. First succesfull WILD of the comp, after my 2nd WBTB of the night.

Black = Non-lucid dream recall
Blue = Lucid dream recall

Super Mario News



A news anchor who looks like the singer Mika is waiting for Trump to confirm a move before he can start the news. A 10-second countdown begins. *Glitching animated image of him* To present the news, he plays Super Mario Bros. There's Bowser as a casual enemy. But the game wasn't coded properly : less gravity so everything is slower, no sounds when Mario takes a mushroom or a star... The presenter still enthusiastically comments the letsplay, swears, answers the chat...

Monsters (feat. Monster)

At my brother's house, in the bathroom, I imagine a streamer playing Tekken 7. Then at my parents house, at night, two nephews are sleeping, I go to the bathroom, but bad thoughts enter my mind : I imagine monsters appearing (a giant purple caterpillar and some others), while "Monster" by Meg & Dia is playing in my head. I brush my teeth and go back to my room, luckily no monsters appeared

Too sleepy to sing along (FA, LD)

At my brother's house, in my bed, some family arrives, my brother-in-law gives me a lamp and some phone chargers, I ask them if it's a dream or not (just to be sure), no answer. Then a nephew comes over to me, I dap him up, and he begins singing. I morph him into another nephew two times. Then I'm alone, still in bed, my hand is very blurry, as if erased. I hear snoring next to me, I'm too tired to continue the dream. I fall back asleep and open my eyes again, wanting to continue the lucid dream, but I woke up...

Hypnagogic Imagery: I had just played Orion Drift VR shortly before getting ready for bed, and my brain played a loop of me riding on the zip line/hyperloop thing. Arm raised in the air and space zooming past me I could also feel the controllers in my hands.

I am hoping to play a lot more of that game in the future so it will be interesting to see if it takes more of a presence in my dreams. I'm too tired to do it right now, though.

Non-lucid: Pokemon got a dark theme. (I don't remember exactly what this meant from my journal.) I was at the local pool but riding the steep water slide that is unnamed but I like to call The Purifier (because it will make you repent of all your sins). It wasn't steep though, unlike its real-life counterpart, and it was filled with kids. It was a super tame slide. I either rode the slide or got out of line, and saw my dad and my sister. My dad started asking me questions about myself but referred to me in the third person, like I was not actually myself, which was weird.

Lucid dream
I enter sleep paralysis right before entering a dream. Then I become lucid. I ask my mum in the dream to take me to the void but it doesn't work.

Dream 1
Dreamt I was playing a shooter survival game that's kinda like black mirror.

Dream 2
Everyone on my block is given letters with a bomb attached saying we must open them and obey what they say but we group together and decide to not do it.

Lucid dream
In my old apartment with my family with the same people from my block. My cat is there. I change one dream character's age to be older. Then my cat goes missing bc someone opened all the windows and doors and I try find him but there are clones of him everywhere. I grab a lookalike but the character I aged up tells me that's not him so he decides to help me find him. I feel sad for the other cat so I decide to adopt him. We jump out of the window because the DC says there's some lava being held back by ice which is making the environment cold and the only way to fix it is to melt it. So we melt it together so the lava can flow again warming the place up.

I almost lose lucidity so to stabilise it I remember a tip where you give up trying to control the dream and just go with it. I end up meeting one of my celebrity crushes who I literally run into and get a nosebleed from. He apologises.

Lucid dream
In my apartment again. I decide the only way for my cat to be happy is to let him outside so I tell my mum in the dream to only let him out when it's warm. I make eye contact with other DCs in a bus passing by. I try to notice flaws in the environment bc I have a theory dreams follow AI logic where they seem normal but when you look closer they're just generated using what your brain knows to form new locations which have some errors when you look closer.

I enter a bus and try to enter the void by saying "exit simulation". It's dark but not the void. The DCs say it's cool but wtf am I doing.

I get off the bus, someone's drink spills. I'm with my mum and my cat is sleeping in my arms. It's raining and I ask her where we're going. She says here and points to a lake where I see a rickety old house and I'm like HERE? She says no, and points to a hotel next to the lake. We go inside and chat to the lady to book a room.

Dream 1
Awful dream where I'm just arguing with my parents and I felt sad the entire time.

Dream 2
I'm in my apartment again, in a better mood. People are in my home and I fight them off and rescue it. My cat has had kittens with another cat and they're all super cute with different personalities.

Dream 3
Again similar location but suddenly there are 7 kittens, and the darkest one is the best behaved one. I just play with them the whole dream.

Lucid dream
I'm in my grandma's apartment in a random room and suddenly become lucid. My grandma and mum are there. I decide to enter the void as it's my goal. I jump out of the window and fail and wake up. So I re-enter the dream and this happens 4 times. Each time I'm in a different room. In one of them I see a swamp with hippos aside, push away the character next to me and run to the other room where I jump out of the window again.

Then I try to meditate in a dream and it feels kinda cool. The void isn't real but it looks more gray than black.

Then I have a false awakening.

Tarzan beatbox (fragment)



A bearded mixed-race man behind a grocery store starts imitating a traditional dance (or a series of movements) made previously by a spirit/monster but in a modern version while making the Tarzan yell and beatboxing, all while smiling.

20th - Barely slept. No recall.

21st

Snow Rolling
Night is deep, endlessly dark. He steps slow, footprints smothering my own in the snow. Every so often a war cry howls... then the hiss of an arrow far too close to an ear. I can run but but never outrun him. Fall backward into the drifts and roll under depths of the snow. Roll softly. Roll sightless. Enjoy the false security of faux escape.

Trainings
She is Dachshund. Short legs. Short leash. We say her name as a sneeze. She is mine to train. Here and there she whips wild, rolling and whimpering. Simply wait until she simmers down. Return to training. Somehow she is now a kitten. She is still Dachshund. She is leash-less and allowed to play through the house.

Two other dreams I can't record because I can't read the scribbly handwriting.

Frag: Something about Jason Brant on youtube




Team Robot - Spring Competition

My brain loves NOT doing any reality checks in my dreams! I need to drill them further into my subconscious, it seems...practice, practice, practice. I hope I can have more lucids during this comp, but even if I don't, I want to keep these good practices going as I think this will really help me take all this to the next level.

• Hypnagogic Imagery: My brain was trying to write pseudocode for a bug as I was falling asleep, but it was trying to do this using heavy metal growls. It was like the music was playing and it somehow corresponded to my coding. I woke up a bit later, wrote it down, and fell asleep for real.
• Non-Lucid 1: I was at Disney's Polynesian Resort (OK brain I get it, you want to go back to Disney World!) but I had a flight back home in less than an hour, was nowhere near the airport, and I didn't notice the time somehow. I was traveling with some dream character who I knew in the context of the dream. They said they knew we were going to be late, but they were just having so much fun that they didn't want us to leave yet! I was mad because we were going to miss the flight and experience delays with work, etc.
• Non-Lucid 2: I was in the car and some ripped dude was in the car with me. This dude insisted on driving and wouldn't let me drive. Then, somehow, the dream dissolved into some YouTube video I was placed into where some gymbros were playing on a shopping cart at the grocery store. One of them wasn't wearing any shoes and I was super grossed out. I don't remember if I was in a YouTube video, if I was watching it, or if they were just filming one.

I almost remembered a dream upon waking, but unfortunately it left me as I was grabbing my notebook and pen to write it down.

1. Restaurant
I walk with Aro to a lower area in the night. I become lucid. I see that there’s a restaurant area at the bottom of a small flight of steps. I feel happy to be lucid and I glance at several of the shops in the distance, just beyond the restaurant. There seems to be some type of game shop and a couple others that I can’t quite discern. I figure we can head there in a minute, but I want to check out the restaurant. I pat Aro on the back and tell him we can go in to get some food. I walk past a couple of booths to my left and see a waiter coming down the main walkway. I see a large man in a booth to my left eating some ribs and fries. I snap to go invisible, sit a cross from him and eat a couple of fries from the white plate. He doesn’t appear to notice me at all. I get up and sit at the empty booth just beyond and Aro follow me. There’s a plate of fries as well as a plate with a portion of a burger. I grab some ketchup and put it on the plate with the burger. I go to take a bite, yet wake up.


2. Gravity Flux
I’m in a very dim room and become lucid. I begin flying around and head toward a near wall, ready to teleport. I fly a bit further, yet feel that I’m waking up.

Regained lucidity
I’m standing on the upper walkway in main house Meadow, just next to the railing. This feels…dreamlike…nose pinch. I’m lucid. I fly over the railing and float down below. I head toward the front and head out into midday light. I look around, considering where I want to explore to. I figure I’ll explore a bit farther down to the right as I’ve been across the street quite a bit lately. I begin flying to the right, heading past Bud house. I notice that the next house is a bit closer than I remember it begging. I decide not to head into Bud house again, but to explore further down. I continue flying and head toward a building positioned much farther in the distance. As I fly, I hear a group of students participating in some type of sporting event. Bay seems to be leading them. I notice how long I”ve been flying and how stale everything feels. I figure some super speed will help me reach the building in time. I begin flying faster, yet not quite kicking into super speed gear. I reach the building quickly and notice a stainless steel sink with a faucet set into the side of the building. I may as well drink from it and get a few points. I turn on the faucet and drink a bit of water. I finally enter though the door and go into a fairly large rectangular room that appears a bit dingey. There’s an old, large couch to my right with smaller, single sofa seats on either side. Far down to the left, I see a couple large sets of metal shelving. I head into the center and raise my right and in front of me, grounding. I take a couple slow deep breaths before turning to the couches. I hoist the large couch up, but figure I could do that in waking life anyway. I then lift the entire couch with one arm. I back up and go for tk. I tk the large couch, but figure it’s not heavy enough to count for mass. I tk the additional two sofa seats, but know that it’s still only three. I head through the doorway and enter a larger room that extends far down to the left. I decide to basic summon a drink and see a vending machine in front of me. I imagine a Pepsi and as I look into the machine, I quickly spot one. I grab it, then follow the walkway and hear several people talking, as though there's gathering farther down. People begin talking about cancer, and explaining how certain depictions in the glass displays represent its progression. I find it a bit weird. I head a bit farther, grab one of the people, and fly farther down before dropping them off. I head farther into the room before turning right and heading toward what appears to be the receiving area of a large establishment. There’s another room farther down and some type of storage area to my right. I see a few cube shaped stacks of large sacks that appear to have some type of heavy, grain type material inside. I tk one, then another, then three to four more for a total of roughly six huge sacks. I let them drop and explore back toward the entrance. I see a small, closet shaped room next to the entryway. I enter and see a couple other people along with some type of arcade machine. I begin thinking of other control to play with and decide to shift gravity. I flip upward, then notice how I want everything in the room to shift. I focus, and suddenly, everything heads toward the ceiling, including the people and the machine. I revert gravity, and get ready to explore a bit more.

I need to get back on track with the reality checks and the meditation. WILD is still an anti-sleeping technique for me unfortunately. Even after a WBTB.

Pro-vax maths and reverse pregnancy

Adam from Psyched Substance reacts to Dr. Nozman's four-step "breakdown" of his anti-vax video, "with compelled evidence" : four arguments (yellow rectangles on a white background), n°4 : *equations* —> 16 + 16 = 33 —> 33 - 33 = 0 *down arrow* *equation* Except that the final equation has multiple answers, making it impossible. Dr. Nozman's fourth argument doesn't work.

Then two characters are shown : a potato-shaped couple drawn in black silhouettes (invisible skin) on a white background. Red lips and a pink body for the female, cyan blue body and a mustache for the male. People on the internet put them in lots of different situations, two of which are new concepts : the male is pregnant (and disappointed), and another (forgot).

Garden joke (fragment)

A tall bald guy wearing glasses and with bandages on his broken nose tells me a joke in a garden in front of a house. I interact with objects (maybe flower pots).

Yogurt and raisins



At my parents house, eating yogurt and raisins in front of the living room computer, sometimes turning around to watch TV. Some family members are here.

I'm in Iceland getting a ticket to view some kind of large fossil bed in the ground. The whole area is next to a volcano and everything is covered in snow. After entering, I walk around the side and find a deep, perfectly rectangular hole going down about 50 feet. My girlfriend comes up and asks if I'd like to go see the movie they're putting on inside another building. I say yes and follow her inside.

I'm camping out in the woods with some friends. For some reason, I have my tent flattened down with my stuff still in it. The tarp is luckily still over the top but it's all just flattened on the ground. A bout of rain is coming, but I can see blue sky behind it so I don't think it will be an issue.

1. Dream fragment -- talking about water slides
2. Fragment -- I was staying at a hotel, and took a nap (within the dream apparently)

Yep! That's it. I am trying harder to not let work stress creep into my evenings as I think that doesn't help

The Jamie voice seemed to not like my last post. Not sure why. I just go through recall dry spells from time to time. I'm still trying.

Jamie 1

Just a vague dream. There was a McDonald's attached to a Wal Mart. Jamie was working inside but seemed to be avoiding me. I left but went through the drive through for some reason.

Jamie 2

Jamie was walking around a bunch of screens displaying lesbian porn. She was trying hard not to look. But couldn't help herself at moments. The struggle is real.


Jamie 3

Jamie was standing by a white PC case Inspecting it.

Not much. Our dreams seem to lack a certain affection lately. Maybe I'm just not recalling.

I walk away from the stone seats and head toward a grassy area to the left. I become lucid. I look to the near distance and see a lake stretching far back in the night. The top of the water is glistening under moonlight. I begin to think of some dream control and decide to invert and jump from one arm. I flip up into a one arm handstand and begin jumping up from the single arm. I repeat this several times before reverting to standing. I walk forward a bit toward the water and notice two small creatures. They appear to be miniature T-rexes. I go for TK and begin to lift both of them up. I then decide to play with adjusting size and focus on the one to the right. I begin enlarging it as it levitates in the air. I head forward a bit, yet the visuals begin to dim rapidly. I decide to go for a full phase to teleport. I head toward the wall to my right as the visuals darken more. Soon, I’m in void. I hold my awareness for a moment, yet the lucidity wanes as I think I’m waking up.