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I've had a brief, yet curious lucid tonight. I had set an alarm 4.5h into sleep to do a WBTB+SSILD. I got up and read a few pages of one of LaBerge's books, which I started reading a few days ago. Then I went back to sleep and did the SSILD normally. I managed to be more focused than other times, so I was quite sure I would succeed. Some hours afterwards I was woken up by my mum, who was trying to get my sister out of bed. The awakening was quite confusing and I lost details of the dream as a result. But anyway, I think I remember the important part.

In the dream I was having a drink outdoors with someone, I think it was my brother. I even remember the position I was sitting in. It hit me right away... "I am dreaming". Unlike other lucids, I didn't do any RC. Instead, I thought to myself: "if this is a dream, then it means my body is fast asleep in my bed, which means I can do anything I want". I felt I had a high level of awareness and the dream was quite vivid and stable. The sky was a bright blue and I remember clearly the moment of the realisation. Then I recalled what I first wanted to do in a lucid, following LaBerge's advice to have a clear goal, and I went shooting up the sky, flying vertically and gaining height quickly. Unfortunately, that's all I remember. I assume at that point the dream transitioned into a non-lucid, because none of the other dreams I recalled after this were lucid. But it's the first time I was aware of the actual state of my real body at the time of dreaming, so I find this satisfying enough.

I wish I could remember it properly, but the first dream was about me and an old woman, searching for the foundation of the world at the shore of an ocean. And we found it - we dammed off the water in certain places, and dug into the sand, and after a while we found something like an iron-plate in the shape of a cut-out skyline.
Something with it was not in order, and we were there to put it right - I can only remember helping her to keep it free from the sand and the water to analyse. I think, we did something to repair it - but I can't remember what.

And one more Steph moves into a new flat dream.
Man - meanwhile I'd like to know, what that is supposed to mean.
I like our flat - must be something else behind it.
Again a shared flat and again I was in my early 20s and there was a dream with talking to the people - one woman showed me pictures of a model-campaign of hers in a magazine, and I adored her figure. I remember details - but they are boring.
Like us discussing, how deep down the windows should reach for it to be nicer and more light - then about at which height people could fall out - and if it costs more heating with more window space.

Uups - now I remember it!!
I was thinking, this is a dream - I looked out the window, and saw a quite indistinct street, expecting to see Munich - and then I thought - ah - this is okay, that's usually a bit mixed up in my dream-flats!!

How could I forget that - how could I not react to that!!??

People came in to visit - some guys, too - we who lived there were 3 women.
There was also a sexual episode, me with somebody, but only harmless, and two guys started making out with each other somewhere, too. And stupid me later mentioned that - to find out that the girlfriend of one of them was present meanwhile, and not amused to hear this particular piece of information at all. I feared to have to leave the flat for that indiscretion - but it was forgotten, when we visited the neighbours:
Like it was in at least in two other dream - one story above us was a mega flat, directly under the roof, the whole story of the house, and almost all one room, with columns and the walls a bluish tinged white. A couple lived there with small children - the guy was also the same, and I can't properly remember her. They were obviously quite rich, and we talked about that a bit and about how I miss Bavaria.

I dreamed of waking up to a regular , sunny day. In the dream , I got up and moved through my usual morning routine and then went to get food.
On the way out , I found a folder on my mail. In it there was a letter with words of gratitude , from 5 people I had never met before , about the time we spent together and how they hope we'll meet again one day.
At the top of the paper , a picture of each person was stitched. I didn't recognize any of them.
I remember myself feeling excited and being anxious to write back to them , so I dropped everything and ran off to do just that. Then , I'm sitting on my desk and trying to piece together what I wanted to write to them , only to realize I don't know (or remember) their names. A sense of despair filled me and then I woke up.

I was in a place where two of my close friends were also available. They both fell from the third floor, the first one (a girl), then the second one shortly after (a guy). Then I noticed was in the building my apartment is in (3rd floor) but the other side of the floor. All were saying that the girl died, and as far as I remember, the guy didn’t. And I remember seeing his face in the dream, but not the girl’s face, though I knew it was her.
I also remember feeling her blood flow through the vein in her neck. Tried to tell the people around that she’s still alive, but no body answered, as if they didn’t hear what I was saying. Then they took her, and I tried my best to get to her body to reassure and tell others that she’s still alive. Tried to get to her home, in case they took her there, which happens to be not so far from mine. I don’t remember reaching there, but I remember entering a room where her coffin was, and two men, one on each side of the coffin.
I was waiting for her to knock on the coffin to alert that she is still alive, because for some reason I believed she is, but that didn’t happen.
The men opened the coffin, but there was another cover covering her.
I went to remove her from the coffin, and when I held her in my hands, I noticed I was holding a baby. And went to everyone saying that she is still alive, but she was reborn, and she is now a baby.
After that I remember hoping that it would be a dream.

I had this dream few days ago, where I was driving slowly and 2 black snakes with yellow circles were moving in the opposite direction in which I was going. Each of the snakes was moving while its body was in spiral position (is it called “coiled snake”?). But the second snake was much longer than the first one. It was clear since it had several, maybe 4, spirals, each equal to the spiral made by the first snake.
Once I reached beside them, the shorter snake hissed at me and aggressively moved across the street towards me. The other one followed it but slowly. Then I accelerated in the same direction I was going, until I passed them, and kept going afterwards.

I had a dream couple of weeks ago, where my Aunt told me that she found an egg in the basement where we used to have in a hen house. So, I went to the basement and found the egg. When I picked up the egg, I saw a green snake beside me, just staring. I stared back, and then woke up.

Few days after I had this dream, I was at that same house (in real), and my Aunt told me she found an egg, and I picked it up and threw it away, since it was too old (several months).

How can that dream be interpreted? And does finding the egg in reality have anything to do with the dream (or even throwing away that egg)?

00:00 Tuesday 2014-05-27 -- missed it by thaaaat much

00:38 bedtime. Fall asleep really quickly, I have a great deal of drowsiness, barely have time to set any intentions about remembering dreams before falling asleep

remee on

08:30 wake up and recall, no recording during the night

+ I see a naked girl's below the waist spread-leg view sliding towards me, she's sliding on the ground. She's from a family so poor they can't afford toilet paper so they must wipe their butts by sliding in the snow. I'm DO following this family on a car trip, we come across an intersection where the road branches off to the left, down a gently sloping mostly straight snow-covered road. The kids whoop and get out and all slide on their butts (clothed this time) down the hill, I see them weave around a few cars, I'm following behind them DO. At one point we come across a big steep hill to the left, covered in snow, we go over and start to climb in order to slide down, a few boys are at the bottom of the hill having slid down. At the top of the hill is a playground swing set where some girls are standing around, I go there and start flirting.

+ I'm walking outdoors among separate small external school rooms, it's dark/night, I'm thinking about dreaming, I say out loud "I'm dreaming" (and didn't get lucid, that's an unfortunate first), I think I even nose pinch but I think I couldn't breathe (but I'm not sure), I may have checked my hands, two young men overhear me and are asking me if I can fly when I'm dreaming, I say "yes, watch this!" and jump about 25 feet straight up into the air and hover there for a while before coming back down, after that we all go in to the class room.

+ talking about higher math with a young woman math student. We're walking towards a building it's dark outside. We're talking about all the math lasses one should take in University, we're naming them, and simultaneous say "real analysis." Complex analysis is too hard, you can't make real-world models to study them. She made hundreds of 3-d models to help in studying real analysis, I think she made representations of parabolas/hyperbolas/saddle points. I think about settings some of the variables to 0 and then drawing the cross section of the shape in the resulting plane projection of the equation.

+ in a motorcycle club (IWL yesterday saw a guy with a t-shirt that had "MC" on it and I thought this meant motorcycle), the leader of the club has painted huge stripes/emblem on his parking place. He has placed markers in the spots to the left and the right of his parking spot to make sure his spot is marked and reserved. I see briefly what I think is a set of motorcycle scales (to weigh them) in a parking spot just next to his.

In daylight there is a large "butcher block" full of knives, axe heads, and sharp instruments embedded into the wooden block, one falls down I pick it up and try to quickly jab it back into the block, but it bounces out again. I try this a few times it won't go in, then when I try again all the knives fall to the ground. I think that's ridiculous and think about just walking away but no I don't want to leave that mess so I pick them all up from the ground (where they got wet/dirty) and spread them out on a table to the right, someone comes by and it's time to go for lunch

+ in twilight some guy has found my packs of leftover chinese food that I'd forgotten. They are flat packages of dumplings covered in plastic wrap, the first one I see is pot stickers (about 1+ square foot, 20 or more potstickers), another one is larger (pork bows?), he breaks the plastic wrap on one and I think that's going to be really nasty since I forgot to put them in the refrigerator, they're spoiled for sure, anyone who ate those would get sick.

I'm already awake when I see remee's lights at some point in the night.

I was visiting a friend’s house (someone I don’t actually know in RL) and he opened a door to his bathroom and there was a big flash of fire when he opened a door in the house. A man coalesced from the whirling flames and he walked out into the room we were in. He calmly explained that he was immortal and that he would grant immortality to whoever could defeat him in combat. For some reason everybody knew who this guy was and everyone believed him. I, all of a sudden, had prior knowledge of people who had fought him and lost (even though this guy had only just appeared) and I knew how dangerous he was.
We were going to fight, there seemed to be some unspoken agreement that this was going to happen. The first rule was you had to go to him in handcuffs as a symbol of your limitations in relation to your life span. You were to arrive fettered and were you to leave you were then a free being without the limitations of death.
There were five of us arriving at a large house all in handcuffs and we lined up in a semicircle around him at a table in a small dark room with a single hanging light fixture that slowly rocked back and forth throwing shadows around the room like they were dancing. He walked to each of us and touched the chain between the actual cuffs and as I watched they glowed orange and melted off. We were to fight, all of us against him at the same time. I knew from some heretofore undiscovered fount of knowledge that he had previously defeated three men in combat at once.
We discussed that it wouldn’t be a fight to the death for us but we may die, I remember that that had made me nervous and that I suddenly needed to pee. So I shot my hand up and inquired as to the location of the bathroom. He walked me to a room beyond a hallway behind him and before going to the toilet, I asked “If it isn’t too much trouble can you try and not hit me in the mouth, don’t want to lose my teeth, after all.”
“Oh, I’ll see what I can do.” He replied as he walked back towards the other room without looking back.
I finished my business and I put the toilet lid down and I flushed and when it flushed the water sprayed everywhere onto the floor and I remember thinking ‘Oh great, how am I going to explain that I didn’t pee on the floor and it was the flushing toilet making a mess’ I quickly set to cleaning it up with a nearby mop and then washed my hands before heading back out into the small room.
Everyone had gone, a lady there escorted me into the backyard and I saw that everyone was ready to fight and they were only waiting on me, I took off my jacket and went in stood in line. I then looked down and noticed that I had only removed the right half of my jacket (must have looked like Frank Stallone). I made my apologies and went and removed the other half before getting back into the semi-circle.
I made a quick suggestion to my fellow combatants, “Let’s not make the same mistake that they always make in movies and let’s surround him and all attack him at the same time. In the movies they surround the guy and then attack one at a time, it’s ridiculous.”
I got a few nods and then we all set ourselves to commence fighting when I heard a commotion going on behind us. I turned my head slightly so I could see what was happening behind us yet still see my foe in my peripheral vision. There was a girl crying in a tree house. I overheard that her name was Louise and that she had been attacked by somebody, some other people were trying to comfort her. I don’t know who she was but I knew that I had to find out who had done this.

I suddenly woke up on a bus full of people and all the seats around me had people sitting in them. (A situation I find terrifying in RL) There was people arguing around me and I knew that I had to get off of the bus. I went to press the button but I wasn’t wearing long sleeves and I don’t like touching the buttons with my bare skin. I had to wait for someone else to press it and then get off when they did. A girl sitting next to me had a bowl of green jelly, she wanted to dump it on some guys head who was sitting a few seats in front of us. I don’t know why or how I knew it but it didn’t seem odd that I did. For some reason I was holding the jelly for her when somebody pressed the button and I went to get off of the bus as it stopped before I realised that I was still holding the jelly bowl. I quickly ran to the back of the bus to give it back to her and the guy stopped me and took it off of me because he somehow knew that the girl wanted to empty the contents onto his head. I didn’t have time to care and I ran back to the door to debus and it shut in my face and felt like everyone was looking at me, I didn’t have the guts to actually see if they were because I was so afraid that they would be but something inside me just knew that people were looking at me and it made me so scared and I just wanted to sink into a hole and die.
The bus pulled up somewhere and I quickly got off as fast as humanly possible, I have never seen it but I somehow knew that it was meant to be Marion shopping centre even though the North Adelaide Aquatic centre was there as well. I looked around in utter confusion when two police officers approached me and slammed me to the ground. They lifted me up off of the ground and asked me what I was doing at the shopping centre wearing only underwear. I hadn’t realised this until he said it and I knew that I had actually awoken like this and that I had actually been robbed of my clothing by someone on the bus while I was sleeping.
I tried to explain the situation and I tried to reason with them saying that I had been robbed and that I would immediately get a taxi home and that they didn’t need to worry about me because I was going to go straight home and they wouldn’t see me again. They didn’t care. I tried to plead with them that I was on parole and that I would never do anything like this on purpose, I had been robbed!
They still didn’t care, especially when they saw the remains of the handcuffs still on my wrists that hadn’t been melted off.
He walked me over to a police station and I sat down and spoke with a woman there and I asked her how long did she think they could hold me for being undressed in public, she just asked how long my parole was, to which I replied that it was four years. The woman just looked away and shook her head. Officer not-so-friendly was talking to someone on the phone, he hung up and sauntered over with a swagger that bespoke arrogance and some deluded form of self-righteousness and said, “Well, it looks like you will need to spend the night in the prison cells, not the police cells.”
“What?” I replied with incredulity, “The law is that I won’t be breached for any offence with a sentence that has a cumulative punishment of less than three months. I know the law, you can’t do this.”
The Officer just laughed, it was a menacing laugh, leaning in close and whispering, “Isn’t it just a bit odd that a girl named Louise got attacked yesterday and here you are, almost naked and walking around the area where she was accosted? Rather convenient if you ask me.”
Everything was happening so fast, my anxiety skyrocketed and I was starting to have a panic attack, All I could think was ‘how am I going to explain this to her, she is going to hate me.’

Then I woke up all tangled in the sheets and breathing so heavily I had to force myself to stay calm and breathe.

I was seeing from Luke Skywalker's perspective; In the fight against Darth Vader I fell in the Sky City and went down the tunnel. I tried getting back up the tunnel before the part where it empties out into the sky but fell down anyway. I didn't fall off the antenna in the fall though.

I was going out to a lunch that I had received an invitation to, it was in a church. The guy who had invited me said it was just a bunch of dudes who liked to meet up and have lunch and talk some shit. I decided I would give it a go. I went along to the event and then as the lunch progressed things started to feel weird, I didn’t know what it was yet but I just knew that something was off. I looked around and I realised that people here were doing weird things, I couldn’t see that they were doing anything weird but the things they were doing just didn’t make sense to me.
Things get a bit fuzzy here and they happened very quickly but all of a sudden, there were police officers in the church and they were being beheaded. I didn’t know why they were being beheaded but I knew that it wasn’t right and that I should leave due to me being in this situation would definitely be in violation of my parole conditions. I made an excuse which was; I have to head home, I am on parole and it is getting dark outside, which it was, I didn’t even realise that it had been daytime a few seconds earlier.
I went into a room where people were just sparring each other and playing video games and everyone was cheering and having a laugh. I saw heaps of people that I knew in there, a few from RL and a more than a few from prison. I started shaking their hands and making my apologies for having to leave but I was on parole and I had to go.
I walked out and said goodbye to everyone once again and then as I got to the giant front door to the church and opened it, I saw that there were police everywhere wearing riot gear and preparing to storm the church.
I quickly shut the door and then headed further into the church. I saw everybody sitting around the table like nothing was wrong and I decided to walk further into the church to see if I could find a way out the back to steal away into the night. I got halfway down the back room when I looked to my left and then realised that I had inadvertently walked through several live news broadcasts behind the interviewers and no doubt been spotted on camera where I would be easily identified. I put up my hood anyway and kept walking knowing that I couldn’t deny having been there now. I needed to come up with a new plan.
Returning to the room where everyone was sitting around talking, I saw two people holding handheld cameras and then two people in front the cameras reading out statements about a suicide bombing. I knew it was even more important that I get out of there, right that minute. I headed to the back of the church and noticed that there was big windows and I figured that they couldn’t be too high off of the ground on the outside if I could climb the masonry carvings that covered the wall, I could probably get out that way.
I was all the way up the carvings and then I smashed one of the windows and looked outside, I was in luck, it wasn’t that high, I might be able to jump and then tell people that I had been here but as a hostage or that I had had nothing to do with the terrorist activities going on within the building. I saw Dee inside and decided that I should get him out as well. I climbed down quickly and approached him, as I did this, a part of the masonry cracked and fell to the floor, I knew it would be much harder to climb up to the windows now, it still seemed possible but it would be much more difficult and I knew it.
A sudden report tore through the room where I was standing and all the windows exploded inwards becoming flying shards of glass stinging my whole body like a thousand cuts covering my body while being doused in salt water. I got off the ground from where the shock wave had knocked me and I considered my escape plan, I quickly told Dee to follow me and he did so, we scaled the remaining masonry and reached the window I had broken earlier as an escape route and then, looking outside, I saw something that didn't look good.
What I saw was about seventy officers in riot gear, all standing in a square formation like a Phalanx. I panicked and climbed down. There was a lady down there and she said that they will come through where there were once windows and the only way to avoid being killed was to kill them and make myself a path through the officers and a way to freedom. I looked outside and saw that some of them were mounting horses and some had themselves some hooks on the end of long sticks for capturing people, I knew I couldn’t be caught, The thought that went through my head was: If I can kill them all, nobody will ever know I was here, I geared myself up for a long and brutal battle, knowing that I would have to kill everyone at the event that I had eaten lunch at and then escape into the night. just as I was about to set to, I woke up.

Well again with the same supps as last time.

4mg G, 250 C and 200mg L-Theanine.

I had taken this combo other times but I guess I never really got to sleep in or never went lucid when I took them. The last two times I have taken them I have been lucid no less than three times in 3 separate dreams throughout the night.

Pre-WBTB: I was in some sort of competition and racing against others. It was a maze of sorts and some underwater events. There was school work or trivia questions involved. This was early in the night and I didn't take notes on this until late in the morning.

Post-WBTB: I think these are the order they happened, I had many through out the night so they kind of got jumbled and some of the details are fuzzy.

Dream 1: In an apartment and I think it was a female celebrity. I wound up with two women and carried one around. I started kissing both of them on the neck and mouth, woke shortly after.

Dream 2: On a ship working and there was a lot going on, cranes and forklifts moving stuff around. I looked up and the cranes were lifting big red bells and some were starting to fall down. I thought this was rather strange so I did an RC, 7 fingers... LUCID: I decided it had been awhile since I flew so I took to the sky. Its always tricky starting off for me but as soon as I started going up the speed increased and I was flying high. I don't have to flap or point my hands I just do head forward. I flew up pretty high and could see fields, I came upon some sort of ruins. I just remembered this part, I tried to yell focus and it didn't come out right and I thought I might have talked in waking life and it woke me up. Thinking about waking life seems to be a constant theme with me. I always think about my real body or what I am doing and wake up right away. I really need to focus on the dream itself and have a long goal or several goals planned out in the dream.

Dream 3: I was in some strange place and ended up with another guy and some I was with and some other guy who may have been a 'bad' guy. We were talking about lucid dreams and stuff we could do and I think I was Lucid or at least semi lucid. I was going to show the guy what I could do. I ended up summoning fire balls and throwing them at the wall around the guy, they kind of exploded and melted into the wall I guess, it effected the wall more than the surroundings. Anyways I did this a few times and then I left the room. Either this was the same dream or a different one but I was with two girls in the same area or type of place. I jumped off a roof and onto the ground, I know I was absolutely lucid at this point. I wound up at an outdoor café with people eating around tables with umbrellas around them. I decided to begin using telekinesis on them and throw them around. I threw a couple people with my mind and then also tried to just crush them in a ball with my mind. I know this is rather morbid but it was kind of fun to do, there was no blood at least . Anyways I did this for awhile and don't remember how the dream ended there.

Dream 4: This was my last and most remember able. I cant say if it was fully lucid or only semi lucid but it involved me having super human strength and flying. I think this was on the tail end of the supps so while it was a pretty awesome dream I don't think it was fully lucid. Anyways it may have been at the tail end of dream 3 so I may have just lost some of my lucidity. I had a feeling people were in trouble above me in the clouds. I flew up through clouds and fog and found people in a balloon above me. They were looking for something on the ground but couldn't see anything. I went and checked below us (at this point I was still lucid or at least partially, because I remember worrying about not being able to see and waking up). I grabbed the balloon and drug it down to the ground, they were looking for lemon and lime trees for some drinks they had. I got them to the ground and we then were in a store. I don't remember many details about the store but I do remember a snobby kid who wanted this and that. After the store we were headed back up in the air and there were people falling out of the sky. I was rescuing them but couldn't hold that many of them. I was hanging onto the balloon again and we decided that we needed to get rid of some of the soft drinks we had onboard so the people could be onboard the balloon. I began throwing them off the balloon. They were the size of AA batteries and I ripped a couple of the tops with my teeth and drinking them down quick then throwing the empty can.

There were a couple more insignificant or dreams I don't remember any details about but overall it was a really adventurous night.

I'm walking in a green and flourishing wood with a couple new friends and one old friend. We're in single file all carrying a large log on our shoulders, upon which rests water bottles, backpacks, camping supplies. There is a path, but we only occasionally step on it, favoring another path made up of one continuous tree that lies flat on the ground. The footing is often precarious. We chat amiably as we walk, and eventually come to an end, where there is a hill, a view and a river that turns into a waterfall. We then begin to argue; my friends want to continue as we have been down the hill, but I figure, we don't need to carry this log, we can just carry the supplies ourselves. Why keep holstering this burden? The path is tricky as it is, and with a hill our safety diminishes substantially. No decision is made before I awake.

I'm fishing, I don't catch anything but A does with a net, I grab a family photo book from a random family and return it, i drive and hit fences on the way I go to Sweden with C and A in the car I go to a city and Karl Malone is dropping in the draft, longhorns draft him and Mac says you have to be tough and karate chops a guy in a helmet, I go into a room and start to sleep, I dream within this one and become lucid I'm in Icleland the colors are so bright, I walk around touching things, I turn my mom into 8 people with my brother, talk to him about stabilizing and I fly 10 feet in the air and land my dream fades and I wake up into my previous dream where a dog tries to get out and I ask Clint if it was a shared one but he responds with no mine were about dark spirits, I wake up

#320 - DEILD - 10:29AM

We all some how had the luxury of sleeping really late. I had tons of dreaming so I'm gong to keep the dream details brief. The LD was really short anyway.

I am in the back yard but it's really huge. There was my normal garden and then an extra garden with tree like cherry blossom but it has thorns. A flower shoots a barb in my leg. I like how the extra garden is like a private hide-a-way. I tell my wife it needs work and we discus how to make it better.

I am on some business trip to California. S from work is with me. I see the sun setting on the ocean. On the balcony I notice how the building is only inches from the water. I see some garbage and two police cars buried in the sand. I have a conversation with S about this and snapchat it.
I turn around and now I am in S's house. I wonder the rooms feelins lost. They seem to keep changing. I finally get an idea of the layout. It's pentagon shaped. S says he needs to refurbish the house. I tell him it looks new but I think his choice of décor needs improvement.

I am outside and look up. There is a giant glass orb cutting though the clouds. At point and tell some people sitting on the ground. Its my wife and aunt G. Aunt G gets all weird and new age mystical on me. She's trying to decipher and ancient language about the glass orb. She believes they are aliens that visited long ago. I am in her house and she has symbols, pentagrams, crystals, dreamcatchers. Ect. Shes going on about some really strange ancient word. I marvel at how she went from Pentecostal missionary to this. I tell myself everyone is entitled to their own beliefs. Suddenly Aunt G is wearing daisy dukes and a red tank-top. She has her normal face but a hot body. I feel awkward.

DEILD
I wake and relax my body the vibes hit and a scene forms before I even know what's happening. I am back in my garden. I am still in exit mode and decide to move. I take a step and realize I am already in a dream. I see various strange plants growing. There's something like lettuce but it looks all distorted. I put it right and the dream ends.

5/26/2014
im walking down a road in my neighborhood, im going to my bus stop, like almost all my dreams its early in the morning, a bit before the sun. except my bus stop is a different place in my dream. its down a different road at a four way intersection. and other people that dont go to my bus stop are there, but it is people who live in my neighborhood. one was a fat bald kid and another was this one girl from my bus stop, i remember she was wondering if her friend who also goes to my bus stop was coming. i remember i had to call her to see if she was coming. i also remember talking to my friend about something...i can almost picture it but i cant. i think it was chess....i remember playing chess either there or on the bus. two of my friends were playing chess, i was helping one of my friends play against him. i remember some moves being made, and i also remember him getting one of his units trapped and thinking "oh crap, he can king now, though" but then suddenly there was another row and i thought "oops, nevermind"

i also remember being at school, after my 6th period waiting for the girl i like outside our class, when she came out i began talking to her about something. thats all i really remember. i do remember that i did go through my 6th and 7th period classes, and also the point were we walk out to the buses.


ive really been slacking on the DJ thing...and its been costing me i think. its kinda hard to remember dreams. i know i had more dreams that i woke up from and i tried my old technique of telling myself them in my head to remember them as i lay there but i ended up forgetting them. i remember yesterday i had a dream that i felt myself wake up, i dont think it was a scary dream but it cause me to wake up and it felt really weird.