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I had to forcefully wake myself up this time. It was hard, like it usually is after I've experienced SP, but this is the most vivid dream I've had in the last few weeks. I was somewhat lucid, and remember returning to my physical body to wake myself up. When I woke up, for some reason, I was lying on my back, and I never sleep this way. Man, what an intense dream tonight.

I was in the bedroom, on the computer. I loaded up Youtube, and turned on some song I can't remember, I think it was by The Who. In the comments section, It was a long comment that I remember feeling very freaked out by, it was along the lines of "He's alive, and well, and he wants you to know all is okay. All is alright". I've never been able to read things in my dreams, not even once, so this is new and it frightened me.
Suddenly, a song started playing, it was "Happy Birthday" by the Beatles, which is a song I like a lot but rarely listen to. So, I was web browsing after that, and ran into a website which was a blog, of someone that I feel familiar with for some reason. His last update was in 2006, and there was a large noose hanging from the top left, so I decided to google his name to see if he had died. Yes, he had died, and looking back at me were pictures of him just staring.
It wasn't anyone that I knew, at least nobody in my life. It was very unsettling.
At this point, I decided to wake up due to this feeling, and returning to my body, I had flashes of a symbol that means something to me (a flaming skull). I felt a presence around me, on my upper right of my bed and my instincts took over as I tried to wake up, yelling at it to go away and I remember being very vicious about it. Eventually, I got myself awake. What a weird dream.

Well my dream recall is still bad, i'm new to the dream journal concept.

Anway i remember My mom was mad the whole time, yelling at me and my brother, though we were horsing around anyway.
I remember riding my bike over an area by a couple ditches. after a while i rode my bike there again, but it had flooded. I remember my town, but all messed up. things in different areas. I really shoulda known i was dreaming.

My cousins car was in my car garage. i also remember being with the police, we were trying to catch a rapist

I have only just begun and have not had any lucid dreams yet. After about 4 nights of remembering a dream a night (and being aware that there were others I couldn't remember) I couldn't remember anything from last night. And I know I dreamt, several times. I am so disappointed. Will it just take more practice?

I had taken a sleeping pill, which I do occasionally if I have had a few nights of too little sleep. If anyone reads this, have you found that sleeping pills influence your dreaming or your recall? If they will get in the way, then I won't take them.

First off I would like to say wow I have been on here in a long time


It figures Sunday is my b day iin rl . I have this ex who pops in my dreams usually only when he is thinking of me sd

I was in my home town and my hubby and I had decided to get remarried . A random young girl decided to buy us wedding rings since our real ones are tattoos she drops us off at a caffe and she comes back with 2 white gold rings and says they are lesbian rings but since yall are so open minded I thought it was fitting ( what the is a lesbian ring ?) I become lucid at the moment I try to put on the ring and realize it is way too big but my hubbys fit his hand just fine they where pretty detailed rings I wish I could draw to draw them. I figure the rings must be the focus in this dream. ( note when I am lucid I still try to play observer in my dreams not disrupting the original flow) ok rings I think then my hunny bunny looks at the clock it is about 10 min. till our wedding so we light a cigg and get ready .This is when it happened I look over at the kitchen swingy doors and there was 2 hands at the windows almost like a horror movie creepy . But I knew what was really on the other side and said excuse me I will be right back to my friends and hubby.
I opened the door and there he was just asking why I would marry someone that was not him . His eyes had a deep sadness that filled my soul with pain . He was in tears and I hugged him He screamed out but I love you we are soulmates you know this . I smiled and took a step back ok fine I will take action I do not normally act upon my lucidity unless he is there so I did
I love you too and I acknowledge you as one of my soulmates you know that But what did you think I was gonna do live on the streets for 20 years just so you could play with my heart some more I deserved a life too you know it is not always about you . I found someone I can love who loves me back You had your chance . I was shocked by his dumbfounded quiet face he didnt say anything and then I walked away ..

I woke up laying on my back and even though I had fallen asleep less than 3 hours before I jolted out of bed I looked at the clock and went back to sleep where I have no clue what I dreamed about .. It always is this ex

So,the past week was tiring. I go to sleep around 6PM and wake up around 10PM. I cant remember any dream in that peroid. I stay up till about 11 and go back to sleep. I remember having a LD about some sexual things in class. I wake up to my dead cat (Passed away a year ago) Meowing. I put it as I slowly fades away. This was an hallucination,but my brain is trying to convince my self it was a dream. Now I can barly move so I start going back to sleep. I start going into the Vibration stage,I could control it making it faster or slower. Still at this waking time as I think about this my brain is trying to say it was a dream. I had another lucid dream about some racist things (Dont want to go into detail about the LD's). And I just wake up, the only weird thing is that the more I think about it the more it seems like a dream. But it WAS reality.

Extremely faint recall from last night.

I am some random guy talking to the father of a family who defended himself and his family from Joffery (from Game of Thrones) who was holding them hostage. As he talked I was kind of reliving his experience as an invisible bystander. I remember the family being in a pool at the time of the hostage. The father eventually out smarted Joffery and shot him. I felt rather sad for some reason.

It's not much but it's the first thing I could actually recall in ages.

I had a dream that i was was trying to fall asleep. I was laying on the floor in my room and i used my bag as a pillow. Then my ceiling disappeared and these really loud world war two planes started flying over my room in the sky. They started dropping bombs and i heard explosions. I started to get annoyed that by the loud noises because they prevented me from sleeping. So i wrapped the bag around my face and ears and shut my eyes and tried to go to sleep. Then even more planes flew over and my room started to expand all the objects in my room stayed the same size but the space between the objects got bigger and bigger until i could no longer see them. Then my room started to fill up with water. Soon i was hundreds of feet under water. All that remained of my room was my bed and my carpeted floor. The water was clear but it had a bluish green tint. i could still see the planes dropping bombs when i looked up but they sounded much quieter and they were slightly distorted from the water. I started to see a submarine slowly emerge from the distance. It was very large and it was covered in a dull silver metal. It was actually kind of beautiful. I kicked off the ground and started to swim towards the surface when the submarine started firing torpedoes in my direction. They looked like they were going in slow motion as they cut through the water. They were going slow so they were easy to dodge. Then i stopped swimming and floated down to the bottom of the ocean. I had just reached the ground when the massive submarine glided over me. It was surprisingly quiet. The sounds were muffled by the water. I heard bubbles and an engine and dull low creaks of metal. The submarine got so close to me that it almost touched my face. I blinked and then i rolled over and when i opened my eyes i was back on the floor in my room. I got off the floor and crawled into bed where i quickly fell asleep, only to be awakened by my mother who was trying to feed my grapes while i slept. When i asked her why she did this she replied because i dint eat enough during the day. I went back to sleep but soon i awoke to my mom feeding me grapes again so i got out of bed and went upstairs to my dads room. Up there i started to think about outer space end if life could exist in zero gravity. I walked outside and began to float. I floated next to the shrubs at my house and got higher and higher until i reached my shed. Then i realized life couldn't exist in zero gravity because there wouldn't be any air or water to sustain it. Then i quickly transitioned into outer space some how. I floated lazily with the stars. I could see the moon to my left and straight ahead was stars and space. A comet flew by and i began to wonder if life could exist on it. Creatures could be dormant in ice until the comet got close to the sun and then the water would melt and the animals would wake up and be alive. Then i noticed that i had drifted to a small icy planet. It was mostly dark blue and purple but it had other light shades of blue and white. I thought it was pluto but i woke up before i was sure.

05/29/13

Winter Shield
I am in a place I don't recognize. I have somehow become semi-lucid without remembering how it happened. I look around and I see Nomad sleeping in a bed. He is there holding Winter. I stand and watch them sleep for a while, thinking they look peaceful together and feeling lonely that there is no one in this dimension meant for me. I am lost in my own thoughts when I see that I am not the only one watching them. I look around and see there are Templars everywhere. I am not sure what they are doing there but I am sure they are up to no good. I drop an Immortal Fire spell right near Nomad and Winter. The explosion of energy incinerates all the Templars in its path. When the energy fades I see all of the Templars are gone. I look back at Nomad and Winter, feeling a little better. Being alone doesn't mean I have to give in to the Templars. I wait for a bit longer and Nomad wakes up, or more accurately he enters the dream. He looks up at me. I tell him he had been surrounded by Templars, but I got rid of them. We can get right to putting up a shield around Winter. He agrees that is a good idea, first we'll have to go into her inner world. He says he isn't sure what condition the place is in… Since I have never been in there I let Nomad take both of us into Winter's inner dream world. Once we are in Winter's inner world I see that it is in complete chaos. The place is on fire, and there are dream demons flying everywhere. Nomad looks around and then says the dream demons are only DC's. That means her inner world has fortunately not been invaded as it appears. The dream demon DC's are making things a bit chaotic so I focus on two songs at once. Enter Sandman to create a cyclone of energy and Black Hole Sun to draw all of the free flying dream demons into the center of that cyclone. There is a large explosion in the center of the cyclone and the DC dream demons are destroyed. I look around and see Nomad holding on to Winter. I focus on the song Blitzkrieg by Metallica in order to form a defensive shield around all of Winter's inner world.

After that is done I focus on the song Full Moon Light to spread healing energy throughout the place. It flows to all areas of Winter's inner world as well as through Nomad and Winter. Nomad looks upset by something. I ask him if Winter is ok. He says we need to go to the healing glen. I open a portal to the healing glen and we go through it. We are greeted by the Crystal Golem. We all sit down in the tall grass, Nomad is holding Winter close to him. The birds are singing, there are butterflies flitting around as well as some other iridescent insects. An angel is singing a healing song. For some reason the healing energy isn't making me feel any better, I am feeling more alone than ever. So I get up and leave, walking through the tall grass until I come to a small pond.

I sit down on the banks of the pond and look out over the water wishing I didn't feel like crying. But I am alone… so it's ok to cry. So I sit there and cry silently. I don't know how long it has been before someone is beside me. He asks if I am ok. I instinctively try to wipe the tears away, it is a habit for me to not want to be seen crying. He doesn't say anything more, he sits down beside me and puts his arm around me, pulling me close. Somehow the fact someone came to check on me makes me want to cry more, people don't do that in my waking life. I look to my side and see Altaïr is the one sitting beside me. We sit there for a bit until I hear strange noises behind me. Nomad is there, says something about smoking a joint. Winter is playing around with some kind of ninja powers. Nomad says we have to find Ezio. Altaïr says he already knows where to find Ezio. The Ezio we are looking for is from the same world he is from, just a different time period. He said he scouted the area and caught sight of a shadow templar disguising himself as Altaïr, but he disappeared before Altaïr could stop him. A fake Altaïr… that would explain the visions I got of Ezio and Altaïr fighting, it was no doubt the fake Altaïr. Good to know since between Ezio and Altaïr I would tend to choose Altaïr. I wake up, and for a few seconds I still feel Altaïr's arm around me as if he had come out of the dream with me.
 
Shadow Ambush
I am in a city I don't recognize. I look around but I don't see anything that can help me recognize the place. Something about it reminds me of a city from a video game, so I decide I must be testing out the latest virtual reality system. So I set to exploring the town. There are quite a few people wandering the streets but I don't recognize any of them and none of them seem to notice me. I continue wandering until I find several guards that seem to be bullying one man, pushing him around, threatening him… I figure it is probably an optional task to teach those bullies a lesson. So I check for weapons and find I have a sword and a hidden blade. Good enough. I go over to the guards and tell them they had better leave that man alone. The guards laugh at me and tell me I had better move along if I don't want to get hurt. I tell them I don't see anyone around that could hurt me, but this is their last chance to back off. The guards just laugh at me. One of them says maybe they should put me in my place. The guards are now surrounding me, there are five of them. The guy that had been being bullied takes the opportunity to run away. Jerk… he won't even stick around to offer a reward for helping him? Well, kicking these guys' asses should be a reward in itself. The guards are around me with their swords drawn so I draw my own sword. This brings more laughter. One of them laughs and says the little girl thinks she's going to be able to fight. One of them attacks me. I block his attack and then cut him down with a counter strike. The other guards seem surprised I was able to do that. The others attack me now, I dodge out of the middle of the group, using a counter strike to take another one out. Three left, and they're all attacking at once. I focus on one and use a counter strike, turning around quickly to find the two coming from behind me… are already dead? They haven't even hit the ground yet, and there is a man standing between them, the one who killed them.

I recognize that man as Ezio. He is looking at me strangely. Ok… taking out a few guards is easy, but I don't think I'm a high enough level to take on Ezio… but I don't have to. He comes over to me, it sounds like he is going to ask me to join the Assassins, but he gets interrupted by another Assassin running up to him. He says there is trouble, and Ezio is needed right away. Ezio follows the other Assassin quickly and I follow Ezio, since he's apparently going where the action is. We leave the main area of town and end up in a small glen of trees. The other Assassin has stopped and is just standing there. Ezio asks what is going on, who is in trouble? The other Assassin looks up with a really evil grin on his face and says Ezio is the one in trouble. There are Templars emerging from the trees. They all seem to be surrounded by dark auras. Shadow Templars! There are shadow Templars in this game? Then there had better also be magic to defeat them! Ezio is instantly ready to fight the new enemies. I tell him to wait just a second… then focus on the spell song Battery to summon a lightning bolt of light energy to charge Ezio's sword.

He looks at the sparking blade only briefly before attacking the shadow Templars. There are six shadow Templars including the one disguised as an Assassin. The Templar disguised as an Assassin is the first to fall to Ezio's blade. The others has been moving in, but when they see their friend go down so easily they seem to hesitate, giving strange glances at each other. I hear someone muttering about dark energy making them invincible… and a response of just kill them! Ezio takes out a Templar coming at him from in front and then one off to his right in one smooth motion. I manage to take out one attacking Ezio from behind and then counter strike the one attacking me. I turn around just in time to see Ezio cut down the last Templar. Ezio looks around to make sure there are no more Templars hiding in the trees and then over at me. He asks who I am… there was something strange about those Templars, what was it? All I end up tell him is my name… Raven Knight… then I feel like I am about to wake up. I find that disappointing. I don't want to return to my waking life. I realize I have spoken aloud, said I don't want to leave. Ezio says I don't have to go anywhere, but apparently it's not up to Ezio… I wake up.

I remember having several dreams, but I had a difficult night of LD 'techniquing' and tossed and turned so much, I was too exhausted to write the dreams down...and yes, I forgot them all.

To experience, my experience:

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#188 - 4:06AM - DILD

WBTB time: 2:45AM-3:00AM

I was really tired during this WBTB and could barely manage the 15min though I wanted to go for 30+. I think the tiredness and lack of good technique resulted in a failed WILD and a somewhat sloppy DILD.

I have a false awakening lying on my stomach. I feel like a child again and I notice I must be in my parents bed since my mom is next to me. I feel a finger poke on my back and roll over to see my dad. He says something about sleeping in my own bed and I feel a little embarrassed.

I go to another room that looks similar to a childhood bedroom except the furniture is scattered and out of place. I begin rearranging things and notice a soda fountain glowing in the corner. I think this is really cool and get closer to investigate. My mom starts talking to me from the other room so I leave it.

Now I am driving to work in heavy sleet. There is so much sleet on the road that it looks like heavy snow but the consistency is that of a flavorless snow cone. I try to get up hill and see a truck sliding on ice in front of me. My car dissolves and I begin walking. My sister calls me and starts talking about the weather and asking if I need a ride.

Suddenly I am in the house of the guy that was driving the truck. I felt a little out of place and exposed like I was trespassing. When he and wife looked surprised to see me, I waved and thanked them for the help hoping they would be fooled and go with it. They instantly smile and nod at me. I am annoyed at my sisters constant talking so I tell her I am busy and need to go. Her voice is suddenly cut of with out a good bye. I look at the phone in my hand to see if I had a dropped call but what I see there looks similar to a WiiMote. I shrug and push the power button and put the wiiphone away.

I make my way to the front porch and see my brother-in-law talking to my mother-in-law. I join the conversation and we talk about how I should have just shrunk my car down and put it in my pocket instead of letting it dissolve like that. I realize we are talking dream control and for some reason I say, "I am still dreaming" This surprises me and I think back and remember that I must have briefly lost lucidity. I feel like I have the beginning of the LD in my memory so I put the thought away intending to remember it later. Unfortunately, I have no idea what that part of the dream was now.

I wander off into the green grass of the lawn. I notice it is sunny and bright. Deciding I want my car back, I reach into my pocket trying to summon a shrunken car. There is nothing in my hand but I continue anyway hoping the dream will catch up. I make an enlarging motion like zooming on a touch screen but nothing happens.

I look around and see a really strange looking car parked on the street. It looks like the real life version of the car in Paranorman.



At first I think it's an old Ford but as I get closer its definitely more station wagon like with an exaggerated long front end. I hop in the driver seat and take off. At first the steering wheel becomes detached and floats unconnected. I do a double take and suddenly it is right. I shrug and take it as a strange dream glitch and continue on.

At first I realize I am driving in a suburb but as I set my intent the scenery quickly changes. I am purposefully trying to drive to the Great Wall of China. I don't try to force anything and let the change all with expectation and intent. I see dry grass land and then hills. Then out the side I see something just over the top of a small hill through the tall grass. I catch a glimpse of the Great Wall. I notice the large brown stone bricks with castle like parapets on top.

I become excited and veer off the road to drive up the hill but the car gets stuck on top of large rock and a deep rut. I get out of the car and notice there are people with me. The darkness swarms in but I hold it back and try to get my bearings. My wife suddenly walks up and begins talking to someone not part of the scene. The DC's that got out of the car start talking to me at the same time. I get a double image of two dreams overlapping each other and I become very confused. I relax my concentration and the darkness comes.

I find my self in the void then laying in bed in a REM atonia like state. From some reason I am very aroused and begin visualizing my wife having sex with me. There is no physical sensation but I wait in anticipation. Then I suddenly remember that I woke from a lucid dream. I begin recalling the details and the effort wakes me up completely.

Later I have another long dream about some kids bullying me and I confront them. Then I have to inflate the tires on my car but there is a problem with one of the valve stems. Some friend of mine helps me and I end up getting some contact cement from in the house. I create a gooey clumsy mess and doubt it will all hold. I tell my friend that is doesn't matter since this is all a dream anyway. For some reason I think of all as HI and not a full dream. I sit and wait on the dream now. As I do I begin to notice a strange faint grinding sound. I realize I have been hearing this for quite some time but I just didn't pay any attention to it. It becomes louder and louder until I am awakened by the sound of my wife snoring.

Dream 1(fragment):

I was in some kind of platformer game and the location was the castle.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was in video game and i was some kind of dungeon master, i was controlling various creatures from top-down view. Alot of dungeon was like made of wood or something similar. There were other dungeon masters that were controlling different aspects of dungeon. Also one of the creatures i controlled had the ability to put enemies into various sleep-like states.

This morning i dreamt that i was sitting on this large navy blue spiral which was floating in a river, there were these two comedians (from a tv show i watched last night) with me and they each had their own floating spiral that they were sitting on. We were just talking shit, smoking and they were telling jokes. Eventually i got bored and tried to leave my spiral, but i was stuck to it. I propelled myself forward with all my strength and dived off it. It splashed behind me and the comedians told me it was okay, they knew they were boring and they had nothin better to do that smoke ciggies and talk shit, so i should go ahead.
I swam further down stream and noticed there was a huge cylindrical haystack in the water. On top of it were these two little girls, one blonde, one brunette, both around 4-5 years old. They were stuck on top of it and frantically called out for me to help them.
I dug my fingers into the hay and struggled up to the top, it was very unstable and the edges were starting to crumble away. Suddenly a man appeared at one side of the river bank, which was roughly the same height as the haystack although about 2-3 metres away from us.
He was the father of the little girls and he had been trying to work out how to get them down from the hay bale.
I offered to "pass" his daughters to him, so he held out his arms. I picked up the little brunette girl and threw her in the direction of her father, she floated gently through the air and her father grabbed her with one arm. Then i threw the little blonde girl to him, she also floated smoothly through the air, and he grabbed her with the other arm. He had one daughter in each arm and i watched apprehensively as he lost his balance and teetered towards the edge. I sent a mental wave of energy which pushed them back from the edge, then i jumped off from the hay stack and continued further down the river, just letting it take me with the current.
Soon a large stone monolith came into view on the river bank. I leapt from the water onto the stone, and climbed it just like my cat climbs trees, i felt like i had claws that could dig into the stone, but when i glanced at my hands they looked normal. I crouched at the apex of the monolith and surveyed the landscape around me, it was a beautiful green countryside with large twisted trees dotted throughout a vibrant green meadow.
I felt at peace and satisfied, and the last thing i remember was climbing back down the monolith, hugging my body close to it as i edged down ( once again, just like my cat does)

One of three lucids last night. It' s not epic, but I did a pretty good job stabilizing the dream and it' s pretty rare for me to have two long lucids in a night. The other one was really short.

Lucidity: 9/10
Control: 8/10
Vivacity: 9/10

We' re in a luxurious room with a big TV on a desk. The TV shows a view of a girl and her brother in a pool, still luxurious.
At one point I decide to join them in the pool and jump in the TV. I dive in the water and when I get out of it I see a (very hot) girl sitting. I automatically become lucid (lol it' s not possible to be so pretty) and ... hu ... let' s say we have pretty hardcore sex.
I' m not gonna go in the details .
So when I decide to stop (around ten minutes after), I stabilize the dream and regain some precious lucidity, take a last look at her, and dive in a wall. At the other en I encounter a little problem... It' s black. Black everywhere, not even a single sight of light. Still see my body as if I was bright light, but around me ... nothing.
I hurry rubbing my hands, but the dream still fades (probably not because of the darkness, more because of my fear of waking up).
I get that trying to stabilize the dream will lead to nothing and try desperately to change scenery. I do several front flips in a row but that doesn't work. The dream keeps fading. I begin spinning. I see myself, spinning; I create sparkles as I extend my arms to feel something, to stabilize the dream.

I teleported in the school' s cafeteria. The light' s back. I am taken by an incontrolable sexual envie and start humping every girl in the room. One of 'em was the girl I met today IRL ... for the first time.
That takes another ten minutes .

I wake up and decide to not DEILD. I just lay there and try to remember everything I can... But after 5 minutes, I fall back asleep and get my next LD.


You guys are not funny


Lucidity: 9/10
Control: 7/10
Vivacity: 9/10


I' m in the cafeteria once again. I decide not to do any stupid sexual things and try to do what I really want.
I think about dreamwalking but I really don't feel like doing so. Instead, I nod at a big guy and then in front of me. He goes there and I tell him to fight as well as he can.
He doesn't do shit.
... I snap my fingers, hoping for a flame to appear, but nothing happens. I open my hand and put it out of my vision. When I throw it at the guy a fire ball was in my hand (those two technique used to be how I threw my fireballs before I stopped lucid dreaming).
The fire hits the wall.
The kid' s not there.
I point at another kid and nod at the place the guy was. He nicely obeys and I throw another fireball at him. He welcomes the hit without a flinch and burns alive, not moving. I run up to him and kick him in the side of the head. He goes flying away but no one reacts; the just stand there and watch.
I tell another guy to come up and I decide to make blades come out of the ground. I slap the floor but nothing happens. I swing my arm up; no blade come out but I see the kid' s head tilt. I swing my arm from left to right, it' s like if someone was hitting him for me. I get tired of those kids and decide to go back to what I was doing in the last dream.
I wake up around 15 minutes later.

I Wake up and fall back asleep after writing my dreams in my DJ.
I get another really short lucid.


Tornado Attack


Lucidity: 9/10
Control: ?
Vividity: 8/10

I' ll skip the beginning, it' s basically a tornado hitting the coast and us being in a boat. We get back to the land and I become lucid. I think about dreamwalking but I feel really lazy, so I just stand there, and I let the dream fade away.

Friday 5/31/13

last night bed 12am - 7am
DR: I'm in a large dormitory. It's bed time.


WBTB 7-7:30

DR: I'm walking through corridors of University. There is a friend of mine M. I'm telling her we need to get together more often. Place is really big, students walking in halls.

I notice my pants are on backwards. I walk into the restroom to change them. I decide to lay down for a short nap to WILD, eventhough I know my friend is wating for me outside. Somehow I think, I can pull it off.

I start getting the LD feeling and push my head back while saying "fall". I seem to get lucid. I stand up and everything is dark. I remember readig yesterday IWL, that you should wait a little to my body to catch up with my intention. I try to pry open my eyes and I think I can feel me hurting my real eyes. So I stop. But I get some vision for a moment. I walk around and halfway through it occures to me, that this is a nice and long LD. But I'm not sure if it is.

My user name is NeverWinter because i I never dream of snow. I took a morning nap and got to sleep paralysis. I,m Close to WILD. Almost became lucid and and almost dreamed of snow.