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I got lucky with this early WILD; I'm on vacation, and when I sleep in a strange place, I wake up alot and I sometimes get vibrations at 5 or 6 in the morning and don't have to wait to sleep in late. I've been vacationing so now I don't remember all the dream, but I'll record all the bits I remember.

Anyway, I woke up from an almost nightmare (nonlucid). It was really abstract, but still scary somehow. It ended with me looking at some musical notations, and feeling scary vibrations. I woke up, and tried to recreate the vibrations. They weren't properly kicking in. Felt kinda like trying to start a car with little or no gas. Finally after 3 or 4 attempts, I initiated them again and said to myself "Focus focus focus focus..." Finally the engine turned over and I quickly imagined a scene with a sunrise. I opened my dream eyes and I think it was still the hotel bedroom. And it was really dark. I struggled with the blankets a little and got up very slowly. I was able to rub my hands together and just will myself to see better, which helped a little (what usually helps the most is to ignore all this sight drama and begin focusing on a goal and eventually things clear up).

I went into the hotel bathroom and looked in the mirror. I looked like a creepy girl from one of those Japanese horror movies, like The Ring or something. It freaked me out a little, so to calm down I just acted the character. I growled and snarled at my reflection. I remember feeling my heart beat faster (don't know if it was my real heart or residue). I left the bathroom and don't remember what happened in those exact moments after.

Next thing I remember I see a big glass window leading to a backyard that I don't recognize. Happy that I can see better, I go to the window and push through it I end up on the other side, and I see all these different flowering bushes. I think to myself "What the heck I'll try the basic task with the flower." I went to several bushes (I remember one with daisies and another with sweet william), but each time I got up close, the flower wilted and died before I could even pick one. The last bush I remember had big dark red blossoms on it. I picked one fast and it looked ok, not great, but passable. I turned around and saw that I was in a garden behind this little white house. An old indian man came out of the back door, and headed toward his sit-down lawn mower. Before he could start it, I said "Here ya go!" and handed him the rose. He said "I don't want it," and began mowing his backyard lawn. I kept following him and said "No you have to take it man, it's for the TOTM." Finally he took it, begrudgingly, and said, "It's all about you, isn't it? I bet you wouldn't even become a Christian." I lied and said, "No no, it's cool. I'll go to church with you I promise." And that's all I remember about that part.

Later I remember going back inside, and ended up in the hotel bathroom again. My reflection looked just like me, and I remember playing around, making funny faces at myself, and thinking that this dream was really lasting a while. I couldn't think of anything else to do, so I just kept monkeying around in the bathroom until I woke up.

The dream starts in a city unknown to me. I am with my cousin and my best friend there, it is night and we came there to attend a music festival. My cousin has a festival plan in her hands and is reading to us the festivals schedule. There are 3 bands playing out of which we discuss and determine we only want to attend the third stage, of some singer guy with a guitar (there was his picture on the schedule). All along I have this eerie feeling, as tho it is dangerous for us to be there. I am looking around and I see a bunch of people. We start walking and we reach the first stage,looking like a concert stage where the band was finishing their performance and people were starting to leave. In front of us, there is a large street, closed and empty, behind us, there is a tunnel passage. All of a sudden we hear screams. I turn around and I notice the police rushing people into the passage. Amongst the people I spot something that sets me on alert. In the dream I think of them and identify them with vampires. A man and a women, in black suits, with completely black,pale skin and missing their right legs. Instead of the leg, there was a thin metal pole sticking out of their trousers, both for man and woman. The man was wearing a cylindar hat, while the woman had a long black hairtied in a pony-tail. I tell to my cousin that those people are stupid, what they are runing from is actually right there with them. She responds with :"Who cares, as long as they are not on our tail". We cross the street, where there are people awaiting for the second performer to start his concert. We discuss how we do not want to stay and wait there and that we should go and grab something to eat before the performer we are interested in seeing starts his concert. We are passing by the waiting crowd and they are all confused,so we do stop to see what is going on. They are all standing in front of a building and waiting, wondering what is going on and why the performer is not showing up, some DC's complaining they want their money back. I spot in the crowd a girl I know, but with who I have lost touch with in real life. I try to salute her but she is behaving as tho I am not even there, eyes fixated on the building. I look up to the building aswell and on one window the performer appears and spreads his hands and all the crowd starts cheering. He then proceeds to jump out of the window and lands safely on the street, everyone surrounding him and cheering. He starts speaking, but I do not remember his exact words, all I remember is that it was something that gave me a realisation his performance, songs and lyrics are of ssome animeor something theme. He walks to the girl I know, she is smiling and is extatic and he asks "Who is up for a Kairu challenge?" and she immediatly screams "I am". As she said those words she starts transforming. A huge darkish brow-red armor appears on her, arcane circles in same color appear on her forhead. I look to my cousin and sa :"Oh bloody hell, is everyone just watching cartoon network nowadays?" , to which she does not reply.(Upon waking up, I noticed my son was watching Cartoon network actually, some show called COnquer the Kairu,and he always puts the volume up too high, so this is what influenced my dream.) We decide to move away from there and continue towards getting some food. We are passing by where the stage is supposed to be for the performer we want to see and we notice that there allready is a huge crowd there and that his stage has allready been set up and my cousin says "This is crap, he is allready starting, we can't go eat!". so we stop there to wait and we see 2-3 man finishing up the stage in a hyper speed, moving really really fast and assembling the stage. In a few seconds it was completely done and it looked like a wooden circle, made out of thin boards, but their placement resembled the pattern of as tho when you cut a tree stump. There was a red piece of cloth stretched at behind and a simple wooden chair in the middle of the wooden circle.Our artist appeared out of nowhere, carrying a guitar, smiling and waving to people. All of a sudden, we hear screams again, two policeman appear out of nowhere and start urging us and pushing us into a direction, behind the stage where we were into a very narrow alley that ends in a wooden elevator. My best friend gets lost in the process, in the elevator there is me, my cousin, a woman and 2 more man. I remember thinking to myself that I have a bad feeling about this and the next thing I see is another women and the two vampires making their way towards us and entering the elevator. Upon their entrance, one of the policeman closes the elevator door. The vampires take a stand right behind me. The elevator is traveling upwards. Door of the elevator opens and what I can see in front of me is a vast green field with a huge green tree in the middle of it surrounded by smaller trees in a circular manner, a beautiful sunny day, blue sky, clouds. I step forward, I spread my hand and I summon a huge tornado to the middle of that field, surrounded by smaller tornadoes, a tornado to every tree. I am spinning the tornadoes very gently, they are not rampart only at the tree spots. My cousin asks me What am I doing and why I am doing it and I respond that there is people that needs to be healed and saved and this is the only way of doing it. As I say it, we both look to the trees who are caresses by the tornadoes starting to sprout more and grow. I then feel as tho two hands grab my head, all around, at forhead height and I realise it is the male vampire doing it. He puts his head next a bit down, like on top of my own head and he starts gently singing a song. I forgot what the song lyrics were exactly, but it sounded like a lullaby or a nursery rhyme, sang very gently and it was entrancing, it was telling me to let go, that all is useless and I shouldnt bother. My view was getting darker and darker as tho my eyes were closing. Then I woke up.

*I was aware I was dreaming the whole time, I wanted to let the dream take its own course.
*My best friend never spoke a single word throughout the dream, all conversations were between me and my cousin.
*The city was unknown, none of the ones I have as a recuring theme.
*Dreamed up at noon, approximate times: 14h - 14:20 (Seth's show was still on, I dozzed off when it was beginning, woke up before it ended)
*One of the very few times there was a sight in which there was daylight, go go me!

Lucid February ToTM Attempt

I was driving a boss in my truck down the highway. The windshield fogged up, so I rolled down the window a little. I started having trouble staying in my lane, but I got it together. I felt as though I was drunk or tired.

Then I got off on the wrong exit. I started trying to work my way back onto the highway. I got over one lane and started going back onto the highway, but then the road took me a different way. I was afraid it was the wrong way on a one-way street. I kept going until the road ended when I realized I was dreaming.

I then drove off the road, phasing through a chain link fence. Then I wasn't in the car anymore. I was afraid I was going to wake up, so I closed my dream eyes and started floating in blackness. I settled back into a deeper sleep, but then I was afraid I would lose lucidity, so I started saying, "Task of the month. Task of the month."

After two repetitions of that, I was ready to begin. What was the task of the month? Look for a dream flower and give it to a DC. Great! I started flying around looking at a WINTER landscape. Mostly everything was brown, but I did find very small flowers.

First, I found small blue flowers that I'd seen in another dream. I thought this was unoriginal--almost cheating, or simply boring and not really trying or something, so I continued to look for other flowers. I found some more flowers of red and white like Candy Tuft. I picked some white ones. I still wasn't happy though because I thought that I should give a more substantial flower. A tulip or a day lily or something like that.

Then I woke up.

As I tried to go back to sleep, I heard my phone alarm which I just set yesterday to give me subliminal messages. "Reality check. Reality check." Louder and softer. The phone was on WAY too loud, but it was in another room, so again, I don't know if the alarm infiltrated my dream, or if my new friend SSILD worked.

I've spent more time on SSILD than I have any other technique, and I've gone lucid 2 days in a row. I simply don't know which stimulus is kicking me lucid. Oh well. That's the right problem to have.

Germany
I was just inside the border of Germany, looking up a hill at a little city or amusement park inside its own walls. buildings were all gold, or looked like gold. There was a place next to it that was also inside a wall. For some reason, I wasn't able to go any farther than just inside the border of Germany.

It was as though my car had broken down or something, and I was on a time limit. I forgot exactly what the problem was, but I had a false memory that this had already happened once, and it seemed like such a terrible waste that I would be there twice and not be able to see the country.

OGFJx3

I was outside looking at a park bench and there were two girls who looked similar to J. I likened that to torture. Then I realized I was with a girl who looked like J. Not exactly, but close enough. I was pretty happy.

All of her teeth were rotting, so I took out a hack saw and started sawing the bad part of her teeth off. Once I thought I went down too far and would hit the nerve, but I didn't. I think that was the point of the dream right there...now that I think about it.

Vaulting

I was holding a horse for someone. It was a female horse. She was acting up and I called her name hoping she would settle down, but she was acting wild around some other horses. Then came the good part. I was now standing on the horses rump with the reins held firmly, but not pulling on the horses teeth.

The horse bucked, but I stayed on the horse. I felt like a master vaulter. Then the horse bucked again and I stayed on, but I was now about to slide off which I eventually did, but not until people had noticed how awesome I was.

260z Maniac

I don't know how these dream frags stitch together properly, but I was unlacing a shoe because a missed one of the holes on the right side.

Then I was watching a Charles Bronson movie. A guy asked him if he wanted to be an Ace. They kind of brought up the idea of going to war to Charles, and he was game. It seemed pretty reasonable.

Then I was outside. I think I was coming out of a public bathroom...with some other people. Walking out, they stayed in a shadow. I walked out farther and into the light. I had a false memory of a 280z that really looked more like a 260z--trying to hit me. Then the white 260z did come after me.

I tried running away, but as it came at me, I ran up on the hood, went to a knee on the hood, maybe, but eventually the car was gone and I was safely on my feet again.

It turned out Evil Knievil was driving he car. Now he was in a bathroom hanging over the door. I jumped up to knuckle the back of his hands a couple times and then walked away.

I went back to "our" car with a couple other people. One person was upset about something. I noticed a medium sized turtle standing on its back legs and told the person to look at it as it was pretty cool, and maybe she would feel better.

The End

In a care, a big one, for some kind of expedition, with heavy bumper bars... im sitting inside, with some other guys and the care is inside a big cage or something and inside this cage is another cage with some big, very human like apes. one comes out, a child of a big one, and i'm outside, i trie to stay calm, i know, or i believe, that they can get quite agressive and i really dont wont to mess with them. after some time, the mother ape, or father comes out, we stay cool with each other, then the parrent, tells me something, and he greats me with heil hitler, and walks away... / im in the same care, its parked on a ascending street, i'm on the passenger seat, i want to start the care, but its difficult, i get into the driver seat, start again and its working but i roll somewhow backwars, its difficult for me to pull the breacks, but i do it somehow.. i think

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rut and i are in a bed with a therapist, rut sets herself up, and apparently has something to say to, she tells her storry beside the therapist, it seems, it is something important, something falls up from her, and we are good again with each other, she wants to go into the sunlight, then we lay toughether in bed, kissing each other in a very nice way, beeing in liking each other

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im in the the practice of roman, two younger girls sitting there, talking about there hairstyl.. and that they want to drim trim them, i recomend romans skill but they seem not so sure, i don't know if i should advertise him or not, because actually i don't care to much if they cut there hair with roman or not, just making suggestions... then roman comes, and he starts hoover the room..

This dream had an anime feel to it. Almost anime style while being 3 dimensional and not actually looking drawn. I forget a lot of the details or maybe the dream skipped about more then I realize. I wasn't myself at all in the dream, I was a guy in early high school in no specific country.

I come across an interesting character who was all on her own getting by, by herself. I'm not sure of her age, but she appeared to be 7. I remember making no assumptions on her age, as far as I was concerned without asking her, she could have been anywhere between 7 and 25. She had a mix of child-like characteristics and adult characteristics. She would absolutely flip for candy or the prospect of candy. She was a prostitute, she was very pragmatic about it except when in mixed company who didn't already know her profession. I remember eating french fries with her, as I added salt I accidentally got some on her toes. I remember contemplating finding a job and trying to make her my SO making it possible for her to retire.

Original

The Car the trunk belongs to

The Girl from 50 First Dates

Date: February 2, 2013 ||| Time Block: 4:00 AM to 11:30 AM ||| Length: 1 minute. ||| Lucidity: level 3/2. ||| Entry Type: DILD ||| Major Methods: BAT

Methods: lay in bed for the night; used some experimental methods until I fell asleep.

Summary: I'm in bed, and Dad starts wrestling me or something; I realize how odd it is, do a reality check, and realize I'm dreaming; I then try to get out of bed, but am sort of stuck; while continuing to try to get out of bed, I wake up.

I had this dream a while ago, I wrote down and for some reason I kept thinking about it. I just randomly thought of it now, and feel like posting it.

Ok, So it starts off on a somewhat cloudy muggy day, with a weird purplish hue to the sky, Me, my two brothers, my sister, and my dad were driving a jeep grand cherokee down a long dirt drive way, with a farm house and a silo on the left side and an open field and and eventually woods on the right side. The driveway went down about 200 yards before it started turning right towards the woods. Once at the entrance of the woods, we got out of the car. We all started walking into the trail in the woods. My oldest brother somehow had his dirt bike at this point, just putting along side of us. A little bit into the woods a man about average height with long black hair in a ponytail kinda of looked a bit evil, came riding up on a dirt bike, and jumped off of it letting it fall on the ground next to us. He then said, "you need to get out of here." and then ran back the way he came leaving his dirt bike. My brother left his own drit bike in the woods and took the random guys bike. We then decided to go back to the car, as we came out of the woods where the car was parked, we realized the sky had a very odd darkish stormy look. So we walked up a bit so we could see the farm house and the open field. I then saw an extremely large tornado coming towards the farm house. I said, "Holy shit, there's a huge tornado!!" My brother than says, "No, what are you talking about Ryan?" I kept insisting there was a tornado, because there was, and he kept trying to tell me there wasn't. My oldest brother, my sister, and dad weren't even saying anything. I watched the tornado destroy the farm house, and it was coming our way. I ran back to the jeep while everyone else walked. I woke up before they got to the car.

Baby Ghost

I'm playing a video game. There are five main sections of the storyline and they all have a specific name.

I've just finished a quest involving a baby child in a crib, the heir of a royal family. Somehow I start watching a trailer for the game, which I slowly realize is a cinematic retelling of a later section of this same storyline! Spoilers! But on the other hand, who really cares about spoilers, and the story is interesting. Apparently the baby later dies, and his ghost comes back to haunt the crib. I'm standing in a corner of the room at night when the ghost appears in that corner of the room. It attacks me, and I have to defend myself with a magic sword. Later on, Snape is having a conversation with someone when the person betrays him, stabbing a dagger into his side and cutting all the way around the outline of his body.


[I've decided also to add a star rating system to the titles of these entries, since what's the point of titles if not to give some indication of how interesting the content is:

*: fairly uninteresting
**: mildly interesting
***: unusually interesting (e.g. unusually long, unusually detailed, or unusually important)
****: interesting in content and impressive technically (in dream recall or control)
*****: life-changing, awe-inspiring, and the like]

Previous sleep hours:
Fri Feb 1, 2:23-8:30

Okay, this is my first time posting here so bare with me thank you n_n

I'd like to say that I've had this nightmare every day for over ten years, always the same, nothing ever changing.

In my dream I'm running down a long white hallway with many doors, none are open. As I run I cast a glance back over my shoulder I notice a massive black shadow shaped like a man. He makes no noise, there are no footsteps he just silently pursues me through the hall. I run faster and slam against a door, fumbling I manage to open it and stumble onto a black metal platform.

I'm outside, the sky is a sickly grey and I'm atleast 50 stories up. The metal platform leads to a old metal spiraling fire escape. I run down, no noise still nothing the just a blistering silence the man pursuing me the whole way down. Once at the bottom I find myself standing on smooth small white pebbles. I pause and look up to see the man still coming. I run again, there is no stopping or pausing. I run aimlessly until I come to a hedge maze. The hedges were black and only came up to my chest.

I weave my way through hitting deadends at almost every turn my panic increases. The maze let out at a a steep ledge with a forest lining it. I run along the ledge and slip sliding down. I slide for what seems like hours until I land in dirt and leafs. I look up to see the looming man moving towards me. Stumbling I get up and run again, branches hitting me as I move.

I run aimlessly til I come to a white stone wall, I climb up and jump inside. It was a small fully enclosed courtyard. With broken white and grey statues everywhere. I'm trapped, I run towards a pond that was enclosed with a black iron fence warped and broken. I lose my footing in the water and fall. Disoriented I get up and turn only to be grabbed by the man and lifted out of the water by my neck.

I always wake up screaming at this point, my body is hurt and sometimes I wake up with bruises and marks. Might I mention that this dream is in complete black and white. I don't know what to do...It gets hard to sleep because every time I do...all I dream about is this dream nothing more.

02.02.2013

Gym Running (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I only remember running around inside of a gym with dream characters that resemble a few people in my Kinesiology class. The flooring resembled a basketball wood polish texture, and the walls were either a dark brown or gray color.

I saw my Kinesiology instructor as well, and he's busy timing everyone by looking at his stop watch. He was wearing a white sports shirt and I believe a gray sports short pants.

Night #11-9 2:00-4:00 . Drank 1 beer. Stretched my body before sleeping

Was watching a really weird TV. With strange dreamlike programs. Went out to smoke a cig. Had to exit through window.

Jumped right into a dark alley. A bunch of youthes immediatelly grabbed their stuff and got the fuck out of there. I said Peace man and calmed down.

Proceeded to walk. 3 alternative-looking cyclists passed by. One of them was a girl with loads of piercings.

Got into a room that was like a giant playroom. It was full of toys. It had a stage and up there where paintings. The paintings where moving pictures. They followed a person, in this case. Terence Mckenna was headed my way. Like i was watching security cams of what's happening around the corner.

I tried playing piano. It was too hard. So i grabbed a Guitar. This guitar was twisting and turning in all kinds of ways and i was thrilled to make music and having fun playing with toys. I got so excited. I probably wanted more. I screamed.Trying to achieve something. Then a red light came from a room that was next-door. I thought whatever i was doing was working. I moved to the room and there I saw a Clown on a tiny little bike fading away. I screamed again but accidantilly with my waking body. And woke myself up from that.

[ Here's a very funny dreamscene I like to share ]

I'm in a kind of air bubble under water. I'm hiding under a table inside a car.
There's only a little bit of air in the car, everything else is flood with water
My friend is there with me and he tells me to take a deep breathe
I do
He then tells me to exhale
I breathe out.
My friend proceeded to rip out a huge stinking fart
That's when I realized it is too late...

29.01.2013

OpheliaBlue and Her Short Yellow Dress (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This dream was like being in another Universe. I mean literally, there's just this weird vibe going on as I'm trying to recall this. I took a nap, and had a lot of random dreams. My dream recall isn't horrible, it's just that I have to wake up early because I have morning classes starting at 8AM for five days straight.

I don't have as much time to type something if I have to take up at 6:30 AM, Brush teeth, eat food, and then ride my bicycle to class before 8:00 AM. I could try sleeping early, but I don't know, maybe I just have to condition myself to working hard as hell and sleeping early.

So I'm in spectator mode, and a dream character that looks almost exactly like Opheliablue is looking at herself in the mirror. The area I'm in seems to be a top floor covered with a milky caramel brown carpet that was fluffy. The window blinds were down, but the sunlight was so bright that no artificial lighting was needed.

This area felt like an apartment complex or something where there are multiple rooms for people. I seem to be coming out of my room or something, and as I see Ophelia looking at herself to see if she looks okay in her yellow dress, I quickly try to hide so she wouldn't notice me.

She also had red-orange leggings (more on the orange side), and she started to do some pop and lock moves along with snapping her fingers when she does the lock.

She does some more random stuff, but recalling this for a few days after being distracted, I can't remember everything. I guess she thought she was the only one that was up, and she was enjoying herself dancing in the mirror.

I can't remember what she does next, so let's shift to what happens next. I get out of my hiding position since she's gone, and I moved forward 5-10 feet from where I was, and then I turn right. I walk passively, and then saw a door to my left opened.

I go inside to see if there's anyone, and there's a dark-skinned male that resembles someone I know that's probably transgender (I'm just putitng a label so I know who it is if I read this later in the future; not implying any kind of discrimination mind you).

His room is saturated with light violet walls, bed sheets, pillows, mattress, almost everything. He seems to be waking up, and I didn't want to disturb him, and my last memory of him was when he was reaching for a black alarm clock (the stereotypical alarm clock).

I close the door slightly and gently, and I moved on to the next room that's opened. This time, it was a female, and she also resembles someone I saw in real life as well. I quickly shut the door when I saw her, and it's most likely because I presumed she was just a lame person that barely anyone cared about.

I can't remember anything after that.

This journal is mostly for myself. I'm deciding to only upload Lucid dreams from now on. Or stuff that will help me keep track of my lucidity in dreams.
Perhaps they will grow to be kind of entertaining someday but as of right now my dreams are still a little dull !


Date between 01-06-12 to 30-08-12

Night #1 - Train

I was late for my train
Illogically I took place on TOP of the train between wagons on orange sandbags.
The train lost track. Sped up faster and faster. The train flew through the air like a rollercoaster.
I was having trouble holding grip {when someone came to help me out} I got the vibe from this person that he thought it was stupid im not lucid
He took me somewhere with a Taxi.

That's when i became lucid.
Middle of the street where cars passed i sat down and started meditating.... I floated, In my mind i saw a buddha posture. My hands naturally flowed to this position. I tried to silence all of the sound around me. {My chakras lit up.}

--Weird flying dream--


Night #2 - Lucid

People where ordering me around. Telling me to go places. I became lucid. Invented a shower machine that washed your penis when you go to the toilet. Got horny, tried chasing a girl and woke up.


Night #3

Amazing, chaotic dream. Loads of familiair and unfamiliair faces. Test out some girl's flying carpet. I begin thinking to myself. Gradually gaining lucidity.

Wake up in FA. Dream is showing me all sorts of illogical bullshit. I don't notice it until someone violently beats me with a pillow. {possibly screaming}

Wake up in FA. During a conversation in the kitchen I start to wake up to the dream. {possibly, screaming}

Find myself in a nearby park. I have Ulta-vivid sensory perception. Just didn't see much because I had Tunnel-vision.
I get primal urges to run as fast as i can. I do so, feel the rush of exercise, jump up buildings. Enter a back alley.
I want to create a portal back to that kitchen from earlier. Revisit the scene with full lucidity. Close my eyes. Turn around to make a portal appear. (I did not have a clear image of a portal in my mind!! probably the mistake) I doubted myself and woke up.

Protip : Use your voice in dreams

It first started somewhere out in Pacific High School, somewhere in the back of the school where my old history teacher was teaching in. I had a cold feeling being here but I'm not exactly sure why I was feeling like this.


I remember something, someone I was pursuing to kill. It was Quynh, I wanted to kill Quynh. Pacific is no longer the school I'm attending but one of the problems I have is with Quynh. I went through groups and groups of people hoping no one would recognize me and catch me. They didn't know my intent and I wasn't going to stop the urge. I scattered all around until I came to a new scenario. I had a scary feeling during all of this, I'm not sure how to describe it well. The more about it, the more scared I was.

I then appeared in a mall. I was feeling this group of three girls until they led me somewhere interesting. The lights of the mall weren't so well light. The lights gave off a grey color to the whole room making me feel like I've been here before. I never been.

As me and these group of girls were walking around the mall, I thought about killing someone. I felt lucid but it didn't feel all that exciting here. We were walking under the escalator and that's when it happened. I grabbed someone by their neck and cracked it, not knowing why the body I was holding felt really thin.

The next person I murdered in the dream, it was Quynh, my old Vietnamese friend. I summoned her with my eyes closed and twisted her neck as well. Even then, I felt no satisfaction in feeling that liar died.

That wasn't all. I had to get away with it now. I was now in the back yard of my home. There was an online buddy chasing me. Their name was Gold_Digger_5000. I chat with them on a Minecraft server sometimes.

I had this card that read "hax" on it. I'm not sure what it was supposed to do but I held on to it just in case. This buddy of mine, he wanted to catch me, so I won't do anymore harm. He was the only one after me at the time. We climbed from roof top to roof top, from yard to yard until I decided to use my flying abilities. I jumped and started flying just a few feet above the ground. I struggled with it at times but I still managed to get away.