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This dream is kind of hazy, I woke about 5 times throughout the night.

I was on a beach, and there was some kind of group of people waiting for something, someone seemed like they were kinda trying to trip me but i wasnt sure and fell anyway, i shouted but quickly got up and pretended like nothing happened. I saw my old friend brian then.

There was a large robot of ancient origin in the distance moving back and forth real fast amongst jungle scenery, I had the impression that a military force had tried to destroy it however failed miserably in their attempts.

I joined the navy somehow, and was on a boat very briefly, there was a scene with a woman and she said something and i went to sleep on the boat.

Another part I was in an airplane with a group of other individuals in some military force, we all proceeded to parachute out, we landed on a basketball court in some city, i wasnt sure what our mission was and one of the team mates mocked me in a strange fashion for it.

We met with some lady of authority and she gave us our mission, I think we had to kill a couple guards outside of her door first. There were kids in her office. Anyhow, we went to some dark corner outside a building and one of my teammates had to pretend to be undercover, so 2 guys showed up and he ended up shot somehow.

We had to redo it all over and this time, we did things differently somehow and the guy ended up going to school, but saw us in the school and started yelling, "What the hell is going on!?" our mission was to get him into school i guess.

Thats about all I can recall for now.

Dream – Lucid

I worked at Subway and the coffee shop I used to work at. I’ve had that dream theme before. I remember closing up Subway at night, and the back was very dark and eerie (a common occurrence in these dreams as well). And we were wading through water full of raw shrimp and lobster. We’d crack them open and eat them…raw. This happened more than once.

I also remember feeling anxious about my schedule, thinking I had missed work at one of the jobs.

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I was playing a Pokemon game in my brother’s room with Jason. It was nighttime. As usual in these dreams, I didn’t know how he got there, who let him in, or whatever, but he was there. And he was kicking my ass at the game. I would KO him, I remember specifically using some crazy powered-up attack and killing him (he barely had any health left), but his Pokemon had some special move that revived him. It was a Squirtle-like Pokemon, and he used some move that had to do with his shell, and it brought him back up to full health. I had really crappy Pokemon for the most part, so he really had the upper hand. I kept on commenting on this. He really didn’t have a whole lot to say.

I also remember him talking to my brother a little bit, and me wondering why in the world my brother was even tolerating his presence, knowing what he did to me.

The whole time, I noticed the feeling I got when he was around: Nervous and excited. I figured it was coming from him. I just wanted him out. I wanted him to leave my house, but I couldn’t say it. I don’t know why.

Then, the game turned into some cut scene that was like an anime show. As we watched (I was sitting on Blake’s old bunk bed on the bottom bunk and the TV was on the opposite side of the room from where it usually is), I took the opportunity for us to go in my room. Inside were Sara, Caitlin, and Nick B., the first guy I ever kissed. Sara and Caitlin were at my computer. I introduced them to Jason. Sara said
“Who is he, your boyfriend?”
And I said
“No, it’s just…Jason. This is Jason.”
I hesitated, because I wasn’t sure what to call him. I debated saying “friend”, but he isn’t my friend. So I just said his name. Jason repeated me and said “Jason” as he shook Caitlin’s hand.

I kicked everyone out of my room and house because I was ready to go to bed, and ready to get Jason the hell out of my house.

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I then went on to dream of Jason and his family. We were now inside what appeared to be the Pokemon game. Jason’s family was sitting by a tree at night with their backs to him. I heard something about him having hurt his family in the past.

firstly,a class and iwas on some sort of emersion trip to russia. it was kind of a sketchy place we were in. i was horney as fuck. then we got to the building and set up our rooms. i was in with a couple girls and one guy. the first time i walked to my room trying to act all sexy when i got to the door they kept trying to pull my clothes off and i didnt wnat to. i wanted to enter the door my own way.

finally i made the big entrance and oneo of the girls immediatley took my shorts off . i remember her shorts wer padres basketbal yellow ones that glowed neo in the night. i took em off and asked about condem and she was like nah so we just had sex. later i wanted to again but couldnt get a boner.

then i noticed that justina seide was in there so i kised her and grabed her but her pussy was like dry and crusty and she said o were too much like friends. i almost expected it.

the day before this i had been on a basebal field drinking vodka mixed with a juice squeeze worried if i would get caught. matt hitt a ball i chased after it.

lastly i was on some bus driving and this ladie outside was explainingher life story and i gues dad had read her book so he kept interupting her and going into these longer explanations on her life experience. i was embarassed nad slusmpt in my seat. we kept driving through russsia seing goats and stuff.

No recall.

[This is turning out to be quite the dry spell! That's to be expected, though. Probably within another week I'll have adjusted enough to my new surroundings, and recall will recover.]

im in a room with my mom, she is on the computer typing something... lol so i see a centipeed on the table i backed up from it and went on one of those chairs with the wheels so im lying in the chair so then my mom flicks the centipeed so then i feel some thing crawling on my left chest, so i didn't bother to look so then i think i screamed and woke up... XD

Method: DILD.
In the dream I'm at a party in a school or something, I don't really remember. It becomes nighttime and I venture out into the attic of the school for some reason. This is when I become lucid and I decide to go find the Lament Configuration (for those who don't know Hellraiser: it's a series of movies and graphic novels about a puzzle cube, called the Lament Configuration. When solved, it leads to the ultimate physical experience. ..in other words: Hell. In the first movie, it's also first used in an attic). It's there, and I know what it can do, so I'm very cautious. But then I remember hey, this is just a dream, so I just grab it, examine it from all angles and just take it downstairs.

While running outside, I remember I still have the darn thing in my hand. It's made of wood (in the movies as well) so I just drop it and it shatters on the ground.

The next "day" (still in the dream), I'm back at the school (ok, no time has passed at all, it just suddenly is daytime) and I decide to fly. I drop to the floor like always, but only hover about 1cm above it. That's odd, normally I hover a few inches. So I push myself up and it works, but not for long. I'm having difficulties staying airborne. I just give up and go inside the school's cafeteria.

There are a bunch of DCs there, and I decide to talk to one of them, a very pretty girl, about my age. She doesn't believe me, as is to be expected, so I just try and kiss her, just for fun. Because, whatever, right? She keeps turning away and I can feel my face sink into her cheek, it's a very curious feeling and I want to explore that feeling a bit more. I want to just pass through people and watch their reactions.

But then I wake up.

It started after I fell back asleep after waking up to my alarm (I wasn't trying).

I remember being in my house, and I was watching some old Christmas movie. I had to go to the bathroom, so I went, and I noticed that the bathtub was full of tiny swimming baby deer. I didn't find it odd, and went about doing my "business". A few seconds later, I glanced back at the bathtub, and it had significantly less deer in it than before, and there was no way for them to have gotten out. So I wound up doing an RC (breathing test), and after a few seconds, it worked, and I became lucid.

The dream started to destabilize, so I started rubbing my hands together. I wound up closing my eyes on accident, but instead of black, I saw a bunch of floating, colored lights. I opened my eyes when I felt comfortable, and I wound up in a fancy restaurant with my parents. I felt numb all over, and still kind of "floaty", so I kept rubbing my hands until that went away. I wanted to get up and leave the building as soon as I could, so I stood up, and my mother commented on how my clothing was "inappropriate", I looked down and it was the same thing I had been wearing in the bathroom scene. I wanted to try changing my clothing, so I looked them in the eye, and said "would a suit be better, like this?", looked back down, and I was wearing a light black suit.

At that point I really wanted to leave the building to explore, but when I started to head for the exit my mom got up and grabbed me by the arm and wouldn't let go, no matter how hard I pulled away. I had the idea to set off the fire alarm to distract them and get away, but the pull station was too far away (it was in the waiters' station), I was still being held, and there were people in the way. But my desire must have influenced the dream characters, because one of the waiters went and pulled the fire alarm. I was able to pull away at this point as the alarm went off. It was a cool alarm too, voiced, went along the lines of "attention all customers, a fire has been reported in the building. Please proceed to the nearest emergency exit" followed by the usual whooping sound. All the characters started panicking and made a mad dash for the exit. I went for the front exit as well, which were glass automatic sliding doors. I noticed that in addition to the usual American exit sign, there were British style ones near the floor as well (been watching too much BBCA, I guess). I tried to get through the exit quickly, but there were too many people to get through quickly.

I managed to squeeze my way through, at which point I was awoken by my sister blasting music from the bathroom. Damn.

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Note: First off, I’ve written this dream down before, but the file was lost somehow! Exact times and details may be off, but I can still recall parts of the dream so I will start from there.

Date: 1-8-2013
Time ~5:30am

I was walking with Greg down a path. It was a wide sidewalk that went on for about a mile and then curved to the right. It looked like there was an ocean around where the path curved.
It was surrounded by trees and forestry. Me and Greg were walking and talking while preparing to smoke. We talked about how we used to do this all the time. I said something too loud and Greg scolded me. I looked to the right and instead of forest it became a park.
The park had a hill in the middle of it and a skinnier sidewalk went through it. We were instantly at the top as Greg was talking about how we used to ‘push and play’. He was smoking what looked like a ‘little cigar’, but I knew it was a blunt. It went out while we were at the top and I asked him if it was out. Of course, he said yes. I began to wake up at this point.

This dream took place a day or so ago but couldnt adjust that on here as far as i could tell. anyhow here we go, first entry.

I was preparing a meal of cookies chocolate peanut butter oatmeal cookies was one of em (my mother used to make these when i was young alot), and put what was maybe human flesh in them for some party, so some cookies were bloated, they ate them and started growing pig noses, one of the guests started munching on his pig nose.



It was in an old rickety house i believe, I went back for some food, and ate some tortilla chips but kept spilling em on the floor as someone said I'll get you a plate, then i spilled them all over the floor and became a bit distressed.

I found a grenade an old small one, and kept reenacting how i was gonna use it or wondering who i should give it to.

Some agents were looking at a compartment built into the ground that was sealed with a lock in my back yard at 1771 crocket drive, they were trying to open the lock but failed. (perhaps my locked away memories of childhood?)

I tried to hide the grenade without people noticing in a stack of old logs. (the grenade representing something dangerous, like my schizophrenia or childhood and the effects of trauma, hiding it from the world around me and myself?)

I went back to 1771 crocket drive when i was alot older and my shoes were disheveled, i think something important happened, i said something or saw someone or knew something that I can't remember.

Another part I was with some lady and she got a car but it had no seatbelt for her which distressed me, she couldnt drive it well, saying it didnt drive like her other car, I had the idea to put parts of it in my older car to make it work better. (my moms schizophrenia as the lack of seatbelt car? Applying schizophrenia in some way to the old me to have a car with a seatbelt? Learn from schizophrenia?)

I just had my FIRST EVER true lucid experience. It was mostly a dream about my family and everyone jogging around town and at my dad's work at night. Then when I sat on the couch, my bracelet with the words "BRONY" on it was turned into something really weird with a bunch of random stuff on it. So I thought since my bracelet only has the words "Brony" and Rainbow Dash on it, I thought "Hey I'm dreaming!" and ran out of the house with full control at this point, and rose into the air and flew off. (and also scared some joggers along the way). It was a short experience, but I felt so free. It was the first real lucid dream I've ever had. So excited!

Dream 1: Car Lost
I am at my childhood colony at my fiancee house.(In Reality my fiancee house is in other city). My Fiancee is showing me wedding shopping stuff. I am worried about my car which is outside of house. I am going out to look my car but Oh I lost my car. I am searching my car everywhere, At dco house and in my neighborhood. I am very worried.

Probably caused by a certain talk that occurred yesterday, oh well, everyone has generic non-lucids occasionally.

I was at home and something went totally wrong so i had to go to school to check something, dad follows me. Now i am at one of the top floors, probably already solved whatever was wrong. Going down the stairs. There seems to be floating thing of solid light at certain floor, i briefly touch it and it kinda fades away. Going down the stairs. Dad is downstairs, i exit the school through basement for some reason, dad follows me. There are lots of people, which all ignore me, then there's lots of pigeons. I end up entering some sort of park and there's fallen tree. Dream ends.

Well, it wasn't ACTUALLY a shared lucid, but here's what happened (so weird):

I had a DILD, but I don't remember what triggered it. But I was in my livingroom with my son, and I remember being lucid. And I was talking to Chris about lucid dreaming, and he said that HE was also lucid dreaming right now. In fact, he believed that it was HIS lucid dream and that I was just a dream character in his dream. I said "No YOU'RE a DC and this is MY dream." We finally agreed that we were both having a shared lucid dream lol. So I began instructing him on how to stabilize, and perform reality checks etc. I remember telling him to look at his hands, and I looked at mine, although mine looked fairly normal at the time. Then we got distracted because there were a bunch of dog peepee puddles on the wood floor, so I was getting towels and trying to instruct Chris to step between the puddles. Then I was like "Hold on! We're sharing an LD and I'm wasting time on pee puddles!" So I made to decision to take Chris outside and teach him to fly. Then I woke up.

Ahhhh I was so mad! I mean, I know we didn't actually share this dream (you can disagree if you want, I just don't believe in it), but I really wanted to teach Chris to fly in an LD, while the DC version of him actually believed he was lucid. I think that would have been a cool experience. Yeah it would have been even cooler if it actually WAS a shared dream, but real life Chris has no memory of it. And I don't believe it anyway. I already said that.

Oh and, I have been reading a story where these 2 people keep having shared lucid dreams, and they had the same argument "It's my dream, and you're a fabrication. Nuh uh, this is MY dream and YOU'RE the fabrication." So I blame that dream on that story. Still fun though.

When I went to bed last night I was congested, so thats probably why I didn't sleep good/kept waking up....and I remember my dreams so well because I kept waking up go figure. (And the cycle continues).

The dream I remember the best was the last one. In it, Adams wife had stroked out, and I was taking care of her until she died. (IRL Adams wife died 2 years ago, quite suddenly, of a heart attack at only 48 yrs old).