[Wednesday, October 31st, 2012] I'm at Circle K, picking Alex up. I park it and walk inside. I have to go to the bathroom pretty bad, so that's the first place I remember heading. I walk in, and the door won't shut because of boxes and other things in the way. I try pushing them aside and get it as closed as I can. I see Leila trying to help me, but I can't close it all the way and I give up. I end up stealing something, like a pack of gum or candy bar... and it was almost subconscious how I did it. I walked outside of Circle K, Alex must have been waiting on me forever in the car. I get out there and Alex is spraying something on the tires and rims. She had an explanation like that it was to clean the tires or make them work better. I shrugged. Then I noticed the car was parked HALFWAY up the hill, almost completely on the wall. "WHOA. I did NOT park like that." I knew for a fact that I would never park like that. "Well, you did." Alex assured me. "No, fuck that. I did Not. I never park that far up." I tried climbing up the hill and it was almost too difficult to do that; I almost slid back down. "Fuck it." I ran back down the hill to calm down for a moment. Turning around, the car is on the ground, down the hill. I don't think anything of it, and I hop in. The car starts, and I roll the rest of the way down the hill... It won't brake very well. I throw it into Forward and... It goes forward. I park somewhere else and try braking. But it doesn't brake... hardly even slow down. Alex want's to go say something to someone inside, but I stop her- "Uh, Alex... the car isn't working. I run over the curb and fall off a small incline and land on the road in front of traffic. "WHOA WHAT THE FUCK AUSTIN." "THE BRAKES AREN'T WORKING." Me and Alex were driving away from Circle K- And my car wasn't braking anymore. "The brakes must have been clipped." I suggested, I started driving slowly through the backroads. <I wake up.> <I roll over and fall asleep.> Now Alex is driving, and we're headed to my Dad's to see if he can fix it. The brakes are working for now. We turn the wrong road, but I don't realize it until the road becomes narrow and lines with hedges. She turns left at a strange Fire Department building. With the garages closed, but a Cop car parked in front. We turn around and park... and stop for a moment... We get out and walk around. There's a couple really sweet vehicles like Mustangs and a black sports car here too now. Some other people drive up, get out and look around as if they're tourists. They admire the cars with us, and then I decide we should leave. We get in the car again, and have a small arguement that leads to us being grumpy at each other. "FUCK" I stop myself. "I'm stopping, I'm stopping." I bang my fists on the steering wheel once. "I'm not talking to you like this." She starts grabbing her stuff and putting it in her bag and opens the door. "Wait! I'm not even angry!" Frustration kicks in. Why is she mad right now? She starts walking away. "Oh come on, please don't do this!" Tears well up in my eyes. She turns around, "Stop crying. There are people around here!" I wipe my face and realize my face is soaked with tears now. We start walking again. "Apparently, Seth is up ahead. He's crying over something too." Alex let's me know. We walk on a sidewalk that runs along several buildings that came out of nowhere. A group of people are sitting on the ground listening to a British exchange-student friend of ours. She hasn't been here in almost a year. But everyone is listening to her tell a story. We weave through the people, ignoring it- and I see a few people sitting down up ahead. I light up a cigarette as we reach Seth. Alex and Seth start talking and I tune out. I take a drag, and exhale. What am I doing here? I wonder for a moment... Then Alex starts walking the other way. I follow suit. As we reach the exchange student's circle again, someone hands me a paper with the story printed on it. "When We First Kissed" by Hellogoodbye begins to play and the words change to match along with the song... "Sometimes, Making points on white neon boards Is like, Pulling stars off the black sky" (My first dream lyric. And it's not exact, but it captures the point.) <My dream ends and I wake up. "When We First Kissed" still playing in my head.>
10.31.2012Splinter Cell Failed Mission (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I'm mentally controlling Sam Fisher again from the Splinter Cell Series, and I'm in a dark area where there's quite a few guards roaming around in a pretty tight and compact location. Most of the area consists of metal framework of stairs and walkways that formed into squares. I don't know what I was doing honestly, but I presume instinct prompts me to just avoid any contact with the guards as much as possible. I'm just doing random things to prevent myself from coming into enemy fire, and I even have Sam get near the large and tall column in the middle of this metal framework of square walkways. There's a fairly large square object in front of Sam as he uses his whole body to grapple on the column. It looks like a C4, and I realized there's an ON/OFF switch. I make a whisper at the guards for no apparent reason other than to divert them the other direction, but the problem is, they're going to the source of the sound for once instead of going "Hmm?" and walking to some other direction where I can have ample time to sneak past them. The guard to the left I believe is bald, and he has an outfit that resembles Chris Redfield from Resident Evil 5-6. I think he asks another guard what the ON/OFF switch of the same C4 I'm near does. The guard replies "Turn it on." I start to panic, and I even put my hands out before the guard can actually touch it, which exposes my position, and they set an alarm for the whole area. The C4 thingy turns on of course, and the whole place blows up. Now I'm on top of a random building in the darkness, and I think there's a fat man to the left of me who's unconscious. He's wearing a white dress shirt tucked under his black dress pants, and is also wearing a red tie. I hear Lambert's voice, and he basically states to Fisher, "It seems that you've blew up the place, and your best friends as well...and you will not be getting a promotion for this at all." Now Sam Fisher is swimming in a random body of water with one arm, and holding the fat guy probably with his other arm. The music that plays when you failed a mission or died from Splinter Cell: Chaos Theory comes into the factor, and the mission ends._________________________ 10.31.2012Trying to Choose Water (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I'm inside of a store that resembles the Kyoto Sushi area that I occasionally go to in waking life, and I'm trying to buy some water from the mini-transparent fridge container. I open the container, and I see all sorts of water brands. I see one that looks like Aquafina, and I decided to go with that, and I have a hard time reading the labels correctly, and didn't do a reality check at all for that. I eventually realized that this water was used to make some kind of Cream flavored milk, most likely Vanilla, due to its white color. I asked the employee at the cash register about the confusion, and I forget what happens after that._________________________ 10.31.2012Alyzarin and Melanieb talk about Insecurities (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID All I remember is that Alyzarin and Melanieb are talking about "Insecurities" in #DV chat._________________________ 10.31.2012Alyzarin and Roads (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I think I'm inside of a car with Alyzarin, and we were talking about gray roads or something like that.
Oct 31st '12 One of the smallest recalls to date, so it's not a long entry. I'm sitting near a pool of some kind of holiday resort. It's nighttime and the yellow lights are very present, as do I strongly recall an azure blue. A warmth is slowly catching up on me and as soon as I want to look around to see where I actualy am I'm getting splashed by water and hit in the head by a ball. I look down to see my glasses broken and slowly sinking to the bottom of the pool. All I remember after that is becoming angry and again picturing those distinct blue and yllow colours. It seems like anger, blue, yellow and black are recurring themes in my dreams. No idea what the anger is all about, but I'll try to remember doing RCs when feeling strong emotions or seeing something yellow or blue.
SO this is a dream I had last night before my most recent dj entry. Recently my friend has been getting posses at night by this really ugly spirit. Demon vampire chompy creature. He keeps attacking me but he is my brest friend so I just put up with it. it usually ends after a short time. In the dream he ( it might not even be him, just aprojection) and he comes at me with sharp teeth trying to bite me. I know him well though so I dont let him. he might have a lot of suppressed emotions and its coming out like that sadly. if you read my recent dj entry I made some progress on finding out what this shit is so maybe I can help him soon afterwards.
So I'm at some olympic event, next to a C130...guarding it. I'm hearing reports about some attack and the way the other units I was with just arrived. They said they had to build an entire well structure before they could start heading our way. Anyways....big wigs roll by, and I try to ignore them. One is Rondal Regan. I shook his hand, and it almost crumpled. I told him I wasn't expecting such a soft handshake from him. I addresssed him as "Mr. President" too. We started talking about death. We were both ready to die in this mission.
don't remember the beginning, but i tried to up some ground like magic of the earth. I wasn't succed,i could up only three small stones and there was something like glove on my right hand. I took it off, but several kids came to me, i said them to jump in the river, then several adults began to disturb me, and in the end i began to fight and awoke.
Frags: working on a math problem that involved counting and a grid with the cells colored in a pattern
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Good morning! The title says it all. I've got no idea if she was a mother, but she was pretty damn fine for a lady a few years older than me. 21.30: Sleep 05.25: Lucid MILD I'm in an elevator with two other people. I suddenly realise I'm dreaming. The elevator stops and we get out. The doors close behind and I look around a bit. A latino woman around fourty is standing nearby. She seems a bit uncomfortable and pushes the "down" button. I push the "up" button instead and look her in the eyes. "You want to have some fun instead?" I ask confidently. She gets this look like: "How can this guy be that confident?" and seems a bit interested. I tell her something I can't remember and we get in the elevator that just arrived. I grab her ass with both hands in the elevator and in just a few seconds it's arrived on the top floor. I look around, it looks like a regular attic. Spoiler for 18+: I lie down on my back in a bed in the corner and she starts teasing a bit. My pants are getting a bit tight. "You know what that is don't you? How about you do something about it?" She lies down on me and it feels awsome. 'Damnit, this can't get messy, I've gotta work tomorrow'. The dream starts to fade as she starts to give me head, which feels even more awesome. 05.25: Wake up Amount of sleep: 8½ hours Supplements: None That's it! Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!
Remember skateboarding around out in Ellison. I went through a couple of people's garages at certain points. It was very hilly in a symmetrical way, all up and down like a sine wave almost. On my way back I bumped into some kid about my age or a year younger. He said he used to skate and that he was good. I asked him if he wanted to play skate and was gonna say just a short sudden death round and he said yes before I even got to the sudden death part. He started off by ollieing up a curb to someones drive way. He failed. I was going to try a kick flip but it was uphill and downhill and I wound up going really fast and chickened out. He asked me what I was trying and I explained myself. We wound up getting in a car after a bit, with his mom and grandma. His mom was really hot and young, just alittle older then me it seemed which didnt make any sense. They were going to drive me home but they didn't know where they were going. We went down a road which appeared to head to winfield only it was more civilized with resturaunts and buisnesses on either side. His grandma was driving. She was going in the wrong direction and was all pissed off because she said she couldn't turn around anywhere. She was wrong and me and the mom discussed why though the grandma didn't want to hear it. The mom told her to pull into this place and that she would drive. We stopped there for a bit and the kid I played skate against was Kyle Smid. The place was like a military base type place for kids around my age. I went inside and sat down at a table with Kyle. Kinnen froom Kelly o's walked over and sat with us. He didn't recognize me at first and then I told him and he remembered. He was a lot chubbier than before. We got back in the car and eventually saw a sign that said glenmore. I was very disorientated and this sign led in a direction I thought was wrong but we followed it and got me home. -Remember being downtown at night time infront of luke's house. There were a bunch of desks set up and we were all going to take a standardized test. It had to do with snowboarding but it was an academic test. I had been studying for it quite hard I think because I wanted to see my IQ (which you can't study for really anyways). There was a moderator present, a young man who was maybe 2 years older then me. He reminded me of mat from youth. He was an idiot and was talking all the time as we tried to take the test. Other people were talking too and I was getting frusturated. I told everyone to shut the fuck up and other people did the same. The moderator never stopped talking and I eventually got in his face about it and he started to breakdown in anger with tears of frusturation in his eyes. He called off the test when I was about 38 questions in. This pissed me off even more. -It was the next day and we were in a field at the university going to take the same test again. The moderator was the same only he had Mr. Guinette with him too. This time Mr. Guinette wouldn't shut up and the old moderator still talked only less. People were talking all over the place and I didn't understand why they let them. A put up my hand and they called me over to them. I told Mr. Guinette to quiet down and he just nodded and said okay. I was having a really hard time concentrating. I eventually went and talked to a lady and asked if I could go write it in the DRC. She said sure. She walked me over there. When we got there and she opened the door my ears were assualted by the shrill sound of maybe 50 or more kids running and playing and screaming. I said this was even worse. As I walked back over to the original test site I encountered to hot girls. I told them my story and they asked me who I thought was being the worst and I said Mr. Guinette. They agreed as if that's what they wanted to hear from me. Pretty much everyone was done writing the test now and were just standing around talking. I don't even think I finished it. I looked at my sheet and I had just circled the bubbles and not filled them in. This confused and further annoyed me and I think I just said fuck it at that point. I went off to the left side of the field and sat behind a baseball cage with luke and sean. There were some other girls I talked to and I went and used the washroom in this weird basement area. At the end of my dream Tiana walked past me and came and hugged me goodbye. She kissed me on the cheek and I told her I would see her on friday. She said your not going to see me anytime else this week? and walked away dissapointedly.
For years now, I think, I always find myself in the same place in my dreams. Or the very least, in almost all of them. Some places there look almost exactly the same as some places from waking life, but there is always something different about them, not necessarily visual different, but.. I don't know how they're different, it's just "The Mood" of them, I guess. That collective sense, smells, sights, sounds, colors, faces, thoughts, temperature, everything. It all jumbles up into one big "Mood", and that feels different there. I fell in love with that town, I don't know why, it's not all that different from waking life, it's not a thriving utopia, it's just.. well again words fail me. I really wish to visit that town lucid, I would just love to walk around and look at everything. I find it funny that I got so emotionally attached to a place which isn't even real, huh.
Non-Dream Dream Lucid I couldn't see anything, but I had a strange feeling I was in a dark room and there was a dreamscape outside. "I don't normally think this," I thought. I must be dreaming! I felt around for a door to open and quickly felt a handle. Immediately after I opened the door, I heard a loud ringing in my ears. I was in a void. A couple seconds later, I woke up.
I know I had some others dreams before these ones but maybe ill remember them later.,,oh ok I remember. I remember doing something to troll an old teacher at school, ms. ramirez. It was something really miniscule....like playiong music really loud in the class whne she said not to but it was like I was doing it over the internet? Sadly , I might have been attacking unconconsiously and was confusing it with something else? Maybe it was just a prank, im not sure. Anyway in the dream I was banned from that webpage. I felt bad but I was just playing a joke but decided to just leave it alone anyway.I remember her getting really mad at some point...Im glad I saw this, I might actually have attacked her unconsiously...ugh I was afraid I was doing this but damn Im finally seeing it. OK anyway from there the enxt thing I remember is my sister helping me take some implants out from my left leg. It was 3 horizontal cuts on my left thigh. I just remember her taking off these scabs and then she cleaned the area. Im not quite sure where I was, it was asmall little room. Anwya the weird part was when I got and walked to the deresser because I had to get ready for something, fig nutons started tofall out from the cuts. Im guessing this is because I read a dreamview post yesterday about someone having a 3 month recurring dream of pulling worms out of his legs. Either I fixed something with my own legs, confused my point of view with that of another, OR helped that guy with his leg stuff a little bit im dreamtime. Not netirely sure on that one. anway way after al ittle bit they stop coming out and I thrhow all those weird goopy fig nutons away.My sister cleaned the cuts again and then put some weird bandages over them. Oh actually i remember she put the bandages before I got up but I realized they would gte soiled if fig nutons gets running into them so I waited until they stopped leaking shit to seal the bandages. When they did THEN I put them completely down on my legs. still 3 cuts. At some point I was like oh I stilll have to take a shower sO iwas asked my sister what should I do, she said to jsu t take the bandages off until Im done with the shower. So I warp to my shower dream style and weirdly there is me sitting down on like bench seat kinda things facing each other. to the left of me is a relative from my dad's side in who lives i nicaragua. to the right of me is my uncle carlos who I find to be appealing. In front of me to the left is my uncle danny, in the middle is my aunt becky. Theyre making jokes about a time when they were riding a rollercoaster and then thye call got startled buecause their feet were in weird positioning and when they looked down to notice, they thought the ground was missing but it wasnt so they started laughing. I asked my uncle who it was that started the chain reaction of them getting startled. He looks at my uncle danny and becky and my aunt becky has two hands jokingly pointing towards both of them, signifying it wasnt her, kind of in a childish motion. They jsut end up laughing. All of a sudden, more peopl are in the bathroom. My uncle david more specifically. apparently what we were getting ready for was a trip to nicaragua. I hadnt even taken a shower yet but everyone already had there luggage in the bathrrom there. I was lsike " wait, I dont even have my luggage yet wtf?" and they were like aw you moved too slow. i was like w/e I dont mind, ill jsut get stuff over there. I had a little dream fragment of being in nicaragua but then quickly went back to where i was. Anway we get to the airport and we are quickly making our way to the airplane gate. it's weird, in dreams ill usuall start doing telekinesis as if Ive always known like a pro how to do it but i dont remember where I learned it from. Like in this sequence, As we walked various corridors to get to the airplane gate, there were a lot of people I KNOW ive seen from different dreams, never in phsyical life though. 4 girls specifically behind the counter working tickets I guess? older women, they looked decently pretty but idk who they are. Maybe older lovers of my dad? ppast life people idk. Anyway I see them, I walk inoto some other room with a whole bunch of those sign things+ those fabric line maker things. I use my telekinesis to move the sign for some reason im not really sure. Ugh again I feel here the sign might be a metephor for someones spirtual sign that I moved somewhere else, which is a bad thing. Gotta pay more attention when I do that. Anyway so we get there, my family and I, and they started boarding for airplanes soon. While we are outside the gates, I start doing random telekinses tricks. One of them was grabbing the suitcases with my mind so I wouldnt have to hold them, plus it looks cool. Then the other was me grabbing a pizza from someone from afar. Here, a friend I know, jacob, comes uo to me and asks what spell I used. I said I just imagined the pizza moving to my hand and he pictured it as if I materialized the pizza tomy hand. it wasnt exactly what did but I found it interesting how he percieved what I did. Anyway everything happened really quickly, planes were getting boarded and by the time I turned around my whole family had gone into a gate. The gate we were assigned to was gate 13, I turned around and saw my family go into a gate ethat didnt say 13 so I looke daround and wasl ike, " wtf where is gate 13, I couldve sworn I saw my family go into that get" and then I heard one of the attendants tlel me that wasnt gate 13. Weirdly again my sister, by herself, went to a completely different gate. The other one was closed and the one my sister went into was about to close. I actually got there when it was already closed and they said it was too late, but I used my telekinsess power to open the door (it was electronically controlled) walkedin . The person at the gate yeleld at me the plane was al ready leaving. I went in anyway (jeez im a mean kid lol) and opened the plane door with my mind. they were leaving in 5 minutes is what I heard. I went in and saw m ysister. I told her it sucks our family isnt joining us on the trip. She said I know and then I sat down towards the back. It was weird, the seat corridors looked like prison cells lol and I was sat down i na really cramped spacewith 2 other people. I dont remember exactly, it looked like a shapeeshifting person was next to me. He was morhping into multiple people. I felt cramped so I teleported to the lane seat next to that guy. Ok so this dream obviously indicates some kind of decision being made. As a family we were supposed to enter some gate but my family entered the wrong gate and M ysister and I went to the "right" gate, the one assigned to us, which might not even be right, could be some kind of phony plot. eithr our decision was wrong or my families, dont realy know. This dream showed me alot about how I enjoying fuckign with things that I dont know about so im gonna try to stop those things now. My sister is actually yougner than me so Im guessing i went on the airplane with her cause ididnt want her to be alone. Oh, also, that jacob guy was on that plane so I felt better about who I would hang out with in nicaragua. im guessing th e plane we went on was the wrong one because the seat corridors looked like fucking cinderblock prison cells LOL so yea ill have to do something about that. back to sleep for a bit. Blue = things that were added later the same day. Ok so isntead of going to sleep I ended up dropping my sister off at school. and stayed up for a very little. I'm st arting to think the previous dream wasnt really significant, it could have just been a premonition of what pccured soon after but with strange symbolism. My friend ( the evil one that caused me to fall into a b lack hole) liked to do stuff with looking into the future and i've realized ive done the same at times. Actually most of the time my dreams are a preview the the day ahead, which reallly sucks but im thinking my awareneso f the present moment is horrible becasue I keep seeing everything before it happens. Its not totally bad but it messes some things up. it COULD still be some other kind of premonition but right now I feel it isnt. Ok so while I'm falling asleep ( I put some purple ear plugs on) I start to hear some strange chanting. Ive never heard that shit before but im really feeling it is some people doing some kind of satanic ritual because soon after I was completely bombarded with sexual demons. They way I think it works is when they need to summon energy for soemthing, the start chanting or singing to activate or push possesed people to have sex, or jsut people who are sensitive to that shit, to summon the energy they need. Me having an aspect of my self in a strange tentacle sex demon monster of course start feeling a lot of the symptos of them trying to seduce me and hearing sexual noises and what not. This shit sucks guys, dont ever fap to tentacle porn or to demon ladies or men. Anyway I made the relaization trying to find what there chanting noises were which REALLY is gonna start helping me to see befoe these waves of ertards having sex come about. You guys might not belive me but my groin muscles will actually contract involuntary when other people are ejaculating. It is so disgusting. BUTT I made another important discovery. The aspect of me that is in a black hole or whatever the fuck it is. It's not a completel black hole cause ive had sdreams where it is contained by aspects of my self but is is certaintly trying to be. Anyway THAT aspect , I can see it now when it is trying to get my physical body to get taken over by it. It's like this picture except the way it ooks from outside is that my head or an image of my head ,"me" is in the middle and that version of me looks at rest of the universe completely different. Well I dont think Im in it yet anymore now that I think about it....wel lsome aspect is I dont know hwo to explain it.... but black holes dont work thew ay peopel think they do. Yes they are scary and weird, but its jsut conscioussness. Just htink of it as getting soooo confused or disoriented as to how this universe works that you st art to create your own mini universe that completely contradicts the rest of the universe. It becomes a black hole. If you get close to it ( swhich some beings liek the fucking asshoels they are try to get people to fall into black holes, fuckign assholes...) the perception of the world will change dramatically, so dramataically that you semmingly lose perception of yourself. Black holes DO get dissimenated over time, and they do that by shedding light on the conscioussness that created it from the outside. The universe is a strange place ok! So anyway after I heard the chanting, and people started to have sex, whenevr I did feel a surge come over me, or my muscles flexed, I would feel thataspect of me that is in that strange place ( Ive seen it before first hand and it is dfeinitely not a place anyone wuld want to be.)...its hard to explain. Like I would just feel really bloated, spiritually, my face goes into a face that looks like it's asleep, eyes closed kind of a flat face, and that aspect of me would take the sex in. After I realized this, I knew I could see this shit happeneing before it hits me now, So im thinking I learned how to deflect it, at least a little bit. lests see....that happened maybe the first 30 minutes. Once i realized how it was happening, Everytime the feeling of the aspect came over my I pushed it away and found that where my muscles would have convulsed, i Had stopped it. Fucking great news for me at this point. I was able t o eneter at least an alpha state, not delta I dont think. This proved to make GREAT progress afterwards. Oh , thats also why scientists say yo ucant see a black hole, because it is usually personal to the person and whover is involved only. it is detectable though by everyone since we are all connected. Anyway the great progress that I made was that soon after falling asleep, I had a dream where Im prtty sure the aspect of myself in the black hole started to wake up. I jsut remember that aspect seeing these two guys I know from school but they looked kind of diffrent. The guys I know are actually twins, and so were these guys but the newer guys looked slightly different but I jsut knew it was them. I remember asking if it was them or if they knew them but they just shurgged, but I f ucking knew it was them some how. except one of the gys right side of the face looked burnt and his eye was glowing yellow which is what signifies this balck hole. but I jsut remember the feelings of wholy shit its yo uguys!!! I think that feeling was me waking up from that hole. Right after though i saw in the sky the fabric of that matrix black hole and at the top was the creator of it, My evil friend! So hopefully ill be able to make progress now. Soon after I had a dream where I was at that friends houseplaying a video game and I felt something in my back and my friend said like "Oh I just lost something". Im thinking now that it was that aspect of me that woke up that he lsot, which is really awesome. Im realizing now that guy is evil but he doesnt know he is evil. He is so lost in his different entities that he is unconcsiouly confusing what he thinks is his reality with that of one that hurts and enslaves people, including me....hmm great progress. I feel his perpetrators are on to me now, but fuck them I know whats going on now. ok so after that I woke up and thought to myself ill write the drea mdown later. Fell asleep and entered a dream where its me with my family on my dad's side. Some of my mom's side family ws here too and my friend aaron tilley was there for some reason. he is alwasy there at the weirdest times...I hope he isnt a spy...ugh he might be but w/e il lsee what happens. Maybe not, he actually might be helping. i hope he is. We crossed a big river lake thing and made oru way to his house. I remember the hosue well, its in nicaragua, but the water wasnt there before. I remember my family said we would have to go somewhere but it would be dangerous. I just said nah it will be really easy and we left on a small boat with my uncle. All these bugs tried to fly on him and my family was yelling to get them off of my uncle. I webslinged them against the walls of the boat and succeeded. we went to some strange place where I had to kill these weird exploding things and weird monkey thing it was weird, I dont quite remmeber. I got overwhelmed though so I webslinged up to a safe spot and chilled there. I thin I ended up waking up. I woke up and told myself to remember both those dreams to write them down later. Went back to sleep (everytime I try to go to selpp there is so much random shit thta pops up in my brain. Im assuming its coming from the weird people in that black hole.) so while falling asleep I heard all this weird shit but ended up falling asleep. Oh yea I just remembered another creepy dream I had last night, il lpost it in another journal entry. Ok so This time I was in a big auditorium watching some kind of movie with a lot of people. I was sitting next to my friend zach. He's been creeping me out though thse past weeks so I kind of shyed a way from him to go talk to other people. I went to talk to some girl who said that I was giving off a bad vide and she tried to help. She put her right brain on the right side my head and closed her yes while trying to heal. I dont think she did anything lol but her intention was good so that made me feel better. I remember walking by a whole bunch of different people but I dont quite remember who. I end up getting directed to the exit of the auditoriu m and right outside was my cousin tito ( was probably taking the place of his father in terms of symbolism) choking my dad in front of a water fountain. it was horrible, I could hear like his neck was making all these cracing noises and I thought he was gonna kill him. I got infuriated and went to tito, slammed his head on the water fountain, took his hands off his neck and pinched him on this place on his back. It was pretty violent. That pinch fucking hurts, trust me. What yo udo is yo upinch the fat in a certain place on the back and that shit will hurt for a long time. Anyway I did that and he backed off. People went to go get help. i went into the entrance of the auditorium and trid to explain myself so I didnt look like a violent asshole. When I went back my da wasnt even there anymore but my friend steven was there. Appaently he had a borken nose and people were putting it back into place... ugh man I might have been tricked AGAIN by fucking holograms or seom shit. Man I really dislike people who do that, pick on the lesser aware people. Its frustrating that they pick on the peopl wh oare trying to become aware even more! I didnt hurt him too bad though, and he has been helping a lot in other dreams so im sorry for doing that. ANyway thats where i woke up and came to write this shit down.
Updated 10-31-2012 at 08:35 PM by 58970
So I had multiple dreams and in two out of the four I managed to obtain lucidity for a few seconds but I finally managed to get the feeling of a dream and im confident I can do it again a lot more easily now. First dream I remember being in my house and for some reason these lizards that were bigger than normal were running around my house. I remember my mom calling me to the garage and she was telling me about them. I looked down at one of the corners and there the Lizard was just staring at me with its eyes. Things got weirder as I received a Text from the lizard. I cant recall word for word what it said but it included the words "Nave" and "Harm". What i do know though was that he didnt mean me any harm. I think I texted him back but my dream switched to this Scene where it was brian, Chris and Stewie from family guy with the lizard in school. They were calling a peace meeting but I cant recall what they were saying and I woke up shortly after. This was the end of my first Rem cycle. After this I was awake for a bit and I managed to go back to sleep. This was a short dream but one of the highlights. I was coming down a big building I felt like was work. I wanted to get across the street so I waited until there were no cars and I ran for it. Once I got to the other side, I noticed the trees that I was passing by and heard the cars that were driving by on the road. The dream steadily began getting more clearer and as I began to walk down the road, suddenly I just became completely aware of myself. I immediately thought "Im dreaming!" and when I noticed this, for some reason, I lost complete control of my body and I fell to the ground. While on the ground I knew I had to rub my hands together to get some stabilization but my hands were behind my back and it was extremely hard to move them. I knew though that it was because I was too focused on my real body instead of my dream body. I tryd focusing in on my dream body and slowly but surely I started to move my hands. All this focusing on my body and hands caused my eyes to close and I could no longer see the road I was laying on. As I slowly moved my hands together to rub, I could hear the cars driving by very clearly and the wind brushing up against me. When I finally managed to rub my hands together, I tried opening my eyes but ended up waking myself up Third dream I was in my car with some of my work buddies. It was Suheyn, Andrea, Ralph, and I. It was pouring down rain and I stopped by an office building to go to the bathroom. My dream skipped the part where I got out of the car and continued when we were leaving somewhere again. There was dialogue and laughter but I cant remember what was said. I know Ralph conversed with me about why I haven't called him to catch up and hang out (It was kind of awkward). Anyways, As we were leaving Suheyn says she needs to use the bathroom and I ask why she didn't ask the first time! She didn't say anything cause I was already turning around again. We all ran inside this time and while inside we started listening to music by I think hooking up an Ipod. I cant recall the music and after a few minutes or seconds of dancing we ran back to the car and I woke up. Last dream I recall that I will type was of me in my house walking to the front door. Outside were my parents greeting two cars that pulled up with two families. In one of the cars came out this beautiful girl with her parents and I could've swore Ive met her before. In the second car (Both of them were SUV's) came out another beautiful girl but not as good looking as the other. My parents said Hi and im sure i introduced myself too. The dream skipped this part however and I found myself sitting in my backyard. One of the Girls came up to me and said that she knows me and that I look very familiar. She wasnt the one that I thought was familiar so I had no idea what to say. I dont remember what was said but it must have been good because she started attacking my face and we made out for a bit. Our families started to make obnoxious noise like to embarrass us so I grabbed her hand and went to the side of my house. We began making out again and I can still kind of feel her lips and the way she kissed. After a bit I asked if she wanted to see my room and she was so eager she took me by my hand and guided me We went through the living room and I saw the other girl staring at me almost in jelousy but I could tell she was just sad, she wished she made a move first. When we went into my room I woke up for a few seconds cause my brother was hassling my mom about going to school. When I went back in, I found myself alone on the side of my house and right away I became aware and just felt that dreaming sensation. Without hesitation I began to rub my hands together this time with ease and I felt my hands very vividly. I could hear the wind passing me by and I could just feel my entire body but the best thing about it is that I could also feel like an Aura or energy field around my dream body as well. This lucidity was better and lasted slightly longer than the last but sadly, as soon as I stopped rubbing, the dream began to get darker and I knew once it was pitch black I wouldnt be able to open my dream eyes again. I woke up once it became completely dark. Even though I didn't get very far, this is still a huge success for me because I now know the sensation of dreaming. From now on I will be able to become lucid a lot easier and with practice I'll be as good as you guys in no time.
I ve been up over an hour and my dream just broke. I was talking somewhere (maybe a shop) to someone (maybe a woman behind the counter). I was telling this woman about my mouse. As I remembered this it occured to me that my mouse is a secret and I don't mention any thing about him to just anyone. So maybe it wouldent have happened it my waking life as it first felt. It must have been a dream. I'm a multi (disociative) and this dream makes me wonder how many dreams have I believed to be normal waking events. In this dream I was telling this woman how I read on line that a hampster owner would put her hampster on a wheel (for exercise) for 20 minutes twice a day. I was asking the woman if I should get my mouse to use his wheel more. She wasn't replying. Come to think of it she looked a bit like my mum but taller. As I woke I said in my head "ten glasses". Now I just wrote that down in case that was mum and 10 is one of those Lotto numbers I've been trying to dream-up.
usually I see ships outside my house in the sky, probably cleaning up the city. here is a pic I took of it tonight. I tried connecting to them mentally to tell them about some places I think need healing in my city. Hopefully they got the message, maybe ill remmebr hanging out with them at some point ate some spaghetti at around 730 pm, hopefully I wont succumb to any sex demons. If I eat too late I find I become more susceptible to such things. I dont think I will. Anyway ill be posting any dreams I have, going to sleep soon. Also if youre on dreamviews you are most likely an ok soul who is jsut trying to learn more about life. However, if you are a negative entity who is making this planet worse by attacking people, get the fuck off of my page.
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