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Bedtime: 23:37
First wakeup: 05:02 (fragment)
Final wakeup: 11:07 (dream)

Supplements: None


The fragment:

My gf's mums boyfriend was drunk, he had his foot in my face over the foodtable in my gf's and her mums flat/appartment.


The dream:
Me and my gf Malin was at my grandpa (dads dad) place. My friend Mattias was spamming me with text messages, and Malin and Mattias chatted over text messages etc.
We then were at the part of the city where I live, in the centrum there. We walked from the store and I see that Mattias have sent me over 45 messages without me noticing.
I had in mind to pay back, using my app where I can scheldue messages (Go Launcher Ex).
Anyway, I also saw my neighboor Jörgen, he looked suspicious at us.

Me and Malin went to my dads home where I actually live. We went into my room and unpacked our bags. I had 3% left on my phone, so I put it to charge.
Malin had 2 phones, but she had lost one of them, probably forgot at my grandpa's place.

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Don't remember much before turning lucid though I think there were 2 attempts. It had to do with getting in an air plane - somehow turned lucid. Had a seat to myself by the window. Looked out and there was a large plane crossing under us and it looked like a great white shark. That scared me, so I turned back from the window. I was lucid so I decided to go to the North Pole and see if I could create some kind of Santa Land. Somewhat successful. There was snow and a bunch of wilderness and the pine trees were decorated. Occasionally there would be a flying elf, but I think they turned out to be just balloons. I never saw Santa, but I ended up in a cabin in the wilderness with my family (aunts, uncles, etc). Not bad.

I watched as an observer looking from the sky as a city which seemed from an old time or perhaps a fantasy city, burn up in flames...

Please stop that! Dymaxion is an almost-impossible (if not impossible) sleep schedule to follow! Switch to Ubermann or SPAMAYL before you do anything stupid! (Or even better, everyman).

polyphasicsociety.com/polyphasic-sleep/overviews/dymaxion/

Was taking another nap:

I was playing Quake 2 multiplayer with LV (one of my internet friends), and we were playing a map that had huge tall room with spiral sort of staircase, and it had various exits on different levels of it. At first everything was going as normal and i was winning, then suddenly i was dizzy and in game controls became screwed up, apparently i was playing now with PSX controller instead of keyboard and mouse, but still had to switch weapons using keyboard. I ran my player character to upper levels of room to get more powerful weapons, got hyberblaster but it was out of ammo somehow, also i noticed that blaster had charged altfire mode as well as normal mode. Then i found supershotgun and went down to continue the fight, apparently friend's player character had model of Heavy from TF2 now instead of normal model. And he was spamming taunt animations or something, and not attacking. At this point i got very very dizzy, could barely aim and all, ridiculous controls did not helped either, so as i got close, friend's player character started speaking some nonsense and the dream faded out.

I was playing some kind of video game. You were given a palate with a bunch of clouds in certain shapes and you could place them at any height and position in the sky over a large meadow. The objective was to create a destructive storm, and the more destructive you storm, the more points you got.
I began arranging my clouds all in one area trying to create a large thunderstorm to complete the objective of the game. I should also note that this game had very realistic effects such as shadows and the ground below.
Eventually, I ran out of "money" and couldn't change the clouds anymore. I was taken down on the ground and given a small Jeep or something and was allowed to drive along a winding road and look at the different cloud formations that I had created.

My family, had for some reason decided to move to a third-world contry for four years just to experience it. We were all living in a large two-room tent that was filled with a wide array of clutter and supplies.
I cannot remember very many of the details. Just that everyone was sleeping one large inflatable mattress with a ragged blanket. I felt very uncomfortable and grimy the entire time.

My last dream of 2012 was a very intriguing one.

I was at my friend's birthday party after having a conversation with her about missing it. We were at the Doctor Who experience in Cardiff, Wales. Everything around us started to come to life and started to want to kill us. We all start to run and I end up on my own in a dark, abandoned hanger. I was in the Falklands and ended up on a James Bond level of awesomeness mission. I started alone and made my way through this compound full of doctor who monsters. I moved through all the think tree cover and warehouses. There were loads of dinosaurs and other deadly and dangerous creatures. I walk through this warehouse and find three dinosaurs, two smallish ones and a very large one. I end up shooting the two smaller dinosaurs and then run like mad because the bigger one starts to roar and look like it's gonna eat me. oops. I manage to get to the end of this 'test' thing and find it's like the exit to my school that I walk down with this dinosaur (like a brachiosarus) and find this other woman. When I meet her this dinosaur stops and snarls at me before starting to talk to her. I make up with this dinosaur and it turns around and walks back to the warehouse, complaining that I shot it in the tail. I then get into a landrover discovery with this woman and we drive down the road to MPA, past all the aircraft hangers and it's started to snow. She tells me we're circling the compound and we're looking for her daughter. The woman looks like a young Sarah Jane Smith (an old Doctor Who Companion). Before I know it I'm in a minibus with the two of them (the woman and her daughter), all my friends from Stanley house and another friend who lives in the Falklands (Sam FPR)

After laughing and joking with them the dream ends and I wake up.

I am walking towards my workplace. It is a fast food restaurant, but I don't have my supplies. I am walking in a decent sized alleyway, big enough for a couple cars to fit in. It is behind the restaurant. I see a worker from somewhere else on the job maybe. I jack his cleaning spray bottle and his trash bag. I start walking into work. I remember I don't really work much. My grandma is there who plays in a band (IRL). She holds my guitar for me which I also play IRL. I play sometimes in the restaurant when I am taking a break. I remember her showing me around and we get to the front desk. There is a small tin can full of cannabis and there is keif (pure THC crystals) all over the the counter, literally covered. She tells me that it is keif and I get excited. I think I am supposed to clean it but we pass it up. Then somewhere near the end of my dream a couple guys who heard me play come up and talk to me. They want to offer me $2300 for a record deal. Another guy gets up from a table and offers me $2500. Another guy gets up wanting to offer me money. A shootout begins by one of them (who actually looks just like my friend Brandon who owns a lot of nice guns). I try to stop him but he runs backwards and shoots up my left hand side. One bullet hits me in the shoulder, another in the lower gut and one more in pelvic bone all on my left side. I wake up somewhere around there.

At some point I go back to sleep into this same restaurant dream scene. I am sitting at a table and I look down at this bag that has these shoes that I remember jacking from the first part of the dream that I can't remember now. I now realize that it is a dream and become lucid. I get up from the table and hear a couple of kids screaming about a car jacking going on out side. I look and see it happen and they drive off. I continue to walk around the restaurant to look around. I see employees walking around. I walk to the back and see a kids toy dispenser. It kind of reminds me of a real life fast food place. I walk over to the counter and check behind and see everybody working. I decide to go outside and check it out. I see a bunch of kids all beside the restaurant who are dressed up in costumes. It is night time and there is a lot of kids. I decide to go back into the restaurant when I wake up sometime around there. I wish I would've tried to do more.

I don't know why, but I have this huge axe spray sticker which is a guy in a pose. I put it on the window right next to where I sleep. It had a creepy stare going on, staring right at my face as I lay there. I watch it the whole time. It would move and look in one direction and stay like that, then randomly go back to its creepy stare. It eventually lifted up off the glass on the outside and turned into a person. He is now standing in front of my window. I hear him say something like "I hate my job", and walk off. I don't why but I grab what looks like a sub-machine gun and head out after him. I am out side and see him running down the yard. I think he saw me grab the gun because I see him start to turn around and pull out a pistol of some kind. I don't know what happens to my gun, but I hurry up and turn back towards the door without hesitation and go inside and lock the front door. I yell for mom in a panic and tell her to lock the back door she interrupts me both times I try to tell her acting as if she is annoyed, which annoys me because somebody is coming to shoot us up. She tells me it is locked. I wake up.

I grab my little brother and run to my neighbors house very quickly. I run to the front door which is located on the wrong side of the house. She sees me panicking and lets me in. My other brother is already there sitting on the couch. I tell her to call 911. I wish I could remember what the fuck I was running from.

I am in a mall with a lot of my classmates back in high school. I am with a group of girls and Megan is wanting to hold my hand, acting like she wants me. I'm pretty sure they are leading me somewhere because I am just following them . I look back on it now that is not a good idea, but I am clueless and enjoying the attention. We go through this little archway that leads into a restaurant where people are at the tables eating and conversing. I get to the middle part that joins the two parts of the restaurant through a doorway or something. I am talking to Zach Lyday's girl (I swear it's Nate Lyday as a girl)(brothers IRL). I am talking with her like we are going to hook up. I then turn to see Zach talking to somebody else who I can't remember, at a table. They get up and start walking towards me, I know exactly what is going down and I am prepared. Cody comes over and starts talking to me to distract me but I am still waiting until they get closer. I see the person on the right side is the one that is going to jump me, but it is my friend Robert. I walk up on him and confront him before he has a chance to do anything. I can see he's trying to decide if he is going to do it or not as I try to talk him out of it. I wake up after that.

1/11/13

DILD

I am in some apartment that I believe to be Mohammed's. I am trying to WILD but I keep getting disturbed. I eventually realize that this isn't Mohammed's so it must be a dream.The next time I am roused I RC. I was able to breathe through my nose, but it took me a little longer than normal to realize that is the dream response. I head downstairs, trying to decide what to do.

I head to an enclosed front porch area, and I see someone sitting in a chair. I decide I want to ask him some deep questions. He is sitting next to a TV, which I don't pay any attention to. He had short dark hair and was sitting cross legged. He seemed fairly intelligent. I get halfway through my first question when I realize he is gone. I look over to the TV and he is on it! He is a field goal kicker, going for a last second win. He shanks the kick pretty badly and they lose. Ethan shows up and is complaining because he had that guy in fantasy. I head towards the back door. The walls are made of wood and are covered in pictures.

The dream restarts and I am in a pool. It is fairly crowded. I had remembered my last dream where I went to do something real in the dream, so I thought it would be okay for me to look for a girl now. I go over to the edge and there is a girl and her sister. I say she looks very cute, and she says my neck looks cute. They continue the conversation as I poke her under the water with my Poseidon Staff. She quietly nods to me. I start playing with her underwater, trying to appear normal above water. A waitress comes over and asks if we want anything. She starts ordering as I am still playing with her. She is trying (poorly) to hold back pleasure-faces while speaking to the waitress.

I FA in a bed in some weird studio flat. I am trying to write down my past two dreams in my DJ. My mom keeps interrupting and talking about some travel books that are laying next to the bed also. There is a TV on the other side of my. Colbert has the Gorillaz as a musical guest. O' Green World starts playing, and my mom keeps talking over it. I get upset with her.

1/11/13

WILD

The sensation during transition was slightly different than normal. More adrenaline than vibrations. Solely in core of body. (Possible false-WILD but failed test.) I had been reading on consciousness/awareness that day so I was prepared for it.

I was laying on my side. I felt pretty focused, so when I felt some strange lightness, it didn't phase me. It was kind of like an adrenaline feeling in the chest. I tried to merely be an observer of my body state. After it faded, I didn't feel anything abnormal. I tried to make my body float without moving. It didn't work. The lightness returned for another round and I continued to wait.

I was suddenly on the street outside of Connor's house. The dream was pretty unstable so I sat down in some grass and felt it for a second. I reached into my pocket, looking for a lucid pill. I pulled out a dead leaf (I had taken a dead leaf off one of our plants IRL that day). I reached in again and found an oddly shaped pill. It had a bit of an abscess, making it lop-sided. I broke it open and took it. My vision cleared up a bit. I reached in for another. It felt normal this time. I broke it open and took it. My vision cleared up pretty good. I stood up and turned around in the street. I remember walking forward and having some goal in mind. I am not sure how far I got toward that goal because I lost memory of it.

The dream restarts in the same place. I had remembered my "real" goal in the previous dream so I thought it would be okay to try and find a girl. I see someone lounging on the stoop of some house. I go over and we fool around.