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I saw in the window that two big trucks were in my yard and injured my car. I thought that it can't be real, count fingers, tried to enter the street through the wall but awoke.

I slept really hard last night, and my dreams are hazy fragments. I'm going to attempt to put them into words though

Dream One: I'm in a car with my husband and children. We're driving around an abandoned gas station. Everything has a red and rusty quality to it, and I remember thinking it all looked really beautiful in it's decay, like something you'd see in a movie where they've used a special camera lens to emphasis the red. I'm on the phone, I think with my mom, and she's asking us about the gas station. She's telling us there's one pump there that still works, but we're having a hard time finding it. Then we drive by some shiny new looking pumps, but don't stop. My notes also say "TV filming, school papers" but I'm not sure what that was about, I just can't remember.

Dream Two: I'm in a cafeteria. It reminds me of my Elementary school cafeteria, but they bulldozed that place 13 years ago, lol. I'm sitting with a guy, his hair is dark, and about as long as mine. He's not the strong and manly type guy that are usually in my dreams, but rather shy and sweet. We're watching a video of an anime convention on my phone. We're watching as my grandma and my mom are at this convention trying to win some sort of crown. My grandma wants to win it for my daughter, but my mom wants to win it and keep it for herself. My mom wins, and grandma is very upset. Suddenly, there's some sort of attack on the cafeteria. The guy's leg is hurt, so I throw his arm over my shoulder and try to help him hobble out. we rush out of the school and there are people running everywhere freaking out. We pass my dad who I just know is a teacher in this dream, and my dad is going to lock himself in his office. He tells us to be careful and go straight home. We pass my mom too, and I ignore her. I'm pretty fed up with her greed in real life, and the crap with the crown in the dream just made it that much worse. We get out to the car, and I helped the guy into it. I take him home and drop him off, but then go to Mcdonalds instead of home. When I get to Mcdonalds my husband and kids are siting at a table eating. I place an order, and the guy behind the counter says something suggestive to which my husband tells him to back off. I get the feeling my husband and the guy are friends and I just don't know him. There's a lot of dialog that I can't much remember, but I remember the topic of miniskirts coming up, and my husband saying he hates mini skirts and glaring at me when he says it. In the dream, I am wearing a mini skirt, but I'm confused because he's always loved them (what guy doesn't? lol) At some point an employee leaves, and then the friend of my husbands says he needed to tell the employee something and asks my husbands permission to run outside. My husband lets him, and he runs out to chase the guys car. He comes back and starts talking again though. The topic moves on to Kingdom Hearts, and this friend of my husbands wants to play the games. I ask him what platforms he needs the games for because we have all of them except the 3DS game that isn't even out yet. Just as I ask some bitchy girls yell over at us that the radio is too damn loud, and if we work there we need to turn it down. My husband sighs and gets up and goes to turn off the radio. I somehow realize he must be doing IT work for the Mcdonalds and that's why he knows everyone there so well and is even going back to deal with the radio. When my husband disappears into the back, the friend jumps up and says he didn't take his meds and he can't control himself anymore! He starts going crazy, dry humping the tables and chairs and then starts coming after me! I push him back and tell him to knock it off. He's not stopping and I'm getting really annoyed and embarrassed, and I wake up. Looking back, the guy totally reminds me of a kid I went to school with who was on Ritalin for ADHD. Pretty sure that part of the dream was a direct result of me being overly aware of my own ADD yesterday, and my sub conscious expressing my fear of how people might see me. I'm not hyperactive or anything, but my attention and conversations really jump around. It's like that old joke, where someone's talking and stops mid sentence to say, "Oh look a squirrel!" then goes right back on topic.

I had a dream about my teacher again. I don't know why he's stuck in my head. I suppose he is kind of cute.

Anyway, in this dream we had just gotten out of class and as I was leaving he took me aside and started kissing my neck and stuff. Of course, it was very enjoyable, but it felt like it had been going on for a little bit. Like this wasn't the first time. I kept telling him he needed to be careful because we could both get into a lot of trouble, not to mention, he could lose his job.

He really didn't seem to care and kept touching me. Ahhh... thinking about it now... sorta gives me butterflies. I need to stop thinking about how cute my teacher is. If he keeps getting into my dreams I'm afraid it's going to be really weird in class for me the next couple of months.

lol I feel so badddd. I suppose every married woman has a fantasy, right? It's just a matter of not actually trying to make it happen. That would end up very embarrassing, I'm sure. Luckily, I'm not in highschool anymore and I know it's just my own imagination. I don't think this is a bad thing, since I know better than to believe it to come true.

Needless to say, it was a nice dream. I do feel a bit guilty, but hey, I wasn't lucid.... >.> right?

I had some very strange dreams between 4:30-11AM.

In one dream, I went to my bio-dads house and he was there. I was upset and he came to me with his arms open, telling me he was okay, that everything was okay. He had a scar down his chest as if he had heart surgery.

In another dream, bio-dads wife brought my family some bags of food- stuff she had already bought but would never use. I was with my ex-husband. We had gotten re-married and we were bickering about something.
THen I dreamed of my [step] dad. He was asking me if I told the truth about something that had happened [in dreamland only] several years back. I had been attacked or something and he was asking if I had made it up. I did make it up, but I couldn't admit that to him and I acted angry that he didn't believe me.
We were going to Vermont (?) to see someone in a hospital or something.

In another dream, I was at some location I've often dreamed about but doesn't exist IRL. All the secret panels were being replaced and I was so upset that I couldn't use them anymore. The safe room was still there though as was the secret escape route through the floor.
There was a lot more to that dream- a bad guy, some sort of monster, running and hiding but I don't recall the specifics.
My former WV childhood friends were with me. I was upset that so much was changing over the years.

In yet another dream, the wind was exceptionally strong outside. It blew a black cat right off a picnic table and I couldn't help but to laugh. I opened the door for all the animals to come inside, and my old cat Rogue was among them.

At some other point in some dream or another, my family was showing me some dogs that had been abandoned. They were supposed to look scraggly but they were fine.
There was also something where my kids were all little and I misplaced a tiny bunny and was mad at one of my kids for misplacing it and I feared the animals had gotten ahold of it.

I even dreamed of space... I wish I could recall that one. It was odd. 2 people flew to the edge of space. One went beyond earths atmosphere and the other tried talking to that person but the one in space was holding its breath because there was no air. very weird.

And I also had the typical, "getting lost" in my car dream.

That's it.. gotta eat now

**EDIT**
Oh yeah... I forgot another dream I had.
I was on line, looking at my bank statement, only it was different how it is IRL (though I tend to dream of it consistently). I had made a bunch of purchases then it occurred to me to cancel some of them so I would have money show up on my card for more practical purchases.
But as soon as I would cancel one order, another order would be approved because it was in some sort of cue waiting until I had the funds to complete the purchase.
One of the things I bought was 30 Turbo harvesters for Farmville lol. I was kicking myself in the butt for buying something so stupid, then I "remembered" they had cost less than $2.00
Something else I bought was Everquest 2 related.

I remember having a project due (which I really did have due), so I decided to do it. I made it look really cool, even making a small border/mural to surround the poster. I was proud of it in the dream. I remember setting it all up at my dad’s house, and I remember it being a bit dark in the house, except the kitchen light was on. Someone was observing it, putting his hands behind his back and smiling. I think it was my teacher (though my teacher is female).

03.28.2012

Nina and Boat Ride, Sandwich, Can I Keep It???, Obama and The Search for Kaomea

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Nina's last Avatar Come to Life?

I remember being with a group of characters ranging from Naked or Solid Snake from Metal Gear, a few Sonic characters, Nina's last avatar with the light blue character I can't even remember the name of, and a few more.

This dream felt like a parody, apparently, we were all set on vacation, it seemed like it because things were peaceful, except with the part with some male tried to poke fun into "killing" me.

I think I was supposed to sleep a few feet away from the guy, and apparently, I'm Tobi before he got his new mask. I found myself shifting consciousness between him and spectator mode a few times.

When I was resting on the bed, things felt weird, like I knew the guy who was in the big bed with me (because the same gender had to sleep with one another instead of the opposite gender for obvious reasons).

I think I wanted to use Sharingan, even though I wasn't even facing the guy lol. It just felt awkward being around this person.

I think I even asked the person if they have their gun with them, and some times, he doesn't even respond, so I quickly turned around assuming he's trying to shoot me with his gun.

I have a gun of my own as well, it's just that I was worried that he might use his first.

Then the dream shifts to where it's day time, and I see the character with the light blue hair Nina used to have as her avatar come to life.
(I don't know if the avatar character was male or female, but everyone assumes it's a female in the dream).

I stay pretty close to Nina, and she looks a little sad, and I'm wondering why she is sad. I see she has a gun, and it's longer than mine.

Lmao, she has a longer weapon than me. Hers has a 9 inch barrel, mine has a 6 inch barrel. She lets me see the gun for a while, and the same guy who was sleeping in bed with me (note: when I say sleeping, don't assume sex, we were paired based on same gender for safety reasons for the opposite side).

Then the dream shifts to where we all are on a big green tank that looks like it came off a game like Metal Gear Solid 1. Apparently, it is flooded, but it isn't a problem for me since I'm standing on water.

The environment is mostly water, we were just either on a boat, tank, and other forms of boats like mini-cruise ships, yachts, etc.

Everyone is complaining that the tank is flooded, and it's almost close from going underwater. Then Tails from Sonic disappears, and I'm wondering where the hell he went to.

He comes back super fast to find an alternative for us to travel and presumably go back to our homes, ideally, the utilization of portals.

I forgot some of the characters that went to their "home" area, and I lost track of what happened when I stepped into my portal.

I do remember Tails saying that once a person steps into a portal one time for a certain period of time, they can never get back out of the dimension the portal carries them too.

I believe the portal gave a preview of what would be on the other side, so there was no worries there.

All I remember for that one.

Dream 2: Sandwich

I'm outside, and there are good amount of DCs to make this dream like it's some type of event in college. I was walking with the group, probably just natural conformity to see what's going on.

I hear two girls talking behind me, and one mentioned that she received 23rd out of 24 on something, I'm presuming it's a test or something of the sort, and she got a lot of credit for it to transfer for her degree, most likely.

I'm still walking with the large group of people, just listening in between walking.

Then some other girl was telling how she got 50 hours added on. I was kind of interested in this eavesdropping, and wondered how a person can get so many hours based on a test they took?

I eventually ignore the rest of their conversation, and the dream shifts to where I'm inside a room that looks like lecture rooms in the Biochemistry Department at College Station.

I'm near the entrance, and apparently, there are note cards with our names on it. They're supposed to tell us which section we have to go to, and I assume things went based on the people in the line.

This leads me to assume that my name will be on the card that I will pick up, but it was for someone else, a female to be precise. It started with an "A." and the last name was just too long for me to remember, not insanely long, just a bit.

I turn around, and see it's a girl that resembles the girl who I sat next to in Physics Pre-AP at the second to last High School I attended. Let's call her Andrea.

I put back the card quickly on top of the stack, and the same card is Andrea's name apparently. So I go search a little bit through the stack of note cards with our names on it, and eventually find my name.

Apparently, I've felt I had this dream before, not too long ago, maybe this was a reset that happened a few minutes after the original.

I thought I would be assigned to the 3 Biochemistry professors, and all three of the main ones where there, at least the ones that I had my first semester.

But I'm assigned to go to row 501, and went I checked the walls that has the signs with the number ranges for the rows, it wasn't in this room.

However, there were doors to the right of me to go to the other rooms.

I turn right and open the door, which is still located at a high level near the entrance I'm at (the room is structured like a regular big lecture room).

I'm in the other room, which feels shorter, and for some reason, I feel like I'm not going to have a lot of fun with whatever professors I'm being paired with other than the previous 3 in the last room.

But I still check the walls for the signs, and finally found 501 after some self-questioning on where it was.

Then the dream shifts to where I see a pretty enticing sandwich in a poster, and then someone is telling us how a sandwich is heated up 1000s of times in a store, just to make us cognizant the next time we decided to heat up the sandwich.

Dream 3: Can I Keep It??

I'm riding my bicycle for a while in this dream, with some parts of walking. There's this small dog that has a long body, but is short in size. It isn't really bothering me, but I wanted to annoy it for some reason.

I follow it for a while, and I do something to make it pay attention to me. It's trying to bark, but I can't hear anything from it, seemed like a really weak animal.

I ride my bicycle a little faster to see if it can catch up, and it barely can do so. Then I see some girl and what seemed to be her mother. The child asked the mother if she can keep the dog.

This seemed like the classic "Only if you promise you'll take care of him" thing parents usually give if a child wants a pet, and then she says, "Okay."

The dog is still chasing me, but it's so short in size, it's hilarious seeing its little legs trying to catch up to me. Then I look at the girl, and the dog goes to her, since it is her new pet after all.

Then the girl and the mother look at me for a while, and then changed their focus on what's ahead of them.

Hopefully I'll get a lucid from this WBTB.

The time was around 5:45 AM, and I figured I could still WILD in that time. For a few minutes I tried remaining still, then I had the thought of getting to first base with Melanieb, and went with that thought.

Then I decided I should clear my thoughts out instead of hugging my pillow fantasizing about Melanieb. >.>

I tried to keep aware that I'm drifting to sleep, but I decided to just sleep instead.

Dream 4: Barack Obama and The Search for Kaomea (DILD)

I wake up (FA), and I believe my father is asking me for some money. I was wondering why he would need money, but either way, I told him he can use my debit card.

Then I told him that he can use another alternative, and he tells me,

"Oh yeah, I forgot about that."

So he gives me my debit card back, and I see my wallet has a picture of me when I was a child? He heads out to work I'm assuming, and I get up from bed.

I get a text message from a girl named Jalisa that I used to have for my English Pre-AP class in High School as a Freshmen before.

This text message seems to be a response to something I texted to her before apparently in the dream.

But things get even weirder, the response says,

"Nothing, just smoking drugs illegally <3."

I speculated if this was actually Alyzarin texting me rather than Jalisa, because I remembered that Alyzarin had a dream where she sent me a text message. (it also seems that she never had an Instant Message dream before).

Like usual, I forget about this and just not worry about it. Then I take the time to observe the house I'm in. I move around slowly, just to take in the detail. It's a little hazy, but not too much, I just woke up, but things clear up a little bit.

Then I pass through these beads that were hanging on top of one section to go into the a different room.

Instead of dashing through these beads (because I know they're annoying as hell when they get stuck on some gap in the clothing you're wearing) I take the time to go through them slowly. I let the hanging beads slide through my head slowly, and I took this time to try and phase through them.

To get the feeling of the phasing sensation, I remembered the sound where Aelita enters the tower in Code Lyoko. (She phases to go into the tower).


(from 1 seconds to 2 seconds of the video is what I mean by the sound)

The phasing doesn't work because there's one more bead sliding slowly on my head, and I didn't bother trying to go through this process.

I go to this new section, and it seems that I'm inside a garage. It has white tiles, and the walls have a turquoise color to them. I told myself,

"This place is weird...."

I do a nose plug reality check.

I breathe through my nose a few times, hearing the weird sound that comes from leaving a small hole for air to come through my nose.

So I held my nose even tighter, making it harder for small gaps to come through when I'm breathing. Now I'm more sure that I'm dreaming.

I didn't do any stabilization techniques because I was already relaxed enough in this dream to even bother doing it. The vividness augments gradually, and eventually reaches the level of waking life.

I know I'm dreaming, but how this dream is becoming like waking life amazed me. I head out the door, and now I'm outside.

I press my back against the brick wall to the right of me, turn to my right side, bend down on my knees.

For some odd reason, I felt like doing something like I'm on sort of mission, like Assignment Ada from Resident Evil 4.

When I'm crouching down, I take my left arm and move my hand on the side of my neck, then I said, "He knows...."



(I don't know why I did, just felt like doing it lol).

I move around a bit outside, and it seems the sunset is almost starting to rise. I look outside a little bit, getting a little bit lost in the experience for a few seconds.

Then this red car zooms RIGHT at me, but instead of being scared and jumping as a reflex, I did a way better job at keeping my cool.

The person driving the car made a pretty fast entry with it, I almost thought they were going to crash the car completely. Then I look inside of the window of the car.

It's tinted, so it's a little difficult to see who's inside of it. I had feelings of being afraid of who was going to come out, but if it's a red car, it just had to be some DC trying to get my attention.

I see the person inside the car looks like Barack Obama, and he's looking at me with a serious demeanor. His lips are a little bit elevated, kind of like a serious pouting face he puts up.

His eyes look serious, and when I see a DC that looks serious, I tend to augment my feelings of being afraid of something bad happening. But instead of acting like a wimp, I decided to just suck it up and keep my cool.

I knew I was dreaming, so there's no need for me to be afraid anymore like I am in non-lucids. Obama comes out of the vehicle, he's coming from the left side of the vehicle, so I guess that's one element that this lucid is getting right.

(I'm saying that because I had a dream where I thought someone came out of the passenger seat in a dream a few days ago, and I assumed that it should be from the left side, since I still have the basic thought that since I'm in America, it should be like that).

He comes out, still heading backwards (not coming at me) to the left side, goes around the back of the vehicle, and heads in my direction. He's looking at me, still serious and all.

For those few seconds, I thought to myself that he's going to do something bad to me because he's still looking serious to me.

Then I reformed back to remaining my cool, he wasn't going to do anything to me. He stands there, waiting for a response from me. I reach my hand out towards him to shake his hand.

"Nice to meet you, Barack Obama," I declared to him.

He responds with a nod, but not with a smile or anything like that, he's still having a stoic demeanor and a blank visage, seems that nothing I'm going to say is going to make this guy a little more positive.

But I do find he's complying with me, so there's no need for me to see a change in his demeanor.

Then the thought of finding Kaomea came to my mind.

I follow him going to another vehicle, a silver or white Ford truck I believe.

I asked,

"Look, I'm sorry, but....can you help me find Kaomea?"

"Kah-Oh,Mea."

He nods again, no words, maybe a silent yes, but I didn't pay too much attention to that. Seeing his nod was enough acknowledgement for me.

Then I asked him "Tell me, what do you know about Kaomea?"

He responds, "She's remorseful."

When he declares this to me, I'm in shock.

I stay there for a while, loosening my face because I can't believe his response.

I asked, "Can you tell me why?"

"No." he declared to me.

(All right, be laconic in your words mister, I don't mind, as long as you're going to help me, I don't care who you are, as long as you're going to help me find Kaomea).

Instead of going back to the red car, we head to some other vehicle to drive where Kaomea is (or could be), and because it's Barack Obama I'm talking to in the dream, I assume we're in Hawaii. (Yeah, I know, not really something to use for good measure, but whatever).

I follow him, and it seems he's going to another vehicle, a silver or white Ford truck I believe. I open the door, then I felt someone's presence behind me, and I turn around.

It's just a person going along their own way, and they're looking at me for a few seconds, probably to just see what's between each car just as a reflex.

His hair is black and saturated with hair gel. He's wearing an aqua blue hoodie, and dark blue jeans, the fancy kind of jeans that look clear and smooth.

To be more general, he looked pretty light in skin tone.

His face, I can tell he is Hispanic, or maybe he could be Hawaiian, but his skin tone was like apricot or a peach kind of mix with that variant of color.

He's taller than me, by 1 or 2 feet judging how far I am from him, which is around a distance of 3-4 feet, so it would be natural for me to turn around as a reflex.

I wave my hand just to be positive towards him and said, "Hi," with a grin on my face. He responds, "Hey" and smiles as well while he heads to wherever he's going.

I did that small gesture to sublimate the fear of someone being behind me (the person wasn't out to get me of course), and that person did look pretty real to me, seeing as I could get a good description of his visage.

I focus my attention to getting inside the vehicle. By this time, I feel a lot of time has passed already, so I do another nose plug reality check. Still breathing through it, and I tell myself,

"I'm dreaming, I'm dreaming, I'm dreaming!" to make myself more aware instead of relying only on a nose plug RC.

I look at the view inside the vehicle. Then this is the part that pisses me off.

I started to think, "Wake up! Wake up! Waaaake up!"

Nothing is happening at first, still in the vehicle, but then I had the urge to just wake up.

I wake up, with my eyes still closed.

I had two options, do a DEILD since my vision with my eyes closed is blurry and has that mystical feel to it, or just open them.

I honestly do not know why the freaking hell I would just freaking want to wake up???

I've done that before in a lucid looooong ago where I had amazing control, but I decided to cross my eyes to the front of my nose, which caused a slight strain on them for me to wake up.

I would've DEILD, but when I woke up, I saw to my right that the Alarm clock has the time of around 7:10 AM.

Ninjas

Last night I had a dream about a ninja trio all were asian. One was a cool misunderstood male, the other a sexy woman and finally a dorky, third wheel, guy. The first wo were in a realationship. In one part of my dream the couple were kissing but the guy was trying to tell her something very important in manderin. The last thing I could remember is the female jumping from building to building naked being chased by the other two ninjas.

The third lucid dream since starting the journal. Again, I seem to be lucid straight from the beginning. Before going to bed I was thinking I’m going to just lose consciousness just for a while and become conscious in a dream.

I'm flying trough the sky somewhere where the lowest clouds would be. I'm clearly aware that I'm dreaming. The sky is clear and I can see the ground very well. There are lakes and rivers and hills. I fly over a haunted house and take a closer look. There is a ghost flying around the house. The ghost decides to follow me. I get a little scared because the ghost my catch up with me and I don't know what would happen then. So I turn up and the ghost just passes by.

I continue up to the sky, wanting to go to space. I seem to approach some kind of a limit and the dream shifts. I'm in the bedroom. I'm still flying, and I try going trough the roof, but cannot.

I'm in my bed now. It's very realistic, I can feel the blanket and everything. I feel hot. The scene flickers a bit and I see some hallucinations. I, maybe correctly, identify them as hypnagogic hallucinations, but fail to realize that I cannot be awake. I see images floating in the room, pictures of things. There is a grill in the bedroom, and the cover part starts moving, flying in the air and making a sound. I'm getting a little scared, this is not really supposed to happen when I'm awake.

My wife wakes up and I ask my her if she sees these things. She says that she doesn't. I figure it's going to pass sooner or later, and it's not really dangerous. My phone rings and there is a message on the screen. "My husband left me." It's some relative, and it's actually a conference call with some other relatives listening as well, as she's explaining the situation. My wife is on her phone and she gives me a knowing look. She's talking with the husband.

I notice it's not really late, not even midnight yet. So I listen for a while.

I wake up for real and do a reality check this time.

I was in my house then i remember dragging myself with the wall and going upwards and upwards until i began to fly after that everything seems a bit blurred i am not too sure but i think i performed an RC and the next thing i knew i was in a bike and then just as i was about to take a turn i woke up.

Last night, I tried a WILD (3rd day trying them) about 6hours after i went to sleep. As I was laying there I had a false awakening, but I hadn't realised yet, so I took off my mask and did hand RC and noticed I had 6 fingers on one hand, I knew that I was LDing now and was ready to see what was outside my room. I had expected a field, but when I opened my door, the sun shone in and I stepped out into a park.

I took a few steps out and observed. I had walked out of a toilet building and there was a huge slope directly infront of it, which sloped back up, it kind of reminded me of a parabola. There was no cement anywhere and the whole park was surrounded by a line of trees which I couldn't see past.

I walked around and noitced a white BMW car parked on the other side of me. I walked over and noticed some DC I had seen before. I opened the door and they stepped out and I asked, "How are you two then? Haven't seen you for awhile"
They smiled and 'Bryce' said "I'm happy that your dreaming now"
I tried to summon an apple but couldnt and when I looked back at the car there was a family inside, not noticing us and just looking forward.

I went to the front of the car and saw that there was a man and a woman, both relatives to me, and in the back seats sat their children. They ignored us and 'Harold' (I gave these names to my DCs) started to climb onto the roof. I wasn't really sure what he was doing but I 'felt' like the family inside the car were calling the police... Sure enough the police came and I ran out past the tree line.

The setting changed completely, I was now in a suburb which strongly represented one I knew in real life. I ran down the street and turned left into Ada Avenue, which was a dead end, the next street up was also a dead end, which made me realise all the avenues were dead ends. I kept going up the street and got to a lane which I ran up. I began to walk now and tried to stablilize the dream. There was a small tree in the middle of the path that had a very smooth feel but rough appearance. There was fences either side of me and one fence in particular caught my eye as I walked past. I had seen it before! This struck up a lot of excitment because I had seen this fence in another dream. I climbed the fence and saw the house, recognising it instantly. I noticed a large deformed man was sleeping inside and next to him was a BMX bike. I really wanted the bike it looked so cool so I hopped over.

For some reason the man inside woke up and started to 'creep' outside to me. I knew he was going to kill me so I ran to the front of the house. I tried to open the door but it was locked, and when I turned around he was standing there. I was so scared of what he was going to do that I woke up

Was at the beach with Leo and Dina. Dina and I were playing soccer and I was way better then her. She was complaining about her birth control.*

I was at some festival flying on a mount. Everyone was cheering and wondering how I got my mount to the festival. I flew around or a while. Somehow I got my head trapped in a noose by a bad guy and almost hung. I escaped and barley made it out. Leo and I were trying to relax but zombies were everywhere. We ended up in some green field where a guy was spanking his dog preparing it for dog fights. I was getting angry at him and told him I would kill him if he abused the dog*

Started with me riding in a car with a couple people. They didn't know who I was but were taking me home. I got naked and wrapped myself with a blanket and was telling them prophesies. I got out and said goodbye. Later there was a giant scheme where aliens were gonna take over the world. The aliens had us all group together in a giant room. There were several levels *to the building. I somehow got special powers and was going through the levels killing All of them. At one point I escaped with Dustin to get water and food. We were on our way to my house and I noticed that the clouds were moving extremely fast. I though about how crazy that was told Dustin about it. He agreed. We realized baron was still at the alien place and we had to rush back to get him. I ha some gold hair and could shoot rays of energy out of my hands.*

A girl goes to visit her family up north a little. She meets them there with a fairly large family for a gathering. They have fun the first night and do family stuff. The parents sleep and the kids play their little games all night. Throwing balls and what not. She goes to bed. Her room has a giant Amy view of the stars and so beautiful as she sleeps. The sun comes up. They are driving to an event and she tells her had that she entered him in some contest and he won. The dad is happy but wants to know how she did it. She doesn't tell but is glad to see her dad happy. Somehow they find out she had to work to get him this award and he gets angry and disappointed. They go to some car dealership and find out she worked on the car and get upset with her. It's like everything she does is wrong. She cries *and runs away to her favorite spot in her old family town. It's a little cliff outlook with a view of the stars. How the stars and the night sky bring her comfort. She cries and cries she can't help it. The family comes looking for her. After a search they find her and bring her home. Not the home at the family town but where she lives now. Just her mom and dad and her go. There is a violin playing sad soft music. The mom and dad walk around at night the dad holding their sleeping daughter and are amazed at the beauty of the sky there. There are northern lights and a sky that is filled with stars. The dad speaks to the wife in an almost echoing tone that is overlapped with his daughters voice. I forgot what beauty there is here. The sky is so beautiful and we would follow the northern lights during summer rides. You know sometimes I get so caught up in human things to remember what we are truly here for. Please *don't let me ever forget. To enjoy such beauty and not to get sucked up like I can. The movie ended and I was with Dustin and Kara. It was the first move Dustin ever saw. I was shocked for some reason at the beauty of this move and I cried and cried and cried. I couldn't stop. There was something about it that hit me. I woke crying. *

Looked at my plants. An one has a face it. I knew I was dreaming. The people were working on the yards downstairs and I lived with mother an father. I knew I had to wake soon so I did what I could. The first time I jumped off my balcony and ran super speed. That's was super fun. I did that for a little. Then I had a fa. I has to struggle a little I get out of body but after a little I did. I went down and my feet were In the mud. It felt good on my feet and I like fact that I didn't have to clean myself. This time I was gonna fly. I kept falling flat of my face getting mud all over me. I thought it was funny.*

This dream has not only messed up my sleep but also left me scared knowing I couldn’t understand how I knew this boy. So if you can, please help me.

I had a dream that I was sitting down on a bench, inside what I thought was a hospital. Because I could see the check-in counter on the right of me and a doorway next to it on the left which was completely black inside. Everything had a light purple tint to it for some reason. And there must of been a window behind me because I could see the daylight shining on the check-in counter. But the line of light was going further down the counter with each passing second; I knew the sun was setting. My peripheral vision was limited to only what I could see in front of me. I knew I could not turn my head, but I did not want to either. I knew I had to keep my eyes on what was in front of me though like a feeling of instinct. And then to no surprise someone appeared in front of me. It was a boy around my age standing with his back facing me, looking at the blackened doorway. He had semi-long coal black hair and a dark blue t-shirt on, but again my vision was limited and I could not see below his waist. I knew I had been waiting for him - waiting for him to come for me. The details were not clear, just as every dream mostly isn't. But I knew exactly what I was feeling and thinking - also knowing I was asleep. I knew that I had been waiting for him there, and he was choosing not to come to me but stay where it was he came from. And I knew something was wrong as I began to feel my heart drop into the pit of my stomach while staring at the back of his head. Either he was hurt or someone was trying to keep him there. He went of his own free will, but not for the right reasons. Feelings like that hit me over and over again until he began to walk away. That's when I finally let all those emotions out and began furiously crying. Crying and screaming so hard that I could feel my throat aching but yet I could not hear anything. I knew it was coming out and I knew he could hear it but I could not hear it myself. I wanted to follow him and go to where he was leading but my feet wouldn't move. I had to just stand there and watch him walk away. I immediately woke up to feeling so sad that I could not help him. So I tried to lay back down to see if I could dream of him one more time but could not. After that night I began having no dreams at all and still cannot. Is it because I couldn't help him? I just don't understand.

[Side-Note]: I do not know any other men in my life but my Brother, Father, and Uncles. I am a home-schooled student so there is not many males in my life except family. Because many told me it was either a crush of mine (which I do not have) or my brother. But my brother has brown hair and is not in any kind of trouble since he is also home-schooled. So who is he and why was I so scared to the point of tears that I could not help him even though I couldn’t even see his face?

I was in an arcade playing pop'n music. The machine was a combo of a bowling game and a pop'n music game. I did a RC and went lucid, but stayed and played a round just for the heck of it. Then I lost lucidity after that.

I went to this girl Carly's house. the sky is filled with these dark clouds. It is about to storm. Her house in my dream is right up the street from where I live. I walk up the driveway. I think I'm with somebody but I'm not sure. The house lights are on. They light up the darkened streets. It is around 2-3 pm I'd say. We don't hang out with her. Instead we go up and take items out of the trash can. These items are child's toys. I pick up a toy truck. We leave. There is a hole in her garage door. we could have easily sneaked into the house. but we're good kids we don't do that. I walk down the driveway and I notice the lights. the yellow light illuminates the depressing grey sky. I walk down the street. The trees are not swaying by the wind.

This dream seems out of place for, me. Usually they are about video games or nature, though this seemed all too real and lacked environment.

The beginning of the dream was but a small fragment that had nothing to do with the rest of the dream. I was in my dad's apartment, and there I was with my twin brother, who looked like me except with dyed black hair, and my friend Josh, who I only knew from an Art class I took when I was 15 and 16. I was playing a game of some sorts, my friend Josh was throwing white objects (I thought they were packs of socks at the time) and my brother, well, I hadn't a clue what he was doing. The front door was open, and through the still closed screen door, I could see another friend from the Art class, Noah, staring through as if he was suspicious or surprised to see what we were doing. Soon, he'd slowly back off in a scared manner, and I turned to my brother and said "That's Noah, the retarded kid I was telling you about." Of course, I don't ever remember telling my brother of Noah. This part of the dream would quickly fade though.

Next thing I knew, I was in my Mother's and Step-Father's home, and it was night. From where I can remember, we were preparing something big. Everyone was hurrying, but in this part of the dream, it was only me, my mom, my step-dad and the people I chatted with on this dark-blue layout of a chat site. Still, everyone in the dream seemed more or less accurate looking. They told me that the zombies were coming, and I believed them, in fact, I actually felt like I was purely terrified at the idea. Soon enough, I was at the door and suddenly, I heard my mother scream out "Here they come!" and as I looked out the door, my Step-dad and my neighbors were closing some sort of metal gate in front of my house, and in the distance of the starry night street, which was much like the one actually by my Mom's house, there were many white figures, slowly navigating towards my house. Everyone ran inside. My mom, my dog, my other dog and even a stray cat. We then slammed the door, and this is where the terror began.

It was actually quite calm, though we seemed to just be playing a waiting game. I was using my netbook to talk to some people on a chat site, though I had many chats that I ignored, only one that I went with and I don't remember our conversation. Soon, my Step-Dad would have told me to come into his "lab", which was when he took me to my mom and step-dad's room, where he said to stay as he set up his lab. The room was dark, and I remembered that there was a doggy-door to the glass sliding door that was in their room. Granted that in reality, no zombie could get through there, though it was just something that scared the living hell out of me. I was informed to enter the... "lab". It was in the same place where the bathroom was, except the interior was larger and actually like a laboratory. My step-dad placed a dollop of a brown substance on the back of my hand, then a small herb. After that, he began to viciously rub the stuff onto my skin, until it had disappeared, though once done, my hand stung and tingled weirdly. Still I went back to the living room and sat down. My mom and I began to hear a bunch of banging from the front door, just rapping over and over. My mom did something that I only now found out was quite stupid; she opened the door. It was only my cat, and so we let it in and closed the door. I went back to my laptop, realizing the dollop was dung, or so my step-dad told me, and it had to have had something to do with the zombies. I asked a guy on the chat "What's with this Dung stuff?" I said, though my mom came up to me and grinned "Look, if worse comes to worst, we'll get out of here. We'll get into (my step-dad's) truck with the big headlights," and I knew what she was talking about, actually "and just drive away." I shook my head and looked at her with a concerned intent "But, Mom. These aren't the zombies that we see in fantasy. This is real! God knows if we can simply just kill them by getting a bullet to their head." and not long after, my dream ended.

Well, if one thing's for certain, it made me absolutely terrified about zombies.