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I got a little sleep, but when i dream iw as in a place that was really firmilliar. it was all the places i lived smashed into one... i rememb3er looking at a map and seeing how close i was to an area that i used to know. i remember black shorts and suitcases. it was night time, a summer night cool and crisp air, stars shine for miles in the sky. grass is soft and conversation is of how if i dont come back soon they will go looking.

After a party, I grabbed Sam and we ran outside of the building. We found a very dark building, in which I assumed my little brother to be. He was an orphan. I don't know why, but he was. And I missed him.

We ran towards the dark building, and knocked on the door. No answer. We pushed the door and it was open. We walked through, just in time to see about 7 kids running through the hall. "Excuse me!" I yelled. "Hey!"
The kids turned around and looked at me. "Yea?" they answered.
"Have you seen Tom?"
They shook their heads.
"Oh, okay then," I said. "Would you happen to know if there is another foster home in this town?"
They nodded, and pointed me in the right direction.

"Okay, thanks." I said. We walked out through the doors, and crossed the street. There we found the other foster home.
As we walked in, I noticed this foster home looked much nicer. It kind of looked like a hospital inside.
I asked the lady at the front desk for Tom.
"She looked down the list. Can anyone please bring out Tom?" she yelled.
Tom walked down the stairs, guided by one of the women there.
He looked about 5 years younger, but the same height. We hugged him. "Come on." I said.

We walked out of the building into a small wooden shack. There were a ton of these around. Inside were two bunk beds, and nothing else. We put our stuff on the floor and decided to sleep.

We were "awakened" by a loud boom sound. I peeked out the door of the shack, and looking up, I saw a humongous baby. In fact, it was a robot.
It was super creepy, because the next thing that happened was it shouted, "Mommy!" In a demonized voice.

It was looking for its mommy.

I quickly woke up Tom and Sam, and I told them we had to move, quick. We grabbed our things and raced out of the shack, trying to avoid the stare of the gigantic robot baby. Too late. After it saw us running as fast as we could out of the town, It yelled "Mommy!" Again, only deeper and angrier. As it tried to walk, it fell, crying as it hit the ground with an ominous cracking sound that shook buildings around it. Looking back, I see the crushed shack we were in only a few moments ago.

At the end of the dream, I was looking out of the eyes of a baby. It was sitting on a bed, in a tall building, looking at the fallen robot below through a window. Shaking its rattle, this baby cried, "Mommy, no!" In an even deeper, more demonized voice than the robot's. It crawled up to the window, and smashed it with its rattle.

Only a small fragment again, but it was pretty vivid.

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23/3/12

In my uni flats, everyone is filing out on their way to the headmaster [as if back in school] for disciplinary action. Nothing to do with me, I pretend to be involved to fit in and head towards the exit with everyone else. However, I remember a baking tray that urgently needs to be returned to my room, and turn back.

In my room, I find three guys, one of which I know, smoking. In reaction to my confusion, they tell me it's my fault for leaving my door unlocked. I agree, and join them. I light something balloon shaped, which is almost as big as my head, before putting it back down on a huge pile of tobacco.

All I can remember is me and my sis were watching a random baby stumbling and saying oh shit every time it happened. Also my little cousin joel woule come in with the psp vita in and out of the room constantly playing music like dub step. It was funny because he came in one time and said it was dub step from the 80's.

Our neighbors (who just had a baby) were upgrading their balcony from metal to wood. I told Brian and begged that we do it too. I said, "All we have to do is go ask the leasing office and they do it for free." Brian was very skeptical.

Mood: Excited to upgrade but disappointed by Brian.

I dreamed that Brian and I were at the grocery store and we ran in to one of my students and his Dad. Then as we kept walking we saw another student and his Dad. We ran in to 3 more students with their parents. I have 7 students, we saw 5 or 6 with their parents. We only exchanged Hi's, I think I tried talking to one parent but they didn't say anything back. I was basically introducing Brian to my students.

Mood: surprised to see all the kids there but happy that Brian could meet them.

I had 2 dream, wich i dont think they are related.
the 1st ona:
There was a "race" of beings wich i can compare to the Behemoths of FF-XIII. there was a Alfa Male that was Blue coloured, and his wife/women was Red coloured. they had a son that was Grey.
Some kind of catastrophe happened and they had to abandon the place they were resided, and becouse of that they left. i have a hole here, and the next time i remember something is that Blue, Red and Grey (im going to reffer them as that, for i do not know their names) were in a glacier that was breaking. i do not remember if there was more of this "behemoths" with them. Grey was in the water, and his father and mother tell him to come back but he keeps swimming to the center of the glacier.
Darkness.
Grey is in a COMICBOOK-STORE(i assume the one from the simpsons, i never been in a real comicbook store), with 2 humans. someone arrive screaming that X person(i do not remember his name) transformed himself. Grey asks him what X has become, and this man showed him a picture in wich you can see a human/behemoth (2 stripes going down from his head and back, big hands, etc..) that was BLUE/RED coloured, like those colours shifted all over his body. Grey get's angry and starts running to find X.
There ended the first dream.
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The 2nd one starts like this:
There was a group of people in the top of a mountain. They went down from that mountain and went trough a path, in wich i started to remember (or i was showed) who they are and what they did.
The only one i remember clearly is the one from the "old man". i remember he entered a crypt, in wich he fought against skeletons and that sort of things with a sword. this goes on for a while until he reaches a grave, in wich he fights "death" and steals his Scythe.
next thing i remember, a little kid from the group starts to run and get's into a sort of abandoned factory, half of it in still hearch and the other half in the water, with beams holding it. the kid started to move through this beams.
i do not remember anything else.
Thank You For Reading

March 18, 2012

I was watching a tv news clip. I saw a tall, thin white man speaking. It was the President and my husband. He made a big political decision that his opponents did not like. At that very moment, I got word for the Secret Service that my daughter was at risk. The opposition had a plan to kidnap her and keep her hostage until the president changed his plan. I immediately drove to her school. (In waking life, I drove to my own school where I teach.) I spoke to Kristina, the administrative assistant and asked if my daughter *Jamie* had been picked up. (I changed the girls name because I actually gave the name of the only girl in my class.) She told me no, she was in class. So I asked her to please have her brought to me and we were going to hide in the school. I then told her that two men were going to come in here with offical papers stating that they could pick her up from school. I told her that this was not true and that it was an attempt to kidnap her. Kristina asked if I wanted to just take Jamie with me and leave but I told her I thought I may have been followed and that the two men were going to arrive any minute. As soon as Jamie was there we went and hid in an office. I piled pillows and blankets on top of her so that she wasn't seen through the window. I saw the men walk in to the school. I also saw them walk around the school and look for her. They looked inside my car and then left.

Mood: Very fast paced, I drove so fast to the school that it took seconds. I spoke so fast that Kristina needed to ask me things twice. My heart was racing. I felt very determined.

Lucid Dreaming has entered my mind but in an unexpected way.

I am in the desert, possibly Utah or somewhere around the Great Salt Lake basin. There is nothing that identifies where I am but I recognize the scenery from real life as a familiar place. Behind me is a domed rock, or structure, out in the middle of this flat basin and I am standing in front of it with an ax. I bring the ax down swiftly right into the number 20,000, which represents a Lucid Dream and possibly Hall Points as well. The number smashes and releases color sprites and a burst of light, a colorful shower that appears beautiful and tacky at the same time.

My perspective suddenly shifts and I can see the burst of color over my shoulder. I'm viewing myself from outside a vehicle, and I can see the scene through the windshield and out the back window of the car. I am in the car with two other people, neither of whom I recognize or focus on, though I think one of them wears glasses. The car is something heavy and powerful, like a Dodge Charger, and is a creme or white color. I start the car and drive away, and the dream ends.


*I really should have gone to bed before 4A.M.

This night i had problems with sleeping, and it was hard to recall my dream.

my classmates and me where at the beach, but we did not bath, because we got our cloth on.

I was sitting in and open back container--thing of a trailer. My feet was dangling over the edge and I was "focusing"* on counting my fingers on the right hand. *I'm a total cloudhead during my dreams.
I was counting them, as I said, and sometimes I counted two lesser, and sometimes two more, but I didn't seem to notice, because the counting didn't "count" when I was in wake state (IRL; Dream), and I was saving the REAL counting for when I was in a dream again... Why..?

So, after the sun dream, I had another one immediately afterwards where this guy was giving me more psychokinesis training. I'm like "well, this is easy to do in dreams, but in the real world, it's a lot harder." He's like nodding and going "yeah." I don't have any psychokinetic abilities in real life, lol. Nobody does.... What's the point of this training?

So, I had another dream about the sun last night.

The sun is losing its ability to burn for some reason. Several parts of it are extinguished and all I can see are large, dark craters. And there's another, much smaller sun beside it. For every part that is extinguished, that amount goes into the newer, smaller sun.

I was at someone's house. They had a PIU machine, so I started to play, but the mats were propped up on top of shaky wooden boards. A woman came in and said there was another mat downstairs, so I went down to look. Didn't find one (but I saw Pop'n Music), and went back upstairs. Then all of my family came, so I had to go say hi to everyone. There was also a guy I didn't recognize. After that I realized how weird this was. I was in some random house and all of my family was there. I did a reality check and became lucid. I jumped through a glass window and phased through it, landing on a deck outside. I jumped up and tried to fly (which has practically become second nature to me by now) but for whatever reason, I couldn't. I just hovered and fell. I kept trying, about like 20 times, but the highest I got was the branch of a nearby tree, then I fell down. I was getting frustrated, and eventually lost lucidity.*I went back inside and played pop'n music.

The title surely says how weird they was.
[This is just a type up of what I wrote in my Hand Written Dream Journal - Additional notes will be marked in (x) as numbers instead of x and written at the bottom of the entry]

Dream 1:
Woke from a 9 month coma to find 3 people behind a concrete door where my lounge door should be. They were clearly trapped. 3 of my family members to be exact. When I opened the front door there was a huge truck/Lorry outside with my brother and a friend of my parents in the cabin. it was a small one of those car carrying lorries. it only had enough room for two cars. But only had one on it. Some weird cross between a citreon 2cv and a vw golf. Having realised it was christmas day I looked to see if I had any presents. Amazed because I did indeed have one even though I had just woken from a coma; I opened it. Just then the truck had been moved and I saw 3 car loads of people going off. I grabbed the present now unwrapped and ran towards the car with my parents in. I put on the shades and jumped in the back seat. To their shock that I was there I simply said " Merry Freakin Christmas" and off we went. (1)

Dream 2: This was short but packed full of randomness. I was in some kind of room. About 10 metres long 7 wide and probably 4 tall. There were plain tables and chairs everywhere. There was an alignment of beds that looked like they'd just come from the ww1 trenches around the walls. All of it was plain grey. the beds had stained and ripped blankets that were covered with mud and blood. There must of been about 30 of us gathered around a central table listening to a teacher.
[Then it got really weird..] A piece of chewing gum was thrown over a wall and hit Chabert on the head. [I should probably mention that there was no roof on this room] He then asked us if we knew what gum used to be for. He said it used to be for school. To aid learning. (3) but now it's just a symbol of evil and darkness among modern society. (4) Just about then a Barrage of gum was lobbed over the four walls for about 5 minutes. Bit of panic, some yelling. Then I woke up and that was the end of dreams.
1)About then I woke up so didn't get to finish the dream and see the bad guy.
(2) He resembled Chabert from les Choristes.
(3) No idea what bit thought that up.
(4) See (3) xD

I'm on the right track to getting there with LD I believe. But I'm not there yet. I have plans to look forward to. Hope you uhh.. enjoyed? reading that.