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the first one....i was back home turn stuff off before going to bed like i did growing up (i'm not ocd...i had an irresponsible mother who left the stove on, the dog outside, and the front door wide open)

i got to this last machine....but didn't really know how to work it....it looked like a cooking channel...which my mom watched but never did (she could burn canned frosting)....and then i hit a button...and it was asking what recipe i wanted.....and i didn't know how to go back...and i thought it was just going to show it and go back to the menu where i might be able to turn it off.....nope....out pops a tomato from who knows where.....i took the tomato as it was getting cut up and the machine stopped......there was something weird with my hands though.....the knives went right through them like i was a ghost.....then i woke up

a few hours later i went back to sleep......i had this dream where i was in the psyc ward....and there was a group therapy room.....and i kept moving chairs.....and this one person kept walking in the room naked....and i don't know the gender of the person....but they were really fat.......i moved when she sat next to me..they took her to get dressed right after that..and the therapist had me sit back in that chair when he came in....because i had left paper there.....but the paper only had doodles on it....and he kept bumping into me......and everyone in the room was in lala land except me and 3-4 other people.....but they were not paying much attention because they didn't want to be there.....and then he started touching my arms and tickling me....and i moved away to the other side of the room.....and he came over and wanted to keep tickling me.......and i kicked him below the belt........and went to the nurses' station to get ice and there were two security guys standing there and i asked them for help....and the therapist told them to stop me.....and they listened to him and not me....and each one of them took one of my hands and he punched me in the face again.....and i blacked out in the dream and entered another dream?....i'm not sure.......but i was outside in a parking lot with blankets.....and i had to take them back inside so i could go eat......and i was at the place to eat.....but had to go across 7-8 parking lots to get to the place to put the blankets and then get back......i ended up in this park...and there were white steps that led to a tennis court......and i stopped going down them because they were steep and i was afraid i was going to fall......and i had the blankets wrapped around me at the time.....

then this guy came up to me and said i have to follow the yellow spots.....and there was one on this step....and i went down the hill and he was leading me.....and i took off the blankets when we got to this weird basketball court........and there was this guy standing on a yellow spot in the ground in the middle of it......and his head had a large helmet that looked like a basketball on it.....and we chased him and were competing to catch him.......then eventually decided we have to work together......and then we caught him after he had run all over the park......and took him back to the basketball court.......his helmet had fallen off......and there was a yellow spot on the wall on top of a mural of a basketball.....and the other dude wanted to hit his head off the wall (like my mother used to do to me and my siblings) but i wouldn't let him......and the basketball head guy touched his head to the wall and this buzzer sounded.....i woke up to me alarm clock

November 1, 2011

Yet another interesting dream that I can barely remember. I remember there being a dictator, who controlled all of America, and that I had to rise up alone and take him down. I think he lived at the top of a tower made out of pizza boxes.*

November 2, 2011

This dream was funny, fucking creepy and crazy. I'm already forgetting it...

Before I start to talk about the dream, I figure I should give some details that will make sense in the dream.*

Yesterday, I kept reading about horrifying, disfiguring diseases. I talked to Kait about terrifying animals, and how the amazon was a deadly place. I went in for a few interviews at Krispy Kreme, and I'm worried they won't call back.*

My dream starts with me going to the newly constructed Krispy Kreme near my house. They said I didn't get the job. My parents run in, and tell me there's a job opening for a Krispy Kreme at the Amazon Basin.*

The scene fades and unfolds with an image of an island. It's connected to land by a bridge. There's a Krispy Kreme in the center of the island, and there's no one inside of it save for me and my family.*

They tell me they've moved to a house nearby, just for me. I don't remember when the part about to tell occurred.*

I had a horse. Some kids from my scout troop were there, and they had their own horses. Somewhere in my dream, my horse contracted a contagious disease. In the stage it was at now, there was no risk of it spreading. However, my horse's head was inside out. Instead of black, its head was pink, pulsating.*

At my KK, I was the only one there. My brother walked in, and told me their "Christmas Special" was amazing. I look at the menu above the counter, and there's a picture of a small milkshake, with Reese Cup pieces in it. It was 10 dollars.*

I drank it, when my mother walked in and told me we had to go to church. Now, this part was pretty fucking great, in my opinion. The church was exactly like the one I go to now. My mother, brother and father were sitting in the way back, while my friend Ricky and I were sitting near the front. The church service never seemed to start, and a bunch of annoying people kept talking to me. There was cake on a table near the back of my church, so I enjoyed some of that.*

Once the mass started, Ricky and I got bored, so we walked out, and started walking up a random hill. About 15 minutes later, I realized my family probably saw me leave. I ran back there, panicking. My family didn't notice I was gone. In fact, no one noticed. Everyone was focused on the altar. I turned around, to look at it, and I saw...


My horse. It was completely inside out. It was dripping blood, it was literally wearing its heart. It was pulsating everywhere. The disease was now at its contagious stage, and everyone in the church...their skin sunk inside of them, as their insides switched places. There was an explosion of blood.*

It talked to me. It told me that I was immune to the disease because of all the sugary foods I had eaten. However, it said, I was not immune to zombies. Everyone in the church marched towards me, moaning and groaning.*

I grabbed the horse, and rushed to the amazon river. I chucked it into the river, and my dream's point of view turned to the horse's. I have no idea what I was seeing. I think it was a series of jaws chomping me. From Candiru, to Piranha, to Gar, to Bull Shark, to Giant Stingray, to Arapiama. Some of those things didn't make sense, but I woke up when it ended.*

October 31, 2011

I'm.....not sure how on earth to describe my dream. I think it's best to say I had two. Or maybe it had two halves.*

I know for sure that the second one will never escape my memory, ever.*

I think the general thing was that I was sent on missions who a parter who had the elemental control of earth. She was a pretty cool person, and we were pretty efficient in battle as a team. We had a mission somewhere in a sandy mountain, having to kill a lot of creatures. It turned out that those creatures were being controlled by 12 feel tall wookies. They killed and raped my partner.*

**I was back at my house, talking to someone I used to chat with on AIM. She said she logged back on because she had gotten spinal incubation, and could never go outside again. Then she gave me a long speech about what it was and x-rays of it. I'm not going to repeat or attempt to draw any of it, though, since they were truly horrifying things. I'm pretty sure it's also made up.*

I then got a message from my mentor, who gave me the last mission. He said I got a new partner, and they'd be showing up at the door any moment. True to that statement, someone did knock. Kait was at my door, surprised to see me in my house.*

"Tim?" she asked.

"Kait?" I responded. **

"What are you doing here?" she inquired, in a tone that made me want to punch her.*

"I think I live here. Why on earth are you in this business?"

"Because I have some small control of the water element, and the Mentor told me I could gain full control of it within a year."

"All right, but this line of work might be a bit dangerous for someone with your control of water."

"I'll get stronger with more missions. That's how it works, right?"

I thought back to how I lost my old partner, but decided nothing that insane would ever happen to her. I wouldn't allow it.*

"They don't give missions out based on experience. They give them out based on urgency, so you should never get cocky because we have to defend the pope or something."

"Look, I know how to handle myself. What the hell can you do anyway?"

"I'm pretty amazing with any weapon."

"What element do you control?"

"We should knock for Brianna. I need to ask her some things."

We walked out, and went down to the sac. It was pitch black out. *There were over 100 people on Crystal's porch, which seemed bigger than usual. I immediately turned around, because I hate anything to do with that girl.*

Kait ran up to me, and said that Brianna was probably on the corner of the street, because there was a group of 5 people. I told her Brianna would be with crystal, not a bunch of crackheads.*

I walked back to my house, and closed the door behind me. Kait walked THROUGH the door, because I forgot she had that ability. She then sat in my backyard. I went out to talk with her, because she seemed to be upset.*

"What's wrong? You're upset," I said, pointing out the obvious.*

"It's just that you're so annoying and anti-social," she stayed with a bitter tone.*

"Geez, it's not like I can help it."

"Yes you can!"

"I have an intense hatred of people, you should know that by now."

"Why?"

She let out a loud laugh that sounded very inhumane. I started to think this wasn't Kait.*

"I'll tell you only if you tell me what your element is."

"Jesus Christ, woman. Why do you need to be so stubborn?"

"If I don't know your element, we can't be a good team."

"If YOU can't tell me why I hate people, we can't be a good team!"

"We-"

My Mentor called, saying they had trouble on two fronts, and we were the two people they needed to solve the problem. Thing is, we'd be separated, so we couldn't have any contact.*
She agreed immediately.*

"Kaitlyn, I want you to be careful."

"Leave me alone."

Suddenly, the scene changed, and I was back on the sandy mountain, sword in hand. I had an eagle watching Kait from the sky, and when I finished my part, I'd focus on her by watching through the eagle's eyes. It was trained to screech if anything bad happened to my partners.*

I looked over a hill of the mountain, and saw over 1,000 soldiers charging toward me. I remember wondering how this was a front if it was just me, but shrugged and raised my sword into the air, yelling some awesome speech.*

The screen faded, and all of the things were dead when the scene changed. * I was sitting on top of the mountain of corpses. The eagle screeched, and so my mind transferred to the eagle, and I got a view of what was happening with kait.*

The scene was a perfect recreation of the Bomber mission in Assassin's Creed Brotherhood, where you're gliding. Except instead of being Ezio, I was the eagle. Suddenly, the 12 foot wookies returned, and they could almost reach me.*

Kait looked she was going to die. The scene's coloring changed, and everything seemed to just be outlined, but Kait was perfectly detailed, just black and white. An aura exploded around her. I panicked, because this was the Elemental Overload, which was the signature attack of any experienced Adept. I opened my eyes.*

I was awake, and my clock said 7:24 AM. Almost missed the school bus. I shouldn't drink vodka right before bed.*

October 30, 2011

I forgot so much from the dreams I had last night.*

I think there was a sequel to Crazy, Stupid Love, and none of the original cast was in it. I think the movie was just about us, the sac kids. Somewhere along the film, we came across a giant formation of rocks. Brianna wanted to make the rocks into three small statues of Jesus. (I asked her why, because it honestly made no sense.) We did, and they all had halos.*

More of my dreams are coming back to me.

I think this was pretty much based on Assassin's creed. Brianna and I were relaxing on her porch. Suddenly, she had a heart attack, and went into the hospital. The doctor said she went into a coma. I sat next to her for the 40 days she was in her coma. When she came to, we started talking for a long time, about how our families were at war.*

I went home, but it was now a giant fortress. Brianna's house was also a giant fortress. My new family told me that she was a spy, and that we were going to lose the war because of me being nice to her.*

TK was in the family for whatever reason, and he begged me not to kill her. I took $60 from him, and went to her base anyway. I went to the top of it, planning my descent, and how I'd kill the guards.*

I jumped from ledge to ledge, throwing knives at the guards from a safe distance. Brianna caught on, and fled to the highest tower. I gave chase. Once I reached the tower she was in, I asked her if she betrayed me. She admitted to it. I pushed her off the tower.*

She gripped a window on the tower, holding on with all of her will. I took a torch, and lit the tower on fire. She begged me to spare her, but I was not in the mood to deal with traitors. TK teleported into the scene, and also begged me to spare her. I killed him with a knife hidden in my sock.*

I grabbed Brianna, and we fled into a desert somewhere near my base. I had two decisions: turn her in, and have my family deal with her, or kill her and make sure no one will ever find the evidence. I chose the latter.*

There was a cave nearby, so I carried her in there. I wrapped her face in bandages, then lit her on fire. After an hour, when the burning stopped, I cut her body into a thousand pieces. Then I woke up, feeling sick.*

October 26, 2011

No idea what I dreamed about.*

October 27, 2011

I almost remember what I dreamed.*

I had a short dry spell with remembering my dreams.

October 28, 2011

I think I'm slowly regaining the*
ability to remember my dreams.*

Some random fragments:

I was playing Assassin's Creed, and something crazy happened.*

I was playing Call of Duty Zombies, and there was this hidden room in the map Ascension that led to a giant underground casino, but I was alone in it, and it was creepy.*

I was in a car in my family, just sitting in the back with my mom and sister. We might have been in an RV. I was telling them about a dream my dream self had (I actually saw the dream, but I can't remember what it was. Thinking about it makes me shiver uncontrollably. It was probably the scariest dream I ever had, and I can't remember the goddamn thing.) They said it was like some movie I never hears of, and I countered it with saying it was more like Poltergeist. I don't think the dream was anything like Poltergeist. They called me an idiot, as if they saw my dream, and then I woke up. *

My sister and mother weren't in the house.*


October 29, 2011

My favorite dream keeps changing. This truly feels like the best dream I ever had.*

I was going to my sister's house in Virginia, normally a trip I hate with every fiber in my being. But this time I was going with TK, Brianna and Kait. I forget the car ride there, but a lot of time was spent at the house itself, and I actually think we were there for a month or two.*

We did a bunch of cool things. There was a basement which isn't there in real life, and we played some kind of awesome game down there, either pool or poker. Brianna never really hung out with us because she was grounded while she was there.*

Eventually, we went to an amusement park, the four of us. The first thing I approached was a type of ferris wheel. I jumped on one of the carts, and kind of sat on it for about 20 minutes. Then the cart fell apart.*

As we were walking back, we saw people from youth group on the bench (absolutely no sense at all.). I just kept walking.*

Me and TK ended up getting seperated, and it was 5 PM but it was extremely dark for no reason. We ran back to MY house, because my sister's house had turned into the hotel i staued at on my summer vacation, and once we reached my house, Brianna, Kait and Kevin were playing Bioshock 2 on my new tv. It was in the Rec room for some reason, and I was pissed because I thought Bri was using my old tv as a chair. I yelled at her to get up, but apparently, we got new chairs that say "Insignia" on them.*

Crystal, Taylor and Barry knocked for us. We went outside, to Crystal's house, and sat on her porch. She then told me I owe her $14 for the slice of pizza I ate at her sister's birthday party (which I never went to.). I reached into my pocket, and there was a $14 bill. I needed this for Skyrim. Suddenly, my mother and father came around in the RV from yesterday's dream, and told me to come with them.*

I can't remember where we were going, but they wouldn't answer. They just gave me a box covered with tin foil, and a recipe I couldn't understand for the life of me. I think it was some kind of lasagna. I took off the foil, and there was a giant yellow square. I just pulled out a knife and cut it into pieces.*

My mother looked back and shrieked, telling me not to cut it up, because it was already made. I never understood why she gave me the fucking recipe, but I had to remake the lasagna. I looked back down at the box, and suddenly it was five times bigger, and full of noodles. She told me I had to line them all up starting by putting them against the wall of the box standing up, and that I had to make them all stand up.*

This task proved impossible, because no matter what I did, they wouldn't stand up. I started to cry.*

While all of this was going on, my dad kept talking about the old days, and he was either talking about how he was a Nazi, or how my brother and I fought over Nazi toys. While he was talking about Nazi things, I kept pulling these weird toys. Instead of those green plastic army soldier toys, there was a green plastic surgeon with two little twins next to him. I think this car ride was fucking hilarious because it made no sense.*

The last thing I want to mention: somewhere in this dream, I was at my school doing more work regarding the book "Finding Fish". I was answering the questions about the book, when I came across a question: "Aunt Cassy knitted a new ____ for Tim". My dreamself had received a knitted hat after his old one broke. After reading this question, I looked at the cover of my book, entitled "Finding Shit: The Life Story of Timothy R B Clark." I opened it and there it was, my entire dream life story, chronicling every single dream I ever had. I screamed pretty damn loudly, and ran away from the school.*

October 23, 2011

I think in all my dreams, I can never remember the beginning of them. As far as I can tell, my dream actually had subplots or something.*

I was in my basement with T.K., and he was showing me some new game that was like Legend of Zelda. It was incredibly realistic. He decided we should invite Kevin *and Brianna over. He then left to go eat dinner (at 10 AM?) and Kevin came over. Kevin then texted me, saying Brianna was arrested, for drugs or embezzlement or something.*

Me, Kevin and TK ended up playing the game for the rest of the dream.*

I'm not sure if these were separate dreams or interwoven. I remember that I worked at Dunkin Donuts and I kept stealing their coffee cups for Brianna. They had a bunch of sizes, like L, Xl, XXL, XXXL, and so on. Now that I think about it, maybe Brianna got arrested for that.*

Another one I remember is that I was on a soccer team, where I was the only one who didn't take steroids. I got kicked in the face with a ball, and I woke up with a start.*

October 24, 2011

I really loved these dreams. There are at least two I remembered, and I woke up after/during one.*

The first one I had was basically me being a renegade, killing people who got in my way. I kept visiting weird places, like an artist's house, and the artist that was there taught me some really interesting things that I can't remember in real life. Then I killed him. Eventually, Brianna and Tim joined me, and we went about the world killing people.*

The second dream was mildly mire interesting. At first, it started out exactly like my first dream, but instead of me being there, it was Kait. Then, it went to me at a game store, and I was looking at ps3 games. There was a girl next to me also browsing, and I asked her if she saw a game I never heard of in my life. She just shook her head, pointed to a little boy behind me, and walked away.*

I bought some random game that was rated M, and the cashier looked at me, and said that I looked old enough but I still needed my ID. I turned around, and my mom was at another cashier, buying god knows what. I call her name over and over, but she walks away. My cashier then says I failed and shot me.*

October 25, 2011

I think this is now my favorite dream.*

In the beginning, Barry and I were going to go to the mall and get the new Battlefield. He knocked, and said he couldn't go because it was delayed a week.*

I went upstairs, and my mom gave me some weird device. She then told me it would give me powers. *It was like a watch or something. It said I had "extra health", then it told me I had "telekinesis, teleportation, time control, and pyrokinesis", with instructions on how to use them.*

She then gave me a bunch of missions that I can't remember, but they were all amazing. I do remember teleporting everywhere and finding great ways to complete the missions.*

After my last mission, I had a mermaid companion, and she was pretty cool. We went to the cul-de-sac near my house, and met up with Brianna and Kait. The four of us just talked and talked. During this whole time, I failed to realize that their driveway was full of water.*

Eventually, the mermaid told me she had to go, and started to walk away (I never understood how she walked). She jumped into Brianna's driveway, and started to swim. A bunch of little kids went after her, and asked her to give them goodbye kisses. Then, I had a great idea.*

I used my time control ability to move time back to when she was about to leave. As she leaped in, I leaped after her. I could talk underwater for whatever reason, and asked her to kiss me before she left. We walked put the water, and went behind a car. Crystal was following us, so I used pyrokinesis to set her on fire.*

The mermaid and I were both terrible at kissing, and I think it ended with us in a bed. I like to think that we just slept, because otherwise all logic is defied.*

Then, I got a call from my mom, with 'one last mission. Either you go down in a blaze of glory, or you die in a stupid way. You must bring friends." so, I ended up going with Tim, Brianna, Kevin, Vaughn, and Kait to a deserted facility. This facility now reminds me of the one from the maximum security prison.*

We did a bunch of cool things, like moving through vents and deactivating switches. Kait came across a library, and decided this would be a good time to test out telekinesis. I pointed my upturned pointer finger at a book in a fashion which I could never do in real life, and actually felt myself shake. I slowly lifted my finger, but the book wouldn't budge. The manual I used lied.*

The mission was never stated, nor was it ever completed. We were just there. I woke up in my room, but something seemed off. I had this feeling I was still dreaming, and my dream camera shifted to the writing on the wall behind my pillow. As I lifted the pillow slowly, on the verge of having lucidity, my alarm woke me up for school.*

Sorry for the hiatus, those of you who read this. Just didn't feel motivated to upload these.

October 18, 2011

I truly remember little to nothing about my dream, except that I was on Netflix, and that I accidentally clicked on a movie titled "Jimmy the Pervert", with an image of a boy who looked 14. It was also the greatest movie I ever remember seeing.

October 19, 2011

Crazy stupid things.

October 20, 2011

This dream involved a boardwalk, and I was with my dad for whatever reason. There were a shitload of stores, and each of them was huge, their own world. There was a space one that played a pretty major role in the dream, but there was also a marine one as well. I think my dad died in the dream somewhere.*

October 21, 2011

I loved this dream. I'm not sure how far back I can remember, but the first thing I remember is that I was in a megaman game, and there was some crazy glitch, *where I couldn't fight the boss. There are some fragments after that, like someone hiding under a desk. The next part of the dream I remember is being in a Worms match, with over 100 worms against me and Brianna. There were a bunch of layers, as in there were 10 enemy worms in one layer, and once they were dealt with, we'd move forward a layer. Eventually there were four enemy worms somewhere, but the fog hid them in other layers. We had fun killing them.*

The last thing I remember before waking up is Barry and I playing call of duty physically, with sniper rifles.*




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Well one dream i am going to wright about is not a lucid one but still cool.In this dream i was at a college party but i wasn't there it was as if i was a ghost seeing what was unfolding. There i saw one of my good friends who is dating my best friend Arden. I remember seeing my friend Allie an she didnt seem herself. She was drunk an I saw her cheating on Arden. So the next day i told her my dream an she knows my dreams come true an asked her friend what happened that night at the party. She later told me my dream was right an she cheated on him that night she wouldnt have remembered if i didnt tell her my dream. I feel sad because i felt like i caused a mess. They are still dating but still i feel bad.

I experience lucid dreaming a couple times a week, so I thought it was kind of necessary to make this journal. Pretty stoked to be able to put my dreams out there and possibly interpret them a little more clearly.

I already have a couple reoccurring instances in my dreams, one in particular is that when bad things happen, I always try to call for help, and the line is always hijacked by the attacker/hunter/(insert villain here). From here, I immediately recognize that I am dreaming and take control or experiment with what happens next.

I wish I had regular access to the internet, but I cannot afford it at this time. My online dream journal will be used to record my vague note taking and dream writing from my dream notebook.

I was in school, or at work. I was chatting with a high school classmate, Giesel. He put another high school classmate, Nathan, on a special training at work, because he's failing. I heard that they're mostly on training most of the time instead of taking calls. I initially thought that's actually a good deal, but then I realized that eventually, they'll have to take calls full-time.

I was at home. Was talking with someone. Then I felt something in my mouth, and went to the kitchen sink. I spit out five or six teeth. Huge teeth. I collected them with my right hand. I threw them, either into the sink or the trash. Was about to go back when I felt a teeth on my upper right. It wasn't off yet, just loose. I couldn't close my mouth properly because it was protruding. I tried pushing it into position, but it fell off. It's another huge tooth. I threw it as well.

I went back to the living room, and talked to sis. I asked if I can court a classmate of hers. She said no, because "I" have responsibilities, and she particularly mentioned "sa likod...," roughly translated on my back or shoulder, "... pa sang bata" or including the baby. The translation doesn't make sense, but it's like she's saying I'm the one who should take care of her child.

Mom passed by and asked what we're talking about. I was already lying on the side on the sofa, hugging my knees, depressed. Sis told her it's about my "exploration."

I'm in a big classroom and there is a theater stage within that classroom. I see another theater stage diagnally from that stage within the classroom and someone is acting on it. I turn to look at the other stage. The room looks as if the lights are turned off. I see the rooms source of light coming through the window. I go to the other stage. Was someone else on that stage? Something triggered the lucid at this point. I don't remember my reality check. Hands? I thought, "I'm dreaming! It worked! I made it into dreamland!" I felt a rush that I was lucid and remembered that I might wake up so I tried to calmly go on into the dream. I thought for sure I would wake up given the excitement but I didn't. My next RC was trying to float. That was an easy success. I just thought of floating and I was then floating. I thought I might be more difficult then that. I remember not wanting to fly but wanting to be an invisible third person viewer that could hover above things with an eagle eye view. (I had this as a goal a couple of nights ago and had been practicing it using visualisation). I start to float. I'm touching the ceiling and gliding along it looking down. I can feel my shoulders and bum hit the ceiling and rub along it as I move forward down a hall. I leave this place by going through the ceiling?

I am high up somewhere. I don't remember this part too well. It is important to mention that I did not jump. I flew off this high object. (I had practiced visualisations of this a few nights ago because I wanted more control while flying. I had previously had a dream of jumping off an apartment building and descending a little before flying upwards again. I wanted more control so my visualisations consisted of flying without having to jump and without having any effect of gravity or drag). I remember that I had a very small desent before regaining stability. Maybe only a few feet. I notice this and am proud of this within the dream. I think to myself about not wanting to fly but wanting to float. I'm floating. For a moment I'm stalled. I'm trying will myself forward. I'm up really high. I see very tall buildings all around me and they are blocking out much of the sun. I see the buildings creating shadows for the building I was looking at. The sun can be seen between the buildings. I then will myself to move forward and it works.

There was a portion in the dream where I loose control of the flying and am falling. While this is happening I realise this is a dream and I am able to for the most part slow my storming descent. While falling I think how I will likely not hurt myself because this is a dream, nonetheless I don't want to just fall to the ground. I try 'willing' myself to slow the fall. I land with a thump and am okay. No pain at all.

I'm in a hallway of an appartment building. I walk into an apartment door to my right... Then I walk back out of this appartment and down the apartment hallway. I'm looking for an apartment to go in and so I can destroy whatever is in it. I keep walking and see a corner down the hall that turns off to the right. I can see sunlight in the hallway. Is there a window at the end of the hall? Though I do not see it I know behind that corner is not a hallway, but someones apartment, right there in the open, with no door. I walk down to it. I already know that noone is home and no need to worry because I know it's my dream, so noone is coming home. I walk into the 'open' apartment and I get a big urge to destroy anything I can. I walk into the living room and then the kitchen which is the open style joining the living room. I see a kitchen preperation table? The windows are open and it's day outside so the house is bright inside. I think that a boat oar would be good to break things. I think about breaking a TV screen though I do not remember seeing a TV screen yet. Suddenly there is a boat oar like piece of wood there. I grab it. It's not a perfect boat oar as it is curved like a boomerang, but it's okay for now. It feels solid and a little more light then it should be. It is a light creamy brown colour. I turn to see a TV and I smash its screen. I break some other things? I see a bunch of oars piled onto eachother. They are seem to be entertwined like roots. Many are bent. I toss my current boat oar, though I do not remember where or remember it landing. I try grab another oar that is not as bend as the one I had. I think this might be where I fly out of the apartment?

I'm turning out of a place onto a busy street...

Then came the part of wondering what to do in the dream. I have a third person view the city and can see big buildings and moving cars. As I looked at the traffic I had the desire to destroy things. I'm now in a parking lot. I look around for a car. I know I'm dreaming so I wont be in any trouble. I see a navy blue family van. I see it's sliding door. I look into the passanger side window and see that there is a key to start the van on the passenger side and the key is in the starter. I enter through the passenger side and turn the key. I listen for the moter starting and it's not as loud as I thought it would be. Nonetheless it starts. I scoot over to the driver seat and start press the accelerator peddle down moderately. I'm driving. I go forward a little and then steer left and go out of the parking space and steer right to get out of the parking lot and on to the main city road. There is a shadow casting on the road from the tall apartment buildings to my left? I purposely smash into other cars on the way out of the parking lot. One of the cars I scrape against while going by. I don't know if I remember hearing any sound when I crashed into it. I smash into a few other things?

I ditch this van and get a faster car. A convertable? I don't know if there was a person in the car or if I removed them to get the car or not? I may have done some flying at this point. I then have a big desire to get an 18 wheeler truck. I want big damage. I see a few 18 wheel trucks. I want one that does not have a load because I think it might slow me down. I see a one. The trucks door is already open? I'm driving it. I'm smashing around and hitting stuff?

I want something more powerful. A train. It's the first thing that came to my mind. I'm ontop of a fast moving train walking towards the front of it. I am the one willing the train to move at this point. The train is not moving me. I'm on a train and I can make it go faster and slower by will. Sometimes the train would slow down a little but it would never stop. I look behind me and see a guy ontop of the train about 30 feet away jogging/walking towards me. I don't want him interrupting my dream. As he jogs towards me I think about how I am going to throw him off the train using the strength of hulk. I want to make him fly as far as possible. When he gets closer I throw him off the train. I project him about 20 - 40 feet from me. I see him land on ground his butt. He has both his legs straight infront of him and his hands behind his back to support himself. He is okay and looking at me. I turn around and face the front of the train to see where it's headed and then wonder if perhaps he got back on the train. I turn around and see him about 30 feet away from me jogging towards me ontop of the train. I easily get him off the train again. I don't remember how. I see a tunnel coming? My plan to get rid of him forever: Go through a tunnel and after the tunnel he's gone because it's a new scene and would not involve him. I look forward again, there's a tunnel. The next moment he's gone. The train then encounters a hill. I feel that I need to use more willpower to maintain previous speed and I feel the train slowing down alot. It's somewhat like the power I might use to float. I realise I am in control and that the speed of the train is not determined by itself. It is infact totally 100% me and that if I want I can make it go any speed but I need to will it... The train is going up a hill and curving slightly to the left. I notice the tracks of the train are disappearing. Not totally gone, but almost. A real-life train could not roll on these tracks. There are jagged white rocks in the tracks and the groves are almost non existant. I do not do anything about the tracks because I maintain that the train speed still entirely up to me regardless of conditions. The train continues at a much slower speed despite me trying to speed it up. Still going up a hill at this point. I notice that the train is approaching a hole that is getting smaller and smaller to the point of impossibility. I think that it would be just small enough for me to duck down and go through. I look down to see green emeralds on the tracks. The train is going straight now. I think that I'd have to duck. I think about how long that tunnel might be and that it might be fightening and uncomfortable. Infact, the strange thing is that this hole seems to be smaller then my head now but I think I could still attempt to go through. The tunnel hole is pure black inside. The outside of the tunnel entrence is made of cement and has a rectangular opening a with a half circle at the top. I decide to go off the train. All fades into black.

I'm not too sure what this dream was about. Thank god I am finally getting out of this sickness I've been having though. Its hard to recall dreams when all you want to do when you get up in the middle of the night to write down your dreams is continue sleeping. Well... not anymore!

I just remember being in an underground and depressing area. Well.. maybe it wasn't underground. It was very depressing and dark though. It was also raining.

I walked to an elevator and started to go up as the weight that helps to move the elevator up and down began to move back and forth. I don't think it fell, but I was worrying that it might. I then remember going somewhere with an uncle of some sort until I woke up.
It just.. wasn't a normal dream. Boring too.

Again, I only remember these two bits. Not sure why my dream recall is so bad the past couple of days.

All I remember is something about a ball that leaves fingerprints on it when you touch it, and then using it to bowl.

I also remember having a cold and, for some reason, it causing me to cough up blood.

(originally from 1/1/11)Unfortunately, I only recall these two bits.

I remember being in an accounting class wit ha bunch of people from middle school, and the old, white-haired janitor from my college was subbing.

Bit of a time skip, and I remember having to use a very crowded girls' bathroom (that had urinals in it for some reason?).

I also remember something about a flag being on fire. I think it was a NASCAR flag.

Then I woke up