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This dream was induced with marijuana


There I was in Culinary essentials, kicking back.. Acting A fool, and then for some reason a teacher starts to yell at me, I get pissed off and after class I talk about it with one of my friends, not even realizing that I left my backpack on the stove...

I am walking down streets, looking for survivors. So far I found my 2 friends, tyeler and robby. We come across this house that seems to not recognize this apocolypse, they were just sitting on there lawn barbqueing, they tell me there purpose and there story, They say the haave lived there all there life and they wont just get up and move for some zombie's, and they just sit there and breed dogs. They had a cute girl with them, I call out to her but she asks who my friend was, I am furious so I storm off down to the mall to look for supplies, on my way, I see a crate of puppies that I guess the neighbors left? A ninja Pop's out! He grabs a dog and teleports in the air, I felt so helpless so I stepped my game up, he caught 3 more dogs out of 5 but on the 2nd to last dog he drops from the sky and I tackle him mid flight smashing his spine into a steel pole... I go back to finish my dinner and then my friend jon says something and told me that someone left a backpack on a stove, that's how this started?

Is my dream recall good enough for a lucid dream? This is how it is every night, half a dream and 3/4's of another I can remember...
Hopefully soon I can have a lucid dream.

I had a irritation of the skin that made it difficult to sleep. I awoke from dreams a few times but didn't bother to write anything and no recall in the morning. Better tomorrow.

10/3/11

DILD

Notes: I had many dreams where I briefly became lucid or had semi lucids. This is the only substantial piece that I can recall.

I was walking down the street with a bunch of people I don't know. I became lucid and walked up to a tall DC wearing sweat pants.

I asked him, "Do you have anything for me?"

"No"

"What about a gun?"

I didn't get a response, but I looked toward his pockets and saw something bulging out (no homo).

"Can I reach in and grab it?"

"Yes"

I pulled out a bullet in some very large casing. It looked like a bullet in a metal tube. I was able to pull the bullet through the other end of the tube and it was held in by a rubber band. I created some tension, let go, and launched the little metal bullet into the air.

I walk up to some guy who, for some reason, I think is Mancon. I ask him if he has any advice to help me lucid dream. He responds with a "no" and opens up a binder he is carrying. It is full of blank pages and he starts looking at them. Man, these DCs are no help. I lose the dream soon after

(I had this dream way before I started keeping a dream journal, at least six months. After this I had no lucidity and almost no dream recall at all until I started keeping a journal properly. I'm writing it here just because it was my first few moments aware in a dream... And the only time a RC ever worked for me)

I find myself in a mine of some kind, looking for an exit. I eventually find a shaft back to the surface but the lift in it is broken, leaving me the option of climbing up the rickety beams - or staying in the dark.
As I start to climb I'm terrified because almost all of the wood beneath me is rotting and I can see the rock holding the beams crumbling too. The beam I'm stood on gives way once I'm about 60 - 70 feet up the shaft and I'm left dangling from my arms, which are both looped over the same beam above me... placing both of my hands right in front of my face... Which in turn causes me to wonder if I'm dreaming.

YES!!

The beam snaps and I fall to my, well... bed, as it happened.

1. This first one took place at my old elementary school. I was there with a kid from my scout troop I know. So supposedly he had murdered some kids or something, I'm not sure but he did something that intimidated me even though he isn't a very huge kid and is pretty small. So anyways I remember playing around on the playground with him.

2. I remember being in my old middle school, I was going around school trying to get back to my class, I remember passing trough a plant area and into a bathroom and when I came back to class everyone stared at me.

So this dream I remember starting out at this huge open place but it was my friend Coles and he was super rich in this dream and he was waiting for me to get in the car he was driving. I can't totally remember where we were going. I was trying to get my watch and stuff. Then I remember seeing a shot of this guy like in his fifties getting tortured and these things called the eyes which were like a faction were trying to turn him. He kept resisting and saying "I'm not an eye!". They kept on torturing him but he resisted. I then remember being in a group of people and we came in and like were gonna rescue him, so like we got him out and we started running down this trail in this field and there were the evil people behind us and they were getting very close to us and then the old guy said he would become one of them if they would let us go. We were still running but I told him to be this guy up on a rock
That was a character earlier in my dream. So like we kept running and then there was a shot of kahlan amnell from a show I watched and she was drinking some wine and it was a sign of remorse. She turned on her tv and then it like flipped up to another tv and there was like another audio track playing. She was standing and watching this show. Then I remember seeing a shot of the guy on the rock and he told the other guys to leave and they left. I then remember trying to get to my friends car again and tryig to get my watch.

That was a bit rushed but it's time for me to get up.

I can only remember parts of the dreams. So i am in this electronical store looking at the beats solo (ı have them in real life but they sound really weard, i think they have a problem).Somehow the electronical store is connected to a boardwalk,where my family is on a boat waiting for me to set out to sea.The earphones sound really good in my dream so i switch the ones in the store with my broken ones. As i am about to leave the store and get on the boat i find a little dog wandering around my legs. My family shouts out " throw the dog in the sea and lets get the fuck out of here". I am left with a choice. I look at the dog closely and see it has one blue eye and a normal eye. Its way to cute for me to throw it in the sea so i take it along with me. When i board the boat i find myself in a wierd place. Its like a ancient place in egypt but its a maze.And ı am stuck in it looking for a way out. All of a sudden my family turns into a bunch of people that i cant seem to remember ( i think they were famous people in real life) so i finally find my way out and ı wake up. My brother was leaving for school so i heard the door shut. As i fell back to sleep i found myself in a holiday like harbour. Two policemen walk upto me and we start talking. One of them is african american and we are really close friends. Anyways i cant remember what happened in between but i find myself waiting in front of a ordinary shop with cheetos in my hands and im sitting with my police friends. All of a sudden a figure emerges from the darkness and puts a snow mask on and walks into the shop like a robber.For some reason ı could hear what the robber was saying from very far away. He was saying " These are the two ".He walks into the shop and the policeman follow him in. And thats it. I wasnt able to make this one lucid because i didnt know it was a dream. Although it was very abstract...

Dream 1

i was driving out to this place called rabbit valley with a few friends. we were going out there to ride dirt bikes. when we got there we unloaded and went riding(skip)we were loading up when i realized someone was missing. his bike was still here. we loaded it up and went home. i was now at some house. i was talking my mom all about riding. i walked up to the garage way and was looking at the grass. it looked so familiar, but i have never seen this house befor. the next door neighbor started to talk to me about something then i dont remember anything else.

Dream 2

i was in some forest with a ton of other people. i think it was some sort of party. i wanted to leave for some reason so i started walking out of the forest. i eventually found my way out. i walked back to my house. then my friend showed up in his car. he then showed me his subs and i got in the back seat and we started to drive around. then we ended up back in that forest place. we stopped and talked to people then we drove out again. it felt like i was driving even though i was in the back seat.(skip)i was once again back in that forest. i was walking out again when some chick wanted me to give her a ride home. i told her i didnt have a car. she walked up and tryed to kiss me but i didn't let her. i walked away and then woke up.

I was sitting with three DCs, when all of a sudden I thought of the doctor, who had talked to me about how the DCs in my dreams didn't get upset that they weren't real. My skepticism was apparent as I asked all three of the DCs,"Am I dreaming?"
"Of course not,"said the one to the right.
"You might be,"said the one in the middle.
"Of course you are,"said the one to the left.
My indecisiveness was also apparent as I ended up losing lucidity and almost bought some stupid $494 autograph.
None of them seemed upset that I had asked this question, yet all had a different response. Somehow, I think this might symbolize something.

The dream begins at an elementary school on an island. The island reminds me very heavily of the island Everon in "Operation: Flashpoint". There's a small school building and a large shack next to it. I remember the shack catching fire and then me and a friend of mine running outside. In the skies, suddenly an airplane breaks apart, showering pieces over the island and eventually exploding like fireworks.
I then remember being at home, watching news. They say that alien invaders were trying to defect all of our earthly defenses. After that, I recall a short sequence at my actual school with me carrying a backpack around. Not much. I then get back home to see a flying saucer landing in our yard. It's about 50 feet wide, shaped as an octagon and really flat. As it opens, I'm too afraid to look at the aliens that emerge, so I instead turn to call our nation's equivalent of 911. It takes me a bunch of tries because first I don't recall it correctly, then I can't type it correctly. When I finally manage to call it, the operator on the other end is seriously bored with hearing what I say, so he hangs up. I try calling a few more times before I leave the phone to stop my sister from going outside. As I do, the UFO lifts off after I catch a glimpse of it's passengers: It was a humanoid, just very short and really wide and heavy. The UFO looks a lot smaller as it lifts off than when it landed. Upon leaving, other saucers join it in the air. One of then drops a small box with a parachute on it, Worms-style.
The whole dream now takes a twist, because as the box is recovered, it contains plans for the spaceships and pictures of two men from (I believe it was) Texas working on them, with a confession that it was nothing but a hoax.
Nevertheless, I never got an answer on that burning school and the crashing airplanes.

The school came back to me later, when I had a dream of my current self, at 19 years of age, being forced to repeat the second grade of elementary school because when I did it the first time, I didn't score enough points. I sat in class and always just had my old documents from back then filled all out. My classmates made a whole lot of fun of me. Our teacher was actually my old elementary school teacher, the classrooms looked different though. We had to switch to a different village's schoolhouse a couple of times and I was driven around by an old lady whom I know from a retirement home. There was a very dense forest between the two villages, blocked with a fence that we could just pass through.

Many peoples were chasing us .I don't know who are they.I come to a strange place, trees,grass all over the place, in the middle was a pond but it was very shallow and gravels were there at surface.Its like we all are looking for something in the shallow pond.Then i thought this must be real world(although it wasn't)That point i get semi lucid.I didn't even did a reality check.The place was dark.So i shouted clarity now two three times and it is getting brighter.I am trying a rise sun and i did but sun is not bright.As i was trying to make sun brighter sun fell down and it was a blue sphere of same size as it appear in the sky.I am making the sun to fly into the sun but it keep in falling down evetually i lose the lucidity and woke up.

I was in this building, it was pretty darn huge and it had several floors, which each were connected to the ground though, like each floor was connected with a different dimension. I think i was somewhere in the middle, it was a sort of classroom, there was grass in the room and it was generally more like a small rain protection roof with the class equipment standing outside of the main building under this roof. From there you could also directly walk outside into a green forest. I was currently schooled to be ready to partake in an exploration mission of this building and after the class was finished (the dream started just seconds before though) I was assigned to sector 22, while two others were assigned to 24 and 32/34 (don't know for sure but it was one of these two), the one with the highest number wasn't happy about it for reasons to come later.
Sectors weren't the same as floors, as far as I can tell the first number is the floor and the second number a place inside the floor, however a higher first number would mean going deeper in the building so saying U2-2 might be more correct. Also the higher the general number the higher the danger since it seemed like several unspeakable things were lurking in this building. From the classroom (which is the "real" ground floor I think) I went into the building, from there on it was like a vertical tunnel (which I call 00), everything was looking pretty technical (I know it was going down to the mentioned sectors, but I think it might also go up). To get to sector 22 I had to go down the ladder (the place down the ladder called 10 by me), walk a few steps in some direction and remove a grid from the floor, below was 22. To get the sector 24 I would have to take the opposite direction from 10 onwards and probably go down somewhere there.

Sector 22 was a computer room, I think I was in before already (not in another dream, I felt that due to what comes next). In the dream I rembered that I already exchanged the RAM of on of the local PC's, I gathered the leftover PC components (a few motherboards but primarily RAM, I even remember seeing the AMD logo) in a big plastic box, I was thinking about further methods of upgrading and I remember seeing one of those motherboards in detail, it was able to carry 6 processors of 2 types shared 2/4.

Now there's some type of gap, but I don't think I don't remember it, I think the dream voluntarily skipped this part for the more interesting next one. I'm pretty sure I brought the parts back up and was assigned to 3X or went down on my own curiousity.

Sector 22 had a quadratical shape 3m x 3m with 2 meter height. In the middle was a 1m x 1m quadratical pillar and around it were 1,5m walking space, lowered by some 30 cm from the 50cm rest to the wall. And in this walking space was a instable floor segment that I could kick through to get down to 3X. The thirty level had an entire different feeling, everything looked old, and the probably once white walls had light stains and a dirty yellow everywhere, and unlike 2X which was maybe slightly dangerous in 3x you could really feel imminent danger. From where I landed was a door directly in front of me (slightly opened), one to my left side, a small corrider to my right and a big hallway leading outside behind me. And looking outside I see a post apocalyptic scene, rotten grass, a dead tree, a small street and there were pretty strong winds. The hallway, the door-type as well as the tree and the street strongly remember me of the school building in my first boarding school.

Unfortunately the dream ended at this point due to me waking up

1) I was on a school trip with my secondary school. I can't remember where, but it was something like a zoo or a theme park, and we had stopped for lunch. It was pretty cloudy with sun shining through the clouds, and we were sat on the grass next to a tarmac pathway. A boy stole a girl's pink, digital camera as a joke. It was all harmless banter, until the person walked to his left for a bit, and threw the camera forcefully against the tarmac, shattering it until about 10 different pieces. No one could believe what he had just done, and he was looking back at us with an awkward but cheerful grin as if to say, "What? ...it was only a joke...". I then stood up and started shouting at him, "Mate, you realize you're gonna have to pay for that yeh?" several times. Everyone agreed with me.

2) I was back in my secondary school, in the assembly hall. Me, Sam.A, a new friend Jordan.E and I think one other were sat together near the reception door eating our lunch. Sam was sat opposite me, Jordan was sat to the right of him and the other friend I think was sitting to the right of Jordan. Suddenly, I hear someone abruptly saying "Calum...". I realize it was Bryn, an annoying and socially awkward person in my year. He asked me why I joined in and welcomed myself into Sam + Jordan's conversation, as if I was being some sort of wannabe person trying to fit in. I simply told him that I was talking to my new friend Sam.A about food - he was telling me about a rice dish he loves which contains his favourite cous-cous substitute. I imagined the dish, it was heavily rice based which looked very stodgy with some green sea-weed like stuff around the edges. Bryn continued to bother me briefly, before smugly walking back to Dan.N, Rich.P and some other friends of mine who dislike him also. He was very arrogant throughout the whole conversation, acting as if Sam and Jordan hated me. After he left, despite only being a few meters behind me, I started talking to Sam about how much I hate Bryn, and how arrogant + socially awkward he was. Sam was laughing and agreeing with me.

My LD plan: If I realize myself dreaming not in my room, spin and wake up there. Then find a window and jump out of it without making any RCs before it (I'm often afraid of doing this in my LDs). When succeed, I must spin and appear in a place I want to appear, not in my room. Then stay lucid as long as possible.

Preparation was the same as yesterday, but I had slept less, and time before nap was about 45 minutes.

How I got lucid: I woke up at 9 am, then tried to get back to sleep. Later I had a false awakening and saw my grandma sleeping in my brother's bed (he had already gone to school). Then I woke up the second time and didn't see grandma. Then I woke up the third time and saw her... Don't remember how much false awakenings I exactly had, but then I realized I was dreaming.

Action: So I got up and went to the window. I opened it, but still was afraid of jumping. When I was trying to jump out, I felt vibrations, everything darkened and I felt myself lying in my bed. So I tried to carefully open my dream eyes, but I couldn't. I tried to feel vibrations and I succeeded, later I opened my dream eyes.

So I went to the window again and jumped out of it. The dream became less vivid, I rubbed my hands, went to a man, talked to him, told him what I am going to do now. Then I commanded where I want to appear (I was afraid of other people hearing me talking like this in the middle of the street, damn it) and spin. Everything darkened. I didn't know what to do, because I was walking in the dark. I fell on the ground and realized myself lying in my bed. I tried to move my dream body and open my eyes. I succeeded, tried to spin one more time, but nothing happened. I tried to open the door and imagine I will appear where I want to appear, but it also didn't work. I jumped out of window, flied for a bit, then everything darkened and I really woke up.

Implications:
- Need to think of another way to appear in a place I want to appear.
- Need to think of how to increase my lucidity level, because I am sometimes afraid of things I shouldn't be afraid of.

[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
[COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
[COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I did one more attempt of the Ganzfeld Experiment, but nothing happend and I went to sleep.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I dreamt that I met my old classmate Thomas and he asked me if I had worked out, then I met Astrit and we just talked, I don't remember about what.

I was driving a car and it felt like the game GTA, because I saw a star fill in in the righr corner of my eye, you know that star you see when you are wanted by the police, in the game. I was collecting coins like in another game. But I saw swat, fbi and you name it, trying to grab me. I saw my friend Christoffer and he told me to follow him, I did and he led me to two motorcycles that we drove as fast as we could away from the police. But we hit a dead end, but I found a pile of weapons (Snipers, Mp5:s, Kalatchnikovs and other guns). I grabbed a sniper and a weird looking mp5.
Then we ran into a house and up through the stairs. I saw my friend taking a leak and I found that weird.
I looked out from a door that led to a rooftop. [/COLOR]

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[COLOR="red"]I became aware of that I was dreaming, but I sort of doubted it at first and I thought "Hmm I am dreaming now, what do I want to do?" "But wait is it, yeah it's a dream". I thought to myself that I wanted to meet Morpheus, but first I wanted to jump over this gap that led to another roof. "I just have to believe like Neo hehe".
Even though this lucid dream wasn't as vivid as reality(because I didn't paid enough attention to the dream), it was still a very scary to do this. But then I just ran and landed on the roof and did a roll. I have to realise the truth while I am in there.. "There is no roof or me for that matter. And there is no jump, so just JUMP!".
The excitement from this jump made me lose my lucidity, but I still acted like it was a lucid dream, but I wasn't aware anymore. [/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]Then I saw another gap and on the other side I saw old ladys wave, it was weird. I heard a car and I got an impression of them being agents, but they were muscular and black. They grabbed me and my friend and put us in the car. They told us that they were going to make sure that we weren't a problem anymore. That sounded way too scary so when we drove past a factory of some sort, I escaped the car by going through the car door and under the ground!
I saw a stair that I associated with the Tron fortress, which I have never heard or seen in real life, but in the dream it seemed right. I walked down and saw a chair with cables moving like tentacles and I thought "This is my chance to enter the Matrix!" So I tried to plug myself in to the chair, but I didn't have any cable holes, because I am natural born and haven't been grown like the others, I thought. So the machine worked against me and throw me away...

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I remember that I was hiding from something, but I can only remember that I heard a machine voice talk to me and one of the aurors in Harry Potter. Then I saw two cats fighting haha. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]Then I woke up. Weird dreams as usual :)[/COLOR]

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