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I've had my "sleeping sickness" again today. The last time I slept (from about 2-5PM) I had an amazing dream. It was very thorough and detailed. But as soon as I woke up, I had to pick my daughter up from a camping trip and I lost most of the details.

Here's what I remember:
I was in some Police State. Guards were patrolling everywhere. I was with a small band of freedom fighters.
At some point, we became separated. I had to walk into a jail/hospital and find someone. I seduced one of the inmates and there was a short sex scene. He followed me out and we went looking for the others.
Along the way, I came across some Everquest type houses. I accidentally entered the wrong persons house and a little chaos ensued.
We escaped. I told the guy I loved him (I knew him previously it seemed) but to find the others because I had to leave.
I had to go to another city for re-enforcements. I visualized the city, said a couple words and was teleported there. I don't recall much about what happened there.

When I got back, I found everyone at a mess hall.
No, before that, I was walking across a creek carrying some bags of sweet potatoes. There was an army with me, but I said some words and all that was with me disappeared.
The people walking near me asked who I was and what I was doing. They were sympathizers to my cause but felt it was hopeless. I said some words and the army reappeared before I concealed them again.

THEN I found the mess hall and my friends. I also ran into the guy whose house I accidentally entered. I explained to him that it was my doing and I was sorry and wanted to make amends. He wasn't pleased at all and did something to me (a curse maybe?).
I left the mess hall and I knew I NEEDED to return to the other city for help. I visualized the place and even took out a map, but I couldn't teleport. My thoughts were too confused. I then looked for my bandana which allowed me to fly, but it was missing.

THen Zone 4 and 1 followed by knocking on my door woke me up.

Bed @ 10pm
Wake @ 2:45 am
Bed @ 3:30am
Wake @ 9am

Before bed: 2 caps Theanine Serene

Non lucid: I was walking up a path toward an ornate pavilion, where two lines of women sat facing each other. The ones facing me were dressed in "Tibetan monk" robes but they were different from IWL, more Thai style. The path changed as I got closer and became covered in pink lotuses. I wasn't sure if it was ok to walk on them, and I noticed that the women on my side were taking communion, and I hesitated and sat on a round circle of white cloth on the ground which was prickly, because I wasn't of their religion so I didn't think I should participate in the communion.

In front of me, a priestess/monk woman was talking to my friend Ceanna, and told her that she had something different for her, and from behind her stuck a tissue in her mouth. Ceanna whooped and danced around and seemed to enjoy whatever it was she received.

Then I was closer in, sitting with the women. They were passing around what looked like a wedge-heel shoe. The woman to my left said, "When they pass the pig around you should ask for the money. They give it out to people, you should tell them you're a good person and (you'll do good with it?)."

The shoe came my way and I passed it along and said something that I don't remember, I remember that it felt false and like I was repeating what I heard them say and it didn't really make sense. (Obvious reflection of longtime issues of not fitting in or not belonging.)

Woke at 2:45 am (planned to wake at 3:30 but earlier dream woke me up so I took supps and went back to bed).
8mg galantamine
500mg choline
2mg melatonin

Okay....here goes....

Non-lucid - I was holding a small child, in the dream she was my sister K. We were talking and enjoying each other's company. I saw that her 3rd eye was open, it was sort of blipping in and out of sight. I told her that I noticed it was open, and as I observed a whole row of eyes opened across her forehead, very beautiful and sparkling. Someone came in to take her, and commented on how happy she was and how well she was doing. I was really sad and upset that they were taking her and pleaded for them to let her stay with me since she was doing so well.

gaps after that, just an image of another baby who may have been evil, who insisted on vomiting on me and it was a big thick stream of something white like lard (with gold in it) and I was trying to avoid it and get it off of me

Woke up at 4:30, had forgotten to turn my normal morning alarm off, slowly back to sleep.

I decided to go ahead and sleep on my back and take a chance on SP.
At some point after that, I feel myself paralyzed and I roll with it, managing to take a deep breath and consciously transforming the feeling of fear to excitement as best I could. Then I begin rising up and up to the top of my room (looking back I might call it an OBE). I am feeling pulled by a force, still feeling paralyzed, I do my best to relax into it and not fight it or freak out too much. I am pulled or float to one side of the room, and bump the wall, I can still feel the feeling of the sheetrock brushing my skin.

I floated from there, across the room, bumping the ceiling fan, and bumping into the opposite wall.
I see a small round alien ship outside my bedroom window, and I realize it's playing the Close Encounters music. The ship looked like a miniature version of the Close Encounters ship, with the beautiful lights which are shining in through my blinds. (Even though I knew I was dreaming, the feeling of my body rising and hitting the wall and ceiling fan was so real, plus the music from the ship, I wondered whether my neighbors could hear...)
I finally start to have a little bit of a grip on the dream, and I hid in the bathroom. I didn't want the aliens to get me!

Ok ok I'm a little more coherent now and decide to go out to the ship, I'm dreaming, what's the harm? I step out of my bathroom and next thing I know I am on the ship, seemingly alone. I walk into a room and in the center of the room is a bench that looks to me made of pewter or silver, with filigree scrollwork. I wonder if that is where 'they' do their research, if they are going to try to do the anal probe (lol) there or what...

Oh, I catch a little more snap. This Isn't Real. So I began digging into a wall, and the wall gives way. I continue to dig through layers and layers of what looks like brain tissue, until I get to a pocket where there is a large green grub nestled. I pulled it out and tried to squish it. It tried to attach itself to me so I ran a few frequencies through it to try to fry it or change it. Finally I asked, "how could this thing be dead?" waiting to see what happened. I think it then changed into a black circle that tried to go back into the tissue and I chased it down firing frequencies at it until I think it fell out and off into space (I hope!).

---Next scenes, I'm not sure of the sequences ---
---I am in a tent with a guy who wants to kiss me. I'm not lucid, and not very conscious so I push him off and notice in profile that he's not very attractive to me. I asked him who he was and he said something like he was one of a bunch of pixies that would go through the portals between worlds and visit. He looked at me face-on, and I think he had only one eye on the left, and on his right was a row of flashing LED's across the browline.

---lucid - I am on an planet that I identify as Mars, because it is so dark and hot and murky. I notice a big pool of dark fluid that seems hot, and I decide to dip in it because I know I am dreaming. It didn't really feel like anything. I ask the dream to show me something important to see, and I'm suddenly in a gym that reminds me of the 80's, with women in 80's workout gear doing aerobics. I'm wondering why the heck am I here? Then I see a group of friends who are looking at me like they are angry and annoyed. It seems that I've disappeared on them without an explanation and they aren't happy about it. I ask if I've done this before and they say yes, apparently that is why they are so irritated with me.

---non-lucid - I am walking and see a former friend walking past me to my right. She doesn't even seem to see me. I unexpectedly screamed, "F*** you, Jenni!". She turned and looked at me, and I fell on the ground and started fumbling between apologizing and not, feeling terrible, saying how I was really hurt by the way our friendship turned out and it wouldn't happen again.

Then I begin walking and walking and walking in the dark, through mountains. Somewhere along the way there are Boy Scouts that I consider asking for a ride. More walking and walking, somewhere along the way I lost my shoes and was concerned about my feet being torn to shreds. I walked into a house and found some shoes "that my mom gave me" that didn't quite fit so I wasn't sure if I should wear them and if I did were there any socks around.
I also remember being on the side of a mountain watching eagles fly over in the dark, and they had amazing luminescent wings.

Then I finally woke up.

Well, I didn't get lucid or get to the pyramid but I did recall this:

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Me, NightSpy2 and someone else were playing Laser Tag....I started owning up and then I walked/the dream changed to this chick from school, she was giving me money...I was like "WTF???( She freaking hates me in RL)" But she told me that is was for me to buy Inception...
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I can't believe I didn't LD!

I was in the middle of the ocean, along with my two friends Liz, and Brittany. We decided to head north and within a few minutes we found a small island. We couldn't dock there since there was no dock. So we anchored near it and swam to it. There were stairs leading up to a village in the mountain. Houses were carved into the mountain, and the whole village was in a sort of square basin. A villager came out. I didn't understand what he said, but most of the village stepped out of their "caves". I waved hello at them and one of them threw a spear at me. It missed. We ran back into the boat. I heard the scream of Brittany and Liz and I ran. I was safely in the boat but all I saw was Liz. The villagers captured Brittany! Another boat came near us. It was a boat full of girls I knew from school. Someone asked, "Do you guys need help?" I replied, "Yes! Our friend was captured by villagers! We need to get her back!" Immediately girls jumped off the boat with bows and arrows. Liz and I swam after them and headed up the stairs. All I saw were girls shooting arrows at villagers. I saw Brittany tied up in a corner. I cut the ropes and told her to swim back to the boat. "RETREAT!" I yelled. Everyone went back to the boats and lived happily ever after.

P.S. Shockwave, if you're reading this.....Kiss my shiny metal ass!

Before I start, I want to say that I live in Denmark and I know nothing at all about the english royal family, nor do I know if they actually have a princess around my age.

So the dream started off with me having an affair with an english princess named Cam or Cami.. something like that. The media knew nothing about it.
Then at a conference or alike, I went to her and kissed her, with press cameras rolling and everything. She kissed me back and the media went wild. All of Britain was amazed and excited about their princess having a boyfriend. You won't believe how amazing it felt, and I really wish it was true. Later on I looked at YouTube and saw all these stupid montages that lonely 14 year old crazy, british girls make about Cami and me.

When I woke up I felt sad because nothing that great has ever happened in my life.

Dream 1: The girlfriend and I were married. She looked completely different in this dream, but I knew it was her. Somehow we were on a ship; I can't remember if she got sick before or after being on the ship or if the dream started off there or what. In any case, when I went to see her we grasped hands and I could see both of our weddings rings - mine was blue sapphire and hers was this big round silver thing with a clear jewel in it (something she'd never wear in real life!) So she's sick, and doesn't have much longer to live. She's really skinny, her hair is stringy, and she's really pale. We spend time together talking and cuddling.

We don't know what she has but the ship nurse or whatever wants me to wear gloves/a mask, which I refuse to do. So later on this same person is talking about how they're going to "sink" the ship, which in this dream meant intentionally crash the ship to cover up evidence of the illness so their company doesn't get blamed and ruined. There'd only be like four people on the boat when she did it, including my dream-wife. For some reason we'd all accepted this as fact and were pretty upset. We were supposed to evacuate, but I was contemplating remaining on the boat as they crashed it and drowning with her.

Somehow we find out that her illness isn't as bad as we thought, and that she'll have a greater chance of surviving if we can get her medical care beyond what the ship is able to offer. I end up picking her up and carrying her off the boat in her fragile state. It was difficult because I was afraid of hurting her. No idea how the ship got docked. That's the last part of that dream I remember.

Dream 2: Most of my memories from this dream aren't in order. I'm in this eating-type place, not sure what it is, and people are doing dishes by climbing up onto the counter and doing them in the sink from there. It was a huge counter and doing the dishes was like an obstacle course you could crawl through. I do dishes this way a few times, then one time I go to do them and they're being done. I avoid the area for awhile, then I decide to help out. This guy pops out of the sink, he's fully submerged in it and asks me not to touch the dishes. I say okay and we get into a conversation; he tells me his name is "Noh," he has long blonde hair and an australian accent/look with an asian name. Anyway, we're chatting and flirting some and then I say goodbye and he asks me if I'm going to give him a goodbye kiss. I SO want to, but instead I just say "no" because I'm taken. I have to say "no" several times because he keeps asking.

So I'm finally able to walk away, and I end up laying down looking around the room for the girlfriend. There aren't many people around. Suddenly more people have filtered in, and the place turns into a gay bar and there's this guy trying to convince a girl to have sex with him since they're both gay and he wants to know what it's like. I think he also might have said something about using each other to hide from society. I briefly it's the guy I met earlier, but it isn't. As more people come in I start to notice that everyone, men and women, is topless and some people are leading some other person around with a scarf. I ask why everyone's topless but don't get an answer, and figure it's some party I missed out on the previous night. The girlfriend comes in soon too, and she's wearing a dress, which is unusual so I figured she must have been topless too but covered up before coming.

This part of the dream I'm pretty sure before everything else, but it's really fragmenty so I'll just list the main points. There was a girl around my age who kept getting drinks/food for some guy, and she was complaining about feeling like a waitress and knowing exactly what he would order. We were in this large auditorium type thing and I think we were watching performers or something, not exactly sure why we were there. A large chunk of the dream happened in said auditorium but I can't remember much of it. I remember the place was all white, including the seats, and I think I ordered a pop at some point. Pretty sure g/f was also there.

7/4/2011

(Non-lucid) (Talking)

First dream I believe that happened was that I was in the show Code Lyoko, or so it seemed. I was in the “real world” of the show. I believe I was talking to one of the main characters, and I was in a kitchen as well. But this kitchen was real, (I believe it was). I even talked to one of characters and said how that some of the scenes in the show are used over, and they look at me weirdly.



So I pretend I’m typing like how Jeremy does when he is searching something, or preparing something. They still don’t get it. That’s all I remember for that first dream. The next dream I believe some guy I knew in real life on my tennis team who is bisexual. He was saying something about me doing the whoopee (the unce-unce-unce-baby) with my mother I think. I replied to him with “No I didn’t!” Then someone was talking to me about how it was funny this same guy who said that to me was, and asked me what his name is. I said “Jarol,” and I even spelled out his name as well.

Then I remember being at school again. I was headed out somewhere and was looking at some girl I knew go inside some vehicle. Couldn’t remember much of that, but I’m walking towards the school entrance (Cypress Lakes High School combined with some elements with Cypress Springs High School, since they almost have the same format except for the cafeteria), and some dude was smiling at me I think walking around with his I.D. I don’t know what it was, but I started to get mine out as well.

Just some random I.D. pops up and I walk to the entrance of the school. I think I’m even carrying a purple towel or a long rag. As I’m walking, I see a Coach I knew from Mayde Creek High School who was also a Communication Applications Teacher. He looked like Mr. Jenkins, I keep walking, trying to turn my face somewhere else because I was kind of scared of him for some reason.


As both of us go our opposite ways (him going towards the entrance), I hear a pat on my back, and I knew it was him who did that since he would normally do something like that in reality before I left that school to move to another one. That’s all I remember of that one.


The next one was probably after that same guy named Jarol I believe that told me I had sex with my mother or someone else (I’m too embarrassed to remember). I’m going down some ladder or stair way.





It had a brown-ish background to it as I’m going deeper. Then I see these brown brick-layered walls. I didn’t recall a lot of the scenery here. Then I realized this area I’m confined in has a jar-shaped structure. The reason why is that as I’m continuously going to this new ladder to a new area, I realize it’s the same path, and I realize I’m apparently at the roundish bottom. I think I say to myself that….



“There is no hole.” (I don’t know why I said that, but I automatically thought of what Morpheus said in the Matrix). As I was saying this phrase, the bottom of the brick-layered structure just turned into this black and white vortex, I think I was turning it, but I’m not too sure.



Suddenly I’m in space, (Holy sh**). Then I see a space ship (kind of like the one on Star Trek), and I’m still spectating here, just zooming in and out trying to explore the details of this ship. I can’t remember much of this, but I saw something inside of this ship. (I think it was a Starbucks or something). After I was busy spectating this ship (I have a really bad image of it, just a silver or gray looking ship), I think I was touching on the top of it (again this dream vision is kind of blurry, focusing on small parts at a time).





As I’m touching it, I’m thinking about teleporting it with me. I see some prominent spark that looked like it was light-blue or cyan, which probably meant the teleportation was going to start, but everything just got blurry from there.



After this, everything was void, and I believe I was talking to myself on what I would dream next. I started to get some images in, but then I got too scared because while I’m in this dark void, I start to worry about experiencing my fears.

I believe this is where I woke up.

I forgot what time I slept again, but I believe it was near 4:50 A.M. or so.

I was watching Yami from Yu-Gi-Oh battling Marik and Yami’s friend Tea.








Apparently Yami was dueling both of them at once, and it seemed they had the upperhand. Tea was talking to Marik on what she was going to do to finish off Yami, then Marik suddenly turned nice to her, which would make sense since she is his teammate. Then for some odd reason, Tea was near Marik and played some card that made her get stabbed in the chest. Now it was a 1 vs 1 duel, and I believe Yami won, but I don’t remember much of that.

Then I had another dream, I don’t know if it came before or after the other one I’ll describe, but I was at school again. I go into class, and my Physics teacher from Morton Ranch named Mr. Michnick asked me how my vacation was. I replied saying that it was all right. As everyone comes in, there was a warm-up. Then I realize I have to get the warm-up paper from the table. We were asked these odd questions, mostly matching game for a certain number of celebrities. I can’t remember much there.

Then I had one last dream I believe where Yami was dueling these biker punks, he was basically fighting maybe 4+ people in a duel while actually fighting with fists and legs. He was cleverly hiding from these guys and doing sneak attacks from their backs, which is logical if you’re the only one defending yourself. Then he’s on top of this grass-layered ledge, and the biggest biker punk wanted to get him, but Yami was too quick for him.

I think Yami owned him with kicks and all, he even went “You mad bro?” But that might’ve been me though, but the dream wasn’t as vivid. Then when it all ended, the Biker punk gets sent to the hospital and Yami said something like “Now you know how it feels, so maybe now you’ll respect me as I respected you before.” That’s all I remember for that part.

trying to get in the habit of djing every day. i miss my lucids.

Creep

I was walking in some strange dark place near a school or something and some weird old man was staring at me.
I was walking away from him while he was just staring at me. so i headed towards the school thinking i left him behind. suddenly he was behind me again and I was startled. I punched him in the face and ran away quickly flying up some stairs. After I camped out on some high ledge for a while and calmed down, I suddenly felt really guilty for hitting an old man.

War

I remember floating above a scene where a riot was happening in a small town. I saw police pushing against protesters and tear gassing them. Then I saw a few people getting arrested.

Before I begin this recall, I want to share that I am a weightlifter, and concluded that, this has something to do with the unfortunate events of the lucid dream. On my first attempt at trying to dream lucid, while being here, was successful, but I count this as a failure. Ok lets begin
So I have awaken from a previous dream that I can no longer recall because my next two are much more interesting, however I will on give details about the lucid dream. Still tired, I decide to do a reality check. My first reality check is Completely closing my nose and proceeding to try to breath through it. My second reality check is motioning the nail of my index finger down my chest. Before the Lucid dream, I attempted this and rationalized that I was, infact, awake. Not even Two thoughts pass, and I initiate the two checks again, The first was a success as predicted, but then it begins. I put my hand under my chest to do the second check, but as I do, I feel something alarming! My chest is much bigger than it should be, and it's not even muscle. I get up from my bed to look in the mirror, and low and behold, I am now a woman. WTF! I remember the concept dream control, and try to apply that in this situation, turning myself into a boy yet again so I can finally begin my journey, but to no avail was I successful. I then tried to then spawn zombies and snipers in my dream, but alas, another failure. So I already give up on this dream and go to the living room to watch some dream tv waiting for this catastrophe to be over, and maybe I can create some hilarious shows, atleast..... nope. Every show I turn to is just a warped version of a tv show created in the real world. As I flip the channels, depressed, I notice my brother and sisters continuously walking from my mothers room where the baby is, back to either my room or my brothers. But whatever, then my brother comes up to me and demands me to tell my BOYFRIEND to stop knocking on his window so he can let him in... double WTF!! I am now disgusted and utterly disappointed in what lucid dreaming can produce. I didn't evenget to attempt to fly, or teleport, or just have fun, just because this dream began on a bad note.
So I woke up and immediately realized why I was a girl in my dream. Before I went to sleep, I went to the gym. I noticed first that; My pecks were getting bigger. So much so, that if I pushed my arms together, the would look like boobs...... lol, don't judge me. But anyways, the second thing I noticed, was my bum got bigger too. So I guess that transfered and transformed who I was in my lucid dream..... BOOO, that sucked.

Vividness: 7/10
Lucid/Awarness: 1/10
awesome: 9.5/10

The dream began in my Family room which was MUCH bigger than usual. The sky was grey and the light in my room was on. My mom was in the kitchen with one of my friends which for a split second i wondered why he was there, but then accepted it.

I forgot what happened later, but then when i returned to the family room, all the furniture was gone except for the T.V and the pot lights which were still on. Soon i went to the center of the room and my bro was there. Soon 4 female asians (no offence entered the room. They were attractive, but they were evil. So we began fighting.

The fight was AWESOME, it (if you were watching it, would have looked like a movie), i remeber throwing awesome punches to the face and one time one of the girls grabbed my shoulder so i jumped in the air and used both of my feet to kick her chest 5 times. The battle happened for the rest of the dream as it faded...

So this dream started out at my house. I was walking in my driveway and there was a cherry picker truck. I saw a bike frame as I walked in and asked my mom if it was hers. She said yes. I then got to the back of my garage and saw bikes with weird forks. Then I saw one in particular that I thought was mine. I looked at the side of it and it was Kona Stinky with a fox 40. (So I think I sorta lost Lucidity here at the start.) I was excited about the bike but then my heart sank because I knew it wasn't for me. I then remembered what I wanted to do in my LD and I was Lucid now I guess. I got on it and began riding, I saw my brother and his friend in the field across the street and I summoned a portal. I was going to ride through the portal to Jupiter; as this was my idea of a super hero. I was getting close but I became weak and couldn't get over the curb and lost the dream.

Then I am pretty sure I did a DEILD chain. OH also these last LDs were pretty low on the awareness scale.

I was back at my house and did an RC. (At this point my recall is a bit sloppy). My brother and his friend were still in the field coming towards me. They were gonna grab me and lock me outside where this guy in the night was gonna kill me or something. They grabbed me and threw me into the field and then were gonna close the garage door. So I grabbed the air and summoned a portal that would take me to them and I tried to get in the portal but then the dream became a bit fuzzy. I think it worked but they had already closed the door. I then wanted it to be day so I kept breathing through my nose while keeping my nostrils closed. I kept doing this. Before I did this I shouted at the guy "You can't get me hahaha I'm the dreamer!". But anyways it had become day and then I think they grabbed me again and I am honestly not sure if I lost the dream here but I'll say I didn't. Then I remember being up in the air falling towards land, except the land was Minecraft style. As I fell I summoned a portal to the red spot on Jupiter (A bit too late on the TOTM eh?) I then got int he portal and went through it to Jupiter's red spot. The wind was extremely loud and I was a tad bit scared. I then got out. The place looked like it was from a video game and I in fact had a video game HUD. I saw robots similar to Daleks coming at me. So I had a gun and I started shooting at them but this didn't work too well so I pulled out a sword and started slicing them. Needless to say this was EXTREMELY stress relieving and VERY fun.

Well that's about all. Thanks for reading!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID NIGHTLY ADVENTURE

Good morning! Well, the shelf threatened to fall down on me last night again. Monica wrote down what I said before I woke up for real.

22.30: Sleep

23.50: Nightly Adventure
*I wake up and grab the shelf above my head. "Oh shit! Can't this thing be removed?" I hold on for dear life. I come to my senses after a while, and my arms are pretty strained.

05.10: Fragments
*I've got two weapons. An uzi and a p90. I shoot with both of them.

*I'm giving my friend Eric a ride. "Are you doing something later?" I ask him. He tells me no and then asks me if I've ever played with Aquanina. "She goes AFK all the time."

05.10: Scammers!
I'm in my apartment when someone knocks on my door. I don't feel like opening. All of a sudden I can hear keys turning the lock. What the hell? I walk towards the door and it opens. Two foreign women are trying to walk into my apartment. "What the fuck? Who are you? What do you want?" I ask them. They start making up excuses in poor Swedish. I know their intent though! They want to trick me.

"We got your laundry" one of them says and holds up a basket full of my clothes. I lecture them both, this is not how things work in Sweden. "I even owe you fifty crowns, remember?" I ask the girl with the basket. She looks at me surprisingly. I've got them. My mom shows up and I realise she must have been the one who opened the door for them. We start yelling at eachother for a while.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Alright here we go:

This dream started at school. I was going through the usual routine but kinda bummed since it was summer and I was in fact at school. I then got to gym class and by the teacher's office we all sat in a circle. Our teacher was giving us a lecture. We then got out to a dirt-bike track where we started riding I was coming over a jump when it hit me. I don't go to school int he summer, I stay home. So I did and RC and I was dreaming! But as soon as I did this I lost the dream.

So I think I didn't do a DEILD chain here but similar to one.

I was back in the dream scene but like with the people from the dream and we were leaning up against the wall talking about the dream. I guess they all had the same dream, I told them about how I got Lucid and explained to them why.

I think the scene changed back to the track. I was riding in a truck on the track. I did an RC and I was dreaming. I wanted to stabilize and started feeling the wall of the truck but it was too late.

I then think I did a DEILD back into the dream. But I'm not sure.

I was dirt-biking again and I did an RC but this time. I kept breathing and breathing through my nose. And the dream became more stable! The sky became brighter and the dream was a ton more stable! I then was walking to this house where I was going to spawn a girl. As I was rounding the corner, imagining the girl. But then the scene cut to my mom talking to a girl on the bed about me having sex. I became angry as I wanted a first person view again. Then a girl came and started doing the girl. I think I lost the dream at this point.

1. Alright so this first LD had some non lucid length to it in the beginning but I will start where I become Lucid. I was in like the village in Tatooine and we were on this wall looking down at these people. Then one of my friends shouted that there were two of my friend Avery; like he had been cloned or something. I looked around and sure enough he was right! Then I thought, "This could only happen in a dream...". Then it hit me, I was dreaming. Suddenly the scene changed to like the wall of a city. I did an RC and sure enough I was dreaming! Then I heard this girl I knew talking about her mom and her mom's headache medicine. I was flying around but similar to how you fly in Gmod. Then I remembered that I wanted to talk to my sub-conscious. I landed and walked over to a random DC and said, "Why am I stressed?". He replied "Pensicle". Then he look angry so I kinda backed off. Then I was kinda talking to these other DC's who were like helping me (I was kinda having low awareness). Then I shouted up to the sky that I wanted to talk to my sub-conscious. I looked at the sun while I did this and the sun looked really tiny. Then I walked over to this like foam booth thing where there were these two foam things on top of it and there were words on them but I forgot what they said. So then I tried to ask it why I was stressed and did not receive an answer. So I now I decided to have sex, I no clipped over to a building. It was a building where my family and I were staying at. It was an old white building. Inside there was a room where my family and I were staying and the bed was messed up and the room was sorta ransacked. So I went to the other room and imagined the girl would be on the bed. I went in and she wasn't. So I tried again and sure enough she wasn't. So I tried one last time and I imagined really really hard. So I went in and she wasn't on the bed but she was holding the sheets up. I went up to her and kinda touched her and her boob. I then took her to the ground and was on top of her and started kissing her chest as to arouse her. But now the dream was too unstable and I woke up.

Monday, July 4th

I. Holorgram Witch-Ghost→ Pizza Box

I will explain this dream as best as I can.

I am sitting in my living room of my house, much like I was shortly before going to sleep last night though I cannot remember if I was drunk in my dream as well. Suddenly M.B comes into the house; he’s apparently just gotten out of work. He has my bottle of whiskey in his hand, which is a little under half full. He upturns it and I’d say about a third of it goes in his mouth, the rest soaks his clothes and the carpet. I get pretty bent out of shape about that.

Flustered and not sure what to do I say “Well, I guess I’m going the fuck to bed then.” As I walk out of the room I see that several of my guitar pedals are set up on the floor, very near the pool where the whiskey has spilled. Wondering if they are now damaged, I go over and pick them up, deciding to take them upstairs with me to prevent further incidents of stupidity. They have some fine mist on them but are not damaged. However, as I pick them up and try to negotiate getting them all into my arms at the same time I’m pretty sure they begin multiplying and popping up in different parts of the room. I think I eventually get to a point where I’m contented and walk upstairs to go to sleep.

The dream jumps completely – suddenly I am on BHI about to head back to my house. The only reason I know this comes afterwards is that I am still pissed off about M.B spilling my whiskey. I am standing on a boardwalk that runs through a very thick forest with a building behind me. As an unknown person is talking to me I suddenly see S.A. She tries to tell me something, but not quite knowing what to do or who to listen to I hold up a finger as if to say ‘one second.’ She walks off and talks to someone else though.

As I am walking down the boardwalk toward what I’m intuitively guessing is the ocean, somebody (female) asks if I’m sad to be leaving. I tell her “I’d much rather be in Wilmington.” At this point everything that has happened so far is completely gone and the dream completely changes; I’m even reluctant to not separate this into 2 dreams but I have a feeling that this was all linear.

I’m suddenly at a children’s play that my sister is directing, or producing, or involved with in some way like that. I am sitting on the floor with her boyfriend waiting for it to start, which seems to take hours. I don’t remember much about it, except that the ending involves this evil hologram witch-ghost. She flies around the room, including into the floor, yelling out death wishes and generally very obscene things. Apparently she can be defeated if you stab her, which is how the play ends.

The dream now takes another jump, and this is the most difficult part for me to understand. I start out in an unfamiliar house, and a bunch of us set off on some quest. I do not remember if I am aware at the time of what the quest is. My memory of this section is pretty shot too; I guess I couldn’t quite deal with how little sense it was making. Either way, our quest ends with an encounter with this same hologram witch-ghost. We are in a large square room, the floor seems to be a white marble type material, and it bears a great resemblance to the room that I.B and I saw my sister's play in but I don’t think it is the same room.

I experience an incredible feeling of déjà-vu. I had thought that there’d been a gun in my backpack, which I look for but cannot find. Suddenly I remember, “oh yeah, she’s got to be stabbed!” I relay this information to everyone around me, still digging in my backpack for something sharp. All I can find is a capo and some screwdrivers, which I decide to use. The first couple screwdrivers I pull out are very small and will not penetrate lethally. The hologram witch ghost has just taken a dive under the floor, and will soon swoop back up to make a strike on me. In the nick of time I find a screwdriver that will be long enough. She flies down in front of me and I plunge the screwdriver downward into her.

Suddenly I’m looking at a pizza box, which I have just stuck a knife into. I still hear the scream though, which escalates greatly as I begin turning the knife around in circles. I look around and I am now back in the kitchen that I set out from. There are many brownie trays full of good looking but unidentifiable food, which I sample for awhile. Walking into another room I see M.B again, but this time I am no longer pissed off about my whiskey.