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I am looking at a wall of a cliff. There is a little spider crawling on my shoulder. I pick it up by it's web, like i do in real life. I'm looking at this little tan spider. It tries to climb up the web, but i knock the string a little and it falls back down, like a yoyo. I wrap the gossamer around my finger. The wind starts to blow and the spider is blown to the wall of the cliff and crawls away. Suddenly i see eyes staring at me over the edge of the cliff. It climbs down. It is a huge tan spider about four feet in diameter. It is muttering to itself and is shakey. "My dear... My love..." i can hardly hear through it's mumblings.
It is right above my head. It reaches out its front leg, quivering. I reach out my arm above me. I just barely touch the tip of the spider's claw before i wake up.

So my dream last night picked up where my main reoccurring dream left off with me finding the refugees land...
Its our celebrationg day, the day of honoring all those who died in the fight and those who died from the vaccine, a day of giving thanks to the universe for saving the few that are left.. I come to consciousness as im walking through the field with my dog, she pulls towards the backwoods and back wall of the compound and looks all stressed, so i bend down talk to her as i do this my body becomes less translucent and im solid.. (and for the past 2 weeks or so when i realize im dreaming and i become fully solid i cant do anything to wake myself up, and i loose control in the dream, instead of being able to work with it and work in it, i have to follow it and dont know why this is now happening.) so i sit at the picnic table where peoplei know are sitting, one of them is smoking stolen tobbacco that was stolen from the reserve hutt the week before,( there had been talks of people in power becomming sick like lattened mutation from the vaccine and they were denying it fully, and there were talks of a 'radicals' group comming into existance in the compound because of it) so my love intrest has the tobacco, passes it to me i take a drag, and within 30 seconds i get yolked up by the neck of my shirt and taken into the building where the people who 'run' the compound. i get brought into this room where the 'head' is and her face is all peely and red splotted her teeth have become cracked and jagged like the people who are effected by the vaccine.. in the room theres one way windows so you can see out but if your outside you cant see in.. theyr questioning me and threatening me that if i dont tell them where i got the tobbacco from theyll put me outside the compound, and i look over and slowly the i see mutated people come thro9ugh the forest and then theres this hugh tank that takes down the wall and the trees. everyone freaks out outside, they leave me inside handcuffed to the chair, im stuck untill i see them take down this elder that was close to me, i break the arm of the chair, and run out.. i cant find my companion, or anyone.. so i run to the safe house, and everyones gone, the compound is bloody and burning, i take the tunnel out to the woods, i found some people from the compound who know the way to another one that was myth to all of us.. we had to go through the heart of the mutated.. the city.. the mutated held jobs, had familys, they just ate the non mutated. so we tryed to disguise ourselves as mutated and we made it through halfway, but i was reconized by a malemutant from my other reoccurring dream (i gouged out his eye when he came at me)so we run into this huge skyscraper thats half rundown and used by the homeless mutants..we get to this office thats missing windows and we think we lost him and then he shows up and says how stupid i am to try and get away.. we feel this vibration comming from the bottom of the building and i lookout and in the reflection on the windows of the building next to us i can see i huge wrecking ball that is hitting the bottom of the building were in. the building starts to sway andit falls and hits the building next to it (theres 3 asain guys in black with a little white kimonos staring at us in the window we land next to) we all tried to grab the wall but the building jerked back to upright and swayed back and hit the building again.. i gave up on trying to grasp on the sides of the other building, i jsut squezzed the couch we were sitting on which i guess was bolted on the floor bc it didnt come off the floor. the building stops swaying the mutated guy is gone so we run as fast as we can, we find this maroon van and drive , we get hit on the side and the van flips i came to and the people im with are gone the vans on fire, i guess they thought i was dead, or they couldnt reach me.. but the coast was clear, so i bolt to the old ladys house (from my first reoccuring dream that has to do with this) and theres this woman who said she could take me to 'home' where ide be safe. she takes me to this street that has been filled with brackish water, so we get on this dingy for like a coulpe hours and we just get off at this unmarked street, we walk quickly, i ask thewoman how will i find my way back and she sasys ill show you once and youll never forget, its a residential neighborhood, and theres the concrete block wall thats sideways on a slant with this other wall, right after that theres this huge tree we climb up, we waLK another concrete block wall for about 45 min or so and we come to the end of the wall and jump down to this field and theres this small hut house thats all boarded off and the lands all over grown but theres one tiny beaten down path we follow to the door, and we lift a brick on the ground and the door slides open.. inside theres like 20 cats of differnt kinds and its suuuper dirty and nasty, it smelled really peaty and damp, kinda chalky... all the cats are eating these mushy silverish thinsg on the ground, and we go to the back right thers this door the woman knocks this knock i cant remember and the door opens.. to this massive field...i step through and about 4 feet in front of me theres about 5 lines that are about 3 inches wide and about 3 inches high of this slity dirt stuff and they go all the way down as far as i can see.. i turn to look at the door and theres an old man sitting next to it and he dusts your feet when you come in with this stuff. i go to him and i ask him what the reasonong for this is and he says its ground giant clam shell and oyster shell ground also, it repells, masks our scent from the mutated. i ask him if theres water on the site and he says we back right up to the ocean. and points me in the direction.. i start to walk and someone from the other compound sees me and tells me that my compainion was killed along with everyoneelse pretty much.. i break down crying face down on the ground in the grass i feel like there was no reason for it all, i felt like my world died.. as im lying there sobbing i open my eyes and the grass is all wet and i see the setting sun reflect off snot or tears on this one blade of grass, and it made me feel okay, it reminded me that we are eternal and everything we deal with IS for a reason and i should let the death of someone(s) make me feel like im dead. soo i gather myself and my dog who i couldnt believe of al things made it alive, and we walk towards the sunset throught the woods and theres this huge field, where everyone in the compound has gathered to watch the sunset i see the reflection of this box my mom has, being carried by my companion he sits next to this wooden poll in the ground i run to him he stands and i hugd him he was so skinny and frail still wearing the same thing as the last i saw him, his shirt was dirty and torn i asked him how hes been and he said waitin for you to get here, and then faded out, but the box and the poll were still there and all the other people. and i sat where he sat and cryed, adn i woke up i was crying already my bed was wet from tears and my tips of my fingers hurt.. that was my dream last night.. any imput?

DJ Log: February 5, 2011 – Morning, 6:00AM (USA Eastern)
Text color legend: · NON-DREAM · NOTES · DREAM · LUCID ·

(Note: After a long dry spell, I finally have a good lucid and make an attempt at the basic task.)

The early evening air is cool and smells like it has just rained. I am riding a black and chrome Harley Davidson with slash-cut straight pipes. A DC is clinging to my back as I rumble down a main city street, passing a cop in the left lane. The cop moves into my lane and follows me, turning on the flashing lights as I down-shift and speed up a bit. I put on my blinker and move right one lane. Seeing that the cop is glued to my ass, I move over another lane to the right and begin to pull over on the shoulder, slowing to nearly a stop. The DC riding with me taps me on the shoulder and says, “You know we're fucked now.” As I stop, I thought to myself, “What am I doing riding a motorcycle, and why am I stopping?”

I quickly become lucid and decide that stopping is not a good idea. I kick it back in gear and crack the throttle wide open, leaving a smoky trail behind me as I shift through a couple gears. As I weave through traffic, I notice that all of the other vehicles look a lot like the ones in the classic game Frogger; each lane having identical cars or trucks in it which are equally spaced. This makes it easy to slalom through them as I reach top speed. The road I am on turns into a regular 4-lane highway. Some of the cars were crashing into each other behind me as I speed by. There are several bicycles, tires, and other debris laying in the road, which I am running over. I turn off the highway and ride down an embankment to another smaller road with the cop a ways behind me.

As I'm cruising down the road toward another city, I find that I can pull up on the handlebars and make the bike jump and fly for short durations. This gives me enough time to jump over cars and small trucks. Entering the city, I find myself driving down a small alley which was too small for the cop to fit through. The DC said, “Finally, we lost that cop.” I cruise down a few more small streets, avoiding dumpsters and hobos, then I found myself on a long shipping dock. There is a large container ship not far from the dock, so I crack open the throttle, pull up on the handlebars and jump off the dock onto the container ship. I ride across the deck of the ship, weaving around some shipping containers and accelerate as I reach the end of the deck. I pull up an try to make the bike fly, but I end up landing in the water instead and the engine stalls. The DC yelled, “There goes a $5,000 engine. Good job, asshole!” Once I sink to the bottom, I hit the starter and it fires right up. Before I could get it in gear, the DC said, “I've had enough of this shit.” as he gets off the bike and runs away. I ride under the water for a while and find a good spot to get out. I manage to find a familiar road and follow it back home.

As I'm riding home, I notice that there is about 3 feet (1 meter) of flood water everywhere. Once I arrive at home, there are a few DC's working on some vehicles in front of the garage. The DC's look at me for a moment and then continue what they are doing. I figure it would be a good idea to hide the bike in case the cops are still looking for me. There is a large wooded area near the garage, so I ride there and find a good place to hide the bike. I slide the bike under a pile of sticks, between a cement wall and a chain-link fence.

I swim back to the garage and see that the cop is now in the driveway, walking toward the garage. I swim under the water and try to hide under a car in the garage. I couldn't fit under the car, so I go around the car and swim under a truck in front of the garage. The cop walks up and asks the DC's if they have seen me anywhere. One DC who is working on the truck says, “He's here right now.” and points under the truck. The cop gets down and looks under the truck, but he can't see me through the murky flood water. He turns on his flashlight and shines it around. I move toward the other side of the truck to avoid being seen, but he hears me moving and orders me to come out. As I begin to come out from under the truck, two of the DC's knock the cop down and pin him to the ground. The DC working on the truck runs away as a couple more come out of the garage. I stand up and suddenly remember the basic task, so I run over and try to kiss a DC. The DC pushes me away and I lose my balance, causing the dream to destabilize quickly. This is the dream's exit.

Trying to remember a dream is like trying to have a Vietnam flashback, it only happens when you don't expect it to.

Sometimes there are just certain details of my dreams that I don't right down just because there so weird, so off topic, so abstract, that I even ask myself, "Okay what the fuck happened there." Yesterday through today I had three dreams, and they all had some sort of aspect like that. I waited a while to put this down so it's a little blurry so here it goes.

Dream 1:
This was basically a left 4 dead 2 dream, which was actually pretty cool. It's like playing left 4 dead 2 full screen, and by that I mean I was inside the game. I was with 3 other nameless survivors and we basically just made our way through a really really long campaign. I can't remember all of it but I do remember a couple things. We were in a mall. Safe, for now. I saw a man who was in some sort of mall kiosk. At the time I had a chainsaw and a katana. I put the edge of my katana up to his throat.

"And who are you exactly?" I ask him.

I can't remember the details of the conversation but by the end of it he pulls out a revolver. I'm cautious at first, but then I run. He shoots at me three times and I manage to dodge ever bullet. I can literally feel the bullets wiz by my shirt as they just nearly miss me. Me and the other survivors make our way out of the mall. At the end of this dream, it's the final stage, were doing good at first, and then just tank, after tank, after tank just swarm in. We are totally boned. A tank backs me up into a corner. I don't move. It seems to not see me at first. Then it just hits me in the face, since at this time I fully realize this is a game, I feel no pain.

"I'm down, I'm down! He's coming after you! Run!" I call out to my teammate.

He's the last one left. He just starts screaming.

"AAAAAAGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!"

He's down too. We lost, goddamn it.

Everything fades out and I wake up.

I look at the clock. 4:30, what a big surprise. At this point I don't even care, I just fall back to sleep.

Now this dream, this dream is weird.

Here's as far back as I can remember.

I'm in a bunk bed with a couple of my friends. One of them is listening to a song. For some reason the song has something to do with, periods. Yeah I don't know. This goes on for a while, then I start remembering a concert my dad played at once. Snooki (the jersey shore one) tries to climb up on stage, but then security promptly take her off. For the record, I hate jersey shore.

There's a scene change. I'm at school, well, my dream perception of school, which is very odd. I'm in the gym on the bleachers, which are much higher in the dream. Out of nowhere a bright red but small spider (which in the dream just happens to be the most poisonous in the world) comes up to me and bites me on the hand. After this I get into a huge argument with the government, who happen to just be in the gymnasium, about how they wont help me and that I'm pissed. After the argument settles down I wonder off to some book shelf with a row of books that are basically the "laws of everything" and accidentally knock them down. I remember while putting them back up on the shelf, this girl helped me out and I told her, "Well the law sure didn't help me out today." We share a giggle. I walk out of the gym and then it dawns on me.

"I just got bitten by the most poisonous spider in the world, I'm gonna fucking die!"

I run to a small office that has a phone in it. I dial 911. The following message plays:

"If you are in trouble or have been bitten by a venomous spider or animal (how specific) please head over to, london."

"London!?" I think to myself (london ontario not london U.K.).

I feel defeated. I go into the main office with tears coming out my eyes. MY science teacher is on the computer there, looking at pornographic pictures for some reason. I go up to him.

"You wouldn't happen to have the cure for a (insert spider name here [forgot]) bite would you?" I say with tears in my eyes.

"Sure I do." He tells me.

My eyes fill with hope.

"Really?" I ask him.

"Sure."

"What is it?" I'm anxious to here.

"Think hard." He tells me.

"What, I don't understand." I tell him.

"Think about it." He replies.

Then I wake up. Could he have possibly been hinting that I was dreaming? I've never had a DC do that before. When I ask a DC if I'm dreaming they either say no or avoid the subject. Weird.

I wake up at around 8:00 a.m., 5th of february 2011. I decide trying to fall asleep one more time couldn't hurt. I close my eyes and rest my head on my pillow.

My third dream I'm awake. Not lucid, but awake. As in there is no dream scenario I just do everything I would've done if I was awake. I start by calling up my friend Elmer as I wanted to introduce him into the whole lucid dream thing. He tells me that he has to go to church or something. I decide to get on the subway and just go out somewhere. On the subway I bump into Elmer, with his girlfriend. Apparently they're on a date or something.

"C.J., what are you doing here." He asks me.

"Actually I'm just trying to find a place to sleep." I tell him.

"Maybe on the subway or something, is it okay if I join you two?"

I know he's on a date and all, but I'm just kind of pissed that he lied to me so I try to cock block him.

He says it's okay and we get on the train. Then I wake up.

Unfortunately that's all I got today. I know when to admit defeat:

Dream 5 Me 2.

But better luck next time.

Note: Before sleep I watched a lot of left for dead 2 videos, so I was kind of asking for it.

non dream - lucid - non lucid

I've been waiting for Sucker Punch to come out since it was announced.
I found a new Trailer for it yesterday (only seen the teaser so far), and I watched it quite a few times
because it reminded me of some awesome dreams I've had.



Whilst trying to fall asleep in the evening I kept playing out similar scenarios in my mind.
I tell myself that if I become lucid during the night, I want to remember Sucker Punch, and I want to go to that crazy and insane world.


I'm in Italy, following a mountain path I have walked a few times before.
It leads to a really good restaurant near the top of the mountain.
I stop to take a look at the scenery. It looks just like I remember it.
But something feels off. I slowly realize that I am in the dream world, though I don't know why.

I engage my senses, feel the wind, hear the noises of the nearby woods and try to see as many details as possible.
Then I remember, Sucker Punch!
Not sure how to approach this task I've set myself I close my eyes and let go of the current scene.
I try to remember the trailer. No specific details, more like atmosphere and how it made me feel.

I open my eyes and feel that I succeeded, though I'm not entirely sure what exactly it is I tried to do.
The scene has changed, I am in some sort of stone castle. There is a big door in front of me, presumably the main entrance.
The corridors are lit with torches. I try to anchor myself in this scene by further enabling my senses.
There is a lot noise coming from outside, a war is raging.
Something is trying to break through the door. Every time it gets hit it makes a cracking noise, it won't hold much longer.
I'm not really sure how to proceed.

I hear steps next to me, someone is stopping to my right. I turn around and I'm quite surprised by what I see.
It's Baby Doll, wearing the same sailor outfit as in the trailer, with a katana strapped onto her back.
Is she going to accompany me?

"You have to believe."
"I do... in fact... I don't just believe, I know"

She smiles and throws me her katana.
I take it out of its holster, it's beautiful, it feels oddly familiar.

The door breaks open. A huge creature comes in, at least 10m tall, wielding a double blade.
I start walking towards him even though I'm afraid.
The excitement and my sense of adventure is much stronger than my fear.
We both start charging at each-other. I dodge his blade and slice through his body with mine.
His body only provides little resistance to my blade, it goes straight trough.

I am outside of the castle, which seems to be floating on some sort of platform.
Yes, the castle is flying in the sky, over a city at war, and there are other platforms floating in the skies as well.
The city is partially on fire, there is smoke everywhere, and glowing shots hit he city and are shot from it into the skies.
To my left is another creature, wielding a minigun.
I can't get to him within time so I just do a slicing motion with my blade towards him.
Energy leaves the blade, hits him and cuts him in half.

Many more creatures are starting to climb onto the platform.
I grab the minigun, which is way to big and too heavy for me to use, but I still manage to do so somehow.
I can feel my muscles drawing energy so they can support the weight.
I start shooting the creatures down with the minigun, but there's too many.

"This way!"

That was baby doll again. I drop the gun and run towards her.
As I reach her she jumps of the platform... what??
I jump after her.

Below the platform is a railway system in mid air and a train is approaching.
I get it, we're going to land on the moving train.
But I'm falling fast, and the train is moving fast as well.
I close my eyes for the impact... believe...

I hit the train hard, but it doesn't hurt.
I open my eyes, we're both riding ontop of it.
The railway starts going vertical.
I look up, it leads to another platform high up in the skies.

Big bullets are shot from the city towards our train, this will end badly.
The inevitable happens and the train is hit hard, but a few cars in front of us.
The train starts to progressively explode from car to car.
We look at each-other... no choice.
We jump of the exploding train.

I flip backwards, so I see the world upside down for a moment.
For some reason this is an absolutely phenomenal feeling.
I turn myself around properly and feel the heat of the exploding train.
We're going down... falling past the castle platform, heading straight for the city.
The faster we fall the stronger I can feel the air pressure, and it's making a terrible noise.

I hear something. Baby Doll tried to tell me something.

"What???"
"I can't fly!"

That's right! I can!
I approach her mid-air and hold her in my arms.
I draw my wings of fire...

It HURTS.
My ribcage and my spine make a cracking noise, and I can feel it throughout my body.
The wings have to carry both of our weight and we're slowing down very quickly.
We fall through the clouds now approaching the ground.
I land on my feet hard, the ground beneath us crackles and the pressure of the impact throws things around us over.
For some reason she's now wearing a white glittery outfit.

In front of us is the city, and hundreds of these creatures are charging towards us from within it.
Suddenly, I have it all figured out.
I hand the katana back to Baby Doll and start focusing my energy as hard as I can.
The tattoo on my body catches fire and grows over my right arm and the right part of my face.
My wings burn hot, the flames become brighter every second.
The heat around me becomes extreme, but it doesn't hurt me, in fact I like it.
I feel insanely powerful.

I'm shot at by some of the creatures, but the bullets burn down due to the heat before they hit me.
My wings grow bigger and bigger. I feel ready.
I eject all of the accumulated energy and focus it towards the city.
My wings leave my body, they are now part of the insanely big fire dragon I just summoned.
It's wing span must be at least 100 meters.

I drop to my knees. This may have been a little too much energy, I feel dizzy for a second and my aura seems unstable.
I quickly manage to stabilize it though. I look towards the city.
The fire dragon has already destroyed all creatures in its path and is now ramming into the city.
The whole city catches on fire, the buildings are torn off the ground.
The war is over.

For some reason I know this war was over a key. A key Baby Doll needs.
I search for the key with my mind and find it in the burning remains of the city.
I draw it towards us with telekinesis.
It's a very simple key, one of those to lock doors within a house.
I hand the key over to Baby doll, because I feel that's what I'm supposed to do.
I get the weird feeling that the reason I'm here is to help her get the key.

She's happy to receive the key and gives me a kiss on my cheek.
Then she disappears.
Nothing happens for a few seconds.
I suddenly remember why wielding the katana felt so familiar...
It used to be my weapon of choice in childhood dreams... in fact I still own it... it must be somewhere in the dream world.
I want to find it... but it isn't in this world...

I don't know what to do next. It feels weird because nothing new is happening, that is very unusual.
I turn around.
A man stands right in front of me.
He punches me right into the face and it fucking hurts.
I wake up.

Note: My next goal is to find the katana I have used in childhood dreams.

I find myself at my apartment. Thing is, my apartment looks completely different like in most dreams. My dad, brothers, and I are all enjoying some R&R. Suddenly, someone's at the door. My dad answers the door. I nearly shit my pants in excitement. It's Anthony Horowitz! He's the author of my favorite book series! The Alex Rider series. Holy shit! He's here! In my house! I come over and greet him. I tell him how I love the Alex Rider series. Then, I see he's different. He's balding, fat, and he looks drunk. I see he brought his wife and kids too. I wonder what happened to him.

Later that day. He randomly gives my brothers, dad, and I each $100.00. I know something isn't right. World famous authors don't just hand out $100 bills. I take him in a remote room where no one will hear us. I ask what's his deal. I ask what's wrong, and what happened. He said he's screwed. I raise an eyebrow. He tells me that no one's buying his books. He's quickly running low on money and is bled dry of book ideas. Then, I tell him I'll help him write a book. That enlightens his mood. He gets on his knees and begins to pitifully thank me. I say it'll be easy. We just need a story line, plot, characters, etc.

Now I'm at my friend's house. We're just hanging out. The usual. Then, he invites some friend's over for a literal hide and go seek war. We can use weapons or any other resources necessary. This will be easy. I'll just use my ki. The war of hide and go seek begins. I'm hiding in some good cover. I see a gun. I pick it up. Then, two people see me. They come over and open fire. Shit! I get down. I get up every few seconds and fire. I keep missing. Dammit. I'm screwed. Now my friend comes over and mows those two bitches down. I get up and thank him. We head over to a large tower(Forgot to mention this takes place all over the city). We climb the stairs to the top. We're very worn out. Then, two helicopters open fire on us. Holy shit! What kind of game is this shit?! I see there is an RPG. I pick it up and head into the open. I fire the RPG. The rocket successfully blows up the chopper. It begins to fall towards the ground. It hits and incinerates. Take that bitch! Now the other chopper is still on us. Son of a bitch! The stupid RPG only had one rocket. Shit! This wasn't good. Now, a car drives up a ramp into the tower. Shit. It comes over and rams me into a wall. Gosh dammit that hurt! Then, the helicopter shoots my friend. He goes down. Then, I have a false awakening. I awake at my friend's. Thank God, only a dream(still is dumbass). My friend is still sleeping. I go upstairs and see the fight's still on! Oh shit! Not good! One kid comes over with a gun. Screw him! I hold my hand up, then a chuck a ki ball at him. It hits. Hell yeah bitch! What?! The bastard's still alive! I run upstairs and I go into the bathroom. Then, there's a knock at the door. It's Anthony Horowitz. He says he came with my dad to pick me up and take me back home. My little brother comes in and gives me a big hug. Then, he gave me a blue Scouter. He said he didn't want it. I put it on, and we head towards the car and then, I awake.

I tried some Choline last night to see if it would help with vividness and recall

I had a crazy night of dreams, but unfortunately I can't remember much. What I do remember are two incredibly vivid images/experiences; the first was Nelsan Ellis as his character (Lafayette Reynolds) on Trueblood fitting me with some false eyelashes... ()

The second image was very real and very strange. I remember seeing a brown lounge chair to my right. It was covered in a kind of microfraser fabric and it had no arm rests. I notice that it's starting to move in a very unusual way, almost like it's alive. It quickly ramps up to very frightening movements similar to what an alligator would do with it's jaws. It's so real and violent, and I think I am on the edge of becoming lucid because I just know this can't be real, and then the emotion of all of it wakes me up.

... *sigh* ... So close

I "woke up". I looked at my hands and they were distorted. I realized that this is a dream. I get out of my bed looked around a little to stabilize a dream. I was walking slowly towards the exit of my house and then suddenly my dream started fading away. I tried to do spin trick but it didn't succeed. I "woke up" again thinking that I have woke up from LD. I turned my PC on and logged in DV and wrote a dream in my DJ. After that I "woke up" again...I got out of my bed, went to bathroom and then I woke up again...This time I woke up for real...I guess?

I'm in a big old house that's being set up for a party. I'm walking around upstairs, and there's someone with me that I'm talking to,but I have no idea who. Then I'm sitting at a table across from JK and everyone is really dressed up. Next to me is a kid from my class, MH, and he starts putting his arm around me. I say "M, please stop touching me." and then he hugs me with both arms and I say "You really need to let go" and he's squeezing tighter and tighter and I feel like he's about to choke me. JK yells "The first time you're told!!" and he lets go.

I found 4 very hot, naked pictures of a female friend. I foudn them on an iPhone, or something like that. I remember finding the picture wonderful, however I was busy and didn't have time to appreciate them fully. Her name will not be mentioned here, in case she reads this

I was playing Minecraft on a server with my friends Dan. S, Katherine. S, Jonny. H and Charlie. G. I think I was using a texture pack of some sort, as the graphics seemed much better than usual. I was actually inside the game, therefore I wasn't looking at a computer screen. It was day time on the game. The area I was in was very pretty, and was in the middle of a forest. There was beautiful green grass, and trees surrounding me about 20 blocks high. Further back, there were no trees, and I could see a beautiful blue sky. My friends and I had each made our own house, and they were lined up horizontally with only a couple of blocks of space between each other. They were all made out of wood. I was talking to Katherine about something, but left the conversation so that I could go and collect wood from trees. I wondered off into the open section of the forest. We were not typing using Minecraft's chat system, therefore I presume we were communicating on Skype.

I don't remember gathering wood in the end, but I remember stealing items and destroying Jonny's house. I don't remember details of the event, but remember feeling excited after doing it. However, shortly after Jonny approached me. It now seemed we had left our Minecraft characters and were real life people inside the Minecraft world. He seemed upset, and bluntly told me he knew that I had grieved his house. He then said something weird like "You have obviously taken the wrong path", suggesting I have become a horrible person. However, he didn't seem too angry. In fact, he seemed to feel slightly sorry for me. He also seemed embarrassed, as his face was quite red.

I was now in Charlie's house, and I had recorded a message on his mobile phone and changed it to his ring tone. It had been a private and reoccurring joke in the dream, however I do not remember what the message said; however, I presume it was rude, as he started to get annoyed about it. I think it had something to do with his Mother. He told me to stop, so I did.

Well I had a grandfathered dream journal on the forums, but I havn't been on in two years, so thought I would start again properly here.

I really need to get back to recording my dreams daily, as I remember multiple dreams for every night but i'm always too lazy to write them down so I forget them. Would love to get back into progress with lucid dreams too. I've had a few, but not many, and none in AGES.

Ok well i'll just start by recording a few snippets from last night.

Underage
I had gone out with some of my uni friends to a bar in town, but when we got there I realised I didnt have my id on me. We were all sitting around this table chatting. I wasnt drinking anyway but my friends were. On this table next to us these girls started talking to us, and then one of them all of a sudden demanded that we show our id. Apparently she worked there. I had a massive argument with her as I did not have my id but I wasnt drinking anyway. In the end she walked off and didnt come back. We stayed there a little bit longer, but I was feeling quite ill so wanted to go home. (Am il at the moment in real life, often seeps into my dreams when I am)

The longest journey
I was travelling back early evening from somewhere. It was a reallly long journey. I was walking across this long expanse of beach and it seemed to stretch forever into the distance. Very isolated scenery, couldn't see anyone anywhere. Eventually I neared the end of it. Then I got confused about which direction to take. I chose the one that I thought was right but found that I had taken the wrong turning. It was a dead end. At the end of the path was someones house, and someone was in the garden. I quickly retreated. I didnt want to be seen. When I got back to the crossroads I found that I was standing on a high ledge and had to climb down this rocky slope. I found the safest side and climbed down. Then I was faced with a short jump across a hole in the ground which was filled with some lavery like liquid. I jumped across it and kept walking. However I was aware that I was running against time and that the lava was slowly rising to the top and would soon spill out and chase me.

Tiny snippets

- arrived back at my family home to find presents and cards waiting for me even though my birthday had already happened. There was a present from someone which was anonymous, there was no name or anything. It was a long tshirt with RAVE written on it. I really wanted to know who it was from. I was hoping it was from this guy I liked but I doubted it.

I was in my GCSE Music exam, however instead of being in an exam hall like usual, I was sat near the back of Mrs. Long's classroom. It felt very casual, as if nobody cared about their GCSE, including the teachers. The exam started with an extract being played, however me and my peers were simply mucking about and not paying attention. I had my headphones in and was listening to my my own choice of music. I think Mr. Brown, a member of Senior staff in my school, walked in and caught me with my iPod on. He kicked me out of the exam, and I was very angry.

Today, being 5/2/11, I have decided to pick back up lucid dreaming after 6 years off. I will be keeping track of my progress and the techs I use to get there.

Week one being from 6/2/11 to 12/2/11 I will just be getting used to writing down my dreams again and wont be actively trying to ld.

When i first starting lucid dreaming it took me 2 months to have my first real, full blown ld. After a while I was having 4-7 a week, the majority was natural with no more induction techs. I plan to get back to that level within 3 months.

I was inside a television program, and I'm pretty sure it was South Park, as I was with a character who I'm almost 100% was Cartman
We were outside in the middle of the night, in the middle of a field. We walked towards the end of the field until we got to a very large oak tree. We looked around where the roots were, to find a large ditch with a morbidly obese man. He looked about 150 stone (and I'm not exaggerating) and he looked a bit like King Jabu Jabu from Zelda: Ocarina of time Cartman and I had travelled specifically to see this fat man. Suddenly, lighting struck incredibly loudly, and I screamed a very high pitched scream. Then I woke up, and was convinced I had screamed outside of my dream, however after a minute or two it became obvious that I hadn't.