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07.02.2011

Trying to meet Amity (DEILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I entered the dream fully lucid. I had a previous dream, also lucid at the very end (I only recall talking with two dancers and turning lucid) then I decided to L-DEILD.

I was in town and it was not as sunny as usual on my lucid dreams. I focused right away on meeting with Amity. I started to fly, visualizing our meeting place.

I felt double consciousness and lost lucidity thinking I would wake up. I was going to borrow a car to drive and meet Amity. I was worried about scratching the car, then, I realized that it was a dream car. I focused on Amity once more.

One cat jumped on me and woke me up.

Lucid dreams dealing with coded symbols
All of my lucid dreams are of a strange nature dealing with coded symbols like like Chinese radicals. ( Mind you that these dreams started to occur prior to the Matrix movies.)

In the 1st dream these radicals would morph into simple geometric shapes like a line, a square, a circle.

In the next dream the the simple shapes morphed into their 3D counter parts. In the dream after that the 3D objects morphed into actual images of cars, houses, trees and people.

The dreams stopped after that for a few years then they picked up again.

In the 4th dream there was a stone statue of a face (like a Buddha) devoid of any expression, it started to morph, the face showing all facial expressions, happiness, sadness, surprise, concern, kindness, anger, ect.

In the 5th dream there was an image of an organic type of pyramid with the thought that it was a pyrmidical neuron. (I never heard of such a thing, internet research showed there was such a thing!)

In the 6th dream (prior to the movie Eagle Eye) there were all these like TV screens of people the screen were moving back and forth and i was able to bring a few into the foreground but they would slip away there were a countless number of them.

In the 7th dream there were these tiles (like domino tiles) with numbers on them. The numbers started to morph very quickly.

In the 8th dream there were these red sheet of paper with writing on them though written in alpha characters and were vividly clear i could not read them.

What will come next i do not know....(?)

07.02.2011

Meeting old friends (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I met with Josan, one of my friends, a friend from Spain who I it has been years since I met with him.

We were talking about how the years passed and how our lifes were going. It was night and we were walking in a not so busy street. Suddenly, we saw a bus where a lot of young asian females got out from the bus.

I wondered if my friend settled down or he would try to talk with the ladies. We walked by the bus and ignored the ladies. We were going to the disco. We talked about Danny (waking friend, in our group of friends, Josan, Danny and I were the core of the group) and we also talked about Amity. I told him I was going to meet with her soon.

We arrived at the disco, I observed a few weird posters and lost recall from here.

So it started out like this

I was in my kitchen My brother passes me a cup while I was washing the dishes & says hey this cup is dirty I washed it I went to put on the bench.
Then I see a lamb chop I say what the hell then I look on the dinner table there's another one then look on the other bench and there's three on it
I did a reality check the BOOM became lucid so I walked into the lounge My cousin is watching a movie the lamp was on .

I try to imagine a my best friend when I walk back into the kitchen instead I scary Dark figure of a girl with drenched hair
was standing there then the dream was about to end so I did dream spinning (Take note I stabilised that 1 lucid dream
at least 30 times lasting up to 1:30mins +) .
I was at my old school this time there was a crowd of people so I just walked around the other side of the school interesting things
were happening these Pro soccer players were kicking this ball around but the ball was flying so high up into the sky then
the juggled around to the next person I said "Hey you guys are awesome" *ball hits my back*
I jumped but notice that the gravity was low dream nearly ended again dream spinned.

This time I was outside of the school There was this family I was invisible but for some reason only the girl could
see me I jumped into the car with them the drove off The mum turns on the radio. *Radio announcer "This is Techno on 98.8 music plays"
While I was in the car there was a man on top of another car he jumped onto another car
dream nearly ended again *Me Dream spinned* I was back at my school but in the front yard
there was a crowd of people some had disgust look on their face looking at something sadly
I didn't get to see what it was because while I pushed through the dream ended unexpectedly very fast.


The End

07.02.2011

Invisible furniture (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in a very big house. It was not my regular house, in fact, I was living with some made up parents.

The house walls were colored in several different colors. The major color was blue and indigo. I started to explore the house. I entered some rooms and I felt there was invisible furniture and invisible presences.

Suddenly, my dad (who I think it was Vegeta, lol) arrived home. He arrived with Goku, who was in a very bad shape condition. He helped him to get in bed and notified me to be quiet.

I continued exploring the house. The house was dark, but I could see well. The walls were naked, I found no portraits, no lamps, nothing... solid colors. Now, the colors were dark blue.

I entered a room, where a female DC who was possible a made up sister told me about her new toys. I found an odd flashlight that had several different colors. I though that if I switched the light to indigo, I could see the invible stuff, so I did. I saw an invisible ladder that brought me to a different room, where all the stuff was invisible.

For some reason, I wanted to wake Goku up. I realized that if I said the word, "Cookie" he would wake up, so I did say it and he ran to me, as he approached at me, my cat suddenly freaked out.

I started to talk with my dad. I told that I was going to meet with Amity soon. I told him I wanted to see her.

me and both my cousins and my aunt lived in my house. we woke up ( FA ) and got yelled at for missing the bus. we decided to walk 45 miles to my school and grabed our skate boards (i cant skate?).on the way there i remember being really tired. we walked over the bridge down the street from my house and walked into this sub-burbs area ive never seen before. there was this creepy guy staring at us. his brother came out of the house and stared at us to. we just kept walking and then he started throwing 25.lb weights at us. one bounced of a tree and hit me in the thigh.. thats when i woke up to a cramp in my leg.

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[I]Sorta disappointed in my dreaming last night. Only remembered one very, very short dream. I really need to work on my dream recall, but I know it will get better if I consistently record dreams. It just irks me that I could be having lucid dreams nightly but I just don't remember them. Anyways, here's the dream.[/I]

I was having a one on one talk with [URL="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ars%C3%A8ne_Wenger"]Arsene Wenger[/URL] and he was making a funny impersonation of someone. That's about all I remember.

[I]Lets hope for recalled lucid #2 tonight, I'll be heading up to bed soon. [/I]

I dreamt I was a familiar demon in old Salem where I was teaching a small group of young women how to perform magic. I showed them how to magically lock a door, how to fly above the roof tops and how to spy upon their neighbors without being seen. For this and other services I would provide they had to seal the deal with a kiss upon the tip of my phallus. There was a lot more to the dream but it was mostly props and window dressing of the small village and surrounding woodlands. This was a semi lucid dream as are most of my dreams, I knew I was dreaming but I wasn't compelled to take an active hand in controlling the dream.

This wasn't a very vivid dream, but an awesome one.

I met with my friend coty at the top of this cliff and we where talking for awhile. I said "hey coty I bet I could beat you down this cliff". We both take off running, as we get to this huge drop off I jump and slide down the hole thing and coty jumps straight off of it and lands on his feet, looked as if he like broke his leg but he just kept running. We where both running faster then the normal average human speed, so it was pretty awesome. When we got to the end I searched for coty on a radio, I have no idea why it was on a radio, lol, but it was. Anyways on the radio I couldn't find him alls I saw was pictures of people from my school.

I hear a voice narrating and explaining to me the images I see. The voice is professional of a very serious tone. I see a large body of water not far from land. In the water, not far from shore, is a very large red vessel, a boat of sorts. Tall stacks stand on the vessel. Dolphins and other creatures are thrown into the stacks. The narrator explains we have continued to plunder the waters and as a result new breeds of life have thrived. I see large round fish with teeth around the outside of they're mouths (I feel remorse for my daughter who must live in this world).

The narrator tells me of a place we battle for. I see an environment not of earth. I see a futuristic pioneer settlement that is guarded ( I feel this place is familiar from another dream, but cannot place it for sure). Our people try to send equipment and supplies. But our attempts are failed as the existing forces destroy equipment before it lands.

I was just reading through some old dreams in my physical dream journal, for Zebrah's Intro-2 class, and I decided to sketch some of the things that showed up in my dreams last year.

I have had this dream before
I am on the grounds of some massive building. I am with my best friend. We were doing
something but I don't quite recall. I come up to a small road going up to the building where
a red firetruck is parked. There is also an armored truck, and my friend and I are to make
sure that nothing happens to whatever is inside this truck. Suddenly, another firetruck comes
rushing down the drive and smashes into the back of the armored truck. Two guys get out and
start trying to get at whatever we are protecting and somebody yells "stop them" or something.
We do not have any kind of substantial weaponry we get in the firetruck and the dream ends.
Hopefully I will be able to get something more in-depth as this is a recurring dream.

I am in my room with the light on and I hear my dad say to my mom as they come
up the steps, "Why is Wesley's on?". My mom replies. "Because he's in there". Suddenly,
my dad flips shit, saying that I shouldn't be here. Apparently he had kicked me out of
the house for some reason. He comes over to my door and stands there menacingly.
He says something about having told me not to come back and becomes aggressive. I
begin to fear for my life and grab my hunting knife and flick it open. The dream ends
with my dad and I staring each other in the face.

*~*

Maybe I'm getting a little ahead of myself, but I thought I would start trying to recall some of my better dreams and nightmares (since those tend to be the ones that stick out in my mind the best) that I've had over the years and finally get them written down somewhere. I think for the first one I'm just going to copy/paste the nightmare series that I posted in one of the discussions since I already took the time to write it out and it was a very important series of dreams for me. Probably one of the most important that I've ever experienced.

So without further ado here it goes.

*~*

Out of all my dreams my nightmares are always the ones that are most vivid. I could tell you just about every single nightmare I've had in detail even though they've been going on since I was little and I've never written them down. They're pretty much burned into my memory. Usually my nightmares are always reoccurring and last for a week at the very least, most of the times longer. However not very long ago I started having a series of nightmares.

At first each one started in the same room. It was a white rusted out public bathroom with those annoying flickering florescent lights. I was watching everything from first person view though I couldn't make any movement other then to turn my head. At the start of every dream it was the same with a girl in a hospital gown, bare feet, and long stringy black hair standing in the middle. Her skin was all gray and bloated like how they portray bodies that have been in the water for a long time. She looked like she was completely drenched, but I can't remember her ever dripping any water. She just had the appearance. I this point I never saw her face, it was always covered by her hair.

While each dream started out the same what happened in them was different. Sometimes she would just stand in the middle of the room doing nothing, but staring at me. Other times she would be reaching out to me like she would touch me, but she never managed to get to that point, and sometimes she would be walking around the room. No two were exactly the same like I was used to and there was never the sense of nervousness or panic that I usually felt. Then suddenly out of the blue it changed completely.

Suddenly I found myself in a strange ruin that looked like it was some sort of pyramid, except everything around me was kind of grainy. Like I was playing an old first person game like Wolfenstein only with a bit better detail. It was very claustrophobic feeling and while I didn't see any ceiling or floor I remember there being a lot of blue beneath and above me. I knew that I was with several other archeologists who were in light brown outfits though they never actually came into my eyesight. It was just like a memory I had of who they were.

As we wandered around the pyramid I came across a round amulet secured in one of the stone walls. When I took it I realized that I had seen an old fireplace with a round spot cut out on the mantel. It all felt very much like a puzzle video game and I knew I had to take the amulet and place it in the mantel (I probably should add I never actually saw the fireplace in my dream, just like the other archeologists it was just like a memory I had). I remember I could hear their voices calling for me as I took off towards the fireplace and I called for them to come, but the closer I got the further away their voices were until finally I couldn't hear them at all.

When I got to the fireplace I suddenly knew what was behind it. I knew that the girl from my other nightmares was there. I placed the amulet in the mantel and suddenly the fireplace pulled back and slipped to the side revealing a beautifully dark blue tiled room. The detail in my dream suddenly became much, much clearer and actually looked like something that could really exist in the world rather then a video game.

As I said the whole room was made of dark blue tiles of various shades and there were beautiful green vines climbing up to the ceiling where there was a hole that provided the only source of light. It must have lead to the outside because it was obviously sunlight. It was a small, but breathtaking room and on the far end opposite the door was an old claw footed tub. It seemed to be in near perfect condition save for maybe some discoloration and weathering here and there. It was filled with a murky green/black water and I knew immediately that she was in there hiding. I felt like I should be scared, but I just wasn't. I was calm and felt compelled to go to the tub and get closer to her. Not like I had to, but like I wanted to.

When I got to the tub I leaned over and at this point my view changed from first person to third. It was a weird sensation. I was myself, and I could feel my actions, but I was watching from a distance rather then with my own eyes if that makes any sense.

I got close to the edge of the tub and peered inside when suddenly the girl's hand came out from the water and grabbed my wrist. She started to pull me in though it wasn't forceful. She allowed me to step into the water and I sat there with her as she started to come out of the water. For once I finally got to see her face though the details were hazy. She kept her hand on my wrist and her mouth wasn't moving, but I strongly felt like she was trying to talk to me. Trying to tell me something, but before she could something woke me up. I think it was my alarm, but the dream ended before I could figure out what she wanted and I didn't dream of her again for a long time.

I actually told a friend about her and when I saw that friend later she said she had done something to take care of it. There are a lot of people in my hometown that claim to know magic and be wiccan/pagan though in all honesty from what I've seen of them most of it just seems to be a lot of fluff from college students (not saying it all was of course). In the case of my friend I'm 100% certain that was the case so I didn't think much of it at the time. However after wards I didn't have any dreams about her for a very long time. It wasn't until I moved into my second apartment that I had my last and final dream about her if you could really call it that.

It was very weird. I remember laying in bed trying to sleep while my then girlfriend was in the living room watching TV. At no point did I feel like I was asleep or even getting sleepy. The entire time I felt like I was wide awake, but at the same time it was still kind of an out of body experience where I was seeing things that I couldn't possibly have seen from my vantage point.

The way my bed was set up the head of the bed and one side was pushed up against a wall so only the foot and other side were left open. I remember laying there on my stomach with my head facing towards the side of the bed that wasn't against the wall when suddenly this massive dark void, like a hole, opened up on the floor, parallel to where my head was on the bed. My arm was hanging down a little from the edge and I kind of 'watched' as the girls hand started to claw it's way up out of the void trying to reach for mine. Suddenly I started to feel a horrible panic, and I could tell that she was struggling to claw her way up from the hole. She gripped at the floor and the side of my bed and anything she could reach, but she never managed to make it out. Honestly I can't remember how it ended. She didn't get sucked back in that I remember and I don't recall anything that I could call waking up. It felt more like I was coming back to myself. Like the whole thing had never been a dream though it didn't exactly feel real either.

Again another friend claimed she was trapped and tried to free her, but again I question the sincerity of her belief just because the way she lived her life seemed rather hypocritical compared to what I've read about wiccan/pagan practices.

I haven't had any dream like it since and I've never seen her or anything that looked like her again. To this day it still bothers me. I feel like she had been trying to tell me something that I missed and will never fully understand though I'm not sure if maybe that's for the better or not.

I am walking down a road and my best friend rolls up in an Aston Martin DB9.
He says hop in, so I go around the other side and we drive down this woodsy
highway. After a little driving, we stop at a mall and go in. I don't remember
what happened after that.