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I was young, about 15 or so. I had bare feet and a bunched up raggy skirt.
The dream started as I was running for my life from a woman in officer clothing (i can tell now that she was probably a nazi). I was a gypsy girl, my hair was much the same as it is right now, long and dark.
I was so scared. She was shooting at me from behind. I was running on a dirt road and there was a gray looking forest in front of me. All the trees seemed bare, everything was gray.
I managed to make it to the edge of the forest before i felt a shot in my back. All the wind left my lungs. I was in so much pain, but i had to keep running. I stumbled and started to run again, a little dizzy. The woman wouldn't follow me. She was looking at something in the woods, she was scared. I looked around too.
There was something moving amongst the trees. It looked to be in the form of a man, but it was quick and changed colors to match it's surroundings. I was not looking where i was going, i stumbled to the edge of a cliff and began to slide down. The cliff side cut my legs, my arms and my face. I quickly grabbed onto some rocks that were protruding from the cliff side.
My chest ached. I could feel the blood go down my back. I could not see much, there was blood in my eyes. I cried out for help. I waited.
I cried out again. I wept bitterly for my misfortune of being alive.
After about an hour (in dream time) passed. I tried to wipe the blood from my face, but that just put more dirt on me.
Suddenly a figure appeared above me, looking over the cliff edge. I could not see any features, possibly because the sun was behind it. It threw down some rope and i quick took hold of it. The figure pulled me up and i laid down on the grass. It was odd. This person was not quite a person, he was more like a spirit. He didn't have features that i could see, and he took on the colors and images of his surroundings. To me at the moment he looked like the sky. I gazed painfully up at him, clutching my chest with my bloody arms. I rested my head back down on the grass and shut my eyes, feeling just how badly everything hurt. I felt i was going to die, and i cared little about it. My entire home and everyone in it was destroyed. I went unconscious.
I woke up, still in this dream. It was night and there was a fire i was lying next to. My scrapes and cuts did not hurt as bad, my chest did not ache. I went unconscious again.
I woke up again in this dream. It was daylight now. I saw the dead campfire in front of me, beyond that was the spirit-man. I sat up. I felt no pain. I stood up and brushed my skirt off and took all the leaves out of my hair.
"Thank you." i said to the faceless man.
I could feel him looking at me, wondering about me. I was so happy to be alive and okay, i forgot all about what had happened to my family. I looked at the ground and saw some flowers. They seemed out of place because they were so beautiful. So little and so white. I picked a few and looked at them. I looked over to the spirit-man and smiled at him. I bounced on my feet a little, feeling energetic. I twirled around and picked more flowers, putting them in my hair. The spirit-man continued to watch me.
I lived in the woods for about a week with the spirit-man. In that time it's almost like i didn't have to eat or drink. One day i felt like wandering further than normal. I kept walking until i came to a dirt road. I played on the road a bit and drew things in the dirt with a stick. I heard a sound behind me. It was the sound of a car. I turned and froze. I must have come across a road that is being patrolled. It was like an army jeep without a roof. The car stopped just within my sight, close enough to see a woman-officer stand up and look at me. My heart turned to ice. I ran faster than I had ever ran before. I heard gun shots behind me and the jeep was catching up. I swerved off into the woods and quickly the spirit-man caught me. His arms wrapped around me like a fog and he pulled me into the bushes. I hid there in his arms, hoping not to be found, but happy and safe. I felt a love for the spirit-man and i did not want to leave that spot.
i woke up.

February 4, 2011
me and my stepdad are driving. we drive the curvy road to my school and open a huge gate that normally isnt there. we drive in and bury a body. everything is dark, its stormy out, and cold. i shiver. the dream fast forwards to my house. its amazing how much detail i went into on my house. i got the yellow shutters correct and everything. i walk inside my moms crying. my stepdad was arrested. the dream fast forwards again. im at school. my friend kate is crying because her dad was arrested. later i found out that her dad was working with my stepdad. later i go to the burial site. once again its stormy and the wind is picking up. a flair hits me. i cant read it but i know what it says. it says to come see the show. and it has a picture of my stepdad and what i knew to be kates dad. the dream ends im awaken by mom i dont remember the rest of my dreams.....wish i did need to get my recall up

04.02.2011

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was driving a red car when I arrived at some place in England when they tried to execute me.

In france they killed Mr Burns and old Gil.

For me the execution was a lenghty process and voluntary, but I finally decided against it.

I was at a library.

My brother wanted a T-shirt and my parents cut out the logo and put it on another shirt.

1/3-4. 11. 735. I’m working for Pizza Hut. I’m choosing my delivery area so that I can get as many homes as possible, but with the shortest amount of driving so to waste little gas. Decide to go home. Somehow get lost and end up taking the freeway and end up in an OC looking area. I’m using the Yellow Pages to try to figure out what freeway will take me home. There’s a minor fender bender with 3-4 cars. Homeless looking black guy in one car. Go up off ramp and turn left to get back on freeway. Cop says my car was in an accident (I’m not in a car now). “What, nuh uh, I passed one though” “No, your car was in an accident.” Look back and a Smart has a car under the back (Smart is mine I guess). Kristy Xxxxxx is there and I’m talking to her

Joan Jett Music vid. Then trying to find it on DR. Then in a late 90’s truck with dad and find it. Use some old school headphones with square ear pieces and an old school looking video screen (quality looks old and has a blue hue) that is in the glove box. Watch it for a while. Kyle in truck too?

Help some girl find something

956. I’m looking at some toy on counter. Looks like it’s a tanker or something. Go to living room and there’s an orange box on the floor. Go back to kitchen and look at toy package again. Looks like there’s a squirt gun hiding. Call to Kyle to ask if I could play with/ have it? Go back to the box and see some small, odd looking rabbits in it. Rabbits are like mice, but a little flatter and ears are a little longer than body and drag on floor. Go to the den where Kyle is. More little rabbits. See animals; rats, hedgehogs, mice. Carpet is a darker blue with brown threads so the carpet looks blue, but when you run your hand over it, it looks like it turns a golden brown color. See a dog with a white shirt on. “Why is there a dog?” “It’s Del’s.” “Why is it here?” “Because Del passed away.” “Oh… oh my…”

Got a few backlogs I'd like to put up to share

2/1-2. 12. 507. At Theresa’s. Cats playing. We’re on the bed and bed is on wall TV is on. One bites me. Look to see the cats and the trash can is larger and filled with kittens. Start to count and get over 20… assume there’s 50+. Then the whole room is a cage and full of kittens, a piglet is in there too

1/26-27. Texas trip. 220. School. I picked a class for Theresa to take, room 13. Theresa thinks it’s the wrong room, so I have to show her. “It’s not big enough!” “Yes it is, it’s just 2 doors for one room.” I head back up to the 2nd floor. Xxxxxxx runs by saying there’s a fire. I look back up and smoke races across the ceiling. Xxxx there too? We all get out. Think Norco FD, so in Norco?

I have been drinking a tea mixture I made for the past week every night before bed consisting of Valerian root, chamomile, kava, and dream herb. It knocks me out for the most part, but last night I just had a melatonin pill (3mg). I was listening to binaural beats once again, particularly gamma waves.


Somehow my house has turned into a bar, and I am walking downstairs to meet a customer. I had forgotten that she ordered a martini, so I quickly run back upstairs to find the dry vermouth... But it is missing. I'm frantically searching my kitchen for it, and constantly yelling "Fuck!" A coworker of mine was there too.

Gah, my recall has been really awful lately. Too much stress, and not enough time to write down the dreams I do remember. And now, this:

2/4/10

1- Reunion with Leroy
I am horrified to note that all of my front teeth have been horrifically chipped... Upon closer inspection, they all look more like fingernails than teeth, and are mangled quite severely. "No way this is real," I say to myself with a snort after overcoming the initial shock. "I've gotta be dreaming."

A reality check proves me correct, and I go outside to think about which of my tasks to attempt. When I get outside, however, I notice that it is far too dark for my liking, which indicates that the dream is unstable. No problem. I rub my hands together, then focus on raising the sun. It works--- but only for about two seconds.

As I'm going for a second attempt, I spot a dark figure approaching me. Suddenly I'm filled with overwhelming terror. "Leroy," I mutter under my breath. It has been so long since I've seen him that I no longer remember how to deal with his fear aura. I simply stand there, frozen, my heart pounding in my chest. Without even a greeting, he abruptly grabs my leg and jerks my feet out from under me, digging his nails into my skin as my back slams to the ground. I feel no pain from his nails, but it feels as though he's screwing with my energy.

Anger wins over the fear. I roughly pull him onto the ground with me and we begin wrestling for control. After a while, he lets me pin him to the ground. He stares up at me, that damned infuriating smirk playing on his lips. Now all of my fear is long forgotten as I lean forwards to kiss him...

...but the dream destabilizes and he vanishes.

Ugh. I certainly hope that Royal Manipulation dream I had wasn't true. If so, EWW! Either way, I need to learn some self control.

As per usual, I "woke up" into a dream. It's kinda annoying how I get lucid in the same place each time. I would like to get lucid in a wierd area for once!

Anyway, I had several dreams last night but can only remember enough of two to write down.

Holiday

Awake

I'm in some sort of shopping centre. I have a dim recollection of it as I take a look around. The cieling is made of glass, and the place is extremely crowded. I'm on my own, which makes me feel intimidated since I have no idea where I am. There are several sections, pathways which lead off to different areas of the centre, organised by genre. I'm about to go down the gaming section, but my feminine side wins over, and I go to the area with a large red sign saying "Fashion" in curvy writing.

I walk in my usual fast pace, but a tall woman wearing a pale blue, halter-neck dress catches my eye. The dress is beautiful. I walk up and ask her where she bought it and in what size. She tells me it is in a size 225, which makes me frown in confusion. Before she speaks, a young man appears next to me, smiling. He asks if he would like to buy me a drink in the local tropical fruit juice bar (no alcohol for me I'm afraid!). I grin and accept the offer.

He leads me through the crowd, to a tall brown, carribean looking bar, like the ones on beaches abroad. The people inside look spanish. I look around, noticing that everyone looks a little spanish. I must be on holiday! I order a berry smoothie. I take a sip, it's delicious, but would be better with banana added to it.

The man who served me glowers down. He said I must not drink until I pay. The guy who brought me here said it's ok, and fishes around in his pockets. A woman comes over and says I must pay. I'm starting to get very confused. The three of them start argueing, as I stand awkwardly, holding my smoothie. Eventually, I pull some coins out of my pockets. I find it difficult to count the correct amount, but soon enough I hand the money over.

Waking Up

Semi-Lucid Lucid

I'm in my bed. I know I'm dreaming, as always when I wake up into this. A FA? I don't know. I find it very difficult to move. My jeans and t-shirt seem to be sticking uncomfortably to me. As soon as I'm out of my bed, I RC several times.

Yes, I'm dreaming. My lucids are gradually getting clearer and clearer. Not fully realistic yet, but getting there. I wonder if dream control will be an issue for me, since lucids like these don't happen too often. "No" I think. "My visualisation skills are good. I can do anything."

I switch on a dim light, open my door, and walk downstairs. I head into the living room, which I haven't done in these dreams before. Daylight is shining in through the window. My dog, a labrador, is lying curled up on the t.v stand, the actual t.v nowhere to be seen. I smile at how odd it is, but don't go over to see him. He just lies and watches me with his big brown eyes.

I jump onto the sofa below the window, and jump through. I pass most of the way through, until my foot gets stuck. I drag it through and drop to the ground.

And then I woke up. Not quite sure why, but I did

It was pretty cool though, because I've only ever had a few clear lucids, whereas the rest I counted as semi ones. I think I'm starting to get the hang of this, finally! Also, now that I have more time to lucid dream, my non-lucids have gotten clearer too.

Looking forward to more

I had this dream the night of February 3, 2011. I remember only pieces of it

I was at my grandparents ranch with my parents and we were going to go out to see the horses. The horses there were ones that had been alive when I was a child. Pistol Pete was there and I had to keep warding him off with a whip. There was a horse that we called "Halle" because she had a mane that looked like Halle Berry's hair style. I remember I had to keep warding off the stallion, because he was getting close. I was petting all of the horses and remembering them. I was recording video and I was thinking how I could use this for a project.

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I was in the car with my fiance and we were entering a parking garage. It was in a suburban area and it was drizzling out/overcast. I was upset and knew he was going to buy something from one of these vendors. We passed dangerous looking men sitting in their 'souped up' cars that were selling stereos, upholsterey, and other random items. They were also selling narcotics. As we ascended the parking garage levels, I noticed women were standing near the cars in high heels and short skirts with too much makeup on. My fiance said "Don't look at them, look away". I started to retort as I made eye contact with one of the women and she came running at the car screaming. When she got close, her long, pink nails started clawing at the window; trying to scratch off my face. She was screaming something at me and I began to panic as I noticed the window was rolling down. My fiance got out of the car to go talk to one of the men in a car. The woman, noticing that my fiance got out of the car, stopped trying to attack me and clipped over his way and started talking to the men. I thought to myself that this is not the life I wanted to live and took my ring off. I then got out of the car, thinking of throwing the ring, but I put it in my pocket instead.

I took off briskly walking, hearing my fiance call my name, but ignroing him. I descended the parking garage floors until I was out on the street. It was dusk and more people were approaching the area. There was a light rain falling. I noticed bouncers letting people past them to the garage area. I felt very vulnerable and didn't know where I was going, but I knew I had to get away. There were homeless people on the streets near me and I began to walk more assertively. I then saw my fiance (although he wasn't my fiance anymore) walking out looking for me. He looked lost and he was wearing glasses and I noticed the rain was causing them to fog up. I felt my heart begin to melt as I noticed he was crying and I stepped toward him to let him know I was ok.

The alarm went off

I am working at a Shopper’s Drug Mart. As I am walking down one of the aisles a coworker walks by me quickly and grabs my butt. I feel violated. I walk toward the cash registers located at the front of the store and see a man I know working as a cashier. I go to work at a cash beside him. I serve a very unhappy customer. The customer was a French Canadian man who was raising his voice at me and suggesting that I was incompetent.

The boss arrives. She is someone I know, a very wise and understanding counselor. In this dream she is judgmental of me. She suggests that I must have mistreated this customer to have made him so unhappy. I continue to tell her that I was not rude and was merely doing my job. She suggests that I go work in the bakery instead. The setting has somewhat changed, I now feel that it is more of a grocery store than a drug store, hence the ‘bakery section’. I get very upset, at this point my speech in the dream becomes a little bit lucid. I get frustrated and tell the boss that I have worked in a bakery before and did not enjoy the job at all and that I do not want to give it a second try. I tell her that I a coworker has grabbed my butt and that this constitutes as sexual harassment in the workplace and that “I don’t need this shit”

The dream now jumbles, it is the same location. Now I am not myself, I am Miranda Bailey, a character from the television show Grey’s Anatomy. I get out of my car and go into the drug store to buy some tampons. I enter the store and am looking around as someone comes by me quickly and rubs their hands down the side of my legs then quickly runs away. As Miranda I have more confidence, I say “This behavior is not appropriate”. Now I am myself again.

I wake up.

Conclusion: I believe that this dream was brought on by stress that I was having at the time about a maintenance person at the rehab program I was in. I felt that he would overstep his boundaries with clients and speak very inappropriately. At this time I felt that as a client I had very little control over his actions. By analyzing my dream and noticing my feelings on the subject I was able to make a decision to take the steps needed to report the behavior I had been witnessing. This dream was beneficial in showing me my feelings regarding a real life situation and deciding to take action. I spoke to the person who ran the program and she accepted my emotions and suggestions. After a few more discussions with her I felt that the situation improved.

i remember bits in pieces of this but there was just so much crazy shit going on and in the dream i was totally unphased by it. So number one i started out in a local smoke shop and me and a bunch of friends had just stolen a bunch of shit at midnight. we hear sirens so we ran to the garage of the store and stole this lil mini dirt bike and a mini car, like a smart car but smaller. I hauled ass on the dirt bike dipping through allies and cuts but the cops wouldnt get off my track so i cut through this little park near my house called the rec center. I noticed i had lost the cops but my friends too, i waited for them and when the showed up the cops were there to ibooked it up the hill to the top on the dirt bike switchen into like hyper hill when i crashed my bike and landed in the mud. I started running to a restraunt that randomly popped up along with a boulevard of other stores. I went in and tried to go to the bathroom and i cudnt get in cause some dude kept trying to sell me weed. The cop asked me what the guys name was i made up some name nd said frank i go the fuck outa there.. After i started walking toards that lil mini smart car when i saw my ex girl and her friend walking down the street with two other guys, she ran up gave me a hug and i was like uhhh can u get off me i got a world to save. I got in my car she was impressed i was driven and i flipped her off ass i drove away. we drove hella fast and i noticed i had no control of the car i would tryand press the gas andthe car would like turn and if i hit the break the car would turn a diffrernt way. I decided to stop trying to contorl and me and my friend enjoyed the wild ride in the car crashing into shit and running over things. Next the dream blurs out and i remember being at some party people asking me for weed i rolled up a blunt and told a girl to have her bf fade ten on it, she said okay we wwalked to a park smoked a jay cops were around so we threw the roach and bolted. when the cops left we sparked the blunt then went back to try and find the roach of the jay we couldnt find it and i looked up and there was my mini car but it had turned into like a fucking space ship. me and my friend jumped into it and left the girls their wondering wtf. We blasted off into the air again unctrolling the space ship and we realized that we were in a space battle and people were shooting at us from efvery direction. then the ship like evacuated itself into an emergency mode and me and my friend crashlanded on a lake in a lil escape pod. we pullede up to the dock and went into a church where we caught to statues fucking in the chouir loft.l the woman was unsatisified and the male statue was like fuck you and dipped and were like ayty u were cheating on mother marry and the statue started runing we ran after him and jumped into a boat that was all black and it sprouted wings wen it started going it was like a sports boat thing we took off then last thing i remember we got hit by a rocvkeet and exploded nd i woke up

I dreamed that I wasn't able to get to sleep, that I was lying awake for houres and houres. And I had problems with my WBTB-alarm clock, which I had to set later and later evey hour to wake up at the right time. I remember going on the computer to check my hyves (=dutch facebook-thingie).

Not much luck during the night last night, but I went back to bed at around 1 for a nap and tried out binaural beats for the first time.

I was very pleased with the effects of that, I didn't get into a sustained lucid state but I realised that I was dreaming which was enough for a 30 minute nap.

Basically I was being chased around by invisible warthogs from halo and being shot at lots, somebody (also invisible) lunged at me with a sword which somehow didn't kill me. Instinct (from when I used to play the game) kicked in and I kept shooting at the area where I expected the invisible person to be. At this point I realised that this sort of thing doesn't happen in real life and that I was dreaming. Unfortunately at this point I woke into SP and then my alarm went off shortly after.

Buying a horse

I was at a ranch with my mom and we were about to buy me a horse. The ranch was in the mountains and it was night time. We walked around and there were some people looking at horses and stuff. I wanted to get a specific lady to help me out, because the other two ladies were pushy and mean sometimes. As we walked to the back, where the horses are kept, I saw a jacket that was being sold and I really liked it. It was blue and I wanted to buy it. We then reached the back. There were huge steps going down into a valley, but it was really dark and I couldn't see anything. I said never mind to my mom. She said that we would go to another place where they know exactly how the horses are trained and what they know. I still wanted to buy from the place where we were at.

Dream Lucid Me DC

Fragment 1
I was playing an game where I needed to kill some bananas. () 1 banana was my character and he got different weapons by catching power-ups.

Dream 1
My friend E showed an video to my classmate M. First it had some soldiers walking through a forest. In one cave in the forest were some Disney-like animals. They went to search for a new place to live. One started to walk through the forest. It transformed into a human girl. As it came out of the forest to an hut, an wierd cloud monster thing appeared, saying "You have been in the forest for 30 days. You still have 32 days when you can do it for free. Are you sure you want to exit?" . It let the girl go, because she had only 1 coin. Later an boy came there too and the girl tried to warn him for not holding too much money, but the monster catched him. Then it changed to some guy explaining about some Pokemon movie. There were a boy and a girl running on tiles which floated on water. (I swear, I have seen that place before in my dreams.) Then they came to Hyrule field from Ocarina of time. The "camera" changed to film from up, and I couldn´t see anything, because there were so many trees in front. Then I killed couple of monsters before the dream changed.

Dream 2
I was in my grandparents house, eating broccoli. Without any reason, I realized I was dreaming. I went outside and started to fly. (Floating is easy for me.) I wanted to go to the Lucid crossroads again, but this time I needed to figure out how to fly faster. Well, I tried it for a while and found a way to go faster, but every time I looked up too see my destination, I started floating downwards. I then pulled my right arm to the front (Superman style.) to make sure which way I was going. I began to fly to the clouds. As I got in, the clouds turned into white cubes, and I saw some bakteria-like balls, with lots of lever on them, on top of the clouds.. I boarded one and tried to pull the levers. My classmate A appeared to instruct me and he told me, that this place was an digestion system and these "balls" were mustard. (WHAT???) Then E appeared too and we began to talk about something. (Oh right, I got E interested in lucid dreaming too. ) I then realized we were going right down to some things belly. "Get out of here, fast!" , I shouted. We flew off as the mustard fell down. As we landed me and E had a short talk about something. I saw an mirror on the other side of our grandparents pond and decided to fly through to get to the Crossroads. I flew through it and on the other side were two huge kids and their dog. (Or was I just small?) It licked me couple of times and I stepped backwards out of the mirror. I tried flying to the clouds again. On top of the clouds was some kind of flying fortress, apperently owned by some evil baron. I got the ability to shoot freeze rays from my hands (It was so cool.) and I shot couple of guards. I flew to the fortress (A huge hollow cube that had some giant Goombas circling around it, some with bicycles.[Okay, seriously, WHAT???]) I destroyed the barons tower monster thing and he gave me an power star for doing so. (I think I play too much videogames.) I began to faint and he had a big grin on his face. "Fool, don´t you know that most power stars are cursed?" Dream skips and i´m in jail. I open a chest and found an wierdly shaped metal plate. I place it into the key socket, and the gate opens. I enter a train that is flying on water, and find the baron. I point him with an ice ray pistol and say something like "Looks like you´re screwed." I exit the train, and see a small island in the sea under me. "Could that be the Crossroads?" , I think. I start flying closer and see some details. "It is!" But as I get closer it turns out to be just an room made in Habbo hotel. (PROFANITY!) The dream ends.