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[size=18]Audio File Produces Lucid - 06/03/06

Well I was testing a new file last night and it seemed to be a success. I woke up at 3 AM, took some B6 and ate a bannana. Went back to bed and listen to the new file for one hour but I was still hungry. So I got back up and ate some oatmeal felt better and went back to bed and played the file again. After about another hour and turned it off and went back to sleep.

Both Lucids were from DILD. First thing i notice was my hands they were blurry and scene was blurry too, so I said increase lucidty now several times and the scene started to get clearer and I was feeling like I had more control. I was in a old looking house, very historic but I don't know what it was. A man who seemed french approached me, I wasnt sure who the dream character was and I was going to ask. But he said that I shouldnt be here. Like I had illegally projected somewhere. I said where is here? He said Galveston (which is our Texas beach). Later on I had a non-lucid dream and I was in the same place and I told the tour guide that this was the place, I was here in my dream.

I had several non-lucids but kept trying to go lucid during allot of them. In one I saw a freind from work which I thought was odd at the time. I told him that most likey this was a dream so I got up and started rubbing my hands and saying increase lucidity now. I went outside because it appeared we were in some strange mall or something. Once I got outside I saw some construction workers so I thought i was show off by leviating like Mind Freak or something. It worked and I was doing it but they disregarded it like no big deal.

[size=18]Audio File Produces Lucid Dream within a Dream - 05/24/06

Well this is a wierd thing and I have heard of this before; but let me expain the dream first. I went to a music show with some friends and returned to their house. A friend from came over to keep me company, and I noticed one of my friends trying to go to sleep. In the dream I was playing the Lucid Induction file and I asked him if it was bothering him? He said no. So I was laying there and my friend from work (who is a girl) was laying next to me repeating the mantra thats on the file. (You would think all of these elements would trigger a lucid.) So in the dream I was also wearing light goggles and I fell asleep and heard the cue, so since I realized I was dreaming I sat up and looked at my arms and hands. Well I noticed I was almost completely translucent, I looked like I was a shadow. Now I've heard when people have seen themselves in a dream they are seeing their astral body or something like that. There may be some truth to this, I dunno. Anyway, after that I awoke (in the dream) my friend had to leave. I asked my friend who was laying on the floor if he had a Lucid dream, he said NO. My other friend came home who his baby had an accident (there was baby crap everywhere) nasty. Anyway at that point I woke up for real in my room.

I was standing at the edge of a curb holding up a sign and picketing with a group of other people because some contractors were violating our civil rights. The contractors hired hitmen to take us down. Our group ran to the inside of a building, down the stairs, and into a dark basement where we took cover. The basement was shaped like a pentagon and had doors on each side. In the middle of the room was an old couch. The assassins came out of the door and starting firing their guns at us. I ran to the edge of the staircase and hid behind the wall, waiting for any shadows to give me cue to shoot.

"The girl here, I took out all her fingers at a buffet once," I heard one of the female assassin's voice say to another. I looked down at my hands, they looked completely normal. I wasn't missing any fingers...

The lady comes around the corner and I shot at her, but my bullets went right through her! I shot her again and she laughed at how she is unaffected. Invincible.

I ran up the stairs of the basement. The carpeted stairs became hard rock and I felt as if I was running up the steps of a castle. The stairs whipped around tightly like a lighthouse staircase. I finally came to the top of the stairs and into a room where I saw my mother sleeping on a bed. I went into the other room and say myself sleeping on a bed...Wait, what?

[size=18]Lucid YOGI Flying - 05/20/06


I had a dream where I was outside with a bunch of people I didnt recognize, it was dark outside. I thought for sure I was dreaming. So to test my reality I though I would show them that I could levitate like David Blane. Well after a couple of tries I wasnt successful. So I still thought I was dreaming so then I showed them I could walk on water. There just happen to be a huge water fountain near by. So, least to say the were impressed. I went back to what ever place I was staying to practice, trying to figure out why I couldnt levitate. So I sat in front of a mirror, sat indian style legs crossed and started to leviate straight up with quite ease. Later on my parents came by and I wanted to show them my new skill. Yogi Flying is really just where the subjects hop up really high with thier legs crossed. Well, I was going to take this to the next level. I showed my parents first I started levitating, then I actually started flying around the room with my legs crossed. They thought it was interesting to say the least. I don't remember when after that when I lost the lucidity.

Ohhh great my original Dream journal got trashed. I cant post on it any more.

black=non-lucid
Green=Lucid
June 2nd 2009: Conditions ate small chocolates 1 hour before hand, attempted: WILD=fail because of a disturbance in my process, dark atmosphere, little backround noise, performed reality checks:repeating 5 times for each one.

I dreamed that I was at a neighbors house and I was watching over it with my brother, we sat on a green blue couch, and looked at a tv that was turned off. I told my brother to put in mortal kombat into the gamecube. as i said this i walked to the bathroom, then back, didnt look at the TV then walked the other way to a change in scene which was a field i walked on a path to my mom and the persons house we were watching, my house was behind them, My Mom told me that American Idol Awaits you(note: no one in my family watches American Idol.) Then my Dream went on to the next phase, I was in a Gears of War level, a mix of clocktower and Jacinto, and the COG and locust were performing glitches in which they grew wings and levitated after one point I said this is getting annoying "WAKE UP!" I had woke myself up and realized just then that I could have been lucid all that time! but i didnt do anything! Oh well maybe next time

June 3rd 2009

conditions: quiet, dark, motivated.

I attemped a WILD failed because i went to bed late and had messed up my first try. so i fell asleep..... I began in a desert/beach/urban area(hard to describe because of all that surronded me) i technically was lucid i had control of movement but my mind was treating this as if it were real life...so all i did was walk around for a little then I saw my friends car along the side of the road I called him up and started driving into a way more urban/populous area, and later night draped over without me noticing, he called and his mom and him wanted to get back in so i stoped where i started picked them up and hopped into the back seat then soon enough i woke up. im so close to getting my control. just need more concentration/sleep?

June 8th 2009:

Conditions: to bed late, tired, WILD attempt (fail decided to get to sleep), few RCs during the day dealing with Shifts RC experiment with all the 0's

Dream: I was claiming to myself I was at my house all though the house I was at had a squiggle form and was two stories high. I was outside it was raining very hard and there was a computer inside, i ignored that and went towards a computer and table further outside (in the back there is forest) before i move the rain (yes it was raining) starts pouring down harder and i head towards the computer which is off. and soon as i near it, three wolves appear to the left side of the computer and table 2 being normal one being a white wolf with red markings(its my friends avatar) the wolf bites onto both my wrists and plans to take me away, but as soon as that wolf bit I felt no pain... I BECAME LUCID and as i realized what had happened I kicked the wolf with my right foot as hard as I could. and i woke up finishing off the rest of my kick and shouting..... I just had my first lucid nightmare.....interesting

June 9th 2009:

conditions: quiet, tired, attempting WILD late at night(gave up)

Dream: I was at some gathering with friends and family and obama and some of his family were in our group and talking with us. seemed a little normal so i did not become lucid.

June 12 2009: no attempts

dreamed i was underground and there was battles going on where i was amongst natives and at the end a godess came down and stopped the fighting immediately.

August 5 2010: lazy attempt at a WILD.

I dreamed that I was in a room with my friends josh and lou they were sitting on an L shape couch taking up most the room. we were on what appeared to be a slightly fluffy carpet that was white. there was also a glass and wood counter in front of me. I randomly got a message on my phone and instead of it showing a view from my eyes distance it showed a video I had received but magnified so it was like I was there. The video took place in a ballroom the first noticiable figure was Liz Gorey a girl I dont know really ( I dont even like her) she lifts up her normal grey t-shirt at a moderate speed and flashes the camera. then the camera moves right and shows other DCs I do not find familiar so I look away and go back to where I was with my friends. then out of curiousity at all that just happened I want to see if im dreaming so I look at my phone but the dream begins fading and i eventually wake up.

[size=18]Audio File Produces Lucid - 05/18/06


I let the audio file run from 4:30 until 6:00. At the very end of the morning before I was going to get up, I saw myself walking in the mall, I noticed my son's mom was walking towards me and I hear the file say "look at your hands to check your reality" so I did and when I moved them they were leaving major tracers and I could swipe one hand right through the other! I was very excited and told my son's mon this is a lucid. Unfortunately it was time to get up and my body knew it.

[size=18]Audio File Produces a Lucid - 05/13/06

I had my alarm trigger the lucid file around 4:00 AM. I let it looped until I woke up. At one point I woke up at least I thought I did at 6:00. I heard the voice telling me I'm dreaming. I didnt think this was true because I was lying in my bed. I had a false awakening, when I put my hands up in the air to look at them, I had missing fingers and my hands were mis-shaped. My view was really cloudy. When I stood up in my room, which no longer looked like my room, I was calling out to try to speak with my deceased father. He didnt answer (that's only happend twice). At that point the dreamed changed, I was outside with 2 other people and we were practing making things move with our minds. I must have had another false awakening because I couldnt do it. The dream continued into a much stranger direction.

[size=18]Audio File Produces WILD - 05/07/06


I setup the MAC alarm to trigger the ZenVortex lucid file (modified) at 3:00 AM due to problems with volume I snoozed it twice (it was kinda loud). After the second snooze though it seemed to trigger a lucid. (A SEX lucid to boot!) After the 2nd snooze I started having a WILD, I imagined I was in bed with a mystery girl; I was feeling her body and we were making out all of the sudden. I knew I was dreaming but I wasn't going to stop this. Shortly after I had a false awakening and I thought I woke up next to my wife. I was still dreaming, the dream later went in different directions and fragmented.

I'll be adjusting that volume tonight for sure!

I can't remember the date of the dream exactly >_>
I had a dream about one of my story characters. His name is Alaric, I didn't recognise him in the dream, but now I'm certain.
I was this japanese/chinese girl with black hair. I had a red cellphone. I went around the building, showing various people some footage from my cellphone that proved that Alaric was a bad person or something like that. I felt safer that way, as I had to go meet him. Something was wrong though - the person that was bad and that I remembered had brownish hair in a ponytail and we met in a pool. He was not Alaric. I didn't understand how they switched places in my head, but just shruged it off. I climbed to the top of the sky scrapper we were supposed to meet at. I climbed on the roof. He was there. Then, I got scared. I thought he would try to hurt me or to throw me off the roof. I clinged onto the middle of the roof(it looked like a water tower roof...). I tried offering Alaric dollar bills, but he didn't take them. Instead, he took out some more money from his pockets and threw them all over the roof. I was clinging onto my red cellphone. Then he walked to the edge of the roof. He stood facing me, with his arms spread like he was going to fly. Then he fell backwards.

He seemed expressionless the entire dream. He had black hair. He was dressed in dark clothes, but didn't wear this red scarf that comes with his design. I wondered why he didn't have it, then realised I told people on the shared dreaming thread that I'd show up with a red scarf, while thinking of Alaric's scarf. I suppose I stole it from him xD

I started off playing some game. Then as I was playing it I realized that I was being hacked, because my "money" was being drained as I played it. I hastily went to change my password, but I realized that it would probably be too late. I shrugged. I would only lose 350k of this "money" apparently; the other 1 million and then some would be safe in the bank, which required my new password.

Then I was at school. I think Mr. VA was there. He was teaching the class or something. I then decided to go outside to get something. I went downstairs and climbed out the window. When I got out into the front yard, I saw all the little kids there. Then, to my dismay, I saw giant spiders creeping around. They were only about the size of my hand, but I noticed that they had little red splotches on their bodies, and I was scared. Were they black widows? Giant black widows? Then there were some even bigger ones that were furry and had red, green, and yellow stripes going around them.

I was really creeped out at this point. I tried to climb back into the window, but I got stuck. Then someone found me and tried to help me, but I couldn't get my hips past it. I thought it odd that I could emerge from it, but yet not return.

Then, I was suddenly back in the school, and lucid. I did something that I can't remember, but then I stopped and tried to think of some of my dream goals. I decided to try and meditate. And so I sat down cross-legged and focused on my third eye, as that has always been the hardest to open and quite painful IRL. I saw a purple dot flashing over my head, and saw a sort of shadow in front of me which reflected that purple dot. Then I slowly made my way to the other chakras. It wasn't so powerful of an experience or feeling as last time, but when I woke up my third eye did not hurt, and it was opened.

The last fragment I remember was me playing WoW. I had some character and I remember being around harpies in some forest-desert area, and following someone else.

Generally fuzzy recall

Zebra Parrot

A Macaw parrot, with patterns like a zebra, was stood inside a small circle of pebbles. It had a ritual of going round each pebble and rubbing the each side of it's beak on each pebble. I had the notion of MILDs floating around but quite how the two went together was beyond me.




Salt

I'm a detective in special branch. I've been on Salt's case for a while now, otherwise kown as Angelina Jolie. She's working as an assassin, in partnership with another unknown party. I've tracked her down to a warehouse, dispatching the guards along the way.

When I get to her she calmy offers me a deal to become her partner. I guess she's pretty compelling because I accept immediately, however, I have to take out her current ally.

I go to his warehouse (I guess assassins like warehouses). It's a large building with a second floor walkway suspended on high tension wires with a steel grill floor. The assassins henchmen come in two types, each stationed in pairs. The grunts wear yellow overalls and are pretty easy to kill from cover. The better trained commandos wear green overalls and require flanking manouevers, sometimes I need to get up close and personal. At the end is a tall dark store room, shelves packed to the rafters 15 metres above. It's here that the fighting gets fierce and I find the assassin, larger and dressed in blue overalls and holding Salt hostage. After killing him she reveals she's been playing me against a third person she might recruit. She's already leaked to him what I'm doing and where I am. The shouts outside start to echo through the building, his men are moving in, he hasn't come himself. More fighting, more killing, and I'm still standing.

I have a plan, I arrest Salt and throw her into the back of an armoured police van, much to her displeasure. If he won't show up in person I need to lure him out, present a target he can't resist. In the driver's seat I put out an open channel police call that I'm bringing in Salt, all units to assist, knowing he'll pick up the message on a scanner. With most of his men dispatched he'd have to come do this himself.

Barreling along a dark, industrial city street it turns out he does have some men left. Kicking open the back door of the van we have a high speed gun fight, flames everywhere. I've taken out the first assassin and his men, most of the second's men. He appears in a car, right in my sights. Everything is going to plan.

Bizarre set of dreams last night. I'll leap right into it.

The dream I remember most vividly is about this thing called "the 4chan van". I dreamed that there was this trailer/van set up and if you went into it you were pretty much locked in for the duration of "an event". The "events" you experienced inside of the van were inspired by 4chan memes and such. So I walk into the van with my friend Phil and we go into the main "room". Everything is tinted red and there are a ton of people in there. Music is loud and I realize there's a band on stage. They remind me of the band from "The Ringer". My friend Phil is into the music (he's into all music, pretty much) and we're watching quietly when suddenly people behind us start throwing stuff at Phil and I and making fun of us. I remember feeling embarrassed and angry at the same time. The other guys in the "van" start making fun of Phil, myself, and the music.

The next dream fragment I remember is being out in the middle of nowhere. There is a big flat of plains and trees everywhere. For some reason I go out and start climbing trees until I'm in this sort of ravine. Once into this ravine I see a path of trees, that fell down, that lead for quite awhile. I remember thinking I might fall if I try to cross but then I remember that bigger trees were leaning in just the right angles for me to walk on the downed trees and hold the big ones for support. So I start crossing the trees and then I reach the end of it and I'm on a flat area, that is elevated, that is simply grassy. Suddenly something pops outta nowhere and says something freaky to me. But I can't remember what it is..


Two fragments. At least I'm remembering a little bit now. Side note: Practice Mantra to SP: "I am dreaming."

1:30am - finished one cup of Calea tea and went to bed
2:30am - still wide awake, take ~2mg melatonin
3:30am - still awake, lying still and trying to sleep
4:30am - still awake, lying still and trying to sleep
4:45am - move to couch, hoping to sleep more easily there
5:30am - still awake, get up and read, make a cup of catnip tea hoping for sedative effect
5:45am - sun is rising, drinking catnip tea, wondering if it will be possible to sleep yet
6:15am - go back to bed, cat takes an interest in my catnip breath, kneads my pillow, cute but whiskers tickle
6:20am - cat lies on top of me as I lay on my left side, comfortable and obliging me to be still
6:30am - around here I go to sleep at last
7:15am - wake up and recall two dreams, clarity good, content and recall average
7:16am - focus on remembering the dreams for later, need sleep too much to write them now
7:17am - carefully extricate myself from cat and blankets and visit bathroom
7:18am - discover cat is now somehow hogging entire pile of sheets, blankets and pillows
7:19am - grab another comforter for myself and try to go back to sleep
11:15am - wake terminally and write down the previous two dreams in bedside journal
11:20am - as I'm writing, suddenly recall two more dreams I had during second sleep period

Conclusion: Results negligible apart from the sleeplessness, since I normally remember multiple dreams when keeping an active journal.

First Double Dream that i remember last night, wich I guess is a small consolation for the epic lucids I missed this morning. I had TWO dreams with the same theme: Lucid dreaming. Could it BE more blatant? Here they come:

Number 1: Me and my father go to some sort of party and have a picnic on the grass. My dad says we should change spots and sit somewhere else. We sit with Adam, Edward, Thierry and Oliver. Edward is nice with me and trades his carrots for my cucumbers. But then it turns into a fight as me and Adam start beating each others. He throws me way up in the sky and I do a backflip before landing on my feet. Then I grab his neck and give him a facewash before trying to squeeze his skull. Noone wins, and im mad. I walk away thinking (watch this): If I was dreaming, I would have kicked your ass! How could i miss that? Dont ask me.

Now the next one is WAY worse. The whole storyline is centered on it.

Number 2: It starts with me watching some kind of kids show with my dad. It is about an entire family that teaches to kids lucid dreaming (geez) while keeping it educational and fun. They are wearing pink, but when they start dreaming the background turns to white. While going up some kind of tower, the brother in the family breathes fire then starts educating kids about it. I think I made my dad watch it to realize that Inception was real. My mom kicks me out of the house, and I have nowhere else to go but to my uncles LD camp (sigh). I go back inside to pack my stuff and find a flute in the back of my garage. I bring it with me, and play the Song of Healing on it (LoZ OoT). On the front of the house, I see a hot women with my mom. I ask my mother: "Whos this?"
She says she will take care of my brother and sis while she takes me to the camp. We make a stop to what appears to be the place you go to renew your license. While not my mom but my dad sits on a chair to wait, I go to the counter. There is a person in front of me. I go and pull out my health insurance card (im canadian )


She charges it and ask me why im doing it. My reply: In case I ever break a dream leg (GODDAMN IT) Then she gives me a tiny watermelon piece that I start to eat before stopping, thinking I will need it later to fall asleep. I tell my dad: Alright im done with my errand, lets go!
Thats the end of it.

A dream about dreaming. Now thats a first. What is really amazing is that through the entire dream I was anxious about wether or not I could have an LD. Now thats a fail.

I had quite a few dreams last night, but this is the only one that I remember.

1- Alex the Cursed
At school, I am in a gang led by a boy named Alex. (Who, by the way, seems to be the same Alex from my orphanage dream a while back.) This isn't a normal kind of gang. Alex's father is a leading figure in the Mafia; our gang is designed to undermine his malicious schemes.

In a tragic turn of fate, however, Alex is discovered. Furious, his father beats him unconscious before my eyes (I am chained to the wall). Then, to my horror, he pulls down the boy's pants and chops off his penis.

"You sick bastard!" I screech, straining uselessly against my chains. "He's your son! How can you be so cruel!?"

I am released without any (physical) harm, and I carry Alex back to his room. (Although, "carry" isn't the right word. I more or less had to drag him due the fact that he was considerably larger than me.) I feel sorry for him when he wakes up...

*time lapse*

The gang and I seem to be under some sort of sleeping spell. I drowsily wonder why I haven't gotten out of bed the past week.

Suddenly the nurse brings in some "medicine." She says that Alex sent it. Throughout the dream, we had been taking some particular type of drug to enhance our fighting abilities. I believe that this is the same thing, despite the fact that it is clearly labeled "Furniture Cleaner." One sip of it and I am abruptly wide awake.

I rush to the nearest sink as fast as my legs can carry me (which happens to be the one in Alex's bedroom) and begin spitting the stuff out. It has started foaming, and takes quite a while to get it all out. Blech! "I... I think I prefer the other medicine," I say to Alex weakly. "Although this one DID get me out of bed."

He is angry that we haven't been to see him since his... incident. I apologize profusely, making a mental note to slaughter whoever put me under that damn spell...

*time lapse*

It is time for the school election, and since two girls from the Yakuza are running, it is important for our gang to send two candidates. Alex and I are the popular choice. I know that I will end up doing most of the work (since he's going to be disabled for a while), but I put on a brave face and accept the offer. (I really, really hate positions where I must speak in front of people.)

For some reason, part of the pre-election activities consists of hiding seven slips of paper in the kitchen. The opposing team who finds all of the other team's papers wins the challenge.

But the Yakuza girls are cheaters. I catch them spying on me as I hide the slips of paper, so Alex and I start devising a scheme of our own to sabotage them.