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I am at some kind of state fair. See a tall dark haired man and start talking to him. He is dressed in white pants and blue top.

I am dreaming that I should remember to recognize when I am dreaming and wake up in the garage of my childhood home.

This is going to be difficult to explain but here it goes:

The dreams were heavily centered around my brother. There was so much about him I never learned but I know that he is an alien that is the key to life on Earth. I'll get back to this later though. My brother is sick in bed at a luxurious hotel, looking at pictures and videos on his laptop and tv and projector and so forth. There is an evil figure in the room with him. I don't know who, I think he works for the Google corporation but he isn't letting my brother know the truth about anything. This is night time and it is the last night on earth before the apocalypse. I can't remember what happens, maybe I wasn't supposed to, but it results in someone killing my brother. With his death dies the good in mankind. All new souls are forever evil. But the thing about my brother is that he's somehow not fully dead. He comes back to life in the hotel, but weaker than ever. His "guardian" from Google is there there and he asks him to stay, completely unaware that it was him that was responsible for his death. I also come into the room after hearing news of his death and resurrection and stay to watch over him.

Days have passed at this point. The man starts talking to us but he only cares that my brother hears it, "Things have gotten worse since. Look at these drawings from the children". He shows these pictures of faces painted in black. all of them look scared. angry. like they're dying. It was gruesome in a simplistic way. With this my brother grew colder. For just a second, his eyes had dark rings around them. I rushed over to him to console him and he returned to normal. It was then that I realized that the man was evil. Somehow my brother was connected to Earth and if he grew evil, so would life. What I didn't understand was that somehow, this man was planning to use the Apocalypse to bring forth a revolution in which Google could run the world. Operation Google Control.

So remember that whole Alien thing? Well I know this because I remember when things on Earth just started to get worse, and I was speaking to my neighbor at my apartment. He was telling me how all the kids were acting terrible, swearing and seemed to be lacking that innocence about them. Behind us was a wall of action figures, one of them was his Alien with a large head and coloured veins traveling down from it's brain. The moment I saw it I had instant flashes of my brother and I knew that it was in some way related to him.

So flash forward again >>

I'm traversing through a shattered world with a companion trying to reach a destination to stop everything that has been happening. Around us, the world is in terror. Everything is a mess. People are few and far. There are 3 Tornado's in the distance. One of them is huge and though they are far, they don't seem so by their size. I remember screaming and begging my friend to turn the other direction because I cannot handle my fear of the Tornado's.

There is so much more but it's all too scrambled. I don't know what to make of his.

I don't remember a whole portion but now I'm walking through a ruined earth with a friend trying to find answers.

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I really enjoyed the class last night - thankyou Prof. Percy.
After class did a few RC's and went to bed. I repeated mantra "Next time I am dreaming I will remember to recognize that I am dreaming" and then visualized becoming lucid in a dream and then more mantra. My mind wandered a couple of times but I am pretty sure I went to sleep with the mantra foremost in my mind. Problem is that I kept waking up for real most times when I started dreaming and therefore had little opportunity to become lucid.
I had a semi-lucid where I kind of felt like I was partially awake. I was in my house and was in the hallway outside my bedroom and did some reality checks. Tried to look at my hands but could not at first but eventually saw one hand and it looked like I had three very thick fingers and one short one. I tried to put my finger through my hand and it was very soft and pliable. The reason I did not think I was actually lucid is because I did not have a lot of clarity and the atmosphere seemed dull. I did ask for more clarity and vividness but did not get it. The whole time I felt like I knew I was in my bed and when I woke up properly I felt that it must have just been my own auto suggestion.
I will post dreams in DJ.

I miss tech failure dreamsigns even though I know something is odd. My first encounter with Samael but we're allies. I continue to see some old acquaintances.

Uni Computer Failure (non-lucid)

I am in a class on a computer. I am trying to look up my schedule because I think I have a bio class starting in 5 minutes. The computer clock reads "66". The computer next to me reads "1" with "26" placed below that. I know something is odd but this girl besides me distracts me. I continue trying to find my schedule but can't. The computer keeps showing me school images.

I eventually find the schedule and I was right, I go to bio class.

I take a seat and a girl is sitting across from me. She is showing people her tits and when I tell her I wasn't paying attention she gets angry. "I am not showing anyone else."

I then feel a vibration under my own shirt and it is a wristwatch cellphone. I place it in my pocket. The guy next to me says its his and when I refuse to give it to me and tries to tell the professor on me so I just give it back. But I do find a small plastic, red shoe in my pocket from a toy or something so that is cool.

High School Dream (non-lucid)

I am following a girl through the hall on my way to class. She is wearing a backward necklace that says DASH.

We get talking about something and both go into class and have a sit. She is talking to some girls about Tiger Woods and the teacher is explaining that the new math book only costs $40.

Samael and the Pirate Ship (non-lucid)

Recall isn't to great on this one. There is some sort of pirate ship that belongs to me and my crew. We have to make our way through a cave filled with monsters. I exit the ship and have to choose party members like a video game. All with their own attributes. I choose Vince the athlete for his agility and Samael.



I know we went through the cave and some other stuff happened. I remember tentacles and a boss. I also remember wanting to tell someone about a video game and a bird with these awesome wings.

But most vividly I remember having 2 small splinters in my hand. Samael grabbed my hand real tight and started to mercilessly dig the splinters out. It hurt pretty good but felt better after he was done. He must have been the healer. I was the tank.

Type: regular dream.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

I was in the art room of my school. It was a large rectangular room with white brick walls, solid light gray flooring, and large windows paneling along one of the long walls. There were very long desks going from one long side of the room to the other. On one end of the room against the shorter wall, there were plastic tubs and black racks with students' artwork, scrap paper, scissors, and possibly anything else you could imagine. In real life, our art teacher isn't that organized, and this reflected somewhat in the dream.

There were many students sitting in chairs at the desks; some I recognized and others I didn't. We were making feather cutouts out of paper at first. I was at a desk too; one of my friends was sitting across from me. I had to get some more tan paper though, because I had accidentally cut mine too much with a pair of scissors. I went to the back of the room where the artwork and scraps were, and I saw one of my friends cutting a certain size of paper with the paper cutter. I needed to use it, so I stood and waited for her to finish.

She turned around and handed me one of two pieces she cut, smiling a bit but not saying anything. "Thanks," I told her and started to head back to my spot.

I must have gone down the wrong row, because my friend was two desks away from me. She waved and mouthed something like "over here". I pointed underneath the desk and rolled my eyes, popping down underneath it, and then ground-hogging back up on the other side. I did this twice and I was back at my spot; half the class was laughing. When I was underneath the second desk, there was a sudden, random flash of the Game Boy Color logo.

Once I got back to my desk, I began to hear people talking about lucid dreaming. They were discussing induction techniques as I colored in the edges of the sheet of paper with brown to make the edges of a map.

Lucid: Not at all
Dream Aids: None
Vividness: Half realistic

Dreamsign
Lucidity

I was walking around an architecturally distorted University of Vermont campus on what should have been a hot summer day, but as it turns out the forecast had it slated to snow. A friend of mine was holding a party to celebrate the event. I wasn't initially interested, but while walking through campus I saw that apparently it was a big deal and tons of people were going there. It almost had the vibe of zombies shuffling towards an unknown destination.

Walking down there was a lot of fun. Everyone was ecstatic at the surprising snow, big snowball fights and wrestling matches would break out left and right, many of which I was a part of.

Upon getting to the house there was a random change of setting. It became more of a family reunion type of thing, with the party going on in the background. As often happens at our family reunions, we played poker. But instead of keeping the betting limit down low, this turned into high stakes gambling.

On the first hand I was dealt a full house and could hardly contain my excitement. The other two highest hands were a two pair and three of a kind. I was about to win a lot of money when I saw someone had taken my cards and started shuffling already. They thought I had shown already. Following that event I became very likely angrier than I've ever been in a dream. I completely lost it.

To make matters worse I realized that I had work that day, and was already half an hour late. I left the house in a terrible mood and walked the other way. While walking away the dream fades.

Type: DILD.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

It started off in my old bedroom; it was very dark throughout the room, and no light was pouring in through the windows to aid my vision. I was sitting on my double-size bed, and then I suddenly fell backwards into a dark void. It was pitch black and I could hear faint humming, but I couldn't discern what it was coming from. I was floating up and down for a long time, and looking at myself from a third person perspective. I also saw my bedroom, and taking up almost a quarter of the room, mostly on top of the bed, was the void. It was dark and floating like a cloud of smoke.

My perspective changed back to first person, and I was hailed by a voice. "You're going to do as I say, or else you'll stay here forever. Do you accept?" I nodded, "yes".

I was back in my room in that instant, sitting on my bed again. There was a shadow, almost in the shape of a child, on another double bed in front of me. I looked at it, squinting a bit. "You're going to harvest some things for me," it told me. The voice was almost like one a little girl would have.

I then found myself along the side of a stucco house, surrounded by large pine trees. There was a lot of real-looking snow on the ground, but it wasn't cold even though I was kneeling down in it. I was with another person, also being told what to do by the shadow. He was slightly older than me, and was wearing a hoodie and dark blue jeans. We were both sitting in front of a tiny tree with blue Christmas baubles hanging from it. I held out my finger and a spark of blue light came from it, traveling in a straight line. It hit one of the baubles and it started glowing, changing shape. When the glow vanished, it was in the shape of a small steel ring. I took it and pocketed it immediately. We spent the next few minutes of the dream doing this.

Then, I was back at the house, in my bedroom. The shadow looked like it was holding out its hand, so I handed it the rings, but they dropped right through it and onto the bed. "You idiot," it told me angrily. "You don't have as many as I asked for."

I became aware that I was dreaming, but not enough to change the plot, control the shadow, or do pretty much anything. I failed to control my anger at the shadow so I began to speak even though I felt it would put me back in the void. I had to try. "Listen," I said to it, "I don't know what you are. But you're a horrible creature that instead of going out there and doing things yourself, makes other people with lives do them! I should put you in a void, see how you like it.

I almost thought I could hear sniffling, but the shadow didn't move or shift. "Sorry," it said softly, and vanished.

Fragment:

1. Matt shows me the extra DXM pills.

A Young'un Party

I find myself wandering around in a half-foresty half-civilized area, possibly blind during segments, but always having the ability to see. I eventually find myself at a younger girl's birthday party. Everybody's a freshman or so, and I imagine they're all David's friends. At some point during the party, I see that we're all dressed up, and I try to help a David/Bjorn mixture person pin on a regular tie. We go to a dance, but I show up basically in the last song. I'm in these weird suspenders. I'm not sure if I have a partner or not.

Alright, so a lot of things about this dream should've definitely clued me in.

Race for the Prize

I'm in this race, though it doesn't seem clear what type of race it is. It's around an oval stadium track. I run the race by rolling a lot, a la Zelda. I look on the screen and see another guy rolling a ton, going really fast. I also see myself get blown up, my headless body being dragged off the course casually. This freaks me out, as I begin to think I've died and am a ghost.

First dream about dying I've had in a while.

[size=18]07/10/07 Audio File - Short Lucid

I was testing a new audio file. This was some Theta (10-4) HTZ and white noise and also contained voice samples.

The first file had the following statements:
"You will have a lucid dream"
"This is a dream"
"You are dreaming!"

Saturday night 07/08; the file did come in the dream but in the dream I was wearing my mp3 player and thought that was why I was hearing the voice trigger. So due to this reason I changed the file and added the statement: "If you are hearing my voice, you are not awake!" Sunday night I woke up 4 and looped it until I woke up, this was not a good idea in one respect but --- not due to the voice trigger, I was able to WILD into a short lucid. I started off by rubbing my hand and I noticed I was in an amusement park. I remember also riding a roller coaster which was fun but lost the lucidity after that point.

Note: I dont think you should let this file loop more than twice. It is brain entrainment and can have an adverse affect on you. I played it for two hours and felt nautious & light headed when I woke up. Its 30 minutes, I would say twice should be enough if it's going to trigger a lucid.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Thought I had another day with no dream recall but had what i presumed was a memory of winding up my wifes torch that i broke the top off. I remember thinking how odd it was someone managed to fix it. Ive checked and its still broken and where i left it, so that must have been a dream!

DreamLucid Dream

I was standing in a Target with a bunch of kids from school. It was the first day and I was waiting to get my class schedule. They handed out everyone else's except mine: people were jumping up and down and laughing. A teacher who looked like a cashier showed up, he had long shaggy brown hair. He took all the others into a different room. I was standing there alone, so I asked him if he knew where my schedule was. He pointed at the floor and said, "We already gave it to you, it's probably in that pile." I looked down and saw a huge mound of crumpled papers which had definitely not been there before. I got down on my knees and began sifting through the papers looking for my schedule. Out of the corner of my eye I saw the man go back to the cash register and start ringing people up. The weird thing was, people were only buying cans of Mountain Dew. I saw my friend buy a Pepsi and start talking to the guy about Yale, I think, because she goes there. He nodded at what she said and leaned in to kiss her.

I finally found my schedule and began to read it. It said "Pick your superpower! 8:00-2:00 Practice." I got really excited because there was a list of awesome superpowers to choose from. While I was trying to decide which power to pick the man came over again. "You found it, good, now go into the room. You'll be a little behind because they've already started practicing but that's okay. You'll catch up." I tried to say "Hey, wait, I haven't decided on anything yet" but he grabbed my arm and shoved me into the room.

There were a ton of people running around exploding things and I was really confused until an Asian girl came up to me and said "Need any help?" I said "Yeah, I don't even know which power I want yet." She smiled and told me, "That's okay." Suddenly a huge metal door opened and a fleet of futuristic motorcycles/cars sat there. Everyone started to climb on. The Asian girl gave me a helmet and said" "Yours is the yellow one." I tried to protest but she said "It's okay, you'll do fine." "Where are we going?" I asked her. She replied, "The end of the world."

I got on the motorcycle and it zoomed off. It was going too fast. I remember dodging around a bunch of regular cars and a few trees, but I couldn't get it to stop. Suddenly I was surrounded by snow and evergreen trees. I crashed into a snowdrift and flew through the air, landing hard on the ground. That's when I woke up.

Also during the night, I was in a small room with my old friend Megan, Beyonce, and Imogen Heap. We were supposed to perform a dance for some sort of school assignment. I was partnered with Imogen and Megan was with Beyonce. The teacher came in and asked for their project first. To my surprise they gave her a flash drive to plug into her laptop! She put it in and there was a three page Word document on dancing. At the end there was a small video that featured disco music and lots of psychedelic art. The teacher said "Great job guys!" and gave them an A+. I was upset because they didn't even do what they were supposed to and they still got a good grade!

Dreams having to do with school, hmm? Well, it is about to start, I suppose. Maybe I should add it to my list of dreamsigns.

Also, no LDs. Sigh.

06/24/06 - Ganzfeld Entry Lucid


I entered a Lucid (finally) from the Ganzfeld state. You can read about the study in the Research Team boards.

I was seeing images and I WILD directly into a Lucid. I saw a crowded mall scene and this person who looked familar to me asked me if I knew him. I thought immediately no I didnt know him but looked familiar and I knew I was dreaming. I told him, yeah I dont know you but you look familiar but this is a dream. I looked at my hands and they were blurry. I started to rub them together to keep the lucidty. He looked at me like I was strange for doing that and didnt understand about this being a dream. As I turned away I literally saw his image fade and blurr then disappear. My vision was getting blurry so I was loosing the dream. Well I had a false awakening. When I was laying down, I felt like I was spinning and my legs were off the bed in the air. I opened my eyes and it was like some force or entity was spinning my body around, to say the least I was scared. Then at one point it was ontop of me like it was choking me or something. I thought I woke up and went to the kitchen where my mom was cooking breakfast, I was crying because I thought this really happened to me. Then I really woke up in my room. Even though at the cost of a nightmare, I was happy. I've been working on this research of entering from the ganzfeld state for quite some time.

06/17/06 - DILD Flying in the City


I was having a dream where I was trying to play football or catch in the street. But there was some thugs giving me a hardtime. One of them was holding me and wouldnt let me go so I woke up.

I thought I could enter the same dream and get some revenge while lucid. So I entered the dream on the street and I saw all the the thugs standing there like they were waiting. So I started running towards them with my hands up and I blasted rays at them and it made them fly back about 20 feet or so. I pretty much wiped all of them out, heheh.

I decided to fly and see the city. So i start to levitate up really high before I started flying in the city.On my way up I remembered about the Advanced Lucid tasks, and sure enough I saw a little butterfly! I caught it in my hand (I was still floating up) after a few seconds I decided to let it go and it flew away. I reached the point where I wanted to start flying through and past the builidngs. I made a huge first sweep. It was really breath taking when I took in the views of this city. I did this for a while but I decided to stop by a mall. It was something like our Galleria in Houston. I landed on a level of the mall and a couple was standing there and they were shocked to see me fly on to the ledge of this level. So I acted like I was part of the mall entertainment and acted like a robot. I started doing some typical robot moves and dancing. After them laughing and saying how neat, and look at that, I decided I had enough and flew off the ledge again.

[size=18]06/12/07 Sex Lucid

Short but sweet Sex lucid to report. I was at someone's house visiting, who I'm not sure. There was a woman there lying on the couch. I didnt know her or my surroundings so I took it that it was a dream. She was pretty cute so I thought I would take her over knowing it was a dream and she wouldnt mind. I went to the couch and we started making out and ended having sex. Although those details aren't clear. I remember we were laying in bed and her family was coming home. It must have been their house so I got dressed and hi-tailed it out of there.