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I was in our hometown. Was talking to Chona. Then I had to walk.

I was in our plaza. Or outside our plaza. I saw the wi-fi guy fixing some wires. I asked when the internet will be back. He said probably later or tomorrow. I complained because I couldn't work overtime. I sat at the stairs, and he accidentally stepped on my fingers, although it seemed as though I was too far for him to step on. I asked then how we can set up my laptop for it to work on the new wi-fi. We checked and it asked for I password. I told him I don't put in any password. I thought I should have, but I also wondered why a network I don't put password in would ask for it.

I went home, and a friend was there. At first it was Donnie. Then it was Christian F. We were supposed to set up the wi-fi. But for some reason I brought my laptop, its wires, and a small fan, over to another place. Then I forgot to tell them I can't go "there." I was thinking of asking Christian if he's still around. They must have waited for me, and I felt bad.

Around this time, Chona texted she's coming back, and asked if I wanted her to bring something back. I thought of sweet rolls, but I was so scatter-brained I forgot to text back.


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NOTE: was able to hear the Affirmation when I woke up, although I almost forgot the dream.

I was in an unfamiliar place at first. I then heard people talk about the nuke "practice" nearby.

I was in our hometown's plaza. We can see the explosion from there. Some things fell. Dust? Debris? Ice?

had an unexpected lucid dream(DILD).

I was in my hometown talking to my brother. as I walked across the street I saw a white car driving by. I started to run across the street to hurry and get out of the way. after crossing I noticed the white car was trying to chase me. I didnt know why but the two guys inside were mad at me. they were about to drive onto the sidewalk when they got out and chased me by foot. I turned the corner and noticed a good hiding spot. I hid behind a pillar and was inside the display stand for one of the stores. my brother followed me and stood infront of the display looking for me. the 2 people chasing me also stopped and couldn't find me. as I got anxious I realized i was just in a dream. but I wasn't as enthusiastic as usual when I realize im dreaming. I was more concerned with taking control. so i told myself the 2 people would leave(and they did). I stepped out of the display and walked back around the corner. as I turned the corner, i was teleported to a house(supposedly mine, but much different). my 2 brothers were there and I saaw my mom in the kitchen. I tried using my voice to command people. I said something to my brother and he left. I asked my mom to leave and buy me something, but she said she had a headache. I sighed and got impatient and looked her in the eyes and said "you feel better now". she was healed and left. I walked away into the house ready to think up something fun to do while lucid, but awoke.


notes:
very good control
short
not creative(not enough time)

I was having dreams on and off with my mate Orhan in it. He's coming back on monday and he let me know just yesterday.

So after doing loads of stuff with my mom. Me and Orhan are sitting on a fence in my street.
A woman and im guessing her daughter pass by. The woman looked at me with a dirty look and that really pissed me off.
I go on a rampage and i call her all sorts of shit for being such a judgemental whitch. Bla bla bla bla ! Then i turned my pointing finger to the girl. She was blonde with short curls and a small nose. She didn't say anything. She was mostly staring at the concrete floor. I point my finger at her and say. AND YOU GIRL! You look very sweet... She smiled to herself.
Orhan was exceedingly impressed and laughed out loud. I walked away while he kept following them.

As I said before I dream a lot about work. yesterday while at work I set my timer to go off every thirty minutes to do an RC.

This evening I went for a short nap and it started with me leaving work with flowers in my hands. The flowers were invisible. I then proceeded to raise them above my head while exiting the building, by the time I completely left, the flowers were (or I was imagining they were) making a swirling galaxy shape a few feet above my head while I moved my arms to make them move in that way. once I was outside I launched the flowers as hard as I could into the evening sky. They were still invisible. BTW the reflection in the windows of the doors leading out cast small white spheres which at first glance seemed like stars in the sky.

I asked, "am I dreaming?" but it was only a reflex due to my previous day's routine. I asked myself what I wanted and almost immediately sent out a request to meet a dream guide or spirit guide but nothing happened. I was walking and a woman and her son walked by and small dandelion seeds landed on his face and then large dandelion seeds landed on me. I wanted something interesting to happen so I tried leaping twice and nothing. then at the corner where stairs led down about eight of them I tried again and failed and almost fell. was at the traffic corner and traffic was moving on red lights and stopping on green. Saw large building from my hometown. Feeling frustrated from having no direction and ability to change my surroundings I entered a Mc D's to ask for an ice cream and try not to pay for it. went to the cashier, A dark-skinned man in plain clothes made eye contact and walked away. and that was that.

It most likely is in the tutorials about what to try to develop DC but I am more interested in a guide. Maybe he was it but if there's anyone who has experience with this let me know.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

05.01.2011

Music fragment (Fragment)

I was in my family's car with my parents and brothers. We were going to celebrate my birthday in my music school (yeah, makes no sense) When we arrived my parents were worried about the time, so I told them it was 2:28 and that the opening times were 2:20-7:20 (not like that at all in real life) and I got out of the car.

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05.01.2011

Judo store (Non-lucid)

I was in some kind of mix between a store and a gym with the man who used to be my Judo teacher. My youngest brother and a bunch of kids were also there. He was teaching a kid but the kid began crying because he couldn't do it right.

A while later someone came into the store and warned the teacher that there was a fire or something and he had to leave. I decided to look at a cupboard in the store and in the top half (I looked at it several times and could never get it right, i think it switched places) there was a soap and bubbles kind of toy. I wanted to steal it but in the end my conscience won and I didn't.

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05.01.2011

Groundhog bus (Non-lucid)

I was in a bus being driven by one of my cousins who didn't have permission. I new he was driving because I'd already been in this situation before (I think in the previous part of my dream I stopped him but in a different manner). So tired from having already done this I just went to the front of the bus, took the steering weel from his hands and forced the bus to stomp, but then I accidentaly put it in reverse and someone else had to stop it.

After that the bus was taken back to my home town and I sat with a person (I think at first she was a girl but at some point became a boy) I explained to her that I knew about my cousin because I had already lived this day many times. She told me to call my parents because they might be worried and I thought about how to explain to them that a thing such as reliving your day over and over could be real. (Note to self: if you ever, ever face a situation when you fear explaining something because it doesn't seem real, then for the love of God do a reality check.) When we arrived at my home town I walked her to the hospital. Once in there I saw him and I decided to stay at the hospital because it was about 3:30 and I was scheduled at 4:00.

Wow, two dreams tonight in which I checked my watch and I didn't do a reality check. Oh well, at least watches are starting to appear in my dreams.

Nothing lucid last night (I was lucid the night before, but just explored and didn't do much), but there was a pretty sweet fireworks show. It was one of those amalgams of a dozen different times and places and people who weren't exactly who they are in RL and probably wouldn't be in the same room together, but pretty much I was hanging out with family, and at one point we were outside and a fireworks show started one town over. Someone in our crew had some decent ones, too, and answered with a few bursts and bottle rockets. I remember one was kind of a dud and went into the lake/creek/whatever near us, and kept going off under the water. It was green and lit up the water in a cool way.

I also dreamed that I followed an old lady from my hometown down into a subway line hidden under one of the larger small towns around where I grew up. It was made of really old-looking, crumbling limestone. At the lowest level it was pitch black and there were--wait for it--vampire ghosts. I tried to get the old lady out of there, but I was basically manhandling her up the stairs, and she wasn't getting anywhere, so she decided to kick me down the stairs and run :/

This is a dream i had in a morning. It seemed very real but a little strange. Can't understand how i missed the fact that in the middle of the summer people were skating but still. The ski was a light blue with no trace of any clouds on it. I was with some of my friends just talking but out of the sudden we start a race. A skating race that is. The skates were nothing more than some small wooden planks with some leather straps on them . The prize was a girl, apparently the girl of your dreams. Nobody talked about the finish line but i already knew where it was going to end. We start. I am in the middle trying to go faster but i end up running. After dodging a car headed our way i get pushed backwards by one of my friends. I try to reach them but it's too late. The race is over and i am the 6th or 7th. I get there i saw the girl. The thing is i actually rarely talk to her irl and haven't seen her for a year or more. She looks in my eyes , but then somebody says hi, i answer and the dream fades. At that point i began to realize i was dreaming. And talking about this i recalled another dream. Well , actually just some scenes but good enough for me

1. This one was long and detailed, covering several days of dream-time, with some on-the-ground action, some movie-screen views of other characters, and even some back-story. It all took place in the little town in PA where I grew up. It started with the story of Altrip Jones, a man from my town who went out and made a fortune in the city, then came back and built this weird monument of a public building, with huge, white marble gargoyles jutting from the corners. It was some kind of culture/community center. So I saw this as if in a documentary, then I was back in my hometown, but a weirdly prosperous version where this guy had infused all this money into it.

2. I'm attending a funeral in my hometown, and it's a big family gathering, but it's a dream family, not my real family, and pretty much a dream-town, too. Mostly I'm interacting with two little brothers who have never met me before, because I've been away that long, and I"m working to protect my little uncle (real person) from professional assassins, including a 40-something Gene Hackman. These guys really like to rapel down buildings. I'm not resisting them violently, just tracking their movements and evading them.

3. At some point, I'm taking a walk with some dude I don't know, and he lights up a j. We turn a corner and here we are at a big, sandy beach (nothing like this in my real town). We pass it around and a few people join us, then security comes sniffing around, so I have to evade them and end up alone way down the beach. I start running back toward the crowd (now leaving--it's night-time, and they're closing down the beach), then realize it would be much faster to glide over the sand, then think "Well, why don't I just fly?" So I'm flying down the beach, and I stop and think, "Wait a sec, am I dreaming?" The dunes and everything look pretty real, but I do an RC (my first ever deliberate RC--thanks DV), which for me is kind of a karma-probe to see if objects around me have history and depth--dream objects are more transparent, have less presence than waking objects, even if visually identical. So anyway, I'm lucid, but everything stays pretty solid. I walk around and come to a pliant barrier where the beach just stops, but recalling some stuff from the forums, I try to dissolve or push through, and manage to get my hands through, like pushing through saran wrap. I didn't get to do much else before I woke up. Still, that's two LDs in a 10 days, after many months without any. Whoop!