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Dream started with my Father Mother and brother all inside Father room , it was near night we were discussing what place will go to. That's when we all agreed that the place that cost $500,000 was best , I began to become excited that this was going to happen and couldn't wait for it. I ask my Father does he think he could do this every several months however he did not answer and continue to lay down watching television. That's when we all fell asleep that's when the next day began and the sun began to rise up. I got up to my surprise my brother has already been waiting for me to wake up, I knew today was the day for the trip so I felt excited again and quickly went inside the bathroom to prepare. As I am in the bathroom I look at myself in the mirror and realize I had facial hair and a lot of it, it was very long. I then starting thinking when I woke up why wasn't my brother surprise about the new appearance but decided to accept it and thought it must've all grew over last night. I came out and waited with my Mother and brother for Father to arrive however I knew this was going to take hours and decided to fall back to sleep. The scene began to change and the alleged dream began I was in my elementary school however it was 3rd person point of view, I saw this boy who was ask by another kid to watch his cat . The boy agreed to watch over his cat as he went inside the school however right after the cat owner leaves the boy snatches the cat and went behind the school. He sat there talking to the cat telling the cat that it had to die as he didn't want to be caught and knew the cat owner were suspect him if he steals it. A police guard started walking toward his direction and this made the boy panic to where he decided to run leaving the school off in to the woods and I never saw the boy again. I then wake up from this dream and got out of bed , it was night and I began getting excited realizing he'll be here. I went out to the living room and look through the window and saw Father coming inside. I started running around in joy in till I trip on the ground and fell. I got up and went inside Father's room looking for other stuff my Father enter inside as well and told me he won't be able to do it this night as he car needed to be fix. I told him I understand and decided to go back to sleep, that's when I back in the other dream where the police was talking to the cat owner saying he did see a orange hair kid running away which made the cat owner angry. That's when 3rd person point of view was gone and I finally realize I had my own body again. The police officer, a commander and the cat owner come toward my way and I realize I needed to walk with them. As we all walk the scene change to a door which I open it and left the door open for the commander and others to enter in. We all appear in my living room, it was dark blue outside through the windows which told me that it was soon to be night. As we stood there the commander decided to hit the cat owner in the face, the cat owner began to panic and ran all the way upstairs. I notice this and began thinking again wondering if commander is going to attack me as well, he was in the kitchen and began gliding after he did a loud howl he starts flying viciously. I began to panic and decided to run toward him to fight, as we collided he disappear and I hit the front door with my face. I became lucid however I could not stop flying around I had no control of it as I am flying around I tell myself to stay calm and to try landing. My flying began to get lower itself as it enough for me to start walking, I still felt like there was a force pushing me away. I also felt very light headed I wonder if I had any dream control but knew it can't be much I had a hard time stopping that. I test to see if I could make a DC appear by closing my eyes however it did not happen and knowing the chance that this could wake me up I did it anyway. I woke up. Lucidity Time : 55 seconds

Alright, last night I had 3 dreams and I think I'm starting to learn how to fall asleep again in a decent time span. (Didn't knew you could forget that stuff but it happened.) The solution is very simple: DON'T. MOVE. Really it was that simple, instead of moving around cause I felt an itch or something I tried ignoring most of it and just stayed still. 5 minutes later I get that sleepy feeling I've mist for 3 weeks now, thank god.

Anyway, I've been thinking about my performance last days and I come to the conclusion that I'm losing interest in (lucid) dreaming, don't know why but for now I blame it on me discovering the series 'Breaking Bad'. So I think I'm going to try and aim for one good LD and hope it comes soon enough to give me a new spark of motivation.

1. What is this place?

I'm walking around in some old abandoned factory and it's night, I get in some weird small kitchen area and there I meet Johnny Depp who looks like he walked straight out of the film 'Charlie and the chocolate factory'. Anyway, he says some weird random things and I look in a large mirror, later I look around the terrain behind the factory and I see a lot of empty graves. However I don't feel this is scary or anything.

2. Laser watch

I have a new watch, it looks very high quality and contains a lot of gold. I quickly found out the watch has a non-lethal laser on it's side and I play with it for a bit. Then I put the watch somewhere and tell my family about the laser, they don't believe me and the more I try convincing them the more angry they get. Eventually I grab the watch and show them... they remain silent.

3. Weird Disney

I'm in my backyard and everything is underwater, the water is 1 meter higher than the top of the garden and I'm trying to reach air. (IRL my backyard is mostly closed of and it has thin wires running all over the top of it to grow a roof of leaves, don't know the exact name in English.) But the wires are preventing me from swimming up, I look at the tables and chairs outside and some people sit there, they don't even care. Although I'm under water I don't feel any problems regarding air, I just want to be free. After some trying I push myself through the wires and I'm out, I reach the top and look over the roof of my garage which is completly under water. I swim to some weird Island with walls around it looks like part of a Disney park with an African theme to it. I walk around and enter a building, there I take a seat for a show and the rest of my family is there. The show is about mainly chickens and a fox, my mother is dressed like a chicken but doesn't participate in the show, she just looks really enthousiastic. All the animals have weird indian names like 'Rocufulluto' or something. Anyway suddenly I realise it's midnight and I say we're going to miss the Christmas show in the middle of the park. I keep watching the weird animal show and I wake up not much later.

I hope I will get lucid soon, I need my fix...

Journal Entry Lucid # 61 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
Background: I Meditated before going to sleep. WBTB

Lucid Dream # 61, day: 07/11/14, time: 3:27-4:40am Am" Miniature Soccer":
I am in what I think is San Francisco. It looks like there is some special event. I see people walking by. I am just standing there dazed. I see a bicycle pass by me. I am looking at the city lights while it darkens. I started to finally walk. I see another bicycle or was it the same one. I am now engaging in the dream. I realized that a carnival came to the city. I go inside and see that it's a miniature soccer match between insects. I realized it was a dream.

I started rubbing my hands to stabilize. I look around and my perception looked like an old 1960's camera. It had distortion along with those black dots in the film. I then wanted to fly out of the carnival tent. As I am ascending I see garden weed start to grow from the ground and it went all the way up to the tent. I thought I could breach the tent but when I got there it was difficult. It felt solid. I kept pushing through, my head got in and when it did I woke up.

Journal Entry Lucid # 60 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
Background: I Meditated before going to sleep. As I was going to sleep I tired to notice the process of sleeping to induce a WILD or OBE.
As I start to feel the sinking sensation and I became aware of it, it disappeared.

Lucid Dream # 60, day: 07/07/14, time: Unknown-6:49am Am" Angel of Death":

The girl I once liked was in my room. She started to touch my private part and it felt good but I know we can't be together. It felt wrong. I left her and went to the bathroom to wash my face. I thought to myself it could be a dream. She wouldn't do this in waking life.

The bathroom light was off. I see a blurry image of myself, it gave me chills. I then go to my room. I look at that mirror and I see myself as an eight foot tall giant, wearing a black hoodie. I then turn around to see that it is not my reflection but Death. He had his staff with him. I couldn't see a face, the hoodie got rid of that.


A man shows up and distracts Angel of Death, "Killing one guy won't solve your problem". He teleported me to my house and I am watching it on tv. I felt powerless because he too my flight from me. When he teleported me, my perception changed, everything looks like a poorly 3d animation. They were having an intellectual conversation that I couldn't keep up with. They even said words I didn't know, they might have just made it up though. I grabbed paper and tried to write down what they said. I thought, "how stupid is that, this is a dream, if I write it down it doesn't matter!" I threw my paper away. I tried to enter the TV screen to stop Angel of Death.

Death pushes the other guy. He then summons me. He had an army of robots connected to a plug. They had these arms that were bluish and transparent. They used that to lounge at me. I used telekinesis and threw them aside. One of them threw a punch at me and I noticed it. I extended my arm and stopped it. He kept pushing at his arm and it got closer and closer to my face. I then pushed back with a burst of TK. I then went to the plug and I exploded it by clinching my fist.

There is a kid at church, in 6th grade and I introduced him to LD. He has been wonderful in dream control. The one thing is, he is extremely violent towards DC. He suggested if I have any trouble with dream characters I use TK to stop their heart. Creative but brutal.

And I remembered what he said. I started to fly, I didn't think much of it. I point my hand at Angel of Death and I clinched my fist. He grabbed the left side of his chest and fell. I thought about what I have done. I felt guilty. I went to him and I looked closer and realized that he was a machine. It was circuits that I blew out. I felt relieved. I starting thinking about Death and the irony that it has life.

I see the kid from church, ES. He said, "what now?" I looked around perplexed. I remembered that I wanted to make a portal. I told him that we are going to make a portal. I went to a supply closet and I said this will be our portal. I didn't really imagine a destination but I just wanted it to go somewhere else. I opened it and it didn't work. I tried over and over again but still nothing. He started to get bored. I told him and his friends that we could just fly away. I went to the window and I told them we are going to have to jump. His friends advised him not to follow me. I am flying outside their house. He started to fly to. They then tried it out. As we were flying I see a door in the middle of sky. I go to it and I open it. It has a shining light. I woke up.

I think the reference when the man told death "killing one guy won't solve your problem" he might have been talking to me as well.

I don't remember the dream, not really, only one particular scene. I'm tempted to state that I was lucid for the one scene I remember, but I think that would be a lie. I think that I was, in the context of the dream, in an altered state of mind -- a trance-like state -- and was testing my capacity for carrying out super-human actions within the dreamscape of this trance-like state. So, like a meta dream? Regardless, I remember the idea of wanting to test my abilities, in a land where I could do whatever I wanted. So I practiced my capacity for high-jumping, and I was ascending up this giant tree-like structure, high jumping to each ramp area I could walk up.

It was fun.

Alot of fragments.

I was on a basketball court with alot of my friends and we were playing against another team. Game started and my friend treon got the ball. He threw it for a 3 pointer and missed just by a spec. It rebounded incredibly and the ball whizzed passed my face without having any time to react. My friend Dylan was standing next to me and I told him I needed to pay attention more.

I was on a road in my neighborhood, the main road, just walking. It was night time and I was walking on the street. A girl I knew from school drove past me and for some reason I tried chasing her car down. I couldnt catch up so i gave up and just looked to where she was driving and she turned onto another street and went to her house. So now I knew where she generally lived(No reason to though), and at this I started to walk back down to the beginning of my neighborhood. As I did so a car in front of me was speeding towards me and must've not seen me. It was a yellow car and a dude with glasses was driving it. As he neared me he eventually noticed me but too late, and he spun out trying to not hit me. After his car stopped after spinning out, I went over to him and apologized for being in his way and also thanked him for not killing me. He didnt reply but instead just straightened out his car and drove on. I went down the road even more and made my way into a local pizza place I knew well, Donnely's pizza. I walked in and some guys I knew from school were there. I talked to them to find out what was going on and they all said that they were applying to get a job. I decided I wanted one here too. I got an application and filled it out and walked into the office to submit it. At the same time another friend of mine walked in( I think Josh) and turned his in as well. The manager said he was going to interview who ever came in first but since we both came in at the same time really he told us to just go wait outside the office. We did so and quite some time later the manager called me back in and told me that I didnt get the job because all of their spots were full. I said "thats okay, my dad wouldnt have let me have a job anyways" and then i left. add on- while I was waiting outside the office I remember seeing a black girl who over did her application. She made an artistic box and put decorations all over it and then placed her application in the box. She was really excited.

I was in some sort of training facility taking part in a shooting exercise. Me and this guy, who was a brother of one of my friends named Sinclair, was shooting me, and in turn I was shooting him back. A few times he would get me and I could feel pain where he shot me. Eventually I got up out of sitting behind some car and shot him straight in the neck. He immediately started bleeding out and the guys in charge of the facility were applying pressure to where I shot him to stop the bleeding, it was no use though, he died. Utterly devastated by what I had just done I left the building and went walking around outside. After walking for a little bit my friend Sinclair came by and we talked for a bit and eventually he asked what was wrong. I told him I had killed somebody but I didnt tell him it was his brother. In my head I was thinking "If I told you, you would hate me forever" or something along those lines. We just continued walking.

Dream - Lucid

I was in what was supposed to be my apartment. I had married my husband, but also this girl I know from my old job named Whitney, who, IWL is a lesbian. I was laying on the couch in the living room, and I thought to myself that I wasn't sure how I felt about marrying a woman, but I had asked her to marry me. I then thought about my husband, and I felt better. I remember they walked into the room and Whitney came over to the couch. She was dressed a lot more girly than she ever does IWL; she had bright red lipstick on. She and I gave each other a little kiss on the lips, and I thought to myself I had never kissed a girl before. Then, either I thought about or someone asked me about whether or not the marriage would be recognized in Tennessee.

~

I was working my last day at my old job, though the area looked much different. The registers were all in the same area of the store, close to a wall, and the walls were all white. I remember speaking with Jaime, one of my old managers, and asking her if it was ok that I was there because I hadn't shown up for my last three shifts. I don't remember her exact response, but she said it was.

I was checking people out at the registers. I remember one of my old supervisors, David, being there helping to check people out as well. One of the "higher-ups", as I like to call them, was checking himself out. At the time I did not see this as weird, but IWL, that is definitely not allowed, even for the "higher-ups". He was a black man who resembled one of the IWL district managers, though, in the dream, I never saw his face, only his back. I went to go help him bag his things. He was buying many of the same dress, a spring/summer dress for a young girl. I think it was white and a soft, minty green color with thick tank top sleeves (as opposed to spaghetti strap sleeves). I was neatly piling the dresses on the counter, one on top of the other. I don't remember what he said to me first, but I said
"I'm helping you bag."
He then laughed at me and said something else. Whatever he said really pissed me off, though. I walked out of the register bay, and was looking at his back. The next thing that came out of my mouth was
"Well I hope you have a nice fucking day!"
I knew I would get in trouble, but I didn't care. It was my last day anyway, and this guy deserved it. What a corporate douche. I thought David would get pissed at me for it, but again, I really didn't care.

~

I was going to a funeral for my grandpa (IWL he passed away on Memorial Day). I remembered him being alive recently, and my brother and I speaking with him. He was smiling and laughing as we talked.

I was in the funeral home with my brother. It was spacious and had lots of seating. I don't remember anyone else being in there though. The room seemed empty.

Then, I found out someone from my new job, someone my brother had worked with also (he works for the same company I do IWL), had passed away. It was a very kind, older white man who was short with a white mustache and white hair. We were then at his funeral. I remember sitting in the very, very front of the funeral home with my brother. I remember crying, but I wasn't able to remember the man's name, and neither was my brother. I kept going back in my memory, trying so hard to remember, and I kept coming up with George Lopez, but it didn't sound right. We were saving a seat for my old store manager at my old job, Sherry. She came in and sat next to us. I still could not remember the man's name, and I kept on thinking and thinking about what his name was.

Well, there you have it, my first DJ entry in over a year. I didn't get too much sleep last nigh, probably didn't end up asleep until almost 4am, unfortunately, so I'm surprised I remember three dreams. But hey, no complaints from me. I love dreaming.

July 12, 2014

I think its the makeshift bed I'm in that keeps me from sleeping well enough to recall good dreams, i can only remember short fragments before i wake then have to change positions.

I remember a dream after falling asleep again in the morning. Me, my brother kyle, and my dad were riding in his truck going to go on vacation to a few places and were driving down the road. We were following my Uncle bill in his Mustang. The road we were on was paved and out in the countryside with grass and low lying bushes near the road that led to tall bushes and trees a few feet out. We went over a bridge when we saw the mustang going back the other way and we turned around back over the bridge. I asked where we were going and one of the places was south Dakota. I asked dad if we could stay out at his place till at least august 2nd but he never answered. Then I woke.

11-07-14

Dream 1

Eminem stopped at my house as a place to stay whilst he was on tour, everyone was telling me to give him rats for his dinner

Dream 2

I was going to an Eminem concert and it was at the ice skating rink in my local town. I was walking up towards it and I seen Action Bronson on a black pushbike. He recognised me from when I seen him in concert before and rode up to me. He hugged me and then started speaking to me and said its about 2 hours till the concert starts. So me and my family decided to go round town for a bit, we decided t go to this cake stall called BBs. As we were buying the cake, one of the workers offered my brother a job, he accepted it. So after that we went to subway, we had to get the bus and it was an open top bus, I had marmalade and I dropped it off the top accidentally, so I had to get new marmalade. We went back to town with 2 of my friends, they were going to meet someone but didn't.

12-07-14

Dream 1

We were in my house, my brother, his friend and me. We had DMT brownies and one of them was a really large dose, way larger than normal. I said I wasn't ready try DMT just yet so passed my brother also said it too. I'm chilling in my room and my brother runs in saying he accidentally ate the brownie and forgot it was a DMT one, he realised it was a while before it would kick in so he tried to calm himself down. Him and his friend who also ate one were chilling on there phones in the room. They could start it feeling to kick in they said, one ran to the toilet upstairs, my brother ran downstairs to get to the other toilet, he was sick all over the kitchen twice. I made him lie down on the sofa to prepare for his trip, I said it will 'probably feel like you're leaving this dimension, so lie down.' He was lying down zoned out, then I started making a weird high pitched noise, he found it really funny and was laughing crazily, so I carried on doing it then it was making him act weird so I stopped. I put on the TV so I could do something then he started acting weird so I turned it off. I was just making sure he looked OK basically, I then put him in the recovery position in case he was sick again.

Dream 2

I looked in my backgarden and I had a giant pet emperor penguin, it was waddling round my garden. I was thinking how cool it was to have a penguin. The I looked at my rabbit and it started running through the fences till it was 5 doors away. I shouted foods ready and it ran back, through 3 and jumped over the last two. I went in my room and found another baby penguin, we assumed the adult penguin gave birth to this one, so I was handling it showing everyone, then gave it to its mother. Then I got my mum to have a look and the penguin was with its whole family of 5 all cuddled up, we were pretty amazed.

Morning of July 12, 2014. Saturday.



At one point in this longer but fairly vague dream, I am flying over an area in an unknown region which may be some type of large zoo. There are several smaller rivers in a mostly parallel continuity, seemingly towards the south. Oddly, the whole landscape seems to be inside a very large building with a very high ceiling, and with similar features to that above a stage. I notice several lionesses and cubs near and in the shallow rivers and for a time, now and then, am concerned about flying too low but this does not happen and there does not seem to be much danger anyway.

I eventually end up at a bookstore where there is a sale outside with one small table with several wells (recesses) in which the base of the book stacks start from. There are also some underneath, I think in a cardboard box. My wife and at least our two youngest sons are there. My dream seems to “reset” to a similar scenario at least once, which involves something about buying three books really cheap, I think something like a dollar each, but that does not seem real to me for some reason and actually causes my dream to lose cohesion because of its “lack of realism” regarding the cheaper prices (regardless of the fill-a-bag sales we went to years ago).

As with most dreams, this one had a more insignificant layer that was precognitive (though doubly precognitive, based on two unrelated sections).

I am watching an anime unfold. a slightly idealized version of myself is the main character. I somehow get a job at a supermarket for androids. I have two co-workers, a generic female "nice" personality with long blonde hair, and the "bossy" personality type. they are both female (because anime i guess). The first "episode" is of my character getting the job and going through the orientation. this involves several comedic sketches basically attempting to figure out what I would be most useful doing. They eventually settle on me cleaning the floors with a sponge the way you see them clean wooden walkways in anime with a rag.



The second episode is mostly focusing on the "Bossy" android character who has longer black hair. The "nice" android insists that she's not so bad once she warms up to you. as I get to know the boss throughout the day, I learn her previous "owner" has gone missing, as well as occasionally an unknown person orders guns and weapons on her internet connection using her as a kind of proxy. I tell her in a typical anime encouragement speech that she should contact the police with that information, as there would be no danger to her based off of other information she mentioned a bit earlier. This causes her to charge out of the store, the "nice" personality exclaims that the "bossy" personality is overreacting to what I said to her like she does fairly often and that we have to stop her. She's heading to the united states, her default location. Somehow we all end up in a military helicopter that the "bossy" character is flying, I wake up as I scream in a comic fashion (did not actually wake up screaming lol).

In the past two weeks, the dreams have been intense, but I did not write any of them down.

In one, Boden didn't recognize me and didn't want anything to do with me. Boden, if I haven't mentioned him yet, has been with me from the beginning of my lucid dreams. I tried to get his attention. It was heartbreaking. Like I didn't exist to him. Like I was now so unrecognizable he couldn't fathom my being "good enough" to know his name. I felt crushed.

In another, I don't know who they were, but one was a young woman (feisty), the other a man around my age. I had to leave in a hurry and ended up walking around the city in the dark, in the rain, in a minidress and a flannel shirt the man lent me because it was cold outside. Every hotel I came to turned me away.

Sometimes I dream of just walking away from it all. Leave behind the stress I'm always under. I have nowhere to go and in the dreams it always seems to catch up to me (ain't that something?). Well, life recently has caught up to me. It's a constant struggle. The dreams I have are the only outlet I have available.

Lucid dreams I can go anywhere and drop any worry. I have friends who actually want to talk to me or spend time with me or just support me. Real life is so different. If I could choose a world to live in, it would be the dreams.

-Pix

Hello again and sorry for not posting recently. I have been trying some things recently with dream control that required a little field testing. My new medicine has helped me find a way to increase the duration of rem sleep through dream control. I was trying to find a way to stay in one dream instead of several dreams in one night. This has turned out to be a double sided coin however. You can stay in rem for longer and wake up sooner but on the other hand I have found out that you can also increase the duration of rem past the 'normal sleep time'. I can do this without the medication but is easier when on it. I believe that this may be a cause for some cases of people in a coma. I would like to test this longer but would have negative effects that I can not deal with having to pay rent and all. If there is anyone else who can do this and would like to try for me please pm me. I have slept for an entire day doing this. Your sense of time goes away after about 8-12 hours. If we can find out how this works we might be able to enter the dreams of people who are in a coma and help wake them up.

July 11, 2014

Last night was my second night with the remee sleep mask. No lucid dreams with it yet but it's already helping my dream recall. So for the past few days i've been talking about going to six flags with some of my friends for my birthday this saturday, it's all I've been thinking about because I've had so much going on with work I was thinking it would be a lot of fun and a good time to relax and take my mind off work. A couple days ago after telling my manager that it's my birthday on saturday and how bad I've been wanting to go to six flags, he tells me that we have a division conference that I should really be attending. So instead of a fun day at the amusement park celebrating my 18th birthday, I have to wake up at six in the morning on not just any saturday but my birthday saturday to take two hour drive over to a conference meeting. I was bummed to hear that my plans to have fun for the first time in a week fell through the floor, but i guess it's not all bad because my manager said that it's an important meeting and will really help me out with my job in the long run.

I woke up in a room that reminded me a lot of my bedroom. I awoke to my cell phone ringing, and when I hopped out of bed and grabbed it I saw that I had 96 missed calls and 44 unread messages... Then I realized that i'm just outside the park! my friends and I had just taken a trip out to six flags and I was sleeping because I was tired after the long car ride to get out there. I figured all these calls and texts were because my friends were in the park having fun while I was passed out, so I ran out the door and ended up in the park. I remember running up some stairs to get on a roller coaster, jogging past all of the people waiting on line like I had a fast pass. In the corner of my eye I passed someone that I recognized standing on line, I stopped for a second and he made a quick joke about a girl that I recognized standing on line behind him. He called her a dyke and I laughed because she looked like a dude. Moving on past the rest of the line, I got in the front seat of the roller coaster. I remember going up, up, up, then as soon as we hit the top and started going down... I woke up.

My phone was ringing. It was my manager calling me, after realizing that I was never really at the amusement park at all I looked at the time and saw that I was late for work. So I took a quick shower, got dressed and ran out the door, hopped on my bike a blew past every car that was crawling going twenty miles an hour in front of me. I was flying because I was really late to work, and really annoyed that I wasn't going to the park this weekend for my birthday. After dozens of illegal maneuvers I ran into the office to find my manager tapping his fingers waiting for me.

03.05.2014

Dreaming 101 (DILD)

Forgot to post this a while ago. One of my favorite dreams.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

0040 - I'm rushing to my college class. (Note: IRL, I'm not in college yet, but I don't notice this) I'm taking 5 courses at a time, as my schedule says, and one is on the 10th floor. At first I go up to the 8th or 9th with my friends, but realize that my class - D--- 101? is in 1029. Someone else and their mother is looking for the room as well, and notices me going there. I go in - it's a tiny entrance - find a seat, and sit down. I find out that we actually weren't supposed to be there, and that we were really lucky. I don't know what the class is about. The people in charge tell us to form groups of 5 or so, and everyone starts mixing together. I start panicking. I look around and see no one I can ask. I go up to this girl and ask, but she's doing some homework and says no. I look around again and Emily waves to me from across the room. I am relieved, and go sit down next to here. I say something about her saving my life and she laughs. Even so, I am disappointed in myself for not having made new friends in college. The people start talking, and it becomes apparent that we're supposed to "take a hit" of this substance. Me and Emily have never done drugs, and we don't want to. (Someone I know, possibly Emily, is sitting next to me) We get cups of this liquid gas and the person next to me decides to drink it, which we're not supposed to do. I inhale the gas, once, twice, imagine dropping into the ocean, and feel water all around me. I am asleep, and dreaming, and know that I am.

I don't remember what happens next. I think I start exploring. Oh - the other person may have been Stephanie. I'm with her in the dream. We're in a city, and I keep jumping and flying up and up and up, and she grows really big. I reach this overhang/cliff and grab onto the building, but it's weak and can't support my weight. I notice the big drop down to the street below and the arrows pointing in a line underneath me and tell S that she can go through the tunnel underneath to see me do an awesome drop. She doesn't really want to, or doesn't care either way. Not sure. Anyway, I keep holding onto the building wih a hand or two and my body keeps jumping up or floating up - perhaps on its own, or I have to keep doing so for some reason. It feels like I'm in space or constant antigravity or something. Eventually I jump too far and my legs overbalance and I flip over the edge and fall down.

It was realistic, I think. Fairly vivid. I fell down but I knew I could fly up, and so I did. It was somewhere around this point that I really realized that I was dreaming. I did an RC and everything. Things became clearer, more vivid without me trying. I fly around the city, looking at the cars, which weren't rendered properly, and we get up to the point up there. All the while, I remember the college course, and realize that it's about being about to control your dreams and trips and all that. When I meet Snape and crack my eyes open briefly in real life - or was it the college class? - I close my eyes immediately and imagine a well in the ground. A voice says, "Hover, don't drop," and I think I return to Snape and all that. New Yorkin' 2 on a billboard in rainbow letters somewhere in a city. Across the billboard there is another big poster, where the words all fluctuate. Snape is there, rather scary. Had to somewhat DEILD back in. He made a potion and reluctantly gives it to me, but says that if i take it, my other class will not be something. I decide not to take it.

I decide that I've had enough of a cloudy, foggy atmosphere and fly up past the overpasses crowding the city. The sky is beautiful and rainbow and full of stars. For once I am truly excited that this is a dream. There may have been an airship. I looked at the cars, which looked wonky and all that. At some point, the dream ends.