30th- Had a longer dream about being chased by an old neighbour in a barn or cottage, and i escaped into the rafters. (nightmare) 3rd- Had a dream that Moose and i were at a hotel together somewhere in europe, we were crashing after a long day of travelling. We had our own rooms within the hotel room we were in, but i fell asleep on the couch. Next thing i know, its early in the morning and i start to pack everything so we can head back out when Moose woke up. I went into her room to pack her stuff and she had a tent half set up in the middle of her room that i took down and i remember picking up socks that were everywhere. I finished packing and went into another room and watched a movie with my headphones on so i didnt wake her, and the maid came in with an open box of candy that i had, saying she had to take the rest back and gave me my weed stash that i had put in there for whatever reason. Weird dream. 5th- My notes say: "McDonalds if Hitler was still in charge." But i dont remember that dream, just lulzy that it happened. 13th- Had a dream that i was back in college, it was the beginning of my new semester and i was drafting bathing suits, and the teacher told me: "You have enough marks to graduate now, so you can stop if you want or you can stay and learn jackets." I agreed to finish the class. -Frag. about meeting a cousin of mine at a miss-matched subway station in Toronto. Almost didnt recognize him, gave him a hug and said: "Shall we go?" and woke up. 15th- Had a dream that LimboCity was lost in my area and he found me at a bus stop so i could help him find his dad whom he left in Toronto. He tested me by sending me a txt and waiting for me to receive it, so he could make sure it was me before approaching me. I had never seen a picture of him before but i knew it was him. When i woke up i checked my inbox and he told me he had a dream about calling me. I told him about this and he showed me a picture of him, it was identical. Very weird, is that a shared dream? 23rd- Some frag.s that i was having a bunch of online convos with people, i remembered who and some context when i woke up for a few seconds but not long enough to write them down. - I was part of a group of friends in the 70's and we were all getting ready (seperately) for a semi-formal or a prom. One girl was a dancer had a crazy reputation with boys, and i was with her -taking the bus to the dance. Some guys came onto the bus and it transitioned into the right place, the moms who were volunteering were on stage and were asked to lead the first dance, so everyone partnered up with whoever the came with and danced, guys were dancing with guys and girls with girls. I saw a DC version of a friend from my work walk by in modern clothing and called her name but she didnt hear me. I turned to my friend that i was dancing with and all of a sudden it was my friend from college, Val. I scanned the room in confusion and everyone was acting like it was Reefer Madness and Val kissed me. Then i woke up.
Updated 12-23-2010 at 07:26 PM by 35587
I had two dreams last night... (none were lucid) I was outside at my house. I heard multiple meows near me. So I looked around. There were a bunch of cats just sitting there looking sad. I think there were about 20. I picked them up and let them stay in our little "playhouse". Then there were a bunch of mice and the cats went crazy...Then I woke up... I was in band practice. Well, band practice was over, and I went over to my friend "Em" and we walked down the stairs. Suddenly, we were in something that seemed like a scary game. It made me kinda think of Jumonji (or however you spell that). We were in some sort of container. We had to find a way out. There were fake snakes and there was a snake shaped gouge in the wall. So we picked up the snakes and shoved all of them into this until we found one that fit. Then the door opened and we received a bronze charm that looked like a snake. We went through about three more, each different and more difficult each time. We got charms once we completed each of those. Then I was suddenly with my little brother. We went through about seven. They were insanely hard by now and my little brother, being only seven, (even though he's really smart) started to cry. He was scared. We had to get out of this! They just kept appearing and we couldn't get out! Finally, when we had about 20 0f the charms, we came to what was the last, so called "challenge". We had to climb up the "eiffel tower" in KingsIsland. We climbed up the stairs, it was raining and storming. I held on to my little brother, who was shaking like a leaf, asnd we climbed. Finally we were at the top. We got another charm(this one shaped like the eiffel tower) and we poofed back home. Then I woke up. That was a freakin' scary dream!! Heck man, that, for some reason, seemed freakin' real!
Edit: Just remembered another fragment. I was on MSN and I accepted a contact request from someone. There was some weird thank-you note from him. Had some dream where my ear lobe was extremely itchy, to the point of it being painful --- Was in some car with some random people. We were talking about relationships and kissing, I think. --- I think I started in my old school in Mrs. G's classroom. I was supposed to be doing this math test, and it all seemed very easy. There was only one last section at the back that seemed easy, so I decided to leave the class and go somewhere with KA. I stood up and walked to the door, thinking I could complete it as I walked. The questions ended up being hard. It was a match-up sort of thing, and none of them seemed to match. I only managed to work about two of them out. I hadn't brought a calculator, thinking it would be easy, but I was regretting it now. I decided I should just go outside with KA and try to do it without Mrs. G. seeing me. Outside there was some sort of festival, and there were many people looking up to a stage. The stage had various schools performing songs. This particular school (seemingly a high school) was doing a song that we do at our school. I started singing along with it, and thinking that we could do much better. The vice principal of my current school (who was apparently the principal of the old school in this dream) marched up to me with an angered face, and ordered me to the other side of the school. As I walked away, the path led into some quaint little courtyard with a fountain in the middle. I figured I could do the math test here, and took the crumpled and folded paper out of my pocket. But it was hard without a calculator, and I just wasn't getting it. I went to the principal's office, and the normal principal from my old school was there. I had some chocolate in my hand, and I guessed that my mom had sent them to her. I placed them on the table, and saw a little box of calculators. I snatched one, hoping she didn't notice, and stuffed it into my pocket. As I walked out, I saw my mother wearing some plastic gloves. I was confused, and then she told me that she had lost her job and became the janitor there. "WHAT?!?!??!" I exclaimed. I was confused as hell, and also shocked and embarrassed. I didn't want my mother being the janitor here! Before the dream ended, I looked down to see that I seemed to be wearing ninja clothes. I had all black on, even a face mask. I took the face mask off, and it ended. --- I was at KR's house apparently. It had something to do with Katamari Damacy. I think I was rolling up stuff or something, but the neighbor had apparently complained, and now we were being evicted. KR was freaking out like mad, but I didn't mind; I just rolled up some more stuff. --- I was at school. We were having a class party to celebrate the coming of the holidays, seemingly. But I was at my old school. Mrs. G was there along with all the others from my old school. I started off in a hallway with a fridge and a few tables. This was the food area, I guess. I was looking through the fridge and noticed all the goods: they had giant packets of skittles, a huge tray full of mini nestle chocolates, and some other things. I was really excited about this. I stuffed my bag full with as many kitkats and coffee crisps and skittles as I could. Then we started playing a mix of Capture the Flag and some other game, or something. We were planning out the teams. KE and KA and I think AL were there. Our "flags" were bottles of pop. My team had a nearly empty bottle of Spritz-Up (or something similar), and the other team had a half empty bottle of diet Spritz-Up. I drank almost all of the rest of our bottle, but it was warm and flat, so it was kind of gross. I then grabbed the other team's bottle and took a huge gulp. KE made a huge deal of this and grabbed the bottle and chugged the rest of it down. We then noticed a bottle of Crush Cream Soda there, and so I grabbed it and started drinking it. KE wrestled it from me and chugged the whole bottle just to prove her point. At some point I looked in the fridge to see what else there was, and noticed that it had the broken up dark chocolate and a giant toblerone bar (just like IRL). I took them out and put them on the snack counter. I also, at some point, was looking at the skittles packs. They were little boxes, more like the skittles gum packs. I noticed that the price on them was outrageous, ranging from $60 - $90. As I took them out of my bag again, they turned into giant apple-peach things; they had the shape of an apple, but the texture and juiciness of a peach. They were all bitten and half eaten. I noticed the price tag on some of them, and put them back in the fridge. Somehow I ended up outside, near DU St. and PA St. Apparently I was supposed to get home, and was waiting for the bus. There were numerous people, apparently from the school party, waiting too. They made a huge line up across the block. I decided that I wanted to stuff more chocolate into my bag. I was somewhat in control at this point, and started marching up a hill on the sidewalk. I could feel that odd dream gravity that always makes running and walking so hard for me. But I made nothing of it and trudged on through the snow. I finally came to the intersection of PA St. and AN St. I was waiting to cross the street since there were no street lights. When all of the cars stopped, I rushed across. Then, at the other side, I realized that I had somehow forgotten my backpack on the other side of the street, near the bus shelter. I waited yet again for a chance to cross, and another chance to cross back. I ended up back at the school. I was going through the hallway and was greeted by the old class in the younger grades. I walked past them and up the main stairwell. The stairwell was different, made of many small but winding steps. DA was there, apparently getting something for his parents. He was muttering under his breath about how stupid they were. I wanted to get back to that fridge and taste some of the chocolates and candies. Then, my leg was itchy, but my hand from IRL scratched it, and so the dream ended (!@$%, I wanted my candy -.-). --- Had some dream where two blue silhouettes were talking to each other. They were saying that in their dreams, one would cut the other's body open, and their inner soul would come out, or something like that.
Updated 12-23-2010 at 05:16 PM by 26617
Fragment: Los Angeles Mel, some guy and I are driving through L.A. in a convertible. I was expecting more smog, bu the air is clean, which I think must be because of the cooler winter air. We stop and Mel gets out of the car, but I tell her not to because it's radio active. She tells me it's safe and we all get out in our bare feet. We walk across what looks like nuked ruins and enter a building, where under the stairs we find bones. I point out some human skulls, then see a whole pile of skulls that I knock over in a loud clatter. Beyond the stairs are people seated in a theater, and some big burly dude walks up and gives us shit about the noise I made. The guy with us grabs the angry dude's cheeks and rips them right off!!!! Holy shit! We run out of there before we get in trouble for that.
This was another one of those dreams where I thought I could already have been lucid but to just do an RC anyway. Also it was confusing. I'm just gonna say I didn't know I was dreaming right now. It started out where I was sitting at a lunch table in our school's cafeteria. There was a lot of people around. A.G. was sitting about 3 or 4 seats down from me, Sam, and Julia. Julia looked like she had eaten something nasty. So she grabbed one of A.G.'s hot fries on her plate and ate one. Then Julia and Sam got up and left. A.G. got mad. The look was of hate and disgust. I heard her say, "Oh my gosh." with all of her "group" around her. I asked her where Sam was. She told me something like, "I don't know, but I've seen Claire thousands of times." I was taken aback by this for some reason. And she said it in a whisper. (I don't really like her, FYI) So I got up and walked around looking for Julia and Sam. I never heard the bell ring, because I remember somebody telling me that we weren't going to have bells that day. I was walking through the hall when I suddenly realized that I wasn't supposed to be at school, and that there was an awful lot of people around. I plugged my nose and breathed in. I was lucid! I didn't really think about my goals at this time. I thought about getting to my history class on time. o.o So I went over to my locker. I opened it and it almost looked like some sort of black hole. I saw my history stuff. My binder was jammed up in there, so I pulled it out. It looked sort of messed up too. I pulled out what looked like my history book, but it could have been my literature. Also my purse was in there. But it wasn't my purse I use today, it was my shoulder purse. So I was running down the hall and noticed a group of children around the door. I said, "Exuse me, coming through." They parted and I ran down the hall some more. When I came to the corner, I noticed some elementary students (possibly 6th graders) coming down in a line. Most of them were wearing those Nike shoes that light up. I sped past them. And then, since I remembered it was a dream, I sped ahead really fast to the door. But then I dropped my books, and a girl helped me pick them up. She said, "Here you go." With only history book and a pencil in hand. I didn't say anything about the binder and rushed in. Mrs. Elmore was staring at me and so was everyone else. "You're late." I remember her saying. The desks looked a bit odd. There was a whole group sitting together. And then there was Sam and I. I don't know where Julia was. So I went and sat by Sam. I hung my purse behind me in an odd fashion and I put something on the floor. I think it was my binder. o.o At one time we started to read the book. Since I knew it was a dream, it was going to be hard. I remember reading the paragraph with the teacher and the words were either misspelled or kept changing. I can't really remember what happened after this.
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Good morning! It's the day before christmas, and I felt like slacking off a bit. I only wrote down a few notes about each dream I had, but they were all long and tbh, annoying. I don't know why I am having them atm, but I guess it's just a bit stress related. I will write all dreams like fragments! 23.00: Bedtime 10.00: Fragments *I'm having an argument with a guy in our group. We're all survivors in some zombie land. He wants to stay where we are. "Are you crazy?! If we stay, we will all DIE!" I yell at him. "Think about your son!" suddenly the rocky wall next to me starts moving. I look at my right shoulder leaning against it. Millions upon millions tiny spiders are crawling down it. I run away and try to shake them off. When I look at the road, they multiply. Each time I take a look, they grow bigger and bigger. From a darkbrown yellow colour, they are becoming more white. I run into a house and they shrink in size again. I am still covered in them. I meet my cousin there. "If you look at them, they multiply. I broke the world record by having 236 million in one square meter" he tells me. I wonder how the hell he can calculate that. *I'm waiting for a bus with Monica. It takes a while, but suddenly three of them appear. One takes off before we have a chance to do anything, and we get on the second one. I try to swipe my old ticket, but a red light shows. "Oh, I guess it's too late" I say and tell the driver I want a baguette (?). She takes out three stripes of tickets. "There's a special price, 3 for the price of 1" she tells me. I can see they're children's tickets, but I go along with it. "Alright I'll take them" I say. She hands them over and we ride the bus. *I'm with my brother above a large lake. I'm clinging to a mountain wall and he's on a hot air balloon of some kind. Ropes are hanging down and I'm trying to grab them. Suddenly it just inflates and falls down the water. My brother is OK though. *I'm walking on a path with my brother Morgan. I spot two boys standing on a dock fishing. They get a huge, bronze fish and I tell Morgan who gets all excited, that it's not a tasty one. We decide to go fishing aswell. I am now in my old neighbourhood I lived in as a kid. I remember moving logs as a kid to find worms, and I spot several logs on different lots. All have flowers up against them though. Morgan walks off to try to find worms. I spot a pile of dirt, and I see a worm in there. I grab it and I can see several others. Soon I'm digging with my hands and have them full of worms and dirt. I put a handful in my mouth. I spot a plastic bag with a pink teddy bear in it. I grab it and gesture for Morgan to empty it and hold it up. I spit all the worms in the bag. We're set to go. We got our fishing rods and as we walk up the road, Morgan gets his tangled up. I get very frustrated and try to untangle it all. It takes forever, and suddenly I find myself cutting out pictures of Jackie Chan from "The Karate Kid" from a magazine. I try to fit different faces on him and clothes... 12.00: Fragments *I'm fighting with a guy. He's alot smaller than me, but very tough. I do all kinds of combos, but he won't go down. His face is all bloody and messed up. I hold his head in one hand and jump. I knee him right to the side of the face as I drive it towards the knee with my hand. He crashes to the ground with a loud smack. I repeat, and I am very angry with him for some reason. *I'm driving a yellow tractor down a hill. It's only got two pedals. One gas and one clutch. "Where the hell is the break?!" I wonder in panic as the thing gains alot of speed. I crash into cars, and slide down the hill. I try the wipers and find the brake. Apparently it's a break for either the left, or the right side. It's like I'm on skii's. Going back and forth. *We're having a push-up contest. One guy does with only his arms, no legs. I tell everyone cheering me on that I can't do that because of my wrists. 12.00: Wake up Amount of sleep: 12½ hours Supplements before bed: 200 ml applejuice, 2 x Omega-3 That's it! Sweet. Merry Christmas everyone! Won't be typing in my DJ tomorrow. Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!
non-dream / dream / lucid Eu estava com alguns amigos em um local que ficava do lado do prédio onde Rodrigo morava. Lembro que Farah estava com uma camiseta amarela e uma calça jeans, e foi para o prédio (onde, supostamente, estaria morando) para se trocar. Fiquei com medo de entrar no prédio justamente pelo fato de poder me encontrar com Rodrigo, que acabou saído de lá algum tempo depois. Comprimentei ele e então entrei. Eu precisava preencher meu nome na guarita mas, como estava sem guarda, não o fiz. Fiquei dando voltas pela entrada, esperando a Farah voltar. Após um tempo, o guarda chegou e perguntou se eu tinha preenchido meu nome, e eu disse que sim. Depois, Farah voltou com um vestido (roupa que ela estava na ultima vez que a vi). Saímos por outra porta, que ficava do lado da porta por onde entramos.
non-dream / dream / lucid Eu estava em casa com uns amigos, provavelmente jogando tênis de mesa. Olhei para a casa do vizinho e vi que estavam jogando um jogo de tênis no Wii, mas era um jogo com gráficos muito realistas. Lembro que, enquanto olhava, um personagem caiu e rolou com a cabeça. Eu chamei Victor e disse que isso daria um belo partoba. Depois, começou a passar algumas cenas de quedas daquele mesmo jogo. De repente, eu já estava assistindo o jogo pessoalmente, com pessoas reais jogando. Mas não era tênis, era algo parecido, que se jogava sem raquetes (apenas com as mãos). Jogavam equipes de duas pessoas contra duas pessoas. Lembro-me que havia um homem forte com cabelos grisalhos, usando uma camiseta azul. Gustavo e Roberta estavam assistindo também. Em um determinado momento, o companheiro do homem grisalho deu um corte fenomenal, e todos começaram a aplaudir. Eu estava me retirando do local (que agora já era a quadra coberta do meu colégio), e vi Amanda Cunha entrando. Acenei pra ele e, como queria voltar para casa, comecei a correr, mas não consegui (meu estado de sonho não me permitiu correr), então continuei andando até o sonho acabar.
23.12.2010My first lucid dream(s)! (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID The Cargo Ship: I was walking around on this strange cargo ship, similar to the one from Call of Duty: Modern Warfare. Suddenly, I heard several gunshots. Shortly after, there were hundrets of bullets flying past my ears, and my comrades. I was forced by one of my commanders to enter a plane lying around somewhere. When I found it, I entered the cockpit and took off. That was when I turned lucid, as I knew that I couldn't fly a plane and that I was afraid of heights. Well, when I was in the air, I saw several enemy planes and began to do crazy stunts, but I took them all down eventually. Superheroes: I don't remember so much from this sequence. I was talking to batman and some other superhero. Then, everything started to become a little bit blurried, and we were sitting in this mine cart, which suddenly started moving. Some seconds after, we were blasting through doors on this giant building, taking down every criminal that we discovered. Convo with Superman: When the Superhero sequence was "done", I woke up, but to my surprise, I fell right back down into REM sleep again, which got me lucid by the first sight of Superman. I was sitting in a chair right next to, more likely up against, Superman. We were talking about Video Games that he was going to be featured in. We were talking about this big video game that he was going to be featured in, released somewhere in 2011: "So, how's the game going to be?" "I can't really talk too much about that..." "Well, it got announced, so why not?" "Hmm, since we're friends I could talk a little more about it. Whaddaya wanna know?" "Well... How's the graphics looking, compared to other games like, Call of Duty: Black Ops?" *Smirks and laughs with a deep voice* "So you're comparing an AAA+ game with me? Thanks for the compliment! No, it's not going to be anything like that. Think arcade style." "Oh, okay... What about gameplay-wise? Is it going to be fastpaced action, or puzzle?" "Definetely fastpaced action." *Silence* Then I woke up, and wrote this. Meds used: B5, B6 and B12 supplements.
12/21/10 This Is The Way I Pray... Note: It seems that Lujan has been making things difficult for Asuka and MoSh again, I'm not sure what has set him to start being an ass again. But I am thinking he needs a little discouragement from continuing to do that. I spent some time thinking up some nice nightmares made just for Lujan. So here are a few highlights from the night of nightmares Lujan had… Dude Looks Like a Lady Lujan is at a strip club filled with the most beautiful women ever, all of them are dancing around a pole and stripping slowly down to the point where they have nothing on but what their mommas gave them. The tops come off, the women shake their breasts teasingly as they remove their bras. Then it's time for the bottoms come off, leaving each woman only wearing sexy and colorful panties… then the panties came off. Impossibly, huge hairy dicks sprung out of the tiny panties, and the "women" started swinging their hips, they all came in close around Lujan, so he is now surrounded in a pocket of dicks all pointed at him, and the "women" are laughing as each one of them cum on him at the same time, which results in Lujan puking all over the place. The Way I Prey "Another dream that will never come true, just to compliment your sorrow…" - Disturbed Ok, well the earlier scene may have been amusing, it didn't really accomplish anything. The next nightmare is a work of art, it comes in the form of a multiple level dream, which I hope has had the effect of convincing Lujan that any further attempts to bother Asuka will lead to some very unpleasant situations for him. The course of the dream was inspired by the song Prayer by Disturbed. This one starts off as what I'm sure is a very pleasant dream from his point of view. He is sitting in on a porch swing near the pool in his inner world with Asuka right next to him, or he thinks it's Asuka… Actually, it's me, so I pretend to be into him for a bit, but when I lean in for what he expects to be a kiss, I turn into a twisted version of myself, Witchblade formed into a nasty looking claw with which I am gripping his neck, glaring at him and growling, eyes glowing red like a demon… I tell him that if he wants to avoid being trapped in an endless nightmare, he will make sure he never bothers Asuka again. For just a bit he acts worried, but then he laughs, he says this is a dream, and he's not going to waste his time with me when his woman is waiting for him…" He attempts to wake himself up… "Another life that I've taken from you, a gift to add on to your pain and suffering…" - Disturbed Lujan wakes up in his own bed, or at least it looks like his bed, he chuckles to himself and rolls over to see me standing over him by his bed, so I pin him to the bed by the neck using an Alex Mercer style claw on my left hand, not convinced of the consequences yet? "I think that you might have to take another taste, a little bit of hell this time." I tell him that this is a nightmare from which he will never escape. He says that's not a power I have, so my threat is empty, and just for making the threat he is going to have some extra fun with Asuka… I use an Alex Mercer claw on my right hand to tear Lujan virtually in half, in response to the pain most likely, he wakes up… or tries again to wake up… "Another truth you can never believe has crippled you completely…" - Disturbed Lujan wakes up and gets out of bed, he is muttering to himself about how that bitch dared make threats against him when there is no way I could ever… manage… to… then he stops his muttering and looks over at me, I have remained in my demonic form, glowing eyes, evil look, Alex Mercer claws on both hands… Lujan is getting mad now, he says he doesn't know what shit I am playing at, but I had better stop if I know what's good for me, because I would only be making matters worse by… the next thing out of his mouth is a cry of pain, as I put some of the tentacles like is used in Prototype by Alex Mercer, and they have emerged from the ground beneath Lujan and pierced through his legs, binding him painfully to the floor. "Do you believe now that you can never escape from the nightmares I create?" followed by an evil laugh… then Lujan tries again to wake up. "All the cries you're beginning to hear, trapped in your mind, and the sound is deafening!" - Disturbed I have a little time to set up the next phase of the nightmare, so I transform the room where Lujan will be waking up into a hospital bed in the middle of a really creepy and twisted hospital, which is there for the sole purpose of performing cruel and unusual experiments on the unfortunate individuals trapped within its walls. The hospital looks like those in the video game series Silent Hill, where everything in the hospital has been transformed into twisted and backwards forms of what is expected. Add the extra effect of people in the other rooms crying out in pain and fear, and it became a very creepy setting indeed. The tortured cries in the other rooms are what "awakens" Lujan, at first he thinks he is going to wake up for real, and yells at someone to shut up while he's sleeping, but then he apparently realizes it isn't any normal sound and opens his eyes to see the creepy place he is in. I have transformed myself, as well, now I am one of the twisted nurse creatures from Silent Hill, I am carrying a syringe with a huge and filthy needle, Lujan is staring at me in shock, I tell him he just needs a little shot… He looks at the needle and tells me to keep it away from him, I tell him he has to take his medicine… and I'm sorry, but that left foot is going to have to go. He looks down at his left foot, which is now rotten and crawling with maggots and other assorted insects, he is trying to pull the bugs and stuff off of the foot when I stick him with the needle and inject the fluid… there… that didn't hurt, did it? The sound of the cries becomes deafening as Lujan adds his own cries, the fluid is burning him on the inside… then he "wakes up" again. "Let me enlighten you, this is the way I pray…" - Disturbed I am now in a more normal looking dream with Lujan, he is looking around nervously as if he expects to be attacked at any given point, he looks over and sees me there… I look like my normal self now. He says he doesn't know what shit I am up to, but it isn't going to work, my tricks and illusions won't work. I tell him they aren't illusions, it is just a small sample of the nightmares I can create… there's plenty more where that came from… he says I can't keep him in a dream forever, and once he is out of this dream he would have his way with Asuka and it would be all my doing. Apparently he had not yet had enough… "Living just isn't hard enough, burn me alive inside! Living my life's not hard enough, take everything away!" - Disturbed In an instant the serum I injected in him earlier becomes active again, I can even see the fire burning inside of him when he opens his mouth to cry out but is completely incinerated instead. "Another nightmare about to come true will manifest tomorrow…" - Disturbed So now it's time for another false awakening, this time I am not visible when Lujan wakes up in bed and gets up. He says something about that was an intense dream, then he looks around the room. He walks to the door and opens it, but he doesn't step outside. For outside the door it is not normal as it is in the room. Outside the door is Silent Hill, the twisted dark version of a town, though I have no idea what his home town looks like so I can't replicate it correctly. That doesn't seem to be what he is noticing right now, however, as there are creatures moving around in the mist and cries of pain and torture everywhere. I have transformed into a zombie at this point, and I am lumbering towards him like a zombie would do, there is blood all over my face, I reach out and grab his arm and proceed to rip a large mouthful of flesh from the arm… yuck… he pulls away and slams the door, I puke. Ok… that was more of a nightmare for me than him… I change to my normal form and teleport into the room, he is demanding I return his inner world to normal. I ask how he is so certain that his nightmares have not manifested into reality. He says he knows it's a dream, this is not his reality. I say but the nightmare is now your reality, and you will never wake up. That doesn't stop him from trying yet again… "Another love that I've taken from you, lost in time, on the edge of suffering…" - Disturbed Back in Lujan's usual inner world, the place with the nice house and the pool, I am lying on a lounge beside the pool in a revealing bikini, I am in the form of Kanmuri. Lujan is looking around nervously as if expecting something nasty to happen at any moment, but nothing does. As Kanmuri, I walk up behind Lujan and ask what is wrong with him. He jumps about three feet as he turns to look at me, I make a point to look perplexed. He seems glad to see it is me (Kanmuri) and grabs hold of me a bit too roughly for my liking, but it seems he is doing it out of desperation rather than cruelty. He says he has been trapped in the worst nightmares, a series of nightmares, each time he thinks he wakes up he finds it's another nightmare. He says it is over now, and I (Kanmuri) know how to help him relax. He reaches out towards me to embrace me, but I push him away. He seems surprised at that and asks what is wrong. I don't answer, I just disappear into nothingness. He is calling for her to come back, but a hollow voice speaks and says he has turned away a woman who would have him and is after one who wants nothing to do with him… the entire place is suddenly covered with snow and ice, a frigid wind is blowing, the plants are now dead. Too bad, it looks like you've been shut out in the cold, all alone… a hollow laugh follows that comment. The cold wasteland around us literally shatters like glass, leaving Lujin falling into space… "Another taste of the evil I breed will level you completely…" - Disturbed I am floating in a void with Lujan right beside me, I'm not sure exactly how to read the look on his face, I think he is trying to look angry, but I can tell the nightmares are starting to get to him, the fact he has seemingly woken up many times and yet is still trapped in this dream. I have said I can keep him in the dream indefinitely, even forever, and it is starting to look like that might be true. He says he wants out of this dream right now, he wants to wake up. I tell him that is easy enough, just say he will never go after Asuka again. He said he would bring his woman back with him if he wants to. I tell him that he is asking for another taste of the evil I have brought, although I can't promise he'll survive it. He says he wants out of the dream immediately. I tell him if that's the case, he should just wake up. "Bring to life everything that you fear, live in the dark, and the world is threatening…" - Disturbed So now I am with Lujan in a completely normal looking room, or at least I can't see anything strange about it. He is looking nervously around, I am invisible so he can't see me. Well, there is one thing odd about the room… there are no windows or doors in it. He is looking for a way out, he seems rather desperate to find an exit from this room. There is no exit revealed, but the walls do start closing in from all directions, causing the already small room to become even smaller… The walls change from ordinary walls to steel, and that metal becomes red hot, so hot that it is glowing, the temperature in the tiny room soars. Lujan is calling for someone to get him out of the room, out of the dream, his skin is burning and blistering painfully. "Living just isn't hard enough, burn me alive inside! Living my life's not hard enough, take everything away!" - Disturbed The walls are suddenly gone, he is back in his ordinary inner world, and he immediately heads for the pool in search of some relief from the burning heat… but the pool is filled with red hot lava instead of water, so no help there. He is surrounded by beautiful women, all of them scantily dressed, and they are all crowding around him. But when they get close enough, they do not bring gentle caresses or love, they have fingernails that are more like razor sharp claws, and they immediately start clawing at Lujan, pulling at the already burned flesh, tearing it off, a couple of them are eating it, it really looks quite disgusting… As that is happening I hear him calling out for me this time, calling to Raven, so I become visible just outside the group of ravenous women who are tearing at his flesh. He says he'll do it, he'll leave Asuka alone, just let him out of this dream! I look at him with doubt, I say if he goes anywhere near Asuka, if he even so much as looks at Asuka, if anyone else does anything to Asuka on his behalf, he'd better be sure he isn't even thinking about her, or he will be back in this dream before he knows what happened, and the dream will not end, but it will go on forever. The eternal nightmare. He says he will have nothing to do with Asuka, he doesn't even want to hear the name, just get him out of this nightmare! "Return to me, return to me, return to me, turn to me, leave me no one… Turn to me, return to me, return to me, turn to me, cast aside… Return to me, return to me, return to me, turn to me, leave me no one… Turn to me, return to me, return to me, you've made me turn away…" - Disturbed As this part of the song is playing, I hold my hand out to Lujan, offering to help him get away from the women, who are covered in his blood and look more like monsters than women… They don't want to let him respond to me, but he finally manages to reach out and take my hand… a healing energy flows over both of us, forcing the ravenous women into the pool of lava where they are consumed by flames. Lujan has been completely healed, gone are the burns, and the places the women had been tearing at his flesh are healed as well. That brings noticeable relief from the pain, I can tell just by looking at him. As the light healing energy floods the entire inner world, or as much as I can see, the whole place returns to the way it normally is, a nice pool and a nice house, Kanmuri is over by the house, looking out with a confused look on her face, I wonder what it has looked like to her… "Living just isn't hard enough, burn me alive inside, living my life's not hard enough, they take everything from you…" - Disturbed "Now remember your promise," I say to Lujan, who seems relieved to be back in his normal inner world, enough so that he might start kissing the ground at any moment, "Because if I find out you fucking lied to me I'll have to come back… and you don't want me to have to come back. You think you just had a nightmare? That's a walk in the park compared to what will happen if I have to come back. Eternal nightmare, that's what you will get, an eternal nightmare, and you know I can do it." He is babbling incoherently, I can only make out a few words such as "Never" and "Asuka" and "Stay away" and I piece together that he is saying he will never go near Asuka again, and will stay away from her… Kanmuri is standing there with us now, well actually Lujan is hunched over on the ground babbling, Kanmuri wants to know what happened to Lujan, I tell her he needed a bit of a lesson, so if she wants him to care for her instead of Asuka, she could make progress towards that by caring for him now, he would be in need of some comfort and some gentle treatment since he had been treated rather harshly in his nightmare. So Kanmuri helps Lujan stand up, he says he wants to make sure Asuka is nowhere near him, that she can't get anywhere near him, because it might look like he had gotten near her on purpose… Kanmuri is talking in a soothing voice, saying Asuka is nowhere to be seen, she is not here and would not be coming here. He is saying something about monsters, and evil demon women, Kanmuri is telling him none of those are here, he is safe in his own inner world. She gives me a strange look that says she finds what I have done to be disturbing to say the least, and I agree with her on that, but if it will make him leave Asuka and MoSh alone, it will have been worth it.
Updated 01-09-2011 at 02:16 AM by 27700 (Post restored for members who have been following my DJ.)
Hours of sleep: 8 Recall:3/5 Vividness: 3/5 Oh my Gosh, what a crazy night I'm somewhere. This sounds crazy, but I couldn't see at all, what was going on around. I didn't see anything, I didn't see a white page, or a black one. No. There is nothing. Kind of hard to explain, but there was really nothing. Strange. This lasted about 5 seconds or so, than I saw one of my professor of university in front of me. He was talking to me, but I heard nothing. I just saw his lips moving, but no sound was coming out. After 3 seconds or so, his voice appeared slowly, than I could hear that he was saying [in German, his mother-tongue] that he had corrected my paper and that he wanted to speak a bit about it. He said, that we had to go in his mobile-home. I looked around me and I saw, that the void had disappeared, I was standing in a field, in front of me was a mobile-home. I had the feeling that I was in some circus or an amusement park. His mobile-home was really tiny, I just thought: - Well, it seems that professors don't earn that much money... I was still confused, because I knew that he was one of the important researcher in human science at my university. Strange. So I entered and I couldn't believe what I saw. This tiny mobile home had three big rooms about 4 meters high, 5 meters wide and 7 meter long. It looked like an old mansion or something like that, but it was decorated and built like a Swiss chalet. I was so impressed that I couldn't say anything. The professor said, as he closed the door: - Well, I wanted to bring something familiar with me. You know, when you live away from your motherland, you get a bit nostalgic. Just for info: he's Swiss He offered me a seat at his bar (yes there was a bar too! ) and he talked to me, still in German: - I corrected your paper and I was kind of amazed. You got nearly everything right, you did just one fault, but it isn't worth speaking about it. Well you got 18 of 20. I wanted to converted it up to 60 points, but I had difficulties to calculate and after two or three tries, I finally got the right number. This confused me, because I'm good in math. - But this isn't really the reason, why I wanted to talk to you. You gave an example of writing a novel in one question. I just wanted to know, if you write novels in your free-time. Really? Did I wrote that? Well that's right, but I couldn't remember that I did it. - Yes that's true, I said in German. - Well, tell me a bit about it. I wanted to explain a bit, but for some reason, the words didn't came out as I wanted. Although I'm a fluent German speaker and I write my novels in German, I just kept on using inappropriate words and expression to explain my activity as author. He looked at me really confused, I knew that I was making bad publicity for my writing skills. I felt so ashamed, like a little boy, who had broken an old porcelain vase. I saw that he was smiling and was kind of amused about that. I stopped my speech and I ran away
Updated 12-23-2010 at 11:22 AM by 27488
anyone experience continuing your dream the next night, as if it's the part II of your dream? I experienced those. I have a dream one night and it awakens me, then I continue it when I came back to sleep and then the next night I continued the dream I dreamed last night. I am aware that I am controlling my own actions in that dream. Do you think I am still the one who was in control of continuing it?
December 22, 2010 Warcraft healing (LD) Short fragment involving playing Warcraft in my dream. I actually wanted to do something else, as this dream felt very taxing and tiring. But, I told myself that by letting this play out, it would somehow benefit the game in waking life. And so, I continued the series of dream quests I was doing. I don't remember too much specific about them, but in hindsight, I wonder if my brain was trying to solve something in regards to healing, which I've been finding very stressful and un-fun lately. Chaotic inner world (LD) I'm hanging out with my friend, Sherry. It was all very abrupt, but Sherry, suddenly finds herself in the jaws of a very big werewolf. Like... a massive werewolf. I called for help... but somewhere during this call, it transitioned that I'm the one instead who was being nommed by this werewolf. Once free from the wolf (who vanished), I started making my getaway. I noted that there weren't any bite marks on me, but I was moving painfully and slow. I wondered if it was some kind of paralytic poison? I kept hobbling along. Out on the street, I figured I'd catch a bus so I could move a bit faster. I saw one come along, and it did a U-turn just before it reached me, to pick up passengers on the other side of the road. Another bus behind it, I told the dream, "Stop here," and pointed to the ground in front of me. The bus drove past. Fed up, I started walking. I was in amongst what could have passed as the Tacky Disco parade. People were dressed up in all sorts. But as I walked, I lost the paralysis. I remembered that I actually did have a goal to accomplish today. To get to my inner world. I shouted out into my dream, "Please, help me get to my inner world, please!!" I probably didn't need to say please twice. I wondered what I should do? I saw that I happened to be on a hill, and below, were houses. So I pushed off the ground to fly to them, but I merely drifted instead. I didn't fight it, and landed on a muddy patch of dirt. I heard a cell phone ring. I carry a cell phone in my shirt pocket at work (IWL), so I checked there. Nothing. Pants pockets? Nothing. So, I held my hand up to my ear and answered a pretend cell. That worked I can't remember the conversation, but it seemed like I had helped someone with a work related issue. I looked around at the houses. My inner world was supposed to be a beach house, last I remembered. None of these houses look very beachy, and this neighbourhood didn't even look like mine, but I figured I would go exploring. I opened the door to the first house (not locked). Inside, were gorgeous mahogany walls and floors. There was a pink area rug, and the whole thing felt very Victorian. But, it didn't feel like mine. I didn't walk in very far, but I did happen to catch a glimpse of a woman cooking in the kitchen. I decided to quickly leave before she saw someone invading her home. I got this feeling she already knew I was there, and was just pretending she didn't see me. I walked down the block a short distance. I saw a classy looking bungalow, and next door was a salmon coloured two story. I went into the salmon coloured house, first. Inside, was a stark white staircase, with a pink trim. This seems more like me! I instantly knew this house was mine. But as I climbed the steps, they morphed into green metal that curled and twisted in an indescribable way. I love dream houses with crazy features, so this really pleased me. I noticed the stairs ran the levels of the house... like same set from basement to 2nd story. I decided to explore the basement, first. I entered a room that had beds... it was blue, and kind of fish themed. And many beds... attached right out from the walls, in bunk beds. In the corner, was a changing table for a baby. And in the centre of the room, on the middle bed, sat a boy with blond hair. "Would you look at this room?!" I exclaimed to him. "Serenity..." he said. "There's beds everywhere!!" I continued. "Serenity," the boy said a bit more urgently. I stopped. I looked at him. I noticed his hair and face. He looked like a very young Danny, from pictures I've seen of him. "Is your name... Danny?" I asked him. The boy nodded. "Danny! I missed you!! Why are you just a young kid right now?" "I can appear in any age, any form," he told me. "Do you know where we are?" he asked. "My inner world," I answered. He nodded, pleased. My cell phone rang. I tried to ignore it, so I could ask Danny more questions. But it was persistent. "Better get that," he said. Frustrated, I picked up the phone (which was a real one this time) and shouted, "WHAT?!!!" into it. The person on the other end just kind of stammered. "Look, I'm sorry... Just tell me your issue," I said, but still sounded impatient. The person was silent. I hung up. "Sorry about that," I said to Danny. He waved it off. But then, through my phone, I could hear a baby crying. "I can't ignore that, even if it is a dream," I told him. "We should go find him," Danny said. I then noticed the room had changed. "There was a baby table in the corner here..." I said. "Can't I make it change back?" "Well, if not, we'll have to just start looking," he said. And so, we did. Upstairs, we passed by the front hall. I asked Danny, "Hey, couldn't you age yourself to appear a bit older?" I was looking the other way when I asked him. When I finished the question, I looked back and saw he already had done. I thumped against the wall in surprise, and Danny gave me a sarky grin. I noticed people clamouring at the front door. They all wanted to see Danny. "Can't we just get rid of them?" I asked. "I'll try," Danny said. And we both started shouting at people to come back later. But then these two guys just walked right in. One looked like Willie Nelson, the other looked like Noel Gallagher. And they seemed to know Danny. He looked back at me (now looking a little bit older again) apologetically. They started egging him on about bringing a girl home or something, but they never met me. "Willie Nelson" was saying how I was super normal looking, not like a model. "Not like that's a bad thing or something, but she's just so normal..." I was offended by this remark, so I said, "You two dufuses aren't much to look at, either!" I heard Danny burst out laughing, and the dream faded. I tried to DEILD, but no luck.
Well yesterday I started reading Final Crisis, which is great, and I got to a part where The Flash was saying perhaps the bullet that killed this guy went back in time, which is why they cant find it. So in my dream I was helping this guy get somewhere and he got shot by a bullet that was going back in time. I think there were a few of these bullets not sure, I also remember a building exploded backwards. The building once reconstructed had a square-ish bit that didn't really match with the rest of the building which I thought odd.
Recent Comments
