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Airport - I was being checked at the airport going through some place. Felt like it was an arab place. I was with my mum and someone else? The guy checked me fast and asked the arab behind me to remove his head dress and take out his wallet. Someone called me by Suby and I waved behind me. I then put on my socks. I think there was a kid there, like Faizal maybe. I commented about his hair that a haircut was supposed to cut hair, not put more on.

Animals on freeway - There was one part where these creatures were moving down a freeway. They were connected together and there were baby creatures being created along the way. Small turtles or something. They reached a river and bridge and dropped them in

fountain lightning - There was a backyard with a fence around. Then lightning started and we had to bend some of the top corners of the fences down to avoid it getting struck by lightning. Then lightning struck very close by about 3 times. I went to the place and it was a pool of water and then there were 2 guys in it, or they feel in or stepped in. They got sucked under some place and then they pushed out again and swam around weirdly. Finally one of them came out but didn't say anything but a few words. I had to carry him away and he curled up like a baby so I dropped him on a chair next to the place.

chocolate - I dreamed about a store and there was a chocolate section and I found cadbury chocolate from Germany and some other place I thought. I checked the package and was opening it and there was a store lady there and I told her how I had made mistakes buying chocolate before so I was checking if everything was correct. I then was telling someone else I found chocolate there and they said they didn't believe I found any from Holland and we went back and checked and there wasn't any.

There was a part where the scene was like the army grenade range. We had to practice throwing our own shit. The place in front was obviously dirty and stank. We had to walk barefoot too, we were told.

I used my normal routine last night, really hoping to become Lucid. Alas, no luck.

However, I stumbled across something. I created a 30 minute Isochronic beat track mixed with Pink noise. I started at waking frequency, and descended slowly to NREM frequency with a long stop at the REM frequency. The pink noise in the backround caused a beating sound similar to that of a helicopter, but softer. The purpose of this track was to put me to sleep in 30 minutes. But something amazing happened....

As I was listening, I found these "whooshing" sounds to be fascinating. I concentrated on them.

What I found was that I almost succeeded in WILDing!

As the frequency descended, I found myself in that state where you are on the brink of sleep, and your subconscious mind starts strange threads that make it up to your conscious mind. I think this is called "Transition". They seem strange, which caused me to recognize that I was beginning to dream. I could not fixate on that and turn it into a WILD, but I'm new at this, and feel that in the future, I certainly could.

I can't wait to try it again tonight! If anyone is interested, let me know, and I will post it. I would be curious to see if anyone gets the same results.

Type: All Regular but memorable
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

All these dreams kind of went after each other. So I'm unsure on whether it's all one big dream, or actually three.

"Hearts"
My dream starts off with me looking at a girl in a hospital bed. Her chest is wide open and you can see her heart. Two doctors crowd her. Then suddenly, I'm the patient in the bed looking at the two men cowering over me. I hear them argue but don't know what they are saying. Next thing I know I'm looking at it from 3rd person again. The first male doctor, Karev, Takes the defibrilator (not the one with the panels but the internal one, it has two small poles with small circled panels at the bottom to send electrical signals to the heart) he says they need to defib. He takes the two poles and places them next to the heart. George, the other doctor, loudly tells everyone to stop and announces that he knows the problem. He says it's Chronic Rejection and that we need to operate. Once again I become the patient and we seem to be moving quickly to the O.R. - [This dream was very interesting to say the least. It was like, I was actually looking at a real heart and feeling what it was like to both be an intern, and patient, what makes this dream particularly memorable]

"Muffins"
In my next dream, I'm at the ice rink looking out at some sort of show. There are many kids, about 20 of them all in very strange looking Muffin costumes. They're just dancing around for people's entertainment and I remember thinking, wow, this is like child torture. So next thing I know I'm going towards the rink and skating there myself. I pick a muffin up somehow and start eating it. (This Should've been an LD trigger but I'm very new to it, so I wasn't so observant). -[Weird dream, but not surprised. The muffin suits were entertaining but I felt really bad for those kids]

"Daughters"
Next, I'm outside a house with Chloe. Her mom is in the car waiting but we're outside and we're using her mobile to call someone but I don't know who. We go inside the house and I loose Chloe, I think it's Bradley's house for some reason? I walk to the garden, which is actually a private beach. As I sit on the sand I see a small girl, and I start thinking that she's my daughter. (Even though I'm 15 and don't have kids). In the dream I remember very vividly feeling confused whether the girl was my daughter or the daughter of another girl called Lucy, who I don't know very well from school. I took the small girl's hand and walked up to the patio where I see my friend Mariam 'Leni'. I say “Hi” and she just looks at me disgusted as if she were thinking “Ew, you're 15 and have a small kid, gross”. Then I'm alone and there's TJ for some reason, he pops his head out of the door just to say 'Hi”. Chloe's with me after that, and she's still on the phone. Then I wake up. -[This dream was very continual, very natural like a storyline. The whole Lucy's baby thing is confusing because I hardly know her. And I don't know what the phone thing was about]

It all started when i remember being in my dad's car. I was in the front seat, staring at the GPS. Sam and Ken were in the backseat. I guess i was uncomfortable with the way we were going because I said, "Dad, can we go the other way?" I indicated a circle with my index finger on the GPS. He replied, "Sure. And that's going back through our neighborhood and I need to stop for I am uncomfortable in these clothes."
So we made a U-turn and headed back towards the house.

Once we got there, it was my mom's house, oddly. I remember just standing in the kitchen and watching my dad walk in. Without shutting the door, he went into the laundry room. He came out in my step-mom's kacki's (however you spell those) and high heels. Very odd, I never thought that I could have been dreaming. Later on, my dad had made some weird honeycomb like thing. I remember being in my old childhood dining room. My dad then ate the honeycomb.

A little while later, I remember my Ken coming to tell me that my step-mom and dad were in a fight. Something about honeycombs LOL.

A little while later, I'm not sure if i was in the same dream or a different one, but I was in my room staring at a horse that I had no idea how it had gotten there. The next part I'm not gonna say.
After that weird episode I was looking into my closet for some reason. It was like I was organizing books or something. Then i woke up.

I had what seemed like a chain of 3 or 4 dreams that all followed the same story. They are fragments and I cannot remember much of them but here they are:

We were on vacation somewhere. It was me, tyler, mom, reid, blair, thomas, laura, and sam. I believe we were at the mall and we were looking around. Tom and Laura left to do something. I remember I got mad at them because I thought since it was MY family taking them on vacation, that it was rude to just leave and do their own thing. So they left and Blair went somewhere too, but she stayed in the mall. I was by myself. I remember I got a job at an Andy's Burgers for the time that we were down there on vacation. She gives me my schedule and tells me not to be late!

Then the next thing I remember is that were all in the back of a truck and it's pouring down rain and dark. Reid makes a sharp turn and Blair gets thrown out of the truck. She lands on her feet and doesn't hit the ground. Her momentum carries her into a fast run. She stops and I jump out to see if shes okay. She has one little tiny scratch on her foot but shes crying and yelling. I get mad because shes making such a fuss over just a tiny little scratch. We get back in the truck, and Reid pulls away.

The next thing I remember is that we were at some condo. It was a very nice condo and we all bring our bags inside. We all get our rooms and Reid said for us to make sure we stay in our rooms at night. After that, my mom and reid never show back up in the dream. The only other thing I remember about this part was that I wanted to get Sam alone. This must be a different day, because I remember making a big deal about finding my phone. I had lost it, and it had my work schedule on it and I was so scared I was gonna miss a day of work or be late because I didn't have it.

The next thing I remember is that we are all out on a field in the middle of the woods. We were playing some sort of game with a ball and I believe it was soccer. The ball went to Thomas and he picked it up and threw it purposefully over my head so I had to go get it. This infuriated me so I got the ball and kicked it over into the woods and said he had to go get it. He refused to get the ball and just walked away.

The next thing I remember is that it was all of us, and we were in a living room. This part is VERY weird. Theres about 20 people in the room and me and 4 other men get in front of everybody to put on some sort of show. We were all wearing cloaks and we kind of put our heads together with one man in the middle. We had are hands on our shoulders and kind of rotated around this middle man dancing and stuff. We were doing weird things and everyone was laughing. At the end I remember I was doing some sort of dance and everyone was amazed and thought it was very good. I remember at the end someone telling me we have to go find my phone so that I don't miss any days of work at my new job.

NOTES:
1) I think I have a reason for the "linked dreams" and its because last night I was trying to DIELD and every time I'd wake up from one of these dreams, I'd immediately start thinking of it to try and go back into the dream and become lucid.

2) I feel like so much more than this happened in the dream, I just can't quite remember it. Like I remember a whole lot more stuff happening, I just can't remember them.

DREAMSIGNS:

1) Tyler
2) Blair
3) Family

-Are We Big or Small???-
I noticed that I was at my dad's house. I was in the living room with a family (lets call them the L family) I knew well. We walked outside to their car. Where the L's car was looked like Walmart's parking lot. Anyways, we all tried piling in. Try fitting 6 kids in a middle seat. I didn't have enough room (I was on the end) and Sam was hanging on to the outside of the door. So I shouted at them, "Scoot close together!" They did. So I shifted over and gave Sam some room.

Some time later, we arrived at this giant pond. And I mean it was humongous. Not really sure what we were doing there, but we must've had to make it to this little room in the middle of the pond. Just before we started swimming I noticed a lot of dead fish on the bank. They looked almost like minnows, except tons bigger. So I started thinking. Hmm..was the pond really big, or were we really small?

We all jumped in the water and started swimming. After a few minutes we got to the very well lit room. We all jumped in through the open window. After resting a bit, I realized that someone was missing. Sam! I told them that I had to go get her, and they kept saying are you crazy? "You'll get killed by something big out there all alone."

I didn't care. I climbed out of the window and stood on the sill. Everyone was calling me back, but I ignored them. I looked down and noticed more dead fish. What also struck me as odd was, the bank looked like it was made of paper towels! Something was not right. But I ignored this. A few seconds later, I saw a shadow tower over my head. I looked up to see...
I don't know what I had seen, but it spooked me. I woke up.

-The Summer Crush-
It was a crisp, bright morning in the dream. Earlier that day, it seemed, I had met a guy about my age, taller than me. Everything around me seemed familiar, but the house was different. Both houses were different. My window mirrored his. I was sitting at the window sill daydreaming, when I saw him come outside shirtless. He was going on his morning run. Thankfully, he never looked up at me.

I saw him run down the left side of my window until I could see him no more. A little while later, I just so happened to be looking out of a downstairs window when he passed by. I saw him jogging through the trees. I got bored after a while, so I went outside to look for him. I took only 20 steps and then they ambushed me. I saw at least 15 of his friends come around the corner with him in front. Armed with water guns, they kept acting like indians. I smiled, ignoring the water that was continuously hitting my face.

A while later he and his frined led me to the "resting tunnel" (a giant long pipe) and we sat down and chatted. I saw Sam there too, and I guess out of an act of jealousy I ran up and high-fived my friend. He smiled at me. I think I woke up after that.

Last night seemed like 2 separate dreams. I've been having a hard time remembering what order things occur in. However, all the images and events are very clear individually. I'll try to put things in order as best I can.
Fragment:
I walked down the hall in my dream house to the bathroom where my mom was drying her hair. I picked up a second hair dryer and started drying my own. Miraculously, my hair was short, straight, and sexy as hell! (In RL I have a bushy afro.)

Dream:
In the beginning, there was a flash flood. Looking out the kitchen door, the water seemed to flow uphill, which i knew in the dream was in contradiction to my real house. I walked to another side of the house and watched the water roll down the hill out from a pine grove and crash into the house gently like waves. When the water cleared, people started showing up at the house and I had no clue why. The only two faces that I remember distinctly out of the 100 or so that ended up in the dream were my mother's and that of a guy named Julian, who i hardly know. People kept showing up and it turned into a party. This change didn't occur smoothly. The dream seemed to skip around and my dream house's interior completely changed (to all wood. It was quite nice, actually.) By the time the dream was solid again, everybody was totally smashed. I went upstairs to my dream-sister's room. (I call her that because she neither looked like nor had anything to do with my RL sister.) There were about 4 or 5 kids sleeping up there. I was looking for something but I didn't know what so I felt stupid for even being in my sister's room. I remember vividly seeing while searching, a magic 8-ball still in the package, and a stack of Nintendo DS games including some versions of Pokemon that don't exist (yet? Maybe I foresaw the future of Pokemon?!? 0.o) I don't remember anything after that and I don't remember where or how the dream ended.

this one is really short. im outside, i don't know where i am IRL, but i was looking at something on the ground. it was like a map of the area, drawn with small white stones or something. then my parents walk out of this house, and ask me how im doing. i say something like "im gettin there...", and they walk over. i think we then start to leave, my stepdad says i need to make that thing again (he actually says a food but i don't remember), and my mom says she'll help, i think. thats all i remember, except looking at a particular stone, and it had a symbol on it, i don't remember it though.

this one was strange. im in a bathroom at school, theres several people in it, just standing around for no reason, waiting for something. im in there waiting too, so i just kinda stand there. after a small memory gap, im outside the bathroom, in front of these two sets of double doors, which i have in my school. im kneeling in front of it, my stuff fell out of my backpack. but when i put it in, i couldn't stand up. it was very realistic, the feeling of weight on my legs, like i was trying to dead lift 200 pounds or something. thats all i remember, except i think everything fell out again.

lol this one was funny. im inside this store, i think its home depot because were around these shelves with wood and carpet and other stuff. the floor is wooden at the start, but later it turns into tile. anyway, im with my sister and neighbor, were just standing around, when suddenly either me or K (neighbor) throws a handful of bird seed at each other, starting a big seed fight. i run off and hide behind a shelf. i see him and grab a handful of seeds, then jump out and throw them at him, but i think it misses. he then swings this really long yard stick at me, which i stop and grab right out of his hand, much to the surprise of everyone there. then this dude walks over, and we all run, i think he was the manager or something, coming to yell at us for throwing the seeds. thats all i remember.

[PT] Sonhei que eu havia baixado um jogo de RPG Maker 2000 de parkour. O jogo era em 3D, e era possível fazer várias manobras, como correr, pular, pulo duplo e até salto mortal! O objetivo era correr dentro de uma casa e pegar todas as moedas, sendo que algumas eram praticamente inalcansáveis. Enquanto você ia jogando, o jogador mudava automaticamente, isso deixava o jogo bastante estressante.

[EN] I dreamed that I had downloaded a parkour game for RPG Maker 2000. The game was in 3D, and it was possible to make several tricks, such as running, jumping, double jump and somersault! The goal was to run inside a house and get all the coins, and some were virtually unreachable. While playing, the character changed automatically. This left the game fairly stressful.

[PT] Sonhei que meu irmão tinha feito aniversário, e ganhou um Ipad. No dia seguinte, ele foi trabalhar, mas esqueceu o Ipad em casa. Então, eu o levei para a escola. No intervalo, eu fiquei tentando usá-lo, tentei descobrir como funcionava. Quando eu desisti, fui para o ginásio procurar meus amigos. Eu os encontrei lá, mas havia duas garotas (Daniela e Gabriela) que queriam ver o Ipad. Elas raramente falam comigo, na hora já pensei "Nossa, como elas são interesseiras!".
Elas estavam insistindo para ver o Ipad, e eu dizia que era do meu irmão, mas elas não queriam saber. Resolvi sair do ginásio e ir conversar com alguém lá fora. Daniela continuava insistindo para mexer no Ipad. Desisti e cedi-o para ela. Ela também não sabia mexer nele, então ficamos tentando descobrir como usá-lo. Ela me devolveu o Ipad e sentamos em um banco, junto com várias pessoas. Eu me levantei e vi que ela estava ficando com Emanuel. Na hora que eu fui me sentar no banco, ele virou e todos caíram. Pedi desculpas, mas o Emanuel disse até que tinha sido bom. ~

[EN] I dreamed that my brother had birthday, and won an Ipad. The next day he went to work but forgot the Ipad at home. So I took it to school. In the interval, I was trying to figure out how it worked. When I gave up, I went to the gym looking for my friends. I found them there, but there were two girls (Daniela and Gabriela) who wanted to see the Ipad. They rarely speak to me, so I thought "Wow, they are so self-serving."
They were insisting to see the Ipad, but I said it was my brother's, but they did not wanted to know. I decided to leave the gym and talk to someone outside. Daniela was still insisting to use the Ipad. I gave up and gave it to her. She also doesn't know how to use it, so we tried to figure out how to use it. She returned the Ipad and we sat on a bench, along with several people. I got up and saw that she was kissing Emanuel. When I went to sit on the bench, it fell, along with everybody. I apologized, but Emanuel said it had been good. ~

[PT] Ontem a noite, eu assisti Príncipe da Pérsia: As areias do tempo no cinema. Então, eu sonhei com isso. Sonhei que havia saído do cinema, era meia-noite, e me dirigi a uma loja próxima (que, inclusive, tinha um poster do Gasparzinho). Vi que a loja estava fechada, então resolvi ir para casa a pé (o cinema estava perto da minha casa, mas na verdade não é). No caminho havia um homem andando a pé também, mas estava andando devagar. Logo, passei por ele. Eu estava passando por uma esquina, que tinha uma cerca de madeira, e ele falou: "Eu só queria voltar...". Eu responde: "É, eu também!". O homem falou novamente: "Pra tocar terror!". Ao me deparar que eu seria assaltado, comecei a correr. Peguei várias ruas para despistá-lo. Devido ao medo que senti, acabei por acordar. Mas acabei me mexendo, e perdi a chance de fazer um DEILD!

[EN] Yesterday, I watched Prince of Persia: The sands of time in the cinema. So, I dreamed about it. I dreamed I left the cinema, it was midnight, and I went to a nearby store (that had a poster of Casper). I saw the store was closed, so I decided to go home on foot (the cinema was near my house, but it isn't in the real life). On the way, I saw a man taking a walk, but he was walking slowly. I was walking faster, and I passed him. I was going through a corner, when he said: "I just wanted to come back...". I replied: "Yeah, me too.". The man spoke again: "To kill!". When I realized I was going to be assaulted, I started running. I picked up several streets to foil him. Due the fear I felt, I woke up and I moved myself. I just lost a chance for DEILD!

Only one dream recalled from last night, unfortunately.

It starts off with a view of Vietnam sort of like I would see in Hearts of Iron. Of course, it's a bit different, but it's a dream. I'm hearing over some sort of radio the President (somebody) announcing that "Communism is fine for Asia! Communism works for the Asians! Let the Communists have Asia!" The general that's commanding the troops in Vietnam responds very harshly, commenting that he'd coup the mother fucker if he withdraws from Vietnam.

About half of the provinces in Vietnam are held by Communist troops. My forces, however, have surrounded several armies, and we consequently begin capturing several of them. The Chinese begin to pour fresh troops in, and the game turns into a more traditional RTS. I send up my elite flamer unit and begin to simply burn every single Chinese troop that tries to cross the border. He gets caught in a large wave eventually, though, and subsequently gets run over by a jeep. We still manage to hold on to the entirety of Vietnam, but no victory screen comes.

All right... This night I lost 3 chances of LD...
The first one: I woke up in the middle of a dream (Midnight Thief), but I moved and lost the chance of DEILD...
The second one: I woke at 7:00am and I stood still. I felt my legs tremble, and I just couldn't move them (SP). So, I used almost all my concentration to fall asleep, and just a bit to stay awake. Then, I found my self moving to turn the TV off (but I did not sleep with the TV on). After a few minutes, I woke and regretted having lost a LD.
The third one: I downloaded the Custom Alarm Clock for my computer. So, I adjusted 45min. before I normally wake up (8:15am). But today, I woke up 7:30am, and I couldn't sleep anymore!

I'm really upset about this... But at least I've managed to enter SP, and now I know how to do it!