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Woke up abruptly, but I remember having some kid sit in my lap. She really liked me, and wanted me to go to her Christmas play that was going on Friday at five. I looked at her really hard and said "In the morning!". And she said "uh-huh". I asked her the location, and she said it was a church I've never heard of. Reluctantly I told her I'd try to make it, and I tried calling someone to see if they could give me directions.

i dont remember this dream really i just no that at one point i was at a cabin in the woods and at another point someone was trying to scare me in order to gain some sort of reward maybe itl come back to me through out the day and i can update this

I'm in sort of a control room with some large glass windows for walls, knowing that I'm dreaming. I'm telling to myeslf a few times "remember that you're dreaming", but I don't do any RCs or things to stabilize. The whole dream seems a bit shaky and unstable, but it's quite vivid.
I go out from the control room, and I'm now in the living room in my family's cabin. My friend E, a massive body builder type, comes towards me.
- "You gotta come back to the party", he says.
- "No, I don't", I reply. "You see, this is just a dream."
He looks at me with the normal empty stare my DCs tend to get when I tell them it's all just a dream. I take a step closer to him and slap him in the face. I slap him pretty hard, but I can't feel all that much in my hand.
- "See? If this wasn't a dream, that would really hurt". He nods slowly, but still with the empty look on his face.

I find out I want to try and play guitar in an LD, so I turn around and there is my favourite acoustic in its case. I take it out of the case and start playing, while still walking around a bit. First I look at the fretboard and play something reasonably normal, but I then pick up speed. A lot. At one point I stop looking at the fretboard and myself playing, and it's more like walking around and listening to Tommy Emmanuel play, but the song is really cool (wish I could remember it!). I decide to go outdoors to fly to another place, but here the dream starts fading away to black, and I wake up. I try to DEILD into another dream, but I come to the conclusion I'm too awake and it's too late in the morning, so I open my eyes.

All in all not that great an LD, both in content and lucidity. However, as long as I don't drink or smoke or anything, I now seem able to have an LD every night with a WBTB

There is a castle in Umbria, Italy which I want to buy its about $10 million anyways I left my body and went there in my dream and I met a former Countess of the castle who was angry with me and told me that I needed to leave. I left immediately...this was the second time I experienced separation from my body and my spirit without the use of a drug.

Dream 1: Paper Party
I was at a big party thrown by someone at my school. I went upstairs in their house and began making paper. Then I went home and tried to make paper wirelessly... I found a way to make paper using my wireless router but it was malfunctioning and there were only two inch pieces.
There was a lot more detail but I can't explain it and it would be boring.

Fragment:
I was a fashion designer trying to design a good collection.

September 29

Synopsis: I teach about DMT, I have no idea why! Later, I dream of artists who must create art, or die

DMT Teaching
I'm in a strange school created and consisted of only students. That's right, there are no teachers. Were just a bunch of weird adults who got together and set this building aside for classes. Then we just collectively decide what we want to learn about, and someone within the group magically volounteers to teach it.

Well, we set up a DMT class, complete with scientific diagrams. It was time for class to start! The room gets quiet. . . . Still quiet. Very quiet, it's awkward now. We stare at each other waiting for someone to say or do something. Okay, enough of this, I'll teach this class since everyone else is too afraid to do so! I take the students and lead them through the diagrams. There were lots of questions and concerns about DMT.

I tried to answer these concerns explaining that DMT is natural and released by the body. But then I doubted myself and thought.....why am I teaching this class!! I don't even do drugs!! I woke up after flipping out.


Zombie Artists
I watched a film about these artists. Except, I was really watching myself interact with the artists in the film, transforming the film into a first perspective dream. One female artist looked like a goth, dark, tattered clothing. Thick black make up, spiky hair. Suddenly she turns around and I think she's about to throw up, because I see something oozing out of her face.

But when she turns back to face me, black oil was pouring out of her cheeks and her eyes. She explains, she has to continue making the art she makes, or else - she'll become so ill with oil she won't even be human anymore.

After watching the movie me and my friend sit on the couch talking about, how weird and deep it was.

I woke up after that

I don't remember a lot. I just remember an ending to a dream. At least I think it was the ending.

I was in this resteraunt (it switched from that and a small building with some chairs back and forth) and there was this lady interviewing another woman about her dog. (apparently it was special or something) I heard barking and looked through the window I was next to, and there was this little dog barking at me, and it dragged this big golden lab over a little by it's leg. I immediately jumped through the window (there wasn't any glass) and checked the dog. It was really injured, I concluded it must've been hit by a train because there were train tracks a few feet from where I was. I called for help, and looked up and the lady being interviewed was there, she looked sad after seeing the hurt dog. And then I saw this other woman, standing on top of the hill we were on (it was a very gentle slope, hardly a hill) and she had a small handgun pointing right at me. I immediately reacted and pulled out 2 44.'s (type of handgun, you know the revolver kind from westerns, but smaller) one on her, and another on the hurt dog. Apparently the dog was beyond saving, but she didn't want us to kill it. (to put it out of it's pain of course) And I tried to negotiate, telling her how it would end the dog's pain etc. etc. but she wouldn't listen. Eventually she shot at the other lady next to me (why not me, the one with the guns?) but it only made a green muzzle flash and a shooting noise. She tried shooting about 7 more times, when I yelled "HA! They're blanks!" jumped up from my knees next to the dog and shot her 2-3 times. And then a cop came and got her. (late much?)

I don't remember anything after that.

I've realized that my dreams are becoming more and more violent lately..

I had a dream last night, I remember making a conscious decision to accept what was happening to me in the dream, although I was not aware I was dreaming. I assume this dream was triggered by the song I was listening to as I fell asleep named "2012" by The World Alive. I was standing on what I believed to be my grandmother's porch with my family inside, although upon waking I realized there was no resemblance to her house whatsoever. After eating what I believe to be Thanksgiving dinner I heard a hissing coming from outside. Upon walking outside I realized this hissing was a strong wind. I came to the conclusion that the world was ending and an asteroid had landed somewhere in Korea. I came to accept the reality that my life was ending and in my final moments, with my family screaming in horror for me to return inside their home I held out my arms as if to invite death to take me away. I stood there in a T shape, praying to someone, possibly god, possibly just a greater power, for a few moments before the light consumed me. I awoke to the realization I was alive. I smiled, and headed off.

★★☆☆☆

09/29/10



Jesse is my third cousin once removed. Or something. We don't really get along. In this universe, however, we apparently travel together like the brothers from Supernatural.

Jesse and I have been abducted by aliens. I'm looking around the room, which appears to be a workshop. There are sturdy wooden tables are laid out at right angles throughout the room, and they're covered in various projects, models and mock-ups. The concrete walls are wallpapered with sketches and equations. Also, we're in a space station orbiting Earth.

"Welcome!" says one of the aliens, as it moves towards us. He has his skinny arms raised in welcome. His skin is blue on the top, and fades to peach underneath. He has a dome-shaped head, and a wide smile. "Welcome to our benevolent kingdom, humans! Our benevolent ruler sends his greetings."

"They're kind of friendly, aren't they?" says Jesse, under his breath.

"So... what do you want?" I ask him.

The alien smiles wider. "I'm glad you asked. We have many questions about your civilization."

Jesse puffs himself up, and I make a gesture with my hand. "Go on."

"We need to know, specifically, about the Catholic church." he says. He brings us over to a model of my hometown's cathedral. "Our benevolent ruler came to know of this society through the storyteller called 'Dan Brown'. You see, our society is an advanced, rational civilization. Our benevolent ruler believes that we should 'add some chaos to the mix', and has decided to use your Church as a model."

"I'm Protestant." says Jesse.

"I'm not." I mutter.

"Nevertheless, you have been chosen to grace us with this information. It is a great honour," he says, meeting my eyes.

I read his intentions there. Once he has his information, he'll have no more use for us. We'll be disposed of, lethally.

I smile brightly. "Jesse, why don't you tap into humanity's collective consciousness and bring up the data our host is asking for? I'll help clean up, and answer any questions he has in the meantime." Ignoring Jesse's flabbergasted expression, I turn back to the alien scientist. "Would that be satisfactory?"

"Humanity has a collective consciousness?" asks the alien, looking interested.

"Humanity. Has a collective consciousness." says Jesse flatly. "What the flying fuck -"

I grab him by the arm and whisper in his ear. "Meditate. Gather the energy we need to teleport the hell out of here."

"So!" I say to the alien as I pick up a rag. "What do you want to know?"

skip

I throw down the rag next to Jesse. He opens his eyes and blinks up at me.

"Not that I'm upset you're trying to save our lives," I say, "But if this takes any longer, you'll be paying in chores for a month."

He glares. "I could just leave you here."

"You can't kill kin." I tell him.

Scare Factor: 2/10

Fragments: Spurned 1
I'm playing a video game, but the shifting nature of dreams makes the rules of the game less than stable. Assigning and dispatching heroes and troops doesn't exactly make a lot of sense, and as soon as I think I have a handle on it, the rules change. Before I've fully grasped the rules, I'm attacked by another player, Jenny O. She's relentless and attacks me over and over again.

Spurned 2
Clarity: 4/10
Importance:2/10
Sleep: Poor
Sleep Position: Unknown

Jenny O is being really vicious, yelling at me and turning all her friends against me. The lynch mob keeps growing as I try to leave and get away from this bullshit. Finally, a couple of guys in her corner decide to try and get violent. They attack but I take them out without effort. Yet more guys threaten violence, but I'm not worried in the least and try to point out how easily I dealt with the last two,

I again hurry to leave, but the lynch mob follows, yelling at me. Then 4 of them wheel in on motorbikes, but the guys riding them are like cyborgs. One has chains with spiked iron balls in the end for arms, and the others have various limbs replaced with various weapons as well. As the ball and chain one drives by me, I grab his chain arm and use it take out all of them in one mighty swing. The bikers break apart like they were made of lego, their weaponized limbes flying off.

I keep going, trying to get away, and have almost made it off the military base. As I cut through a foot path, I see what at first appear to be zombies rising out out of the ground all around me. But as I look closer they are some kind of cross between zombies and flesh eating plants, writhing around in the darkness. I book out of there.

There is now someone running with me, and we come to a field at the school. As we turn the corner of some bushes, there is a humongous UFO above us. We hide in the bushes to avoid being seen by it's occupants. It try to get a better look at the UFO, but it's just a huge dark shapeless mass in the sky. I can't exactly see it, but it's presence is overwhelming.


Fragments: Publishing a Comic
I have a comic book I've come up with based on some characters from a game I was playing, and the comic was backed and published by Betty White. She wend ahead and printed the first issue without much input from me, letting the artist have his way with it. I think that worked out better than if I had been involved.

I have the initial batch of comics in a bag but when I show them to someone, he says it's the same page printed over and over. I look and one comic has all page 1, the next has all page 2, the next all page 3, and so one. The ones after that have random colors, some are black and white, some have only one color. It's a printing catastrophe.

I was supposed to meet C for a date, and I got a call from her from her about a minute after she left. She said that she couldn't make it and I shouldn't waste my time. When I hung up the phone, I ran the conversation through my head, and realized her voice sounded like D was impersonating a girl.

I headed to the area where I was supposed to meet her at, and I ended up getting interviewed by some strange man. I forget what the job was for, but the guy had on heavy makeup, and there were girls everywhere. I sat at this long table and he was asking me various questions about my work ethic while a girl at his end and my end of the table was playing with our faces. They were playing with our eyes to be specific. The girls were forcing them open, and one of them told me to not look the guy in the eyes. I found just about everything weird.

Once things looked like it was over, one of the girls kept flirting with me, and her friend was jealous . Her friend was trying to tell her that I didn't like her at all, and that it was all physical. I was at a lost of words, as she walked out. I was more or less waiting for the girl who liked me to say that I was genuine, but she left too.

Length: 1/2-1 hour
Non-dream Dream

I feel that this is an important dream, and that I should transcribe it to my online DJ for some reason. It's the only dream which has legitimately repeated itself almost exactly the same, and with a few days difference.

This is both dreams in one writing, and I'll tell you the minor differences between them. The first time I had this dream I didn't write it in my DJ, and only felt the need the second time I had it. D1 = dream 1, D2 = Dream 2.

I was in a room, I believe it was in a large castle with dorm rooms, very medieval like. I grabbed a torch, and noticed there was a girl on the side of my bed (the bed?) who screamed and said there was a dragon outside. I looked out the window and saw the dragon, only the head/neck was visible from the window, but it was right up inside the window.

I looked on the ground, there were two swords, a curvy one (like a more curved katana) and a straight double edged sword. They both had interesting names (in D2 I noticed that I had subconsciously remembered the same names, even though I couldn't remember after I woke up, and I couldn't remember after D2 was over either.)

I put the torch in front of the window, the dragon would bite it, and bounce back, that's when I had time to hit it in the neck and do some damage. In D1 I noted how I was playing a strategic RPG game (I assumed it was a boss battle).

Once I won, I recieved a new sword, which was on the opposite side of my bed. This had a unique shape, it was curved one way, then a blade comes down next to the handle curving the opposite way (not like a staff or double sidded lightsaber, more like a rapier guard, but deadly.) I remember the name of this sword. Zalrog (I'm pretty sure. I might have misheard it from Zar'roc, Eragon's dragon sword, but I haven't read the book since it came out, and I doubt it.)

After I grabbed my new sword, I realized the dragon was my lover (Who?) a beautiful girl who for some reason reminds me of Shrek's wife. I think it's because her name was Fiona (I can't remember). In D1 I asked her if she wanted to be beheaded, and I told her of all the cool things that come from it. Like it was a class upgrade. I telepathically showed her 2 new abilities, and then showed her a mental video of her flying, then took her to a library when I showed her a future image of herself reading a book and getting a magic blue thing from it. I told her every time she reads a book if your beheaded you get an enchanted item. She said she would love to be beheaded, it would be great, so I chopped off the dragons head with Zalrog. She hit the floor, and I was shown to a temporary scene in which she bounced in a school next to me (3rd person) and looked pretty similar to the ogre head things from Spirited away. The scene changed afterwards.

In D2, I only get a small flashback of that happening, and say "oh yeah, and when you read books you get a magic item" and she declines. I figure that didn't make sense, she said yes last time, she must not have been as smart this time around. After that I was teleported into the same library, only she wasn't there, I was sent to a room with a short guy (midget-height) in the front of the room, it looked like a museum. He said that the trainers are next to the pictures of the gods whose abilities they train. I saw 6-8 trainers in small dips in the wall, next to large portraits. I looked to my left and saw one of a girl. She seemed rich and from an old time, and didn't seem very godly. I went to that trainer, and the scene changed.

I was at a large field with my friends. Lots of my friends. I thought it was wierd in D1 to be with so many of my friends at once (there was prolly 15 total), but in D2 I knew what was going down. We were going to slay the evil demon. Heres the major difference between D1 and D2. D1: We walk around a bit, we find a white building, and we go inside, and my memory lapsed until I remember we all ate a feast, and we all went into the forest with lots of food, and attacked a giant demon. This was raid boss-esque, only I was the leader of a party, which battled like in FF13 (Leader dies, game over, active time battle). We died 3-4 times, and then we won. I cut to a scene of me getting complimented on being the guy who slayed the beast, the game master.

D2: More shit happened.We walked to the same white buiding, only this time it had a guard, who wasn't much of a guard as he was a doorman greeter. We went in, it was a school. My black friend saw this janitor, and he said he looked familiar. He went up to the janitor, and said He was looking for his father. The man said he didn't know. He asked what his name was, and the black janitor said some name (Dean laurence) My friend said he was his dad. They both got a bit teary eyed and hugged. He asked what he did for a living, and he said he was the schools custodian. My friend said he was a custodian too, but then my other friend said, "and he's the principal to this school!" My friend looked like he just embarassed his dad, but Dean seemed mostly proud.

We went to the open field, which had stores and people. We sat down at a long table. It was the feast. I don't remember what happened during the feast, but after we all talked about slaying the boss, everyone was deciding to quit, that just getting this far was cool, actually killing it wasn't necessary, but I said that was bullshit.

I said "We didn't go all this way just to back out like a bunch of wusses. We started something, and we gotta finish it. We came here, with one goal, kill the fucking beast. We need to finish this, we need to kill this guy!" They were nonchalant about it and decided to kill the beast (we referred to it mostly as beast, but it was a boss/demon/dragon thing. It looked like ridley from metroid.)

One of my friends started to push the table back and forth. I decided to flip it on us. That got us to all get up and go. On our way there one of my friends talked to a girl, my friend asked her a question, and she got very mean. I told her not to make me sick Dean on her. She said "The janitor? Hahah" and walked away. I thought "...I really don't think she'd want a big black guy on her" (I later humorously disagreed with myself). We passed by another building on the way out. This one had showers. As we passed through it I didn't get very wet, then when I got around the corner past the showers, the fire alarm shower-thingys went off, soaking everything. "Haha," I said, "if you weren't wet before, you are now." When we were about to exit it was pouring, but abruptly stopped after less than half a minutee.

We went back to the forest back towards the building, to the right. We attacked the beast in a clearing. I had low health, got hit once, and died. Fuck

We went back in, I had low health again, I got hit once and died. Fuck. I went above where the beast was and under some trees was a shop for food, mcdonalds logo-ed burgers I believe. With about twenty of them in our inventory we went back. I had low health and died. Fuck

Repeated, I went and got the burgers. I told myself to remember now "Eat 2 first, I need health so I don't immediately die." I went and my part attacked the beast.

In D1, the battle was long, about 15 min, in D2, It was a memory lapsed battle, I can only remember the beginning and the end. In both D1 and D2 I ended up in the middle of a Rome-like city with gamers all around me, and a girl comes up to me and says, "you're the game master, that's awesome!"

This dream seemed very important to me, and very vivid. I'm putting down more dreams for the SD class, so expect daily updates, I just figured I'd put 2-3 of my old ones on there for now. I'm putting them all on my DJ before I copy/paste them into the class workbook.

Now then, I feel it is very important to ask this question. Did any of you have similar dreams? This happened on the night of the 7-8th and 10-11th of september, so if you would like to check your DJ that'd be great, I feel something important happened the days I dreamed it. And 9/11 has nothing to do with this.

Dream #1

Well, I don't usually remember too many of my dreams, but luckily I was able to remember a tiny bit of one I had last night. Usually my dreams are very mundane and ordinary, which makes it very hard for me to determine if I'm dreaming at all. I guess this one had some oddities about it though. I'll just jot down the pieces that I can remember.

I believe I was at my university for this one. The first oddity was that there was some girl that I think I liked, but apparently she didn't like me. I literally chased her throughout the campus but lost her when she ran out the doors into the parking lot. She totally ran away from me. Saddened, I just got into my car and was going to just sit and mope while I listened to music. It was nighttime. There was another guy with a huge beard sitting in his car next to me. He was listening to a song that I actually had in my head and I thought that was weird.

Later in the dream I found myself walking, I believe, back home. Where my car went, I don't know. I looked up into the sky and some parts of the clouds were really colorful, like the northern lights...but not. It was like a rainbow was trapped in the clouds. Something like this could have triggered me to realize I was dreaming considering I had never seen anything like that before. I went home and told my mother about it, but she kind of just shrugged it off like it wasn't a big deal.

That's about all I remember. Hopefully I'll remember more dreams in the future, and start having more interesting dreams...

September 29, 2010

G/C

Asleep by 1:00am.

WBTB at 4:00am. Took 8/400 G/C and this sleep aid called Melissa, which is 900mg lemon balm, 180mg l-theanine and a combo of B-vitamins. Ate a small 100-calorie bag of baked Cheetos to help swallow everything. Back to bed.

My recall is kind of low, because I didn't experience much in the way of dreams. Everything tipped off with an INRALD. I was laying in bed, listening to Jack breathing next to me (which made me think I was awake). I also thought I heard my dad thumping around upstairs, getting ready for work. Regardless, I heard ringing in my ears... the volume would sometimes jump. I relaxed and saw a swirly void behind my eye lids. When I focused on it the first time, I felt my body whoosh into a full on SP transition. The noises got louder and my entire body felt like it was buzzing. It subsided, but the swirly was still there, so I focused on it again, and the same experience happened again.

Tentatively, I wondered if I was asleep, but kind of lost myself, and drifted off a bit. I felt a book at my feet. I don't remember falling asleep with a book on my bed, but I guess I did? I pushed the book off my bed, gently, so it wouldn't slam to the floor. I realized my head felt kind of voidy, so I decided to reality check by biting my tongue. My tongue didn't feel any sharp piercing where it should (since I use that pointier tooth that sits next to the first molar)... I tried biting a few times, and it was the same. I knew now that I was asleep, but I decided to nose pinch. First time, I could breathe, second time, I could breathe. Sweet, alright. Now to move. The SP was still kind of strong, so I started moving with my ankles first, but unfortunately, it woke me up

I tried to fall back to sleep, but couldn't, as my dad actually was getting ready for work at this point

About 6:20 I decided to move to the couch for a bit, and by 6:40 I was waking up more, so I took a half-mg of melatonin and passed out at some point.

I had a series of false awakenings again. Each one, I tried to catch by biting my tongue, but each time it hurt like it should have, so I missed them all But at the same time, I knew that it was a false awakening, throughout the whole thing... it may have just been low-level lucidity. It's kind of confusing.

I had a dream that Jack was cleaning up our apartment. I noticed our bedroom door was closed. I opened it, and there were boxes piled about shoulder-height to me (I'm 5'2"). I went to our kitchen, and everything had been cleaned out. Except there were leaves covering the floor (probably because I was watching Glee last night, and one of the music scenes had leaves all over the floor).

Another dream, Joe's sister, Becky was at my house for some reason. I don't remember much about that.

I remember being at work, and trying to follow my family. I was trying to leave through the loading dock door. Each time, I would open it partially, and attempt to duck under the door as it was closing, but before I could even set the door in close motion, it would fall shut on its own. I finally got out, and I noticed some dodgy teens in the alley. I started jogging, and they didn't want anything to do with me.

Overall, I don't think I'll do 8/400 again. The night wasn't too much different than the first time I did 4/200, but this time, I woke up with a massive headache and I feel a bit nauseous.

29.09.2010

September, 29, 2010 (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM

I was at my old High School, Everything looked different. It didn't look quite the same, What I saw in my dream really threw me off. I didn't realize until I saw Link from The Legend of Zelda's Majora's Mask, Shooting a Light Arrow at a object on the wall out side a open roof window in the gym. My friend and I was standing on the main floor in the gym. And we saw Link shoot that Light Arrow to the object. My friend, She was really curious on what was happening. So the room started to shift, She didn't knew what was going on. The dream became vivid after Link shot the arrow. The room shifted upside down, We tried not falling to the ground face first. We held onto the ceiling and easily fell to the ground when the room shifted. It was a freaky experience. Everything changed. The place looked like a whole new world. We saw two dream characters talking, And they were telling us something. "We need to be careful" This is a whole different world. I didn't catch what they fully said, I can't barely remember the dream properly. The dream was suddenly changing its story.

This is what the roof looked like.






Later on in the dream my friend was walking some where else. While I told her to wait I didn't want her to go out any further, It could be dangerous, She looked at me with a grin on her face saying she'll be fine, She wanted to explore this new "world". I didn't see her again after that. The dream characters told me I better go soon, I had to be careful, They suddenly disappeared. I found my self in the School hallway, Everything was upside down like it was before. I was wondering what the hell was going on. I saw the football field and bleachers, They were upside down, You could see the sky at the bottom of the ground when you look out the windows. Then suddenly I saw some High School students wondering whats going on, I saw some girl looking curious on what is happening, She looked scared, I tried to approach her and tried to comfort her. Then I walked away when they looked at me like I was some stranger, It looked like they were different kids having the same dream as me. I didn't even knew who they were. I never seen them before in my life. Except that one girl looked really familiar.

I decided to travel on my own trying to find a way out of this place, It was so bizarre that this dream happened. I was trying to force my self awake but I couldn't wake up, It felt like the dream was holding me back from awakening. It was really depressing at the time, I didn't knew what was going on, I was thinking, Why is this happening, Am I dreaming? Will I ever wake up from this place? At the time I wasn't aware I was dreaming. I didn't knew what was going on. Then the scenes started to change, I was walking and looked out a window in the hall. I saw some crabs standing on a big square block blowing bubbles from its mouth, It looked really disgusting. It looked so realistic it was really freaky when I saw the crabs move like that. It got vivid at that point, I think the dream got really vivid after that.

Then after, I was walking, and ended up outside the school in the court yard, I saw some kids standing by the lunch tables wondering what was going on, Everything still looked upside down, The kids were asking me, Hey buddy do you know how to get out of here? Then I said I have no clue whats going on either. And I was wondering how did all this happen? I woke up after the dream. I can't remember the rest of the dream after I woke up. But it's worth it.