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I Am Speed [DILD]

This was a very long dream. I remember vaguely playing this game before this happened, but not much of the content. I was playing some new Pokémon ROM based on Red and Blue that I was apparently making, and was amazed at how good it was. (Even in the dream, I didn't actually remember making it.) I was showing D how crazy it was, but I only remember that from hearing it in the background; the screen took up my entire vision. I was in a Cinnabar Island-like area, and I laughed that at one point the whole map went from black and white to color, then back again almost instantly. I went inside the Pokémon center and the scene totally changed. It was some big panoramic view of a bar scene, with the healing station up in the front with an animated background playing behind it. I can't remember much of what happened there at the bar, but I got sucked into it and started experiencing it in first-person perspective. I met this girl there who I've known since elementary school, and I've been calling her M but for the sake of not mixing her up with my more current friend, I'll stick to ML from now on. I think she said something about some people being injected with some drug or virus, but they may have been inserted later by my false awakening.... Anyway, this dream was REALLY long, even from this point on, it had to have been at least another 20 or 30 minutes. Unfortunately a lot of my memory of this point is lost, but I'm pretty sure I became at least somewhat lucid somewhere in here.

I don't remember the realization, but I do remember the clarity of thought, knowing I had control, and remembering that it was lucid in my false awakening. For most of the dream, ML and I were trying to get away from this guy I used to hang out with named JB, who had been chasing us ever since the bar. He ended up following us around some huge building which I don't recognize as anywhere real, but it contained all types of strange rooms and structures. We were flying to get away from him, and my memory starts coming back in when we were in a movie theater room. We were just trying to watch the movie, but we sensed that he was there again, and ML slowly whispered to me to fly backwards into him. I did that and it totally caught him off guard, and then we both zoomed off. My memory gets a little hazy for a second, but then I'm standing a hallway somewhere in the building. I started flying forward again, and this time I started thinking to myself that "I am the fastest I could ever be, no one is faster than I am." My speed started increasing faster and faster and faster, and everything in my vision was moving so quickly that it looked like it was just bouncing all around my line of sight. Then finally, reality broke. My perception of my speed passed some kind of barrier, and it was no longer that I was feeling how fast I was going as much as it was that I just was speed... like there was no "normal" speed to compare it to. Very hard to describe. I was hit with the sudden feeling that the entire building map was open to me simultaneously, like I could see around all walls at once. I was still moving, so I was just warping all around the building. I was moving so quickly that my environment was just flashing and warping from one scene to the next. I felt like I was bursting with power but also pushing myself out of control, and then it suddenly faded. I guess I made it too unstable.

False Awakening - I woke up and tried sooo hard to get all of this dream typed up. N and D were both there and they wouldn't shut the fuck up. I kept telling them "Seriously guys, this dream was so amazing, please just let me type it." They would agree for half a second and then continue trying to distract me with stuff, and N wouldn't stop talking about how whenever he sings the lyrics to "Brown Eyed Girl" he gets it wrong and says either "blonde eyed" or "green eyed". (I can't remember which he said, I think it was the former, though.) D kept trying to hand me some keyboard, which I claimed was "memory foam" and told him to go put it in my parents' bedroom. Of course, if I'd looked around for even a second I would have realized that the environment I was in looked NOTHING like my house, and was in fact actually more similar to the building from the dream, but... oh well. When I finally woke up so much memory of the dream had escaped me. But I least I got what I did.

Two lucid dreams in one night! It was awesome! First one was a false awakening, and the second was a false awakening WILD. (DEILD?)

When I successfully succeeded in the WILD, though, it was really dark. I said very loudly "STABILIZE NOW," but nothing really happened. Everything was all wibbly-wobbly. Since it was dark, I decided to make it light, so I said "LIGHT NOW." A bright light showed up, out of my mouth I think, and my vision went black. I tried to think of what to do, so I tried to do the spin-teleport to the meadow, but I ended up just waking up.

I was in a large house, not mine, but I needed to use the bathroom. The nearest one ended up being occupied. The adjacent room led to its bathroom as well, but it was occupied too. I went a short ways down the hall to the main dining area, there were DCs around the table, eating. This room actually had 2 doors leading to small bathrooms. I tried the first, it was occupied. Finally the second one was empty. I shut the door and I was alone in here. The whole bathroom was run down, dirty, and filled with junk. Its like this bathroom was abandoned years ago and no one wanted to take care of it. The other occupied bathrooms I peeked into were nice and clean, even though a DC told me to go away. Well the broken bathroom I was in had a strange metal urinal, with a broken toilet lid sitting inside it. There was also a toilet in a corner with urine all over it. I decided the urinal was my better bet, especially since it flushed when you turned the tap. Now some woman bangs on the door and yells something at me. She isn't going to stop talking, so I decide I'll just find a different bathroom instead. As I make my way back to the door, I notice I'm stepping on something. There are metal ball bearings sticking to the bottom of my feet, guess I'm barefoot? Also there is a sharp piece of metal stuck slightly in my left foot, causing some pain. I pull it out and brush off the ball bearings and the pain goes away.

Now I go down the hallway to the end of the house. There is a patio here that connects more rooms of the house on the other side of the patio. In the patio area though, you got your garden & lawn equipment. I get a mower, intending to use it, but there are already 2 guys going around mowing the grass. One has a pushmower like me, the other one is on a riding mower. I figure by the time I get my mower started, they will be done cutting the grass. So instead I go into the house area on the other side of the patio, I could sense a bathroom in this area. In this one room I met an old guy who was supposed to be my grandpa. He ends up talking to me for awhile, and after I ask if there was a bathroom near, he says yes, but then locks me in the room with him and shuts the window. I guess I'm not supposed to use the bathroom, huh? He keeps talking to me and showing me these giant sized boxes that came with dvds and toys themed after the movie it came with. After that I wake up.

4/17/12
I had my recurring dream. This time, I was in some sort of old school or hotel with some friends from high school, and under a staircase we found a collection of old pianos. We were playing them, but I also remember feeling like we didn't have much time, and I think everyone was evacuating for a fire.

4/18/12
I was really mad about something and I was throwing shit, and my mom was like, "Are you mad because of ****" (I'll keep him anonymous) and I was like, "YES HAVEN'T YOU BEEN LISTENING?!?!?!"

4/19/12
The only part I remember from this dream is when I became lucid. I think I just somehow realized I was dreaming. I was in my kitchen, and my family was with me, and all of a sudden I realized it was a dream, so I said "I'm lucid dreaming" and I just kept repeating it so that I wouldn't lose the dream. And I remember laughing cuz I was so happy that for no reason at all I just realized it. But I think I drifted back off into the dream because I don't remember anything else.

It was about 11 at night, and I planned to do a WBTB the next morning, and I decided to try to WILD again. Got relaxes, numb, etc. Then I attempted to tick my neck back, because according to a user it sends a signal to the spinal cord that causes 100% paralysis. It didn't seem to do anything, so I continued to attempt the WILD. I had a sudden huge spasm that was throughout my body, and I was kind of surprised. I believe this caused what happened next. I felt like I was spinning, I felt the tingling sensations, and I saw a few images looped, with a kaleidoscopic border to them. My eyes were fluttering like crazy, and I think I was too focused on making that stop, because it faded away. I wasn't able to get back to that state, but I'm happy I got this close!

April 13, 12. 7:00am

I know I had a dream, but as I woke up it faded and I can't remember much. My mom and I were in a beautiful place with stone walls and glass paintings, it looked like a church. I think Robert was there too. We were talking about something important, and all I remember about the conversation is me saying, "I have to remember all this". Then, I remember seeing a living plant creature.

End- My thoughts
No comment...

17.04.2012

War! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm standing with my small machine gun in hand next to my friend, Jacob. We watch as a swarm of enemy soldiers start to march towards us.. the battle starts. The enemy soldiers start running towards their trenches as fast as they can while our soldiers rain bullets on them.
I attempt to aim and fire my SMG but the distance is just too far. The bullets become unaccurate over the range and hits nothing.. I pull out my Desert Eagle. Everyone that has played CS: S knows that DEs shoot better over long distances! I take a few shots.
Many of their front wave get injured from the volley of bullets, tumble, and lay face-down, still, in the mud. The enemy decide that they are in a really bad position and retreat deep into the tunnels of their trenches.
We follow.. but that was a bad move. Once we climb into the tunnels, we find them all lined up with their guns out.. a trap, great.

April 12, 12. 5:55am

All I can remember is something about the doctor. I woke up thinking it was Friday and that I set the alarm to early, because I don't have to be at the doctor until 8:30.

End-My thoughts
The first dream I've had sense learning about lucid dreams. funny, I had it the night after I researched how to have lucid dreams. Glad i had a notebook.

I woke up with some images in my head, but I wasn't really too concerned with remembering them since I thought it was 6:45 AM, but it ended up being 5:45 AM when the alarm triggered.

So I thought it wouldn't worth it to sleep for another hour, and just to stay awake instead.

I couldn't really focus too much on dreaming, just a lot of stress lately. I think I need to make a change for myself, especially what happened to the friends of other people.

16.04.2012

Star? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

There's an asian girl.. I think she's a celebrity. Everything in this dream just seems to be based around her. She's absolutely stunning. We are playing tennis and i score a round against her. She cusses and laughs her melodic laugh. I can't get over how gorgeous she is.Her eyes have so much emotion like.. I can't even put into words.
Later, we are standing in a line with a mutual friend, laughing together. We bring up old memories of going to a tutoring together for maths. I watch her father walk out of the room briskly with his.. assistant(?) and recall memories of him leaving his daughter for work.
She and I spend the next 5-10 minutes or so cuddling on a couch and just laughing. This dream was really pleasant and calm..

There was going to be some sort of party at my friend Jesse's house, but I couldn't find my car, so I asked my other friend DJ to drive me there.

In the Anime Club room, my ex-girlfriend was there, but she was deaf. She started singing, but would pause every now and then as if she were trying to remember how to hit certain notes. It sounded pretty good, but wasn't the best thing ever. Class started so I wasn't able to give her advice.

I had a false awakening. I walked into my living room and started looking for a sticky note to write my DJ entry on, but then I remembered to do my reality check. Lo and behold, I was dreaming. It was dark, so I couldn't look at my hands to stabilize myself, and when I tried to speak, I woke up. I could hear my sister being reeeeeeally loud in the other room so I probably couldn't stabilize because of that.

I just had a dream about my very first reptilian.

I woke up in my bed in a room that looked almost exactly like this apartment room. The lights on the ceiling were connected to some kind of mobile contraption. So, I played around with it using psychokinesis. I moved it across the ceiling a bit and then back (don't ask).

There was a lady in here with me. She opened my room door and walked into the next room which was totally dark. Then I heard her talking to somebody. When she came back into this room, I asked her "who were you talking to?" She said "a friend." I said "who? I've never met him. Can I talk to him?" I'm like WTF? This is my apartment and yet she's claiming there's somebody else here?

Then she went back into the next room and started talking to this person. Then I felt a force emanating from that room. I was thinking that it would be best to take this outside. I looked up at the ceiling and thought about flying through it to get out. This this white guy with glasses (I've seen this guy on YouTube, lol) walks out of the dark room and up to the foot of my bed. I'm sitting up now looking at this guy... I said "who are you?" And he's like "it's for the good of mankind." I looked into his eyes and he had vertical slits for pupils.

I immediately jumped out of bed and exited the room by going straight through the wall next to me. But I didn't touch the wall. As I'm standing in the yard I see this reptilian looking guy walk out of my apartment and he starts running at me. I had never seen one of those before. His skin color was a mixture of green and grey polka dots; I think his eyes were yellow; he wasn't wearing any clothes; he had no hair--just a bald head; no wiggly bits; no nose or lips that I could make out; no ears, eyebrows, and definitely no tail that I could see. His skin didn't look scaly but it did look tough and he was still about the size of his human self, only slightly more buff. Totally different from what I was expecting of a reptilian.

He jumps on me and we start exchanging physical blows. One of his punches sent me flying and I landed on my back. He jumps on me and I punch him in the gut and across his head a few times, knocking him down. He really felt that. Then, I began levitating as I was debating on whether or not to escape, but then I changed my mind and thought that this could be fun. This guy spoke telepathically and said "it's for the good of mankind." This is the second time he said that. I flew back towards him and landed about five yards in front of him, sliding along the dirt as I did so while grinning from ear to ear from sheer excitement. It's such a shame I didn't go lucid during this dream. For some reason, I was thinking about space and the cosmos as I was fighting this guy.

He looks at me and says telepathically "so, you're the original creator, ____." The name he mentioned sounded like either Mabub, Yakub, or Babub. I've no idea what he was talking about but I knew I was intentionally holding back during this fight because I wanted to see how strong this guy was--and he was damn strong. I also thought about calling my guys (whoever the hell they were) to handle him but that would cause too much damage to the area. I swear I could have used any technique I could think of but I couldn't think of any, so I went with physical attacks, lol. He came at me again and swung, knocking me back over a small 6-7 ft. tree, destroying it. Then he jumps on me again and we started slugging each other but I didn't feel anything at all. He looked like he was feeling it though, lol. All the excitement woke me up.

And that was my very first reptilian dream. Woohoo!

April 19, 2012
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All non-lucid

I only glanced at my affirmation before turning out my light last night.



1. Peanut butter...I don't know more than that. I dreamed of various kinds of peanut butter. (I also made my daughter a PBJ sandwich for her lunch tomorrow, before I went to bed)

2. My cat had something trapped at the window. I went to the window and moved the curtain back and there was a little bird. Perhaps a wren or sparrow. Sparrow is more likely. It was all puffed up and crammed back in the corner of the window sill. I scooped it up expecting it to peck at me or something but it just rested in my hand. I hollered for someone to open the window and someone behind me did. I stuck my hand out and opened my fingers to let the little bird fly away but it just sat there. So, I moved it closer to the house - next to the outer wall. And at some point the bird morphed into a mouse. The mouse scattered down the side of the house and onto the ground. In the process it jumped from the wall to the ground and I watched it run away but I noticed it might have been limping. I also believe at one point a second bird flew out the window when the person lifted the sill. (reminds me of an older dream I had of the Lifeless Sparrow I found in the trash heap.)

3. This dream was very sketchy. I was in third person most of the time and it almost felt like an Remote viewing but I know I was not. There was this rather tall and large young man. He was in a basement. He'd come to see someone or maybe someone had come to see him. He had brownish hair - and needed a haircut, as it was a bit long to the collar. The girl who was there came to maybe his chin. She went to kiss him but at the last minute he turned his head and she kissed his cheek. It was an awkward moment. They chatted for a while. The dream gets fuzzy and then my husband enters the dream. Apparently they know each other, this guy and my husband. I'm not sure if I'm hiding from them because the entire dream feels very distant, like I stayed away and observed everything. I felt like I was hiding. Both my husband and this man went out to our driveway and began throwing a baseball back and forth. Then, I woke up.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

(...) I find myself in some sort of complex lab. There's a strange room with strange chubby white babies on a nursery and a large aquarium. There's a kind of white organic tower on one side of the aquarium, with round openings under water and an opening to the outside of the aquarium. The babies in the nursery go inside this tube and enter the aquarium through the holes. The water is not normal fresh water, but a warm and dense fluid, and the babies can stay there apparently without breathing for a long time.
Something happens and I end up inside the aquarium. I hold my breath for a while but when I can't hold it any longer I realize I can also "breath" the fluid, although it feels claustrophobic and I want to get out as soon as possible. I notice another white tower with more openings on it, but this one has some kind of nests inside, on top of each other, and inside the nests I find what seem to be tiny carcasses of dinossaurs.
I find a hatch (I couldn't fit in the openings that the babies use) and I get out of there.
I am wandering trhough this complex building, through corridors and stairways. I see nobody but I hear strange and creepy sounds. Then I bump into a very scared man and he says the dinosaurs have escaped and are hunting down the humans. I can hardly imagine a full sized dinosaur running through the narrow hallways, but then I do see a human sized raptor, coming in our direction. We run and we go different directions. The raptor goes after me and I feel very close to dying when he is just inches of grabbing me with his claws. A door opens and I am pulled into a room. The door is locked behind me and I find myself among a group of good looking young males and females. I ask them about what is going on and at first they don't really want to explain anything at all, but as I go along with them on the chase of the saurians, I become aware that they are not really humans. They are also "dinosaurs". They are some sort of hybrids who were born and raised on this complex. They look human but they can turn into the dinosaur form if they wish so. Most of their kind is heartless and preys on humans, but some of them feel more human than saurians and have the instinct to protect us.
There was some kind of trouble in this complex and they got loose. While some starting killing all the humans, others organized to save the humans and stop the other saurians from getting to the outside world. But they were playing a "double-agent" role so they could approach the mean saurians without raising suspicion over their intentions.
They come accross one of the evil saurians, who is in a human form, but clearly looks different, more like a vampire - very pale, reddish eyes, big canines - and he seems to be a leader figure, so they try to behave like they are under his orders, so they can infiltrate the command and do some damage. But there's a problem. He can smell me. I try to play cool, try to pretend I'm just one of them, but he can sense there's a human among them and that blows the whole thing up, because he immediately realizes they are traitors and protecting a human among them. They tell me to run away. He transforms into a dino and there's a bloody battle of saurians inside that room. (...)

The dream:
I was in outside with my girlfriend, we were at a circular table and we'd bought some stuffs to eat/drink. I had bought me a glass of red wine (irl I hate wine and never drinks it). I had no idea how I would open the bottle, so I took a fork and stuck it into the middle of the bottle. It started to come out red wine from the bottle, so I hold it over a coffé plate, and from there I drank some red wine.
However, I discovered small glass pieces, so I had to be careful when drinking.
When we had eaten/drinken done everything, (I still had some left in my red wine button, but I was too scared cus of the glass splitter) we threw the stuffs in a trashcan.
We moved on to her appartment, that looked different from what it actually does. Few days later her mum said that I'd to go home, I really had no idea why though. It was thursday, and I'd come there at thuesday. However that was alright and I were going home. But I knew I'd no breakfast or lunch at home, so I thought of pass by the store for that.

The end