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04.22.2012

Where's Your Shampoo? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I took a nap around 10AM and woke up maybe around 1PM. Had some weird dream, not sure if it's one, or many...

I remember walking down a street somewhere, and seeing a girl mention something about images of a creature with a mix of angels and demons combined.

Then I have a dream shift where I'm with a group of DCs, things are kind of in a 3D Cartoon environment...not cell shaded though.

We're running away from some other group trying to catch us, and we all hide in a room (I think I'm of the group, but I'm seeing this in third person or spectating them).

We get out when the other guys go in the bathroom to shower, and we all come out.

Then one of the guys asked something along the lines of,

"Hey! How can you shower if you don't have your shampoo??"

He thought we were a part of them, goes back into the bathroom showers, and we run before he realizes we're the ones that he and the group he's with need to catch.


Typical for a nap to be random like that...

Uhh... hi, reader! This is my first post to dream journal, so I guess I really should write out all of my previous dreams here, all at once. Just to distinguish then I will write at the end of each one of them "The end." Hope you enjoy them (even through most of them will be like 1-2 lines long) !
Sorry for wrong date format, I am from Europe.


(Sunday 22.08.2010)
I was in 9th D class of my elementary school. Outdoor was cloudy and there was everywhere outside snow. There were people from 9th A and 9th B. We were going on school trip. I was talking with my classmates Jose and Mathew. Even through the mood overall was bad, I tried to lift it up. Then my classmate, Diana, has shown up with a bowling ball in her bag, because she was going to participate in Bowling World Cup (IDK how it is really named).

(23.08.2010 - Monday)
I was watching TV (I don't know where I was watching it). There was Martin, person, I know, in some kind of news report. He wanted to buy snake, and when he brought it, it has bitten off Martin's head. While he was talking about it, he has got big scar around all his neck as evidence. He was quite normal, nothing unusual about him.

(Tuesday 18.01.2011)
Title: Shortest dream ever
The rocket was starting to fly. Countdown was echoing everywhere "10, 9, 8... 3, 2, 1!" and rocket flew into the sky. The end.

(Wednesday 2.2.2011)
Title: My wedding
I was getting married. I don't remember anything at all with exception for some details: When we (Me and my future wife) were standing before altar, I asked her "Will you marry me?" and she said "No, but you can marry my sister Irene." And so I married her sister (). Then there was some kind of party in weird place, where there were stone circles on floor (between them there was water, but really shallow, like 5 centimetres), with round roofs above them, connected with 3 stone pillars (if I will get once good in drawing things, I will draw it). There was a little lucid realisation, which was like "Is this for real? Am I really getting married? Let's test something..." and I proceeded to Irene and kissed her. She kissed me back, just as I tought she will. Then I woke up.
Note: I didn't knew any of characters, and don't know of any Irene at all. But this name is stuck in my mind forever.

(Thursday, 3.2.2011)
Title: My First False Awakening
I just dreamed that I woke up and went to school, just like usual, however on PE teacher started competition - first one, who will arrive home, will win. I runned home (just as everybody else) and didn't knew if I won. But I was happy the school ended so soon (there were other lessons after it). It lasted 20 minutes, and I was tired after it.

(Piatok, 4.2.2011)
Title: Solution of every problem
I haven't remembered back then any details from before, but at the end I recieved a letter with title "Solution for all problems". When I opened it up, there was some text written in triangle (pointing upwards) and I have woke up at that moment. I wasn't able to read anything in that while, it was like second or two. The paper, on which it was written, was folded like top half over bottom one with text inside it.

(Thursday 10.03.2011)
Title: My awesomest dream ever
This was all about race in some kind of videogame and real life inventing of things running parallel one next to other, with me switching between them. Here is all from timeline (R - reality, G - game):
R - high chairs (high as large)
G - start of race
G - first invention - "Switcher", which can reverse some property of item. It has form of laser pointer.
R - testing of Switcher. I have aimed it on floor tiles (which are usually almost as mirror - you can see your sillouethe in them) and I have reverted this property, so it was suddenly opaque (correct me, if I am wrong, I am bad at English)
G - second invention - this has got form of welding mask with 3D googles on it. Sadly I don't remember what was it used for (probably something like forseeing future, but this is my guess after 1 year)
G - Third invention - "Centre of attention". This invention is my personal favourite. It took form of laser pointer and it's unique property was, that wherever I have pointed laser, everybody (except me) in room was looking on this red dot.
R - Fun with computer (I dunno what I meant with this, lol)
RG (neither I do know, how, but it really is on both timelines at the same time) - "I think I have four eyes." (No idea what was going on here)
And then I woke up.


I'd wish my dream recall would return for more awesome dreams...
Also, if there is anybody interested in interpreting at least one of them, PM me, I'd be really thankful, most of them sound confusing (namely Shortest Dream Ever, that one with rocket).

I suddenly realized I had been dreaming and looked around. A woman was sitting near by me and was teaching something. I tried to pay attention now that I am lucid. She is teaching mesome fine details about lucid dream reality. It all makes sense as she is teaching it, but upon waking the details have become vague. I ooften feel like things said tome in a dream make good sense, but can nott remember any details later.

I have had 0 luck these last few days so until I make some sort of progress I'm just going to make these little updates because I don't want to litter my DJ with 'no dream' updates.

A very short DILD. I was staanding around in a dream and looked into my hands. I was holding a bead string. I saw that it broke and beads started falling. However, they were falling into darkness. Nothing was around other than me. I did my gravity RC and started levitating. I became lucid annd levitated around in the dark for a minute, but at that point I lost my recall. My job has been a big stress and is affecting my dreams.

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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Last night I had many dreams that I remembered in the night,but this morning I have forgotten most of them. Popeye is on behind me, andthat stupid song he sings is really hurting my brain, and my recall.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I recall walking along Barton Springs Road, by the DiamondShamrock. Water was falling somewhere, from something. I remember a drainageditch, and the water was green. People had been drinking from it, I believe.The water was reported to be good by someone but it was having a bad effect onpeople. I was convinced that something needed to be done about it.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I remember being at Republic Park, and I had walked to thepark from the old court house across the street. I had a time of lucidity herewhen I decided to climb one of the trees, I think it was oak. As I climbed Iknew I was dreaming because (1) I could climb the tree with ease, (2) the barkdid not hurt my hands, and (3) when I finally jumped down from a high branchthe landing didn’t hurt at all. I failed to do a RC of any kind, but I alreadyknew I was dreaming. I called up to my son’s friend, Seamus, who had alsoclimbed the tree, and told him to jump down. I told him it would be okay andwouldn’t hurt because this was a dream. He jumped and was fine.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Walking away from the tree I approached the street and mydaughter was there, with one of her friends. Seamus either morphed into my sonor disappeared and was replaced by my son. It happened behind me so I’m notsure which, I just know Seamus wasn’t there any longer, and my son was. Mydaughter’s friend was likely the same age as her but I knew my son liked thegirl, so I willed her to be older, about 10 years old instead of 7. She agedand her clothes changed slightly, and I sat down behind her and watched my sonsmiling. I don’t know why he liked her as she was so young (though I had triedto help him out by making her older) but I figured who was I to stop him fromliking someone? They talked for a little while and I sat and looked around,noticing we were in a classroom and sitting on stools, a blackboard behind myson. The wall was colorful with papers stapled all over it, undoubtedlycreations of children who used the classroom. [/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I’m racing through Zilker Park as part of a competition, orreality show. I passed by a fat Asian boy holding a lollipop. He was smilingand walking in the rain, wearing shorts that were about ten sizes too small. [/FONT][/SIZE]
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[FONT=Calibri][SIZE=3]I came to the bridge at the entrance to Zilker Park andthere was water flowing over it, lots of water. The rain had created quite aflood, and the runoff was flowing onto the bridge and down through a cutout inthe side of the bridge designed as an outflow. As I approached it the waterturned to ice, not smooth like a sheet but mixture of crunchy ice, snow, andwater. I slipped and fell, and my wonderturned to fright as I slid towards the opening in the side of the bridge. [/SIZE][/FONT]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]The dream shifts and I am in north Austin, outside somestrip of office buildings. Two associates of mine (best word I have for them)had been waiting on my arrival. I had been delayed by driving the van throughrain and ice. They didn’t understand why I had such a big van and initiallymade fun of me, but I told them it was to help me move the drier and otherlarge pieces of furniture and appliances. [/FONT][/SIZE]
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[FONT=Calibri][SIZE=3]After I loaded up some big objects into the van I turnedback towards the two men, who remained near the building. I walked across theparking lot to the table they were sitting at. Their stares were bent on an oldtelevision, perhaps 30 years old with a 14” screen. The News was on, and thereporter was saying that Jack Black was dead, apparently from falling andslipping down an ice/water fall on Barton springs Road. I put my fingers to myface and remembered what had happened. I said, “I was there, and I think I wasthe last person to see Jack Black alive.” I shifted into a memory of standingon the bridge and watching Jack black approach me, happy and loud as he usuallyis. As he approached me he slipped and fell down the outflow, landing on asmall island of rock and ice in the creek below. I even watched him fall, freaking out as hewent over the edge, but I seemed to skip over the impact and he was just deadand lying on the ice.[/SIZE][/FONT]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I still did not report the death and left in the van. I wasdriving along a road in western Arkansas, a place I have never been in reallife. The trees are abundant on one side of the road, a fenced field on theother. My view is like a movie camera in a helicopter, an interestingperspective.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I traveled to a high school that looked nothing like the oneI went to. I’m in front of the school and many students were passing me. Iwalked to get onto a school bus, and for some reason my feet were not workingproperly, like I was partially crippled. Some kids asked me if I was O.K. and Ireplied I was, feeling happy that they were showing concern for me instead ofbullying me as I had feared they would. As I climbed up the same kids followedme onto the bus. I walked back a couple seats and found a place to sit. Iclimbed up onto the merry-go-round horse that I was supposed to sit on, usingthe back of another kid to boost me up. I had to get around a nearby baby toget to the animal-seat. Mounting the seat I began taking off my shoes, handingthem to a nearby boy who was reaching out his hand to help me. I thought, “Howpolite people are at this school, “and then I handed him my other shoe just asthe bus began to move.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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This was during a nap this morning, I came close to lucidity, just missed it!

My family and I are kayaking in a canal type of thing in Florida. It is the last leg of the journey of going to Florida, and symbolically, a necessary step in getting to Florida. I see lightning out in the distance, it is kind of cloudy out there. I'm kind of anxious about being attacked by an alligator. I see my dad bouncing his kayak up and down making loud splashes. I worry that he is going to attract an alligator.

We make it to shore and I am walking up the beach thinking, "I am going to get SO tan, I am going to be outside the whole time texting my friends and listening to music." Then I realize my phone isn't in my pocket, I figure I left it at home and I am disappointed. Then I realize I don't have my iPod either, I wonder how I made it through the plane ride without it, then realize, I don't remember even being on a plane. So then I realize that I didn't even pack a bag! I am very nervous now and I know my family is going to get angry at me. I wonder HOW I could forget to pack a bag, and how I even got to where I was. Then I was like, "Ohhh, it was just a dream, that's good." I think about doing a nose plug, but it was all black and I figured I had woken up, which I didn't. The end.

I decided 2 days ago to get back into lucid dreaming. I've been out of it for about four years, so my dream recall and frequency of lucid dreams had diminished quite a bit. Now that I'm out of the dorms and have a quiet room, I decided to start up again.

So, I decided to attempt a WILD. I had only once before achieved WILD's, but I figured I might as well try every night to get better, and maybe I'll have some luck within a few weeks.

Well, I somehow succeeded on the first night/morning I tried. I set a vibrating alarm (don't want to wake the girlfriend) to wake me up at 5:13 AM. I woke up and went to the bathroom, came back to bed and surfed the web on my phone for 5 minutes to wake my brain up enough before attempting to WILD. I always have had a problem passing out too quickly, instead of holding on to consciousness and easing into lucidity.

So I started out on my back, and counted slowly, alternating numbers with "I am dreaming." After a half hour, I rolled to my side to get more comfortable, and started over. After no success in an additional 30 minutes, I rolled to my other side and decided to give up. So I had stopped counting, but I managed to hold onto my conscious awareness while letting my thoughts float around. After a few minutes, I felt a small tingling sensation across my body, and no longer felt tired. I plugged my nose and discovered I was dreaming. The transition was seamless, whereas the only other time I had success, it was almost violent.

So, onto the dream (This green is lucid):

I got out of bed and walked to my bathroom. My apartment didn't have any strange appearances, and the dream was pretty stable already. I looked at myself in the mirror. The only strange thing was I wasn't wearing a shirt, and I looked more muscular. I guess my subconscious was trying to flatter myself. I tried to think of what my lucid goals were, but couldn't remember any. I decided to try and clone myself to see what would happen. It was strange. I felt my body splitting apart, starting at the head and going down. Suddenly there was a pop and a second "me" was standing right in front of me. Second-me slowly started to morph into a friend of mine, who we will call R. R started to laugh in a maniacal way which creeped me out. I turned and walked away.

I flew through the ceiling and out onto the roof of my apartment. Looking at the starry sky, I decided to fly towards some. There was a specific grouping in the distance right about the horizon that looked interesting. As I flew towards them, I realized they weren't stars, and were in fact, lights from a skyscraper. I had made it into the downtown of some dream city. I flew around for a short while. I was showing off how I could fly to some DC's when my girlfriend rolled over pulling the sheets, waking me up. I didn't fully awake, but enough to become conscious of my dogs snoring. I held onto awareness, and drifted back into a dream.

When the blackness of being awake faded away, I was sitting on a chair in my living room. A lot of my parents family friends were present, and there was some party going on. I chatted with a few people, and got bored. I went to my computer to see if I could somehow look up what my dream goals were, thinking maybe my subconscious could show it to me. Loading DV was pretty funny, and I never was able to view my goals. I decided to go outside and explore instead. I flew out my window.

Outside it was dawn, and overcast out. There was a light drizzle. I decided to change that and waved my hand to push the clouds out of the way. I then pulled the sun up to the middle of the sky so it was mid-day. I rubbed my hands together to stabilize the dream a little bit more, but it seemed to be as stable as it would get.

I started walking down my alleyway, only to find it was now a path/trail of some kind. I encountered a friend, called EB, and said hello. EB made some snarky response and I made a stupid "your mom" joke. He then continued talking to who he originally was. I then ran into two more of my friends, FN and JA. They were both eating Taco Johns. I said, "Hey guys, do you know that right now I'm dreaming?" They both laughed and gave me a response I was not expecting: "Yes. What do you think, that we're idiots?" I found it incredibly strange they responded in that way. Normally, DC's always try to convince me otherwise, and sometimes succeed. My subconscious was being kind.

I asked if I could eat some of their food, to which they responded, "Go ahead. Dream calories don't count anyways." I laughed and ate. We then began to walk down the path. There was a large group of girl scouts (hundreds) that were taking up the entire path so we had to sit and wait for them to go by so we could continue walking. For some reason, we were walking to a movie theater. I can't remember why.

At this point a cat jumped on my chest in waking life. It was time for them to be fed.

The total time I was dreaming was approximately 29 minutes. So I had achieved my goal of staying lucid for more than 20 minutes! Time for me to add the task of the month/year to that list.

Dream Vividness: 3/5 (Some things were pretty hazy)
Lucidity Level: 3/5 (There were times where I almost lost lucidity due to boring conversations with family friends, etc)


I'm pretty satisfied with that as my first night back. We'll see if I can mange to do it again tonight.

Casino Drug Smuggling [Non-Lucid]

I was in a casino with O, J, and this guy PR I've known since elementary school but haven't seen since we graduated high school. It's hard to remember most of this plot now, but we were trying to play this one gigantic game (it looked like a cross between a poker machine and a pinball machine ) as a way of smuggling drugs. Inside the little tray where coins drop out there was a veritable pharmacopoeia of unidentified pills all of varying shapes, sizes, and colors. We were basically just sneaking around making sure there weren't any cops in the area while O (I think it was O) played the machine and tried to sneak all of the pills into his pockets in the meantime. At the end of the dream, we're all just standing there watching him when a guy walks up from out of nowhere and then jumps on the machine and starts humping it for a minute.

And that's all I remember.

I was in a mall, and there was a pop'n music arcade game. I went up to it and saw that the buttons were spaced all weird I did a reality check and became lucid. I jumped through a pane of glass (the wall was made of glass and you could see the center of the mall through it) to confirm any doubt I may have had. It works and I'm on the other side. Impressed with that, I walked through the mall and remember that I wanted to do the dream challenge cedward proposed, and sought out the first chamber. There was a group of DCs behind a desk, and I ask one if she knew where the chamber was. She told me she didn't. I said "are you sure?" but she didn't answer me back. I asked a lady outside of the desk, and she got really nasty. She asked "is your 1337 self a dragon or something," whatever that means. I should've looked harder for the chamber, but I gave up and instead tried shapeshifting into a dragon (the lady had reminded me that I wanted to do this). I leaped up and tried to grow wings but it didn't work and I woke up.

Dakota, Charlie Sheen, Charlie's mom of Two and a Half Men, some other guy, and I were exploring a forested area. An abandoned subway/train station near a beach, a forest, and plains/flatlands surrounded by forest. Then, realizing it was almost night, with a Minecraft Sun from a 32x32 TP (Maybe Old from Painterly B1.7.3?), we all began to ride home on bikes. I didn't have mine, but began to ride on one anyway. ~ Close to lucidity, but never realized I was dreaming. I was very close to waking anyway, I felt it slipping away, but my control held firm until I "gave up" and got bored in the dream.

That's most i remember dreaming about. And doing parkour at a high school. I jumped off something and busted my mouth on a ledge. I kept checking for blood or missing teeth, but I never saw any. I must have been pretty distracted to not get lucid after that. Oh well.

I had a dream I was near a lake, and my DCs were entering the water without going out too far so the water wouldn come up past the knees. They were pairing up and fighting each other in some kind of anime martial arts style. They would gain these abilities once they were in the water and use them on each other. It was impressive to watch, as sometimes they would hit each other not with just physical blows, but energy rays and such. They were still students, training, and some were rather young but held much promise. I did not include myself in the fighting, however I did need to dodge a few stray energy bolts that happened to come my way. After that, I exited the water myself and retreated to a safer distance on land. I seemed to be like a judge of the contest or something.

04.22.2012

Green Globe (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I don't really care too much to this dream, except for the fact that this possibly was a precursor to the dream I had with Eva and the Akashic records dream...

I'm walking somewhere at my University, and I'm following a group of people, but the traffic and amount of people here started to irritate me, so I thought of trying to teleport somewhere....

The opposite of that occurs, and I find myself instantly flying up pretty quickly. I look down, and was a little scared at first, but instead of trying to think about falling down, I looked up, closed my eyes, and imagine myself propelling upwards.

Then a white light flashes before more, signaling that I teleported out of the dream environment.

I'm now floating, and I see a Green globe, and I rotate it with my mind, and I decided I should go to Houston, TX.

I feel a pulling sensation from this green globe, and feel like I'm being warped into the area I wanted to go to...

I can't remember much from that dream..

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04.22.2012

Swimming pool of Toy Balls? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm inside a play area that's full of what seems to be toy balls, or something like that? It was kind of dark though, and it seems there's always water in this area as well.

There's this random lady who is fairly huge, and we're just floating around, minding our own business. Then the lady started to say, "Daddy?" out of the blue, so I presumed someone else was with us.

I think I see a man who is shirtless, and is wearing dark blue shorts underwater, and the daughter I think lands on him. I was kind of concerned that her weight might cause his to open his air path in his throat, and possibly drown him or something.

Then all of a sudden, when I go back up to the surface, the girl is floating as well, and she's wondering where her father was, and I think she's close to even crying.

I go underwater again, and I see this white string near a drain that's sucking up the water, so the dad probably was sucked in there.

I can't remember much after that, didn't really care too much about this dream in the first place....too random...and it was too dark for me to associate anything from it...

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04.22.2012

Is that a Dragon? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was trying to convince some people to look up at the sky, because I'm seeing a large creature flying, and it looks like a dragon in metal armor, it had that silver color to it with some slight hints of blue.

I think I saw a redheaded lady as well, not sure if it was Opheliablue, but I was trying to nudge at whoever it was to look up. Even when they did look up, all they did was shrug and have the "I don't know" expression on their face.

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04.22.2012

Eva and Akashic Records? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

First of all, I'm glad I finally met Eva for once, she was a little bit more degraded from something...and man, this dream was scary.

I honestly thought I wouldn't have met Eva AT ALL, but it seems the intention worked by watching a few videos about her and Snake.

(I watched some short videos on the Akashic Records, and I wonder if this dream itself was the path for me to get there, seeing as you normally need a guide to shift you to the right path.....and clearly, I was following Eva like she was a guide....and there were guards.....so there has to be something precious within this library......)

Watch this video first before reading the dream if you can, there are some things that the lady said like "Cairo, Egypt" and such that you'll find that my mind did some homologous association with it the people in white robes...you'll find out what I mean...I don't know why, but I was browsing through DV articles, and typed "are the akashic recrods real?" on a youtube search bar, and found this late at night before I slept.

Things start out where I'm at an area that seems to be a green underground cave. I believe I'm in the lighter side of this area, and I finally see Eva.

There's something odd about her, there's this type of loneliness within her, she looks degraded, used up, raped, or something...it was kind of sickening, but the fact that I still saw her, she obviously had the intention of actually interacting with me for once for a little longer.

Her hair, it isn't blonde like it was before when she gave me the grey letter with the letter "M" on it with in a non-lucid I had a long time ago.

It was light orange, but you see, it looked like it was like the color because someone probably fried her hair up a little, I'm not too sure.

She looked exactly like Eva, she was quiet, but it was definitely Eva. She wore a very bright green military jacket, and she had it open.

And I saw her breasts, she left them exposed with her opened jacket, and her nipples were pink, maybe a little darker than that. I think the point of her projection was to portray that she was used up by someone or something.

As for her pants, it was the same with her regular biker outfit, it's just that the jacket was green instead of the usual Khaki type of color all over, and I believe she had black boots as well.

Her jacket was way brighter than this, so imagine it being opened completely, and you can see her bare skin and breasts exposed to you, with the edges of the jacket hanging on the sides of her nipples.

She gets close to me, but there's this type of barrier separating both of us, so she starts pushing as much as she can. I take a step back to let her open it fully, and I get closer to her.

"Eva...."

She doesn't look too desperate for small talk right now, seeing as how the look on her visage was a little bit depressed and sad. There were marks on her hair, and some of it wasn't complete. She was bald in a few areas, but she still had her long hair.

I follow her, and we go up some stairs, we haven't talked at all, I merely pick up her non-verbal cues. There are two characters talking to each other, and I stay behind Eva, completely relying on her to guide me through what seems to be a library.....

We wait for the two guys to finish talking, and it seems to be that they are wearing white robes like they're from Egypt....

(Okay something is up...but you'll find out what I mean after)...

I wait for Eva's cue to move, and she finally does, so I quickly go along with her, and we hide behind some shelves until the two Egyptian robe wearing characters move further to the left. Then Eva goes to a bookshelf perpendicular towards the direction she's going.

Like, imagine being parallel to the back of a bookshelf, and one being perpendicular to you....so I quickly dash to the bookshelf, slowly moved my head up to see that there are two or so guards on the other side.

I crouch back down, waiting for Eva to cue something to me already.

For some reason, I decided to be a little bold, and I start making a little whistle sound to attract the guards. I believe I did that because I thought the guard was too far to hear the whistle, but they pick up the sound a few seconds later.

I crouch down quickly since I saw the guard turn around immediately. I started to get tensed up for a little, feeling this weird tingling sensation in my head....I definitely made the horrible mistake in making that whistle....

I have a gun in my hand, and I believe Eva didn't have a weapon at all, so I guess I had to be the support in case things get rough.

(Normally, when I ignore a DC and get distracted with something else, they usually disappear, but she was still there....it's not my obsession with finding her that kept her there, in fact, my concern over her was temporarily faded because we're in a serious situation with the guards and everything).

I have my gun ready, and it has a cyan laser sight, and once I realized this, I quickly moved the laser sight to the edge of the bookshelf we're parallel to, because the guard might find the laser dot....but I already knew my feelings of being tensed up and fearful meant the guards were already too suspicious.

I wait having my gun aimed at the predicted path of where the guard's head should be...I started to get more tensed up, feel the guard coming closer and closer....

Then I see the side of a face taking a slow peak, and I slowly aim my laser sighted gun to their heads, but they quickly so their whole body to me and try to aim at me, but since he saw that he's not going to win this one, he's shocked, and an Exclamation mark appears on his head....

Definitely a Metal Gear Solid element there with the exclamation mark....

(It was like this, but the mark was light blue)

Anyway, since the guard was moving, I decided I might as well show myself to the others, but I didn't, I just popped my head over to the top of the shelf to see that the same guard told the other one that we're here.

So I decided to shoot the guard trying to contact Headquarters through this big swamp green radio phone....I believe I managed to shoot him before he did...

The same man with the radio phone wore glasses, a long brown leather jacket, and it he looked a lot like Ocelot when he was extremely old in MGS4.

Once he's taken care of, at least, I'm presuming he's dead or knocked out from the gun shot, I try to aim to the other guard that alerted him.

Then this other guard comes out from NOWHERE, and has holds a pump-action shotgun with one hand. I thought he was going to come after me first, but he's aiming at Eva, and she's still crouching down....I realized that she was too injured to react

He came so quick, that I couldn't even shoot him because my gun didn't even fire any bullets. He shoots Eva, I get fucking pissed, and the gun magically works, I shoot the hell out of the guy.

But instead of going to Eva immediately, I had to make sure there weren't any more guards around us, so I move forward to scan the area, and things are okay.

I take a look at some kind of weird base in front of me, and I believe I'm looking outside the library, like the door was wide open. There was this area with grass, but the type of grass you see in video games, where everything on the floor is just mashed up together.

I see the door to go to another base....and it's overall color is violet with some hues of bright pink....then I realized...

"Eva!!!"

I completely forgot about her, and I turned around, but I couldn't do it quickly, everything was going slow, the dream is starting to fade, and this would've been the point where I would've been lucid, since I felt so much emotion in this dream.....

But the dream fades quickly..

I wake up, but I still have my eyes close, I'm still thinking in my mind saying

"Eva....


Evaaaaa....


Evaaaaaaaaa"

I thought I should do a DEILD, but I might've forgetten the dream if I did...

I find it funny that despite finally meeting Eva, who had a few alterations like having orange hair (redhead), green jacket, and some other qualities.......I didn't remember her saying one word to me. Not ONE little word at all...

All she did was just guide me somewhere...and I honestly believe it was for the Akashic records, but obviously, because I was being stupid and whistled at the guards, I obviously wasn't prepared for it....

I can't believe one careless mistake I made would cause so many chain of events.