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So I decided to upload some of my own dream journal entries I had before I joined....

Wrecks everywhere. I'm speeding, in a rush but I'm not sure why. The other people and cars are breaking laws and speeding too, which explains the massive amounts of accidents. "Where am I going??? Home," I tell myself, "Have to get home and see everyone." I pull in and park next to Alexis' black truck, So similar to my S10 but different, I can't quite put my finger on it though. "Why are we parked in the ally," I wonder to myself as I run toward the house. I enter through the back door. The kids and Alexis are moving blankets and clothes. It hits me then, In a way I knew it all along but seeing them scared woke me up, The world is ending. " We have to be there by the time the Sun sets," Alexis says to me, pushing past me and out the door. I immediately start folding blankets and carrying them to her truck. "Wheres Ashton," I ask as I walk by Alexis. "She is on her way from Betty's" Alexis says over her shoulder. We run downstairs and grab a couple of the mattresses and put them in her truck with the tent. As I make it back into the house I steal a glance at the clock on the wall, but there isn't one. "How much time do we have?" I ask picking up bags of clothes. "Not much," she replies grimly. We walk out the back and look at the sun rapidly approaching the horizon. " We're Never gonna make it," I say sadly, " Lets move this to the basement the rides to long and we'll have a higher chance to survive down there." As we pack the stuff back inside and to the basement I start to worry about Ashton, She should be home by now. But its to late I see as I walk back outside. The Sun as touched the hills. Alexis is shouting at me to come back inside, and making the kids go down the stairs. I run back into the house and see Lex at the bottom of the stairs waiting for me. "Their safe," I think to myself one last time and shout, "I'll be right down, I need to get something." I run through the house and out the front door and face the Sun as the last rays peak over. I see the houses and everything before me move under those last rays like I've never seen before. The world goes black… Screaming in my left ear. I know the voice, but cannot pull my eyes from the horizon. The screams ends as soon as the Sun rises right where I stare. I look over to see Alexis. We are still alive. This thought puzzles me but I push it away, quickly realising the Sun is moving faster. I run back inside and check the kids before moving stuff back to the truck. I look at the clock on the wall, but there still isn't one.

Three girls and I work and Live at Georges Gas Station. One night the boss, a older heavy set man, asks me to check all the security camera's, including the rooms. I check all the store cameras first before checking the rooms, and when I start to check the security device in a room shared by two beauties, one with mocha skin and the other with cream skin. After I start the girls walk in and start to get mad but I explain to them I was told to by the Boss. when we find something horrible about the boss in the security device, we decide to flee and go tell the other girl we all run outside and the room sharers hop in the SUV hatchback thing I get in the driver seat of and the other one hops in her own ride behind us. When we take off I slide right into the mocha girls car, and She gets bummed at me and I explain I had no control. They both say try again and when I take of I end up sideways in some cement ditch thing, about as tall as the car wide, in between Georges and pizza hut, I realise then that It could not have happened and that it has all been a dream, and I have become lucid. I break open the passenger door and crawl up and reach back down to help the girls up. Once we all get up we see the Boss on the highway and we run up behind the store, The boss pulls up and we had gotten on the store and he was about to come for us when he noticed the other girl had wrecked like we did and was just now crawling out of her vehicle on the other side of the pumps by the highway. The boss started walking toward her and I decided he was gonna hurt her. I had to save her. I first sent a blast of telekinesis but it didn't have much affect on this built man, So I lob some fire his way before getting an Idea, I then concentrate on the electricity in my body and gather it at my hands and lob it at the man effectively slowing him down and hurting him. Unfortunately the boss is still on fire and the pumps were damaged in the car accident. It causes a huge explosion, and I am blasted back to consciousness.

Black = Dream
Blue = Comment/Not Dream
Red = Lucid

So glad I remembered a dream, and quite well too..
I am in a state of the art mall with a friend, E. We are pretty bored and walk up to a conference table and take a seat. Across the short side of the rounded rectangular wooden table, 2 businessmen in suits are obviously having a business discussion of some sort. I didnt think my DCs talked amongst themselves, apparently this is false. My friend mentions watching a cartoon movie that he brought along. Something like a cross between anime and Despicable Me in terms of what the movie looked like and was about. I ask the men across the table if we can watch the movie on the big screen behind us. They say it's fine. So E puts the movie in the centerpiece of the table, a very long xbox 360 with multiple disk ports. This is a well thought out conference area. The movie starts and I get bored pretty quickly. I decide to continue work on what I am building in a small part of the mall where you can build anything you want easily with giant digital lego-type blocks. I'm building an aquarium. I add some rocks to one tank and work on making some broken pipes look realistic beside the entrance to my aquarium. E comes over right when I finish and asks me to show him. I give him a little tour through what i've built. There are 2 exits to the aquarium and E takes the bad exit, where I basically built a lava temple that looked like stereotypical hell. I grab him and walk him over to the good exit, where there is just a cobweb in the corner to remind me of the bad exit. After rushing him out, I show off another thing I was building, the payload cart from TF2. The track lays itself out in big blue slabs as I walk over to the cart, explaining that it dispenses health and ammo just like the real thing. The cart is blue all over instead of blue and white, which seems to be how my subconscious remembers it for multiple reasons. I walk over to the cart as a lego-like brick extends from a few feet away from the cart to a few feet from me. Then I wake up.

I added an additional 250mg of Choline Bitartrate to my 8mg of Galantamind and it triggered lucidity for me. Although this dream was somewhat short and unclear, I was definitely conscious. I woke up by feeling an itching sensation on the back of my neck, maybe there was an ant on my bed.

As I went back to sleep, I almost experienced my first WILD, although I had to bail in the middle of it. I felt my body entering sleep paralysis and the sensation I felt was one of a steady vibration as I lost feeling in my limbs. It was scary, and I thought to myself "Am I dying?" This was when I decided to quit and wake myself up. I regret that decision, as I now realize I was very close to a WILD. I do not remember seeing any particular hypnagogic images.

Wednesday 4/25/12 Bed 12;30
WBTB 5:09 - 5:42 GM4 + ch 700 5:27

Bunch of short WILDs that felt like OBEs because of exits.

DR/feeling of laying in bed in RD. Head buzzing, turning head down for a headrush, making a turn all the way upside down to enter LD/obe.

Couple times I got out and went flying in the yard. It was raining here in Cal. IWL and I wanted to fly around in rain while OBE so badly. So, I finally flew in the rain. It felt nice, like regular rain.

Couple of times I got out, trying to grab on things like window sill, but I got snapped right back into my body. One time I tried to look at me sleeping, but it looked like bed was empty.

Was in some building, trying to get out of there. Also on roof of RD10.

I am at my mom's house. For some reason Summer's Bengal cats Mako and Myra are in a pen in the backyard. My mom told me Myra was hurt and bleeding - a result of Mako being too aggressive while breeding. I go to the back sliding door and look out at them. It's raining pretty hard - so much so that the entire yard starts flooding. The water level continues to rise and the cats and one of our dogs are forced to swim in the yard. The wind starts getting stronger and suddenly I see the swirling formation of a tornado directly above our house. The walls start creaking, and are soon ripped away sucking me out. My feet are dangling up in the air and I have a grip at the base of the house. My mother wasn't taken away - apparently she was immune to the wind's effects, but she was screaming trying to help me climb back inside. The dream gets too intense and causes me to wake up.

04.28.2012

Dream Views Porn (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

So, I was on my laptop, and I was browsing a few inappropriate pictures.....and because I copied the image location one of them, I forget this, and I start preparing for a post.

I'm on the edit screen, and I do all that stuff and make the post. I checked the picture again, and it's basically an anime chick spreading her ass wide open.

I start panicking, because you can OBVIOUSLY see her private parts and asshole, and I start getting freaked out because people probably already figuring out that I posted porn with that picture.

It takes me a while to realize it's actually showing her private parts, because it seems the anime girl in the post was wearing brown leg stocking, but one of the holes in the stocking exposing herself appeared.

I tried editing it, but I knew some people figured out by now. Then someone, I believe it was OldSparta it was all right, and that as long as it was just a person's vagina, then there's nothing to worry about.

How did I not realize the flaw in that logic there....lmao.

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04.28.2012

Taylor on Youtube (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Took a nap today and got this.

I'm on my laptop again, big surprise....and I'm on YouTube watching some girl talk about how she started something. It started with a "T" or something like that.

I believe it was related to a fast food restaurant (whenever I do dream about Taylor, a TA for one of the classes I have for the last semester as a freshmen here, it always seems to relate to fast food....I don't know if her family owns a restaurant or something in waking life....who knows....?)

It seems this video was her when she was a little younger, maybe when she was 14-17 years of age, and I believe she was wearing braces, so her voice as the gargled type of sound from the spit developing from her mouth.

Then the dream shifts to where I'm using a black rolling chair as a vehicle on the road....

LOL.....

It was kind of fun though, spinning, then looking on the other lane to make sure no cars were going to pass.

I forgot what happened after that.

Well, it's been a while, but I finally remember a dream that I had last night.

Dream Type: Non-Lucid, Memorable.
Dream Mood: Shocking, Cool.
Dream Setting: In a Hotel, Near a Boat, In the Desert.
Dream Characters: My Friends, The Marines, Russian Military and Robots.

I don't remember how it began, but I was a U.S. Military Marine, or a Spy of some sort. I don't quite recall, but I had done missions before. I had my outfit on, and I was told to escort these little girls into this hotel of sorts, which had all the lights off and was dark due to the night sky that blue-lit the room. I was told to shoot down these enemies that would come into the room to try and take the girls. And so I hid behind the bed, while the girls hid in other areas around the hotel, like behind a couch or in the closet, though two girls hid with me behind the bed. I held my gun, which was an assault rifle with a scope and red dot sight, over the bed, waiting. To be honest, I was terrified, though I acted brave. Suddenly, an alarm went off. Granted, I knew that it was too soon for them to be here, and so I waited past the alarm. Eventually, an Enemy would bust through the door and the girls would scream. Coincidentally, I had my aim right on him, and killed him instantly. Next, I heard them coming towards the balcony of the hotel, where there were more of the bastards. I shot down the first wave, raid drenching me as I looked to my left to find that the balcony was over an ocean, and a boat of sorts was almost directly under it. Suddenly, a few others walked casually my way, though I tried shooting them, but nothing happened. Instead, they held some other Marines, and they all looked knocked out or dead. Still, I noticed that these were of Russian descent, and that one of them was my friend Dylan! That betraying bastard then tossed one of the U.S. Marines over the balcony and into the water. I didn't know what to do, and so I stayed put.

This next part of the dream was quite far apart from the latter one. Instead, I started out in a dome of sorts, one that looked aged and old, covered in hanging vines and moss. It stood in a desert area, and I was in some sort of super-suit, which had a vest that was fit for my muscles, a helmet that looked very furturistic, and the rest to match such a theme. Still, I didn't pay much mind it would seem, and so I walked around, though suddenly, a large robot came from nowhere, and I knew that I had to fight this thing. Granted, I haven't a clue if I won that battle or not, though judging by what happened next, I'm assuming that I lost. I now had no armor, and was simply in some shoes, jeans, and a coat; stranded in the desert as just a normal civilian of sorts. I was in a creek, wondering where to go. I just laid on the ground, and waited a while, before then getting up and heading in the other direction. Soon enough, I was in a destroyed town that reminded me of a sort of old Spaghetti Western, though there were two or three random people there, I instead decided to just walk around and free-run. I believe that was the end of that.

I was in the city with my mom and brothers, and we were going to a vocaloid concert. I left my family and met up with two people who I was going to the concert with, but before that it was our job to steal a famous singer's UTAU voicebank. We were high up on some buildings and I looked at the surrounding skyscrapers. One had several windows shattered, with a big blue tarp over the area. We began scaling the buildings and tried not to fall. Then the route became gradually easier, and soon enough we were inside the building, jumping across boards on the floor, trying to not touch it. One of the people I was with, a woman, jumped to a board but missed, only having her foot on it. She said it counted, since she landed on it partially, and got up.

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I was in the living room, where my brother was watching TV. Suddenly a Miku x Toyota commercial comes on and he change the channel. I tell him to switch it back quickly but it was over by then.

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I was outside by some small white house. I tossed a rock out in the grass for seemingly no reason. It hit a bird, and it flapped it's wings like crazy. I felt bad because I didn't mean to hit it. Then it started to come closer to me, but it looked a lot more like a rabbit at this point. I went inside and my mom was there.

I'm feeling very lucky today, so I'm gonna try lucid dreaming tonight. Wish me luck!

Last night - I won a talent competition by singing "You and I" by Lady Gaga

Yesterday's nap: I saw my old friend Mary Pratt at a courthouse. She told me she married her brother. And while we were trying to chit-chat, I kept pulling these little pieces of plastic out of my mouth. But I could never get them all out.

#1
I was standing with a friend (we were both anthro mice) in a room that was steadily filling with water. It was at my chest when my friend managed to open a tiny vent in the wall and we escaped.

#2
My friend knocked on the wooden door of a mouse hole. It flew open and a hedgehog tumbled down the concrete ramp beneath the door. He sniffed the air and, after detecting my scent, demanded to know who I was. My friend, who was a strong, well built looking mouse, informed him that I was a friend.

#3
The other mice and I were in a huge office type room under attack from humans. I was cornered by Lily Rush from Cold Case. Quickly I raised my gun.

“You have no idea how much I hate having to do this”, I informed her. “I freaking love Cold Case!”

I then shot her twice in the chest. Blood formed on her white shirt but she didn’t die. She merely grinned lopsidedly at me.

“You can’t kill me”, she sneered.

I realised in shock that she must be wearing some kind of bullet-proof vest. I raised the gun to shoot her in the head but it only clicked. I was out of bullets.

I was in a bar with Tony, Kate and Gibbs from NCIS. The barkeep served them some drinks and Gibbs asked me if I wanted one. I said no because I don't drink and for some reason I knew the drinks were going to be spiked.

"Tony's going to get drugged!" I yelled but they ignored me.

They drank their drinks and moments later they started acting weird, like they were drunk or something. Tony was the worst affected and I had to help him stand because he no longer had the strength to do it himself. Together we slowly made our way out of the bar.

We were now in a hotel corridor and Tony was clutching my right hand tightly whilst I tried to tell him that everything would be alright. I helped him to the bathroom and whilst he was in there I stared at my hand until I woke up.

I fell asleep at around 12am. Rather late for my taste.
I am sure I woke up through out the night but I don't remember exactly when or what woke me up.
I fell asleep quickly and I didn't prepare the machine. The batteries were dead. Tonight is another opportunity I will not miss.
Oddly, last night i felt very nervous to sleep.
I did have dreams. I know I was talking to someone but I don't remember who or what I was saying.
I was so nervous last night that I feared meditating. Feared that something may happen to me. So i resisted.
In anycase, Ill try tonight. Face my fears.

I think this may have been my first lucid dream. It may have been my first false awakening too, at least that I remember.

I dont remember much but I know I was in my house. I saw the moon and It was normal size but quickly growing. My dad was distracting me and I was trying to focus on how larger the moon was. I walked down my hallway and say the moon from my big windows in the living room. Then I proceeded to my kitchen and looked out my window from there. Obviously the moon had moved because I could still see it even though the window is turned 90 degrees from the one in the living room. This is where I think I may have went lucid because I was intentionally trying to make the moon larger and really focusing on it. Sadly I was woken up for school and the dream ended.