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Dream 1: I remember being with my friend who was a guy. He didn’t seem that familiar, but he was my friend. We were riding my polar bear dog (This was probably Naga from the Legend of Korra)

Somehow we were in school, but we had taken a break so I could go ride my mount. (Still unsure if it’s Naga or not) We dismounted, and I tied the huge dog near a fence near our school. Once we went inside, we were swept away by a moving bus that folded out of the school. We were on a field trip.

We arrived at a gym about a couple of seconds from our school. Everyone walked in and sat on the bleachers. I sat with my friend and another girl who I knew. I was shuffling around trying to find a seat with my friends away from everyone else.

We listened to the speaker go on about something. For all I know we just sat there for a minute or two and got up and left. We went back through the way we came, into the bus. We felt it lurch and fold out of the gym as it had folded in. I heard my guy friend say, “I like riding Naga better than being on this roller coaster.” I looked at his face. It was a slight greenish color, and he looked dizzy. “Hold on,” I said. “We’re almost there.”

The bus folded back into the school, and we got out. We walked outside and the dog was happily sitting on its haunches waiting for us.

We mounted, and walked down to the road. By this time the moon was out. The only lights out were the streetlights around the neighborhood.

I grabbed Naga’s reins and moved her along, walking down the street. No one really took notice of her. My friend said that he wanted to steer her. So we switched places. Somehow I had grabbed some rope on the back of her saddle, probably misleading rope. My friend got her to jump into the air and start flying. They flew so high, but I wasn’t on there. I was still holding onto the unraveling string below. I was floating for some reason though.

They came back down and I got on once more and took the reins. We took off on a run towards the city. We reached some buildings and some busy streets. We ran into oncoming traffic, but we just jumped over cars. Easy peasy.

Walking our way was a couple of friends from school that I knew. They were running away from something, I don’t know what.

I ignored that thought as we walking into some sort of restaurant. Naga was looking pretty tired so we just sat inside. All of a sudden, I saw Naga walking away. I followed her into a lit up alley. She layed down, but was getting smaller, and smaller, and smaller. Afterwards she retched, then lay limp on the ground as still as a puppet.

I ran up to her and felt her. She was no longer there. I cried and cried. My poor Naga. :/

First

I'm walking with a very enlightened master and a student of his. He is not really teaching, we are just chatting about different methodologies of enlightenment and the role of the teacher in them. I seem to know who he is and he refers to a few other teachers I should know.

We stop is a park. There is a structure for children to climb we get on to of that and sit for a while. The other student is talking with the teacher and I'm listening to her questions. A dog appears below us and tries to scare me by attacking my feet. It doesn't seem to want to fight, so I think it's scared and let it be. It goes around to the other side of the structure and doesn't attack me anymore. The master and the student are watching and comment something.

Second

We are home now and the dog is with us. I arrange a fenced area for it, so that it doesn't bite anyone. I give it a pillow some other stuff. It's my dog now.

fjg

Didn't Remember

Everyone was looking up through heating duct work and saw a $50 bill. I did the smart thing by going to the top of the duct work and looked down to discover $56. I blew the money down (how I ended up with it makes no sense) In the process I found a pile of $20s and a $10. I share with my dad the discovery and give him $30 for the phone bill.

A girl I lust for was with a new man in my old bedroom growing up. It sounded like they were fighting, her refusal to give in. Turns out that was wrong as they made plans on transportation to somewhere. We passed each other without speaking.

Fragment: Breivik was on Twitter answering questions.

[COLOR="#483d8b"]I was at some mall with M and we were going to the first floor. I suddenly wanted to go to a jewellery shop, where they also do piercings. We went over there and then the woman there kept ranting about how this can hurt and blahblahblah. By the end of the dream she was nearing me with a gun but I woke up just before she shot. Now I see what she meant by "it might hurt a lot" xD[/COLOR]

Can't recall anyhing else

[COLOR="#2e8b57"]lucids[/COLOR], [COLOR="#483d8b"]non-lucids[/COLOR]

State of the Mind address:

Where everything is at:



Where I'd like it to be:



What I can actually expect:


Sooo, no updates for awhile longer, probably. As if that's much of a surprise. =P

[This is my first dream journal entry here, hopefully i'll post it the right way ]
[Things in brackets like this will just be my thoughts on the dream, ect.]
[I'll also ONLY post LUCID DREAMS]

So today i tried a WBTB along with SSILD [which i tried for first time] and it was successful. After around 1 hours of sleep i got lucid randomly [DILD].
I was in our kitchen and i remember someone being close to me, but i couldn't see anyone. Since it was kind of dark in there, i thought it's time to get outside. Before going outside i noticed a bun on the desk and decided to try a little telekinesis on it, just to be sure i can Mass TK something later on [the whole challenge thing was in my head all along]. It was really easy to telekineses the bun and i smashed it into the window.

Then after that i walked up to the window and just passed through the glass, but for some reason when i noticed our neighbour taking care of her garden, i just fallen back inside our house. I went through the glass once again, thinking that it won't stop me. For sure it didn't, i got outside.
It was kinda sunny, but i felt like a storm is coming or something like that. I started with flying up in the air, then i sit down on our fence and looked around. [At this moment i forgot a small part of the dream sadly].
Then i noticed a random ugly old guy sitting in a small car near out fence and he was nude and was smiling weirdly at me... I was just about to go and throw his car away or something, but then suddenly it became night.

Since night is not so good and makes it easier to wake up, i decided to find a light source. I noticed a street lamp nearby, which was almost at the right place where it is in reality. I went under it and i was concentrating to create huge a vivid light and make day from night. During this attempt i accidenlty closed me eyes for a little longer, which caused me to wake up. But i got back to the dream easily and fast [my eyes didn't open completely and i just had to wait some seconds to open my dream eyes again].
I was at the same place again and now tried to control the light of the street lamp. It went where i wanted and lighted everything, then i tried to create daylight again, which halfway succeeded as it started to be sunrise slowly.

I decided to fly on, but just to the closest crossroads which is close to our house. While flying i wanted to practise more on my telekinesis, so i picked a tree out of the ground and thrown it away, althrough it wasn't the biggest tree, just a smaller one.
When i got to the crossroads i just standed in the middle of the road waiting for cars. I noticed some big pile of snow on the road and decided to create a firestorm on it to melt it... i heard the sound of the firestorm, but it didn't appear for some reason...
After this the dream started to fall apart harder, so i rubbed my hands together to stabilize it, it worked well. [it was my first hand rubbing stabilization, i used a different method before].
It didn't take long for some cars to come to me. I wanted to use my super strenght now, so i took one of the cars and smashed it onto another with one hand, they got crumbled up well. I thought to myself that this goes easily so i want more challenge. I thought about a truck, which then appeared behind me. I took the truck with two hands and smashed it as well, which caused a kinda big mess on the street. Then i wasn't really okay with it and wanted a truck that has oil or fuel in it. TWO of them appeared immediately, one of them was already threatening me because it was sliding towards me with full speed... It's not a problem, i thought... nothing can hurt me, so come on big guy
Just as the truck hit me, it fallen into 2 parts and the oil/fuel all spread on the street. Now was the time to get the other one. I picked it up and smashed it on the oil/fuel [really don't know which one was it] and it caused a HUGE explosion, which i was standing in the middle of. I thought to myself that i caused kind of a big trouble for the neighbourhood now, haha.

Then while the flames were still going on, i decided to fly on and for some reason i had a thought that "I was just about to check the time" and got a feeling that i need to fly down one of the roads because of it... While thinking this a clock suddenly flashed in front of me like a vision, which said 10:58 as the current time.

[After this i woke up, but i couldn't get back to the dream again... When i woke up the time was 8:05 in reality].
[I went back around 3-4 times to the dream the same way as i written once up above, the dream wasn't that stabil now for some reason].
[I also used the hand rubbing stabilization one more time, but it didn't work this time].

23.04.2012

(Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was at some sort of formal dinner. The dinner/party was in the last floor of a tall building. The place was decorated in scarlet red, and with white fancy lamps. Most people who assisted the dinner were older, probably mid-40's or 50's. I was hanging out with the few people that were around my age, my friend Diego was among them. We were looking out a window into the city, it looked tiny from up there. Everyibe was having a good time, getting to know other people and just chatting and dancing.

Suddenly what seemed like a fire alarm went off. The power went out but seconds later red flashing lights started going off everywhere, accompanied by a loud alarm noise. I thought it was just someone who thought it would be funny to pull the fire alarm. A loud voice came from the building's speakers, saying it was not a fire but rather a critical situation. We were told to lock the doors, and not let anyone in, or out of the dinner hall. Some people started panicking, confusion quickly set in. I took a look out the window into the city again, something didn't seem right. The traffic seemed out of control, and I could see people running as if desperate (they kinda looked like ants from up there). For a second I thought it could be a zombie outbreak, but Diego laughed at my suggestion and I then realized how silly it sounded.

From across the room, knocks, screams and moans were heard on the other side of the hall's door. People close to the door stared at each other and started debating on whether they should open the door or not. I was worried about what could be on the other side of the door. Someone finally decided to open it, despite the orders that were given to us. People started rushing in from the other side of the door, some were screaming, others had blood all over them, some missing limbs and others... others looked like they were feeding on each other. It was then that I realized I had been right minutes ago, we were in the middle of a zombie outbreak.

My friends and I opened an emergency exit leadings to some stairs, some of the older people joined us. Diego suggested we went upstairs, to the roof, but I convinced everyone to go downstairs instead, as the roof would be a dead end. After running down 10 or 15 flights of stairs, we were faced with a gate blocking the way. We went back into the building, we were probably on floor 40 or something by now. The building's emergency lights made it easier to see. We ran down a hallway and got to a huge, wide window. We could see the street better from there, and it was clear the city was in chaos. Some people started suggesting that we should just jump out the window, as it would be a quick death. Some people gave in and started jumping. Every jump ended in a nasty noise, which made us uneasy. I looked down, and thought about it.

I could just step out the building and get it over with, but as we looked down to the body-splattered sidewalk, we saw something repulsive that made us (those who were considering jumping out the building) quickly change our minds: 2 or 3 of the people who had jumped, had not died on impact, but had broken most bones of their bodies and could do nothing but watch as the undead approached them to feast on their flesh.

We knew it was just a matter of time before zombies arrived at this floor, and we would be done. We started searching the whole floor, and I discovered a balcony that was close enough to a nearby building's roof, we could jump on to that roof and make our way to the street.

Dream Skips

Diego and I are running away from zombies, I don't know where the rest of the group is. We had found knifes and axes, which came in handy to clean the path a little bit. We saw a bulding with survivors inside, they aw us and made a signal for us to join them. The building was small, just two floors. The main floor was basically a big U shaped hallway, with an entrance at each end. We were planning on spending the night there. We all found a spot on the floor to lay down, we had decided on having 4 people rotate through guard throughout the night, luckily I wasn't one of them. I was dozing of when a loud bang was heard. A car had crashed on the builing's gate, forcing them open. We all panicked, as zombies started rushing in. They got most people who were too shocked to realize what was happening, a group of 5 or 6 includding Diego and I starting running down the hallway.

Zombies somehoe were catching up, these were fast zombies, faster than most of us. They got mostly everyone. It was just Diego, some guy, and I left. The other guy tripped Diego to make sometime, zombies catched up to Diego and for a second I thought it was over for him, however he managed to get up and catch up with us as we made it to the gate. Diego wrestled the guy, and told me to get to the other side of the gate. I obeyed and diego closed the gate, with him and the other guy just seconds away from being devoured by zombies, he told me to find a place to hide, and that it would be ok. I asked why, I was trying not to cry but it was impossible, he then pointed at his ankle, he had been bitten at leaat 5 times after the other guy had tripped him. I thanked him, and was forced to look away as the zombies catched up to them.

I woke up, I could still Diego's screams. I looked at the time, I had slept through my WBTB alarm.

April 22, 12. 1:30am-7:40am

I was playing Halo Anniversary and I had a setting where I could play as an Elite all the way through the game. I was standing in front of the Kinects customizing my Elite. I looked so cool! There was a music thing on the game where you pick a song and dance, but not like the dancing games, it was free style dancing. I was having a blast, i was lifting my Elite feet and putting my Elite hands out to look at them. My sis in-law came over and looked at me funny, "what are you doing," she asked. "playing Halo Anniversary", I said, and explained the game to her.-end dream-

Thoughts-I played Halo Anniversary last night for the first time last night, i am amazed by the graphics. I also played some pretty fun kinects games last night too. I had a blast last night as well as in my dreams.

I become conscious in a Blue room with a window on the left. This is not the room I went to bed in. I begin to look around, searching for some clue as to where I am, when I spot my sister Eowyn sleeping on the floor next to where I was. Other than her, the room was barren. Somethings not right here, I think to myself, as I go to explore the door. It's locked. I begin to look for the lock, but it's not there. We've been locked into this room from the outside. I go check the windows. Locked, and there are bars on the outside. Great.

"I guess all we can really do is wait." I mumble to myself, and place my back to the wall. A short time later Eowyn wakes up, and slowly realises that she's not home. She begins to freak out, as I tell her to calm down.

"Eowyn, relax. I'll figure out a way to get us out of here."

"How?"

"I don't know. Yet."

I notice a card has been slipped under the door.

"Hmm... what's this?" I ask, picking up the card.

The card has three words written on it.

You are dreaming.

It doesn't register at first that I should RC here, and when I reread the card, it asks "What's your name?"

"Wait... the words changed."

I imediately do a few realitty checks. Breathing through my closed nose doesn't work. Finger through the hand doesn't work. No clocks to look at.

I jump.

My head hits the ceiling.

Yup, dreaming.

"The bars on the window aren't actually there."

They weren't.

I preceded to smash the window with a thought.

"I told you I'd get us out."

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This is either a different dream all together, or part two of the same dream, as I wasn't lucid for it.


I'm looking down on my self as Poppy (my sister) and Teemo (Me) are running down the street in a style similar to League of Legends. Except I have no skills, only my passive is unlocked, and we're both low on health. We seem to be running away from the enemy base. I have my sister run ahead as I double back to lead the enemy away.

I stop.

He sees me and takes the bait.

I run all over the map, and finally find a place to hide (in a dumpster)

Two seconds go by.

Looking at the map, I can see Eowyn made it home.

We did it.

I can see the enemy walk by.

He has an oracle's elixir.

Shit.

He opens the dumpster.

And shoots me.

In the face.

I have one HP left, according to the bar.

Poppy out of nowhere.

(Apparently she gained some levels)

Ult-charges him into a wall, stunning him for long enough for me to ghost away.

She DB's him to death.

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Then I woke up.

April 21, 12. 11:24pm-7am

Another night, I don't remember anything. I am tired and going back to sleep.

7:34am-same morning

I played tennis, I was in a white skirt and it was so foggy I couldn't see anything. I hit the ball and it was hit back to me, so I hit it again. -End Dream-

Thoughts-

I didn't know a person could dream in such a short time...

I was in a tree house like room with a lot of stuffed animals. I think two other people were there.

Flash to another dream.

There was a guy and a girl, the girl I didn't know but the guy was my best male friend Jarrett. He had dyed and cut his hair. We were in a car, mom was driving, we were driving down a snowy road. I was drawing the girl in a comic. I showed it to her and she pretended to like it. In the end of the dream, when the car stopped, he ditched me for the girl.

In the parking lot of where we stopped, people were leaving their purses everywhere. I decided to take this opportunity to steal everything I wanted. I got caught once but they said nothing. I stole a pair of steampunk glasses and case. When I went inside I saw a sweet old couple checking out (it was a grocery store) and I realized that the glasses and case were his. I gave him back the glasses, but kept the case that had a toy skeleton in it.

In the treehouse type room, a few guys brought their wolves with them. A few girls brought their bats. The bats were being a nuisance so the guys formed a group called "Murder the Bats". The girls formed a group called "Get Rid of (Kick out?) the Wolves." I took the side of no one, and told the guys to leave because murdering was a terrible thing to do. I let the girls stay, even though I didn't like the bats. I learned how to train the wolves and they were soon very sweet, though I was always on my toes in case they went wild. The girls showed me how to hold a bat on my arm. I woke up feeling scared of bats.

I did a little research in my dream book. I normally don't care for what a book says about symbols, I believe you yourself make up your own symbols, but I really felt this. The bats represent being "batty" or crazy... mental... mad. I am currently in the process of being diagnosed with bipolar disorder and psychotic features. Though I defended the bats, or 'crazy', I was still afraid of it. The other dream was easy to interpret. I am scared my friend will leave me for a girl. He gets obsessed with girls quickly and I have a feeling he would ditch me in a second for a girl. I guess its a legit fear, but maybe this dream is telling me I need to find another best guy friend, and that I can't fully rely on this one.

So I don't remember much, but in waking life, my mom is on a business trip, and I remember in the dream my mom came back she told my dad that he gained weight, most likely in the dream the business trip lasted longer than it really is, which is about a week. Anyway, its late, I can't think of anything else so yeah, that's about it.