I was in the White House this morning, i'm not going to get into it but lets just say shit went down. [spam removed]
Updated 09-05-2013 at 06:55 AM by 50242
I had 3 dreams last night i woke up i was about to run to the computer and write them down but i tried to go back to sleep and wake up back in the same dream or force it. The dreams changed and i forgot that one and the second one all i remember was i was telling myself to go get a Mp3 recorder. It will be quicker then jumping out of bed and writing this stuff down. My third dream i was back in my area where i grew up in Sydney Avoca beach in Pickets Valley. I know my cousins or family were there but i didn't see them. Instead i met some girl called Lisa and she taught me how to play the piano. Finally a dream where there was no fear involved. [spam removed]
Well its 4.14 am in the morning and i decided to get up after a dream and write this one down its a little important. I guess you can say i was on a roller coster ride and i had a old mate who turned into a big enemy of mine try to come after me. We were on the roller coster and he was trailing me i jumped off and hid under the track and waited for him to go past Don't ask me how another cart can go past one i was just on. i guess i think i made him think i was dead or i had bailed and gone. It seemed i was was off running and something made me turn around and roar like a bear at him it was as if i had come out of the dark or lurking in the dark. I had turned the dream around from being hunted to the hunter. So close to standing up to my fear so close and i woke up. i will take small steps in dreams any night of the week. My stomach is killing me no food its having a weird effect on me. Gonna try go back to sleep and go on the Lurk again i got school in the morning. [spam removed]
Updated 09-05-2013 at 06:54 AM by 50242
Ok So i'm in my first day of fasting of starving myself let the fun begin lol I had about 3 dreams last night the one that was the most vivid was me back in the day playing basketball shooting hoops down at my old stadium just going through the motions of how a basketball player warms up. Weird thing was there were 2 soccer playing friends from when i was like around 10 years old something i have not thought about for a long time, they were there shooting hoops. Second dream was dale showing me how to make Lemurian Headbands which was pretty cool. I can't remember how to make the 3rd dream. [spam removed]
Ok so i had a few dreams the first one was about working on an oil well with some other senior learning the ropes on how to pump oil. The second Dream i think i was a lawyer trying to solve a murder, there was another dream but i forgot it... i had short dreams last night. i still remind myself everyday "i'm Dreaming" So i will get there, at least i'm having dreams before i had a very bad sleeping pill addiction it seems i go too sleep now not too hard which is a good thing. Still waiting to wake up in my dreams, i did wake up and i forced myself back to sleep after the oil dream trying to get myself to forcefully to wake up in the dream it didn't work. I think i might set my alarm to 3am so i jump out of bed and stand up in my bed to try and get me in the mode of jumping out of my body... we see. [spam removed]
Updated 09-05-2013 at 06:53 AM by 50242
Well i should be writing down my past dreams but i have been having some bad ones, i went back to the space cake to stop the dreams but it didn't matter and didn't stop them... this shaman tea makes them come out more wilder lol Its like im having a stand off with my fear in dreams and as soon as i realise i can control my dreams and i stop running will probably be the day that i wake up in my dreams. From the past few days i didn't really want to remember them, but heck i will write one down anyway. I already forgot last nights dream but i remember one from a few nights ago. It was back when i was working for the old man and his right hand man tried to get me kicked out of the business. I just remember pulling out a gun and sticking it in his face but i didn't pull the trigger i just laughed i win. Thats all i remember.
I got to bed pretty late last night, but I still remembered a dream. Perhaps the start of school somewhat inspired this dream. School I'm at school, but it's in the middle of the forest. My friends are there from waking life. I had to go meet some teachers, and do some stuff.
First dream i think i was a vampire not cool but i was on a war path of blood sucking so at least i wasn't running away from fear. I feel like the day that i stop running and turn around and face my fears something big will happen. Im trying to drill it in my head every morning when i wake up why they hell did i run away for? Its kinda like out of the movie "The Matrix" where neo stops running and turns around to fight. There all like what is he doing, "Hes starting to believe" He believes he can control the situation so he stops running to do something about it. I need to incorporate it into my dreams. Anyway i woke up then back to sleep had a second dream i had a pet lion and i was feeding him vegetarian food. This might of had something to do with me living in Phuket and when i nearly built a house and got a pet tiger i had it all sorted and lined up. Also i think i showed my grandfather that if he only feed his dogs vegetarian food they would of raced quicker and lived longer. So at least i finished off with a good dream. Me and my mate have both noticed a mass increase in dreams since we started drinking the shaman tea big increase. [[spam removed]]
Updated 09-05-2013 at 06:52 AM by 50242
Well my dreams have been getting wild of late. I guess i induced it with the shaman tea that i have been drinking. As long as i don't smoke weed or eat space cake during the day my dreams are off the hook. Weed drains your physic ability to dream. I spoke with a mate of mine asking if it was ok to meet big foot or the forrest man apparently they were listening into the conversation and so they sent me a dream to see how i would react in an encounter with them. I dreamed i was in a forrest i was holding a big bunch of banana's and i knew they had me surrounded. I pretty much just asked them please don't eat me have a banana instead LOL Well it seemed to have worked because i didn't impose a threat on them or try to show violence towards them or want to kill them. I'm hoping to catch up with them when i go to Lao it will be interesting to hang with them in the forrest my mate does it all the time. My second last dream i rolled a casino with a pack of strippers playing cards that was fun until the casino caught on and tried to hunt us down and kill us. Still trying to break alot of my old bad habits i guess. My last dream i was trying to get onboard a UFO ship with Zorra from Hollow Earth. The gathering was happening then i had the military come after us. I swear to god i'm waiting to wake up in my dreams and i'm waiting for the day when i finally realise i have all the power and i can turn around and tell the darkness enough is enough you can't scare me. Once i learn how to drop the fear then i know i will have won. I need to get a Mp3 recorder. I Am Dreaming I Am Dreaming I Am Dreaming I Am Dreaming Trying to remember to say that during the day so i can maybe one day wake up in my dreams. Fingers crossed I need to start to ask my spirit guides to help me more. If though this dream was months ago i'm completely against Aliens they are nothing more then what we call a side show distraction. [spam removed]
Don't remember much at all now, but there was a part where I was in the area between the outside front door and the inside front door at the middle school I used to go to, except the place was much bigger. Outside and inside there were many deer, mostly does. I warn people not to be rambunctious around them, especially the bucks, since even deer can be dangerous when threatened. At some point Spock was with me for a short time, but I'm not sure if it was then or some other time. Later, I'm in a rain forest-type area, and smeagol is being very possessive of an oblong coconut, but I want the coconut, so I take it and convince him to instead focus on a large, oblong mango.
(This is from September 1.) I decided to go shopping at a new grocery store, but the front door was closed, so I took a shopping cart and went in through the cart area where they have those big plastic flaps employees push carts through. The first thing I saw was a big display with lots of holiday candy, mostly Christmas and Valentine's Day candies, then I passed through this huge open section that was almost the size of a regular grocery store itself. It was nothing but meat, lots of different kinds of meat, different cuts and stuff, all piled up on counters all the way around the walls. Some of the meat piles were almost as high as me. I remember being both fascinated and creeped out at the same time. I was debating on taking a plane ride to Indiana. The people I was going with were taking the plane, but I determined that it was only 200 miles away, and that I might beat them there if I take my car since they'd have to wait for the plane and all. When I got there, I walked out onto a long wooden walkway that snaked around a building and jutted out over a big waterfall and some dangerous rapids. Also on the walkway was a little girl who stood with a creepy old man, and I remember thinking the guy was totally a pedophile but the girl seemed okay so I ignored him. I talked to the girl about some things and she giggled a lot, but later I found out the girl had died and most likely was killed, and I just knew it was that creepy old guy's fault. I slipped and fell down on the walkway, and when I looked up I saw a huge spider in a web on my left and a huge yellow butterfly on my right. I was almost too terrified to move because I didn't want to upset either of the bugs but someone I slowly got to my feet and went into the building the walkway was attached to. Inside was a long hallway and lots of different rooms, and they were labelled based on what was taking place inside of the room, like for instance one was labelled SAT Room and people were taking the SAT test in there. I went into a room with a haircut label and the lady there said I had to get my hair cut if I wanted to be a part of their building. So I sat down and she cut my hair, but I kept hearing her say "Oops!" and I was upset that my hair would look crappy. I had a lucid dream that began with me standing in the dining room of a house. It was decorated very southern and was quaint. Nothing was really happening except me standing there, so it gave me time to think about where I was, and I didn't know. So I performed a reality check, the palm test, but it failed and my finger did not go through my palm. Still it felt like something wasn't right, so I did another reality check by holding my nose and trying to breathe through it anyway. It worked, and I was still able to breath, and that's when I realized I was dreaming! As soon as I became lucid, the scene started to fizzle out, like an old TV screen when you hit the antenna, so I rubbed my hands together and spun around a few times and the scene restablized. At that point, I was super excited because it's rare that I have complete control of my actions in a lucid dream, and I immediately go to the front door of the house and try to open it. However, when I opened it, there was another door behind it, and another, and another, and it was just endless doors all the way. So I went to try a closet door and it also gave me nothing but endless doors. I was really annoyed at this turn of events because I didn't want to be stuck in a quaint country house when I could go out and do fun lucid things, so I stared really hard at the front door and willed all my concentration on it. I had a vision of myself opening the door and emerging on the other side in a heavenly realm as nothing but pure light energy, so I took that as a sign to try opening the door. Sure enough, the door opened, but just to the front porch rather than the nice Heaven I'd envisioned. Out on the porch I was overlooking an old farmer's field covered in snow, with a few trees growing here and there. It looked a bit like the backyard of my grandmother's trailer. I got really excited again and jumped off the porch, intending to fly away, but instead of flying I drifted to the ground like a leaf. Another failure! I lay there, face down in the snow, concentrating on willing myself airborne, and after about a minute or so I began to hover about an inch off the ground. I continued hovering, kind of wobbling precariously in various directions like that American flying saucer prototype in that one old video, but the dream fell apart before I could really get my flight aspirations going.
Sleeping schedule, where are you. First dream was fairly long. Dream 1(fragments): I was apparently at school and there was some kind of test going on about which i didn't cared. Then there was something about languages and the fact that i have used english everywhere, then i was talking to some people and there was something about some small red mech things. After that i was wandering around through some other rooms. Dream 2(fragments): I was playing some multiplayer platformer with some people and we were going through some metallic place full of traps and fighting some robot things. We had jetpacks and at some point there was something about falling down invisible stairs. Dream 3(fragments): I was browsing some illustrated forum game and then joining it, there were three other players and we were entering some building owned by some organization and then our team had to split up a few times and three of us had to fight some humanoid robots and one of them was one of organization's leaders. The fights were done like in RtD and we had lots of potions. Dream 4: I was playing some game that was made around shmup creation and it was multiplayer. At first i was trying to figure out how to make stuff and there was some coding involved and i have created some simple boss fight. I've been looking through some other creations and fought some grey spaceship-style boss, and then later i joined someone and she decided to show me some other creation which apparently was 3D boss fight. It was kinda chase, spaceship-like playership vs tank-like boss, on the road. At first tank spammed waves of weak enemies in lines while i had to get close enough to be able to attack him, they died in one hid but there were hordes of them and they all flied parallel. Soon second phase started where tank attacked with aimed shots from his cannon and was speeding around trying to ram my ship, at which he almost succeeded at one point, but as i was shooting him the phase went down quickly. Third phase he fired his main cannon which was some kind of huge homing laser, but i point-blank'ed it after it fired and destroyed the phase in seconds.
(This is from August 31.) I was running through the mall, chasing after someone. I passed a big candy store, and ran through the food court. At the end of the food court was a second, smaller candy store and I went inside. Amy was there working behind the counter, and another friend I can't remember was also there buying candy. She was buying lots of chocolate, so I bought some peanut butter cups and then we both shared our candy with each other. Something was wiggling around in my jeans pocket and I realized it was a big scary cicada. I ran around screaming but everyone else was also too afraid to get the cicada out of my pocket for me, so I ran into the bedroom closet to take off the pants. I thought if I held the pocket shut while I took them off and then ran out and shut the closet door quickly, the cicada wouldn't fly at me. So I ran into the bedroom but it was raining in there, so I grabbed a stuffed teddy bear and put it on my head to keep from getting rained on, and luckily it wasn't raining inside the closet. I took off the pants and ran out the closet and then out of my apartment, but I'd forgotten to close the closet door so I knew the cicada was waiting in there for me. Then this weird creeper guy walked up to my apartment door and stared at me funny, and I realized I was naked from the waist down which was obviously uncomfortable so I ran away. Apparently we were all about to go on vacation because I had stuff packed in boxes elsewhere, so I ran to the boxes to find pants. The boxes were in some kind of airport or bus station that I was running through, and I remember running past lots of benches and a huge cat scratching post that was shaped like a pirate ship. When I was putting new pants on, I noticed two big ticks on my leg, so I grabbed them and threw them in the car thinking that the heat in the car would kill them for me. Jenny was upset and demanded I go back into the apartment to get some toys she forgot to pack. So I went back, but I remember going inside and seeing the cicada on the wall and then running back out scared.
(This is from August 30.) It was my first day in prison, I'm not sure why I was there though. The prison cells were the old-fashioned cages with metal bars, it was very depressing. In the cell next to mine was a little girl who was covered in dirt and would lay on her bed and cry on the phone to her older brother. She'd always talk about how dirty she was and how they wouldn't let her shower or eat. It turned out that she was framed by her older brother because he didn't want to go to jail, but she didn't know that and would cry to him. He'd always feel guilty about it every time she called, but not enough to turn himself in. In the cell next to the girl's, was an old woman who'd been in jail for decades. She was hopeful she would get out soon, but one night she overheard the little girl talking on the phone, saying "I don't want to be stuck in here forever like them!" and the girl pointed to her. She got really upset and lost hope she would ever be let out after hearing that. Late at night, I went out into the prison yard and saw two shadowy figures on the other side run into a building. I followed them inside, and saw them both, two prisoners, laying on a big comfy bed and watching Doctor Who on a TV. They were annoyed that I'd followed them, but they couldn't make me leave because technically none of us were supposed to be out that late. I laid on the edge of the bed and watched Doctor Who, and they kept grumbling and pushing me because I couldn't stop moving around. Later on, a guard came and escorted us to a big room with desks, and said it was time for an exam. I didn't know what he was talking about because I was new, but I saw everyone pull out half-finished puzzles and start putting them together. So I looked through the shelves and found an abandoned half-finished puzzle and sat down, but the puzzle pieces were super sticky and kept sticking to my fingers, so I wasn't able to finish it in the time limit.
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