Someone who I owe money and wasn't happy i didnt pay him back sent his 'hitmans' he talked about to me. They are at my window , I am hiding behind the couch just below the window. I get kinda fucked cus there's a whole bunch of spiders and my head it right in their web. I hope they leave soon, I exit my head. They are leaving, they are taking a break, coming back later.
I literally haven't updated in 2 years. Wow. I'm going to try Lucid Dreaming once again, now that I no longer have school to worry about. So I have a few recent dreams I'd like to go through first... I don't remember too many details of course, but it's better than writing nothing. It's also better than writing each one separately, given how short they are. 1. I was in some sort of small warehouse room being held at gunpoint by some dude in a trench coat. For some reason, we swapped jackets, but he forgot he left another gun in his, so I took it out and shot him dead. 2. Multiple violent dreams of being in fights with random people. 3. Many dreams lately about spending time with my sort of gf. (Long story, don't ask.) Probably having these because I miss her a lot. 4. In my school looking for gf constantly, she turns a corner as I'm running towards her and she's gone completely. I spend the rest of the dream frantically searching for her. 5. A bunch of different dreams involving my old houses I used to live in, talking to my parents about various things. That's all I remember recently. I'll continue to update regularly from now on. It's good to be back!
Transitioning from a scene where I'd been holding a sword, thinking about the danger of carrying a sword without a sheath, fully aware this wasn't about literal swords. Three siblings meet on a road after a long time apart. One of the brothers is wearing armor and leading a small group of people fighting for some cause in his name; there's less than a hundred of them. The other brother and sister have just appeared hovering in the air, having traveled a vast distance in moments. The brother, I think of as a young version of myself; he's dressed in black, and says nothing throughout the scene, and there's a bloody vertical line over his heart, which I associate both with the heartless motif and with the sword in the previous scene. The sister is dressed in vibrant green, and I think of her as a witch. I'm thinking how much they've all changed since the last time they saw each other. The brother with the small army asks his sister if he could move like they do. She says he could, but he'd have to start wearing higher collars. It's a reference to the scar over the other brother's heart, who looks uncomfortable at the mention; the implication of her words is that this isn't something to enter into casually. I'm looking at the army traveling with him, and thinking about how much they've changed as well; I remember them with paint on their faces, thinking of them then as closer to a family rather than a lord and his followers, and I'm thinking that they've lost their identity, changing to suit the land they're traveling through. I'm thinking they were better off before they took up this cause.
There was an underground bunker. A secret group of the best scientists in the country. It was the USA and Hollywood of course. We were employed three of us to give a fresh approach to the rise of this deadly virus which no one could find an antidote. Gab was part of our team. Gab was there working in an extremely relaxed way on one of these very advanced computers. The main boss guys seemed to be not particularly interested in what we were doing as if we had no hope of solving it or more to the point that ultimately they were not going to use our method. The group of scientists that wanted to just nuke the whole city looked like the terminators. They were half robot and half human. (this underground bunker is a place I have dreamt about lots before). The terminators were gaining momentum the bosses started to give them more and more computers to work on. They started to take over the whole place but Gab was still there sitting working calmly on her computer. The next thing I got an overall view as the nuke was detonated. As it started to explode it was clear that Gab had done something to save the day. It was some kindof time shift device or something. I don't know how she did it but the nuke went back into itself after exploding back into its centre causing no damage to anyone. Wow!
I had the audacity to try and stop scary guy (king in GOT) from hitting someone (his daughter?). So he picked me up by the throat and hit me about a bit then throw me to the ground. I felt totally powerless... (Evidently feelings of being overwhelmed from 1st day of school term) Went off and met two guys, in dream were Australian workers having some lager. Recognised as teachers I knew.Plotted to go back and overthrow evil king.
9.2.15 Sleep 2pm - 9:40pm 1. I'm visiting friends in thier new place. It's a huge building, more like a hotel. It's super modern and safe. I'm going to take a shower and it seems like the showers ans sinks and all that are arrainged in a long room that is devided by doors. Access to this room is from the hallway via many entries. So when you get inside, you lock the doors on the lef and right and the entry and that part is only yours. I do that when someone tries to get in. A kid is pushing a stroller and tries to keep the door open to get through, with his family following him. I ask them to use another "unit" since this one is already occupied. It occurs to me, that this expensive housing doesn't provide private bath for the renters. Now I'm in a room with some kids and their mom from the place AH. Suddenly mom floats up in the air, laughing, that washing machine next room always does that to her. I feel the pull too and now I'm also floating up. Next we go for a walk outside of this building. There is a long garden alongside the building. Individual gardens are not separated by fence, but they are one long thing, just like the bathroom was. It's also wery narrow, only maybe 25 feet wide because of the cliff. The gardens are very green lush, lots of grass, flowers, hanging plants, vines on support structures. The ledge is very abrupt and it looks like the space behind it is very deep. I don't see it, but I can imagine. One of the kids I'm out with steps close to the ledge. Now I can see the clouds next to us and that gives me feeling of how high we really are. I tell him to step back a bit and this little brat steps closer to the cliff, so part of his foot is actually overhanging. I get pissed and scared and then he steps down and starts carefully walking. I realize on that part there is more ground underneath, not a dropoff. I tell him to get back right away but he is not coming. Maybe he knows what I will do to him when he does : P 2. A guy walks near me but I don't look. He asks about our shoes next to the door, if the collection place takes them too. Somebody says yes, so he throws 2 pairs into his bag and he hurries down the stairs. Now I look and it's a dirty homeless dude. I grab him by the shirt collar to stop him and yell at my dad to come quick. 3. I just pulled my pants down and I'm sitting down to the toilet when my auntie walks into the room. Toilet is in the middle of some room. She tries not to look at me and I try to pee, but can't with her being there. She asks why I din't make coffee yet and we look at 2 water boilers and I tell her which one boils water faster. But I point out that none of them are plugged in. 4. Few days ago - Ophelia calls me to get on the internet
Still recovering from the end of vacation and the travel home. Turbulent take-off on the plane, the pilot was rough during the taxiing, I was in the very back row which I've noticed tends to really feel any shakes. Not bad dreaming but recall poor. No night-recording hurts unless I'm really caught up on sleep. earlier: +(f1) foot racing, many scenes of racing/running, against boy scout friends(?) later: +(f2) the guy likes to walk his dead dog. He keeps its (bloody?) pelt around his house and takes it outside. He sort of squeezes it so that it moves like it's alive. There's nothing underneath the fur and no eyes in the eye sockets (can't see this but I know it). +(f3) film festival, I'm putting on some movies for friends outside and I'm selecting the movies, moving around in groups outside +(f4) I'm waiting for my parents to arrive, I go to the front door and see a note in my mom's handwriting that they came by earlier but nobody answered the door. I'm sorry I missed them and I'm upset that it was so noisy inside that I didn't hear the knocking/ringing. Maybe part of (f3) film festival. +d1 Playing Quake-like FPS against big strong monsters/demons. I'm running around like crazy trying to avoid being shot while looking for the strongest weapon to use against the big bad CyberDemon (which is pink?). Chain gun? I'd have to hold aim for a long time while avoiding his chain gun. Rocket launcher? I could do rocket jumps(?) with it. I run around in loops picking up spawned ammo and weapons. Analysis: ---------- Presence very low, felt "far" from the dreams. Probably still tired. I'm trying to adjust my schedule so that I go to bed and get up at regular times. Trying to spend more attention to waking life responsibilities. Some work stress. Need to pay attention to waking life closely so I'll do the same in dreams. Misses: dead dog, my deceased mom, English language conversation, active in large groups of people, FPS computer game Practice: ---------- Day practice: being aware of my awareness. Night: nothing, light intent at bedtime, fell asleep instantly, very tired from short day yesterday.
Kyte is a volcanic moon orbiting far from a large reddish brown gas planet with an apperance not unlike Jupiter, only it is larger and has a higher percentage of heavy elements. Only the planet is closer to its parent star. The parent star is an orange dwarf with a little less than half the mass of our sun. It is a part of a binary system with a red dwarf, but the red dwarf orbits far out and is barely visible in the daytime sky. However, at night, it is quite visible, meaning that there is a sort of "twilight day" when the smaller and more distant star has risen but not the primary star. The moon is much smaller than earth. 0.22 earth masses and fairly low gravity. There is an atmosphere with a high amount of noble gasses. Notably argon and xenon. The atmosphere is a snowy grayish color at sunset and sunrise and has a slight purplish tint during the day. There are clouds but they are often very thin and wispy. At the lowest points the atmospheric pressure is about 0.7 atm. The terrain varies little, though the entire surface of the planet is black and gray, due to very high carbon content. There are a few deep canyons and impact craters. Though most of the planet is relatively flat and sandy. Sand is carried by the strong winds and occasional storms that blow through and made into dunes. Though the moons' most notable feature are the large volcanoes spread out across the surface. They are concentrated near the equator but are present nearly everywhere. They have an unusual sweeping shape, beginning with a shallow slope and sweeping upward to nearly vertical chimneys miles tall. Most of these volcanoes are dormant or extinct but a few are quietly erupting small amounts of magma in deep channels running down the side. The planet generates anomalies in the magnetic feild of the parent gas planet. This coupled with tidal heating and heat from the sun ensures that the moon is rather warm. Due to its dark color, it has a very low albedo and surface temperatures range from 80-150 degrees. The moon has its own sub-satellite, an asteroid known as Nobal. It is only a few miles across and spins too fast for gravity alone to be keeping it together. It is theorized that it is one single rock being held together by chemical bonds. Fronz is another moon in a very close orbit around the gas planet. Due to its orbit, it is believed that in a few million years, it will pass the roche limit and be torn apart by its parent planet. It is much larger than kyte, about .43 earth masses, but still small. The moon is made mostly of water-ice with trace amounts of ammonia and oxygen in the atmosphere. Though the moon is mostly covered in ice, near the equator the ice melts resulting in a narrow band of water. The moon has complex weather patterns including snowstorms and snow-hurricanes. There is a third major moon orbiting the gas planet between Kyte and Fronz, but no information is given, though it has importance. There are also dozens of smaller bodies, presumably captured asteroids. Kyte and Fronz are very important because together, they posses all of the necessary resources for long term habitation. Bases will be set up on both moons, but a large orbital habitat will be constructed between the orbits of Kyte and the unnamed large moon. Supplies will be mined from these moons and shuttled to the orbital habitat. I close my laptop and abandon the project. It is something akin to Kerbal space program with is somehow also 'real' at the same time, and I feel very frustrated/sad that I have abandoned it. I 'remember' having worked on it for a very long time. I have to go to the store to look at quartz crystals with my mom. Should have become lucid. Space/planets dream sign. ... I was on a beach with Manei. Same beach that my first LD took place on. She gives me one of those 'broken heat' necklaces that light up when the two halves are put together. She has the other half. I ask her why. This seems like a really cheap/gimmicky thing to show love or friendship. I'm generally bothered by this and ask her what her reasoning was, and to be honest I'm still walking a tightrope on the whole 'being in love with a dream character' thing for reasons too complex to go into detail here. She explains that I should ignore the physical aspect of it and focus on the meaning behind the object. Oftentimes, objects with little or no monetary value can have great personal value and vice versa. Okay. Makes enough sense. I then commented on how I like the fact that my dreams do seem to periodically explore new morals and themes, and sometimes offering differing perspectives on old ones. I also like the fact that I am not always the fool when these morals are taught, and am sometimes the teacher rather than the student. I think the necklace had some kind of voice recording that would play when the two halves were put together. I can't remember. This dream was very faded, and I recall their being much more to it. It may be getting mixed up with a fake lucid dream I wrote for the sake of visualization set in the same location. I feel as though I actually had it about two weeks ago but only recalled now, as if it were buried in my mind somehow.
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