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Long one. It began and ended on the same train. The thing was headed to my grandparents' place. The thing was an old steam locomotive and was leaving Tdot for the woods out east. After a bunch of stops I probably got there, but I forget most of it now.

Eventually I made it to a party. I was in a big house, and there were two girls there that knew Thomas Cole. One of them was super flirty and it seemed like we'd agreed to hook up. Right before the party, Claire showed up though, so we went into her room real fast and knocked one out. I tried applying the endurance stuff I'd learned yesterday and it helped, but it's hilarious I didn't reality check in such a strange and vivid ordeal. After that a big party showed up, and the other girl kept trying to find me to hook up but I wasn't really interested anymore and just wanted to party.

NON LUCID
* This really big lady was doing stand up. When she first came out she made a joke about a guys face be compared to a ass. It makes to sense now that I think about it but it made perfect sense in the dream and was funny.

Wow. I mean. Wow. I'm coming from a period where my effort for lucid dreaming is the minimum possible. I had a long sequence of false awakenings. I have a theory about it. I wrote it at the end of the post.

- I'm in front of a mirror and I decide to reality check. The mirror works fantastically, but my eyes appear deformed. Thanks to my long effort to overcome my fear of mirrors I have now a fantastic tool! I realize I'm dreaming, and I enter in the mirror. I'm in my parents' village in Italy. I started to fly and I want to fly to Saturn, that I can see in the sky. I change my mind when I see that the village is full of people (in my last dreams people were almost nowhere to be found and always enemies). I land back and i want to interact with them. I find a colleague of mine, and in the dream he shows a very outspoken personality. I decide to ignore him though. I remember about an old task that consisted in asking the name of the characters. I ask a man what is his name, and he doesn't want to talk at all. I force him to say his name and he eventually say that his name is Nahem, and he goes away. I let him go and I lose my lucidity, and I wake up.

- I reality check: still a dream. I enter in the mirror, I'm in Naples. My parents are there. My mother complains about something useless, I told them that I have to go because I have more important things to do. I fly away, but I lose the lucidity and I wake up.

- I'm in front of another mirror. Reality check: deformed eyes. It's a dream. I jump inside the mirror, I'm in the Dutch city The Hague, in Grotemarkt. I talk to a girl, I ask her her name. She answer "I'm Lesa". That word in Italian means damaged; if an Italian woman says "I'm Lesa" it means something like "my brain is damaged". I made them a joke about it "oh, I see, both as a name and as a fact". She facepalms and smiles for my horrible joke. I ask to the other woman in her table "and you? Are you also Lesa?" And she answers "no". I reply "oh that's strange! You look like you are!" The crowd finds my jokes very funny and laughs or loud. Then I ask another woman "and what's your name?" "Samantha" "oh that's a beautiful name!". I then lose lucidity and wake up in my bed.

- but when I reality check I discover that it's another dream. This time i invite my girlfriend and my cat to join me in the mirror. I cuddle my pet a little bit before he decided to come... But then I don't find him anymore. we are in some very boring place in the Netherlands. i invite my girlfriend to fly with me. I explain her how to do it. She manages to do it and she is enthusiast! It works! It works! I then lose lucidity and I wake up for real.



I check the tube, 4:30. I think that the long series of false awakenings was due to the fact that my phone was empty and it was under recharge, but turned off. I was worried about not being able to wake up on time.

I was some Kirby-like figure returning to a city. The tyrannical ruler and my arch-rival met me at its outskirt, on a cliff overseeing the city. He was apparently deposed, but the new ruler was even worse than him, and he's explaining things to me wanting me to help him get his throne back. Someone who I assume is my friend showed up and he and the tyrant had a huge row about something before they wondered where I went. At this point I realized I was looking at them in third person because the tyrant accidentally pushed me off the cliff.

I was caught by a flying bird-like creature. By "bird-like" I don't mean a giant eagle or that sort of thing. It proabbly doesn't even have wings. It's a chick-shaped marshmallow-like blob that levitates around and kind of looks like a chick-shaped chicken nugget. I opened my iPad and tried to go on a site for the bird taxi because apparently the nugget-chick has Wi-Fi, but I was not able to find the site and so I talked to the bird instead. I told it to land down on a place I knew in the city and follow me on foot for a bit and then I'll pay my fare. Apparently, I did this to surprise some old friends, but when I landed on the street, the coffee shop my friends frequented was closed and nobody was there, which I found eerie. I then decided to go to a noodle shop owned by a kindly old lady I know, but while it is open, I don't see her around. I asked the person running the shop where she went, but I woke up before I got an answer.

In recent days I had been watching gameplay of the video/computer game on Youtube along with a few videos from Sim Theme Park.

Near the end of my sleep I dreamed I was playing in a Crazy Taxi level similar but not exact to the West Coast area, same as in the first game with exception that I was taking a passenger to a "Space Theme Park Zone" like from the Sim Theme Park game. I probably got the name wrong but it was close. I got close to the fare dropoff place, attempted to turn around in a drift and somehow I started feeling guilty/bad/like something's a lie here; the timer went down by 10 seconds from where it should have been (it was at 21 then it seemed to drop to 9 too fast)and the dropoff place was tiny which is not like the game. I didn't drop the customer off, she bailed and I woke wondering what happened trying to pray and feeling awful and wondering if I should even consider this game to be fun.

Last night I had a recurring theme in my dreams where I can't find my husband and can't get a hold of him. It happens in my dreams quite often and it is always unsettling. Not quite a full-blown nightmare but upsetting. I wish I knew what it meant.

The first thing I remember is I'm in a strange house and I see the door to the basement. I walk down it with several other dream characters, a group of three. After defending the stairs, I find myself in a labyrinth. This maze is filled with many people who live there but after much searching, we find a large hostile group that is set on killing everyone in the labyrinth.

Our group tries to stop this mob of hostiles, but after a while, we realize that nothing we do stops them. After a while, our group flees up the stairs. I see a large man there who I seemed to assume is my boss. (At this point I thought to myself that I never saw any of these people in real life and it must be a dream but I didn't think much of it)

After asking my "Boss" for help, he seals the entrance to the basement with a thick ice wall. When I yell that the people down there need our help, he simply responds with "It's better they die than one of us"

At this point, I get stuck in a time loop and I'll explain how the dream/nightmare progresses from here. Behind the sealed door is an elevator with a metal sliding locked door to an elevator. Up this elevator is a room filled with "Heroes" a group that my "boss" seemed to be a member of. After 5 minutes after the "boss" said his line, the door breaks down and the lights go out. The entities would then break the ice wall and open the metal locked elevator. Since it was dark, I could only hear the door sliding open and the elevator going up and down. Once the elevator went up and all the "heroes" were slaughtered, a red light would turn on and the enteties would then hunt down myself and one other dream character I was with. I was unable to wake up until I passed both win conditions.
1. The Heroes can't die.
2. Myself and the DC I was with must not get captured or killed.

If one of the win conditions wasn't met (my partner or a hero died), I must be killed. Once I am killed, the scenario resets and I have to come up with a plan before they breach the ice wall.

Time after time, they broke through the wall, I heared the sliding of the metal door and the light turned on, I was cut in half and I was reset. After having dealt with the pain and fear of dying over and over again, I decide to take the lift up myself and see if I could defend it myself. After taking the lift up, I see all of the heroes. I then see something fly above me and realize that the "entities" we're in the elevator with me. I then see all of the heroes get slaughtered. Within the context of the dream, I was their friends so it hurt me greatly to see them die in front of me. I was also lucid at the time and wondered how I could feel for people I never met and didn't exist. After getting stabbed for the last time, I said enough is enough.

When I respawned, I saw a computer with the text "exit". I looked down and pressed "enter". The computer said nuclear launch commencing and I felt great fear. I looked out side and flew through the wall to see a red light flying closer and closer. Dealing great fear, I became completely lucid and remembered the task of the month.

***TOTM***

I quickly flew down to the road, picked up a parked car and carried it into the sky yelling F*CK YOU!!!!

I herd a *boom* as I flew away carrying the car whilst freaking out because I was going to have to suffer death again before I awoke. I felt the blast burn, fold, then disintegrate my body. After experiencing agony for the last time in that nightmare I awoke. I had a ton of trouble falling back asleep so I ended up staying awake till I had to get up.

That was my first lucid nightmare since a long time ago and they are just as scary and infuriating as ever.

I was in charge of a group of kids in an apartment building that was turned into something that seemed to be a group home setting. We started out at the house but then we went camping. We rode around in a van. At one point I needed to get out the social security numbers for the kids at the camp ground & I realized I was dreaming because I know how I store my family's numbers but in this dream there weren't even my real life ones in my purse, lol. I kept looking for a long time because I know how numbers are almost impossible in the dream world. So a part lucid dream for me but not really all that exciting.

I was going through some dream about being in South America with S, A, H, and possibly C. We were all in a duplicate of my house somewhere along the western coast of South America, presumably somewhere further south. I remember that the house is isolated at the top of a cliff and the remainder of the village is further down a cliff.

In order to get down to the village, one must climb onto this massive pencil that hovers tentatively on the edge of a precarious wooden dock-like structure on the cliff., about as big around as an oil drum and maybe 10 or 15 feet long. The as soon as the pencil was boarded it would move up and down very quickly, giving you only a few seconds to get off at either the top or bottom of the cliff before shooting back up or down, making riding it a dangerous affair.

At some point I am chosen to go out for snacks and go down the town. I think that I should book a plane flight to go back home as I had my last exam the next day (today). However upon taking the pencil back up, I am shunted sideways in midair and flung to the side. While flying through the air I rather randomly realized that I was dreaming. The lucidity was not particularly clear, however.

With ease, I caught myself in midair and began flying. The sensation of flying was unusually visceral this time around. The feelings of G-forces and the sounds of wind rushing by were very noticeable. But it seemed like the visuals were not as impressive as they usually were in my dreams. Things were kind of foggy and difficult to make out. I remember I flew over a rainforest and there were dozens of giant ruined satellite dishes, rusted brown and overgrown with vines and trees.

I then began getting over a farmland/pasture type area. My flying began to fail and I was falling lower and slower and couldn't get higher. There were these very large animals, looking kind of like cows, but much larger; their bodies were the size of small houses and I was able to weave through their tree-trunk sized legs with room to spare. They had dark brown fur and were covered in large white polka dots. I remember they had very pronounced ears that stuck out sideways and short elephant trunks.

I eventually landed in a fenced off area near a barn and a heard of goats ran past me. I decided I would summon Manei but didn't properly motion or voice command. I just kind of focused on an image of her appearing. I started seeing her appear, but she was hazy and glowing, as if she were made of energy. All I could make out was that she had an orange flower in her hair and a white toga or robe. I heard S shout my name and my bout of lucidity ended as quickly as it started. The half manifested dream guide disappeared and I turned around. But when I did, I struck an golden-orange dog on the muzzle.

The dog fell over as if it were dead. S ran over and said that the dog was named "Pumpkin Seed" and that I had killed it by tearing some muscle in the muzzle that apparently was a vulnerable spot for dogs. I apologized saying that I got surprised and didn't see what I was doing and S seemed to understand but was still upset. The dog got back up, though, made a simpering sound and then ran a big circle around us. I noticed the side of the dog's muzzle seemed a little swollen but it seemed fine other than that. The environment changed to a snowy one and the dog started playing in the snow with S.

To night I had this short dream of sitting in a roller coaster. I knew it was not real but I thought it was a perfect imagination. Had this a couple of times before.

My brother and I had just been given quite the gift... we were to stay with a friend and a cousin at a cabin in the woods for the winder. The place was massive for a cabin, and seemed like one of those spots on earth that had been the centerpiece for good times since forever. Eventually some violent and over nostalgic russians came back that thought the same thing, and tried taking the place by force. They failed.

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(mid/early)

+ outside, hopping on rocks, trying to ski? There is a flying midget's head darting around like a hummingbird. It stops to explain how changing the elevation/orientation of its little wings (one on each side of its head) determines how it flies

+ LUCIDD 225 LD#225 In CH I'm sitting on the back porch steps up to the garage and looking closely at my instrument which is broken down into its pieces. I'm closely looking at the red cherry wood and the stain that is applied on top of it, examining the deep rich red color. I drop the top portion of the instrument on to the cement floor of the garage and exclaim my frustration, I lift it up to inspect the top ring to see if its damaged, apparently it's not.

I'm in the living room and look at the view out of the window. Instead of the city scape below I see high/flood waters. This piques my interest because I know this is a dream sign. I look some more, trying to remember if that level of water is normal. I'm pretty sure it's not, I can't see the city below, and determine I'm dreaming. Nose pinch confirms. Get excited and turn away from the window and walk about the room instantly thinking of tasks. I remember the 12 days of Christmas challenge. Drumming is first. I look around and try to expectation-summon a drum set but I don't see anything. I decide just to start pretending to drum, and soon I have drumsticks in my hand and moving them results in a rat-a-tat-tat sound of a snare drum. I lose visuals and the dream fades to black. I'm rubbing my hands vigorously for a while. I feel like I may be lying in bed, and do a nose pinch which confirms I'm still dreaming. I decide to "take off the blankets and get up out of bed". It works, visuals return. I expectation-grab my recorder (a "pipe" as in Piper's Piping) from my shelves and run downstairs and decide to open the sliding glass door to the dining room to get outside on the deck and take off from there. I hear my dad following behind me, he's saying things to me but I'm ignoring him. I get out on to the deck and will the pipe to transport me. I take off flying at high speed, pulled by the pipe which is accelerating me towards the city across the water. I have a nice view of the bridge with large brown (rust?) areas on it. My dad is still talking to me, he's saying "even though they're [doctors] not focusing any more on liver damage, [it's still a problem], so don't overeat!". I'm amused that he's still following behind me. I arrive in the city in a twilight area with a tall wall/fence that goes up a hill, there are large buildings around me. I'm thinking about the doctor that is in one of the buildings and I think I don't want to go see him. My mom is now there too, and she's saying that she want to co-sign on the documents now, even though they were already executed. I say "OK I'll go get them later and bring them by". Now I want to do the next task, leap over a building. There's a building in front of me about 100 yards down a hill. I start running down the hill and build up speed then do a hulk jump up and over the first building, high into the air, and I see my momentum will carry me over the next, even higher building. I land and think about the next task, which I'm not sure about. I decide it's "maids a-milking". So, naturally, I go looking for some maids . They're right here, one is walking away from me and I touch her shoulder to stop her and turn her towards me, then I see 3 more girls right here leaning up against a wall, they're small busted but cute so I decide to go with them. I ask (think?) them to lift up their tops and produce milk! The dream fades and nose pinch shows I'm awake.

Non lucid. Parents moving into new place. I'm confused because it looks like a mobile home on the outside in a strange part of town. Really big inside. There was a boy show up (I knew him somehow) and he rearranged everything on the inside. He touched me on the knee. I was worried about cats escaping. People in a parking lot.

I woke up at 4:55 am to attempt to WILD at 5:32 am
I started dreaming I am in my brothers room and my watch is going in reverse that's so I know I am dreaming I'm attempting to summon a dog but it wont work so I am going to try to go to a new location I am thinking really hard and turned around and I am now In a field filled with grass. I then woke up at 5:34 am


(writing in present tense helps my dream recall)