Another day, but last nite was still the same old sad routine... tomorrow then? hehehe
5/3/16: (To try and stretch and improve my recall I will be going for as much detail as I can to make that extra level of detail come naturally) Dream 1: I was at an assembly in a school hall, it seemed like a catholic school to me for some reason. The floor was dark polished wood and there were about 15 rows of those black folding chairs we were sitting on with a gap in the middle with people at the front speaking at a lectern. The speeches finished and I got up along with everybody else and started walking outside. On the way outside I bumped into a girl I hadn't seen in a while. We were both happy to meet each other and she hugged me, which was a little embarrassing in front of everyone in but never mind that. We started talking for a bit and walking out together; once we got outside I was going a different way so I had to say goodbye and we went our separate ways. Dream 2: I was at a soccer game in the stands, full of green seats and screaming fans. I didn't know who was playing or anything and almost all of the seats were full. I eventually found a spare seat next to a middle aged guy who said I could sit there as long as I barracked for his team. I told him I didn't know either of the teams playing so I would barrack for whoever he wanted. He laughed at that and I sat down. He told me he barracked for Cardiff, the orange team, and I think they were playing Hull (I don't know lol). so I started cheering for Cardiff as the ball was run up and down the pitch. Dream 3: I was part of a Dota 2 tournament in a stadium similar to soccer match. I'm not sure if I was meant to be a pro player of if I was a randomly selected player or something but I was going to be part of some big game in front of thousands of fans. I walked through a lounge where players and officials were resting and I sat down and watched the end of the game before mine, can't remember what happened in it really. I could see through a big glass window the fans sitting below me and the stage where the players were in front of them. I then remembered something my brother told me about leaving my computer with the casters for them to upgrade it with all sorts of cool stuff, so I walked over to the casters booth and knocked on the door. The opened the door and LD and someone else was there, commentating on the result of the last game. I left my laptop on the desk next to LD, who looked quizzically at me but then an official scurried over and took the laptop. I walked out and then went into my game. (Warning unnecessary dota specifics )I was playing Nyx Assassin, and while I was playing alright some of my teammates where being really stupid. One of them tried to tp back to base in plain sight of a pudge, who hooked and killed him, and others were just feeding and getting ganked. From what I could remember I had arcane boots, a magic wand, bkb, orchid and some other item, maybe aghanims. I know I was trying to get refresher orb so I had a staff of wizadry. I went invis at top lane for a gank and travelled through the jungle to the middle lane and killed one of their heroes, however the rest of them came through and killed me, which was bad as it was a bad trade and I was very important to my team. They came pushing in for the rax and I was contemplating whether to buy back or buy the refresher orb, I think the dream ended before I decided hehe. Fragment about walking through a forest a bit like around Orthanc before Saruman went crazy.
First I had some end-of-the-week drinks with my study association at my university, and then I went to my hometown to have drinks at a local bar with my friends, as I do every friday. I expected nothing at all from this night because of the alcohol (no overly excessive amounts, but being tipsy already ruins recall completely for me) but I actually managed to get one fragment this morning. Went to bed: 02:30 Final awakening: 07:15 I'm having breakfast with my family and remember I haven't yet told my father about my amazing recall from 2 days ago. I say "you know one night this week I remember 7 dreams!", expecting him to be at least a little surprised or impressed. Instead, he looks at me nonchalantly and with a little arrogance. Then he said "well I once remember 35 dreams in a night". Afterwards he looked really proud, especially when I was just speechless.
So tonight was similar to last night. I recall at least 3 dreams (it isn't very clear what belongs to one dream or is a different dream) but only short fragments of them. Went to bed: 22:00 Fell asleep: 22:30 Awakening 1: ? Fell asleep: ? Final awakening: 5:50 Techniques used: water method for natural awakening. 1: Apricot marmelade Not much recalled, but I was sitting at the table in the living room having breakfast when my mother told me the apricot marmelade I was about to put on my slice of bread is carcinogenic (WTF!?). I immediately put it back, but then she says it might just be the lid. 2: N''s pictures, T in the gym N from college is showing me pictures she has taken recently. There are some beautiful sceneries, sunsets and then something from an indoor zoo. As soon as she shows me the zoo picture I am 'teleported' to the location in the picture. I walk around the place and it is not really a zoo, at the time I knew what it was and what I was doing but I cannot recall it. I had special privileges, being able to go through doors normal people couldn't go through. At one point I go into a room and it turns out to be a gym, with 5 rows of weight training machines. In the middle of the third row I see T on a machine. I'm only mildly surprised to see him, even though he never goes to a gym IRL and I haven't seen him for like 6 months. I greet him, say something like 'hey, it's been a while!' and that's it. 3: I am a crocodile\ This is, hands down, the weirdest dream I've ever had. I am a crocodile, lying in the sea, about a mile from the coast. I can see the shore, and there are a few buildings there. Suddenly it all explodes, multiple mushroom clouds arise and everything is burning. I turn away from the shore for a while and see the most stunning sunset I've seen in my life. It was just mesmerizing. I relaxed completely and thought to myself: "I could just relax here and drown in peace now". Then I started thinking about whether I should try to swim to shore. I'm afraid to get mutated by the radiation from the bombs, but after some thinking I decide to go anyway. As I start swimming I turn into a human again (I see my arms while swimming) but I still feel/think I am a crocodile/don't realize I am human. As I swim I wake up.
Last night was a very, very interesting night. I woke up at 4:00 to do a WBTB, and I stayed up for about a half hour, writing down my dreams and keeping my mind on LDing. When I went back to bed, I used the MILD technique. I wasn't very tired, but once I had repeated lucid dreaming mantras many times, I was ready to go to bed. I imagined myself in a dream walking home from school. Several times my brain drifted away, but I got it back on track pretty quickly. Then I found myself imagining I was flying along in the hallways in my school, thinking about lucid dreaming. I'm not completely sure if that was a dream or not, but I'm pretty sure it wasn't. All of a sudden I felt and heard a loud pulsing in my ears. I was terrified, I thought I was having sleep paralysis. Nothing happened. I made a note to myself, if it happened again, I would open my eyes to see if anything was different or scary, like in sleep paralysis. It happened a few more times, and once I remembered to open my eyes. Nothing happened. I was just in my bedroom, like normal. Somehow during all this I managed to fall asleep, thinking about lucid dreaming. In my dream I was in my technology class in school, completely naked. I thought it probably was a dream, but I was still rather self conscious. Hiding myself under a desk, I started talking to someone. She ignored me. It had to be a dream. I stood on the desk and shot out of the room up into space. Stars were everywhere, but there was nothing else. I wished to see Earth, and all of a sudden the plant shot out of nowhere, and I was back at my house. Although amazed, I decided to stay down on Earth. I began flying around in my neighborhood, using the bouncing on air method. I saw a mom, not mine, waving to me down by my driveway. I landed, and asked her where she was going. All she said was "goodbye." I said "not even a goodbye kiss?" and she bolted away over the tops of the trees. In the dream I was still lucid and had been doing reality checks to make sure I didn't sleep back into unawareness. But somehow the scene had saddened me. I did not know the person at all, but it somehow it had made me extremely emotional. I laid down on the ground and started crying. I thought to myself, if I keep crying like this, I'm going to lose my lucidity. At that moment, I was back in my room, and had a false awakening. This was my best lucid dream yet! I'm really excited to do another WBTB tonight, and I'll report tomorrow on what happens.
+ (f) riding a bike to SF. Friend NI and someone else is on the back. They're distracting me and saying they don't want to ride the bike there and back that's too much. I drive into a ditch and the front wheel hits hard and I say "see that happened because you're distracting me" + (f) in a talk about context-sensitive grammars. A few of the grammar rules are written on a board. There is a girl sitting close to me on my left. + (f) a fight situation. I push an opponent girl off a ledge and she falls a far way and I look over and see she landed on a big giant inflated thing + (f) climbing/sliding/drifting down a giant scaffolding
I remember I went to some prestigious school in another town. The first thing that I remember was I was walking too school when I met with this older dream character, who for the sake of plot, we can call Bob. Bob was alot like me personality-wise but about 40 years old. I remember the school was having this 'rocket science' month where we the school was getting paid by the government to design and build a base on mars. All of the students were given laptops and computer graphics software and asked to submit their best design for a grade that determined if you would pass to the next year or something. I met bob while walking to school. He said that he had found a whole bunch of these model rockets that the school had just thrown out from the start of the month. Bob told me that he had gone to the same school as a kid but had been thrown out for stealing. The story went that years ago the school had had a very similar competition for building a moon base. Bob had finished his design, (that was perfect in every way) but a bully (who's design had some flaws) stole his laptop and got rid of her own. Because she was the daughter of the mayor, nobody believed she could do anything bad, and When Bob tried to steal it back, he got caught 'stealing' her laptop (because all of the laptops the school gave us were identical), because the bully was the mayor's daughter, nobody believed she could do anything wrong. Because of this he worked this lousy job for the mayor where he was essentially doing community service forever. We lit one of them off and it shot into the air. The mayor came out of town hall and yelled at Bob, but then went back in. The rocket had a little parachute and floated back down to the ground. Bob picked it up and told me that I'd better hurry lest I be late for school. I walked another block or two. Just like you would expect there were more bullies. (Three of them, the alpha bully, the big fat kid, and the small skinny kid.) I remember I tried to fight back but could not. They took my laptop and all of my textbooks, and then all ran off in different directions. I became semi lucid here and chased after the small skinny kid with my laptop who I caught. (Now of course all of these kids had parents who were important in town. The big kid was son of the mayor. The alpha bully was son of the principal. And this kids dad was the sheriff.) When I finally caught him we had arrived at school, he said that he had been bullied into being a bully and he wanted to help me. (And gave back my computer.) I told him that I had some ideas but I wanted him to stay out of it. ... The next morning, I took a can of spray paint and went into the school's parking lot, and spray painted... a very manly masterpeice... onto the car of the principal. (Bonus points, she had like a really fancy sports car). The school had at this point been exchanged with my own middle school. I went inside the school and found 'alpha bully's' locker. (Hardly anybody had showed up yet. If I remember correctly the only reason the school was open was that the swimming team would meet before first class.). I don't remember exactly how I got his locker open. I think I just listened for the tumblers with some kind of audio enhancing device that I had invented myself. But right when I did, someone came around the corner. It was one of the girls on the swim team. I did a 'one finger over lips be quiet' thing and she did one back. (Okay, she was on my side, not sure why.) And proceeded to plant the spray paint in his locker. ... In third period all of the bully characters sat next to me. The classroom looked exactly like my 6th grade English classroom except the teacher was really old and mean. The alpha bully kid looked really nervous. Only the big kid was missing. Then someone pulled the fire alarm. I knew almost instantly it was the big kid. ... My suspicion was confirmed. The alpha bully found out he had been framed, and panicked so he tricked the big kid into pulling the fire alarm in hopes that in the confusion, he could get off free. (He didn't). He was getting arrested by the police and struggling to get free. The big kid was getting arrested for pulling the alarm too. Then big bully pulled out a knife and tried to attack the bully for tricking him but the police tazed him. Bob showed up and asked me what was going on. I told him that I would explain later. We walked away from the scene, up on a hill above the school. Then to our surprise this spacecraft (that looked like a moon lander) landed next to us, and the people from the space agency got out. They saw all of the police and what not (there were a LOT of police now) and asked what was going on. I skipped the details and told them that the pressure on middle schoolers to competitively design a mars base was too much, and some hyjinx had occurred because of it. It was then revealed that the school had been duped. Apparently they weren't using our designs to build moon/mars bases at all and it was all part of an experiment they were doing to see how to make a more cooperative environment at the space agency. Bob was ticked. He stole their spaceship and flew away in it. That's the last thing I remember.
I was wandering in a mall with my mother. We were looking for something, until we stumbled upon a massage parlor. Mother's DC friend, a black woman with afro hair offered us a free massage. We went down stairs, there was a hallway with doors to massage rooms. The women that worked there were quite hot. My mother decided to take a session, while I hesitated and declined. I went back to entrance, but then I decided to check what it's worth and went back, but all the women were busy.
1) I'm in a different part of the country and I want to go home, but I can't. Then I'm in a house. There's a staircase with an iron bannister leading up to a bedroom with a nice view. I know it's a holiday house but think it's a bit bare, I remember walking up the stairs thinking the bedroom must be nice. Then someone knocks at the door. It's my dad with a friend, a much younger version of my dad, he has a Tshirt on but nothing below the waist, I'm quite shocked and don't look but sort of push past him. Then I'm outside and it's very sunny. I poor a vodka into a glass but pour far too much and think about putting it back in the bottle but decide to leave it in the glass for later. I don't drink any of it. 2) On a boat standing at the bow watching as we push through the water. Then I go back into the boat and it's some sort of sex lesson. I'm with a woman lying on the bed, fully clothed, talking about what we have to do and she isn't keen and I tell her that I will be gentle although I'm feeling very awkward myself. Nothing actually happens.
Fragments > I'm in my room at my mom's house, though the layout of my room is different. I'm using my laptop and am just about to shut it down. I think about the fact that there is still some porn running on it. I should probably close that down first. My little brother suddenly enters my room. I quickly close the lid on my laptop. > My mom's boyfriend is telling my little brother and I that it's about time to leave for the birthday of our cousin. My little brother isn't ready yet and is still doing some irrelevant things. I tell him to hurry and eventually I slap him across the face with a flat hand. Eventually, once we're outside, it turns out that my mom's boyfriend lied about how much of a rush we are in. I get pissed off and go back inside the house. Now I feel bad for hitting my little brother. > I'm at a family party it seems. There must be 20 - 30 people sitting on chairs in two long rows facing each other. I enter and say hai to everyone, cause going to everyone individually would take a lot of time. I see my 1,5 year old cousin. i think he's with my mom. I ask/tell him something and he tells me in Dutch that he doesn't want it, in a typical "I just learnt to say these words" type of speech pattern.
4/3/16: Dream 1: I was involved in some building competition in Minecraft where myself and some other people had to compete to build the most ambient build. We all had the same map to work with which largely featured a huge forest. We all flew around scanning the area for where to build when I had an idea. Everyone else would likely be building in the huge forest because it was so obviously ambient, so I chose to find somewhere else instead. I flew off to the side and found a beach leading into a desert like terrain. Someone else was with me, either on my team or a judge or something, who I explained all this thought process out to. I then starting working on the build. Eventually night fell and my first day of building was done. I had build a little desert shelter featuring a canopy, the lighting was superb and while it was small it didn't need to be much bigger for the ambience to shine. The other guy and I sat down by a fire and watched the night go by. Fragment: I was playing chess and checkers with my brother in a small cottage with my parents reading the newspaper/watching tv off to the side.
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