So, I keep having this dream, well not a lot but like three times in the past few months. This person whom I was close with and now miss like crazy is in my house for no apparent reason. She's just there. I don't know how she got there because I never let her in. But the thing is that it's always at like 2am and I'm always feeling super tired. And she won't leave. Like she just sits there in my house like it's completely normal. What I don't understand is why would I have dreams about wanting her to leave and be missing her at the same time? I don't understand. I hate this dream because I wake up all sad and wanting to go and talk to her, but she doesn't want to see me. Don't know what it means. What do you guys think??
I just awoke from a bizarre dream. I went to DFW airport in a matter of seconds, then was on a connecting flight to Germany (which was instant), and then I was in Germany, however I don't know which city. I was then at a rather large house and my dad was with me. I was attempting to have a nice lady assist me with my passport or visa, and for some reason she couldn't help me without my brothers help. My brother lives in Dallas, TX and it was something like 3am when I called him and told him the situation. Well, next thing I know, my brother and my mother were at the house in Germany. After all of that effort, I had just missed the passport/visa lady because she had left. I remember feeling angry at the lack of communication. However the anger subsided and I remember the four of us walking towards a beautiful sunset or sunrise and we all felt happy. Dreams are so weird.
3.18.16 Remembered when waking up. 1. I'm trying to give a ride to 2 people by telling them to get in my purse. Purse is normal size and we already stuffed their bags in it. Not these 2 females are suppose to fit there. I know it's not possible but I also know it is. It is giving me uncomfortable feeling. 2. I just dropped off a young boy at the school. I am debating with a teacher and this boy how is something not teacher's fault. She can't go back and re-teach kids that she taught 2-3 years ago when that knowledge was not available. 3. I'm at my grammas house, outside in the yard. There is a bed outside or something. I'm not sure what I'm doing. There is lots of yellow colors.
I should preface this by saying that for the last two days I have been having a really rough time getting to sleep. I have been waking up all night long and the oddest things have been waking me up. Light coming through my blinds (which is strange because nothing has changed in my room), lights being turned on by family members in other rooms of the house(this never bothered me before) and of course, my nieces running around because of Spring Break. For the last two days I have been on a smoothie/juice and raw diet, and practicing yoga, which has left me pretty tired. Unfortunately, it hasn't been leaving me tired enough to get into a good sleep. Last night was the first night this week that I was able to fall into what I consider to be a good sleep. I woke up maybe twice throughout the night, but I was able to return to sleep and dreams. After the first waking (got up, drank some water), I fell into a dream about a party. I was with my best friend. We were at what seemed like a club. There were lights flashing and a crowd of people in the dark background. She introduced me to a tall, dark man with a beard and a beautiful nose. I seemed to be enchanted by this man... so much so, that I actually put my hand to his face and stroked his beard. I could actually feel the beard on the back of my hand. (Very weird because I am not into beards, really. Well I wasn't until maybe this morning, lol). I woke up. 2nd dream...I am in a house with my best friend. We are staying at someone else's home for some sort of vacation. She has a rolling suitcase with her, its black. We are getting ready to leave. She tells me she is having menstrual cramps, and doesn't feel well at all. She says she needs meds and I go to the kitchen to get them. I am stopped by a man, who I call James (?). I, still in a robe, hug him tightly, then place both my hands on his face and ask him if he wants me to make him some coffee. I forget about my friend and start making coffee. I start the coffee and go into the bathroom to get dressed. All of a sudden I am dressed. I bend over to scrunch my hair, and when I stand up, I am a different person. I have long curly blondish hair, kinda poofy, and I am wearing some long earrings. My eyes are green. My face has full makeup and my body- I am a little over average weight, big hips and a small top. (In waking life, I am tall, average weight, tan with long black hair and brown eyes.) I am wearing a denim jacket and jeans...I leave the bathroom like normal. I see a two other guys standing around, waiting for me- because we are supposed to be leaving. I put both my hands out and kind of tickle one of them and tell him, "ok let's go". I am about to walk out of the front door when I remember the meds for my friend, who is a little grouchy because she has waited so long. I head back to the kitchen and ask her which medicine she prefers and she tells me she wants Tylenol and "the sweet one". I know what that is apparently and I reach into the cabinet to get two packets of meds from two boxes. There is a third box and I think she needs that, too. I am about to get the last packet when I wake up. At that point I just feel sad that I didn't get to give my friend the meds because she is sick. The first dream seemed very real. However, as I was waking up I could feel that it wasn't. I woke up quickly and didn't slip back into the same dream. In the second dream, once my outer appearance changed, I knew it was a dream. However, instead of waking up and taking control, I just kept going along with it like it didn't matter. I felt like I was going along to to see where it went. I can remember a lot of details about the "new girl" because I was so surprised. Her face is very clear in my mind. However... I am wondering what happened to the coffee for James, lol.
Language cafe I'm at a social gathering / semi language cafe. The coordinator is my thesis supervisor. He makes two groups and splits us up using a wall divider. One side is for people who want to speak in different languages, the other side for people who just want to talk to others. On my side of the wall are perhaps 6 people. I think I end up speaking some Spanish, despite my Spanish being shitty in real life. At a certain point the divider is removed. My classmate Kristen is with some people on the other side of it. She starts crying because the person she was talking to left. She's crying because she just wanted to meet someone and her plan fell through. She's totally burned out. I think my thesis supervisor tries to comfort her, though at this point he may have also turned into one of the other lecturers, who isn't capable of being very supportive. Fragments » I'm at a camping site. Several of my friends are there. It's already a bit dark out and it's quite a mess around here. As if a multi-day festival just took place... or a flood. We're working on inflating my mattress. It's quite a big thing. You can even open it using a zipper and then store your bags inside for safekeeping. There's also a flute looking attachment which you can use to manually inflate it a bit more. I recall talking to a guy I haven't met before, but I'm not sure what it was about. » I'm at a train station. I was sitting on the train, but a bit panicly came out. I think because I was afraid to miss my stop. Whilst walking the length of the platform my grey hat gets blown from my head and lands on the train tracks perhaps 5 or 10 metres away. It instantly combusts, though it partially survives. Physically I don't respond to this at all. In my mind I think it sucks, cause I bought that one in Indonesia. It is my own fault. I could feel my hat shifting a little bit due to the wind, but did nothing to stop it. The second pull is what made it fly away. » We've gone on a trip with our class and now we're headed back.. by bus? We're going back to the central meeting point. One girl is disappointed by that, cause her house is in the opposite direction. » I'm with some classmates. One of them is making a fuzz over having kissed one of our classmates. » I'm sitting in class. Two of my classmates are arguing and eventually it resorts to one of them being silent and the other intermittently shouting "why won't you listen to me?!" or something along those lines. After a while the lecturer threatens to stop the lecture if my classmate doesn't stop interrupting it. My classmate says he'll be cool, but in the end.. nope.
It was an early summer afternoon. I was going back home from school. I looked at the dark, cloudy sky - thunderstorm was coming. I was with group of classmates, but on the way they all dispersed except for a blonde dude. As I was getting closer to my home, I felt arising danger. Suddenly a local drunk of my hometown appeared. He was driving a car - it was a silver Volkswagen car. He was driving in my direction and smiling ominously. He hit me with the car and I landed on my back in a wayside trench, hitting ground with my head. It happened so quick that I only felt car hitting my body and ending down the trench, I haven't felt pain. The thunderstorm started, it was raining and thunders shot across the sky. I couldn't move, everything went black. Water quickly filled the trench, I tried to hold my breath, thinking if that blonde dude would get me out of the water. He didn't, I tried to hold my breath but I managed to do it only for a short while. The water was cold, it filled my lungs and body quickly, I have drowned. The feeling of cold water on my skin and lying down there, filled with the liquid - my last sensations were somehow calming, even pleasurable. Suddenly I found myself on the roadside. The clouds have dispersed, but it was still grim. I entered my house and felt like going to toilet. I entered it and in place of toilet seat I saw a huge pink stroller. I thought about a monster that could possibly hide inside the stroller, but then with another thought I declined such possibility. Suddenly random people appeared from nowhere, and the place quickly changed from a toilet in my house to a hotel room. It was a bit modestly, but modernly furnished. People prepared to drive for a trip while I was just waking up. I thought that it's good that I have a contract with travel agency, as they give me 10% of their profit for taking guests.
at great risk of being banned or maybe even flogged hehe, am gonna post this beautiful little video link, which i had hoped to post in such a manner that you could all see the start screen, only no one responded to my questions on that (snif...) anyway... it's really really nice! and it's only about lucid dreaming! so pleaseee don't punish me... https://vimeo.com/3971434 i think it's really lovely
3.18.16 Last night bed around 10pm. Woke up from nightmare at 1:26am. I don't remember having this nightmare since childhood. A few nightmares about churches, but not this same feeling. DR I'm in a church thats illuminated by soft yellow light of many candles. There is some force that I'm desperately trying to stay away from. I know it knows I am there, but I'm trying really hard to stay away from it's sight. There is some singing and I either sing or participate in the last song that I'm still humming when I wake up. It's a well known classical piece. I'm quickly putting away a chair behind a curtain in a room, not wanting to be seen. Then I quickly kneel on a side of large bed with other people. It's some kind of a ritual, not in a bad way, more like celebrating or rather commemorating. Jesus/baby Jesus is on the bed, or just a representation of him. Bed sheets are yellow/golden and white, same as everything else in 2 rooms I can see. The bed is large, it fills up the whole small room. This room doesn't have walls on at least 2 sides, only corners, and golden/whitish heavy drapes are hanging in these corners. I never see this force, but the image of it I have is that it's something taller than avarage human. It never really hurt me, I don't know why I am so scared of it. The childhood recurring dream with same force is me walking around the neighborhood at night and this force being there as well.
Morning of March 18, 2016. Friday. This is a typical and easily decoded fishing dream (though my views on this common dream situation have changed somewhat over the years with new realizations and additional evidence) where I “expect” to catch a very large fish and do hook one but wake before fully reeling it in. I am near a bridge in an unknown region. The bridge is fairly high from the area near the shore where I go to fish. (A bridge typically represents either deeper dream entry or waking, but I do not utilize it here in any way.) I soon hook into a giant walleye, which is between twenty and thirty feet long (which is of course, ridiculous, especially as it stays on my line the whole time). I slowly reel it in and it splashes near the surface, filling spectators with awe. Its tail sweeps up from the surface, whale-like. An unknown man and his annoying large dog appear on the scene. I am not sure of what breed of dog it is, but it is possibly a Doberman. The man seems oblivious to the large fish I am reeling in. Soon, feeling amused, I deliberately reel the fish towards the dog, which is splashing in the water a few feet from shore. The big fish rises up from the water and swallows the dog in one gulp (the fish directly facing me as he does so). The man looks bewildered. I feel no regret and actually have to hold back laughter. In a short time, the water starts to lower somewhat, which represents the instigation of the waking process (and has as such since very early childhood, the first documented instance being in 1965). As I have found even more evidence that well serves the meaning, I will still note that fish have different meanings depending on the situation, as does a whale, even transitory meanings - for example, a large fish is the essence (and projection) of the dream self until caught by the dream self where it then becomes the emergent consciousness in being pulled from the dream state. This dream uses the “swallowing the dream remnants” transition and is analogous to the “Pinocchio” story on one level. Carefully considering the elements, I typically see a large fish or a whale as a dream self projection while it is in water (especially going deeper into a body of water). However, the giant fish in this dream is actually my emergent consciousness rising from the dream state (body of water) to swallow the dog (dream remnants and dream self projection, which are rendered as annoying and “intrusive” concerning my dawning awareness in getting closer to waking). This relates directly to the “Pinocchio” story, confirmed by the fact that Pinocchio is “not a real boy” (until the end of the story) and is thus solely the dream self rather than a thread or projection of the conscious self (the latter as with apex lucidity where the conscious self is almost completely aware, fully in the dream body, and fully in control). The whale or emergent consciousness swallows the dream self, instigating the waking transition. Swallowing is a form of coalescence of dream self and waking self and if you believe the theory of how complex cells came to evolve (through engulfed bacterium) then it makes even more sense. This pattern of dream meaning can be seen in a few dreams; the boa swallowing Danny (as he was on a scaffold which also represents getting closer to waking), the miniature lion swallowing our daughter, a very large catfish swallowing an unknown male, and so on, all during the waking transition, including even the one where each larger box “swallows” each smaller box in a series.
1) Some sort of very long dirve with my children to get some lunch. We had lunch then started driving back. A waitress came up to the side of the car as we were driving with another portion of food. there was a lot more to this dream I wish I could remember it. 2) In some sort of concrete underground structure with our dog. He wandered over to an elevator in the corner and there was a woman there who sent him back to us. Then a very large muscled man came over and was stroking the dog. He suddenly slapped my wife very hard across the arms. I knew I couldn't do anything phyically so shouted 'Do you mind?' and e looked shocked and walked away, my wife didn't seem too bothered. 3) Talking on the phone in a corridor in some sort of college. 4 students raced up and grabbed the phone. I recognised them and knew I had just seen them on TV they were going to take part in some amazing magic event (I read about Paul Daniels dying today). I was excited to see them and was going to ask if I could join in, it was so exciting. 4) An old work colleague had moved to a flat in London opposite the Royal London Hospital. In the background I could see the HEMS helipad. He was building his own helipad to fly his light aircraft from. He was telling me how his wife had messed up his tunnel to the pad and it was downstairs, he really wanted to come out in the bright sunlight. I looked around his helipad, it looked good I could see all the detail of the metalwork holding the safety netting around the edge. He was talking to me and I decided I needed some cups of tea, I poured the first 2 into cups then the next one into a cat basket, and the next into something else soft - they soaked up all the tea so I decided it wasn't the best idea.
I have had two nights in a row of dreaming of meteors appearing in the sky in the daytime, looking like jet contrails but there are thousands of them in every direction. Well...i also dreamed of zombies too... so there ya go. I love melatonin. It's like tripping on mushrooms in your sleep.
I dreamt I was visiting some friends in Canada, that recently had to move back. We had arrived at their Tae-Kwon Do school, one was wearing his dobak with a camo belt (a kids rank) I was really confused becuase he's a third degree and out ranks a kids rank? I walked up to him and smiled and said hi. He smiled back and gave me a really big hug. I told him I couldn't go to class becuase I had to get settled, he started walking with me back to the house where we were all staying. "What are you doing," I ask. He replies,"I don't want to go to Tae-Kwon Do." Which really confused me becuase we're all obsessed with it. He then gives me a really big hug and tells me he missed me. I then smile and wake up.
Dreamt I was a photographer on a job taking pictures of a gorgeous mixed woman with freckles.
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