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12/3/16:
Dream 1: I was playing around with different shouts in skyrim and looking through the different books in the game to see if I had all of them.

Dream 2: I was at high school in a classroom with some random people from my year level. I was sitting on one side of the room but then moved over to the other side to talk to someone. I think there was a fire so we all had to evacuate.

Dream 3: I was on a bus with quite a few weird people on it. There were two old, mentally unstable people at the front talking loudly about random stuff and there was a guy at the back who was super bogan and super high. The bus stopped and that guy at the back walked forwards to head out. He saw those two people at the front and yelled out at them and they shook hands and started drinking beer from the old guys bag.

Dream 4: I was filming an action scene using a green screen outside of a house. I was in a small, claustrophobic area with the greens screen behind me and we took a few shots at the scene, which involved a motorcycle going past.

Dream 5: I was outside of a large mansion which had some serious security. The fences and gates were camouflaged to blend in with the trees and they were reinforced with sandbags and metal bars. The owner of the place came out to meet me, carrying a shotgun, and he told me about how he build the place himself and was using it as a shelter from all the bad stuff in the world, sort of like doomsday preppers but on crack.

Dream 6: I was in a university building on a floor filled with open plan office areas as well as study rooms. I walked through the office and got some mission/assignment from someone there to take home. The next day though I needed to go in, however it was a holiday so the place was almost empty.

Second Awakening
Dream 7: I was at some sort of technology expo involving a Chinese and Australian company working in partnership. I travelled downstairs from a garden with the other guests into this huge room with tv screens everywhere showing a soccer game for some reason. Some people gave speeches in both Chinese and English and I wandered about looking at all the different stuff. I think we then got shuffled down to the level below where there was a theatre with some promotional film playing.

Dream 8: I was walking down a street near my house with my little brother, talking to him about how to use public transport and giving him advice on that sort of stuff.

Dream 9: I was watching an online tutorial on how to build this clock-like device from scratch, similar to an online uni course or something. I followed along for a while and then someone I knew from high school popped into the chat with someone else an asked what this was, then saw me and was like "heyyyy, long time no see" and stuff like that. After that another person taking the course revealed to me they also went to my school and I strted talking with him.

I appear in a car with someone I don't remember ever meeting before. He looks like he's 10 years old and somehow he is in the driver seat. We're driving and I decided it's best to look out the window to see where we are. Judging from what I can see, we're in the middle of no where through a desert on a one way road. Suddenly this other car showed up shooting behind us. So we decided to shoot at the car. We had more gun power and the car began to drive away as we continue to chase it.

However as we're going faster than the speed limit and shooting at this random car. A cop car like in most typical movie is park on the side of the dusty road. He sees this and begins to drive toward us. I tell the kid in the driver seat to keep driving away. I continue checking the back of the window to see if we were losing the cop. Fortunately we did and I proceeded to tell the boy to forget life rules and just do what you're after. He nods his head with a smirk while parking to a near by Diner.

We enter inside and my semi lucidity has now turn in to lucidity. I decided its best to act like I'm not dreaming but instead myself in to thinking I'm in waking life using some virtual reality technology. I look using my eyes to see if there was a person that could take our order? A woman in a green sweater and dark brown pants pass through the door. As I approach her the kid in the car taps my shoulder a few times. I turn around saying I'm with someone at the moment while asking what did he want?

He leads me to a section in the diner where there were a lot of chairs. I sat down on one of them as he decides to sit on the floor. There was another kid sitting beside me and I figure I might as well act like I know the guy since we're in virtual reality. I say hey, he looks at me and says it's been some time and ask what have I been doing? I laugh and said just some bad driving. I look in the direction of the 10 year old boy. Just when I did this I had this moment that I knew his name.

I ask Willie will he be working on that soon? He gives me this face gesture that says really? He couldn't believe I thought his driving skills were bad. He replies with yea we're going to have to talk about this after we're through here. This reminds me that I've been lucid for a decent amount of time. The difference in how I view the experience was working. It was after this that the two kids and I got up and went in to the back section of the diner. We enter this dark stairway, the dream scene look entirely different from the old 40's diner. The two kids have change to different dream characters and my lucidity went back to semi lucid. Later on I have an FA and then woke up. Lucidity Time: 4 minutes

This one is a little silly, but I was really excited to have a dream to post!

I was my character- Cassus. I was with my friend (a girl, no one I know in the waking life) in a room the size of a small arena. Dark earth tones. We stood across from each other on either side of the room, and we were having an epic Yu-Gi-Oh duel. there was a dip in the floor between us where the holograms appeared. We played "monsters" that shouldn't even be in the game, like celebrities. I don't remember any monsters or moves actually played, until my friend drew the game changer. THOR. I yelled, "NO! NOT MY FATHER!" And on top of that she somehow equipped him with a field spell card. Long geometric stones shifted into slots and things glowed and suddenly Thor was swimming in black goo. His outfit also got darker. He gave a sinister laugh and I knew we were in trouble. He wasn't just a hologram, he wasn't part of the game. I knew we had to run. Or rather, fly. My friend couldn't fly, but somehow I could, using Cass' big gun. I wondered how my arms didn't get tired, carrying my friend with one arm, and holding onto the flying gun with the other. (Why didn't I just shoot Thor?) (Oh, probably because he's my father.) It was an epic and dangerous chase and we couldn't shake Thor, that is until we entered a kids' water park, where we lost him. I was watching myself as a child with friends from school. I wanted them to look at me and think, "Wow, you become THAT?" But they didn't seem too thrilled.

Peter Pan and The Lost Boys

I think this was the longest part of the dream, but I don't recall much detail or lucidity. I recall that I was playing with a group of children. We have a clubhouse and the most prominent detail that I remember is that there is a stairway immediately inside the front door. As we play, I start flying and they were so excited to see that. I show them that they could fly too.

At some point the dream resets. Maybe I woke and re-entered.

Michael

I return to the clubhouse. It looks like the same house with the entry and stairway. But it's dark and quiet now. I search the house for my gang of Lost Boys but don't find them. I exit back through the front door and onto the front porch.

There's a driveway in front of the house and I see a car parked. I sense this is not right. There's a strange man in the driver's seat of the car. He doesn't belong here. He's an intruder. I walk out to confront him. I pull him out of the car. I turn him around and push him down the driveway out into the road. I don't hurt him or use any special powers. I just sent him out on his way to somewhere else.

I am moved by this because in a recent dream I had promised The Goddess that I would have courage. I would catch people when they fall and I would protect those in danger. I would not just watch and think. I would act.

Then the Peter Pan idea connects with this new idea of the guardian angel. And I start flying again.

The Light

I fly up to a comfortable height. But tonight I feel the urge to go higher. And higher. And higher again. The world is still mostly dark below me. On the horizon, I see a sliver of The Sun. I compel The Sun to rise and it obeys my command. It climbs into the sky. It is so intensely bright, but it doesn't hurt to stare at it. Because I am so high up, I must be in space, so the light doesn't fill the ambient sky. It remains a bright circle against the dark background.

Emboldened, I compel another Sun to rise. This one is different. It is bright green and it has rings like Saturn. I compel yet another Sun to rise. And this one is bright red with darker spots like craters on Mars.

I am in awe of how beautiful it is. I brought the light and the Sun. And then, of course, I remember: the clay and the potter. I'm acting like the potter again. Is that wrong? Maybe I have created a false duality with this idea of clay. I think of Forrest Gump, the wise idiot: "Maybe it's both."

I look at my hands. What hath God wrought?

I wake up and reflect.

I realize this new synthesis doesn't conflict with the clay and the potter. The idea of the clay doesn't assert that God and man are separate. It only means that it is folly to be so proud and think you can fully understand divinity. In fact, the parable doesn't instruct the clay to accept being just clay. It only instructs the clay not to quarrel with the potter.

Then I think about Michael, the guardian angel, and recognize the same theme. His name means: "Who is like God?" That's a bit cryptic though. More plainly, it means: The angel defends against those who falsely claim to be like God. But it's not wrong to claim to be divine. It's only wrong to claim to be above or replacement for God. Again, the trap is in the false duality where I try to fit as one or the other. Maybe it's both.

3.12.16

Day shifts this week. Last night bed 9pm - 3 am. 4:30am shift.

I am with another adult and 2 kids. Walking on some kind of a berm and seashore I think in Sweden. We suppose to get to the other side of the bay, across the water. There is a narrow path I see, surrounded by water. It's a low tide and we can walk across on the rock all covered in green moss and still wet.

At some point we walked up on a hill that was along some other path and I saw the bay in the distance, with a smallish town huddled on it's shore. Windows all lit up, otherwise only dark silhuettes of the houses were visible, because it was at night.

First dream

I was in home, packing my books to a backpack. With sisters we drove to my school, to German language lesson. Sisters sat on the sides of classroom, I sat within classmates. Teacher - a blonde woman wearing a black jacket and black trousers. She was walking around the class and checking out notebooks. She also talked with my older sister if she's going to stay in country.

Second dream, short MILD

I was in my backyard, running into fields behind my house. Someone fooled me and I had to chase him. I could see the city far away in the distance. Running through fields was really tiring. I thought "I must get there quicker. I should fly there, and if I'll be able to fly, it would mean that I'm dreaming!" I tried to jump high up and fly, but somehow I couldn't manage to do it. I jumped up again, thinking "This is a dream, and I expect that I'll be able to fly." Despite previous problems with flying, I managed to fly quite well, flopping my hands like wings. When I stopped moving I lowered my altitude. I was flying quicker and quicker, and in the end I landed in a main square of a city. Someone called me to local sports square. It was a dude wearing a dark blue sports suit. Without anything better to do I decided to play something with that dude. We took volleyball balls and started throwing at each other. My balls flown with supersonic speed. His ball missed and landed nearby. I tried to lightly kick it so he could have it again, but the ball flown high up in the sky and disappeared. After a while I woke up.

Fragment

I was in home. My family was taking care of a group of small kittens. One day some kind of businessman appeared and bought all of them. We visited them frequently.

Little fragments:

- Being made to feel very insignificant by my wife, then yelling at her and feeling bad.
- In a queue of people going into a shop, I tried to help my wife up some steps but she just brushed me off and told me to leave alone, I felt awful.
- Running up a steep path with a friend from many years ago, I playfully raced him, he seemed very angry with me and walked off.

- Somthing to do with skiing, looking a brochure

Dream 1 - Through windows
I'm out running with a dog (I don't have a dog irl) and I'm at the corner of the bottom of the road towards the intermediate school I used to go to. I spot a red car passing by and glance my friends sister, I don't get time to wave though. It's such a pain when that happens... >_<.
I'm home now and I'm in the bathroom looking in the mirror. I mumble something about how I always seem to see her through windows.. "Hello!" she says, *jump scared and turns around*. I can see her through the crack of the open window, she's next to the front door. She says something about how we always see each other through windows, I then say something about it which makes her laugh and I head to the front door.
Stepping outside I greet her with a hug, but it kind of lingers with my hands on her thighs and her hands on my arms. My hearts beating fast for some reason, what the hell? We talk a bit and she steps back so we're not awkwardly touching anymore. I was pretty relieved by this, it seemed a little weird.

Dream 2 - Masks lucid
I didn't bother remembering much about this one but it was lucid. I remember just realizing I was dreaming and reached out to a person and patted him on his shoulder, as some kind of lucidity confirming action. I was in a dull grey building made of stone, like a cheap place to rent for a large party. I turned and walked out, stopped, stabilized the dream and continued. I don't remember much that I did other than walk for like 20 + seconds, but every single person I saw had these creepy masks on. I remember two people that passed by wearing a mask the resembled a messed up dobby and the other with a mask like gollum... I didn't remember to do any dream goals or tasks.

Dream 3 - Cricket and chickens
I remember being in a room where my ex gf and her family (+ and apparently some chickens) were staying. I think we just got the kid(s) to sleep and my ex was off in the kitchen doing something. I went in and saw that she had been watching cricket on TV, it bugged me quite a bit because I never even knew she liked cricket (she doesn't like cricket and doesn't even really watch TV lol).
"When did you start watching cricket?" I ask, feeling like there was so much she never told me. She responded about something else, not really noticing that I was a bit annoyed and seamlessly skirting the question so that it would 'become a big deal' if I asked again. A chicken scuttled past me, shit, they're not supposed to get in the kitchen. There was a black feathered one and a much larger ginger one that was the biggest in the coop. I remember the big one being difficult as heck to catch.

Dream 4 - Tiger cat
I remember being in the family room sitting down and writing stuff at a small square table. I remember having a jumper on and thinking that it was cold, so I put another jumper over it... Previously in the dream we had acquired or saved a couple kittens, one of which was actually a tiger. I remember the tiger was getting older now so we had to do something about it, otherwise it would probably kill us. I talked to my mum about it, it was kind of hard because we were attached to the new addition to the family, but we knew we had to send it somewhere else.

howdy dream friends

haven't had much of anything different to report on or offer here of late (if ever lol) as nothing works, at least not for me it doesn't waa

so all i can do is to try every nite, as usual duh, and keep a journal here about how i didn't dream last nite either nor the nite before and so on... (boring!)

however... a strange thing did happen last nite while i was watching and playing around with those white lines i mentioned?

i was lying there just wishing maybe something would happen for a change, such as perhaps seeing more than just those white lines? e.g., some of the details in between those lines, other parts of the room as well i mean instead of big blank/grey spaces... when all of a sudden, and just for a moment because it gave me such a shock that i kind of recoiled back out; everything kinda lit up with a glaring bright white light and it distinctly felt as though my whole head had gone through the wall (or something) into the room next door, except that it was daytime in there!?!?

i can also add that it was frightening and that i nearly poo'ed the bed in shock (lol) but it was all over so fast that i didn't even have time to examine anything before i was right back in the dark shaking like a leaf hahaha...

has anyone else ever experienced something like this, and if so what the hell was it?

i do hope it's something!

with kindest regards from spinny

I had a dream that a buncha friends and I went snowboarding and one of my buddies mom kept taking a picture and adding his gf in. For some reason she wasn't there, and saying in loving memory of megan. An we miss you dearly megan. In my dream I was really confused
dreamskip
I'm at a funeral and my buddy is crying pretty badley, I'm not really sure what to do so I give him a big hug.