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I was in this beautiful place with rivers, colorful plants, bridges, houses & people. I was just starting to become lucid when my damn iPhone started screaming. I tried to get back in the dream but my phone went off again. My doctors office billing department called & then left a msg about how they are sorry that a lab keeps trying to charge us for stuff that was supposed to go to them. So now I'm awake but still sick & my dreams details were lost. I've been over extending myself so much while I'm sick so it's carrying over into my every day life. I need some real genuine rest but now it's Friday & I have to be awake & give some of my time to my husband because he works a ridiculous amount of hours to take care of me. I'm just so tired & I can't breathe. Still blowing my nose & my throat hurts. Maybe I'll get to bed before midnight & get a good lucid anyway.

I tend to have these dreams a lot especially when I feel really lonely, I meet a person in my dreams and we go on adventures and have fun and while I really love the dream and just want to spend eternity in them when I wake up I end up feeling even more alone.

This is kind of like an anime style dream because my companion was a younger version of an anime character on one of my favorite anime's, in this dream I move to the United States and it is my first day in school and my first class is History and I sit down next to this kid who is at least 3 years younger then me and I was in my dream 17 at the time. We introduce ourselves he says his name is Sam and I ask if we could share the history book because I don't have one and he says it's ok. We end up hanging out after that and talk about our lives and it turns out he is from the same country as I was and we both just moved here. My sister ends up taking a trip back to our mother country and I ask Sam if he wants to go along and we go back for vacation and we end up on this farm and there is a tractor the owner lets us drive around the dirt paths on and I told Sam he could go ahead and drive if I could borrow his history book and study so I we are on the tractor talking and I am studying as well.

And that is pretty much the end of the dream I wish I could remember more but I have this issue where I wake up and fall back asleep several times putting me into different dreams and I find it harder to remember the first dream. Unfortunately with my companions I never end up in another dream with them so I have to say goodbye to Sam. I will miss you kid, you were an awesome companion. I believe I have these dreams because it represents what I seek: the perfect best friend that you go on adventures with and hang out and of course one that doesn't end up hurting me psychologically or emotionally.

Dream - Lucid

I was definitely lucid last night for a little bit, but the only things I remember about it are:

-It felt like I was loosely hanging onto the dream, as in I would feel the head buzz and see the dream form, and then it would go dark and happen again, and
-I was naked and imagining someone having sex with me though they never materialized in the dream, and I had a SUPER intense orgasm when I started to touch myself. I am pretty sure I was not woken from the dream afterwards either, something I have been getting better at over the years. I was focusing, in the dream, on not being woken up.

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I was looking at my UHRS report online. I saw some weird numbers that looked like I had missed a ton of questions, but on closer inspection they looked ok. I had notes in red underneath some, one I remember saying something along the lines of "don't just do a few and get tired of them." There were no capital letters used.

I had other dreams too, NLDs, but this had been a weird morning for me as my daughter is hanging out with her Nana for the weekend and I got to sleep in (!!!!!) which never happens. I'm trying to recall but it's proving difficult. Also, I've had a lot on my mind as we are moving a week from today and there is so much that still needs to be done and I am stressed beyond belief. Definitely hampers my recall.

There were some longer cinematic dreams in the night. Seems like I was always waking from a dream. No recording during the night so recall's somewhat fragmented now.

+(f) (outside, daylight) I see my father sitting in a group on a chair, and I notice my mother sitting with him and think that's odd because she died but spend no more time thinking about it. She looked really happy.

+ I'm climbing up some hallway that narrows down to a tiny space and I'm trying to find an opening to get through. I see an opening up and to my left and it appears to be a bedroom with young man. I climb up there and there is a whole world there, a garden, I'm walking around doing stuff, someone made a bong out of a <my musical instrument> and I'm looking at it and wondering if I can play it.

At some point in this adventure I'm in a footrace with an Indian man. I feel my legs moving incredibly fast.

Some short dozing dreams wrapped up the night:

+ I'm parking cars with my dad into my CH garage. I see a car in there spinning its wheels on oil on the slick concrete floor. We're packing about 3 cars into this (single car, now)

+ at the fight: I'm sitting sandwiched in between two huge beefy muscular guys in the audience at a boxing match. I say "man the thing about these events is that everybody who comes here is a fighter!" My arms are pushed up against my side, these guys feel as solid and unyielding as tree trunks. There's a big commotion in the ring and some guy is telling a story about how he trampolined off of the floor the ring and sailed through the air (into a throng of people?) This replays in my mind a few times.

+ standing outside with wife in some random place talking about our bank account & interest & taxes, I'm trying to prove that even with taxes we should invest in an interest-bearing account, some guy comes by and doubts my analysis.

D1 - I had a recurring dream (long term) of being in a large house. The house was incredibly familar though it was not one i've ever been in the waking state. It was a sunny day and the house had a load of rooms all on the ground floor. I was trying to stop someone from getting in, with a great feeling of vunerability. The house had a main front door which was easy enough to lock but the back door which was way back in the kitchen (seemed to remind me of a house from my childhood, my Aunties) had a wooden fairly plain white door. I knew the lock very well and kept trying the small silver key in the lock but it was just turning and not locking it.

D1 Part 2 - In the same house in the front room standing with a girl next to a padded red sofa. We are talking about new beginnings and that if you are serious you need to sow your seeds deep. Only then will things be deep rooted and survive the tests of time.
So we start a journey down into the depths of some subteranean place, deeper and deeper, it is all very red and purple down there and dark. We eventually get deep enough in that other world and plant our seeds. On return I find that plants? of some kind are growing out of my dna and sprouting from my arms, this is good apparently. Things have taken root at a deep level.

D1 Part 3 - In the same room in the house, the girl is gone and a boy is their, I am now on a white sofa talking to him. he has blonde hair compared with her black hair. We are talking about synchronicity.
At this point the phone rings, it is a white corded landline. I change my talking voice the sound of the phone making a strange melody
then the doorbell rings, it is the girl. And I continue my melody adding the new electronic sound, like a strange magpie to my existing melody. The sound would be very hard to describe lol. but is very clear in my dream, a trill whir of lots of high pitched sounds melded.
I see the pattern as a three dimensional shape of many sides, snake like, its sides have shades of white flowing through it.

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I have a great fear of opening up to people but obviously would like people to come into my home and have visitors, if they are safe.
It is a lonely existence hiding.
I am hoping to make a fresh start and build relationships with people in my life.
I see synchronicities everywhere.

19/5/6
Dream 1: I was watching an ad on tv for a primary school fete. They were interviewing a few of the kids, and four of them in a row all had beards or five o'clock shadows, more significant than what I can grow haha. I mentioned this to my dad, who rewinded to have a look, then suggested that maybe they were European (lol).

Fragment: Something about different religions.

Dream 2: I was building a large scale remote control car style thing. I had finished it and it was in a long tunnel. I hopped in and set off, starting off slowly but gaining speed, extremely nervous about whether it would work.

I recall a fragment. It was dark, the sky was just black. First I was in home, finishing renovating it, then I found myself in a club with brother and his pals. I met one of my classmates and we went to a parking lot and drove a car.

5.19.16

Bed at 11pm. Alarm at 6:15 to go to a 8am gig at my second job, but woke up from a DILD at 5am.

I'm in a room and everything has green tint to it. I wonder out loud "why is everything green"? And I answer to myself with big grin "Because it's a dream".

Scene changes and now I'm walking down a busy street. I quickly decide I finally want to talk to a DC and I turn to a guy walking next to me with a question "Whats your name?". He gets confused and he clearly has no idea, all he manages is "uhmmm and errrr". I think to myself I should find a DC who is not just in my mind but who can think for himself.

I'm in a small room following the void state fromt the previous lucid. My awareness breaks through without RCing, and I find myself lucid in an area closely resembling a section of a high-scale hotel. There is dark marble throughout the counter tops, and mirror against some portion of the wall. A high quality sink is in this area along with some toiletrees. I think back to the goal I've been working on and try to imagine a cacao bar in one of the small boxes. The same situation from the previous lucid repeas, and there's a tasteless piece of papery material inside when I imagine it to be there. I begin turning to see where the room leads to an enter the first door. It is a very small room with a lounge chair of some sort. I quickly turn away, and open a door on the adjacent wall. Another small rooms lays beyond. I turn once again, and the same sitautuoin repeats. I finally open the door on the 4th wall and find another small room with a bath inside of it. However, it's another dead-end. I step inside, and look at the intricate pattern on the dark red tile above the bath. I decide I'm going to phase into another dream through this wall. I begin sliding into the wall, and my vision starts heading to a blackout. I begin imagining a snow scene. Nothing forms, so I begin trying to imagine a mountain peak with a shrine. The visuals don't catch on, so I think back to a podcast, and imagine myself driving a high-end sports car up a mountain path. I begin to get some tactile sense, but the dream fades and I wake up.

I'm with S in an area resembling a kitchen following the previous lucid. I am standing in front of a tall counter top with a dark marble surface, and she is standing in front of me to the left of the counter. I'm aware of how 'strange' things feel, and do a noseplug. I breathe and become lucid. I turn away from her slightly, and repeat"I'm lucid! I'm lucid!". Past where S is standing lays a doorway entering into a hall beyond. I get the impression that this leads to the hotel-like setting of the previous dream. At this point I decide to get started on some dream goals. I think back to one goal and my previous lucid and want to try eating a massive cacao bar and feeling the effects. I look around the counter top and determine it would be a good idea to just imagine it's inside of one of the containers on the counter. I peer inside the box, pretend it's what I'm looking for and take a bite. It's fairly tasteless, and tastes pretty much like paper. My mind isn't convinced. I decide to continue on down the hallway and enter to the next section of the dreamscape. At this point, the dream goes void, and I hold my awareness through a minute long segment, awaiting the next to form. I lose lucidity for brief time as the new dream forms.

I find myself in a void intermission following a dream about progress of one of my students. I feel my dream body in the void and focus on relaxing it completely; part of my mind understands that I will enter into an LD from here. I find myself in a house, and quickly do a noseplug. I breathe and become lucid. I become excited, and focus on my goals and mantra of extending the dream duration. I keep thelling the dream that it will last for an hour. I shout "this will last for an hour" with conviction several times. I continue on down one of the hallways. I feel as though I am in a combination of a house/hotel with many hallways connecting various rooms. I explore for a bit. There is a lot of vividness to this iniitial portion, however *there is a section of the dream around this portion which slipped from memory due to subsquent dreams*. I think back to previous goals once again and think of eating a huge cacao bar and feeling the effects. I'm appreciating the length and stability of the dream and have the thought that it is lasting quite a few minutes. Before I continue on to the goal, the dream fades and I enter a FA.

Non-lucid. Totally lost my dream this morning because Meesha Cat was all over my head, literally! Between that & my phone going off & me being so late today that I just went through my grocery day & doctor's appointment all naturelle. Had a no make-up day & had to just throw some clothes on, put my hair in a ponytail & off I went! lol