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February 28th 2018

I remember been in a weird maze, all so dark and noisy at the same time. With a lot of creatures inside, much like the inside of my seal.

I was aware about it been a dream, but more important than that is the fact that I could tell that something was wrong with me. I was walking around the maze with my hand on the walls to get out quickly, not thinking about using Scan or teleportation.

Eventually, found one of the noises came from a big dog eating some humans, walked over to the dog and just let myself fall on it. The room was lit by a torch the human brought with himself and the dog got mad and started to try and bite me, he was tossing my body around the place but couldn’t hurt me at all.

I was so tired, felt myself been thrown over to the walls and the ceiling and there was dust everywhere and could see the mouth of the dog all around my body, it was pretty crazy and I felt like shit but didn’t fight it at all.

Finally after some time, the dog got bored of throwing me around. He started to try and eat me, he placed his giant paw on my back as I was lying down and tried to use his mouth to tear my arm apart but he couldn’t do it, he kept his paw on my back and tried with other body parts.

I finally got up after a while and then let myself fall on the back of the dog. He started to growl at me and bark, I just got confy and then forced him down to the ground so I could rest on him.

Was looking at the ceiling, wondering what could be done when a giant snake came by the maze. The snake stares at the dog and me and decides the dog is a better prey since its bigger than me. I am looking at the snake and tell it not to bother the dog who is now in an offensive position, growling at the snake.

The snake is slightly bigger than normal ones, 20 or so meters long I believe. I am still on the floor when the snake lunges at the dog and I get mad, because he is my pillow. Get up and walk over to the snake and dog fighting, grab the snake by the head and take it off the dog. The snake then grabs me and tries to kill me through suffocation which I easily get rid off and then put the snake down, let it slither away onto the maze.

The dog is about to growl and bark at me bust I just grab him and place him on the floor again to rest more. “I’m not feeling well” tell the guy inside of me, he seems to notice but can’t do anything. I want to talk to him but feeling so out of it…

We start to hear really heavy steps and we see a demon with blade arms, it lounges at us and I stop the blades, place it on the ground and kick it a few times. It growls at us and I take off a bit of his mouth then kick him out of the way, order the dog back down and sit on his lap then glare at the demon to go away.

Back to sleep.

I see the world around still dark… I become lucid while floating in space and then realize that I still have a goal to finish. Place myself in a sitting position and take out the seal from the bearer I have inside of me, then summon Chivis and create the other guardians for the new site.

I spread all of my powers to them, been feeling shitty and actually have trouble seeing at all. I feel like dying even before making this. Look at all of them as they are born “Who are you” they ask “This is your new world, protect it” is my answer to them.

I start to arch down… I feel weaker and the seal starts to dissipate as I pass my power on to them. This is the last seal, what will happen with me? What is going to happen with my dreams? So many questions. The dragon and Chivis lift up my head so I can look at all five of them, right now they are all small like a little dog, but they keep growing as the seal dissipates form the center outwards.

I smile at them and let them know I shall come back in another form, I keep on arching so the dragon lifts me up and keeps me straight. Chivis is somewhat uninterested but she seems to be looking at her new power. I am so confused and weak, start to feel like my consciousness is fading and that the dream is about to end. They start talking and start to ask me questions, tell them to be as strong as they possibly can for the future and then the seal on me dissipates completely and at the same time my consciousness fades to black completely, the next thing I know is that I’m wide awake on bed.

Back to sleep.

I wake up in the middle of a weird location, stand up and feel myself heavier than normal. Is this a dream? Yes it does feel like one, I don’t remember anything…

Something ticks in my head and I see a flash of green, the seed from Yggdrasill finally shows up and I get restoration of some memories. Not only that, but I feel like I connected in some way to her then the connection is lost. Yggdrasill disappears and I believe she became a new sprout waiting for her own comeback somewhere else, maybe within my world.

I start to walk and realize that I’m inside of a cage. WHAT. A metal cage at that. Try to break out using powers, but they fail. Try to break through sheer force but I can’t do it either. An officer comes by and says I will stay here forever. I ask him to come over but get ignored and he leaves.

I sit down on the ground again and wait a bit more. Someone is coming with food. They just lift up some small thing in the door and pass the plate, they will come back in 5 mins to take it back. I slightly hurt myself to bleed onto the blood and when they come back they see the blood and quickly look through the vent at the top of the door.

Since I’m small, have to jump but grab their nose and eyes with my fingers and pull hard, I take out the eyeball from his socket and tell him to open the door. He refuses to but then I fake puking more blood and falling to the ground.

He goes back and opens the door, checking the blood and seeing that I’m convulsing. He tries to grab me down and takes out his handcuffs. I hear someone else from behind saying that it is not blood but rather the food just half-eaten, so vomit.

The guy looks back and I take his gun then shot through him at the other guard that’s behind. They both fall down and I go up with their guns, others hear the gunshots and come so I keep shooting at random while going the other way.

Jump to the ventilation chamber and let it down wile shooting at one of the cells. The prisoner there is about to scream when I shot him and place him on the ground. The guards come and think I left through ventilation so they follow lead.

The next thing I’m doing, is making use of this ruckus to let others out using the keys from the dead guards and then go out myself.

There is even more security outside, how in the world did I even get here? I manage to use the guns to make a ruckus outside too and force everyone to think they are under attack. Which leads to me getting dressed as one of the guards and going outside then aiming for the mountains and waking up in there.

Back to sleep.

I am lying down in the grass, get up and feel a bit confused and out of it. Walk a bit higher as I get lucid and remember about the last dream when I sense and see something up in the sky. There is something showing itself.

Just like in evangelion, a giant made of white flesh like Eve shows up, this one however is Adam. I look at him falling down and causing havoc among the citizens of this world and destroying things. He then stays up and does nothing, he stops moving and a lot of people start dying because they think he is an angel. I too feel overwhelmed by this mental message and start to feel like he should be given all freedom to take human life inside of him.

After a few seconds there are other angels coming down from him and flying towards all other sites for humanity. I dispel that and get as negative as I can be, which freezes all the angels in place and makes them stay away from me.

My negativity also infects adam but he seems unable to move himself. What I do is run back to the military base and since everyone is too busy just pick up one of their airships.

I don’t remember much on how to pilot this thing, but manage to get in the air. The issue now is shooting down adam… try a few things and end up sending a missile before the bullets.

Once I learn how to use it better fly towards its head and shot him with a missile, then shot some bullets on his gigantic arm and see it fall down. Since what worked was me being super negative like always try to find a way to enter into his flesh but it seems impossible considering he regens and I ran out of bullets with the arm and the missile didn’t quite work on the head either.

Some people seems to have been casted off of the spell too so they come and shot him more. I manage to eject myself into his chest and fill in enough negativity that he starts to decay quickly.

After a few minutes find myself in the ground with a smaller version of adam, he is taller than I am and he looks strong. He seems to still have his giant strength but in human form. He grabs me and destroys some planes then says thank you.

I lose consciousness here and when I wake up I am in a weird neighbor with a lot of kids. Adam is with me and says he will show me a lot of things now. I follow him and we go through a place with rabid dogs which I’m afraid of, especially since I have no powers right now.

Adam showcases his strength and makes the dogs submit easily, then tells me to follow him since he will protect me. I disagree with him and just stay there in the park with the kids, he seems annoyed but keeps himself there. I wake up before he can actually take me any other place.

sitting alone in a train and talking to someone fun and good person
we talked about fighting games and how hes (conty loeds preagnet in the llowol
a map in africa .)
was playing a game alone and lost at the first round

2018, 02-27

When Worlds Collide

I am in a dungeon. As I am trying to get my bearings I see one of the doors open. A fat man comes out and tells someone inside the cell to seriously consider their options. The fat man leaves in the other direction. I then go to that cell door and I find it locked. I use the Harry Potter spell Alohamora to open it. The cell beyond is pitch dark so I use another Harry Potter spell Lumos to light the darkness. Eddard Stark is there, he looks in bad shape. He is staring at me and asks who I am. I say I am here to get him out, but first I have to take care of his leg. I use my hidden blade to cut a disgusting cast off of his right leg. The leg underneath is a mess. I focus healing energy through Eddard and the wounds rapidly heal. I tell him to come with me if he wants to escape. He is still speechless from what I did to his leg. He tests his weight on it and says it doesn’t hurt at all. I say of course it doesn’t, but now we have to go. He follows me into the hallway outside, I am wondering which way to go to get out of here. I have no memory of how I got in. We go around a corner and run into some guards. I toss Eddard a Witchblade and tell him it will form armor and a weapon. But as I am thinking we’ll have to fight, the world starts falling apart like it does in Assassin’s Creed between memories… then it reforms.

Now Eddard, two guards, and I are on a beach. It is night time out and one of the guards is too close to the water and he has appeared surrounded by the lobstrosities from the Dark Tower books. He starts fighting them with his sword. The other guard stares in stunned silence before turning his sword on Eddard and demanding he take us back. Eddard’s Witchblade forms into a sword and armor and they start fighting. Eddard is trying to say he has no clue how we got to this place and maybe they should work together to figure it out. The guard won’t listen, and Eddard ends up killing him. There is a loud bang as a gun fires not far up the beach. The guard fighting off the lobstrosities gets distracted and they swarm over him, literally tearing him apart. Eddard asks what that noise was. I say I think the source is friendly and I look in the direction of the bang. We go in that direction a short way and soon I can see Eddie and Roland by a campfire cooking one of the lobstrosities. I call out to Roland so he won’t think we’re sneaking up on them. I tell Eddard that I know these two men so there’s nothing to worry about here. We both walk over to the campfire with Eddie and Roland. Roland is asking who my friend is but I don’t get a chance to answer before things get weird again.

The first thing I notice is MoSh has appeared from nowhere. He comes over to the fire and greets us, also wanting to know who Eddard is. Before I can answer I see a spot up the beach that looks like an Assassin’s Creed memory switch, something is taking shape. A boy emerges and is running towards us, he has a sword in his hand. Roland is unsure and points his gun, asking who the boy is and saying he means no harm, but lower the sword. I recognize the boy… it’s Harry Potter! What is he doing here? Right behind Harry I see a huge snake take form. The basilisk! I yell to everyone to avoid looking the serpent in the eyes, its gaze is lethal! There is a deafening playing from behind me, and I glanced up in time to see one of its eyes explode. There is another bank from off to the side and I can tell that the other eye has also explored. That’s one weapon the basilisk will not be able to use. But the giant serpent still has it sense of smell, and it is single-mindedly going after hairy. Harry has stopped look around and ask what is happening here? The serpent lunges at Harry, and Harry puts the sword through the roof of the snake’s mouth. At the same time, the serpent sunk its fang into Harry’s shoulder. I am thinking that someone had better do something about healing that poison but I do not get the chance to. Here he disappears from site along with the giant snake.

I figured that now there will be questions about what’s going on, but there isn’t time for them. Enemies start spawning out of nowhere. These are zombies, they all have glowing blue eyes. We start fighting off the zombies. Roland is shooting with his gun, although he looks like he rather not be. I remember that he’s low on ammo at this point time. MoSh has a pair of guns look like Roland’s. I am thinking they probably take the same bullets, so maybe they could share. Eddard Stark is hacking away at zombies with a sword formed from his Witchblade. I form my right arm into an Alex Mercer blade and start hacking away in zombies. Fortunately they seem to be the usual stupid type of zombie. I hear Roland say that he is out of ammo, and sure enough, MoSh throws him a box. This takes Roland by surprise, but he still catches it. He reloads his guns faster than one would think possible. It appears that the only way to really take out the zombies is fight beheading it or blowing its head open. Other wounds don’t seem to hinder them much.

A few of the zombies are now looking different. They are a bit bigger, and they look more like Nazgul from the Lord of the Rings than regular zombies. I am facing off against one of these when I hear something behind me. I turned and looked and I see a huge wolf tackle zombie that was trying to attack me from behind. I then cut down a zombie who is about to attack a young man I don’t recognize. This young man is looking around as if very confused. I’m figuring he probably does not belong in this world. The wolf has no such problems with adapting to the new surroundings, and is ripping zombies apart one after another. I don’t have much time to consider these new arrivals, there are still too many zombies left. I turn my attention to one of the wraiths that are attacking, and I charge my Alex Mercer blade with light energy before slicing it into. It appears that only light energy can take out the wraiths, but that is OK because MoSh’s ammunition appears to be charged with light energy. Both he and Roland are able to take out the wraiths. After a bit longer, we are finally able to take out all of the enemies. The beach is now screwing with body parts.

Roland wants to know what those things were? The young man is now standing next to the giant wolf. He wants know where we are? This could get a bit complicated. The young man identifies themselves as Robb Stark. He asks if anyone has seen the Kingslayer? No one has a clue who he’s talking about. He thinks he is clarifying when he says the name Jaime Lannister. I know he means, but no one else does. I tell him Jamie Lannister is nowhere around here, or at least not as far as I know. Robb asked where we are again, because just a couple minutes ago he was in a forest near Riverrun. He has never seen this place. I start to try to tell him something, but right as I am trying he fades from existence. So does the giant wolf. I grab hold of Eddard Stark. I don’t want him to be sent right back to the dungeon. For a short time he had started to fade, but now he seems solidify again. I wonder how badly I’m fucking things up.

Eddie is asking what the fuck is going on? Roland acts like he knows what’s going on. He says it can’t be happening yet though, can it? Eddie asks what is happening? Roland says the tower must be breaking down faster than expected. He says that’s the only explanation that makes sense. As the tower breaks down, the barriers between the different worlds are getting thinner and starting to break down. As this happens, the normally separate worlds get closer to each other and start to bleed into each other. He says these weird crossings won’t stop until he reaches the tower and does what has to be done. He says it will just keep getting worse. Eddie asked what is it that needs to be done? Roland says he does not know. I am thinking that maybe MoSh could help me explain what might be happening. I look around but I don’t see him. Apparently he has awakened. I turn back but then everything around me fades to black and I wake up. This was one messed up dream.

Here is the visual dream journal drawing entry for the day
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3tLBrkesZX0




Here are my dreams from February 25 to 27, 2018.

Round 1

In my first round of dreams, I just had some vague memories. One was of a woman I know moving to a house near me, and seeing her move in. Another was of being in a restaurant and handing someone a big pack of linens. Something at the local food store. Something with my sister at a restaurant. My old neighbors were sitting near us. We ordered beverages. I left a 2 dollar tip. We decided not to stay because the rest of our family wasn't there.

Round 2

Round 2 of dreams my memory was starting to improve again. It started with something about not doing too many house chores so the person can take care of themself. Then a part with T P, a friend from school, in my room, looking at a paper. We had to put the room lights on and they were yellowish. Maybe a carry over from yellowish lighting at the library that day.

Then I was in a bathroom stall. Listening to a lucid dreaming podcast about how people can recreate sensory experiences with their mind. And recreating sensory experiences with my own mind. Then I went out of the stall and there was a pile of dirt on the ground. I didn't want my dad to think it was food so I started to sweep it. Then I was afraid to harm the plants on the ground where I was sweeping so I stopped. I was making music in my mind.

Woke up and thought those through.

Fell asleep again and dreamed about strawberries. Then a truck pulled up and dumped out a bunch of dessert food. A cartoon character said, "put some cookies on it", and cookies covered the big strawberry. Then dessert toppings got poured all over the whole "dream screen". I woke up from this laughing.

Round 3

I was in a room full of people at a meeting type thing. I was having a 3 minute share. My timer was running but other people kept talking. I just relaxed and said they could have my share time. E S tried to take my phone and look up an article for me to read. I didn't want him to take my phone because I have personal journals on it. I had to fight him as he tried to pull my phone out of my hands. I walked out of the room. There was more stuff I wound up forgetting.

Then I was walking through a hall. A mahogany red wall appeared in front of me and I tapped it with a silver ladel to open it. i walked by a room of some people saying something like, "Ganondorfdalf" and was upset they broke my concentration. To my right I saw a screen playing something that could have been the Hobbit. I was thinking that I would be able to watch The Hobbit on cable T V now since it had been so long since it was out.

Then I had a false awakening where I woke up in my room but in a dream. The lights were on. I was standing up using my voice recorder. An Indian woman was in my bed, asking me to come lay down. I told her I have to finish dream journaling. Then I decided I could go lay down with her because there is plenty of time to dream journal. But then I was afraid I would forget my dream.

Then I was at the foot of my bed and saw a cigarette on the floor. I realized this might be a dream because there is no way there would be a cigarette in my room. I put my finger through my palm. I realized that I don't need to record my dreams into this voice recorder because it won't be there physically when I wake up. (then again, if it is all just electrons, maybe there is a way it could!) . I went to lay down with the indian woman and pushed the voice recorder off the pillow. I tried to tell her about my dreams so I would remember them upon awakening.

Then we were in a big grassy field in broad daylight. There was a scary porcupine creature we were trying to get away from. The woman hid in the bushes and called her cat to her. Then I saw a bull heading straight for her from off in the distance. The bull became a black Escalade with all shattered windows. It continued to barrel right at her. I tried to pull her to me with telekinesis. I stared at the shattered windows on the Escalade as it flew through the air in slow motion. I woke up.

I laid in bed a little bit and thought it through. I thought I would like to go back into the dream and see what happened, or if I could save her. I waited a little bit and then felt some vibrations.

I did a W I L D or D E I L D. I was conscious as I transitioned into dream state. What I first saw was like a fuzzy T V screen with black and white fuzz. I heard it going "Shhhh". Then I saw red text on a black background like a news channel. It said something like "untimely death". The woman was shown in a picture as having died. I felt horrible about this but tried to stay detached and just see what the dream would show me. The dream asked, "Do you want to know why she died? What is the reason?" Something like that. Then it showed a video game rendering of what must have been me, sweeping a walk way with water on each side. The dream said, "Inadequate Sweeping!" As the reason she died. It showed me smiling and waving at the camera twice. The video game version of me. And both times I had differently cut hair. I looked like an animal crossing or lego video game character. The dream showed puddles forming on the walk way after I left. That must have been why my sweeping was inadequate. It left puddles. I figured the dream was saying she slipped and fell in due to my not being careful.

I woke up from that in my physical bed, feeling somewhat upset. But also excited about how vivid a dream it all was. I stayed still, recalling it, hoping to be able to D E I L D once more and try to rescue her. However, that was all I got. I recorded the dream.

Round 4

I was in a class room. There was a girl on the side of the class room everyone was making a big deal about. We were getting exams back. I looked at someone else's scores and felt guilty for peeking. I got a 97. The teacher was saying how I did so well because I pay attention well. I was thinking this was because I am so dedicated to dream recall. I noticed the amount of minus ones on my paper in red ink added up to more than 3. So how was that a 97? I was thinking of what an awesome dreamer I am.

Then I was in a video game. Or playing a video game. Within the dream. I spontaneously realized it was a dream. Spontaneous Dialed. I felt fear as I made my character run from a big spider. I could shoot red fire balls. I crossed a bridge and shot some other enemies. The screen switched panels like old zelda games. I was amazed at how cool it was to be playing a unique video game in my dream.

Then I had a false awakening. I dreamed that I had woken up from playing this on the T V. My sister was there and I told her how cool I am because I dreamed of a fully functional video game. I was nervous though because I hadn't recorded the dream yet and I was afraid I would forget it. My sister was asking if she could watch the Honey mooners. I asked her if she could watch it on her phone so the sound wouldn't distract me from dream recall. I was going to go up to the living room to record my dream. I was at my Nana's house in the Den. I started to panic because I was way too active and probably forgot the dreams by now.

I woke up in my physical bed, relieved. I thought the dreams through and had a sense I had still forgotten a good amount of scenes before the exam part. Well, nothing I could do at that point, they were not coming to my mind.

Round 5

From this round of dreams all I remembered was scrolling through a bunch of texts and picture messages. One had this picture of a blue guy with a red guy over one shoulder and a whitish guy over the other. There was another graphic text about not having gluten or wheat products. There were a few more dreams from that time but I wasn't able to remember them.

Notes

Good night of dreams. I have been stepping up my waking life recall so that will hopefully help with dream recall even more. I listen to my dreams on an M P 3 during the following day to reflect on them at a deeper level. I have been doing some home remedies for restless legs which seem to have been helping.

If anyone has problems with restless legs and wants to know the different home remedies that are helping me then please comment saying so and I will explain.