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I woke up one morning in my room to my mom informing me that I have one minute left to live. Once the shock wore off I learned it was because I had both liver disease and liver cancer. I said goodbye to my crush/longtime friend and we had a touching moment over the phone and I thought about how I must have been destined to be one of those trans kids who dies young. The whole time spent in the dream felt lofty and half conscious as I was prepared to legitimately take a pre-death selfie and post it on my story. I started to think about meeting Lucifer in the afterlife as my fingers went cold and I commented to myself about how I guess my senses were going one at a time.

1. Blizzard Journey (LD)
I float through the windshield of the vehicle, then float to the side, hovering for a moment. I become lucid. I begin to fly upward and notice that the entire terrain is blanketed heavily with snow. It appears that I'm on a mountainside and the dream seems to begin pulling me up at an increasingly fast pace. I don't want to drift too far up.I begin to fly downward at a very high seed, the ground rapidly approaching as I zoom downward. I see ripples in the terrain where snow drifts have formed. I finally land on a snowy path an notice a male character walking near me - it appears to be getting quite dark out. He's quite tall and is wearing dark, heavy clothing.I should interact a bit.
"How's it going?" I say as I pat him on the shoulder.
I then snap my fingers and clasp my left fist in my right hand, and go invisible. The young man looks straight past me, then begins to reach out with his fingers several times, trying to find me, yet totally missing. I leave the snowy mountain path and begin to fly toward nearby buildings. I soon enter one and find myself in the center of what appears to be the main area of a house. Two young men are working in the center of a workstation, counter tops on all side, apparently running a small business of sorts. They're working at a rapid pace and I see a couple stacks of bills on the counter tops. I make my way toward one of the counters. I should basic summon something
"Do you have any chocolate?"
I ignore what the guys has to say and just expect it to be behind one of his plastic drawers situated to the left of the counter as I enter. I quickly find a zip-loc baggy with a bar inside. I walk out of the enclosed area and begin eating it out of the foil. It tastes great! I take a couple of bites and walk a bit farther into the room. I should do some more control... I consider using an electronic device and notice a coffee machine on a counter against the far wall. There's another appliance to the left of it, yet I ignore it for the time being. I walk over, to the coffee machine, hit a circular button and notice it light up. I hear the machine start and begin seeing a bit of coffee trickle down into the carafe. I turn from the area and notice that the dream doesn't feel quite as stable. I stop eating for a moment, and simply look around slowly, grounding my awareness. The dream becomes more vivid and my awareness stabilizes. I think of summoning Jerune to ride. I look on top of the counter and notice the dream talisman. I grab it and toss it onto the floor, yet Jerune doesn't appear immediately. I walk a bit farther into the next section of the first floor, yet the area is a bit more dim and I don't feel like exploring through the doorways there. I turn back around and head to the workstation area. I'll do some super strength I go to rip the entire counter from the floor, yet only the massive granite slab on top raises, separating from the main section. I then see a huge fridge on the far side of where the men are working. I extend my arms as far as I can, camp the top and bottom, and raise the entire thing over my head. I walk a few steps, then chuck the entire thing through the door seemingly to the entrance to the house. I should start my three step! I turn toward a door way on the edge of the room and walk toward it, quickly phasing through. Once through, I find myself in a dim room and quickly shrink down, turning into a mouse. I hear a couple squeaks as I walk forward on all fours. I turn back toward the door, wanting to return to the previous room. I see my reflection on a large glass panel and notice that I look like a fairly large white rat. I phase back through the door and end up in the previous area, yet it looks vacant, dark, and as though the walls are a dark brown now. I walk forward a bit, then wake up.

2. Syrano Water (LD
I'm in the kitchen of Syrano main house drinking water directly from a gallon jug. This seems...dreamlike...I should have just another couple of sips and then become lucid. I take another sip, my awareness raises, and I become lucid. I may as well have another sip to count as 'drinking something'. I take another sip, then put the gallon down. I'm in the kitchen, I may as well summon something to eat. I decide on chocolate and head toward the freezer, quickly opening the drawer. I push the upper drawer back in and search the lower. I could get ice-cream...I'll stick with chocolate. I reach down, pull out a zip-loc and quickly find a chocolate bar. I begin eating it as I walk toward the center of the first floor. I head toward the sliding glass door and begin thinking of dream control. I see a pair of flip flops by the door and think of TK, yet decide against it. I should use the Dark Woods Wand. I reach to pull it out, yet only see wisps appear. The dream feels a bit unstable, so I sit and begin to ground, taking a few slow, deep breaths. I open my eyes a bit wider as I finish. I wake up.

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NLD #1

On the beginning I wasn't a character but more like spectator that can enter into NPC mind.
A Uber driver got call from passanger. He was in convinience store in this time. He was buying 2 bottles of beer, when passanger called via telephone. He paid attention to not making sounds due to glass bottles - he wanted to keep in secret that he bought alcohol on his duty. He accepted order and went into his car. The car inside looked dirty and poor. The driver called to passanger to ask him where he prefer to sit during travel because he wish to know how to prepare car. But the true intention of this question was, he wish to know how to hind his beer.
-Where do you prefer to sit? - He asked
-I dunno. On behind I guess? It is possible? - the voice from phone answered.
-Yea, sure. No problem I will prepere my car and I will come for you.
The driver hide his beer on front passanger seat, and he departed. Now I spawned in his car car on back seat. I looked around, his car was just ugly and damaged
-Are you don't cre about your car, are you? - I asked
-Not at all. It is my first car and I have it many years. Now it is a tool. A work tool... - He answered
-Understood.
Driver was driving really fast. He didn't slowed even on speed bump. I left his car near to my university and entered inside bulding.
[FORGOTTEN PART OF DREAM]
Me and friend of mine got chart with ours grades. The grades was good enough but on other side of the char I saw I have "2.0" (that mean "D grade" for US friends and "5.0" for germany friends ) and "1.0" ("F grade" for US and "6.0" for germany). That grades was for additional project made for other university. I just shrugged and went away. When I was passing corridor I saw a stall. They had big chocolet candy. Really big, almost like chocolet bar. I was curios what stall it is so I stopped, got one candy and started to read brochure. Young lady started to speking to me. She scared me because I didn't saw her before. She started talking about shooting club. I dont remember the details but she convinced me. I got pistol for free and I entered into classroom. At this moment on corridor I heard shoots. School shooting has started.
[I FORGOTTEN REST OF THE DREAM]

NLD Fragment #1

I was on undefined place. Pains and fields was on my surrundings. My father asked me to go to shop and buy some beer.
-Today is sunday. Every shop is closed right now. All I can do is check the stadium - I speak to him, and pointed at stadium that was visible on our horizon - but be aware that price will be very high and there is not gwaranty that the stadium will be open anyway.
-Hmmm... Okay never mind let's go to city.
(The stadium was fictional by the way. Entire area also - all of this was creation of my mind there is no real place or place I can know from game or movie). We went into car and rive to city. After few minutes of riding we stopped somewhere to check route on map. On car mirror I saw some agressive villager is coming to us so we just run away.

NLD Fragment #2

I was in garden. Everything looked like mix of Minecraft and Vintage Story. On map I saw some resources to mine. When I looked around i saw entrance to cave. I was prepering my backpack when my friend came to me and started to arguing with me that I do nothing. I just smiled at him, and entered to the cave

NLD Fragment #3
This one I reminded right now. When I was writing about Fragment #2. But my memory about this dream is almost zero

I was on ship moored in port. I don't know what type of vessel it was or what type of cargo terminal was around. I was on offshore side of vessel and I saw old wooden ship passing by. She had barge on her bow.
-Wow she is pretty fast... for sure she broken local speed limitation. It's very risky. Also I cant belive she is so quiet

Will likely take a break for like 2 days soon. I was in another dream and used an elevator to arrive into one of the homes at the swamp. Since the home I was in was still on a tree, I went up on the elevator. At the door it shrunk to match the size and I walked in. In there was Passenger and Kappa, and we talked about our plans and where we would head once we found the way out. After a while of talking over breakfast, we finally said our goodbyes and left the village. On our way out some of the villagers gave gifts which we happily accepted.

Feeling at peace, we flew on our preferred elements like if we were sitting on clouds. We first flew towards the crash site then in the direction the signal came from. There was not much to do at the crash since King Gator completely destroyed what was left in the beginning of our fight. We flew over the trees faster than before, not knowing how far away the person might be. We talked as we flew over the massive swamp, telling each other about why we came here, what we usually did at home, and figuring out if we could meet up again after returning to our regular lives.

We started to worry if we went in slightly the wrong direction but even if we missed the person we would eventually find human civilization at these speeds. The landscape of the swamp was very flat, but as we ventured further out we found drier forests with hills and cliffs. When the conversation settled down, we saw a small base with a tower and airstrip. I just realized how funny the situation was, searching for rescue by plane through flying to one. We landed down there, and Passenger suddenly got nervous as I went for one of the doors. I was about to go straight to opening it but his nervousness reminded me to knock first.

I knocked and could hear the person inside rushing down to greet us. They welcomed us in and spoke very quickly, clearly excited to meet us. Passenger has explained our situation over the radio but we were able to explain everything without worry of attacks. They were excited to hear all our stories and presented their own, overcoming their obstacles through engineering. Their entire base was made to withstand the weather and creatures of that part of the woods, and they happily showed some equipment they put together to fight back.

One of the devices was capable of levitating objects similar to our element control, and another was able to show all nearby creatures using their electrical pulses. There were several others and we were able to try them all in their base, trying them out on targets and even to get to inaccessible areas. After having enough fun, we shared contact information and they showed us to their plane to take us home. As we flew off, we were asked why we did not want to stay in the wilderness. Although there were dangers, it was fun overcoming each obstacle. Passenger told again about his friends and business back home but even though I had my own made up backstory in the dream I did not want to go there.

After a bit of thinking I decided to tell them I wanted to face different types of challenges. Maybe a different area in the wild would bring new friends and enemies. Passenger still wanted to go back home, so we decided to stop at the city before I went back to the wilderness. Once back to the city, we realized how out of place we were. We then had a ton of fun in the city, finding fun places to eat, getting into simple street fights, and getting clothes more fitting for the city. It was a fun change of pace that allowed me to have more regular dream events with Passenger from the swamp event.

SPRING COMPETITION NIGHT 7

I'm at home, in my room. It's the holidays and I'm not doing much - just lazing around on the floor, in a T-shirt and shorts and looking out of the window. It's sunny outside.

I receive a delivery of a big box of pastries, from school, for the prefects. There's a note from a teacher explaining that, since we're not at school, she sent them here instead (FYI I'm the head of the prefects). I guess she wanted me to distribute them, but it's the holidays after all, and I don't know where everyone lives. Also I really can't be bothered. I'm in a lazy mood. I eat some - probably more than my fair share - close the box and lay back down.

The next day I wake up to a message in the prefect group chat (from someone who's not even a prefect IRL). She mentions the pastries and that everyone's looking forward to them. I start to feel guilty for not handing them out and remember some other things I forgot to do. I hope everyone won't notice how scatterbrained I've been.

I go into school. There aren't many people, but in the school hall are some younger year girls in the centre of the room. They've built a rather wobbly (I tried to climb it) staircase out of some big plastic boxes and a desk chair, up to a high table. One of the steps is a block of something white and strange - I think they said it was squid - and a blonde girl refuses to go up it. The girl who placed it there complains that her friend doesn't understand the true usefulness of squid. I laugh at the girls and ask what they think they're doing.

I go up to a whitewashed classroom on the second floor, which seems to be our room in this dream. There's no-one in there but plenty of sunlight coming in through the windows. I think that I'd better get the pastries - and then I remember that I threw them out! I have a vision of the box left on top of a broken desk chair and a heap of cardboard boxes in an alley. I panic. What should I do? I know everyone else will arrive soon. I leave the room and run down the hall. In another room, bizarrely, I find the box. Although I don't understand how they could be there, I'm relieved and bring them back to the classroom.

Such a strange dream... At least things worked out in the end. Actually this is the first time I've eaten food in a dream! A milestone - though I don't think it counts for points if the dream isn't lucid. I can't remember how they tasted, alas.

P.S. I like to dress smartly and I would never wear a t-shirt and shorts, even on holiday!

I am involved in a ship salvage operation. It is a large ship, easily over 1km long with a horizontal deck plan and bilateral symmetry, it looks to be in fairly good shape. We pull up alongside it assuming the vessel to be abandoned. Upon entering through the airlock we find the ships interior is empty. About 75% of the hull is completely empty of internal bulkheads or any sort of structural support outside of the outer hull plating. There are large windows in places, most of which would have been oriented like skylights when the ship had artificial gravity and such. The windows seem to be odd shapes, all of them are made up of triangular glass panels with an isogrid style design.

We come under attack. Hiding out in the bottom 25% of this ship are its owners or defenders. The operate small pod-like machines. These machines have four spider-like legs with mag locks or something to that effect that can clamp onto and walk on the hull of a ship, even non-metallic materials like the whitewashed fullerene paneling this ship appears to mostly be made out of. Their machines have large glass bubble cockpits and heavy duty worklights. Two small thruster pods stick out on long pylons with several large nozzles on each thruster block. Most importantly there is a distressingly large rotary cannon of some descrpition on the front of these things.

I remember grabbing a metal spike, some spare piece of junk from the ship and spiking it through the canopy glass. The guy inside isn't wearing a pressure suit and chokes out from vac exposure.

4.4.2024

I am in the bathroom of my current house. The bathtub is full of water and pee and (theres no really eloquent way to put this) has about a dozen turds floating in it. The floor gives out and the bathroom falls through ot the first floor and then the basement. I am exploring the basement for awhile, its this big maze of abandoned passages and rooms with rusty pipes and crumbling brick walls that seems to go down several levels below the house.

Manei and I were participants on a game show. We were doing that game where there is a foam board cutout of a person that you must jump through. Its called the "trial of shape" or something like that. There is a rather small form that she wont fit through and she just sort of glares at it angirly annoyed that this game isn't accommodating or fair. I pass through it perfectly.

The dream changes to a hospital scene. Nicole watterson from the Amazing World of Gumball is going ot have a baby though she doesn't look to be pregnant. She lifts up her shirt to show her belly to the doctor and there is a paper tearing sound and a big belly appears. Then another paper tearing sound and her belly gets even bigger. Then a third paper tearing sound as a baby which is 'me' tears through her belly (its not gorey its just cartoony and looks like torn paper). Baby me is sticking out of the rip in her belly from the waist up starts flailing around like a garry's mod character and screaming obnoxiously loud. He/I takes a toy racecar from nowhere and makes engine sounds driving the car in circles. Then falls asleep for several seconds making an obnoxious cartoon snoring sound. Then wakes up again and continues flailing around.
The doctor says something to the effect of "ah yes a perfectly healthy baby"

The dream scene changes though this is still connected to the previous dream. I am in my childhood neighborhood in early dawn hanging out with some other kids. I think I am just wearing shorts and no shirt and I am in dream form. One of the kids asks who I am and I respond by saying "I dont know I was just born but this body is mature. I know english and I think a little of [some other language with a nonsense name]."
The kid walks me over to a group of friends and tells me I hae to be initiated into his group by playing the slapping game. He tells me to put my hands out palms down and he will slap them. Then I will slap his. We repeat this until one side gives up or flinches. I think to myself this game is stupid and I dont want to hurt anyone. He slaps me first and I don't feel it. I slap him but I intentionally hold back quite a bit. Though he still recoils like I hit him quite hard. He then seems to wait and think. I don't want to play this game or oblige this strange violent social construct this group is using. I notice my hands seem smaller and more delicate than IWL. I then remember a conversation with monkey I had about how the hand check never worked for me even though when I go into my dream form my hands are differnet.

I'm lucid. I remember this is a competition, and I remember a conversation I had with monkey about him wanting to fight stormtroopers from star wars together. All of the other kids scatter. The sun has come up now but its being eclipsed as I see the death star approaching earth and some star destroyers jumping in overhead, maybe about 15 of them organized into triangular formations of three. I then think that due to being busy I never actually listed the goal on DV and therefore I probably can't claim points for doing a goal that I didn't declare beforehand so I don't want the dream to do this.
The death star is rotating into position. It seems "accurate" as it rotates I can see all the little details, all of the buildings and greebles on the surface transition from light to shadow with way more resolution than I think WL eyes could manage. I distinctly remember how the inside of the laser dish caught the sunlight and transitioned from completely dark to a crescent moon shape and so fourth as the spherical death star rotated opposite. The sun is low in the sky so everything is tinted beautiful pink and orange, the whole effect is sort of like seeing the moon in the sky. Though it seems about two hand-widths across in the sky. I sense whats coming next and I don't want the dream to end.

"Set Barrier Radius 6,500,000; origin point earths core."

I got ot it just in time. The superlaser fires and hits right on the boundary of three hexagonal plates. There is a bright flash and a loud "BWUM!" which then fades like distant thunder. Birds fly away and windows on the houses break but everything is OK.

I did that to stop the dream from ending when the planet got destroyed, but the dream ended here anyways.

I’m floating down a street in Meadow at night and my awareness sharply raises. I’m lucid. I notice a streetlight to my left, glowing and several large brick structures along the side of the street that look like massive mailboxes. The road curves slightly to the left as I progress down. I continue to fly down a bit and briefly think of dream control before reflecting on how I want to do some telekinesis again. I turn to the first brick structure and use TK to lift the entire thing from the ground – it easily moves up several feet. I then turn to the next one, quite a few meters down the street and it easily moves as well. I follow up with the third soon after. I head down a bit farther and think about doing some super strength. I see a massive tree to my left and begin to fly toward it, yet figure it's not worth the time. I turn to my right and notice a large white stone structure across the street. I go for more TK and I notice that the structure seems to flicker up and down rapidly for a moment before reverting to its original position. I consider using super strength on it, yet soon notice a small group of people walking down the road. I should interact a bit. I begin flying toward the group. I wake up.