dream fragment

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Uneventful night, did have an annoying fight.

23.30: Sleep

09.00: Fight
I'm in a fight with a huge guy. He's got a huge mace in his hands. I run away from him, desperately looking for a weapon. I spot an axe similar to his hammer and I grab it. Damn it's heavy. I charge the man who starts swinging his hammer around him. I make sure he doesn't hit me, but I can barely lift my axe. I slip the axehead out of the shaft and hit him in the face with the stick. He laughs at me but I keep on hitting him. I spot a chain lying around and I grab it. I whack him in the head as much as I can with the chain and the stick but it doesn't seem to do any good.

I stumble upon another weapon, some kind of steel rod with hooks coming out from it. I shove it in his face and this time something happens. The guy stumbles backwards and I shove the hooks up his nose, down his throat, into his eyes. The hooks are dull and there's no blood. I keep on stabbing him as he falls down. Soon his entire face has swollen up and has a red and green colour. He's not hurt too bad, but I feel like it's enough. I drop the weapon and people around me cheer.

09.00: Dream class
I'm in a classroom full of people. The class I'm taking is a real life dreaming class. The teacher is my maths teacher. She appears to have been crying and tells us about her husband and something else. "Would it be possible for me to do a study? I'd like for people to try something out, since I'm a Dream Guide on the internet" I say. She tells me she'll think about it.

*I'm walking down a road. When I suddenly get lucid. I look at my hands. And the dream goes away in an instant. I'm left in darkness.

11.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 11 hours

Supplements: None

That's it! Kinda boring weekend night, but not every night can be good. I wish that lucid didn't go away so fast...

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

I have a few dream fragments from my dream last night. I remember it having to do with some space crafts, and me and some friends went to some strange planet, and 4 of my female friends somehow became impregnated by a beam that hit them. I seemed confused about it and was disappointed that they had sex. I really don't know what I was thinking, crazy dream.

Dream 1: (Dreamtime: not sure, but this dream was actually very long)
I had asked my dad if we could build a motion detector. He agreed, but then proceeded tho make it much more complicated than it needed to be. I spent a great deal of time arguing whith him over it.

I remember walking on some grass that was on a mountain, near a house. A computer screen popped up and then I saw my mouse moving but I wasn't moving it. I didnt freak because I thought it was my friend Avery who is a big computer wiz and knows how to hack; I thought he was fooling with me. But I soon discovered it wasn't him and I started freaking out. I was then at my house and started going over how I would call the people who were hacking me and I was discussing asking my uncle for the phone and stuff (I know that doesn't really make sense but I'm trying to describe it as best I can). So then I went on the phone and was freaking out at them and then said that I would get my friend Avery to hack them then I troll laughed and hung up but it didn't really hang up so then I asked my uncle for the phone and then the hackers heard it and started laughing.

That's pretty much it.

So I only remember the very end of this dream, but it's ok, since that's the important part. I'm in my kitchen. for some reason there's a barbie doll on the counter wearing all black. I remember, in the dream, that I've seen that before in my house. I don't know why, but I run into the office to ask about it, since that's where my grandmother is always. The office is changed. There's a sofa along the right-hand wall, on which that woman is sleeping. Every time I've gone into the office, I dream-remember, she's been there. Then the dream goes black. I sit lying on my bed, believing I'm awake, and analyze it. I notice some characteristics about the woman. From what I can tell of her she's tall, like me, but that's the only similarity. She has short-ish hair, where I keep my hair long-ish. She wears clothes in scene style, where as I wear sorta nerdy clothes. I think she's thin, whereas I'm sorta portly. She's also really attractive, which is a quality I do not possess. At this point I realize she is like the manifestation of all the qualities I don't have. I think in my head. I think that's my anima. BOOM! I start lucid dreaming. I jump back to the office, and I have enough time to start to float before I see the woman's eyes open up. For some reason this startles me, and I wake up in my bed not able to move. But that's just sleep paralysis...

Talking with a girl bout bisexuality. She has a girlfriend i know that . And i asked her if she's a lesbian or if she goes both ways. She answered something but i forgot. I got kind of comfortable with her and i sat close to her so we touched a little bit. (i mean we touched out arms !! i do . ) i liked ^^, as close as im gonna get with her, cus she's lesbian and all.
She said something about the sex being difficult. Because one is doing all the work while the other one is just lying down. That's always so unfair and we fight about who'se turn it is now. haha.

I almost forgot to write notes down about this dream but i'm glad i did. I just can not for the life of me imagine i'm talking to a lifeless dream character in dreams like this. Such a personality and cleverness in her just like she is normally, she has to be more than just a DC. She is a recurring character in my dreams and i like having her in my dreams. I think these are either shared dreams or she is a VERY GOOD representation of herself in real life. Since i don't really talk to her that much i've gotten to know her real well just by dreaming of her. More than i could ever know....

WBTB
bed @ 11pm
wake @ 4am
bed @ 5am
wake @ 7:45am

8g galantamine
2mg melatonin
250mg choline

galantamine fail. could be due to previous nights huperzine use

I was at a party with some of the women from the 'scene', the 'other' April and maybe Ali was there. I just remember being on a couch hanging out, then in a room where April handed me two cookies and said, "Here, eat these." I did, and then I started to feel high. I asked her if they were 'special' cookies and she said yes, and I was upset because I have been clean for 6 months and didn't really WANT to get stoned (gee, galantamine, a little lucidity would have been nice here...).

Snippet of a guy being unhappy with his girlfriend, I remember some kind of rock n roll dude that picked his gf up like a doll and showed her to me, she was blonde with colorful tats along her shoulders, I was thinking something like they made a good pair.

At some point I was trying to find my shirt because I was sitting around in only my panties feeling exposed.

I was massaging a guy's neck and woke briefly from the dream to find myself massaging my right thigh.

vividness: 6
Lucidity: 0
I was at a ice skating rink, and i remember that i had just left, i had a gram bag on me. i saw a cop and wanted to run away. I ran about 200 ft over a few hills and under a bridge. This was the hobo sanctuary, there 2 hobos sleeping in the beam above us with a board in between the beams to make the surface. There was a black lady that wasn't sleeping i remember how nice she was to everybody. There were trees under the bridge that were almost hitting the top of it. They grew every fruit imaginable, and it wouldn't have been the sanctuary without them.
-Skip
I left the ice skating rink, and went to my friend Jordan's mom's house. We all headed up to his attic to smoke, my friend Colby was there to, and I remember this one girl being there that liked back in seventh grade, but i haven't seen her much in high school. I remember thinking in my head "could i get lucky?" We were going to smoke, but suddenly i forgot to call my parents to tell them I went to his house. I went to call them and the phone just wouldn't work. I would go to hit a number and a letter would come up, or the number symbol #. I finally decided to walk home. I got to my house and told them i was staying at his house, and i wanted a ride back.
-Skip
There was a medical marijuana clinic that had just opened, you could take your weed there and get the baggy stamped, and it would be legal. I was going to have this done and go over to Jordan's (came up a lot in this dream). I went to get up in line and they said they needed to see my card also, I remember i had 2 gram bags and another pinch in this one bag. I only took one out in case he would notice I'm not a real patient, and take it. I simply said that I left my card at home, and would be back later. I remember this freshman being before i walked down the street, and was talking to him on my way to Jordan's. He had been one of the shortest kid in the high school that some one could probably mistake for a elementary school kid, I remember talking to him in the mourning in real life. He had gotten a gram bag stamped(he doesn't smoke in real life) and was all ready pretty stoned to begin with. I headed off to Jordan's and we went out separate ways.
-Skip
I got to Jordan's and remember the garage door being opened i walked in, and Colby, and Jordan were already smoking out of the bong.
-Skip
We had gotten new fish in our fish tank and i was looking a them asking my mom when we had gotten them. I forget what she said.
-Skip
I watch a documentary yesterday on the moment of death, and how they would use hypothermia to save lives when people were in cardiac arrest. My pet bird had been frozen solid some how. I got some hot water and was worried that she would die, and it wouldn't work. I dropped her frozen body in the water and she flew right out.

All I remember was there being a huge square clock in my bedroom. The dream was really vivid and I could see that clock. It looked just like a grandfather clock but the clock had a huge pendulum inside it facing at 7:00. I couldn't tell if it was facing at AM or PM but it was an amazing clock. I tried to move it to see if there was something on the other side because I got curious but nothing was there so it fell and broke.

must.. rembember.. more dreams..

recurring dream about a girl on msn without her boyfriend name in it.. it's like the 6th time now or so.

some guy made mushroom tea, said it failed so he gave it to me. i drank it, tasted like mushrooms.

When I woke up last night after this dream, I didn't have any way to write it down, so I mostly forgot it. I think it was a medium-length dream. I was on a boat trying to give out CDs to needy people, who would paddle up in their canoes to get their CD and then paddle back to land. But for reasons I can't remember I was really worried about something.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Was out drinking last night and I didn't expect to dream much. I got alot of sleep though so the REM rebound kicked in, resulting in a very long dream. Was too tired to write things down properly and lost most recall of a lucid.

01.00: Sleep

08.30: Driving DILD
It's dark out and I'm at work. I once again have to lock up all the containers myself. Suddenly I realise I'm dreaming. Something's off with my vision though and I have to really struggle to raise my eyes from the ground. I can hear someone walking next to me. I finally get my eyes up and stabilize the dream by focusing.

I spot a silvery car and I walk over to it. I get in and yell "stabilize now!" as I do. Everything becomes clearer, cool. I start the car and take off. I go around the construction site for a while before coming up to a very sharp turn. I will the car to stay on track while maintaining speed. I spot a big crane lying on its side up ahead and I hit the gas. I go up on the crane and jump, spinning as I do. I decide to let the dream go.

11.00: Wrong medicine
I'm with my coworkers Björn and Valdis. We're at some medicine store in the middle of the forest. Valdis had bought headache medication for his wife, but the guy had scammed him. He confronts the guy behind the counter and slams the package on the desk. "This is blue berries!" he shouts at him. "The very thing she was getting headaches and stomach aches from, and you give me more?" Valdis is very upset, and the guy behind the counter is apologizing. "I'll be back in 15 minutes" he tells us and walks through a gate.

Me and Björn get in a car and start going down a hill on a road. All of a sudden he stops the car. "I don't want to miss this" he tells me and starts backing up. I buckle up and man are we going fast. I'm sure we will crash any second and I hold on for dear life. After a while the car stops and we get out. I walk up to the man selling the medicine, he's holding another package along with the previous brown one. I spot something green which says something about tattoos. I start asking him questions about medicine and he seems like a reasonable guy, selling herbs and stuff. "What do you call your profession?" I ask him. "Pharmacist" he tells me. Makes sense.

I spot a few lions behind the gate leading up to a trailer, and all of a sudden a black panther starts licking my hands. "He seems to like you, or you've eaten something" the man tells me. I let the panther lick my hands for a while and gently lead him through the gate and close it. "I want some pain killers for my wrists" I tell him. Since I was with Valdis who had apparently offended him, he tells me I can't tell him my name. "You will have to draw a map as we go instead."

I look around and realise we're in a huge mansion, standing in the lobby. I grab a paper lying on a table and a pen. Someone's already drawn a map up until the door the herb guy is at. I draw a line and an arrow. We head through the door, someone other guy is with us now. The room is filled with lions. "You have to pass through these levels" the guy tells us. The lions don't do anything and we all go through a second door. This room has zombies in it, but they appear to be very slow. They reach for us but I easily dodge them and push some away. "Are we allowed to kill them or what?" I ask. "You do what you gotta do" Herbman says.

We burst through the next door unharmed, but the zombies in this room is a whole other story. I quickly run to the right and head for a cabin standing in the middle of the room. The other guy goes left towards a new door. "Let's go through here!" I shout and open the cabin. It's got a weird spike statue in it. "Nevermind" I say and kick a zombie in the face. I punch a few more and grab one with telekinesis, crushing his throat. I hear a scream and head for the other guy, but there are just zombies everywhere. I punch and kick them all to death, and all of a sudden one rises. It's the guy I was with. I hit him in the face and head down a hatch.

"Congratulations" the Herbman says. "You're the last survivor, now we do it all again. Everyone remember your roles and read the books for guidance." I read the first page of the book I'm holding. I'm some kind of black woman apparently.

11.00: Fragment
I'm watching my coworker Nicke play the game "Entropia Universe." He's got very heavy weapons. "The other rifles just had burst, I wanted fully automatic ones" he tells me as he's taking down a very big creature. I'm amazed. An explosion sends him flying through the air and I try to help him go to the creature he killed to claim his loot. He lands several kilometers away. I laugh.

11.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 10 hours

Supplements: Lots of alcohol

That's it! I intend to get lucid tomorrow morning, and teleport. We'll see how it goes.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

1. I place a mail order for two large grey discs of "questionable literary material." They arrive in my backyard at a bad time, as I'm playing something with my brother and my mom is on the patio talking. I keep my cool and wait until night to bring them in, but both parents are still puttering around. My dad goes outside to get a radio; I perceive him like guard from Metal Gear Solid. I make a mad dash past him with the discs under my arm, then run up the stairs, stash them under my bed and get ready to go back out. My brother then enters, dressed in a little green man alien costume.

2. I'm playing some sort of Disney/Halo crossover game. Its first level is a straightforward run and gun with an HMG, but the second is sniper mission that my dad and I can't beat. I scan a crowd of faces with my scope, but don't see the character I'm supposed to kill. I shrug and give up, and the sniper nest turns into a hotel room.

3. I'm biking at a local college, where I see my friend C.W. I invite him to have lunch with me.

Dream 1: I was in bed with the hubby, my hubby made some tablets appear on a little boat by the side of the bed, these are the tablets i take to help me lucid dream((more vitamins)) and i didn't want him to have them. I am pretending to be asleep, i turn quickly and make a hand movement, i quickly grab the tablets and hold them in my right hand under the duvet. My hubby is now looking for the tablets, I pretend to be asleep, my hubby's hand then reaches over to mine...i think he knows i have taken them, i get scared and release the grip on my hand allowing him to take the tablets if he wants to , he gets them. ((think this may have been a FA)).

Dream 2: I am looking in the mirror and have really bad achne ((lol)) I beging to rub cream on my face..a voice then comes from nowhere and tells me only to rub it onto inflamed areas, mine isn't inflamed but i still rub it everywhere, i think "ohh well i'll just rub it everywhere"

Dream 3: I am with my youngest daughter at her school, someone gives me a cheque in a envelope. There is a clothes sale ((second hand clothes)) in the school, i say "you can go and see what there is" i then say "ohhh" as i look at the cheque "you can't use that" I am looking in my purse for some change for her and find some. I give her the change and she goes to look at the clothes. She finds a tartan skirt that has white tights attached to it and she tries it on, some bloke is with me helping. i hear a little "rip" sound but i look and it's not broke so she buys it. ((dream skip)) I am holding a shoe, i can't get it right and i'm fiddling about with it. A female teacher comes over and she takes the shoe from me and says "i'll fix it for you". She begins to walk and i follow her, i am now in a classroom. The head teacher ((who i dispise)) is sitting at the front of the class and i am standing at the back. I am looking at all the children sitting at their desks, they are doing an exam.

Dream 4: I am with my nan and grandad, we don't speak to each other but i know to go into a shower, i walk to it and it is on top of a roof and has no sides...i can see all the city from where i am .

Friday, June 24th

I. Vertigo

I remember little about last night. The first is that there is a dream that S.A is in; that is all I know for sure though.

The other is that I spend quite some time having a conversation with 3 or 4 other people (whose identities I don’t remember) while we are all perched on a very high place. There was a central column where everyone except for me sits comfortably in chairs. Around that column is a gigantic drop, how far I do not know because I do not remember looking down. Around that is a wall that had beige vinyl siding like a house with a railing on top. I am precariously perched either on the railing, or a few times I even remember hanging by the edge of a wall, trying to keep on the conversation but at the same time wondering how it was possible to make it down from there unharmed.

We talk about many interesting things, the only one I remember though is the telepathic powers of animals, their abilities to communicate wordlessly and how they can read people.

Thinking about this dream makes me realize this is a somewhat common occurrence in my dreams, I have somehow gotten to an impossibly high place with no way of getting down from it. This is not an altogether pleasant feeling.