dream fragment

1. I place a mail order for two large grey discs of "questionable literary material." They arrive in my backyard at a bad time, as I'm playing something with my brother and my mom is on the patio talking. I keep my cool and wait until night to bring them in, but both parents are still puttering around. My dad goes outside to get a radio; I perceive him like guard from Metal Gear Solid. I make a mad dash past him with the discs under my arm, then run up the stairs, stash them under my bed and get ready to go back out. My brother then enters, dressed in a little green man alien costume.

2. I'm playing some sort of Disney/Halo crossover game. Its first level is a straightforward run and gun with an HMG, but the second is sniper mission that my dad and I can't beat. I scan a crowd of faces with my scope, but don't see the character I'm supposed to kill. I shrug and give up, and the sniper nest turns into a hotel room.

3. I'm biking at a local college, where I see my friend C.W. I invite him to have lunch with me.

Dream 1: I was in bed with the hubby, my hubby made some tablets appear on a little boat by the side of the bed, these are the tablets i take to help me lucid dream((more vitamins)) and i didn't want him to have them. I am pretending to be asleep, i turn quickly and make a hand movement, i quickly grab the tablets and hold them in my right hand under the duvet. My hubby is now looking for the tablets, I pretend to be asleep, my hubby's hand then reaches over to mine...i think he knows i have taken them, i get scared and release the grip on my hand allowing him to take the tablets if he wants to , he gets them. ((think this may have been a FA)).

Dream 2: I am looking in the mirror and have really bad achne ((lol)) I beging to rub cream on my face..a voice then comes from nowhere and tells me only to rub it onto inflamed areas, mine isn't inflamed but i still rub it everywhere, i think "ohh well i'll just rub it everywhere"

Dream 3: I am with my youngest daughter at her school, someone gives me a cheque in a envelope. There is a clothes sale ((second hand clothes)) in the school, i say "you can go and see what there is" i then say "ohhh" as i look at the cheque "you can't use that" I am looking in my purse for some change for her and find some. I give her the change and she goes to look at the clothes. She finds a tartan skirt that has white tights attached to it and she tries it on, some bloke is with me helping. i hear a little "rip" sound but i look and it's not broke so she buys it. ((dream skip)) I am holding a shoe, i can't get it right and i'm fiddling about with it. A female teacher comes over and she takes the shoe from me and says "i'll fix it for you". She begins to walk and i follow her, i am now in a classroom. The head teacher ((who i dispise)) is sitting at the front of the class and i am standing at the back. I am looking at all the children sitting at their desks, they are doing an exam.

Dream 4: I am with my nan and grandad, we don't speak to each other but i know to go into a shower, i walk to it and it is on top of a roof and has no sides...i can see all the city from where i am .

Friday, June 24th

I. Vertigo

I remember little about last night. The first is that there is a dream that S.A is in; that is all I know for sure though.

The other is that I spend quite some time having a conversation with 3 or 4 other people (whose identities I don’t remember) while we are all perched on a very high place. There was a central column where everyone except for me sits comfortably in chairs. Around that column is a gigantic drop, how far I do not know because I do not remember looking down. Around that is a wall that had beige vinyl siding like a house with a railing on top. I am precariously perched either on the railing, or a few times I even remember hanging by the edge of a wall, trying to keep on the conversation but at the same time wondering how it was possible to make it down from there unharmed.

We talk about many interesting things, the only one I remember though is the telepathic powers of animals, their abilities to communicate wordlessly and how they can read people.

Thinking about this dream makes me realize this is a somewhat common occurrence in my dreams, I have somehow gotten to an impossibly high place with no way of getting down from it. This is not an altogether pleasant feeling.

Mom is sick. She sees an ogre in an italian shirt and it keeps her from collecting unemployment. Uncle gives her a new job so she can collect the insurance. I feel kind of weird about that. Uncle assures me it's ok.

AWAKE
DREAMING

This was a WBTB, I didnt become lucid unfortunately :/
I was in a pub with my laptop, I was showing somebody a video on youtube that the first video of Evile ever put on the internet, I was trying to convince the guy that I uploaded the video. It was live footage of Evile playing 'wolves' which is odd because it's a machine head song??? I was saying stuff like 'see, i'm the reason Evile became known. Later in the dream, I think I was at a motorhead concert, but I don't really remember.
My mom came in to wake me up for school, I sat up really quickly and forgot all of this until I was in the shower, showers seem to increase my recall... wierdly :L

I was in a band, and we were called something that started with a lowercase m and then the next letter was capitalized. All of the band members were called mAsters. We were in a van, on tour, listening to one of our own songs on the radio. It sounded like the beatles' helter skelter.

About forty-five minutes after falling asleep I woke up after having a little dream. I'm not sure if it was a hallucination because I was trying a WILD, but in the dream I was going to bed. T was sitting in our chair and he was playing video games, I think. But the chair was sitting diagonally in front of the door. I went to say goodnight, and I kissed him. Then I thought he had said, do you want to dance? I was like what. And he said do you want to live or die? I realized that I had mistaken dance for die. Then I laughed because he seemed so serious, like I had irritated him somehow. I said don't fuck with me right now I'm drunk. I ran to the bedroom but it was kind of like bouncing, I was scared but laughing hoping it was a joke. When I got to the bedroom, I jumped in the air to land on the bed on my belly, but I didn't land. I started falling through the bed and I think I had made myself wake up. Like I was somehow conscious but I never thought about it. Then I had a false awakening, but that's all I remember about that.

After I had a long dream, but by now I only remember parts. I was with an old friend and something about a dress she didn't want anymore that I wanted to give away. But she wanted me to hold on to it so that she could wear it again sometime. I went to what I had called in the dream JC Penney and I went it but it was kind of like a small town DMV office. So I was waiting and I was on the phone and lit a cigarette. There was a guy trying to tell me to not smoke and finally I realized they had changed the smoking policy. So I apologized and was going to go outside but I didn't want to so I finished the cigarette real quck. Then I was sitting in a chair and I remember telling someone something and I was very direct about it but I can't remembe what I was saying. There was a guy sitting next to that person who I had went to school with a long time ago but he looked older. I could tell he was trying to picture this new me and that's what I had been thinking about when I was talking. Very confusing. I'll just end it here.

1. I'm in a bar, relaxing somewhat awkwardly at a table with my frenemy H.B. and his girlfriend J.J. The interior reminds me of a bar in my old college town, but the view out the windows is that of a bustling supermarket in my hometown. H. asks for a pitcher of water as I start texting with my own girlfriend. I turn around and notice that the bar proper is taken up by a line of sorority girls, dressed in black Playboy bunny costumes for a frat party.

2. I decide to go to my old grade school, touring it in a suit, but while doing so I run into people from all levels of schooling. John M. from high school I see in the bathroom, the high school art teacher I see in the hall (interviewing for a position here), and C.W. and S.A. from college I see on the stairs as I'm leaving.

3. I stay up very late watching some football game... then go to sleep. I FA into my own bed at 9 o'clock at night, and my brother is sitting on the chair beside me playing Nintendo DS. My mom walks into the room and starts to berate me for my lateness and asks me how I expect to eat.

I find myself going downstairs with some classmates(DS) at school(DS). Of course, the school looked different. We came down the stairs and entered a hallway. Lauren(DS) walked between me and Dan(DS) looking for something. Soon, we reached a room. And I awake.

vividness: 5
Lucidity: 0, 3

It started i was on a bus with my friend tucker, we were on a game/ride at Hershey Park. It was a bus that would drive around and while you were on it diamonds would rain down from the side, and you would try and catch them. I remember I went first, then my friend tucker did, they we were arguing over who should go on the last one, because for some reason only one more person could go.
-Skip
I was in a weird hotel environment with a bunch of friends, there was a laundry shoot that took everything down to the basement. Every one got the towels from their bathrooms and through them down there, every one was daring me to try and jump in there.
-Skip
I had a dream that the girl i got my first kiss from moved back to my school, and we were in a relationship. I was walking to my bus and she walked up and grabbed my hand and said "you thought you could get away with out saying bye to me." Then she left to get on her bus this one other girl that still goes to my school, admitted she had a crush on me and said that she was just waiting for the right moment. She basically wanted to break up with my girlfriend DC.
-Skip
I was suddenly in the math hall way in my school. The bell would ring and instead of students coming out of the classrooms, zombies did. i didnt think of it as a nightmare, i thought of it as a game. I remember trying to run down the math hall way and dodge them. some people would get turned over and some would make it. I gotten bit and began turning over. RESET the bell rung and the zombies started coming out again i ran down the hallway bouncing off the wall and kicking them in the opposite direction. i made it to the science hallway and there were not zombies there, just students, but i knew they would show up eventually, i continued running in till I reached the lunch room. I saw some friends in the lunch room and sat down with them. i began to think i was dreaming at the moment, but suddenly it faded out.
-Skip
It was like I was playing a video like black ops or something i remember walking around with a gun or a sniper. i had a solid grayish-green gilly suit on and i approached a broken down house, i remember all my team was taken out, and i was the last one left.
-Skip
I remember driving up and down the road our cabins are on when we go on vacation. We turned around and started heading in the opposite direction. Some one was after us. We parked our car and began to fish, the fishing equipment was buried in the sand by some one who had been killed by the people that are after us. We began to fish for this huge lake monster. It was what every one was after, and my friend got killed because the people wanted to catch it before we did and he was a good fisherman. I started breathing really hard, and ran back to the explorer to get my inhaler(I don't have asthma?) I ran back down and then everything faded out.
-Skip
I was arrested about a year and 3 days ago, they never sent me my court date. I dreamed I was outside with a bunch of friends. I remember one of my friends saying "pot is my favorite drug." Then i remember getting a old cigarette bud in my hat from one of my friends.(i don't smoke cigarettes) my dad walked up and I tried to take it out and flick it out, but he saw me. I remember hearing one of my friends say "I think he saw you." I was thinking, hes still right fucking there! I walked inside with my dad and he told me that they had finally come to get me and were taking me to a rehab for 2 months. I remember just say "Mother f..."(religious dad) I walked out side and started yell mother fucker at the TOP of my lungs. i walked around the house back in the front, i went in the garage and the guy pulled up to take me. He said he needed to search me before we went. After he did he was like "now we got to do a cavity search" I was like "HELL NO, you can fuck yourself." He responded saying "We need to its required" I responded saying "Oh fucking well, I bet you like your job bitch." I punched him in the face as hard as i could and ran out my garage. Then i woke up.

I remember playing basketball with my friend, And I remember this jock guy and his friends trying to start shit with us for no reason. I never did anything to him nor his friends and I said this is the only friend I have. Close friend. And he got cocky with me so I called him a fag. He got pissed and tried to shove me. The gym coach got on him and his buddies and they left. I got mad and punched the cocky bastard. He got pissed and tried to fight me in front of everyone. Then he tried to humiliate me in front of everyone when I was sitting on the bleachers. I noticed Sasuke Uchiha from Naruto Shippuden standing there in 3 Denominational form in human form looking at me with a disgrace look. Well that's Sasuke for you any way. I tried getting him to help me get this guy off my back but he didn't do anything. The next time I have a Lucid Dream I will summon that guy and his friends and teach em a lesson.

Ok so I know most of you are familiar with the Cartoon Network series The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy right? Well I'll be telling the dream now. Ok here I go!

I had this dream I was in a different bedroom but it looked different. Then I saw Lord Moldy Butt from the cartoon series The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy. Every time I saw him come after me I said his name and something bad would break. Here's a picture of him if you don't know what he looks like.




Then I found my self out in my old back yard. There was an above ground we had. I was standing on a tall balcony. I said Lord Moldy Butt when I was out side and the pool broke, and water fell into it. I saw my dog floating in the air and I said that's impossible. So I did a reality check "I forgot which one it was" and I got lucid for a short period of time. I tried to stabilize the lucid dream to make it last longer with rubbing your hands together technique and it worked for only a short amount of time. I tried using that lord moldy butt thing on my dog but it didn't work.

After that I woke up, Or I thought I did... I remember writing my dream down in my written dream journal and I woke up a second time and I noticed a pizza on a plate. I noticed my dog laying on the couch in my room looking at the slice of pizza so I gave him the pizza. After that I walked into the kitchen and it was sunny. I noticed a bunch of kids walking down our street. Like a hundred of them. I did the nose pinch reality check when I felt like something was off but it failed. Then I woke up for real this time. I could barely remember what happened in the dream I had. But at least I'm getting better at this stuff.

*This dram is set up around my village. It was happening at night (dream sign). Some kind of pest or frogs is uncontrollably overpopulating. I have developed some new kind of animal that attacked the overpopulating kind. I also developed some kind of fish for the same purpose. I have also developed new kind of plant that was grown at composter at my grandmother’s garden. It was very successful killing the right amount of the pest (now I feel it’s rabbits). I gave some samples to my friend Pavel O. ...At this point my recordings make not sense!!! (well funny though....”I told Kolovska that she is fat and she complained... Pavel and Skrbek are two bloody liars, so I put a wardrobe there, turn on my computer and cat ).

AWAKE
DREAMING

I'm blaming 'the slender man' for the whole in my recall last night.

DREAM 1:
The sky and land are white, everything is white, no recognizable features or landmarks anywhere. Faceless men are running at me and I kill them with what appears to be a lightsaber, they just keep coming.

DREAM 2:
I'm SCARED! I don't know how I got here but I am running for my life through a very foggy forest, I can hear what sounds like a baby laughing only deeper. I can hear loud footsteps behind me.

1. Playing D&D, which transitions from a traditional fantasy universe to a Western, and then into a LARP Western. I walk into a bar, where I meet a girl named Alice Smith, who's crying over some form that requires the sheriff's signature. I take up her case, and as I converse with her I read through a book of frontier law (failed RC). I eventually go get the sheriff's signature, but as I'm coming back to give her the form, I see a wanted poster for Alice as a Canadian spy. Disgusted, I leave, and meet up with the rest of my party in a nearby arcade. I notice a bunch of college friends at a restaurant table close to the arcade, but I don't go to meet them.

2. I come across two very attractive women on the porch swing at the front of my old house. They are disdainful of me, but after a bit James Bond falls from the roof onto the porch in front of them, completely naked. They start cooing over his manliness, and this is so ridiculous I sort of wake up. I almost manage a semi-lucidity and insert myself into James Bond's body, but this is more of vivid daydream level of reality instead of true lucid sensation. I can't honestly count it as lucid, especially with poor recall as to subsequent events.