dream fragment

I wanna go back to bed. Nothing to see here, folks.

09/09/10



Misha Collins conquers the world one random act of kindness at a time.

Labyrinthine underground cities. A bluish tinge to the grand entrance halls and expansive meeting chambers. Everything carved from stone, going on into the earth for miles.

I'm sitting in a movie theatre, third row from the front, staring into space as the rest of the theatre's patrons file out. I see movement out of the corner of my eye, and I glance up at the guy standing next to me. His head is tilted to the side and he's looking at me curiously.

"Enjoy the movie?" he asks.

"It really makes you think." I allow.

He holds out a hand. "Misha."

"Sam." I say, shaking his hand. "You're one of the producers, right?"

We talk about stuff.

I wake up a few times, and I'm third person POV on a new dream. Buffy and Willow are coaching Xander through some kind of school-related interview. He has to keep eating ice from the soft drinks, or something bad will happen.

Someone says "Rosenburg" a lot, and Buffy gets lectured by a teacher for corrupting Xander and/or Willow.

Scare Factor: 1/10
Rating: 2/10

09/09/2010

ATS -- All-Terrain Submersible (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This is just a short fragment, but I remember being in some sort of school setting. My friends Andy and Ganey are there, as well as some sort of other guy... either a professor, or venture capitalist, or something. Anyways, Ganey is showing off to us, as basically he has a submarine. We're all in the classroom watching him remote control a submarine. Not only that, his submarine can not only submerge, of course, but FLY. Yes, it can rise right out of the water and hover in the air. I remember being simultaneously confused and amazed by this. It's hilarious in retrospect, really. Anyway, that's all I can remember.

I do not remember much of it, but it was sort of fun and random. There was this mother and her daughter. I think I might have dreamt about the daughter earlier on how she made money. Anyways, the mother was drinking alot. And she was telling her daughter that all life was about was alcohol and cleaning up after your man. The daughter got pretty sad and went to the store and used all her money on alcohol. It was pretty sad actually. But then Huey, Dewey, and Louie from the Donald cartoon came, and they figured out a smart plan. The daughter had an alarm clock that was very loud. The same as I am using, called Sonic Bomb. Huey, Dewey, and Louie called The child protection service and said that the mother allowed her daughter to have and use such a loud alarm clock. The Child Protection took the daugher away and everyone was happy. Why didn't Huey, Dewey, and Louie just say that the mother was an alcoholic and allowed her daughter to drink? I got no idea.

i dont remember a thing about my dream last night acpet that my dad told me not to eat coco puffs cause there un healthy

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Hey all. Tried a MILD last night, not too hard I guess, but I still lay there for some time, chanting in my head: "When I dream, I will know it's a dream" and even some in the morning after waking up a few times. Anyways atleast I had a couple of entertaining dreams. Nothing compared to a Lucid one. But I know I will get one soon!

D1 Night: I'm at small stream with a guy from work. He tells me he want seeds from those strange three-meter tall plants growing in the stream. I look at them and they look like small trees with a huge pineapple at the top. I jump down from the plateau we're standing on, and down onto the dried up riverbed. "Hmm wasn't there a stream here just now?" I wonder. A narrator voice tells me that the plants like dry places, and I take a closer look at them. The huge pineapple have a hole in it I notice, and they are hollow. Inside I find a small ball-like seed, more like an onion, floating around in water. I can't take it out without destroying the plant so I leave it. I look at the wall of mud next to me, and remove some cloth. A black spider big as my thumbnail crawls away and I see several red ants. After some time I decide to climb back up and I notice the sky is turning darker, and everyone is gone. A few pictures taken on the plants later I start walking away. I walk through a neighbourhood and people are pulling out their cars.

Dreamfragments Night:
*I'm on a boat, some older men are in the water, and dragging the boat. "I thought it was deeper than that here" I say. "Nah it's pretty shallow" a man replies.

** I'm having tea with my family and some relatives. The muffins look great, with pink glaze. I try one out but I don't remember if it tasted as good as it looked. A relative starts having the longest speech ever about children and stuff. I think he's talking about Monica who's pregnant, but halfway through, I realise he's talking about his own daughter, who just had a child. Sadly Monica doesn't realise this and when the speech is over, she thanks them all. Everything goes quiet. I whisper to her that it wasn't her they thanked. She starts to laugh and takes it pretty well. She tells me a few minnutes later that she almost started crying.

D2 11.30: I'm walking up to a house with Monica. Suddenly I notice something's not right and I check the back. I can see a lion's tail disappearing behind the corner. I panic and run back to Monica and tell her to get up on the roof. We barely make it as two lions see us. On the roof I can now see four lions roaming around the house. There's a big hole in the roof and I look down. I see a girl with a skirt bending over and she's wearing a limegreen g-string in the kitchen. Nice! A second later the little girl (OMG) at the age of ten perhaps turn around and greets us. I'm horrified.

D3 12.30: I'm walking around in town with Felix, G and Monica. A guy on a quadbike almost runs over G and he kicks it as the guy stops. The guy gets mad and happy at the same time (?) and stalks off. G enters a restaurant and we figure he's gonna take a piss, so we take a seat outside. After a few minutes he comes back with a tray and a couple of plates. "What are you doing?!" I ask and he smiles. "I'm working, illegally!" "Uhm okay, why don't you say that a bit louder?" I ask and see two former classmates sitting at a table near us. We decide to go and they rise too. Suddenly I make eye contact with one (Charlie) and he greets me, and gives me a hug. I say hi to the other one (Seth) and ask them what they do these days. Charlie points at a big sign with some skiiers on it, and tells me he's doing skiiing tricks. "That's awesome dude, do you make enough to survive?" I ask and he shrugs. We start walking down the street and I hold Monica's hand. "What about you Seth?" He looks down. "I started this business with a classmate, and it didn't go that well..." Suddenly Charlie and Seth starts walking ahead and I tell them to slow down. They don't listen and soon they're gone. A car drives past and splashes slush at us. "What the hell?..." I think as the car crashes into a building a few yards behind us. Two more cars pull up and stop behind the car. I pull out my cellphone and try to film it all. Everyone in the cars go out and starts fighting like crazy. Suddenly they notice us. Some guy acts all crazy and another girl tells us: "Do you know how many people he's turned bisexual? How many guys he has ****ed?" The guy walks up to Felix and tries to kiss him, but Felix pushes him away. I really don't want to fight and tries to calm them down. Malin, a girl with us freaks out and takes off her pants. "I will show you that I'm not bisexual!" she yells and offers her behind to the guy. I pull her out of there and we start walking again. I calm her down and we're walking on a muddy path with numbers on the ground. I have a number in my hand and I show it to a little girl, who does the same. I feel like a handicapped person, and see some german writing in the mud. "This must be from WW2" I say.

Amount of sleep: 10 hours

That's it! I've signed up to a MILD class with PercyLucid. I have high hopes for that class, and I know it will make me dream more. Btw: I often wake up and lay there thinking about my dreams, and I can see myself writing them down, even the feeling is right, until I realise that I'm just lying there. Is that some kind of False Awakening?

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

i had 2 dreams, 1 fragment, and almost went lucid...

non-lucid dream semi-lucid

1.My family, and I (and by family i mean My mother, brother, father, Myself, Both of my mothers sisters, Their husbands, their kids, their kids husbands/wives, their kids kids, etc etc) were in this small old town house in the middle of a forest. It was like we were on the yearly canoe trip but in a nicer house. we were all drinking and happy, even though it was raining. Then there was a lady in a pink outfit at the door. she left, and followed her out , and stood on the porch. I tried to call her back in but she was up at her house. Her house with only two walls. I shrugged and went back in. I don't remember what happened next but i think i went lucid. I looked around, and nobody was there. I went to take a step but i was suddenly pulled backwards and every thing began to get fuzzy and black. I began to spin in a circle as fast as i could, and i stopped moving backwards. I looked around. there was a lot of black and some fuzzy stuff, and i lost it.

Everything went black, and dream #2 started.

2. started out like a video loading on my cell phone, and two big red curtain pulled back, like a Broadway performance. I was in a barn loft with an ugly green skinned witch. she shrieked, and hid in the corner. I tried to pull the curtains back but they were tangles, and even though they moved, they wouldn't close. So i turned around and looked out the lofts window. I told her she need to leave.....
cats began to fight...woke up, passed Reality check....

3.i was riding a horse; a bay mare, probably in her late teens early 20's. I never said it's name but it felt familiar, so i believe it was my first horse Pepsi even though i never really looked at her or got off of her. I was plodding along in my parents front yard (their front yard is behind the house, and the back yard faced the road.) I moved up to the driveway, and came to a stop in the center of the circle turn around. It was night time, and there were a lot of starts. it was so comfortable, until some lady came walking up. She grabbed Pepsi's head, shoved a lamp shade over her ear, and handed my a large doughnut box. Pepsi freaked. She jumped higher than the house, and kept jumping. she went to the left, then forward again taking bounds as long as an acre or so. (it's hard to calculate a different length because i couldn't see the ground, until we landed, and i know the exact acreage at my parents :/ ) She was about to jump out into the street, but even though thee were no cars I pulled back, and she jumped towards the pond. I lost the doughnuts, and one of my arms went flailing into the air. I tried to grab something, but my arm caught a HUGE spider web which lit up like electrical lines when it snapped. Pepsi took one more big jump, and landed in her pasture, hen stopped. The next thing i know I'm walking up to the garage, going "wow that jelly filled was delicious!"
i lost the dream after that...


i cant believe i remembered all that @.@

08.09.2010

A few short fragments (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I went to bed late and woke up early, so not good recall, but as always, at least something.

- I was working online.
- I was assigning work outdoors
- There were other people doing the same thing.
- Old school scenario (???? no idea what is this)
- I was playing Final Fantasy X
- I was using Yuna with my wife.
- A boss attacked me and did nothing.
- Yuna had 60.000 HP and the boss was crappy.
- I defeated the boss by one hit doing 86 damage.

Missed dream signs:
- I was playing video game. I do not play video games anymore.
- The video game scenery was ridiculous.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Head for a ToTY

I am talking to a girl that I have been sleeping with. She is laying on a couch, with her head in my lap. She is telling me that she has had sex with one of my closest friends. I am not angry or surprised.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID FALSE AWAKENING

In general, these last days I have been recalling fewer dreams and totally missing good opportunities when they arise, but we all go through these stupid phases, I guess.


23:20 GMT – Sleep

Can’t really recall a dream, but I woke up with obsessive thoughts about dream control and the serial dreaming RPG tasks, so either I was dreaming something related to that or not at all and felt frustrated on waking up.

3:58 GMT

Random fragments
I’m with a group of kids, brothers and sisters and apparently we are very famous. There’s a huge group of fans stalking us and we just have time to hide in some house. Inside there’s a maid who becomes our friend and keeps our location secret. For some reason we stay there for the night and it is absolutely imperative that nobody find us there.
Then I am on some balcony trying to disentangle something (?)
Then I’m on top of a skyscraper in N.Y. I feel a bit of vertigo.
Then I am with some blond guy and we are making a pact to help each other keep some secret only to ourselves.

4:30 GMT

From a train to a slaughterhouse
I’m on a train station platform and from inside a train a friend calls me, says it is last call for this train and if I’m not getting there immediately I’ll have to go on the next. I don’t know where we’re going, but I hop in. I sit and realise that in the seat in front are my friend R., L. and some other person. They are bragging about their dreams. One of them says she can easily use the train ride to snooze a little and will surely come up with at least 2 lucid dreams. Initially I feel envious, but I shudder this feeling, don't want to give in to envy and just ignore them. I look through the window and I see bulls on some field. Half-lucid I start thinking which animal suffers the worst: the bull that roams free his entire life and is then slowly tortured and bleed to death in a bullfighting arena or a cow that lives an entirely miserable existence of pain in some factory farm but then dies supposedly quicker? My doubt lies now in the effectiveness of stunners that are used to leave the animals unconscious before slaughter. So I find myself in a slaughterhouse holding one of such devices to test it. I thought about trying it on myself, but I felt a bit scared of what I would feel, so I just test it on an apple – not a very clever idea, it just gets some burning marks on it. [chicken!]

A portal
I’m on some house of an old couple and their son. We’re in the middle of an empty room and there’s a portal open in the centre of the room. It just appeared out of nowhere. As it shines and waves in the air, in tones of blue, like water, we wonder what it is and if it’s dangerous to cross it and what it is on the other side. The boy gets behind it and throws something across it in our direction. It was like a piece of garbage. Instead of crossing, it just stays there, suspended in the portal, but it performs a strange mystical dance and then becomes a perfect circle form. Then I don't remember much, but I had no will or courage to actually cross it and think I just left this room and house and continued dreaming outside. [idiot!]

Buddhists and new agers
I'm in this foreign country and my mom came to visit me and I decide to show her around. I’m dressed in orange, top and long skirt and with my purple hat. I tell her lots of monks and Buddhist teachers are also in the city at the moment, for some gathering. We see a group of people waiting for a bus on the other side of the road and I tell her “See over there, it’s Mathieu Ricard with some other Tibetan Buddhist monk”. A bit further we pass by another group of monks, and I tell her “And see, look who’s in the middle of these monks, it’s Tich Nhat Hanh.”
Then we see a large entrance to some place, like a garage, not entirely inviting, but lots of new agers gathered there. They invite us in, they are eating what seems to be lentils and vegetables, so we join them. After the meal they behave a bit childish, like when they start doing this clapping hand game I used to play in camps with other kids.

5:30 GMT

Alone in the city
I am again in this foreign city and I know my mom is visiting, although not with me at the moment. I know it is quite far from home and I wonder how she enjoyed the flight. I feel that flying is becoming quite normal to me and I wonder if I’ll ever be afraid of flying. Then it occurs to me that maybe if I fly to Nepal, I might feel scared because lots of planes fall in that area as their flying companies are not so safe.
While I think about all this I am entering a building, following two other girls who enter a public toilet. It is quite big with large mirrors on the wall over the sinks. The girls are mocking me or something, but I ignore them. I go to the mirror and I spend a lot of time there, looking at something in my face as I continue thinking. Because I’m abstracted, the dream transforms and I am now on top of a hill sitting with a guy and a girl on a few steps and the mirror transformed into a glass wall by my left side. Through it I can see a road down the hill and a city on the other side of the road.
Me and this guy and girl are so packed together (don’t know way, as there’s lots of space around) and the guy is flirting me thinking I’m interested. But I couldn’t care less, I get up and decide to move. I go downhill and cross the street. From there I see than on the side of this little hill, there's a bigger mountain with a forest and old houses in the horizon, outside the city and for a moment I consider going there. But hesitated, and decided to just fly around the city. I am lucid but honestly can’t really tell when it started (think it was gradual, from the moment I moved away from this couple of friends).
For a moment I find myself inside a house with a bunch of other people and I change clothes – now I wear a sexy transparent black shirt. Then I’m outside again and I’m a bit distracted and a car almost hits me. I pause on the sidewalk for a while, just looking to the sky and the buildings around. It’s all so luminous. Then I see lots of jets lifting off and I have this impression there’s a lot of rich business people on this city. The jets lift off, one after another, there’s maybe an airport nearby. But then they start behaving strangely, like they are not flying in a straight line, but a bit randomly and then they transform into giant metal birds, with colourful painted wings.
A Russian guy wakes me up from my mesmerisation and tells me he will drive this car, which is parked right by my side and I’m sitting on the sidewalk, so he’s just warning me to get out the way. He is a bit rude, but he is actually concerned about my safety and I feel he is a nice guy. He is a driver, not the owner of the car.
Then I cross the street on the pedestrian walkway. I didn’t look to see if it was green for pedestrians and a wall of cars comes in my direction from both sides. But I am not afraid. As they approach I think "cars keep coming at me but this is my dream and they can’t hurt me, I’ll be like Moises opening the red sea and crossing safely to the other side". It didn’t quite happen that way. It just happened that the cars would pass in front of me or in my back without ever colliding with me, very elegantly. That was nice, but not awesome, so I stay there and decide the cars will lift in the air and freeze and make a wall of cars. This time I point my hand to them to make it happen, but all it happens is that they started levitating, but not with the desired effect. I think “Oh crap, I really suck at this control thing.”, but it wasn’t that bad - at least it was a very sucessful levitation of cars.
Then for some irrational “reason” when I am in the sidewalk I decide I’m not over with this gimmick yet and I walk a bit further down the road until I find a spot that for "some reason” looks good. There I decide to send a purple light ray – actually more like a laser, hard to explain - to the ground, marking an invisible line where the cars will create this wave or wall of cars, when they reach it. But by this time, the traffic diminished a lot. It’s already dawn and I also realised there’s very few people on the street. A guy coming out from a building – looks like a bank – just saw me sending out “laser beams” and with his eyes wide open he freezes on the sidewalk and moves back inside. I can’t believe he is afraid of me!
I lean on some raised flowerbed outside a building, waiting for some car to pass, but nothing! They totally disappeared. Now I feel pissed. I was sure this time it would work! Then I feel so incredibly lonely, as if I was the only one of my kind in the world - nobody with whom to share my reality and my tricks. Then my cat appears by my side and I hug him, but I don’t feel much better.
[Then I felt totally disappointed that I didn’t remember to do any of the tasks I was supposed to do!]

7:15 GMT – Wake up

Type: Regular dream.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

I was in some dimly lit small room with my friend, and I was holding my ipod touch. She wanted to look at it, so I entered the unlock code, and she was able to scroll through the music. She tapped on the artist "Coldplay", and it went to the list of songs I had of theirs on my ipod.

However, it only showed "Clocks", and I remember distinctly reading that word. She asked, "that's all you have?" and I looked at it. The other two songs I had on it loaded within a few seconds; one appeared and then the other a few moments later.

Type: Regular dream.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Notes:
Today was the first day of school.

I was in a casual restaurant like the kind you'd find in a hospital. I was eating some butterscotch pudding with my dad, and I suddenly felt a lump in my mouth. Without hesitation I spat it out onto the table, and then went to the restroom. I spit out at least five different bees. They were tiny, around half the size of a thumbtack, and they fell into the sink, unmoving and presumably dead.

i was standing with my girlfriend. I kissed her and she pulled away after a lil bit.. a car came and picked her up i kissed her once more she left. My dad came and picked me up and told me he was going to have a proffesional search my room for drugs or some shit. Next i went to lay in my bed and my ex girlfriend was offering me oral sex for five dollars i told her yea watever nd she began. two lesbians were next to me while i was recieving head, and i later messed arouend with them. after my ex wanted her money for sex which we ended up having and i told her there was a check in my drawyer she could have. My dad came in the room as she opened the drawyer and told my ex it was his money now cuz he earned it. She started to fight my dad over the five dollar check for oral sex and i woke up not remembring my dream til later

(This dream was two, actually. I woke up once, and then fell back asleep again and dreamt a less vivid dream. Kind of irritating - I was off to a good start. Digimon was centered around Season 4.)

I was in the Digital World with a couple other kids, but we'd gotten seperated from another girl. Me, being concerned about her, said we should try to locate her. The other Digidestined asked me how - the Digi World was so big, it could take weeks to search all over. This stumped me, but then I thought, "well, we're all connected, aren't we? We should be able to trace that connection back to her."

So I asked them to join hands with me, close their eyes, and focus on her. It seemed to take a very, very long time. We had to concentrate very hard - but eventually a picture of her rose up in my mind - but then an evil Digimon attacked us, quickly knocking us apart.

Angry, we all Digivolved into our respective forms, and were working on a strategy -

But then I woke up.

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All I can remember from this one was there was a military unit, and a man was in it. They were supposed to infiltrate this building by a cliffside, but when they entered, one of them soon found himself boxed in. Afraid of being shot, he darted around, unable to quite see his environment too well. Finally he turned back to the cliff and jumped over it, where he was going to hit the water before he saw his unit on another cliffside.

He teleported over there safely. To me, this "teleportation" looked like the world slowed down around him, and he was covered in a gold-like aura because he moved incredibly fast. It took two of these 'flashes' to get up on the cliffside.

I woke up right after that.

(I'm curious about the other dream, wondering if it was possibly a shared dream?)

09/08/2010

That's not how reincarnation works... (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This dream is pretty fragmented, but from what I do remember, it takes place right before heading back to college, and I'm contemplating whether to "reincarnate" (those of you who play the Disgaea series, think reincarnation or transmigration from that). Basically, I would become a newborn again, but have all the knowledge I currently have now. I don't know HOW that would work, or how a newborn would ever survive college anyways. The other part of the dream that I remember is when I actually get to college. I'm good old me, so I guess I decided not to "reincarnate". The interesting thing is, apparently my school is now on one of JUPITER'S MOONS (I wanna say Triton). Of course, this doesn't seem out of the ordinary for me. I remember having landed on Triton and being next to some sort of volcano. I pull up a sort of map on the "HUD" (apparently I'm in a video game now) and realize that I'm on the far west side of the map, and the campus is on the far eastern side. Since the map wraps around, though, I should be right next to it if I just turn around. That is all I remember of this crazy dream.

I had two dreams last night, but i only remember bits and pieces.


1. I was on the floor of my younger brothers room. John Deer Green walls, cream carpet. His computer desk and bed were behind me, and his room was laid out the same way it was before i moved out. I sat up, and was able to look out his window, and noticed his room was very high up. My parents house was only ground, and i thought this was odd.
I woke up because of cats.
When i went back to sleep i was on the floor of my brother room again, I sat up once more, and this time there was a man on the ground, he looked rather small from this distance. The man threw something, and a voice behind my yelled "Cover!" I ducked, and an apple came through the window, began blinking violently, and then exploded. Then an orange came through the window, and did the same thing. I was trying to avoid them by rolling around on the ground, and one landed on me. I grabbed it, started to panic, but thought wait Fruit do not explode."
I woke up, and there was some traffic outside the house.
I was back on my brothers floor, there were strange toys everywhere and I sat up. The voice from earlier was behind me again so i turned around, and there was a man sitting at the foot of my brothers bed. He held this massive multiple CD case, and shook his head. "You'll never sell this for 800 dollars." he said. I became confused "What are you talking about?" i asked. He turned he case around to show me one of the dvd's missing out of the case. "You're missing the Zeddacus Zerrander collection." I remember tilding my head to the side and saying. "But i don't own any Legend of the seeker dvds"
The dream was done again, and i rolled over to look at my wife before closing my eyes.
Once again i was on the floor of my little brothers room. this time it was a Renaissance era battle field in a 14x12 bed room. Talk about crowded! I remember getting up to defend myself when i was run over but a balista from behind. I began cursing loudly, and thinking. "Who the fuck runs someone over with a Balista?!?!" The battle stops, and i find myself sitting at the edge of my brothers bed. There is a lady and a man in the bed, getting ready to sleep. The man in the bed says he's sorry for running me over but he was trying to get somewhere. I ignore him, and look at the floor. there is another man in a sleeping bag there. He starts talk, but i can't hear him. I don't remember if I jumped next, or fell, but i landed in the mans sleeping bag. I could barley move, so the man left, and let me fall asleep.


2.The second dream also took place at my parents house, outside in the yard i think. I don't remember much else but but I know after a bit i began to wonder why i was there. I don't remember anything else after i began to question.






i begin to think when i was waking up, they were fake. I forgot my reality checks :/