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Journal Entry Lucid #27 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
Background:I meditated before going to sleep. I told myself I could have a LD but it is ok if I don't have one just as long as I could remember my dream.

Dream fragment time 3:40am-5:17am"":
I see building falling and hitting the water. The water raised and created a tsunami. It went towards the city. I hear music from the world that fit perfectly for the action. I watched as people desperately tried to outrun it. I was dramatic, screaming, "no, no don't try and out run it climb something" I see this women climbing a parking lot building with ease. She managed to get across 3 stories in a couple of seconds. I am screaming, "You go girl". I realized that I was on an Ipad. My sister's friends are laughing at me because of how seriously I took it.

I was now in some house with some people. We were talking and stuff. It had dark lighting and I started rubbing my hands. I look around and I noticed that the environment started coming into focus.

I realized it was a dream and told the people I was sitting with that I have to leave. The girl was very upset with me because I was leaving early. The guy left to go use the bathroom. I know that most of the time when I go towards darkness. Out of fear I tried to stabilize. I started rubbing my hands. Nothing I still felt like I was about to wake up. I walked around and looked at the people. I was at some bar. I started to do spinning technique and they looked at me weird. I walked into the lightly lit place and it made me feel happy. I walked into the darkness and it made me feel sad. I then heard *beep beep I woke up It was my parents making food in microwave. It served as an alarm.

Journal Entry Lucid #26 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
Background:I meditated before going to sleep. I told myself I could have a LD but it is ok if I don't have one just as long as I could remember my dream.

Dream fragment 3 time 4:07am-5:20am"":
I drove past an accident. A van hit another van and one of them went into a ditch and couldn't get out. The driver laughed at him and left. I see a man on a motorcycle that saw it. He sees a cop nearby. He drives up to him and jumps off the bike. The cop was taking off his helmet. He wasn't prepared for the motorcycle. Out of fear the cop took out a baton and beat the man. The man tried to explain to him what happened and pleaded for the cop to stop. The cop stopped hitting him when they noticed a building's on fire. The motorcyclist jumps right in. He opens one of the lockers inside the school and found this child inside. The child had shorts on, mushroom haircut and a dirty shirt. They praised the motorcyclist for saving the kid.

I walked back inside the building after the fire has subsided. I go inside and I open the locker, and I see this old man pale dead inside. They looked stiff as if they have been stuffed. I then see another and another. A man was at the door. I asked him how could they do this to a human being legally? He said "they could only do it if they do it legally". I thought oh that makes sense only if it is legal. As I was walking out the school. The child showed up and walked inside. The father was screaming saying who let my child enter the building. He is screaming about how he is traumatized. I walked inside and he said, "thank you for saving me, (in a deep voice), BUT IT IS NOT ME THAT YOU SHOULD HAVE SAVED."

It became clear the little boy was behind the killings. He levitated knives and threw it. I started running. Their was this green and purple monster with him. As I was running kid said in distorted voice, "what's the matter?!". I then said I don't want to watch this movie any more I don't want to have a bad dream about it. I woke up.
I see these two people sitting down talking about the "movie". They argued, "why would the child kill all those people" said the cowboy, the other one said it is because he is evil". I realized it was a dream and I started to rub my hands. I went to the void. I woke up again. I see the two people upon seeing them I became lucid again.

One of them says to another, "he is not evil", the monster came out of the closet, and disappeared. It became pitch black again. I was angry that I ended up at VOID. I then hear a voice the monsters, "Prove to me that the boy wasn't evill all along" he said this to the cowboy.

The environment changed. I was at my school. I was upset and angry that a DC has more power than me. I wanted him to understand his place. So, I levitated him and threw him. He pounded me. I levitated him again and tossed him, and again. He said stop it and transformed into a small fly. I told him to watch himself. The cowboy and the other guy started flying. The monsters were right behind, as fly. I then followed them. I flew close to the trees without touching them. I was happy that I could have this level of control. I landed to stabilize. When I started to spin my body around, the dream started transforming. I see geometric pattern. So I started to rub my hands and it started coming into focus. I see these children in a red and black spectra.

They had weird geometric patterns on them. And finally it was cartoon. I see the kid walking to a girl. He asks her to dance with him. She says ok. They started dancing innocently. The other children started pointing and saying how could she be with him. She didn't mind at first. Then she started moving away from him. The scene started getting dark. I see the kid looking down at the ground sad and angry, alone.

Journal Entry Lucid #25 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
Background: WBtB I meditated before going to sleep. I told myself I could have a LD but it is ok if I don't have one just as long as I could remember my dream.
Not an exciting Lucid.
Dream fragment time 2:20am-3:12am"":
I was walking down a hill and I realized that my body teleported from one location to another.

I said this is a dream. The moment I said that it started to destabilize. I kept telling myself dreams are important too don't think it isn't. It was still fading. So I started rubbing my hands. It went pitch black, VOID. I kept rubbing my hands knowing that i am still in dream. I feel my body rotating in circles. Finally a scene forms and I walk into it.

I see a mother and her daughter walking with groceries in their hands. The weird thing was that they were purple and made of clay. I hear the daughter ask the mom if ghosts are real. The mom tells her ghosts demons and entities are real. Since the dream was most stable around them I followed them, like a ghost. They didn't see me. I went into their house. They no longer were purple and everything looked realistic. I see these cameras everywhere. I see a man seated it on the computer as if he is in charge of surveillance. The mom took her child in a small opening in the floor. I thought I am here to teach them something. I hate surveillance so I used telekinesis.

I saw the cameras, some were made into stuffed animals such as a bear. I clinched my hands and the bear started to crumble like clay. I then did the same to the others, except they crubmbled like metal. And just for the fun of it, I levitated objects around the man on the computer. He looked very annoyed by me. I then saw these women. I levitated both of them, both fat BTW. I didn't notice the kids on their laps. I levitated them back down gently. The little girl said, "Yoda!!". I started laughing. I then got the mother that hid underground. I put them together and I told them that this isn't the way to raise a child under extreme surveillance. I told them that is what the government want them to do. It makes it easier to spy on their family. They shook their head scared. I let them go.

I started levitating an object in midair spinning it around. It looked cool. I realized that I am getting distracted and remember what I wanted to do. I decided to leave. As I was walking out. I looked at their bathroom window. I see red and blue lights flashing. I thought dam they called the cops on me. I opened the window of the bathroom, and tried to fly. I lost lucidity and fell towards the ground. I landed on a truck. I got up and kept telling myself this is a dream. I couldn't move my body though. I was aware though. They took me for a ride.

I lost lucidity and they took me to some military facility and armed me. The moment they gave me a gun, it was like the games I played kicked in. I automatically shot most of their soldiers. After that Sargent showed up and stopped me. He said congratulations you passed. I was confused because I killed most of their best man. They started disappearing, it was just holograms. I realized it was a dream and told myself to wake up.

Journal Entry Lucid #24 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
Background:I meditated before going to sleep. I told myself I could have a LD but it is ok if I don't have one just as long as I could remember my dream.

Dream fragment 1 time 4:31am-5:40am"":
I landed from an airplane and we went inside of a store. I was with 3 other people. We were just looking around. For some reason it clicked.

I thought this is a dream. First thing I did was rub my hands to stabilize. I looked at them they were about to rob a store. I didn't want to be part of their plan so I told them I will be right back. I walk through the door and they followed me. It took me to a restaurant instead of outside. It was a Texas based restaurant, it had horns of cows. I did a spin technique because I worried about dream collapsing and waking up. It stabilized. I then noticed that there was graffiti on the wall. I did a spin and it changed and I did it again it changed. I thought what if I wake up while doing the spin technique, so I woke up.

23:00 bedtime

00:00 Saturday 2014-04-19

05:07

+ LD #31 I find myself suddenly standing within a huge empty stone rectangular empty quarry like a huge pool, I knew this location was not possible to be in, and that just before I was somewhere else, and I could not be here now so I must be dreaming. No memory after that point, probably woke up. Didn't record at first, probably from earlier waking, remembered this at this (05:07) waking.

+ with wife in a rich neighbourhood talking about all the rich ladies, and how they played tennis so I told her she'd have to play tennis now, too. I make a comment with some numerical statistics (rate of higher education degrees of the lades in the neighborhood?) and a group of neighborhood rich women are walking by, my wife immediately goes up to one and says "my husband says <some numerical statistic> about you" I feel really embarrassed, but the woman thoughtfully stops and says something like "yes that's about right."

+ on a grassy hillside in the sunshine with rich people they're parting and drinking. There are picnic blankets spread out here and there. Suddenly it's like a movie fade/transition to the same scene some time later, my vision is all blurry and I think this is because I'm seeing the scene being drunk after having drunk for a while. Someone makes a comment about people's dirty butt cheeks wiping on the picnic blankets that explains why the blankets have become all crusty.

+ Introduction of a sidekick for a famous TV talk show host. He shows up and he's auditioning. He's standing right in front of me (inside a room in front of a window?), I see his face clearly and his hair he's kind of funny looking. He starts talking immediately and makes an improvised funny statement about some (rock band?) and some guy, I'm impressed by his cleverness. This is what he does on the show, me makes clever off-hand improvised remarks before the cut to commercial.

Then I see the "show" live. It's outside on a city street. A film crew is on my side of the street the "show" is on the other side, the sidekick guy is in his "place," which is standing out the ledge outside a first story window (his feet are about 5-6 feet above street level) with his back against the two-pane (upper/lower) window. I think that's a pretty uncomfortable spot to have to stand for the whole show and think it's pretty funny. He's been the good friend and partner of the talk show host ever since, for a long time.

The sidekick's name is something like "Ralph Michaels."

Looking through another window where the "show" sidekick is standing, I see people inside working like at a software company, a woman is standing and (facing the window and thus me) writing something on a transparent "white board," I see the marks she's making and I hear the sqeauk squeak squeak of the marker on the board. The a big fat guy come forward and starts talking and it's like a commercial for the company,

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Was very awake at this point. Was awake in bed for a while, decided might as well WBTB properly. Got up for water/bathroom, sat on the edge of the bed for a while, thinking about the dreams, deciding I should go back to bed and resolve to recognize my dreams. Ended up thinking for a while about some of the correspondence chess games I'm playing. Bad idea, kept me awake. Decided to completely let go and aim for sleep, as I only had about 1.5 hours left in the night before the alarms would be going off.

08:37

+ at work, I had a huge desk (2 meters wide by 1 meter deep at least), I had two desk phones on the left side of the desk otherwise it was mostly empty on top. I could see beneath the top covering of the desk some pattern like computer printed circuit cards. I receive a call on my phone I see the name on the caller ID I don't answer it but realize it was a guy I wanted to talk to. I make a call? I receive another call which I answer and there is a deep male voice there asking who it was just called him, I'm a bit confused I say it might have been me but it must have been a wrong number, sorry. I stand up and recognize a (real memory) former colleague walking by me, he does a slow big walking circle (counter clockwise) around my desk without stopping. I say "wow this company must be really big because I haven't run in to you for a long time. What are you working on these days?" His answer, something like "the graph system is close to working."

I enter the area behind my desk (to my back when I'm facing my desk) it is unlit and dark but it's not too hard to see. The area is filled with many rows of desks with computers and lots and lots of people, mostly kids and families, at the computers, they're all full, I'm frustrated because I need to use one of those computer systems the laptop on my desk isn't powerful enough for what I need to do, I say to my manager who's standing right there "with all the kids around I can't use any system."

There's a group standing there, I notice one older woman looks topless, she's stretching her arms up over her head and I notice an odd large nipple, it's not a pretty sight. I keep looking and she seems to be dressed the more I look.

There are girls around I notice, I grab one from behind with both my arms around her I think she's slightly trying to pull away at first. I turn her around hoping to see a pretty face and when she's facing me and I see her eyes I kiss her, I feel the familiar "zing" (adrenaline?) and fade quickly to awake.

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Lying in bed dozing after the alarms have gone off (I went back to sleep I realized while my wife went in to the shower), I felt very relaxed and saw jumbles of dark color blobs flashing before my eyes, which usually only happens when extremely fatigued and at bed time not waking time. I saw lots of HI / forming dreams. And one of them fully formed:

+ (lucid #32) I realize I'm in a formed dream. It looks like a hospital/medical room. I say "If this is a hospital then a cute nurse will come through that door right now". Right on cue, the door opens and a female nurse comes throutgh the door, and turns to the right and moves on. I get excited from my "wish" coming true and I wake up.

i am sitting on the stairs inside this unknown house. there is a beautiful white angel sitting next to me, i am stunned. she gives me a violin out of nowhere. but i give it back to her. she takes the violin with her beautiful hands and starts playing it.
the melody is so relaxing and beautiful. i put my arm around her shoulder and she finishes the song. i notice a window in front of me, there is some light coming through it. i suddenly materialize a gun and try shooting the window. instead of bullets, bubbles come out of it. i try pulling the trigger again, but nothing happens at all.
i simply throw the gun away. then i start talking to her (i forgot what it was about) and she makes eye contact with me. then i wake up........
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i wanted to kiss her.

i am already lucid when the dream starts. i notice that i am in a forest. i look up and i see the blue sky. i feel like trying flying but i am scared. but i just walk through the forest, i notice a small house, it looks haunted.... i walk around the house to inspect it further when it suddenly starts to get
DARK. i shout "LET THERE BE LIGHT!!" it ceases to work. i shout "MAKE IT DAY" nope. i walk into the house. now it has become so dark that i cant see anything at all. suddenly i see a something in the dark that resembles eyes. just when i notice that something in the dark grabs my leg and drags me. i start screaming. but instead of me being jolted awake it instead changes into another dream scene.
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this could be a ghost story.

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LUCID
*I remember jumping in this field check if I was dreaming. I flew up high and recognized that indeed I was dreaming. Basically this dream was me practicing my flying control. I realized that when I relaxed I had a lot of control over my flying. At some point I felt complete mastery over my flight. Then I walked up to a crowd of DC's instead of showing off like a usually do, I thought I would ask them to fly with me. Some of them didn't know how so I gave a basic fly course . It was an awesome dream.

i am in my old living house with my dad and a woman i know. i am happy i am back with my family again (false memory). i walk to my dad and talk to him (idk what it was about). suddenly it hit me, i was dreaming.
me: I AM DREAMING, I AM DREAMING. it changes into a new dream scene.
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the house is a dream sign.

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #201: Copilot

I’m standing in a brightly lit cafe near the serving counter. There’s a row of three toilets placed directly next to a huge window that looks out onto a shopping mall. In spite of the people passing by just a couple feet away from the window, I decide that I need to sit down on one of these toilets.

As I’m sitting there I realize that I don’t really need to go after all. I wonder why I am even sitting on this toilet publicly embarrassing myself. Some kid, a boy of about 9 or 10, sits on the toilet next to me and starts talking to me about something. I don’t relish the idea of having a conversation while seated this way so I get up to leave (not having “accomplished” anything.) The kid gets up as well and I see that he’s left a horrible, putrid mess in his toilet.

He points to the awfulness he left in the toilet and tells me, “Eww, you did that!” I sputter with indignation and outrage until it occurs to me that this has to be a dream.

The kid disappears and I spend a moment taking in the scene. From behind the cafe’s counter, a guy in a paper chef hat stares back at me. I look to the left and see a staircase leading down, with a man in his early 40s standing at the bottom.

I decide to try teleporting by taking over the man’s perspective and it works almost instantly! Now I’m viewing the same scene from the bottom of the stairs. I run up, wondering if I’ll see another version of myself or the man I switched with, but there’s nobody there now.

I see my 4-year-old son E standing nearby at a table and walk up to him. “Hey, buddy!” I say, and walk with him out into the mall. We’re on the second floor walkway and across a sort of interior courtyard I see an atrium with a beautiful skylight. Daylight pours in through the glass and I think it looks like a great flying spot.

I scoop E up in my arms and he feels realistically heavy. He drapes his hands around my neck more lightly than he would in waking life but the grip seems firm enough to get started. I take to the air, flying with him over the balcony railing. The flight feels very floaty, like something that’d happen in zero gravity. E’s legs float out to the side and I realize that I’ve lost the feeling of his weight.

For some reason we’re drifting away from the skylight toward another section of the mall. I make a hard right turn, dragging E behind me, and we begin to travel down a darker, previously unseen corridor. Before we make it very far this way, the dream ends.

Maybe hypnosis has to do with it - but I caught a great WBTB time with naturally awakening after 6h and being pretty coordinated also - and that's very important for me.
So that I actually seriously lay down a bit for MILD and WILD try - this often doesn't quite pan out because I am too tired or too lazy or whatnot.

But this time again - I got lucid in the next dream. I stood as an adult in my old school and talked to a little girl - maybe 7 years old. I've been explaining maths to her (?) - anyway - I became fully lucid while continuing to talk to her.
Optical quality was really good, otherwise it didn't feel overly stable, though.

I will adapt my hypnosis script upon final translation to have certain in-dream things like stability and realistic feeling and whatnot in it.

I knew, I wanted at least a basic task - so I played the most stupid prank on her by just shouting booooh and jumping up and down and making faces.

She squeaked first and jumped a bit back, but then she started crying and quite bitterly.
I saw a mirror then, and looked at myself, and first I saw something like a really fierce human-bear-mix face.
Then the picture got unsharp and foggy while returning to rather human than bear - and I decided to leave that be, and went out to a sort of parking lot with pebbles, and some small plants were growing there.
Green bulbs - maybe 5 cm in height and they had a red star on top of them - almost like such fake cactus-flowers, pinned on.
I knelt down and tried to hypnotize or better stare them into magnificence - nope.
They just ignored me.
And I woke up.

Next time I will try other things - like telling them what to do, or pretend-remembering that it was just the time for them to go into seasonal transformation, or do some turning away from them.
Not just staring, in any case - I should know by now, that this just increases vividness and details..

I found a baby and decided what to do. I met my friend and told her and showed the baby. Then said – it can’t be true. It’s a dream. Count fingers – a lot. It was the most charming baby in the world and I wanted to be with her but I decided to grow a plant with mellow elephants (like in CLOUDY WITH A CHANCE OF MEATBALLS 2. I looked at the ground and the plant became growing. It has long sharp leaves and at last appeared a box or a flower. The box was opening and several watermelon - elephants jumped on my palm. They were the size of a nut or so. They were alive and moved. So funny with the trunks!!! I wanted more and another green elephants jumped from the box and I awoke.

i am in a modern-ish house. a dc is standing in front of me, i start talking to him, when i suddenly realize i am dreaming. the dream was very vivid and futuristic. i go outside and notice a forest in front of me.
i want to fly, but i dont want to do it here. i want to teleport to a city. i close my eyes only to remember that closing my eyes is a big NO-NO. i "wake" up, but something strange happens. i can see my dream but at the same time i am awake in real life. i try to move, but i cant so i just stay still and wait until i actually wake up.

Dream
Lucidity

I was walking down a road passing several streets. I kind of knew I was dreaming and was trying to remember every street name I saw, which were the names of people that I worked with at the prison. I came to a stop and the area changed to a more lively area, with trees and better colors. Desirae was standing right next to me. She told me she knew I was dreaming and she was waking up to get ready for work. I almost had a false awakening and I got mad because she almost woke me. I yelled to the dream to show me a cool name on a street sign but it just turned to a piece of wood. I continued walking and it looked like I was in a college campus. I somehow became lucid. I walked towards a chubby woman with brown hair. She was kinda pretty. I asked her how she was doing and she said she just got off church. She walked off and as I followed behind her, I stabilized my dream by rubbing my hands and telling myself repeatedly "I'm dreaming". We continued talking and I found out we had a date planned together but neither of us knew when. I found Valery and we started walking. The woman started going into her apartment and I said "You should lose some weight" in hopes that the next time I see her, she'd be skinnier. I also told her "I do love your dress, though". She seemed upset that I suggested she lose weight.
Valery and I kept walking and I said "Let's fly." Valery and I started flying. We flew over two people and almost over a roof. Everything felt so amazing and I felt so happy. I started losing focus because my emotions got to intense and I fell. I tumbled onto the ground and as I got up, I did stabilization techniques and reality checks of my hands and watch. My digital watch was going crazy, even when I tried to make it count time normally. I kept walking with Valery and thinking that we might be sharing the dream, told her to remember we flew together. I also told her to remember the yellow dress she was wearing and what I was wearing. I wanted to get her to wake up so I started yelling at her to wake up. She then started crying saying something about her vacuum yelling at her or something. I then woke up.

Sorry this is so long! It would be more detailed but I'm writing this a few hours after it happened

Setting:
My dream was set in WW2. I don't know how I know this apart from the odd mention of bombs. In this place we were not allowed to do dancing (which I am fond of) because we were meant to be serious because of the war. But, there was a secret club which we snuck into to dance and have fun.

Non - lucid:
It started of with me and my friend (I don't know who) running away from the patrol who were searching for people doing something wrong. They were on a motor bike wearing dark sunglasses with dogs beside them. Me and my friend were running away from them as we were dressed in our red dresses which we danced in. We ran until we reached the sort of speed where you can't go any faster but I used the near by cars to push myself to go further. My friend could not catch up but I did not realise. I ran into the corner sweet shop where I lived and dived behind the counter.

The guard people came in looking to see if anyone was there but left. My friend arrived a few moments later and had a go at me for leaving her. My elderly friend Mrs. Dubose who I lived with was sitting in her chair:
'Im coming with you to that dance whether you like it or not!'
She always liked to protect us. I replied,
'You can't, what if a bomb were to drop on us?'
'A bomb is just as likely to drop on this house as it is to drop on the town hall!'
But she agreed to stay.

Lucid:
It was only a short awareness because my cat suddenly jumped on me:
When I hugged Mrs. Dubose goodbye I felt her soft wrinkly skin. I felt like a pillow and I thought she must be at least 100. Then I smelt her and she smelt so nice. She smelt sort of like old people's talcum powder but when I smelt it I though 'is this a dream?' And everything sort of disappeared although I was still holding onto Mrs. Dubose

I woke up I imagined where I last was I took off again

Non - lucid:
We walked to the hatch in our floor and down a flight of stairs, across a corridor, up another flight of stairs and through a door. We were suddenly in the town hall where the dancing took place and it has 15 people in there. Girls dressed in red and boys in suits.

-gap which I can't remember-

We heard people below us and all the dancers went down to investigate. All the towns people were there in one room. The elderly and young including Mrs. Dubose on beds and the rest of the floor. They explained there had been a sudden attack from the enemy. Mrs. Dubose invited her horrible friend over to her bed to share and wrapped her checked blanket around them both.

We heard a loud lady's voice above us:
'I know you're not in your beds. I know there's some people down there. Whoever is there will return to there own beds immediately. I will count down from 5. Go!'

There was a rush of people. I knew we wouldn't make it.
1. There was a jam of people at the door
2. Mrs. Dubose would not be able to run and we would have to assist her
3. Our house/shop was the furthest away

However, I had a plan. The lady in charge had bad eye sight. However, she had very good hearing. If we went back the way we came she would hear the door. But if we went round the side door of our house she would not.

We ran around and let Mrs. D go in front. She went ahead but the lady saw/heard us and stopped us.
'Hello Annie and Jack!'
She was talking to me and my brothers toys and obviously thought they were small children
'Now you hurry back quickly, I'll give you two extra time!'

We ran quickly back to our house. Usually we would all share the same bed even though it wasn't allowed. I went in the bed and Mrs. D and my brother hid in the cupboard. The lady walked in and the bell in the door chimed. She walked swiftly across the room and nodded. And walked back out. My brother let out a deep sigh and thumped out the cupboard loudly. I held my breath as he quickly hid again and the lady walked back in. She opened the cupboard and gasped loudly.

I woke up. Sorry for the length again but it was a very vivid detailed dream.