lucid

Nonlucid, Lucid, Partially lucid
March 29, 2012:

I am in my childhood home, fully lucid. I float through the glass of a window.
Outside, it is a bright and clear day. Very vivid. I am floating in the air, over the back yard in the wooded area.
I say aloud "I know I'm being watched. I feel nervous about it. But I want help and guidance to become a better dreamer." (This was part of my goal.)

I am now near the swimming pool. It is full of large branches and logs, like a whole tree was cut up and thrown in the pool. There is a young boy in the water among the branches, playing. I yell at him "Shut up!" then I catch myself and say "No wait, I should help him." (also a goal).

I go closer to the kid and ask to help him. The boy is standing on a chair in the water. He tells me I can't have it. He doesn't seem to want or need help.

2007/2006


This was my first lucid dream or one of my first. I had no particular method to recall dreams when this one occurred, nor had I been attempting LDing. What I had been doing was meditating using Metamusic with Binural Beats. I believe I was in the early stages of meditating when this dream occurred.

I went to bed at night, as usual, and during sleep, dreamed that I was in a gray room, where there were three metal tables and three other women. The edges of this room could not be seen as they appeared too dark or too blurry. The lighting was very dim. I noticed that one woman was lying prostrate upon one of the metal tables to my right. Another woman, stood to my left, and she was preparing herself to lie down upon the table. The middle table was for me. To the right of all three tables stood a woman. I felt that she belonged here, whereas the two women near the tables and I did not belong in this world. The woman was waiting for me and I knew I had been here before. I also knew what was expected of me. This all felt very dream-like but yet I had some sense I was dreaming; however, I was not 'conscience'.

I walked towards this woman, turned my back to her, lifted my hair, and then she did something to my neck. I let my hair fall back down and walked to the middle table. Looking toward the first lady that had been standing when I entered this room, I noticed she was now lying down. I hopped up onto the table; which reminded me of a doctor's examination table or those metal food carts that you see on airplanes, but larger. It was rather warm considering it's appearance. I think this is where I began to wake up but yet I was still not in control - still not fully alert.

As I lay upon the table, I felt myself slip out and up from my body - like a shooting scarf, or bit of smoke. My point of view changed. I was above the tables. Below me, was this flattened, clothed figure lying upon the middle table. The figure looked like a squeezed, empty tube of toothpaste. Then, I looked at the face. It was me. I recognized it as me but became confused because I was hovering above this figure.

It was at this point that I became lucid - during the confusion. I looked at the body on the table and had a conscious thought: If that was me on the table, then what do I look like now? I purposefully brought my left hand up and waved it before my eyes. My hand was a translucent gold, filled with tiny bits of golden glitter that sparkled. I was in awe, and my mind just began reeling. I felt elated and so light. All my senses kicked in, and I was awake - in my dream. Over and over I thought, I'm so beautiful. Look how beautiful I am.

In the next moment, a voice gently chided me. It may have been my own, I am not certain. But it said, "Stop admiring yourself. You have work to do." And with that thought or that acknowledgement, I became determined. My entire being was filled with utter peace, lightness, and I had no sense of this world...not my husband, not my children, not any problem at all. I felt completely accepted and loved. I have tried to 'feel' that since and it is nearly impossible to do.

In my dream, I thought, I am here to help someone and the next instant I was moving. My body was like smoke or wind. I flew above these people that seemed to be working in an office. They were all at desks. Some of them were in chairs that rolled, and they rolled from their desks to filing cabinets while keeping the handsets of phones tucked between their shoulders and cheeks. It was all movement below me. But I knew I wasn't there for these people. I was to meet someone else.

I could feel wind over my form and seemed to move with a thought. I remember loving the freedom and the unbelievable lightness.

The woman I was to help stood at the bottom of a staircase. I floated up to her. She was elderly, terrified, and crying. I wondered why she was so frightened and tried to comfort her but soon realized that she couldn't see or hear me. It became a sort of puzzle - how was I supposed to help someone that had no idea I was there? I floated in front of and behind her and then settled on floating slightly behind her.

She took tentative steps toward the top of the staircase, which seemed like any concrete staircase with a black metal railing, in any typical office building. I understood that I was to get her to the top of the stairs - and calm her down. How was that to be done when I was like the wind? This all felt so real and so alive. Yet, the whole time I had this feeling of utter peace and love and had no recall of earth. If that makes ANY sense.

I began sending her - or perhaps thinking is a better word - love and comfort. I felt her fear and her trepidation, but it never changed my overall emotional status of utter peace. This woman, with white hair, slowly made her way to the top of the staircase. I felt her fear ease until she reached the last step. As I hovered near her, I too saw the top of the landing. It was a cloud-like environment and brightly lit. Off in the distance was a bridge. Yeah, corny, I know. I thought so in the dream too but yet, I knew she had to cross it. It was an arched bridge like one you might see at a Putt-Putt course. Beneath this bridge was nothing but I expected there to be a small stream. On the other side of the bridge, was a heavier fog. I could see nothing beyond the bridge. I knew I was not to travel over the bridge and knew that no matter how hard I might try, I would not be able to get on the bridge. Strangely, I had no desire to try.

The woman's fear rose when she took in her surroundings, and I was reminded that I was there for her. I needed to calm her and get her to cross the bridge. I thought, everything will be all right. Go on. And I kept thinking that. It was strange because - being conscious in a dream - in such a BIZARRE world but being able to take things in and feel and think is just WEIRD and WONDERFUL at the same time.

Anyways, I watched the woman shuffle her way to the bridge. As she stepped on the bridge, her fear vanished, and she was enveloped by the fog or clouds. The next thing I felt was being sucked backwards. It was like a trigger - her crossing the bridge. I was being sucked backwards, like liquid through a straw. Then, I opened my eyes. I was lying in bed. My husband was still asleep. And I felt awful! All the weight of the real world fell in on me. All my problems - the gravity of this world - the flaws I have and the complete love, acceptance, and warmth was gone.

I tried so many times to return to that world - to that dream - but have never been able to replicate that one. I had others, but never that one. It occurred more than five years ago now. I have had several DILDs since, but that was my introduction to becoming lucid while dreaming.

Some lucids!

I woke up in my bed, and felt lucid, like I had just had a DILD. So I sat up in bed, about to do an RC when I saw this giant gemstone ring in the bed that I knew didn't really exist. So I got up out of the bed to go have a fun LD. But the blanket stuck to me really bad, and I pulled the whole thing off the bed. Danny groaned, "What are you dooooing?" I was worried that maybe I was really getting up in real life too, because the dream felt so real. I just said "I'm getting up, go back to sleep." But he got up and followed me, and i was worried that Dream Danny was going to ruin my LD, when he suddenly shrunk down to midget size. All he did was walk me to the bedroom door, opened it for me, then went back to bed. Yay! So I went to the kitchen, and things started to get a little blurry, so I looked at my reflection in the glass microwave door. This time, I was a guy with big green bug eyes. I looked 3 times, and each time it changed, but I was always a guy with bug eyes. The last time I looked really close and as always, I got those sparkly, gel-like green irises, with the tiniest black dot for pupils. I decided to go out and have some fun, when my left eye gave out again. I looked at my hands and it helped a bit, but whenever I winked my right eye, I was nearly blind. So I yelled MORE LIGHT which helped a little more. Then I looked at the door and said "Ok, when i open that door, it's going to be bright outside, and I'm going to be able to see clearly, and some cool stuff will happen!" I opened the door and looked outside:

The entire block was flooded! The sidewalks were about an inch underwater, and all the driveways and streets were an ocean, rolling with waves. I started splashing my feet on the sidewalk, and singing and having a jolly old time. The water felt so real, and cool on my feet. I remarked on some pretty flowers (marigolds and dianthus). I got to the curb and looked at the impossibly deep water that made up the oceans. It wasn't clear, rather murky and blueish-green. I had an urge to jump in, but I was too scared. Even in a lucid dream, I can get pretty frightened by what I might find in deep, murky water. So I turned toward the house. Now the yard was flooded too, but I could see through it a little bit. Then Bella, my chihuahua, came out the front door, wanting to play in the water. When she did that, I could see a couple HUGE fish in the water in the yard, heading toward Bella as if she were a snack. I yelled "Go back inside Bella!" and one of the fish turned and looked at me with a pissed off expression. It was about 5 feet long with an orange body and the head of a tiger. An angry tiger. See this is PRECISELY why I don't go into the water.

I woke up in my bed, and went right back to sleep and was immediately lucid. I was laying on my stomach and I immediately felt the Demon get on my back. No drama this time, he just got on top of me, held my arms down, stuck it in, and went to town. I got off in about 4 seconds. Then he vanished. Thatta boy I turned over to lie down on my back. I was still kinda horny and I felt down there and I had a big boner. So I decided to play with it. It was all big and red. I remembered something Danny had told me just yesterday about how when he jerks off, if he wants it to feel like a virgin, he keeps his hand dry and squeezes harder. But when he wants to feel like he's with a whore, he gets his hands wet and loosens his grip. So I licked my hand and started stroking it. It DID feel different. After a while I reached down and felt my balls. Never did that before, but this time I just wanted to feel them. They were small in proportion to my dick, but hey, they're MY balls. And a little hairy. I just love the details. After a while I got a little bored so I found a chick and started banging her. It was a bit cumbersome and I was getting tired so I let myself wake up.

Bah! Another failed lucid! And the dream was rock solid too. Pfffft.... I am so mad with myself right now. What a waste.

So, I'm the owner of a skyscraper and these crowds of people keep trying to get in. I placed two bodyguards outside the front entrance and these people are just forcing their way past them. I ran down the hallway, turned back and saw a crowd of people coming. I shouted "minotaurs" and several minotaurs ran through the crowd, scaring and scattering them about the place, lol. But they're still coming.

I ran down a flight of stairs and into another hallway. I decided to walk through a wall and hide inside it by imagining that the wall wasn't there and that there was another hallway inside of it. It worked, and I managed to avoid the crowd of people. This hallway has a dead-end on both sides. When I looked behind me to check the wall, I became lucid. Then I looked back in front of me and it looked as though someone dug through the wall at the end. I sensed something ominous and tried to escape by going through the wall again but only ended up bumping my head against it.

Upon further inspection, I saw a group of human-like zombies. One of them had two heads with a tube for each neck. I grabbed the two tubes and bit them off, lol. This creature was very difficult to manhandle. There were lots of these human-like zombies and they were coming from somewhere. They had already managed to carve out a small room.... I ran back down the hall to the other dead end and turned around. I then attempted to go all Superman on them by inhaling a lot of air, holding it (this scared them and they paused; watching me), but when I released it, I blew normal air, lol. Then they continued to come after me.

After failing miserably to imitate Superman, I ran back towards them and started punching them down; I was getting kinda freaked out by all of this nonsense. I thought about waking up when one of them said "it's not time for me to wake up." And he also mentioned something about the position of the Sun. I felt powerless, lol. I had forgotten about psychokinesis and all that other stuff I used to do in most of my other dreams. Then I forced myself to wake up.

Okay. So this is my first DJ post. This was a partially lucid dream. It started off with me driving around in my town looking at damage a tornado had done the previous night. It had hit my friends house and it had hit my high school. I went to search the rubble from the school and found my friends couch. Both of her pet cats came out of the couch and she was out of town so i took them home with me. The cats caught the attention of some other cats in my neighborhood and before i knew it there were about 40 cats in my front yard. I was happy so i went inside my house to tell my parents about the animals. This is when the dream became lucid. I suddenly realized that i wasnt wearing pants and i tried to manifest one on myself. It didnt work so i asked my dad to give me some pants and he had a cute skirt and handed it over to me. I went back outside and a big jeep pulled up.the dream wasnt lucid anymore. but the jeep was being driven by my friend cody. I woke up shortly after i found out it was him in the jeep.

so yeah... hope you enjoyed

I started recording my dreams about a month ago, but did take a two week break as I went on vacation. On the 5th, I thought "I will realize I'm dreaming" ad nauseum while I was trying to fall asleep.

I remember nothing for a brief time, as I presumably fell asleep, then was suddenly standing by the side of a pool. Normally I never remember starting a dream, nor do I ever realize I just appeared at one spot. I gasped and thought to myself "I'm DREAMING." As soon as I realized this, my body tingled with energy and excitement. I felt as though I was the dream world. I was the world, and so I felt the energy of the world in my body, it felt so exhilarating. It only lasted a moment, then I woke up. I think everything became blurry or white.

I'm not surprised by such a short first LD, but I do hope I have more soon so I can adjust to the excitement more easily. I will be sad if it takes another month to have a second LD.

Nonlucid, Lucid, Partially lucid
March 14, 2012:

6th time using GalantaMind. Slept for about four hours, took 8mg, then back to bed. Began having vivid dreams about an hour later.

I am in the yard of a house in my childhood neighborhood. I am aware that I am dreaming and begin to fly. I have some difficulty at first, flapping my arms hard to keep off the ground. My arms get tired.
Then I realize I can imagine that my arms are wide and flat like wings so I don't have to flap them so hard. This works pretty well and I gain some height.
Then I discover that I can move my legs up or down to quickly tilt my direction up or downward, like with a rudder or a bird's tail, I think.
I tilt my legs down and it makes me swoop downward, picking up speed until I lift my legs and suddenly swoop back up into the air.

I show someone, maybe my old friend. I think about making notes on the flying method/mechanism. Another friend shows up and I show him that I'm flying. He gives me a push. I am slowing down and having trouble again. I fly backwards for a moment.

Then I lose lucidity

I have another fairly long lucid dream, then an equally long non-lucid

Nonlucid, Lucid, Partially lucid
March 6, 2012:

This is my fourth time using GalantaMind. It is the second success with it, because I actually fell asleep this time.
-Got about 3 hours of sleep before taking 1 capsule (4mg) and went back to sleep. Took another 4mg about two hours later and eventually went back to sleep.
-Focused on my breathing and on the area behind my eyelids, trying not to allow thoughts, but imagining things that involve movement sensations.

Lying on my back, I begin to feel myself falling asleep. I hear birds chirping that I think are outside and then feel myself move and roll over to my side.
Then I wake up a bit and realize I hadn't physically moved at all, and I couldn't have heard real birds because I am wearing earplugs.
Then I am slightly out of phase with my physical body. I slip into a dream once or twice. Finally, as I am lying on my back, looking at my hands in front of me, I remind myself that I am dreaming and not physically moving.

I rub my hands together, noticing the sensation and look around at where I am. I realize that I am not in the same place I fell asleep. I am lying on the couch in the living room of my childhood home. A light is on in the foyer, but when I get up and walk over there, the light is off.

I rub my hands together again to stabilize. I look at my reflection in the front door window. I say "I'm not sure how I know I'm dreaming." Then I step right through the glass. I say aloud that I want to find some people. There is no one around, which is an annoyingly common in my lucid dreams. I say aloud that I want to find/join the Lucid Dream School/Academy.
I walk around outside and find a big tree. I begin to climb the tree, thinking it will take me to the academy castle. I see a big, old looking castle in the distance.

I feel like there is someone behind me, following me. When I turn around I just see a cat and feel like the presence has moved to the other side of me. I feel nervous. I say to the presence that I just want help and guidance and I don't want to bother anyone.
Then I am awake again.

Nonlucid, Lucid, Partially lucid
January 16, 2012:

I am in bed, in my present bedroom. The window is partially open. There is a bunch of moss and stuff coming in through the window. I get a trash bag and clean some of it up. Then I water the plants in the window (in waking life, my plants are not in that window.)

I see a wasp on one of the plants. It gets on my back. I am shirtless and I feel it crawling on my back. I lay on the floor on my back and try to smush the wasp.
Then I have a false awakening. I am in bed again, looking to see if a bug is in the bed. There isn't.

I get up and start picking up some things left on the floor before the wasp got on me. Then I think "Why is this still here if it was a dream?

So I pinch my nose to see if I am dreaming. And I can still breath, so I become lucid. At first I am excited and about to do some random thing, but I calm myself and remember my task.
I look at the door and say that it leads to the Dream Academy. I look around the room (it looks different now) and say "I'm in a dorm room in the Academy."
Attached to my room is another room, filled with fish tanks of shrimp-like creatures. I say that they are for an assignment. Then I feel myself waking up.

04.09.2012

Frida Kahlo Fellatio Queen, Trickster, Ridge Forrester, Melanieb, Alyzarin in Black Dress

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Frida Kahlo Fellatio Queen

Spoiler for 18+........................:

I remember the dream starting out where I was near a garage, like near the end of it to where you can pull down on the door. I didn't pay too much attention to the surroundings beyond it since I had my back facing the area, I do remember it being day time.

I'm receiving a blowjob from a women, but she her face was a but distracting, maybe because she looked a little bit fuzzy in her visage.

I think she looked a lot like Frida Kahlo, the artist who had the unibrow....

But the way she was giving the blowjob was amazing, it was like she was a blowjob queen! The way she slowly bobbed her head back and forth, along with sticking out her tongue to leave a small gap of air to go all the way in.

The way she closed her eyes and made small moans, while moving her tongue in a circular motion, and I was feeling every single bit of saliva saturating my penis, and eventually ejaculated without waking up!

There was another lady to the left of me, I didn't get to see her face, she was spreading spreading her ass out, and it was gaping like crazy. I make a "Come here" finger motion, and I almost went inside her ass with only the head of my penis getting in, but the dream shifts.

......................if you didn't read the spoiler, basically, there's a dream shift near the ending of it.

Then I find myself in the garage, but it's still open. Apparently, I'm forming this type of energy disk floating in the air, and I'm controlling it with ease. I use my right hand to move it to the left and vice versa for my left hand.

It almost felt like water-bending from Avatar: The Last Airbender series.

It was moving so fast as well, and I think there was this person in the middle of the garage. I had so much control over this flexible and weird looking disk-shaped energy that I moved the energy around his neck, without making it come in contact with his skin.

I could tell the energy I was forming was dangerous, since it was rotating a little faster than I expected to be.

Then there's a dream shift to where I see someone in some weird outfit. I think they were wearing clothing that looks like Magneto's outfit from X-men and Brainiac's from Superman.

I think he looks at me for a while, and then a small menu appears on the bottom right hand corner, as if my first person view was a HUD screen.

The options were pertaining to rejecting or accepting some type of action, and I think I set my intentions to reject it, but it was too addicting for me to stop whatever it is I'm doing.

Then there's an option to make things easier or harder, and I see a girl I have a crush on in waking life, I think. Let's call her "Isa."

Isa was standing there near something electronic, and I decided to put the option for a harder difficulty, and she ends up reading a newspaper?

(I guess reading newspaper instead of using electronics is the new expert mode or something, hahaha).

For some reason, everything felt like I had to choose these options quick, or something bad would happen, but nothing serious was occurring at all.

That's all I remember.

Dream 2: Trickster Mind (WILD)

I'm resting on my bed, deciding what to do to get into a WILD. I decided that I should go ahead and incorporate KingYoshi's relaxation method where you flex your muscles for a few seconds, seeing as I haven't done that in a long while.

I did that, and then I started to focus on my breathing. I had some thoughts in my head, but eventually, I decides to just....let....go.

After a few minutes of breathing, one moment I realized my breathing was skipped and suddenly reached a calmer and more relaxed state that didn't need my conscious effort to alter.

I turn to my sides a few times, not too much, and once I go to my left side.

I started to feel sensations around my head region and neck.

I felt a "pull" sensation, almost like a vortex making a warping gravitational pull. I continue breathing slowly, while the back of my eyes are exhibiting a dark environment with a void feel to it.

There were vibrations as well, and I slightly opened my eyes, but not too much to affect what was going on, since I was being calm through the whole thing.

Then I find my body instantly rolls over to the other side, without me even making and effort! I just went with the flow, and it was if I was floating, and then turning to my right to rest on the bed.

After the vibrations stopped, it takes a while, but I get up, do a nose plug reality check.

Yep. Definitely dreaming. My mind is being pretty clever right now, the overall color of my bedroom matches exactly to the current state of how it looks like in the morning in waking life. But that didn't fool me.

I see the door was closed as well, just like in waking life. I had the intention to find Alyzarin I believe, since I knew Kaomea would be a little too busy for me to find her.

Since I'm on the right side of the bed, I have to move forward, turn left and then another left to reach the door.

Then I find myself stopping to a halt, and I'm wondering what's going on, but it seems that I'm not use to using my dream eyes as yet.

I wake up again, and I get up again, and I see this fairly large chameleon statue on the left side of my bed.

I was a little shocked to see something appear just like that when I woke up for a temporary False Awakening.

"Oh that's clever...." I declared to myself.

I look at the statue a little bit more, and it seems like it was smiling a bit. Not sure if it was at me, but I'm presuming it was smiling at me since I almost fell for the FA trick.

I find myself in this twilight state, half-awake, half-asleep. And as I'm holding the state with my arms, just to feel things, my waking life eyes open slightly and I see the statute is suddenly alternating to how my pillow looks like.

I see the ends of my pillow in waking life, and see the blue stripes going horizontally.

The statue disappears and I wake up.

Dream 3: Ridge Forrester

I was at a Hispanic Restaurant, and I'm standing near a tray line to order what I want to eat. I get the Enchiladas meal with Spanish rice and all of that good stuff, and apparently I'm ordering to go.

After a few minutes or so, the employee at the tray line says that the meal is done, and she gives me it in a To-go package and a bag. I take it, and before I could make a complete step, she tells me,

"Oh, sorry! It's not heated up as yet."

I was a little confused, but I turned back and gave her the food. Then things get weird, and she says it's heated up already, and I taste the food to see if it's warm.

It turns out to be warm, but just to make sure, I told her that it tastes raw. Then she calls someone, not to sure on who it was, but she starts mixing up the food, since most of the heat was on the bottom.

I do the same thing with my food and go along whatever path I'm headed for.

Then the dream shifts to where I'm in another restaurant most likely, and there are these group of female who want Ridge Forrester from the Bold and the Beautiful to choke.

I don't know why, but apparently, if he didn't take two pills around the same time, something would happen to his body. They get some people to steal one pill, and Ridge drinks the other.

If they failed to do so, it would be hard to take him down.

He's trying to find the other one, but I believe there's one in front of him already, and he drinks that one as well.

I think the women were shocked, and I think I probably gave him the pill in spectator mode without anyone seeing me, but I'm not too sure on that.

Well, that was a random event.

Dream 4: Melanieb

I'm in spectator mode again, and I see Melanieb doing something with some people. I think they're balancing a mouse or something on a teddy bear that looks like the one from "Bleach."

There's a cat that is coming from some small hallway, and Melanieb and whoever she's hanging out with wait for the cat to dash towards the mouse. The cat does so, and Melanieb quickly grabs the teddy bear because she doesn't want it to get dirty.

I'm pretty sure that was Melanieb, seeing as I saw elements of the lady on her avatar.

Dream 5: Alyzarin in Black dress?

The way things were in this dream, despite it being short, I'm compelled to believe I may have met Alyzarin in this dream.

The way this person looked, how tall they were, the blue tiles, the small little details that gave me the vibe that was her.I'm in a public bathroom. The tiles blue and white, and I realize that I'm in the female's restroom.

Sweet.

Some females come in, and I don't think they're bothered by my presence at all. To be honest, I'm not sure if I was a female or male at this point, seeing as the females didn't scream at me or anything.

I'll just assume I was a male in this dream though.

I stand there for a little while, and I'm that blank state of mind, until I see another female come into the bathroom.

She was blonde, she wore a short black dress, and by short, I mean SHORT to the point where it's barely covering her private parts.

I look at her for a while, I take a good stare into her eyes, a really good stare. It seems she's looking at me as well. But I'm not sure if I made her fall for me, or if she was luring me to her, but either way, everyone else in this dream didn't really matter but her.

I didn't pay attention to this in the dream, but I do remember the DC Alyzarin met who was blonde and had a black outfit, and Alyzarin is fairly taller than me, and the blonde in front of me fit that description.

I slowly advance towards her, thinking of what I'm going to do to her. Dirty thoughts are being fabricated as I'm getting closer and closer.

I hold her hand, and I rest my body on her against the wall. I think she's a little surprised at first, but she felt so freaking warm and nice.

This vibe of hers, I swear, it's like she puts up the innocent demeanor just to play cute with me, and once I was on her body against the wall, I was trapped by her kindness, I didn't really care if she was playing weak to dominate me.

I think my left hand was holding her right hand, and my left hand was probably holding her waist. I started to kiss her a little bit, taking control for a little while.

I honestly do not know how I know how to Kiss, but something is working....

I can't really remember how it looked like, seeing as I'm busy slobbering myself all over her. Then I carried her for a little while, grabbing her ass so she wouldn't fall down.

We get closer to the exit of the bathroom which didn't have a door. It was one of those where there was a wall in the middle, so you had to walk in a L-shaped formation to get out.

We're near the wall of the intersection of the L-shaped path, and by the time my back is agaisnt the wall, she takes control.

She has her legs wrapped around me, and I'm still grabbing her ass, feeling how soft it is. She takes control kissing me, and by this point I'm in that "Do whatever the fuck you want to do with me" moment.

Then another female comes in, and I use my right eye to peek to see who it is, while Alyzarin or whoever it was is going crazy with my mouth.

The other female looks at us for a second, but she just pretends she isn't seeing anything lol.

(I don't know if it was Alyzarin, the blonde she met in the black outfit, but whoever it was, it was pretty fun).

We continue kissing and breathing like we're animals, and then I realized I had to go somewhere?

(wait....what? what do I possibly need to do another than this??!??!)

FRICK, WHAT THE FRICK DO I NEED TO DO THAT IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN THIS!!!
DAMN IT!@$%@^$#%&$

Yes, Kaomea, I'm going to use Frick now because of you.

I help her down, and her legs are finally on the ground again, and I can't remember what I tell her, probably something about meeting her again soon.

I go to a door to enter to a class, and I see look through the window to see someone with crutches.

So I push the door to get in, and then pushed it out to allow the person with crutches pass. I didn't get a "Thank You" or a modicum of appreciation from the person, but I didn't really care after a few seconds.

It was just something natural to do, it almost seemed I had to do it so I wouldn't look like an asshole.

I can't remember what I did in the classroom, but moving to the classroom was pretty fricking pointless after that treatment I had with the blonde in the bathroom.

Dream
It was night and I was in my house. I did an RC (nose pinch) and went Lucid. I went outside and someone I know was chasing me, he was acting like a Trandoshan I started to run but he was really rabid. I stop and turned around "HADOUKEN!" I couldn't see the ball but it worked as the guy got thrown into a wall near the front of a house. He got back up I charged at him "SHORYUKEN!".

*SHORYUKEN FAIL*

I saw his stomach but he was fine shortly after the dream faded.

My dream starts with me in my bedroom getting up to go to the restroom. I look at my digital alarm clock and notice I can't read it. Being a pro, I'm all like "I'm probably dreaming since I can't read this, I'll look closer to make sure" Sure enough there aren't even any numbers on the clock it just glows red a little. So, bam lucid! Well sorta at least. I then went to use the restroom still. Get in there and go to hit the light switch and it doesn't work. Being pro again I'm like "O ya, dreaming. Should go do something cooler than take a piss" (Note to self; dream pissing?) So I go downstairs and remember I want to try calling some one in a dream. I grab a phone and see that it only has 3 buttons talk, hang up, and 0. I planned on calling the operator anyway.(Connection?) I call and the lady on the other line tells me there is a problem with my line and it needs to be fixed. I agree with her and ask her to do so. I loose the next moment and it looks like I have given up on my call with the operator. Instead I'm heading outside. Its light out but its also raining, plus my yard has been replaced by a kickass forest of giant trees. I walk outside into the rain, strangle I didn't get wet at all. Didn't think about this till after my dream. I come across a house in the woods when I remember some one here talking about controlling the weather. So I try the same. I couldn't get the rain to stop but I could get it to kick up a notch. In fact I started trying to swirl the clouds into a cyclone but I guess I over did as after a few swirls of the clouds I woke up.

DILD. I remembered about TOTM and decided to find Krishnamurti. I just stood and thinking where to find him and where to make the portal because they are sometimes not work. I saw that there was an old man on the bench and my friend sat near him and ask something. It was night but there was a lot of light to recognise the profile of Krishnamurti. I went out in the garden and decided to fly with him - good adventure. took him for hand, ran a bit and flow, but he didn't and ram into something, I tried to help him but he was too heavy and I left him and went to find pegasus. Iwalk in the garden and just wait. It was wonderful - a BIG hourse ran so fast half meter near me. Then he ran again, but he wasn't tame...I took bread in the porket and gave him to eat and touched hin and it was like a toy. The wings was not big but like lace. I had no idea how to sit on him, because he was big and tall and alow me to touch only his head. There appeared some kids and pegasus didn/t afraid them, so he move to me buy the side and I jumped on him and did my best not to fall doun. He flow, but then i don't touch his neck - he landed. I tried it again - then I carried - he flow and then don't touch - landed. We flow in the room and kids played near the window - I asked kids to open the window to fly away but awoke. Nice Lucid dream))

This Is a account of the Lucid Dreams, Sleep Paralysis experiences and Out of Body Experiences I can remember. I decided to type them up so I won't forget the ones I can remember.

I will begin with My OBE since My first OBE ( One of two) I had at a very young age and it was way before I knew the meaning of LD OBE and SP.

I was seven or eight I believe and my family was on the way home from getting food from Walmart. We had a van much like the one we have today. It's the kind with two seats up front, two in the middle ans three in the back. I was sitting in one off the middle seats. This happened in the middle of summer and I live in Texas so It's really hot. I had fallen asleep and had a pretty insane experience. I felt myself lift out of my body and looked down to see myself sleeping in the car. I floated up and out of the car but outside there was nothing just a solid empty void. Looking down I could still see the van. The roof of which was clear like I could see through it. I could still see myself sleeping. I could also see my brother and sister and grandparents. My grandma was driving. There was music playing and they where talking but it all sounded far away and i couldn't understand what was being said. I floated back down into the car and hovered right above myself, unsure of what to do. Now inside the van I could see outside and watched as we pulled up to our house. I watched as everyone got out and took all the groceries in, making more than one trip. Finally I watched as my grandpa closed the trunk and everyone went inside. Then it got really quiet. I was still in the van. I hovered above myself. I tried to call out for my grandpa but I had no voice. It was strange though. It was like I could feel myself talking but there was no sound. I started to feel really hot. I feel trapped and unable to breath. I looked down at myself and tried to will myself to wake up. I started to panic and things got even stranger. I felt myself splitting apart and rising up through myself once again until I staring down at many of me hovering above the asleep me. (The best way i can explain this is if you face two mirrors inward at each other and look through it, the image repeats forever) By this time I feel almost like I'm on fire and there is no air left in the space. I really begin to freak. The it was almost like I just snapped. I yelled as loud as I could "WAKE UP!!!!!!" This time words formed and I could hear the sound. It was like a delayed reaction of sound and as the wave pushed down toward the sleeping me all other mes came together all going down to the true me then SLAM!! We all came together and I woke up so suddenly that I jerked the seat belt and sling shotted backward.

I looked around the car which really was empty and everyone really had gone inside. In fact the car was park exactly where I had watched it be parked in my OBE. Then I realized that I was still burning up and i still couldn't breath. I frantically ripped away my seat belt and practically threw myself out the door. Took me a second but i caught my breathe and went inside where it was cool. I think I got really lucky that day that I didn't have a heat stroke. (DON'T LEAVE KIDS IN CARS!!)



OK Before I tell you my second OBE I want to share the first time I had SP.
I was at my aunt and uncles house so I was sharing a room with my sister. This freaked me out for a long time but really I'm glad because it was because of this I researched SP and that led me to find out about Lucid Dreaming (Which I had been doing very mildly since i was young but never knew it was a term)
I guess it started as most people experiencing SP do, by realizing you can't move. I woke up in the middle of the night and my body felt soooo heavy and thought I wasn't breathing like there was two much weight on my chest. I tried to move but found that was impossible so I did want anyone would do if they wake up in the dark and can't move..I FLIPPED SHIT!. I struggled and tried to yell to my sister but my voice wouldn't come and that's when I saw him. I shadow like figure in the corner of the room. I became complete terrified, if I wasn't already paralyzed I would have been frozen with fear. I began to notice for the first time the noises and vibrations. I looked at my sister peacefully asleep and in my mind I was like "WAKE THE FUCK UP!!!!!!" I start to look back to the corner and come to a wall of darkness and it take a second for my eyes to understand what I'm looking at. The shadow guy had gone from the corner across the room to standing a inch in front of my bed. The wall of darkness is really his chest. The way I'm laying give me a odd perspective. If I strain my eyes I can look up far enough to see him leaning over me. He leans farther and farther in getting closer to my face. I get this not so odd idea that he is going to do something along the lines of bite my face off.
Then in a instance it's all over and I jump out of bed. Needless to say it was hard to go back to sleep after that.


My second OBE has to deal with my second SP as-well. This was after I had learned you could use SP to do a WILD.
I woke up and felt the familiar vibrations and heard the frighting sounds and when i found myself unable to move i knew exactly what was going on. That didn't keep the panic from rising. Then I looked across my room and there was that same freaken shadow man standing in front of my closet. My first thought was "OH YELL NO!!" I slammed my eyes shut and tried to send myself into a Lucid Dream but it didn't quite work out like that. I started to feel myself slipping away only this time I wasn't floating up I was sinking down. I watched as I sank below myself and my bed and slowly into a dark void. I slowly hit a ground of some kind. It felt cold and had gleam to it. I looked up and could see my room as if the ground of it had been replaced with glass. I could see through my bed and at me laying in it. I glanced around at the empty void and got a horrible sinking feeling that if I didn't go back now I wound never be able to return. I willed myself upward and back into my body with great ease and I woke up.
I went over to my computer and looked out a trailer on Youtube for Deathly Hollows part one (This all happened right before that movie came out and i really wanted to see it) That's when my room began to change and It became the scene I had been watching and I was now standing on top of Hogwarts thinking "What just happened". I watched wizards fly past and it was so amazing. Then I understood I was Dreaming and previously it had been a false awakening. I was so happy but then the world began to spend and I woke up for real this time.

End of part one. I'll post my lucid dreams next time but I'm super tired now so, Happy Dreaming!

Yeah! i remembered a good one. This dream was at least 1080p, lol.

In this dream, everything looked and felt as real as the real world. I was out in the middle of freaking nowhere; on a trail that led in between two mountains. I stated that this is a dream and I tried to wake up--but I couldn't. So, I tried yelling my guts out and I actually got tired from yelling IN MY DREAM! LOL! I was so winded after all that yelling that I fell down to my knees; then I laid down on my back, and just stared up at the sky--it was daytime and there were clouds in the sky. I said "I can't wake up!" in an exhausted voice. I don't recall when it ended exactly. That was a crazy ass dream.