lucid

From my notepad posted this morning:



Today was my third lucid I think, but this one was the most intense I had so far. The longest one too. It's Easter Sunday today and I've been pretty sick with a head cold the last few days. However, at around 11:20 am it happened. I was quite sick last night and was on medication while sleeping, which had probably started wearing off already when I had the dream.

On waking up at about 11 I stated to myself that I wanted to have a lucid dream. Then I fell back to sleep almost instantly.

First I had a normal dream, was kind of in an office building with the hubby waiting for something; to book a vacation or room or something. Not sure what it was that we were actually doing there, but there were a lot of other people there too. We had to sit at a table and wait our turn. When it was finally that it SHOULD have been our turn, the people who ran the office stopped working to have lunch. I was not happy about this, seeing how the office was now empty and we were the only ones who had not been helped. So I walked around, and sat at a different table talking to one of the people eating lunch in the next cubical over; they said I had to wait; it would be about an hour. Looking at the table after the conversation again, there was suddenly a key, and a new phone, with head set in two different packs that was not there before. I thought someone had forgotten it there. I took it and thought to perhaps let the staff know that if anyone lost a phone, we'd be around town for a few more days, they could let us know and we'd meet them to return it. I didn't trust the office staff; since they were not very helpful to us. Before I could decide on the phone or even show the Hubby the phone, he wanted to leave, since neither of us wanted to wait another hour. Then suddenly the scene shifted, he was not there anymore and I was outside.

The next thing I know I'm stating to myself that I'm dreaming. This is odd, as my normal reality check while awake is "Am I dreaming" or "Is this a dream". Also oddly enough I had not done a reality check for a while in waking life because I had been sick; but I remembered it right then and there in the dream and perform my floating and levitation test. Normally I do it just by little gestures such as trying to float up somewhere and touch something that's just out of my reach, but since I was already thinking I was dreaming I did it a little more grand. I saw people in this outside clearing area and I decided I would run, jump and float over two people's heads and then land on the other side. The experiment was kind of shaky, but it did work. I took off, but didn't get very high, closed my eyes, said out loud that I wanted to float higher so I would not hit anyone and did manage that; but my landing was not quite where I wanted. Still it proved to me that indeed I was dreaming, as I can only do things like that when dreaming, never when awake. I then reminded myself to not get too exited, something I had read on this forum, as I had read that this can make the dreams shorter.

I was actually outside for a lucid dream, something I had hoped to achieve since I first started working on achieving lucidity. So I took it slow.

There was some kind of bridge or something in the dream scene. It was pretty big and made out of rock. Very pretty actually. What it covered I don't remember, but I know it was not water, so probably was the field/clearing outdoors where I was at. I do remember trying to get my floating/flying a bit up to speed. Was NOT too good at that though. Remember once bumping INTO the bridge - but not getting hurt. I was still saying things out loud to make them happen and this felt awkward and didn't really work all that well this time since I focusing on the float/fly at the same time. So I started just thinking what I wanted, and at times visualizing it while going along. This meant closing my eyes to make things change, which was also awkward and didn't help much either, as not all changes were those I wanted and my floating / flying left a lot left to be desired. It got really weird, as at one point there were FROGS on the bridge when I approached it, when I had expected nothing there, or perhaps flowers or plants there. So I closed my eyes, mid hover/float/fly and focused on green plants being there instead. The frogs went, but again I almost crashed just making that happen. So I figured, closing eyes not so good in lucid dreams if you are not firmly on the ground walking. Maybe it works for those who are actually good at flying yet, but for little bumbling me it didn't work well.

I messed around with the bridge and the floating for a tiny bit more and then tried to get better at manifesting things in dreams. Frogs just were not what I wanted to experience, so I wanted to practice stuff a bit better. Seemed to me
like the dream environment changes very easily on it's own, and things change there very quickly -- even randomly it seemed. Might have been the nyquil too though in retrospect.

Not sure how I got to the next part of the dream, but I was somewhere else with someone else, a girl. I worked on trying to make things happen in the dream scene. In this case it was having flowers be in different places and growing. This was
not as easy as it sounds since we were indoors this time. Again, I was using the whole closing eyes thing and it did not work at all, even with visualizing what I wanted to happen where. No flower. I know this time it was different than the food dream where I was walking around the corner to make something BE there when I got there. No I was just right there, not moving from place to place. I have a feeling the girl was trying to TEACH me and helping me figure it all out. No easy ways out this time, such as having doors or walking around to aid in my manifesting. There were only flower pots and dirt there; and a photo of the plant to be manifested as well as ones that the girl had manifested before me.

After experimentation, one of the things that did work very well was actually manipulating time in the dream realms to make things happen. I had seen enough time lapse videos online, so I used that to actually make the flowers grow and
prosper before my eyes. WITHOUT having to close my eyes or change positions this time. This was neat and I had no idea that that could be done. I did this a few times to get practice in it.

Then I wanted to try to get roses there, red roses. The other plants were already around or there were pictures of them around, so they were easier to manifest and bring into reality. All of them were yellow, and yellow/whitish and they looked nothing like roses. Roses were no where in sight; so it would be a lot harder. The pots that were there were too small, I needed something larger to make a rose bush that was blooming. Trying again first to close my eyes and visually create a pot for them to grow in was not working. So I tried to merely create a small bowl out of nothing, which did work. Then using my thoughts and the dream realm's laws of creating things to make it bigger just by wanting it to be bigger. This was very odd but interesting enough it did actually worked. No clue how though.

Sadly at this time the dream became odd and somewhat unstable. I may have gotten to exited at actually seeing all this cool stuff around me and actually making things appear out of thin air. Or maybe my logical mind made me analyze the impossibility of the situation too much. I started losing lucidity and control; but tried my best to hold on to it. The girl suddenly seemed much older, which I didn't notice when she changed over. She also turned the nice long flower pot I had managed to make into a canoe all of a sudden; saying we should use it to go somewhere. There were also two other people that she referred to which were nearby and around now too, that she named as those who should go with us. No clue how ANY of that happened; especially in less than 30 seconds while I was focusing on flower pots and roses and seeming like I had the hang of it.

Then the dream changed again. Not sure if I tried to change it or if it just did because of the weirdness and loss of control factor. I might have simply walked off. My dream recall also went offline at this time. I found myself walking going up stairs or something, probably trying to go outside again. I noticed something small being off where the dream tried to imitate reality but caught on it it and knew I was still dreaming. That awareness stuff does work. So I tried to ignore that and keep going; to continue being lucid. It would have worked, but instead I woke up. It turned out that all my medicine had worn off and I was coughing with a runny nose laying in bed awake.

In retrospect:

For one I have a feeling that I caught on to the initial shift, the sudden change of dream between the office building and the outside grassy area with the people on it and the bridge in the background. Together with my statement to myself that I wanted to have a lucid dream before falling to sleep got me into a successful lucid dream; even being sick and on medicine.

Sadly the medicine might have had an effect on things though, which might have sabotaged me there in the end and maybe even have had something to do with the frogs, and other sudden shifts in the dream scene. Since I have not had too many lucid dreams I have no idea if these shifts and oddities are normal or not. Or perhaps it was the fact that I was sick to begin with that caused problems, as the only reason I woke up was the fact that my throat was scratchy and I awoke to coughing.

Floating is getting a little better, than in my first two lucid dreams I had but only when I go about it slow and methodical. All in all I'm still VERY clumsy with it as a mode of transportation. Flying is even worse. Not sure if this is because of lack of practice, not knowing what I need to be doing to make it work, or if it's because I have a fear of heights and falling and don't like going anywhere in fast speeds in real life. I'd love to eventually ask some other dreamers about this if it's normal or if that's because of my fears in waking life.

Manifesting is getting much better, as long as I don't close my eyes when hovering and flying around. Using the time lapse technique helped a lot. More than I would have thought. Also learning that things can be created and changed before your eyes helps too, in a way this forced me to suspending the thought of impossibility in that matter. All in all it was odd that I thought of them out of the blue, because I never heard anyone mention these two techniques in the dream forums. I do know, learning to pay attention to subtle things is VERY helpful in lucid dreaming, so the techniques that make you pay attention to little things will be practiced much more by me over the next few weeks. I had an incredible amount of knowledge from my waking life, including knowing to stay calm, and that frogs on a bridge should not be there and a number of other things. This was not the case in my other two lucid dreams I had before; so I do think there is a degree of awareness that can be different from dream to dream. Control was a little harder though than in my first dream, but about as tricky as in my second one; but then again I was trying to make more things happen at once and they were a little harder than merely manifesting some food and eating it.

I have also no idea how long I was lucid, but it felt like a nice long dream; not as short as the other two I had. This one may have lasted five to ten minutes, maybe even longer. Making it through a shift in dream scene was pretty impressive too, as in the other ones I never made it through a shift. I either woke up or I shifted and lost lucidity. This was also the one I felt I was the most lucid, remembering even little details from real life and ending up having the most control in the dream scene what I wanted to do. Still not perfect though, there is still more room for improvement.

All in all I cannot believe that I actually created flowers. From scratch. THAT WAS WAY COOL. Though frog covered bridges.... well .... uhmm, no thanks. I'll blame that one on the yquil, which I'm quite sensitive to even hours after the fact. Can't wait to try more.

HayaH ---

PS: After reading more it seems I did a DEILD chaining method I did not even know existed. Way cool. Was also cool to find out that control is normally not easy for newbies and that I was not the only one walking around my dreams saying things I wanted to happen out loud before attempting them. I can tell I'm gonna have lots of fun with this once I get better at it.

Normal Dream
Lucid Dream

Night 30

I. I was in my garage and I became aware after I noticed how dull/fuzzy the dream was, and I remember yelling out "Increase vividness!" and the dream got much more clear. I went to walk out of my garage and I did a RC and it worked just to make sure. It was a sunny day outside, and windy, exactly how it is today , and I was walking in my lawn. I remember looking down at my body and I was wearing black shorts that were blowing in the wind, it was so realistic. I saw my neighbor out in her lawn so I wanted to go over and talk with her. As I was walking over the dream faded out. Man, all my LD's lately have been ending quite fast .

II. I was in some sort of fantasy world, it had some aspects of Skyrim that I remember seeing, and some GoT stuff as well. I was given a mission by a character I recognize now as someone from GoT, he wanted me to kill someone. I pressed him on why I needed to, because I wasn't going to kill someone without knowing why, and he let me know he was a thief who stole a special sword from him. After learning this, I decided to just go and steal the sword back, I didn't need to kill him. I was with someone else who was helping me, I can not remember who it was, but we were climbing up a mountain to a tavern where the target was located at. I turn and see a huge dragons head carved into the side of another mountain, it looked simply amazing, I stopped for a minute and just studied it, it was very detailed. After, we proceeded to find and enter the tavern where we met the thief, I led the thief to a dark corner, just in case if he tried anything I can take him down without many people seeing. I remember I was distracting him, while my partner walked up behind and slid the sword out from his sheath, I do not know how he would not feel that, but it was a dream . So I dropped the conversation and walked away with my partner who had the sword, I remember it had a distinct design to it. We go back to the quest giver who was thankful, and he told me that at later that night I should go back and finish the thief off, as he was just a bad trouble, but I declined and walked away. The dream ends.

III. I missed blatant signs in this one that could of made me lucid . I was at school, in a class with my old classmates. It was an art class with my old art teacher, but she was teaching us about exercise and dreaming. I remember I was doing push-ups as she was talking about dreaming, and I was even thinking about dreaming and lucid dreaming, but I did not recognize I was in a dream. This is all I remember.

IV. I worked at a shop in a mall, and this person comes in with a mask on and tries to rob the place, I recognized him as someone who I stopped the day before. I remember thinking, "why the hell is he trying this again?". I remember jumping on him and grabbing his gun, we struggled but I managed to take it from him, I remember I was laughing because of how stupid he was. I walked him outside where there were police surrounding the mall, and I set him down on the ground and placed the gun down as I sat down also. I remember when I sat the gun down the guy jumped at it again and grabbed it and started shooting at the cops, I jump on him again and throw him to the ground, I remember getting shot in the foot but didn't feel it happen. After the police came and arrested him, I was holding my foot wound as my mom came up as started asking what happened. The dream ends.

I had the craziest dream last night. I'm a part of this reincarnation forum elsewhere and in this dream we got a new member who had only one post on the entire forum and had taken the liberty to private message me there.

She said that she had a "spiritual connection with the Gods" (I think she was referencing the Greek pantheon, if I'm not mistaken) and that they had told her that I was "of importance".

I remembering laughing and being like "yeah whatever". But she seemed to know a lot about me that she couldn't have possibly known otherwise.

She also referenced my recollections of my soviet past life several times and also stating that I had been given a "divine assignment" in this life that dealt with from her words, "liberty for all".


Hmmm......

For the record, I consider myself to be Pagan since a lot of my beliefs are derived from Eastern philosphies and pagan beliefs. I am not necessarily polytheistic. I believe in A Creator, which is synonymous with the universe and all the deities from the various pantheons are simply powerful deities that work under the Creator and co-exist with one another.

How that has anything to do with this though, I'm not sure.

#1 - Holding Down The Fort [DILD]

I only really remember the part of this dream where I was lucid. I vaguely recall flying around mountain ranges at some park... or something.... And then, I was in a school with a bunch of people and we were doing some kind of intense LARP battle. I run to some small, sealed, closet-sized room but with window and lock myself inside. People would run up to the door trying to open it, then I was suddenly lash out phasing through the door, grab their arms or legs, and snap them with super strength.

#2 - Aesthetic Lucid And Link Contact [DILD]

I remember something about my dad intending to buy me a new home, and I was walking around some neighborhood with this guy S I knew in middle and high school, though didn't get to talk to all that much. I think he was here because O mentioned that he was going to see him for the first time in years the last time I hung out with him. We walked up to some gigantic building, and I wanted to see into it. It had kind of a cool stylistic architecture that's hard to describe, but we also saw a few other buildings being built that way, including a McDonald's. I became lucid and flew up to the top to look inside, and there's no ceiling - the top is huge and totally open. I went down and grabbed on to a ledge and just let my feet dangle inside the building while feeling the wind blow past me. I spend most of the time here just enjoying the scenery, there were massive open fields and mountain ranges all around me that I could see faaaar into the distance of due to the altitude I was at. It was really cool.

False Awakening - I wrote down the dream, which almost totally screwed me over because when I woke up for real I remembered being lucid but not what happened, luckily it finally came back. I got up and went to play some Digimon game that I remember very little of now, but I do remember that it was long and intense. I finally beat it in the end and then got up and started browsing the internet on my computer. I was at a site that listed game data for all the different Pokémon. I was looking up Exeggutor's moves, and then suddenly the text on the screen scrolled to the right and new text was appearing in its place. It was some kind of chat log. The first few lines were this:

Aly!
Aly!
This is Link!

:O I think I saw the word "incredible" in there somewhere too, but I can't really remember the rest. After I started comprehending what it meant, I woke up. :T

Last night I fell asleep to my iPad playing the sound of rain and I didn't set a timer for the first time. As I first fell asleep I remember being in a classroom setting and somehow I knew I was dreaming right away. I became lucid and very excited as I knew I was slowly walking up because I was so excited. I tried to stay in the dream by performing reality checks and kneeled down to lick the ground just as I woke up. I remember a second dream nearly the same where I became lucid and woke up again. I remember recalling a little more and being excited when I woke up. Later all I recall of a non-lucid dream is being in a hotel and being in a bed in a room.

So there I was. I had no shape, no form to call my own. I was a mass of energy with no physical form, the way i have always wanted to be. I was in a dream and I was lucid. I was in a forest in World of Warcraft, trees everywhere and animals to.

I had an odd feeling. I wasn't watching the dream from third person, I was the dream. I was a mass of energy and the dream at the same time. Everything shifted and moved the way I wanted it to with as much effort as it takes to breath. I looked around and knew everything about it.

I decided to change the environment to a dry grass land and the environment changed just like that.

I then knew it was the time to see my inner self and learn knowledge from him. The next thing I knew I was face to face with a gigantic mass of energy far larger than I was. I could tell that it knew everything about me and that I could get the knowledge I seek from it.

I then asked it to give me knowledge. It was very rude and mean in response, sounded allot like me when I wake up in the morning. My dream ended right after a couple more attempts for knowledge and a couple more times of being shot down.




I later realized that it taught me about how mean I can be to people, when all they want to do is be nice to me. That is the knowledge I got from it, what it is like to deal with me when I am in a mood.

I've been using the reality check when you hold you nose and breath in and it's really been working!
In my dream last night the first thing I did was my RC then I realised I was dreaming so I manifested Heath Ledger! then I was on a date with him but in my dream his face would go out of focus but then I would just say his name a few times while touching his face then it would come back. So there we were just walking around then I spotted a picture of this woodern plane/boat thing and I asked Heath can I make that? and he replied "sure you're dreaming" so I manifested the woodern plane/boat thing and we continued our date flying around in this thing.
It was awesome!

I found my self in an house, that i wasnt so sure about. I then saw my deceased grandpa sweeping in the hallway, thats when i knew it was a dream! Trying not to shock my self awake i imaged he disappeared, then when i opened my eyes he was gone. I was so amazed and so excited. I then imaged a girl was lying next to me, i then started to kiss her neck. But for some reason i kept getting interuppted by people in my family walking by, and i kept having to concentrate on making them disappeared. after a bit of kissing and such i decided to undress her. I got her down to her bra and panties. I was so amazed that i could feel the texture of everything. The floor, her cloths, and the wet spot on her panties. I was preparing to rip them off but then i was woken up by someone slamming my bedroom door. At first i was still thinking i was dreaming and looked for the girl, but. She was gone. This was my first ever lucid dream!

whiterains dream

had a series of tasks in last nights dream. most memorable one was climbing a hill on a horse. i get lucid because i realize that the task is to dive off this hill with the horse, into the lake below. the main test is staying aware when hitting the water

rest of the dream was mainly going round the dream version of my old college which has the exact same layout changes as usual

(guy screaming) Frogs! Frogs!
(some dude on the street) That guy has some serious frogs in his wall.
Tell me what's making you jump like that? FIMW - Frogs in my wall. How can I qualify for goverment grants? FIMW - Frogs in my wall

Like that? I made my dream into a song. You see I put my dream into this device, and it turns it into a song. I call it the dream-songinator. Good right?

LOL - jk jk

You can tell the obvious Phineas & Ferb references here. My dream really was about frogs in my wall, I had a huge gaping hole in my wall next to my bed. There were cold drafts coming through it. I did not like it. What a mess this is going to be to repair. I was still laying in bed, to tired yet to do anything really about it. I could see the frogs had crawled into the opening and up into the wall, big ones. I'm trying to reach up past my pillow and managed to beat one fist on my wall saying "Get out frogs!" The frog where I beat on the wall only crawls up inside further, I go "uuugghhh". The only thing that hasn't come in are squirels to look for food in my pants! And yes I have dirty clothes on my floor in the dream too.

As I look down at my bedroom floor, I notice there are 2 birds in here as well. At least they only came in to eat the insects that came in, good birds, keep eating them I don't need the insects in here either. They are poking around in the insulation that is deterioating, that is where most of the bugs are. I look up at the frogs again and I say "you're so dead once I get out of this bed!" I try to rest again, but just a little. My cousin Amie comes in my house, and I get up to talk to her. I'm sure she sees the hole in my wall, but she doesn't say anything about it. My cousin lives next to me in my dream, as in her house is next to mine. And I think our houses are in a trailer court, and may in fact be mobile homes.

My cousin tells me she has met my girlfriend earlier, and by the way she says it I can tell that she doesn't like her. My cousin was like "was that your girlfriend Amy I met earlier?" as we are walking down my hall away from my bedroom. I remember I was talking to her I just don't remember much else what was said. After that I woke up. My real cousin Amie lives almost a thousand miles away from me. She has not met my girlfriend Amy either.

After making a mental note of this dream, I go back to sleep again. I find myself on this boat, shaped more like a small barge. There is some guy with me, and we are going around measuring the depths of the bay. As we do this I get an underwater view of how deep the area we are covering is, as in 3 rd person view, I don't actually go underwater. At least I think I don't. As we are passing an underwater ridge that is on the way out to open sea, I start waking up. As I start waking up, the last thing I hear is: "Let us go down to the deepest depths. Let us breach the spirit of the brotherhood." It is in a male voice, and he sounds as though he were reading a line from Poe or Lovecraft.

An interesting side note, the night before I was trying to lengthen my falling to sleep so I could better categorize the stages. I got to hearing the voices speak to me, I caught enough to remember a female voice say, "that knight is stuck in your house, your garden overdue for repair." A little bit after that I remember jerking awake, as if I did a mini jump in my bed and my whole body felt as though it shook. Those frogs were so begging me to go lucid on them, I didn't know why I didn't. I just felt so tired in my dream. One more minute of that situation though.... my cousin pulled me out of my bed and away from that hole in my wall. I'm coming back for you frogs, you're not getting off that easy! lol

Here is a link in case someone hasn't seen the Phineas & Ferb song I was referencing. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GKL6W...eature=related

Deal's a deal.

New color, to boot.

¡Single Sentence Sizzlers!®

6.4.2012

Enter: Unknown (????)

★★★☆☆

NON-DREAM LUCIDISH DREAM LUCID

Originally Posted by Mzzkc

After some hypnosis shenanigans, I fly off to a dangerous area off-campus, one guarded and maintained by ancient spirits of the past--and predictably end up needing to defend myself; as I'm failing to cut through some obstacles with a Katana I manifested, a woman appears and and teases me about it, making me rethink my approach and attack the problem differently and much more successfully.

7.4.2012

Holding Back (????)

★★★☆☆

NON-DREAM LUCIDISH DREAM LUCID

Originally Posted by Mzzkc

After a town-wide Nerf war, my GF and I find ourselves traveling through a temple in a strange society filled with warrior-like scholars who challenge us each to a sparring match; my GF handles herself well against one of the school's intermediate disciples, but when I ask to face their best fighter--the head-teacher's second in command--I'm forced to hold back everything to avoid killing him, which makes him feel insulted.

These two dreams actually didn't happen the same night, the lucid happened the night before last, while the vampire one happened last night. Decided to record both.
I don't remember how I went lucid, but somehow, I was. I was standing in the basement of my grandma's house, sort of shocked I was actually lucid. Then a swell of happiness swept over me, and I immediately rushed down the hallway that led to the stairs. An obstacle was in my way, so I performed a very stylish vault over it. Before I went upstairs, I briefly dwelled on the idea of going back and summoning the girl I like so I could talk to her, but I decided I probably wouldn't be able to, and went upstairs instead. That's all I remember. I do remember losing my lucidity after I went upstairs.
My parents and I were at a mall. Seems like I have a lot of malls in my dreams? Hmm. We were trying to shop in peace, but some scary, pale looking man, dressed in a gothic looking suit, was chasing us around the mall. Seeing him really gave me a feeling of dread, and I decided that he's a vampire, since he resembled one. We ducked into a back area and tried to evade him. For some reason, I decided to leave my parents and took off running in the opposite direction of the vampire, making my way to the mall's exit. I stayed outside, panting, and hid behind a bush. I peeked out and saw the vampire leave the mall, looking around for me. He decided to give up the chase, and went to what was supposedly his car. I sighed a sigh of relief.
That lucid was pretty interesting in the fact that I was able to pull off an athletic-like vault over that obstacle. I'm not that athletic in real life, so it was really cool experiencing that. Especially considering all of my lucids so far have been like 10 seconds with me just being excited and not doing anything. So far, I've flown, thrown something heavy, and performed a parkour-esque vault. Neat.
That vampire dude from the dream was really creepy though. I could draw him right now on a piece of paper because his look and face were both really memorable, still in my memory right now. I woke up from that dream with my heart pounding.

I am at my house near the pool. Some dudes are at the pool. I do the nose-pinch test. I realize I'm dreaming. I decide that I want to fly. I imagine the clouds are sucking me up so I can fly. I fly for about a mile. I fall on my face and decide to walk. I pass my grandmas house. She is sitting inside her garage. I see her and try to fly for her. I get it evernow and then for a second or 2. I keep falling. I get up and keep walking. Her house is a big white one on top of a hill. There is a tree on the grass. Her road is right next to this girl Carly's house.

A Moment of Lucidity

I was walking along the beach and became lucid. I was hovering along looking at the sand. I could see the flecks of dark and light. I focused on them, but that was a bad reality check. I tried to do a reality check, but I was already waking up. FUCK!


A Woman Quits on Her Birthday

A lady was outside her office which was right at the edge of the water. She was on a bicycle riding on a tiny bit of space where you could walk.

It was a pretty little spot with jagged rocks towards the back of my view, and flowers towards the front. The lady was riding around thinking of how she was quitting on her birthday.

Someone realized that it was her birthday and felt terrible that nobody even remembered.

Can't Get Her

I wanted this girl named Jackie so-o bad. I don't know a Jackie in waking life. I was in tears because she liked me, but just not like that. I felt like I was so close to being with her I couldn't stand it.

Her mother needed help with 2 clocks that needed winding. I got a special tool that fit around each of two knobs for one clock. I wound them both up by turning them like a socket.

I went to the other clock. This knob had a slightly different shape, but the tool fit around it as well just right. I turned this one knob until it was tight and that clock was wound.

I went back to Jackie and tried to hold her. I just couldn't get close enough to her because she wasn't interested. I left the house crying.

She came out and followed me. I was going to have to go home some 20 miles or so on foot or by bike.

I woke up normally in the same place I slept, but when I tried to move I realized that I was fully paralized, then I thought ''Damnit ! Sleep paralysis'', I tried hard to move until at some point I got it, but it was like my body was numb or weighing heavily. I got out of bed but when I got it I fell to the floor and started crawling, then I stop to think how this couldn't be real and I did a RC, I pinched my nose and I could breathe and then I was lucid, but everything was so real, I remember my breath as it was real.
First I was very excited because it was my first LD, but then I remembered that I could not get too excited because if I got the dream would start to fade. I left the house and went to the balcony and there I found my uncle, I remembered a technique to summon people and asked to my uncle where '' the person that I was skiing with'' was, I just wanted to see what my mind arranged, he led me to a door, but when I opened the door a found the girl from the The Ring and she started chasing me while my uncle watch, but she was very slow so I didnt had to rush. In the halfway I just for curiosity closed my eyes, I saw some computer lines like Tron and the dream started to fade then I opened with fear of lost my dream.
I entered the house again and in the kitchen I found all my family and I had to close my eyes for some reason and I lost the dream.