lucid

I was laying on my lucid dream pallet, trying to fall asleep and ignore the noise of mothers repeated early alarms. I was visualizing myself in my room with the light on, Im currently working on phasing.

I then hear something in my room sniffing the air. I could tell that it was a dog. I assume that I sliped into the dream state, only to find that I was awake, able to move and I felt my very soul being lifted out of me. That feeling kept up until mom got out of bed at around 5:00 A.M.

I found myself in a lucid dream, but my eyes where closed and I could not open them. I tried to open them with my fingers, but that failed. I woke myself up and re-entered the dream. Before the dream could fade I looked at my hands and stabilized it.

I looked around and realized that I was at the house, where I used to live over 3 years ago. My grandfather was in the living room watching TV. I then decided that I was still going to meet my dream goal, to go on a random adventure.

I walked outside and across the street to a park. I then looked at my hands again. I met a girl who needed my help to find a friend of hers, who happend to live in a massive dirt house, that looked like a minecraft house.

I shapeshifted into something nonhuman, for the first time ever and became a big red dragon. I then started digging through the big dirt house only to find nothing. I flew around the park but I did not help the girl find her friend.

I felt myself waking up and I felt done with lucid dreaming for the morning. I then thought to myself, that I had an awsome dream.

Blue Hands
It feels like I'm in a game of San Andreas. I run around on the streets till I find long hummer and steal it. I see some people on the street are hurt so I assume that emergency medical vehicle should be right around the corner, and I'm correct. It's stuck in the traffic, but I get out of my hummer and steal the emergency medical vehicle. Just after driving a little bit more down the streets, I see a tall buss, and now I want to take that, so I do it. Now I am driving the opposite way in the streets and then I find a Pay'n'Spray. The Pay'N'Spray is behind something that looks like a small tunnel, except it's very short. My bus is way too tall to get under, so I get the idea, that if I get the bus to lay on it's left side, it will be able to slide through the opening of the tunnel, and into the Pay'N'Spray, and then it will be able to fix itself in there. I jump out of the vehicle, push it to the left side and try to jump in again as it goes forward and is on it's side, but it's impossible. I successfully managed to get through the tunnel, but the bus is still on it's side and not inside the Pay'N'Spray. I know if it lays to long on the side, the engine will ignite and the car will explode, so I try to somehow push it back on it's wheels again, but with no success. Somehow the bus way smaller now and I pick it up still knowing it's going to explode, but now it looks more like a small thin box, rather than a bus. I hold it and suddenly it explodes and it's gone. Suddenly I have the feeling that my hands are blue and my under-body is blue as well, from the damages the explosion from the bus caused. Why I think it's blue I have no idea, but I still feel it's weird that I have this belief, so I check out my hand. When I look at my left hand, my little finger and my ring finger is blue and a some part of my hand as well. I find this weird and suddenly I am

Lucid. I get a little bit excited and then I proceed to walk out of the little tunnel, but then I feel that the dream is very unstable, so I decide to back and stand right were I became lucid, and study my hands. I notice that my hands are very deformed, like there's branches sticking out of my fingers, and there's like black crosshairs on certain points on my hands. I feel that I have to look at my hand twice just because I feel so unstable, that I am unable to focus, so it ends up with everything going black. I beg that it's a false awakening, but it's not.


Oil platform
I am at some dock and close to me there's a big oil platform. To get over to the oil platform, I need to use some kind of rope in the air, to somehow be thrown over. I do so and suddenly I am inside the house of the oil platform. I am standing inside with several friends, when suddenly I hear police cars at the dock. I go towards the window wondering why they're here, and suddenly I get a bad feeling that something is about to happen. I can feel a small rumble, and then I can feel the whole dock going sideways. At first I am scared, and then I tell all my friends that you've got to pray the last time (Even though I'm not christian) cause I know for sure that I will be killed, but then I suddenly feel like it's a dream, and all this is very unrealistic, so my scared face turns into a smile and I start giggling a little bit, I am very happy it's a dream, but I don't get lucid of that reason, and I try to relax everyone and say it's just a dream! But the dock is still falling so it ends up everything going black.


Buss with friend
I'm supposed to take a buss with a friend to somewhere

Bothersome passanger
Someone drives me to a friend and I tell that he really don't need to do this, but he tells me he is the neighbor of the friend I am visiting, and then I say, "Oh, well then it doesn't really matter then."

1:00am

Emotional
I'm in a classroom, we all meet up, and we are sorted by the colour of our hair and if/when we took showers. Redheads were associated with rage and being boisterous? We wait, i sit down and realize i only have a towel covering my lower body. I turn around and see a purple group that has arranged themselves in the middle of a group of chairs. Some teacher comes out and sorts out the classes, clearly upset. SA says he is getting bored and wants a smoke, she gets more upset and says her son took his own life last night :/

Fragment: Something about living and dying a world where you are free from responsibilities, I can remember a blocky world in the sky, me and others are jumping around on colourful shapes.. it gets really uncomfortable and I try to wake up.

4:30am

Spiritual
I thought I wrote this down already...
On a train, fight with hoenheim, cutscene for 40 minutes with three parts. Something about flying in waves to match the current of the wind. We were in a train surrounded by black explosive balls, apparently we were robots of ourselves and we needed to die to awaken our real selves.. Talking about his past, a train came in with loads of bodies, a girl found an arm and screamed, the guards were trying to take her away.

Fragment: In a suburb with big houses cats have gone loose, i hear people talking and investigators going to the houses
Missed first alarm at 6:00am?

6:30am

Physical
False awakening with cats scratching me..
Something about starting a fire to protect myself in the wild.. It worked, and it turned out i was in my room the fire spread and I shut the doors so the room would run out of oxygen and put out the fire. It worked, i go outside.
Something about a local pig that has been protecting us. Then another that says the cows beat the pig.. Remember seeing hilly plains.
Pretending to write to go into a dream, i wasn't writing because i dont have a pen and paper by my bed... It works anyway. At first its dark with the trees in my backyard falling over, i fly off and the world twists and. See lots of colours which turn out to be balloons. I drop down to a place i think I recognize, something about a funeral. I remember picking up a girl and taking her to her sister who she hasn't seen in a long time. I went to fly but i thought it would be easier to use a door. It works and we walk through the house. I fade out of the dream and I try to focus on something but I FAed. In a room with mum and bro, talking about my dream

8:00am

1:00am

I'm in a classroom, we all meet up, and we are sorted by the colour of our hair and if/when we took showers. Redheads were associated with rage and being boisterous? We wait, i sit down and realize i only have a towel covering my lower body. I turn around and see a purple group that has arranged themselves in the middle of a group of chairs. Some teacher comes out and sorts out the classes, clearly upset. SA says he is getting bored and wants a smoke, she gets more upset and says her son took his own life last night :/

Fragment: Something about living and dying a world where you are free from responsibilities, I can remember a blocky world in the sky, me and others are jumping around on colourful shapes.. it gets really uncomfortable and I try to wake up.

4:30am

I thought I wrote this down already...
On a train, fight with hoenheim, cutscene for 40 minutes with three parts. Something about flying in waves to match the current of the wind. We were in a train surrounded by black explosive balls, apparently we were robots of ourselves and we needed to die to awaken our real selves.. Talking about his past, a train came in with loads of bodies, a girl found an arm and screamed, the guards were trying to take her away.

Fragment: In a suburb with big houses cats have gone loose, i hear people talking and investigators going to the houses
Missed first alarm at 6:00am?

6:30am

False awakening with cats scratching me..
Something about starting a fire to protect myself in the wild.. It worked, and it turned out i was in my room the fire spread and I shut the doors so the room would run out of oxygen and put out the fire. It worked, i go outside.
Something about a local pig that has been protecting us. Then another that says the cows beat the pig.. Remember seeing hilly plains.
Pretending to write to go into a dream, i wasn't writing because i dont have a pen and paper by my bed... It works anyway. At first its dark with the trees in my backyard falling over, i fly off and the world twists and. See lots of colours which turn out to be balloons. I drop down to a place i think I recognize, something about a funeral. I remember picking up a girl and taking her to her sister who she hasn't seen in a long time. I went to fly but i thought it would be easier to use a door. It works and we walk through the house. I fade out of the dream and I try to focus on something but I FAed. In a room with mum and bro, talking about my dream

8:00am

I had been dealing with this dream for some time before I became lucid. There was so much going on, it is hard to pinpoint exactly what was happening. I was running around my house with only a bra and these pants that were decked out in some 80's band name that I cannot remember. There were already people there, but this girl was really short (shorter than me and I'm 5'1). This girl was somehow like our maid, or something. She was really young and about my age. She was just hanging out around the house at the moment, but there were boxes everywhere in the house making it REALLY hard to manuver throughout.

Then suddenly my hubby comes home and me and this girl had been joking and playing, I can't remember what we had done, but I told my husband that "this girl is trying to kill me!" I was joking. The girl was playing along. I'm starting to really wonder who this girl is to me. She seemed like my best friend, but I had never met her before. She was so nice and sincere. Anyway, we were saying our goodbyes and I was extremely sad to see her go. I told her we'd miss her a lot, and she was crying as she was leaving. We hugged for an awkwardly long time and then she left.

Soon, the house started piling with people I didn't know who were celebrating something. There were two guys in the hallway pointing guns at eachother. Mind you, I was not lucid yet, so that made me incredibly nervous. When one guy wasn't looking, I snagged the gun and distracted the other. The guy I had stolen the gun from was chasing me saying "Hey, give that back, I need it." The other guy was also chasing me saying to give him back the gun, lol. Weird0s. I ended up throwing the gun outside and they chased it like dogs.

I went back into my bedroom and the whole arrangement of the bathroom and my bedroom were all different. The bathroom was quite large and the bedroom had a lot of my personal items in it, but it wasn't right. I felt like that girl in the movie "The Labrynth" lol.

That's when I did a reality check, which, surprisingly I always check my hands now. It's so easy to do. That's where the nub check comes in. I looked at my hands and saw a growth of a finger coming out of my thumb, just a little nub. Even though I was done with the reality check I continued to stare at my thumb a few moments longer. I laughed and my hand would shrink and blurr.

So I'm lucid now, and I go back through the house. Yes, again, first thought was sex. (I'M NOT A PERVERT I SWEAR. but being a girl, sometimes, you just aren't completely satisfied in that area... you know what... screw you, I don 't have to explain myself :p) Ahem, sorry. So I continue through this house and the first guy (one of the guys that had the gun earlier) was really hot. I made a gesture to him with my hands and he looked at me disgusted. My first thought was that he was gay and I shrugged and continued on.

I ended up circling around the house, I went out the front door and found my hubby underneath the porch. It was like the whole "cool guys stance" thing at parties, I don't know. I giggled at his coolness in the dream and reminded myself to pay attention to more details. It was so hard though because there was so much I wanted to do. I did pay attention though and saw that it was lightly snowing, and you could barely see it. It looked more like dust.

So I go down the steps and look over and there are about a dozen people out here, the majority of them in blue jock jackets, football players I assumed. Suddenly I felt naughty for preying on these men, but it drove me more. Surely, I figured, there would be one guy there who wants to bang. I walked around the corner of the house and suddenly felt like I was in some kind of fantasy land.

The first thing I remember is that girl from earlier, my friend/maid/dream guide?, but she's not just short anymore, she's miniature and is running away from me. She looked like a little thumbelina and tried not to step on her, haha. She crossed my path and that's where I came to a strange occurence. There were three neon green bunnies (they could've been another fluffy critter) and on top of them lying down was some kind of miniature teletubby creature. They all looked so soft. The teletubby had been startled by my sudden approach and started wimpering, scared. One of the bunnies told the teletubby it was okay and soothed it back to sleep.

Ok.. so after this strange part, I wandered a bit behind the house and there were giant headed dolls. They were all like older women who had once been famous on tv. Oprah was one of them. Her and another one were looking at this new doll's face and they looked disappointed. "Her?" I remember one of them saying, as if the girl wasn't classy enough to join their collection.

So I turn around cause I don't really like what's been happening in that general direction. On my way back I decide to sneak behind these bushes that ran alongside the house. I peeked my head over and just then a football player in red this time passed. He saw me and backtracked. I looked up again and he was in front of me. He had found a little clearing in the bushes and surprised me by sticking his crotch in my face area. (Yes he was tall...) He wasn't that cute, but at least he wanted to. He kind of reminded me of this guy from the X-Files, Krycheck? anyway.

I lead him around back the house again as we look for a place to do it. We get inside the middle bedroom of the house and shut the door behind us. The house is still really cluttered and it's hard to get around, so this took us a few minutes to get here. Finally we were though and I started to take my clothes off. Then I heard a strange sound in the bathroom. I opened the door to the bathroom and didn't see anything so I shut it again. Then I hear it again and this time I recognize it as my son's baby talk. I open the door again and search with my eyes, but I don't see him. That's when I looked behind teh door I had opened. He was standing there crying and afraid.

I picked him up and apologized over and over. I knew I was dreaming, but I felt bad anyway. I can't neglect my dream son, can I? Anyway, his eyes were really red and he was itching them. My first thought was that he got something in his eyes so I rushed out the bathroom to where that guy was standing and waiting. I pushed him aside and grabbed my phone as I headed out the door. Even as I was calling 911 I knew it was a dream and there should be another way to fix it. Emergency services answered but I hung up trying to figure out how I could help him.

That's when I woke up. Like I said there was a LOT going on, so I tried to use detail when I could.

DreamLucidAwake

Lucid Fragment

As a result of playing so much Arcanists lately, I had a dream that I was playing Arcanists. Even though it was a team game, everyone started shooting fireballs and bombs at me. It was completely unfair. I then became lucid and thought, "If I'm the dreamer, then shouldn't I be winning?" So I decided I would cheat since they were pretty much cheating. I gave myself invulnerability and started beating the crap out of them. That's all I remember before waking up.

End

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a few beers last night, also took some 5-HTP which gives you REM rebound. Combined I figured they'd give me some cool dreams this morning. I did dream alot, and got lucid for a while.

01.45: Sleep

10.30: Dreams and fragments
*I'm walking down a road in the middle of the night, I'm getting picked up by my dad a few blocks away. I look behind me, a black guy is following me from afar. I pick up the pace and take a few turns. After a while I arrive at a long staircase, my dad is parked at the end of it. I glance back again and the guy is now close enough for me to see his face. I quickly run down the stairs and jump after a few steps, grinding on the railing. "Hey dude, wait up!" the guy calls out. I have no intentions of waiting for him but somehow he hands me a joint. I jump the last ten steps, gliding in the air. I slowly realise I might be dreaming, but I don't give it much thought. I get in the car with my dad. "Go!" I tell him and throw the joint out the window. "I'm sorry but I don't want any drugs!" I yell out to the guy as he's chasing us.

*I'm at a class reunion and I'm having a good time. One girl, Emely, looks at me disgustingly. I don't know what her deal is. "Matte, sit down and have some water will you?" a guy asks me. "What are you talking about?" I ask him. I walk away, I don't feel too unsteady on my legs but almost everyone's looking at me. "You're drunk!" someone says.

*I'm in a hayloft with a bunch of other people. Some girl seems interested in my and tries to get close. For some reason we're all lying in a stream of water, just relaxing. All of a sudden the door bursts open and I get up. It's my entire family with a few relatives aswell. I figure they must be here to celebrate my graduation. I give everyone hugs and kisses as they congratulate me.

*I'm standing on a porch at the beach. A fence prevents people from getting in, or something to get out. A band is playing and I realise it's Metallica. My dad shows up and tells me of the time when he quit Metallica, ages ago. I'm amazed that he actually played in Metallica. A guy jumps the fence for some reason and an enormous rhino runs up to him. It starts stomping on him and soon he's lying there, chest entirely crushed. A small fountain of blood is erupting from his chest. "Wow... That guy is a goner" I tell my dad. He agrees.

11.15: LD's MILD
*I'm standing in a shallow hole in the ground. It looks like a tree's been standing here, but has recently been ripped up. I feel like searching for some insects. I dig with my hands and remove some rotten wood. I find a large beetle and pick it up. It feels like it's trying to bite me but I can tell it's only its legs. I hand the bettle to my brother Morgan who's nearby. I remove some more wood and discover a hole. There appears to be a big cave underneath me, or some kind of wasp nest. 'Holy shit please don't let it be a wasp nest.'

As I stand there I slowly realise I'm dreaming. 'It doesn't matter if I get stung anyways... Although it might be unpleasant.' I stand there and just look at the hole until the dream fades away.

*I'm inside of a high tech building with another guy. He's got some weird display built into his forearms. We walk down a corridor and end up infront of a door, he swipes his arms on the locks. They shortcircuit and the door opens. I get in and walk around in a narrow labyrinth. I can hear a few people behind a door and I realise it's my companions. They try to force it open using a weird extendable stave. It keeps sliding off and the door shuts so it's only halfway open. We try this for a long time before I spot a few people down the corridor. 'Oh shit that's the other team!' I lie down and crawl under it as quickly as I can. "They other team is here" I tell them. We exit the labyrinth and arrive at a lobby full of glass walls. I grab a pair of glasses just as a guy from the other team comes up to me. He's wearing them too, but mine are dirty so I grab some snow from the balcony to wipe them off. The other guy seems upset about something and grabs my teammate and heads out on the balcony with him. They fly away and I'm left where I am.

I realise I'm dreaming, and that I'm the same kind as them. I can do whatever I want! I jump and start to slowly levitate. I fly for a little while until I reach a big gray wall surrounding the complex. There I meet my old coworker Holger. We talk for a while. "You know what? I'm going to fly as high as possible!" I tell him. I hold my hands out and jump. I slowly begin to rise. "You call that high up?!" he shouts. I rise even further and the complex is just a small square surrounded by forest. "Woooohooo!" I yell out in excitement. I take a little look around and can see mostly forest and roads.

11.15: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 9½ hours

Supplements: Some alcohol and 200 mg 5-HTP

Tasks completed
BASIC ADVANCED TEAM THREE STEP TASK

Interact with a DC, Fly

That's it! My thoughts weren't entirely lucid in the last dream. The current schema held me in a tight grip, but I knew I was dreaming alright.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

The first thing I remember about my dream was that my best friend and I were in this huge canyon in this river. The water was really murky. I looked over at her and I shouted to warn her that two crocodiles were surrounding her. They were not moving at that point, but once I warned her, they started thrashing. So I swam onto the closest shore while my friends swam across the river to the other side. There was barely any shore though becuase at the edge of the waterliine was the wall of the canyon. So, I tried to climb it to get away from the crocodiles which later turned into sharks. I escaped, but I forgot to check if my friend did too! I then was in this weird city looking thing, but it reminded me of a videogame because I had a quest and there was a little arrow in the air pointing to my destination. My quest was to find my brother's book before he does...so I go looking for it, but the arrow disappears, so I'm all alone. The city then turns into Barnes&Noble and I'm frantically looking for this book. For some reason, I then change my mind to want to find a Hunger Games book and I did Barnes&Noble then turns into this school with a bunch of kids in it, and I felt like I was inside of this really corny movie about I guess Middle School romance? I have no idea.... But there were a bunch of love triangles and fights and then at the end almost everyone made up.. I have no idea why I dreamt that. The end of that scene took place in a courtyard outside. Across the courtyard I see the most beautiful modern day castle I have every seen! It was huge, and i told my friend that I would love to live in one of the really high towers. I then realized my brother works there... I go inside and my best friend was there! I looked into the doorway and my best friend's uncle (in the dream) was chained up to be beheaded... Then he mysteriously came back to life and told us that we were going to do great in life.I appeared in my room at this point. I remember looking at this card with a saying on it that said something like "The vampire that looks at this will be dreaming." or something like that. And then I remember questioning reality and doing the nose-plug RC and being able to breathe!!! (Btw, I've read other DJs where people say that they love doing the nose-plug check becuase the sensation of breathing while plugging your nose is really cool. I never understood that until last night. It was pretty cool) But the thing with this lucid dream was that I thought I had been awake and that by my reading the card I had fallen asleep! So my lucid dream within a non-lucid dream felt REALLY unstable and I remember vividness was TERRIBLE! I kept rubbing my hand, but nothing worked! I summoned a door in my window but it kept leading outside; I didn't want to jump out the window. I could tell I wasn't very aware of things because there was a huge flagpole outside my window that is not there in RC and if I was truly aware, I would know that I could just jump out. I turned around and tried summoning another door to a beach, but "woke up" standing in the middle of my room. I did a reality check, but I couldn't breathe through my nose! So, I reread the card and the reality check worked! But the dream was even worse than before, and I "woke up" standing in my room again. It was really annoying because my main dream, or the non lucid part was really stable and clear! But just because I thought I fell asleep in my dream, it made it really foggy.

all the LD i was in my flat and tried to enter the pictures on the wall - not succeful. I jumped in the picture and found myself in the room again. Only once i jumped into the piture with the new year tree and felt something like girland in my hand.

DreamLucidAwake

Once again I didn't daydream about anything in particular. I just wanted to become lucid. That may have influenced the last dream. It's also possible that I may have had spiders on my mind at one point.

Tunnel of Spiders

I'm really not sure how to describe this dreamscape. I guess it was sort of like a Colorado dessert with all of the giant rocks and crap. I was walking around the lower area of a mountain with Claire. We were walking along a set of railroad tracks for some time just talking about something. It was probably something important that I really wanted to know. Somewhere in this I either became lucid because of the conversation or because I remembered Claire is a dream guide.

The tracks led towards a tunnel that was blocked by some really tough spider webs. There was a small cave to our left with a huge brown spider standing in it. Not really huge, but it was like bigger than my foot. It just sat there watching our every move.

Claire pointed her sword at it and said, "Go kill it."
"What? Why?" I asked.
"Those webs won't disappear unless it dies." She said.
"Why do I have to do it though?" I asked her.
"Because you're dragonborn!" She yelled.
"There is no way I'm dealing with anymore dream spiders!" I shouted.

As I said this the spider from the cave behind me started running towards me. My danger sense alerted me and I started running from it. I kept running in circles as it kept trying to bite my ass. Claire nearly killed me a few times while trying to slash it with her sword. Eventually the spider did jump on me. I grabbed it and threw it on the ground before it could bite me. Claire then stabbed it with her sword repeatedly until the spider stopped twitching. I crawled onto the ground and curled into a ball.

"I hate spiders, I hate spiders, I hate spiders..." I kept repeating.
"Don't be such a baby." Claire said.
"It tried to eat me!" I screamed.
"Get off the ground already. We have a job to do." She ordered me.

As I got up, I heard a rumbling sound. I looked down the tracks and saw a train coming. The train slowed down until it stopped in front of the tunnel. Chris stuck his head out the window and waved to us. Apparently he was driving the train.

"All aboard!" Chris yelled to us.
"What's with the train?" I asked him.
"You want to make it through the tunnel alive don't you?" He asked me.

Claire climbed the ladder onto the top of the train and I followed her. Once I reached the top, the train blew its whistle and started moving again. As It moved towards the tunnel I saw hundreds and hundreds of those giant brown spiders along the tunnel ways.

"Oh F***..." I said staring at all of them.
"Don't worry, we'll be fine." Claire said trying to build my confidence.
"Nope, I'm out of here." I said walking back towards the caboose.

Claire grabbed my hand and pulled me back. She then forced me into a battle stance as the train went into the tunnel. Claire started charging her lightning magic in her one hand to create a light source. I could now see thousands of spiders swarming around the tunnel. A few of them tried jumping at Claire, but she slashed them with her sword. A few of them jumped at me and I just slapped them away. My heart was racing and I couldn't really think clearly out of fear. 10 or more of them soon surrounded me in my confusion. Claire then jumped between me and them and started defending me. Each time one tried to jump at me she would rush in and slash it with her sword.

"Calm down, I won't let anything bad happen to you." Claire told me.
"Okay." I said.

Seeing her slash spiders to pieces and saying that to me calmed me down some. I could still only punch and slap spiders though. I wasn't thinking about using any of my powers. Claire did a really awesome move with her lightning. She threw a ball of lightning at some spiders and it exploded into bunch of lightning bolts that killed many spiders.I looked at Claire and saw that she was getting exhausted. An extra big one snuck behind her an jumped at her. She turned around and tried to slash it, but she was too late. It held her down and started clawing at her (these spiders had claws).

This really angered me and I gave myself dragon hands. I gripped the spider's stomach with my claws and lifted it off of Claire. I ripped the spider's stomach open and threw it off of the train. Claires blood seemed to have attracted hundreds of other spiders who were previously docile. I tried to get Claire back up, but she could barely move. As the spiders moved closer I realized it was up to me to protect her this time.

I stood above Claire and created a shield of fire around us. It burned every spider that touched it, but they were starting to overpower it. I was really starting to struggle to keep the shield up. Claire then started to wake up a little.

"Release your fury..." She said.
"What?" I asked confused.
"Do it." She said before passing out again.

I really started to get angrier at this point and sort of understood what she meant. My whole body started glowing with a purple energy and my fire shield grew more poweful. I slowly let this power build up inside me. When it was full, I let out a powerful draconic roar and shot the flames out in both directions. I felt much more calm and relaxed after releasing my fury. Unfortunately this was a really long tunnel and there was another wave of spiders coming. I looked down at Claire to see how she was doing. She was more awake now and she took a drink of what looked like a healing potion. Her cuts started to heal and she sat up. She wasn't capable of standing anymore though, so I still had to fight alone.

I suddenly remembered Neji from Naruto using the 16 triagrams 128 palm thing on over a hundred spiders. I decided to mimic this with my fire element. I charged fire magic into my hands and got into the stance. All of the spiders started swarming in towards me. I rappidly hit all of them with my fire hands while circling around Claire. My main goal until we got out of the tunnel was to protect her. A bunch of them then jumped at me from all angles. I spun around and created a wave of fire in all directions to kill them. After all of this the train finally exited the tunnel. After getting a good distance away from the tunnel, Chris stopped the train.

I carried Claire on my back and climbed down the ladder. I walked to the front of the train to see what all of this trouble was worth. In the distance from the mountain I could see a bunch of floating islands. They were hidden in the clouds and had a bunch of dragons flying around them. I got too excited after this and woke up.

Flying Over Stormreach

A pretty short lucid dream (because I forgot most of it). I had just grown dragon wings and was flying above the ocean. I was flying towards Stormreach's harbor off in the distance. I flew over the city and was amazed by it. Some general guy then started yelling at me something about having to go one a mission with a bunch of other soldiers. I just ignored him and went looking for some friends to quest with instead. I flew over a gate and landed in a street. I saw a horse carriage running full speed down the street at some guy who wasn't paying attention. For some reason I recognized this guy as Colton/Coolb3rt. I jumped in and grabbed Colton. I used my shadow magic to turn both of us into shadows so that we would phase through the carriage. I know a lot more happened in this dream, but I just can't seem to remember.

A Lucid Contract

I was in a school like place called the "Lucid Academy". I most likely became lucid due to the name of the place. For the most part it looked like a normal highschool, but you would see kids practicing magic, summoning things, and flying all over the place. I was walking down the hall and talking to Chris about something before we bumped into some girl. She looked completely confused about everything that was happening.

"Where am I? What's happening here?" She asked.
"You're dreaming." I told her.
"I am?"
"This is the Lucid Academy." Chris told her.
"I don't want to lucid dream!" She yelled.
"What? Why wouldn't you want to lucid dream?" Chris asked.
"Because it's scary!" She said.
"Okay, let's get this straight. In a lucid dream you can do ANYTHING you want!" I said.
"Yeah, it's really fun." Chris said.

Chris then summoned a large piece of paper. He mentioned something about signing a "lucid contract" and training the girl. Oddly he wasn't going to sign it, but wanted me and the girl to sign it. He handed me the blank paper and a marker to sign. I handed it back to Chris and he examined it as if he was checking to see if it was legitimate. I watched the girl write her name on it. It was hard for me to read, but I think it was either Carly or Molly written on it. She handed it back to Chris and he examined it again.

"Alright, it's official! You will make her become lucid every night from now on." Chris said.
"Wait what?" I asked confused.
"Oh you didn't know?" Chris asked me.
There was a long pause before I asked the girl, "So are you lucid yet?"

She just sat there motionless wiith a blank expressionless stare. I waved my hand in front of her face to try to get her attention. With no response I could only assume she woke up or something.

"I don't do that everytime I wake up do I?" I asked Chris.

He laughed, but didn't give me a clear response. I spent the last minute of the dream trying to get the girl's attention.

End

2/15/2012
While doing the laundry, I find out the machine came with complementary detergent. I press the button to dispense it. I get one large and three small jugs of detergent.

A girl I haven't seem since elementary school whose name I like is in my English class.

My mom is sleep-talking something about being suicidal. It's kind of disturbing, but it's still just sleep talk. She sticks me with the dog for my vacation. It's a large white poodle that looks neglected (my mom hasn't actually got a dog).

I arrive at the hotel room with the dog and my bag. I just booked my flight for tomorrow after getting here, but there's something else I need to do. For some reason I need headphones, but the only ones I can find are broken. I'm sure I packed working headphones. I make a mess while I'm looking, pulling everything out of my bag, but I don't find them. All of my stuff is so unorganized. It really bothers me. I go out to see if I can find some new headphones to buy, but I don't find anything.

When I get back, my things have been moved and I find two other people in my room: a man and his mostly grown daughter. We talk about random things while I try to put my belongings in order. I tell them I am going to Hawaii and that I have a couple of friends that go to college there. They say "no way!" I try to tell them the name of the university my friends go to, but I can't remember it.

It occurs to me I forgot about the dog, and I don't see him anywhere. I find him in the bathroom. Apparently the hotel staff put him there while I was gone. The other two people in my room have a dog, too. My books got put on the shelves, which are collapsing, and my books are all mixed in with the hotel's books. Several stacks of books fall onto the floor. It really, really bugs me to see books in that condition, but I have too many things to deal with right now to fix it. There is so much extra stuff in this room that I can barely move. There is a set of coins on the table that I didn't put there. The hotel staff left a barrette and a bunch of other crap here (I can't tell if it's complementary, or they charge you if you take it- regardless, I don't want any of this junk). I'm trying to ditch the unnecessary Hawaiian shirts I packed and get my bag ready for the flight tomorrow. I haven't even gone through it and made sure I didn't leave a knife or something in there by accident, which I am always afraid of doing anytime I have to deal with airport security.

I wake up. Blah, what a nightmare, having so much to do and not enough time and everything got messier the more I tried to organize things. I have enough of that sort of stress with going to college. I could do without in my dreams

I fall back asleep.

I'm playing Minecraft. There's a skeleton glitching through the wall (in a corner). I was on the other side of that wall earlier. I try to kill the glitchy skeleton, but I destroy the wall instead. I quickly finish off the skeleton and try to rebuild the wall. I don't have enough stone or cobbles. I frantically look through what I do have, to see if I can find something to finish patching the wall with. I almost use coal ore blocks, but then I decide to use planks instead.

My memory of this part is so fuzzy now, but I know I was lucid. I realized I was dreaming, somehow. There was a guy in a red plaid shirt. I almost forgot it was a dream, walking past some wood tables and chairs, but I reminded myself that it is a dream. At the end, there is a girl with special powers. Everyone is, or wants to, hold her captive because they are afraid of her.

I think I woke up, but it may have been a false awakening. It feels like I'm in SP now. I'm lying on my back, unable to move. My body rotates (or, depending which way you look at things, the room rotates), and my legs end up going through the wall nest to my bed. My body keeps moving, and I end up going all the way through the wall.

I'm in a car. It's very vivid. I take a minute to admire the details: the feel of the seatbelt, the soft interior lining. Kiki (from Sluggy Freelance) is here. I get out of the car. It's parked in a parking lot with construction materials, on a bit of land mostly surrounded by a lake. I tell Kiki to come with me. She jumps out of the car and scrambles up my shoulder. Everything goes fuzzy.

I feel like I'm in SP again. There is a slight but uncomfortable pressure on my midsection.

Now I'm on a sort of rollercoaster. It's a track twisting all around a pole, over this shallow elongated pool of cheesy muckiness. I don't see a rollercoaster car that I am in, but I am going along the rollercoaster. It's like I'm pulling myself along the tracks. My point of view ought to be rotating as I'm going along this twisting track, but it doesn't. I get to the end of the twisty part of the track. Now it goes straight, but I've somehow ended up on the underside of the track. This isn't right.

After the weird track thing, I walk across a bridge. I'm walking down a corridor and see a kid with short platinum blond hair that has a bit that sticks up. He reminds me of Harry Potter. I turn left, walking in his direction. There's a door here, different from all the other doors along the corridor (this place feels like a dormitory). The one odd door looks like it could be sealed from the outside, like a vault. I open the door and look inside. A girl with long black hair is in there. They fear her because she is a summoner. She's my daughter? My alarm goes off.

There is going to be a "history graph" tomorrow (in my Thread-DJ (click)). It won't be totally interesting because I haven't been marking my dreams with the app or actually using the reminders, but it will be a start for what's to come.

I was with Dread and I was lucid. We were in a video game palace room. The room was kind of small, but it had a porch. From the porch, I realized that this room was suspended in air. Some of the walls were made out of leafs, other glass, and some marble.

Dread was lucid as well. We were enjoying each other's company , but this annoying woman was invading our space. Somehow, we knew her name. Her name was Angel.

She kept trying to get in between us and/or kept trying to focus the attention on herself. We eventually managed to push her out of our dream.

I was playing around and showed Dread how I could pull energy out of myself and watch it suspend in the air. My energy was made up of two different elements: Feminine and Masculine. Words were written within the energies, and we watched as they slowly changed and morphed.

At one point, Dread got too excited and woke up. I knew he'd be back in a few minutes, so I spent some time fixing our palace. Some of the marble blocks were falling out of place, so I'd try to push them back in. It was difficult because they wanted to remain where they were, so they'd just snap back into their incorrect positions.

When Dread came back, I snapped to where he was, which was slightly different in terms of scene.

He rekindled my lucidness and we started talking about our dreams together, and the leafy palace.

Here I am not sure if what I said was a product of false dream memory, or if it was really true: But basically, I remembered that this was a common occurrence for us - that this lucid dream of a leafy castle was not the first, second, or third time that we have been here. That this happened often, but the dream memories usually were lost from deep sleep and stress.

I'm not sure whether to believe myself or not. I find that when I am closer to the dream state, AKA experiencing HH or about to enter a dream, I can recall dreams that I had forgotten before, which are verifiable when I wake up.

It was my turn to get too excited, and woke up.

Spoiler for Sleep Graph for Feb 18:

86%
I think I figured out how to mark my lucids/dreams on the graph, but I can only do it when the actigraph is still collecting data.

In many of my past dreams, especially the ones I take personal meaning from and learn from, there is usually a guiding, protective, or teaching figure watching over me. For some reason, this person always manifests himself as a big black guy haha.

I had a lucid dream this morning where I asked the dream for some guidance on a difficult situation I have been going through. Immediately a door opened in front of me. I walked through and saw a group of people. A tall older black man was among them. I walked up to him and asked if he was my guide. He nodded. I grew excited. I then asked for his name. He said, "Legend." I immediately felt the power behind the name, though it also reminded me of Will Smith from the movie "I am Legend." I was half in awe and half amused.
He then told me to follow him. I did. We sat down with a group of people eating the most delicious looking maccarroni and cheese I've ever seen. The whole time we were sitting there he kept making me laugh. He would make funny faces at me with mac and cheese all over his face, and I was laughing at it like I was a little kid. I felt like a little kid meeting his long lost father, and my dad in real life felt like more of a friend than a father compared to this figure. I remember him saying, "I love you," much like a father would to his kid...I said, "I love you too." The love emotion was overwhelming. I was crying for joy and laughing at the same time. It was absolute bliss.
...and then a text message woke me up haha.

In his own way, I believe the experience itself was the solution to my problem that I had inquired about in the first place. My guide was showing me to laugh and be joyful, rather than stress over my "problems."

DreamLucidAwake

I used my daydream awareness technique again before bed. I didn't feel like daydreaming about anything in particular. I just wanted to focus on the idea of becoming lucid.

Lucid Fragment

I was in Loudonville standing behind my grandmother's house. I'm not sure but I think I was Claire or seeing things through her eyes in this dream. I was trying to hide from an army of little kids who wanted to eat me. They found me and they charged at me. I tried shooting them with an LMG I had been carrying, but it was out of ammo. So I picked up a gold sledge hammer leaning against the house. I swung it around in a circle hitting all of the kids around me. It was quite comical until I woke up.

Tooth Ache

This dream started out with me in my grandmother's house (Mansfield). It was a flase awakening and I was lying in the bedroom. I got up and put my clothes on for the day. I walked towards the kitchen to get some breakfast. I got a really strange feeling in my one tooth though as I walked to the kitchen. It then started hurting really bad. I poked it and felt it with my tounge. It hurt even more and tasted like bood, so I figured it was about to fall out. I started panicking because I don't think you're supposed to lose adult teeth. I poked at it with my finger and really knocked it lose. My mouth suddenly started to fill with blood. I ran into the bathroom and spit it out into the toilet. I started questioning why I had a bad tooth and how I could fix it. I became lucid after remembering that I had a similar dream a few days ago.

I still wasn't sure how I was going to fix my tooth. After spitting more blood out I decided to call out to my sister for help.

"Miki...Miki...Miki..." I moaned holding my head over the toilet.

I didn't get any response from her. It seemed like she just decided to leave. So I decided to rely on a dream guide.

"Claire!" I shouted to bring her to me.
"What?" She said walking into the bathroom.
I turned around to face her and said, "Look at this tooth ache!"
"So?" She said thinking it was normal.
I then spat out more blood onto the floor and yelled, "This isn't normal! Fix it!"
"Alright, follow me." She said.

I followed her outside of the house. Even though I had just woken up, it was oddly night time. We walked across the street into a field. We were walking towards a huge statue. I think it was the head of the Statue of Liberty half burried in the ground. I then stopped walking and thought about my real life tooth. I thought the tooth pain in my dream could be related to my real life tooth. If so then it would be a good idea to wake up and check on it. I grabbed the fabric of my dream with my hand (if that makes sense) and started pulling on it. I pulled and twisted it until it ripped open. I let myself fall into the void and woke up.

When I woke up my tooth was completely fine. That made me a little upset that I woke up for no reason. I got up to get a class of water and then sat there for a while using my daydream technique.

Rope Swinging

Kind of forgot some of this dream because I put off writing it. I was standing on a platform built around the top of a very tall tree. I tried to see how far from the bottom I was, but there was only a thick fog below me. I was standing there with my cat. My cat looked as if he was about to jump off of the platform.

"No kitty! No kitty! No kitty!" I yelled.

He jumped off and I looked down to see had jumped to another platform. As high as it was, it looked like it should have killed him. I became lucid after thinking about how the fall should have killed him. I saw ropes hanging from the tree branches and decided to play with those. I ran foward, grabbed a rope, and swung towards another platform. To reach the next platform I had to curve around the tree with the rope. Oddly when I did this I had a quick gust of hot air blow at me for a few seconds. After I landed on the next platform there were no others to swing to. I ran and swung on the last rope anways. After I let go of the rope I fell far through the fog until I hit the ground. I did a roll when I landed so I wouldn't break my legs or anything. More happened after this, but I forgot it.

Improved Teleportation

I can't remember the moment I became lucid. I was standing in my grandmother's living room (Mansfield) in the middle of the night. Oddly everyone us up and walking around even though it was the middle of the night. I decided I would try teleporting somewhere. I don't like walking around the dream world at night or places that seem very normal to me. I had a little bit of a new idea on how I would teleport this time.

I swiped my hand down to create a rift in the wall above the couch. I jumped off the couch and dived into the portal. I fell and crashed into the void like I was expecting. Now that I was in the void and the previous dream scene was erased, it would be easier for me to teleport to a new one. I swung my arms out in a tearing motion to rip a hole in the void while thinking of a place full of snow. A rift opened up and I could see a bunch of snow through it. I stepped through the portal and I was in the middle of a forest covered in snow and ice. I also saw Chris just standing there watching the snow. The place was amazing, but it felt too cold there and I wanted to leave. I waved goodbye to Chris and walked back through the portal into the void.

I did the same thing as before when I was in the void, except I thought about the summer and the beach. I saw sand, water, and the sun materialize as I opened the portal. When the image was complete I walked through the portal. Unfortunately the exit portal was a little high up in the air and I fell out of it. I hit the ground pretty hard, but I at least landed on sand. After groaning in pain and complaining to myself I got up and looked at my surroundings. I was on a beautiful island with a bunch of trees and flowers behind me. I looked back to the beach and saw someone just lying there on the beach. As I walked towards her I realized she was Claire. I wanted to ask her a few questions, but she was sleeping. I poked her belly a few times to try to wake here up. I then decided that waking her up would be like waking an angry bear. I sat next to her and waited for her to wake up, but she never did. I looked around a little bit and admired this new world. One odd thing I saw though was the Statue of Liberty's head burried in the ground again. The dream faded away as I waited.

In a Painting

It was a false awakening and I was actually in my own room for once. I was packing my bags for yet another road trip. As I was packing I saw a picture on my wall. It was a picture of the Statue of Liberty. I walked over to it and stared at it for a moment. I don't have a picture of the Statue of Liberty on my wall. I became lucid after realizing that the statue was in the previous dreams. It meant that this one was likely a dream too.

For some reason I felt like I should go into the painting. I pushed my hand through the picture. It looked and felt like I had stuck my hand into a bucket of water. After pushing my whole arm into it, I was sucked into the painting. Next thing I know, I'm falling high above the buildings of New York City. I then felt an energy above me and turned towards the sky. Two seperate portals had opened in the sky. Out of one fell Chris, and out of the other fell Claire.

"What the hell are you guys doing?!" I asked them.
"Trying to save you!" Chris said.
"You're doing a pretty bad job at it!" I yelled at him.
"There wasn't much time to plan!" he yelled back.
"Shut up and morph into a dragon already!" Claire yelled.

I transformed into a full dragon real easy and spread out my wings. Claire grabbed onto my back and I grabbed Chris with my four legs. I was about to crash into a skyscraper, but Claire grabbed my horns and steered me to the right. I was about to hit another building, so she steered me to the left just barely missing two buildings. I nearly lost my grip of Chris and was barely holding onto him anymore.

"You guys are too heavy" I yelled.

Claire got mad at me and purposely steered me into the side of a building. That was a painful hit on the head.

I growled at her and asked, "What the hell was that for?"
"Watch what you say." Claire said.
"This too much weight for me to carry!" I yelled back.
"Maybe you just need to build some muscle" She said.
"Look out!" Chris yelled.

I looked back in front of me and saw the Statue of Liberty. I crashed into the crown thingy on it and gripped it with my claws. I grabbed Chris with my tail and and Claire held onto my shoulders. After some struggling I finally pulled all of us up. All of that craziness destabilized my dream and I woke up like 5 seconds later.

End

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had extremely long and weird dreams last night, I can't be bothered to write them down really. Did a small WBTB and after that it started with a LD in which I was going to have sex, this led to the "unfaithful schema" being active and it all turned into a nightmare when I lost lucidity.

23.30: Sleep

Spoiler for 18+:

11.00: Getting down and dirty MILD
I'm with a latina girl and I intend to have some sex. I go down on her and notice a vein going from her belly down to her thigh. "What a cute vein" I say. She touches it. "This? It's a chakra vein, makes me able to control my chakra." I start pleasuring her with my tongue while she's rocking her body back and forth. I time it and she moans in pleasure.

The dream slips from me and I end up in SP. I lie still and visualize a scene in which I'm having sex with the girl. I almost end up in a dream before I black out.

I wake up in a bed next to a girl. I know I'm on a boat cruise. I position myself ontop of the girl who just woke up. I slowly start to realise what I've done last night. I drank myself stupid and ended up having sex with this girl, cheating on Monica. I get up and get out of there. I almost throw up from the anxiety. 'Fuck fuck fuck! What the hell have I done?!'

11.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 12½ hours

Supplements: Galantamine + Choline at WBTB.

That's it! Well, on G+C you're in for an extremely long dreaming period. That can be good or bad, unlucky me this time the unfaithful schema took like an hour to go away, it stayed there for a few dreams.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!