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A couple nights ago I dreamed I was going to the doctor. A policeman, maybe a police woman saw my license and saw that it identified me as a "small child."

The police tore up my license (it was now made of paper). This really messed me up because I was going to go to the doctor right then, but now I couldn't drive. I started crying and said she could have just scratched out where it said "small child" as the rest of the license was valid, and that part hardly mattered.

I couldn't believe she was such a bitch!

I will label entries as Quick Entry when I'm feeling too lazy to write a full entry or I missed a couple nights.

July 4th, 2012

I was non-lucid for the majority of the dream but towards the end I became lucid.

I was in my junior high. Some kid was being a bully so I said I would fight him. He said to meet him after school. Wandered around the school and peeked in classes. Went outside and ended up on a roof with some other students somehow. We were falling off when I realized I was dreaming. Looked over at a girl and said don't worry, this is only a dream. Began flying around. Landed in front of the trailer I used to live in. Bully kid was there beat the crap out of him. Woke up.

July 5th, 2012

Completely non-lucid dream.

Was in my old trailer. Hanging out with lesbian couple on a couch. They keep tickling me to the point that it makes us all uncomfortable. Walk into hallway. Dream scene shifts. Hanging out outside. Suddenly alien spaceship is in the sky. Everyone freaks out. Ship starts sucking up the entire Earth. Bits and pieces of Earth left. Ask aliens why they'd do this. They say the same thing happened to them so they go from planet to planet hoping to destroy the world of whoever did it to their planet. Tell them that it's unfair of them to do that and they've become what they hate. They realize their mistakes. Tell me to find the last survivors and board them on ht e ship. Do so. Ship finds a runway and blasts into the sky. Wake up.

This is one of my favorite dreams that I've ever had. It was so detailed and exotic. It could be a book. I honestly don't know how my mind does it sometimes.. Anyway..

The dream starts out in my high rise, New York apartment. It was very nice and contemporary. I remember there being a piano in the middle of the living area. I was playing a song in the dream that I had composed myself in real life. I went to brush my teeth and when I looked in the mirror, my appearance was quite different than my real one. I was me, but I wasn't me. I had very short black hair. I would compare it to the TRON girl. My features were different as well. I thought about taking the look on for real. I received a call on my cell phone from a very calm man telling me to be at the church at 2 am sharp.

The next thing I know, I'm in a very large cathedral. There were large men in black suits placed at either side of each entrance. I was greeted by a good looking man in regular clothes but I got the sense that he was a very powerful/ rich/ important sort of guy. He told me that "Sibil's men" were on their way and asked me if I'd be ready. I smirked and didn't reply but parkoured up the walls using the pipes and perched myself above the main entrance. I waited for a few moments and a bunch of men burst in the door, shooting and shouting. I sniped them all with absolute ease and the fuss was over in minutes. A couple of the men in suits were killed during the ambush. I went upstairs in the church, to the office and found the man that greeted me and told him it was all clear. I told him about the men and he said he would have it cleaned up. He informed me that he was going to need an escort back to his home and that he would need me to keep watch for the remainder of the night. I then noticed the man's gay partner come onto the scene and he was talking about rich man's father. Apparently the man I'm being hired to protect is a gay, son of a crime lord.

(here's where things get exceedingly weird)

The mysterious gay man shows me where I will be staying to keep watch for the night. I was like a little look out post on top of his mansion that overlooked the whole area. It was all open-windowed and it was very classy. He was very calm for a man who was being hunted. I was very calm for that matter. The dream cuts off like a movie to his point of view. I was showering across the hall from him and he was peeking through his curtains, masturbating to it. His gay partner comes in and sees it. I can tell that he knew exactly what was going on but he decided to sweep the incident under the rug. The man ceased his activities in a hurry, thinking he had gone unnoticed by his partner. They then proceeded to have sex.

Meanwhile, I had brought my violin to the lookout (derp) and played songs to myself. I am very musical in this dream. I felt very lonely as well. The music must have been my way of coping with having no friends or family. I fell asleep on duty and was greeted by a loud knock on the door in the morning. I answered and it was the gay (bisexual) rich man. He had brought room service in and thanked me for keeping him safe. I replied by saying that I was only doing what I was payed to do. I then left and the dream ended.

I think that with alot of editing and changing things around that this could be a really cool story.. It's a different concept for sure..

i was in a building on a field trip and this kid kept kikking me and i had enough of it so all of a sudden i did awsome ninja moves and then round house kicked my face and then i said to every one im tired of being bullyed and picked on and controlled by adults this is our world to. the i said i have a bus with tons of food and room whoever wants to leave with me can and 4 people when so we snuck out of the building but the road was blocked so we snuck passed the cop car and ran but the cops where only after me so i put my hands up but he kept shooting at me then he turrned to the kids and said was he kiddnaping you and they said no so they grabbed me and got me to the hospital but i woke up in the dirt crying with a blanket on me during a sun set. (what does this dream mean i know it has to mean something plz comment)

I haven't had 5-htp in a while, but last night, I confess, I took 2. I also went to bed earlier at 11pm, don't know if that helped me or not. Anyway, Danny got up at 5 to go to work, and I got up to pee. I went right back to sleep and woke up maybe around 6 or so and went back to sleep again. Then woke up at around 7 and felt a little spooked for some unknown reason. I think it was because I briefly heard some voices, like you do in SP. I was lying on my back, really relaxed and comfortable, and felt some WILD vibrations coming, but I tried to resist them. If I'm feeling scared like that sometimes, I am suddenly not in the mood to LD. Stupid, I know. I rationally knew there was nothing real to be afraid of, but I couldn't shake it. I wanted to go back to sleep though, but every time I tried, the vibrations came. So I just said fuck it and let them come.

Then I felt it almost immediately. Without ever losing awareness, I slipped into a lucid, but I was still on my bed. As normal when I DEILD, it's seamless because I always start out in my bed, rarely ever losing consciousness or even blacking out for a second. What I immediately felt was a body climb on top of me. not an overly heavy one, but definitely male. I reached my hands up slowly to touch him, since for some reason I wasn't using my dream eyes. He instantly grabbed them, and held them down. I knew right away that this wasn't Julio (my previous DEILD Demon), because this one's hands were smoother and mush less forceful. They were also quite cold. I said "You hands are really cold!" He said "Sorry." Yeah, this was definitely a new guy. <WARNING - Rated R I slowly freed my right hand, without a struggle, and managed to lower his drawers. Then I just pushed my undies to the side. It's amazing how dream sex feels as real as real life, even though at the time, I rationally know there's no one really there. I freed my left hand and grabbed his hips to make him go faster, </Rated R> then I woke up of course haha.

I was awake with my eyes closed for maybe 2 seconds, rolled over to my left side, and without skipping a beat, went right back into another lucid. I felt the same guy snuggle up right behind me. This time I opened my eyes briefly, and saw a mirror on the wall, just opposite the foot of the bed. I couldn't see myself, just the left side of the bed and some of the bunched up blankets. I moved my right hand up to try and touch him again, and he grabbed it and held it down again. But I SAW IT in the mirror! Just his arm though, grabbing my hand. He had shiny black skin, not black like the race, I mean pitch black skin. It was shiny, like vinyl, with decent muscularity. I almost EEKED at the sight of it, because it was so creepy but cool at the same time. I just closed my eyes. I had this irresistible urge to turn over and see him face, but chickened out halfway, and just kept my eyes closed. So I decided to have a conversation instead. I said "Hello." He said Hello back. To get it right out of the way, I asked him "Are you Julio?" He said "No." I knew it haha! So I asked him his name, and he said "Menatus." I repeated it to him, to make sure I remembered right and could carry the memory over into waking life, but I said it wrong a couple times. "No," he said, always in a soft voice, "Men-AH-tus." I said it right then remarked on how it sounded like a Latin name.

I went straight into a non-lucid where I googled his name to find out more about him, but I kept getting the spelling wrong. I finally got it right, then woke up super happy.

05.07.2012

Special powers (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I remember having these special powers. I could control almost anything I wanted to, except for people. It was like being the Avatar. Before I knew that I had these powers, I was in a gymnasium with a couple of people. We were dribbling basketballs I think, and we weren't doing much else.

I met a friend who was always very sweet to me. She would never utter a mean word. There was another girl who was also my friend, but she was a bit mean.

At one point, I figured out the powers that I had. This part was weird. My nice friend and I were walking in the sea (yes, the ocean). I see an island. The island is held up above in the sky, and the only thing holding up the island is a very large rock similar to a volcano shape.

I knew in my gut that the island was somehow in trouble. Suddenly, I heard screaming. The island began to topple from its pedestal. I ran towards it as fast I could, sometimes willing the water to take me there. I jumped up to the island, landing on the surface.

I stood on the topmost peak. People were around me, looking at me. Just then I held the island with my will. The creaking stopped. The slipping stopped. All was silent.

I lifted up my hands. I heard a big groan of rock separating from rock. I then pushed my hands forward slowly. The island then ascended slowly down into the water where it belonged. In the front to the right of me was a small pen. Inside this pen were some weird animals; they looked like baby Pterodactyls. They lifted up their huge heads and started to sing. I sounded weird, but a little bit of beautifulness was behind it.

Just then the dream zoomed forward. My nice and mean friends were with me in the library. I stood beside my nice friend. I looked at my other friend and said, "We've decided to mutate this gene, so we can keep it in the family." (What? I think I was talking about my power, but I wasn't sure) The mean friend stamped off, screaming.

Then I woke up.

An impudent princess stands imposingly with a long thorny whip.
“Give me your ring or I’ll kill you.”

Basement with no exit, everywhere except where the princess poses is covered with somber grey cement.
But most of all… I will die with one flick of that horrifying whip.
Ok, got the circumstance.

I give a servile tradesman’s smile,
“Of course your highness.”
I’m not shooting the Lord of the Rings, so I will give as much of this damn ring as she wants to escape from this extremely frustrating moment of my life.

But still... …
With much tender love and care…
I’ve been keeping this for a long time…
Well… farewell my friend.

Before her whimsical mind devours her,
I nimbly and cautiously hand her the green glowing ring.

“Don’t need it ~★”
Such an indiscreet princess! Pitches it to the rock hard surface.
She expects a vexed expression, but only gets my stunning look of blank dismay.
The capricious princess sigh in disappointment and continues,

“I’ll give you Kyo-Mu instead.”
I can feel a sudden burst of anger right up to my throat, flaring.
But I quickly hide them with a poker face from her Sadistic hobby.

By that way what’s a Kyo-Mu, she’s carelessly throwing away?
As if to answer my question, the princess adds,

“It’s yours now.”

Selfish brat! You think I don’t know that? <-- Communicating with eyes of course

Trying to detect any monkey business,
I give her a full of suspicion look, only to get
‘My hand hurt, hurry up,’
Unconcerned, ignorant look.

I quietly receive some black ash looking stuff from her.
It’s the form of a black chick, eating a star candy from Spirited Away
So small~ it fills my right palm with satisfaction; Blacky is so cute~ ♡

It plainly stares at me with a round, moist filled eyes

“Your name is Kyo, Kyo from Kyo-Mu.”

It seems to stimulate my pea-size
Motherly love.

I saw my fear of going to university... Not making any friends OTL.
It is for the first year students. For the first two weeks, we were familiarize ourself to university by
routinely doing things as a group (eating luch, going around classes like a pre school student)
(chicks following a duck)
As I pass a classroom, I spoted one of my best friend. She was focused on her studying.
At a lunch time. 1st year student had to eat lunch in this very dark and deep pit-hole looking tower
(That seems to have no end to it) I didn't realize it was a prank, so me and my other friends
sat in one of the brightest looking spot... As I was eating rice... I got scared of the pit hole ...
It looked like a hell's gate... warm, moist filled air swooped with some disgusting smell of garbages...
It was just ... unpleasant.
I kept on shaking on my chopstick and end of spreading all my rice on everywhere, including on my friends' lap...
They got sick of it... and try not to talk to me afterward... (made me feel abandoned... behind a group)

As I reflecting on my dream, I realize it was a fear I have, going to university... where I do no know anyone.
That fear allows me to avoid anything involving the university (making a timetable... keeping a deadline)
It's also one of my biggest stress... which makes me even hard to LD.

"You need to be awake in a real life, to be awake in your sleep."

I need to face this fear for my sake to have a nice LD.

I had this dream last night and it has some characteristics of a nightmare but it definitely wasn't the scariest dream I've ever had. The dream starts with me and some friends (of which my brain created) exploring in the woods at night. We were laughing and having a good time, it seemed. There were about four of us. Myself, a small blonde girl named Hannah, a very pretty middle eastern girl ad a fat, ginger girl.. as I recall. We found this abandoned warehouse and we went in. I already knew it wasn't a good idea to be going into the thing. I just had one of those feelings. As we got further in, there were rooms with splattered blood and what looked like torture devices. My idiot friends wanted to keep going though, so I did. I noticed at the end of a corridor there was a cage with some lions. At this point, I was begging the girls to go. There's a gap in the dream but the next thing I remember is a man coming out with a shotgun and threatening us. The next thing I know, we're all in the torture room and the man has the middle eastern woman tied up and is raping her. Once I realized how serious the situation was I started scheming and planning to escape. I don't remember what my plans were exactly but I remember there were alot of them. I think two days passed in the dream and everyone was dead but me. I remember winning the man's favor by being really nice to him. He hadn't raped me at least. I remember pretending to be his friend and telling him everything was going to be okay. There are more gaps but the next thing I remember is that I had thrown him in the cage with his own lions and I escaped. I ran home to tell everyone and the dream changed from that story line to another. The warehouse was still the focal point, though. This time, I was in the warehouse but it was daytime and my first love was there. I thought i was still with him so we were acting like boyfriend and girlfriend. He kept trying to get me to sleep with him but I wasn't in the mood. lol. I remember there being aisles like in a store. I saw the boy that I have been in love with for 6 years in the distance and I forgot all about my first love. This time, I convinced the boy to have sex with me, using some of the bondage tools in the warehouse. Well, we did and it was very realistic. I remember feeling very happy after that and he and I were just laughing and having fun together. I then saw another one of my past boyfriends and thought.. "Oh my God.. Who am I with? Which one of these men am I actually with?!?!?" The other boyfriend approached and accused me of cheating on him and I said, " Oh well, I'm going to stay with(name of boy I had bondage sex with). If all of that wasn't enough, my current fiance showed up in the dream to give me a very warm hug. I then stole away from the boy I was with to have more bondage sex with my fiance. The end... lmao

Decent recall today compared to the last few days.

First dream, (actually this one was a pretty bad recall, but it was one of the shorter rem cycles, so oh well). I'm sitting on my porch, in a southern town with a dirt road. All the houses are unpainted and made entirely out of wood. I look across the street, and I talk to an old man. At some point I think I try to sell him some house, but that's not important. He looked kind of like a wizard. Long beard, and no southern accent. I vaguely remember something about him doing magic, but this dream is pretty vague. What I remember right now is still sitting on my porch, watching him walk inside a building and seeing a flash of light.

Second dream, I'm at a water park, with some unfimiliar faces, and then my friend and his sister. This water park was absolutely enormous. I think we were a thousand feet off the ground, and could have easily fallen, but it didn't seem to bother me or anyone else in the dream. So after wading in this horizontal water slide that was so slow you could walk in it, I noticed that I had my phone in my pocket. I took it out, and it still seemed to work, but I decided that I need to put it in a bag of rice when I get home, and everyone else agreed. Soon after that the dream faded.

Third dream, some people whose faces I only vaguely remember, I don't think any of my friends were there. We were all sitting in bean bag chairs and had our elbows on a round table. The place felt like a library study room or something, but the feel of the dream didn't hint towards that. There were lots of girls talking and joking around, and I sort of lost interest after a while and started talking to this kid named Dan. Then he says something about his sister liking him, because she was polite to him. So according to my dream mind, "thank you" means "I want to go out with you", which is really creepy. So we get off that topic at some point, and then he talks for a while about his parents being divorced. After that I lose interest and the dream fades.

This dream was mainly about trying new dream drugs. And the great place I started the search was at the school. (obvious)

05.07.2012
Dream drugs
I am walking down the road with some girl on a blue bike. I don't know where we are going, but she wants to show me something.
Since I take the time to notice my surroundings; a road, grass and a perfect blue heaven, I also take the time to wonder if I'm dreaming.
With a practiced hand I plug my nose. I can breath trough it.
Yes! Finally! I am filled with content. I finally caught a dream in the act. It was hard to believe first that I actually was dreaming, but in the end I didn't wanna deny it either. I had missed to many shots at being lucid.
Since I have no specific plan, I leave the girl and take another way. She follows me, so I decide to use the technique I found at Dreamviews.com: simply turn my back to the dream character and forget about their presence. And she disappeared - both from my focus and my dream.

The next thing I recall is being at my school, in the wardrobe. People are changing their outfits for a play they're having. I'm in it, so I write a note behind my ear to remember to change my clothes before the show; it might be fun. In the meantime, the drug issue returns. I try to figure out which person that is more likely be a drug dealer at my school. I suspected Ludde would know, but he would deny me it. I still went over to him, to ask for drugs.
He laughed at me. And this is the first time; I mean my very first time; I have used mind control in a dream character (DC). And it worked. He froze in his laughter, with a blank stare directed towards nothing. His mind felt empty, like a puppet I had stuck my hand into. He was under mine control.
Not to be mean, but he is not the most interesting person out there. And now that he was mentally handicapped, there was no way he could direct me to the dealer. So I let go and went out of the wardrobe. (strange - Ludde was in the girls' wardrobe..)
Outside, there is a hall with two large windows and gray walls. On a bench in the hall, flocked by students, sitting by a table was a guy in a cap. He seemed larger than the rest, and handed out things to certain people. I had found my drug dealer.
With victory in my lead, I went over to him and talked to him. I remember we said something about dope, and pills. Then I tried fishing out a 100 dollar bill from my pockey, but all I found was 2bucks. And I gave it to him.
He opened up a board, slipped the top lock aside and opened a set with many white round pills. He fingered out a large one, and gave it to me. Besides me, somebody else handed him 2 bucks, and he gave them another large white pill. Lucky me. Now I went out of the crowd, and took a look at the pill. It looked like nothing special. Almost a little like a pain killer. I also considered if it would do any damage on my rl pain, but quickly vanished the thought away. This was a dream, with no connection to my real life body. I lifted to pill to my mouth, and tipped it over to swallow it. I instantly felt comfortable, and a bit happier. As I walked towards the wardrobe, I also acted a bit goofier, and more open towards other (talking more).
I thought it was a shame though, that I hadn't taken LCD. I will never ever insert illegal drugs into my body in my real life. It ill ruin your brain. But in dreams drugs aren't real, but you get the effect. Or some of it. LCD would have been interesting to try.
In the wardrobe, people nagged about me having to hurry and blablah-. I barely got in to the show in time. At the show, I met a cool guy/ or became a cool guy. I still ain't sure. I think both; that I suddenly got a multiple personality disorder of some kind. I don't know his name, but being him was nice.
At the show we goofed and laughed around together, and thus the show was a failure.

The next thing I remember must be when we walked down the street. It was later in the day, and some girl had joined us. This time I think I were the guy, and a "friend" of "me-guy" had joined me, together with some girl. The girl seemed a bit like Andy, only more innocent and more "into" thing. She was cool.
I now remembered that this guy might carry some drugs, and popped the question.
"Sure" he said. He had understood I wanted LCD, and fished something out of his jacket pocket. I decided that I wouldn't take it if it was a needle attached to it, but luckily it was some orange fluid in a tiny bottle. I popped it open, and drank the contents. Instantly, I became a lot more goofy. A tingling sensation took place in my upper stomach area and I wondered if I'd feel this good and happy with my life as I woke up. (This is not the real life effects of LCD. Scary/happy hallucinations are the general effect. And off course a destroyed brain and empty wallet.)
I looked at life in such a bright perspective, as we went over to a grassy hill. The girl sat on top of something that felt and looked like a gigantic mushroom. The boy popped an idea. I was into it, but not the girl. She jumped off the mush and left us alone. I returned to the feminine form, and my friend went away, chasing the girl.
This time, I think I decided to give the whole drug thing a time-out. I could barely hear a mower in the distance and knew that the sound came from the real world. Some guys were cutting my meadow again. (turns out I was right: the guys were back when I woke up. They left the field of white flowers alone though, I am grateful they did.). Due to the drugs, I didn't care much more about it and continued down a path leading to a swimming pool. I tried to return to my guy form, without success. I felt that I might be waking up.
The next thing is a bit personal, so I'll leave that part to the blanks..

Other than that - there was a part of my dream where I was at a house. Erlends little brother showed up. At first I had thought it was Erlend, but I was wrong. He had hockey hair and liked to play Zelda with Erlends little sister. (E has no little brother. That is all from my imagination..)

Then I woke up! Glad because of my success ^^

I am at my mother's house in my sister's old bedroom. I look in her wardrobe mirror and I start dying my hair a darker brown color with hair dye that was sitting on the dresser. As I do this I reach for the hair dye again but accidentally scoop up blonde instead of the brown I was using and coat my hair with it. My hair starts falling out and dissolving, leaving me with a huge bald spot on my head. I start crying because I have to shave my head now. I've been trying to grow my hair out long and this ruined all that hard work.
Out of the corner of my eye I see my sister through the mirror.

"Ashley!" I yell out. "I lost all my hair....I'm so upset!"

I get a sudden burst of lucidity

"Wait a minute...Is this real?" I ask her.

"Yes this is real," she says.

"Are you sure?"

"Of course!"

I don't trust her so I attempt to fly. As soon as the thought hits me I burst from the dream scene into the night sky like a rocket. As I fly I hear this song playing perfectly in the background...

It's been a long time since I have been lucid and I'm ecstatic. I'm flying over a very futuristic looking city. It reminds me of Tokyo - except better. I zip through the skyscrapers and then decide I should descend. I want to focus more on an intellectual pursuit than games.

I land in what appears to be a a courtyard park square. It is very well lit by street lamps and clean. There are benches in the center of the square sidewalk, surrounded by grass, fountains, and cobblestone roads. I look around and notice a young lady walking with a notepad in her arm. She has long, sandy-brown hair tied loosely to one side of her head. It looks like silk. She's also wearing a collared white shirt cuffed at the elbows with tight denim jeans. I find her to be very intelligent-looking and pretty at the same time.

I call out to her, "Jessica!"

She stops as I walk up to her. That was weird....I've never seen her before. I have no clue why I called to her like I knew her. She looks at me.

"Wait," I say,"What is your name?"

"Jessica," she responds.

"How did I know that though?"

"I don't know. You tell me. How did you know?"

"Maybe it's because I'm the dreamer?"

She smiles and nods as if the answer helped her realize something.

"Well...you becoming lucid was not part of what was planned," she tells me. "I'm sorry though I have to get going."

I am about to ask her why but she answers before I can spit it out.

"I'm trying to decipher a word from the book you are reading that you didn't understand," she says with a smile.

Then everything vanishes right before I have the chance to ask her what word it was. I've just started reading a new book series. It's funny how dreams can surprise you.


UPDATE 1/14/13: I recently visited downtown and came across a square courtyard that looked just like the one in this dream. I had never been here before and thought it was pretty cool that I found a place that so closely resembled the dreamscape I had. Of course Im sure there are thousands of places that look similar to this - it still made me do a double take.

Dream Lucid-Dream


I was back in Australia and I was in school, the school day finished I went to to bus stop I used to go to everyday after school. I could see my school and they changed the uniform colour to a brown t-shirt. When I got the the bus stop I didn't know where I was supposed to go as I didn't know where I lived at the time and I got very scared I tried to ring my parents but I was unable to because I had my blackberry which has an English sim card in and I was unable to read anything on my phone. I started telling people but they wouldn't listen to me and they just got on the bus and left me.

I found this beautiful dream in Korean.... So I'm translating this right here ^_^

The air was crispy clear,
I was flying sky high like a free bird.
Floating with fluffy clouds,
A blue light shot from the ground.

A pub with a cowboy atmosphere,
I looked around to see an old man and a devil;
Pointy ears and pointy teeth.

They were casually talking and drinking,
Like old friends.

I had a sudden feeling that
They might solve a question I longed to figure.

I made my mind and approached to a devil.
The devil stared at me; a passionate red light embracing me.
The devil opened his mouth and spoke;

“Do not try to find meaning in your life.
Meaning generates infinite riddles with no answers.
You have a heart; do what you ‘feel’ like.
That is a sole purpose, a duty in your life.”

It is the devil’s advice,
Unreasonable offence engulfed the wisdom.
I talked to the old man, watching;
The old man stared at me; a knowledgeable purple light embracing me.
The old man opened his mouth and spoke;

“What are you worrying about?
Act as you feel like,
Do not worry about the result ahead.
Reflect once you get there.
You are the one who perceive with action.”

I take a memo of their wisdom,
An answer might have stayed within my deep conscious.
It was a good dream.


Comment:
Dreams reflect our subconscious; results of the same dream can be completely deferred by situation and a person. It needs intuition and a conscious trust to interpret them.
Flying the sky is the new start with new vision. The blue light shot from the ground forced ‘me’ to face the reality; the pub.
The old man and the devil talking is a coexistence of emotion and wisdom.
The old man is wisdom and intelligence, a devil is a repulsive resistance against reality.
The red light is passion. The devil’s talk is not a belief or a notion, but chants for exposing an emotion, a life and a red passion. The purple light is wisdom, urging ‘me’ to focus on the action more than a mere thought.

I still clearly remember a nightmare
I had at the age of seven.

A dusty basement surrounded with gray walls.
A very old wooden chair; making a creaking sound,
Stood alone in the middle of a barren room.

There was a little bar at a ceiling,
Showing a handful of light,
Strangely lighting the raggedy old chair
Like a spot light.

I was at the corner of the dark room, crouching.
Watching the whole scene without motion.

A gust of dry wind gave me goose bumps.
I felt loneliness, sadness
In a queerly jailed like space.

I was… … crying.


The dream was not scary, but my mother told me I was shouting…
I stated the dream as a nightmare for tears. But it still makes me wonder…
Why did I cry?