non-lucid

I was at a gas station getting gas when I realized I had no money on me at all. I panicked, because I had already pumped the gas into my car, $15.00 worth. On my way to tell the service people, I stopped, turned around, and said aloud, "Ah, I'm in a dream, I don't need to pay." and drove away. NEVER BECOMING LUCID!!!

I'm in the church car-park smoking a fag, while being stoned off my mind. I then realise I've starting smoking again and get really upset with myself because I'm trying to stop it all, so I just pass it to my friend Niall who says to me ''It's only a fag man. Just smoke it.'' (or something like that) but I clearly tell him that I don't want to because I'm meant to be stopping.

I got a new spiderman game for the 360 but I can only play it round my bro's ('cause I don't have a 360). It's an overhead view and he's got some pretty kick-ass moves.

BACKGROUND INFO: My Dad recently had a very severe heart attack, thankfully survived, and is currently on the mend.
I'm sitting on a bench (in college) with Dad and somebody else. Kyle Lorrie (some fat kid who gave me a load of grief during secondary school) then starts physically assaulting my Dad and throwing him around the place (I can't remember the dream well, but it consisted of things like this constantly with this Kyle fellow. Me and 2 of my best m8's were having some sort of war with him.)
I clearly remember thinking at the time that this could go VERY badly because he's trying to recover, but feel frozen and can't do anything about it.

I'm going out of the college grounds at night with somebody else, but there are loads of zombies/evil spirits out there, so I chicken out and go back in.

I'm on my bike going somewhere.. near some sort of car-park. I then go through a door, up some stairs (I think) and into a ladies toilet room. There's somebody in there (a girl) who I talk to about something.

I'm in school having a massive war with random people in my secondary school's upper school hall and the area round about (random guns/upgrades on the floor) which is awesome as hell. The only problem is, I run out of ammo and am then trying to get a new gun 'cause theres this girl I seriously wanna nuke. People keep knicking the one I'm gonna go for though
Eventually they wanna put on some film though (toy story maybe?) so I go up to the big screen and take the disc out (it's made of paper?? ).

So this is the first time I ever made a journal entry with this new feature so I hope I'm doing this right. Tonight was tough because I didn't get much sleep but had a ton of dreams and lucid moments. I had been experimenting with wbtb and hadn't had lucids lately for some reason. Then I decided to turn the light on in my room and sit there and write down some dreams for about 10 minutes. I had real difficulty going to bed as I really felt like I had woken up all the way.

Lucid moments are in green, though the rest is pretty lulzworthy too.

It is the first day of the semester at college supposedly, I do find this a bit strange but don't question it much. I remember trying to find my way to philosophy class and getting lost. It look place outside in what seemed to be a construction yard. I find some other guy walking very slowly with a limp. I too notice that I am moving very slowly and I follow him, it seems he's having trouble finding his class as well. He eventually makes it to a small barn with a long plank coming out the front and says it might be his class. I eventually make it to philosphy which is in this garage area. We enter into a discussion about how a tiger attacked me on my way here (I have some kind of false flashback to this) and how I didn't feel anything because I had never been attacked by a tiger in the waking world. Now if a kitten where to attack me then I'd be able to feel it because I've been attacked by many kittens in my time. Suddenly the dream becomes 2d for the remander of it and some girl from class brought in this gif file of this girl being attacked by a black kitten twice, looks like cardboard cutouts. suddenly my teacher gregg turns into the grim reaper and is in a 2d bone yard and continues to talk about I don't remember what.

I remember my mom accusing me of having a playboy magizine, don't remember what her reasoning was but it didn't make much sense. I protest this and admit that I watch porn pretty rarely due to a vivid imagination and this should not be a problem at my age anyway. I point out that if I had a son I would consider giving him a playboy mag at 15 years old and that it isn't going to turn him into a raging murderer.

I barely remember another dream where my mom is talking about some special kind of hot chocolate she bought on her way home from work.

At this point I wake up and do a 10 minutes wbtb.

I remember a lucid I had at this moment, woke up all paralyzed and went into the kitchen. I asked my dad where my mom was and then I go into my parents bedroom. My mom is sitting there and she has a giant phallus that ejaculates with such force it almost hits me but instead sprays the dresser.

I check to see if my digital ceiling display clock is on. I see nothing, I suspect that it is possible it doesn't work but I still get out of bed. I take note that my bed is in the correct area, for all the other false awakenings it was where it used to be. I walk into the living room which is pretty dark, my dog comes and looked upset at me. This dog looks more like my older dog. I take a moment to rub my hands together. I go into the living room which is lighter and outside it is light as well. My dad is standing there and my mom as well. I tell them I'm going outside. They tell me to not go because it is dark outside. which kind of freaks me out cause its light out there. The moment I step outside I try to fly alittle, I see the elementary school ahead and begin to fly towards it. I look again at the school and there is no longer a school but a giant city off in the distance. I'm a bit fearfull at first but I move towards it. I begins clear that the whole city is flooded and there is a fog off into the distance, the sky is an eery grey. I begin to shout some command to bring the water down. It slowly leaves the towers and soon the only thing blocking me onward is a deep fog which I manage to get to move away as well. The city no longer looks like a city but just some endless rooftops. I begin to fly onto them. Soon some guy comes out from one of the building doors and grabs onto me. He is upset and tells me I don't have a licence to be here, I try to dislodge him and run from him but eventually he catches up to me and the dream fades.


I am with some asian girl, perhaps the one from scott pilgrim vs the world. She has something and we are trying to hide it near the school. It is night out. There are some guys coming around the corner and she quickly tells me to hide it on this stand behind some locker near this shed outside of the school. Then we go into the shed, she seems more nervous than me. Suddenly a guy walks in and has a giant machete. I am scared shitless at this point cause it seems pretty vivid. I start to run out of there but he doesn't follow. The dream ends breifly but then starts again with a long pipe in my hand that I played with early that day in the waking world. I go towards him now fully lucid and begin to attack. we mash our weapons together and he manages to get his past and slashes me. I go down and again begin reincarnate as myself. This time I've got a giant hammer with me or something. I want to kill him at this point. I go into the room and see him cowering behind a bed, he looks exactly like me I realize. I pat him on the head and he is glad I didn't hurt him and I leave.


I'm in a pit with a frame of glass above it, it is clear that I am supposed to be frodo baggins. Suddenly a large man jumps into the frame and breaks it and lands on top of me. I now am in a pit of broken glass and try to get up to get out. As I enter the hall the fellowship is all around. lagolas is picking glass out of his feet and I look at my feet and find glass as well. Some of the glass leaves skin tunnels in my foot but there is no blood. As I step forward aragorn begins to speak about the power of friendship or something. I then come to the realization that this is a dream and a sense of fear overwhelms me. I enter a black void and feel like I'm falling underwater and it is kind of relaxing. Something tickles me lightly and I think that I wake up.


I'm pretty convinced I'm awake in this. I just know that I am looking out my window and there is a creature out there who looks very strange. It is still dark and snowy. I think I am hallucinating this creature. It looks like a she but more alien. Her body is a thick wireframe square and the head comes out at one of the sides. The color is mostly white with some purple trim. I grow a bit fearful but I then remember my plan and just smile. She smiles right back. I then try several other faces, she responds to each one. Suddenly curious I try to get her to come closer but she doesn't move. I then try to slide the window open. I'm still convinced that this is just a hallucination and don't want people to see me. She hops over slowly and I stick my fingers out the window alittle. She sucks on one of my fingers and I can feel it vividly and this makes me pretty horny, and then I wake up for real.

Ok the first dream i was in a sort of deep dark forest, i saw all these tribal people dancing around in their tribal gear and their wooden staves, the whole forest was very dark and with a thick green mist and moss was covering pretty much everything.
A lion appeared down some steps and onto a circular stone platform (covered in moss also), a man covered in white chalky painting danced around
crazily and jumped towards this lion provoking it and trying to scare it off. The lion roared and scared off the man, a woman then came down singing a really calming song holding her hand out to the lion, all the tribal music stopped and it was just this womans tune, the lion calmed and walked away.
I laughed and said "thats all it takes".

Then the tribal men began to play their music again and started to taunt a gorilla tied up and covered in moss, the gorilla made a swing for one of the tribal men and they all ran away, i walked up to the gorilla and untied him, he carried me and said in a really deep voice "im not a monster" i said "i know they are the monsters and im not like them" he carried me up a really tall sort of structure made from logs (ok ok i know it is like an aztech king kong.)
I then asked if i ran away from the tribe how would i live, he told me he would keep me warm and cuddle me during the winter nights.

The second dream was me going to a paintballing session close to me, i thought i had no money to buy the gear so i would wear my own clothes, i then stripped down to my underwear which got wet as the marshals were spraying people with water, i told these guys i would join their team in a minute, i then took off my underwear and i was naked (dream sign,) i forgot to reality check at that point, i then found some gear and put on all my other stuff and got ready to go, we walked down a corridor and the marshals told us to line up behind this woman, they were all sat on benches.
The woman gave me and my friend what looked like a sweet, i said "yeah it looks nice what is it?" and she goes "its nice, try it" and i said "why are you taking it aswell" and she said "to die"
I put the "drug" in my pocket and my friend ate his but i told him not to. his face went pale, he turned so white he looked dead, he was dead. I threw away my "drug" and was so angry i started to push my finger through my palm saying "this has to be a dream, it has to" my finger wouldnt go through my palm?
i then woke up.

Good morning, everybody. I think this dream partly comes from two things. First, I thought I might do some KISS for karaoke -- either "God of Thunder," "Rocket Ride," or "Hard Luck Woman."

Second, I think yeseterday (Korea time, not my time), KARA released their new single, "Jet Coaster Love," all the money from which is going toward helping Japan. But for some reason, I keep thinking the name of the song is "Rocket Coaster Ride." WTF?

Dream #1

I was standing out on a subway platform with an "old friend" who was like, but not quite, my old friend M. The platform was one of the ones that are outside and a few stories above the street. I stood with my back to the tracks. My friend faced me.

We started talking about KISS. I said I like some of KISS' songs, but not all of them. As the train was arriving, I told my friend that I really liked the song "God of Thunder." The train rushed behind me, then stopped. Its doors opened.

As my friend and I walked into the train, I started trying to sing "God of Thunder." We were standing up on the train, even though there were plenty of seats. I held a column-bar while my friend rested against one of the doors. I wasn't wearing shoes, and I kept running my socked foot against the column-pole. The train ran through a sunny area.

I thought the lyrics I was singing were from "God of Thunder." But they were actually, "Baby's on her knees, baby's sayin' please. She wants a rocket ride."

My friend started singing along with me. We messed up the next part of the chorus. I laughed a little and looked around at the other people on the train, hoping they wouldn't think we were crazy.

I'm in a house that is supposed to be mine, but it looks exactly like the Cosby house. A friend has come over to visit me. We're talking and then suddenly her father joins us. He's telling her that she is going to be doing a degree in some form of really uninteresting sounding accountancy. She looks absolutely miserable and depressed. I try to tell her father he has no right to tell her how she should live her life, but she stops me.

Now I seem to be in the middle of a nightmare... the girl and her father are gone, but there is a presence in the house, and it's angry. There is a poltergeist in the house, and it's tossing things around, some of them hitting me. I try to catch some of the activity on my iPhone but it's wise to me and I can't seem to catch anything.
My cousin is suddenly with me and freaking out, some baking pans that where behind her are levitating behind her, rattling about. I tell her to try to be calm that the fear she's spewing is only feeding the poltergeist, but she's not listening.

A short dream during a nap.
The Barn

I was in my barn looking at where the basketball court is and there was a male DC and a female DC that had a living room of sorts set up. I did not interact with either character but simply observed hem. The woman was angry at the man, but not showing, it for some reason. She decided to leave the man, in a I'm going to a hotel for the night. The man did not seem affected by this. his attention was on something else, he was watching T.V. but thats not where his attention was. little was said between the two, but i felt I completely understood the situation at the time. As the women was leaving and I could see her better, I saw her face was a little disfigured. As she left the barn I woke up.


This dream occurred about two weeks before this one
The Pool Cues

I have been training myself to ask on a regular basis if I am dreaming. No real method but to just look around and see if stuff makes sense. It turned out that one of the times I asked myself this question I was dreaming. I was in some sort of pool hall/mining site. I thought this can't be right and I realized I was dreaming. While in the pool hall I wanted to try and control my dream. Being a Star Wars fan I began with trying to lift a pool cue via the force. I struggled at the beginning but eventually had moderate success. My best attempt was lifting a pool cue, moving it to a table about 15 ft away and attempting to make, i believe it was the one ball. I got the cue to the table but before I could make the shot Someone walked in front of me and I got distracted. After this I thought it would be cool to turn one of the pool cues into a light saber. I was unsuccessful after a few attempts, though I did swing the pool cue into another one and i cut it in half. I later ended up in a sports bar and kinda forgot I was dreaming. There was a football game on TV that was a little different and thats the last thing I remember happening.

ok, so I was in "health class" I guess. We were at a huge machine & my teacher-who looked like Dr. House from the show...well, House- was all mad because someone wasn't doing it right. We had to spin big pipes to make a candy-ish substance. I was standing on my pipe and almost fell off it. I looked around me and then woke up.

lol random dream 'eh? I think I watch waaaay too much House. XD naw, I love that show, you can't watch too much of it.

(fragment: college lottery)
My father chooses which of his children will go to college (me or one of my two dream siblings) by making us choose an envelope. One contains a college acceptance letter; the others contain rejection letters/bundles of sticks?

Billy
There is a recurring character named Billy. This person is either an old woman who dies alone in an old mansion (a family friend--friend of my dream mother, who's dead?) and who I regret never getting to know when she was younger and of sound mind; or a young mentally disabled boy (my cousin) that I've never met and have no desire to meet. I'm in my old house in Lancaster (on Main St.) and Billy (boy version) is coming over w/aunt G. I have the idea that he is going to see one of the upstairs bedrooms because he hasn't been privileged to see an upstairs bedroom in the past, and there's the idea that doing so will confer some sort of magical benefit. I'm in the upstairs bathroom, which is just down the hall from my room, washing my hands. I yell to aunt G to just take him into my room for a second--my room is messy, but it doesn't matter; the point is that she'll see there's no actual magic involved. She yells back something about how no, it's not that, it's that the Department of Education passed a new rule mandating that kids like Billy be allowed _______ (something I don't remember). As I wash my hands I accidentally get a sheaf of paper wet--it's a travel itinerary from Delta Airlines with my name on it.

[skip] Downstairs (still in the Lancaster house) I'm trying to call the airline to ask why my grandfather's flight has been delayed. Actually, I already know why it was delayed: the flight was canceled and not auto-rescheduled by airline. However, the cancellation had generated an abnormal error message and the airline had apparently tried to call me three times, using three separate phone numbers, to tell me what the problem was--so I just want to hear their side of the story out of idle curiosity. I soon regret the call, though. The conversation starts out OK but devolves quickly as the airline agent seems to be unable to understand what I'm saying. Eventually I hear soundbites of Billy over the phone--he is very, very loud (I have to hold the phone away from my ear) and sounds like he has a serious speech problem. A prompt comes up on my phone asking whether his voice was the most beautiful thing I'd ever heard (yes/no). I answer no. This pisses off the agent, but I don't care.

I appeared to be in line at the movie theater waiting to get tickets. Right after that i noticed i was sitting down in front of the big screen.
Someone on the intercom told the crowd that this screen was unavailable and wasn't working please proceed to number 9.
As everyone stands up we all start heading to the other theater. Right as we all get comfortable again on the loud speaker someone explains that this screen
doesn't want to work either. I stopped listening right after and headed to customer service where i asked for a Refund. The man asks for my ID so he can make out a gift card for me.
As i walk outside i had an old friend named Ross is with me and i ask him if he wants to hit up a pub, but he doesnt want to he thinks it would be boring.
Next thing I know im standing in a store with Ross and we seen a bunch of girls from Jr. High so we go hug and say hello to them, I for some reason start to slow dance with one of them. After the dance we go into the food court in the store and a pretty girl comes to take our order. When she comes back with the drinks she is making silly voices at me and my buddy. I tried to replicate what she was doing, she's amazed that i could do the same voice. I then stared into her eyes and asked if she would like to go out some time.
She gets excited and pulls her phone out and asks for my number. I give it to her and the next thing i know where standing at the exit where she's buying something and im looking outside where its pouring rain. As we get outside we run to her van and hop in. She starts to drive to my house since its closer, as we get close to the play ground zone a kid loses his ball and it comes out front of the vehicle. She starts to go around the little kid when i look at her and say you should of just waited. She smiles at me and it feels like I melt away and begin to wake up.

*I am riding a sledge on some really long track. It’s not really steep but really long. There is someone else on the sledge with me.
**I am in a fight for good. It looks like some computer environment. Like Unreal Tournament or so. I can’t really tell what is the fight about, but I think it’s with George. Then we eat pork and cabbage. George has chips and I feel like I want to have one. LOL. We eat with hands….

I am riding in my friend, Sara’s (not her real name) car to a Full Moon Drum Circle on top of mountain.

[SPOILER="Graphic Erotica"]

She is laughing and overtly flirting with me, touching me and make obvious sexual innuendoes. Fuck, she looks almost exactly like Pixy! She’s making me so fucking horny. She sees my boner through my jeans and grabs my cock playfully. She unzips my jeans.

“Whoah, what the fuck? You’re driving.”

“Don’t worry,” she chuckles, as she strokes my cock. “Here, throw your leg over the shifter, and step on the gas.” She pulls down her little skirt and takes it off from around her ankles.

“Holy shit, that was slick.”

She just smiles at me knowingly, and places my left hand on the steering wheel simultaneously turning herself 180 degrees as she strips off her shirt and bra, scoots her panties over, and slides down on to my cock in one smooth movement. She feels amazing. She rides up and down rhythmically while smiling deviously. She grabs my face, and kisses me passionately. I open my eyes, and watch her kiss me. Her ponytail comes undone, and her thick hair falls about her shoulders like water.

She presses her tits against my chest, as I bite into her neck like a vampire, and grab her ass, guiding her into the movements I like. Circles. I am barely paying attention to the road, though I am aware I am the only one driving, and I am doing it from the passenger seat. This could be a dream. Then, again, it could not. I am absolutely lost in the moment. Her body feels so perfect, I don’t care. We begin to generate heat, and I feel her begin to sweat under my palms. Her face flushes.

“Shit we have to shift into L, the road is getting really steep.”

“Don’t worry, sexy, I got it.” She reaches the shifter with her right hand, and shifts the car.

I grab her ass and lift her small torso up so I can flick my tongue over her right nipple. A drop of sweat rolls down her neck, and I lick it off. I look into her eyes, deeply, then I smile and kiss her. I grab her hair, and pull her head back, lightly raking my teeth on her throat. She arches her back, then kisses me passionately as she increases the tempo of our dance. She looks into my eyes. I have known her for so many lifetimes... This lifetime, our meeting was fleeting and fun, as one lovely day in the sun. Next lifetime will be different as was the last... But, each time will be lovely.

I awake. [/SPOILER]

I was at a camp talking to people when I met this amazing girl. We only talked for a few minutes but she just seemed so perfect. She wasn't like super hot, but she was beautiful. There was just something about her...

I was in a giant room that kept creating robots. I knew the only way to kill them was to run really fast so they run fast and then make them run into a wall with a sharp piece of metal sticking out. I destroyed one with a nail, and I had to break the other one with a bent nail :S. It wasn't working properly. A fat man appeared. He was threatening me to destroy the robots. It felt like it was supposed to be a nightmare, but instead I went up to him and grabbed him by the collar and punched him a few times. He teleported to a scaffold higher up and spawned heaaaps of robots.

I don't remember what happens next.

On a side note, I think I remember doing a DEILD but without the lucid

Dream - Lucid - AP

I was watching a movie, or that's what it seemed like. I knew it was a sequel to another movie. It was very Phantom of the Opera/The Descent-esque. I remember there was a parking lot at a church. It was dusk. I remember seeing many parked cars. There was a young woman who was seduced and captured by this man who was clearly not in his right mind. I saw a scene of them bathing in a cave in what looked like tomato florentine soup. I somehow tasted what they were bathing in, even though it was a "movie", and it tasted like tomato soup with undercooked pasta.

I later found out that what they were bathing in was blood of people that the man had killed. The "pasta" in it, I couldn't figure out what it was. I thought maybe it was bits of bone. Anyway, it was disgusting, and the young woman was begging him to let her go, but he kept going on these crazy rants and stuff, like he wasn't even listening to her. I knew she had gotten away a few times, but was always recaptured. I remember seeing the cave/blood bath scene more than once.

~

I was at some store, I remember my boss being there with her granddaughter (she only has a grandson in waking life). I remember talking to her granddaughter.

Then, I was at home, or what was my home in the dream. My mom offered me two chocolate muffins, a large one and a small one. I started eating the large one. It was moist and delicious. Then, Tabita, a girl I work with, tried to take the small one. She walked away with it, but I caught her in time and told her that was mine, and she gave it back. Then, someone asked my mom to bake brownies for some event that was happening that day. She said she would, but I thought that was weird, since all we had were muffins.

I then remember being in the car with my dad. He looked much younger, and was smoking a cigarette (he quit smoking in waking life).

Then, we were all about to go on vacation. We all started to get in the car, or, more specifically, my mom's old van, which was parked in the garage. My mom was going to drive. I don't remember who was in the seat next to her, but in the seat behind her was the young version of my dad. He was very animated and excited. He was laughing a joking with the people in the car. I don't remember who was next to him, it was either my uncle or my brother. I was about to get in the back with my aunt (she isn't my aunt anymore in waking life, her and my uncle got divorced; she was only my aunt by marriage), when my mom told me I had to scoot over and save room for Marco. Marco was an overweight Latin American-looking man. I said, enthusiastically,
"Marco!!"
I then remembered that we'd be gone a week, and went back inside to get some feminine products. I actually grabbed a bag of weed instead, and put it in my pocket, along with some Motrin, which was packaged in a small plastic package of 5 or 6, and looked like candy. I went back to the car and sat in between my aunt and Marco. My aunt said something about her having weed too.

I can't quite recall the first dream, all I know is that it had something to do with water, boats and an island right next to a wooden wall. I can faintly remember moving around in the water and eventually arriving at the gates of the wooden wall.

In the next dream, I had a concert for my orchestra class to perform at. When I arrived, I had just remembered that I needed to play a violin part even though I was a bass player. This threw me into a panic as I tried to remember the fingering positions in order to properly play the song. Eventually I gave up and said I would only do the bass part considering that it was the only thing I could remember. That's when the dream just kinda faded.

I remember that in the third dream I was at home on my computer writing the first and second dream down. However, I did not finish writing all of it and accidentally posted. I didn't realize until someone had posted a comment about it and tried to fix it.

After that, I found myself at an old medieval town perched on the side of a hill. It had a fascinating clock tower with gears coming out of it rotating rhythmically. The town crier had said there was a meeting at the town hall and that everyone was welcome to attend. There were two people either debating or talking about an issue. One of them was a man, and the other was a women. When they concluded their speeches, the man pulled out a small vile and popped the cork releasing some vapor that surrounded him. When it cleared, he had disappeared leaving everyone baffled. People started forming search parties to find him. It got to the point where a person got onto a ship and sailed to different islands to find him. They found him on an island that was turned into a potato farm which struck me as odd. The ship they sailed on was wreaked so they had to use nearby wood from trees to make it. However it couldn't hold all of us on it so three people had to hold a rope that was tied to one of the logs that would drag them along with us.

The last dream was probably the most action packed. I remember being at the entrance to a cathedral. It was me and three other people. From what I recall, it was one guy and two girls. It turned into a RPG/Left4Dead kind of game when a bunch of demons and people on elephants attacked us. We then had to fight our way out of the cathedral yet all stay alive using special powers. I used magic, another person used strength, someone was an archer, and I forgot what the last person was. We eventually got to these doors that required a certain pairing of people to open. I remember each door was huge and slowly opened as demons came from behind us. We eventually got all the doors open leading to the outside. Strangely, it showed area where my first dream was at with the wooden wall and water everywhere.

Wow, my recall is certainly getting better! Still no lucid dreams yet, but at least I am making progress!