non-lucid

really weird one last night where i was at this agency type facility place ive been to often but never that consciously. what i remember was that we all sat through 3 screenings of this video, but for some reason it felt like a wasnt allowed to really be conscious for the first 2 and only really remember running up and jumping on this cushion i was holding and sitting down to watch the film on the 3rd screening, yet none of the film content whatsoever.

later on i had a moment where i was rearranging the posters on my wall and was shocked when i realised on waking up that they were all still in the same place. really felt like i had got up to do it in the night. then i got a bit contemplative in the dream and really emotional for no reason at all. it felt like i really needed a big cry to release some shit that has built up, but even the thought of crying made me feel really happy, like crying was just my way of letting off some steam and a way that i could be in control of my emotions. may try to actually have a crying session sometime, but its hard when you feel so different to how i did in the dream

I had a pretty amazing dream last night.
There were 5 types of people in my dream. Our world consisted of people with special powers. One was the flying type. They didn't have wings, but they could have them if they wanted them. The second one. I was this one. Once you showed your power and focused on it, shining beads would pop out of your skin (almost like a disco ball, but far about) and you would act as a human bomb, but you would not be destroyed yourself. I remember there also being the other 2, but I can't remember them now. The last one was just regular people.

I seem to have forgotten the storyline/plot of the whole dream, but I remember looking for someone in a little cottage in a field. Then I remember being at my school at the Powers convention. (Where the people with their powers would engage in battle, etc.)

First Dream
Started with a reality check (fingers to nose) in my bed. Became lucid and got out of bed, everything was dark so I tried touching as many objects as possible and rubbed my hands together. I got out of bed and tried to spin to teleport myself to another place but it didn't work (I've never tried it before). I then walked downstairs to see my Mother and Santa in the living room. I stepped outside to try to fly somewhere but that didn't work either. I had trouble keeping myself in the dream and woke up.

This dream occurred at 2:30 AM after drinking apple juice and attempting to WILD. Instead of falling into a dream I just waited a little bit and did a random reality check.

Second Dream
I don't remember too much of this one. I was in a restaurant with some old high school friends and as we ordered our food we had bags of weed in our laps. None of us cared that we had illegal drugs out in public but our waitresses seemed to be uncomfortable.

Not sure when this dream occurred but it was probably right after I woke up from the previous one.

Spoiler: This dream is pretty gross, and I can't help it. Remind yourself that this doesn't happen in real life.

This morning I dreamt that I was walking in the forest at Ree Park, which had got another path. I walked along it, and after a little bit, I saw a pile of dead animals in the side of the road. As I got closer, I saw it was a giraffe, a rabbit and a bear. I don't remember what I did then, but this girl kept following me. Next thing I remember is that I walked back down the road, hung my t-shirt on a tree and took a piss on it, all meanwhile the girl still followed me and looked at me.

Edit: I decided to let out a few details

Dream 1

I had a dream about dreaming, i kept remembering to do things and to tell myself when i was dreaming. ((never became lucid in this one though..grrr!!!))

Dream2

Had an odd dream that my Husband was hurting me, we were in a house and he hurled himself at me and grabbed me really hard, it really hurt. I looked in the mirror and my right shoulder was all red and marked from it. Another man tried to get me away but i wanted my kids and wouldn't go without them.

Dream 3

I was in a house with men, they got myself and some other women and trapped us there. There was a table and chairs in the middle of the room, i needed the toilet badly and a man gave me a tiny little tub LOL I sat on the chair and began to wee in the tub, the tub started to overflow and i thought "if i just keep on weeing and think nothing of it they will just think it's part of the dream" ((i completly missed that sigh, grrr!)) the floor started to flood and everyone was looking but didnt say anything..it worked, they did think it was a normal part of my dream. A man then said something to me. I was trying to get to a certain person and trying to escape from the men.

Dream 1

I was at my Aunties house and there was a fair outside which we went to, there was a big roller coaster that i wanted to go on and also a massive water ride, this was a huge fair. I asked my hubby if he wanted to go on the ride again ((even though i don't remember going on in the first place)) but he said no and we had to leave, i was really sad about having to leave lol

Dream 2

There was a play, but it was as if it was half real. There were 3 men, they went to a lodge place which was a bit dark and gloomy, they had to fight and i was really scared. I wanted to go and help but i wasn't allowed so i had to stand by and watch. Scarey music began to play and even the 3 men got scared by it all. I began to cry really bad incase 1 of them got hurt and i didn't want them to, they began the fight scene and i saw blood on them, they fought but then won. I was really happy and ran over to them...a large bearded man tried to stop me, he was a nasty man but i managed to get past them woke up.

Dream 2

I was at my Mom and Dad's house and my sister was there with her daughter (9her daughter is 3 but in my dream was only a baby)) my sister said she was giving her baby away and had found a couple who were going to take her, my sister asked me to speak with them and find out what they were like, i got really upset and screamed at her " why didn't you ask me, i would have had her, i want her, i can't let them have her" She just looked at me and shook her head in disgust. I went to meet the two people, the man said "are you ok, you look really upset" I just answered a quick "yes" and just looked at him and his mrs. I then ran and got my niece, she was fast asleep, i held her really close and said i wont let her go, i ran away with her and kept her myself, i cried becaused i was so happy and then dream ended.

I was at this place and was looking at all the aeroplanes, i went inside 1 and there were lots of people there. They had put screens where the windows were it looked like a pretend aeroplane but i looked as if you were flying. It began to fly really fast and at that point a man said to me "pull your seat forward" i said "i can't because were moving" he said "were not really" i was then able to move my chair forward and i wasn't scared anymore.

I am a storm trooper working for governor Willie Stark. The bulky plastic armor is itchy. The Boss has been unable to intimidate a local judge who won't give him his endorsement for US senator. Red faced and angry, the boss screams at me to "give him to princess."

I'm carrying my blaster rifle and leading the judge down a long white hallway. I'm talking to the judge and asking him if he would please just go along with the game plan, that he has one more chance. The judge steadfastly refuses and I feel very disappointed. I say "hey judge, this is your last chance" and when he shakes his head no, I push a red button that opens up a hole in the hole underneath his feet.

I turn on the monitor in the hallway and see the judge standing up in about 2 feet of water filled with trash. He is thrashing around in a panic and only just has time to stand up before a giant tentacle swoops behind him and wraps around his neck. The judge tries to scream and pulls franticaly at the tentacle as he is dragged underwater.


I push the red button again and the screen goes black. Shaking my head, I begin the long walk back to the governor's office.

My dream recall has been different lately. Usually i remember something when i wake up and that's gonna be my entire recall. Lately i've been waking up without recall only to get flashbacks of the dream back to me at random.

I dreamed about tidying my room i even brought up the vacuum cleaner wich i never do unless i'm expecting someone to come over. (i was cleaning my dream home because i was expecting company!!!!)

I remember a passionate scene where i was saying goodbye to someone. In the freedom of a dream there's like no boundaries. It was very nice to be able to really express love without the bad feelings of guilt and other things that hold us back. That someone i saw yesterday and i kinda knew it's probably the last time i'm ever going to see her in person. We never really got closure or anything so for the sake of being happy about the situation i'm going to assume this was a shared dream and she won't have any negative feelings left-over towards me. It's a perfect ending.

i remember dreaming in somewhere where it is cool like i can jump and fly ,... it was fun its like i was play cs 1.6 and the corpets was flying but then i chaned dream it was so that 1 man had a building and he was hiding girls so to kill them.. but i was searching all the time to find them and ake her out and save em..
i go upstairs he goees downstairs. i open door i ask if there's anyone. a girl scream neds help. i close door and wait bit cus if he comes that man he will kill me aslwe.. he was comng so i went to other door was other girl.. thenit was my gf somewhere iand we talked smhting we started kissin and she asked me when ur goin to take shower with me, i told her now now and i changed dream somehow back to that building.. i opened the door and it was that man .. he left somewher bit for abit i went upstairs and i saw alike 10 pizza
and underwear from that GIRL inside so my friend came and i was askingh im help me etc.. maybe keys or osmething i took that pizza thing and i found underwear inside and i said to friend wtf only for this then he said oh it is not bad its coolie one.

then i woke up and writing this

I was in a beach of sorts. Somehow, I "felt" that it was a beach south of our hometown (Manapla), but I can't quite pinpoint, and it didn't matter anyway.

I was traveling with some people, and I believe we were trying to run away from some people. The mood at this point was yellowish, and so is the color theme.

Then I was in one of the cottages by the beach, and Ms. Monique was there, talking to me about business or job. I'm not quite sure. I was looking at people arriving and having fun by the beach. There was narrow "river" in front of the cottage, and I thought it was deep, until a kid ran over the length of it.

Then I was looking for Reggie. I wanted to talk to him. I looked for his blog and left a message.

I was also surprised that there are a lot of people there. I did not expect it to be that popular.

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Dreamsigns:

chase
Reggie (haven't seen him for more than a year, and he lives elsewhere)
Monique (haven't seen her for quite some time)

I had to handcuff a bad lady to another man and me and 2 other women pushed them onto a wooden raft then we also got on. We were on the sea, i looked out and i couldn't see land and it had gone quite dark, i didn't know where to go and felt a little aprehensive. We then ended up on a wet, muddy track, i dragged the raft through it then ran to find my two other friends (they had dissapeared all of a sudden) I found then and we went back to the raft and the bad lady and man had gone. I ran about looking everywhere for them the other two women did also. I opened a drain and she was lying down there, i got a litter grabber and poked her, she moved then the other woman poked her and said "she's still alive" and we all looked about for a way to get her out of there and then we went back again and she was gone. The 2 women friends of mine looked all about the big house, one of the women was banging on the inside of a stain glass window of a room, she said she was scared and she couldn't get out, I tapped the glass gently and she looked at me and walked out of the door, i then ran frantically about looking for the cuffed woman, i got back to the front of the house and saw the other 2 women and decided i would be better off leaving. I walked around a corner and walked casually down a gully trying to quickly get the hell outta there, I had the feeling that i had been there before and that the cuffed lady was very, very bad. I was walking up the road and a woman in black was putting two hats onto the pavement, she was moving them one infront of the other as she walked i spoke to her and said "oh sorry, i didn't realise i was in the way of a funeral" she was nice and chatted to me. I went back to her house with her, lots of people were there and they were all dressed in old fashioned clothing and the house was also very old fashioned. I asked if i could use the toilet and a man escorted me upstairs. I went into the room and shut the red door, the man stayed there and there was a lady at the sink, i saw the toilet and went then i washed my hands. They were both nice and told me i was very polite and i was good for washing my hands. I walked back down the stairs and saw the cuffed lady below, she was pretending to be one of them. I decided to get out so i did and my dream ended there.

2 Dreams from last night

Me and 3 other people were in water, it was like a very, very deep river but on each side there was a cliff. I had to go under the water to turn something, not sure why but i was really scared my other friends were waiting above the water. We had to be carefull because a giant octopus lived down below the water and if it caught us it would kill us. It was a dark gloomy place that i didn't much like. I got out of the water and saw the big octopus come towards me from my right side, i started to climb the cliff and the giant octopus was right beside me, i could see his big tentacles on the cliff so as i climbed i grabbed them and pushed them off then i thought i'll use them instead to help me get up to the top. I kept climbing then my vision went, i couldn't see anything but black and a slight glimps now and again but was very hazy, i kept feeling for the tentacles to help me get up. I scrambled to reach the carrot that was hanging at the top, i knew if i threw it for the octopus it would leave me alone to go and get it. I got to the top and quickly felt for the carrot i then grabbed it and threw it, the octopus quickly dived for it and went back into the ravine!

Dream 2

I was on a beach and i heard a man and lady singing, i turned round and saw them, i looked down and saw the golden sand beneath me and there were a few shalls scattered about too. As I walked over to the 2 people i noticed that it was Lionel Richie and some woman i dont know, they were standing by a big cliff, i walked round it to an enclosed area and they followed. There was a wooden chair on the sand so i walked over to it, it was a sturdy wooden chair which had a small hole in the middle of the seat area, i looked in the hole and inside it was an empty milk bottle, one of the small fat ones. I sat down and considered having a wee on the chair because i was desperate but they were watching me so i didn't LOL.

I was in Island Park (real place), a man promised a real trip. I know it meant acid. I felt anticipation and then rejection when it did not come through.

Then I'm traveling somewhere. My dream cars are almost always like clown cars. Like I'm oversized or the car is too little, and I feel like there is never a roof. Anyway.. I'm driving and going over hills and I notice I can see the outlines of the states and it's like I'm driving on a map. I was between Kansas and Missouri. I felt lost and I didn't know where I was supposed to be going, but I know I had a destination. I don't know if I was being followed the whole time or if anyone had been with me, but I remember shouting at someone in another car, telling them I was bound to get lost and I needed help. It was someone I knew, but that's all I know about them.

According to my memory, next I was in some sort of forest, but it was slightly cartoon-like. I might've been in the same dream, because I know more came before this, but all I can remember is thinking of Yogi Bear and then a bear-like creature appeared. At that moment, I felt I had just figured out something big. Something spiritual, something for myself. In fact, thinking the name Yogi, the appearence of the creature, and the epiphany-like feeling all hit me simultaneously. I wish I could remember more about this part, because it's making me think of my spirit guide.

>>> Later on, during a nap.

I'm dreaming of being at work (where I had just been.) I'm sitting on pot of chili along with a friend, and it actually felt quite awkward, but I was supposed to sit on it to keep it warm. Then once it was at the right temp, we were supposed to stick it on the stove-top. I also remember talking to a co-worker about one of the managers and something that was going on with him. I remember looking around and realized that the manager I was talking about had been staring at me the whole time. I pretended that I didn't say anything.