non-lucid

I'm not really sure where the first dream starts, it's a bit fragmented at the start. I'm dreaming about house.

I'm watching House and Wilson have an argument not sure what about or what is said (can't remember) but I think it is about Cuddy and Lucas. I have to get a timetable for house for the Gerrards Cross train for some random reason so I suddenly find myself on a train. The thing I notice most about the train is that it moves absolutely silently and smoothly and the carriage I am in is completely empty. The train itself is a light turquoise colour and the seats are dark purple and Turquoise. I get off the train in a massive train station, a really old sandstone building that is cavernous and busy. I know that I'm getting on the same train to get back in a few minutes because it's only 3 stops back and the train will leave in 5 minutes.

I walk along the side of the train, down the stairs and back around to the other side of the train, stopping to pick up the timetable before I get back on. I have no memory of actually going back on the train though.

Back with House and Wilson, Lucas and Cuddy are there and he has just hit Cuddy after she has told him that their relationship is over. House shouts at him and charges over, punching Lucas in the face telling him that if he ever lays a finger on her again, he'll kill him himself. Lucas goes to leave and somehow his arm and fingers are broken, his arm at a bizarre angle in his dark jacket, so house tries to stop him to at least treat the damage.

Lucas snarls at him and pulls open the front door, where 3 heavies are waiting one with a thick chain, swinging it menacingly. I know that the guy with the chain has broken House's legs before but I don't know when or why. Probably some gambling debt, or hookers. Dream ends.

Dream 2
I'm outside walking down a little dirt path, with a chain link fence, next to my old primary school. It's dark but the sky is a funny colour a really dark angry purple. Two little girls are walking in front of me and I can hear them talking. The first has dark brown hair, about shoulder length and the second has blonde hair with bunches, cute as a button. Neither of them could be any older than 6. I think they might be my little sisters, when they were young I could only see them from the back.

The Dark haired one says to the little blonde one with scornful authority of being a year older "Well when I was a little girl like you, I didn't eat plasticine!" The little blonde girl starts to say something in response but is cut short by the lightning starting.

It is awe inspiring lightning, like nothing I have ever seen before - sparking in the sky initially, seeming not to hit the ground. I hurriedly try to move the kids along, as the lightning starts to strike all around us. The kids are terrified so I wrestle them both into my grans house in Baillieston. Further up the street, behind Louise McCann's house I see my mum and dad. As I watch, a huge lightning bolt tears out of the sky and hits a small car in the car park, setting it on fire.

I rush over to my parents and tell them that I have made sure the kids are safe in the house. They are sheltering in a garage in the car park after being caught outside when the lightning started. Dream ends.

A large crowd of kids from my high school have planned to go to a mall, then the Cincinnati Reds Hall of Fame and a ballgame. I am with them, but am rather low on cash and already have the giveaway bobblehead from the Hall of Fame. When they leave for the Reds, I stay to bum around in the mall. I head to a Barnes and Nobel to buy a copy of the Tao te Ching. When I get to the shelf where it's kept, I'm accosted by a clerk who says I tried to shoplift it earlier and thus am not allowed to buy it. I get angry and start to make a scene. I notice that mixed with the books on the shelf is a poorly written journal (text RC failed); its owner, a cute black girl, returns to claim it and takes the Tao te Ching along with it. Now I'm really pissed, and I go to pick a fight with a random customer. I soon realize he outclasses me in every way, but I refuse to back down and lose pretty badly.

I am looking after my father's shop. Eating Lasagna. The lighting is dim, orange. A customer looks at our new caps and say that we should have brought them in earlier. She wears a blue dress. I talk to one of the employees. What an ordinary dream.

Went job hunting in the city with Julie and Emily. First stop is H&M. The employees tell us to just stay so we can be interviewed there. I did not see any clothes there, but I recall employees doing people’s hair like a salon. This was not your average H&M, it looked very majestic with gold trimming, high ceilings, and paintings everywhere. While we waited for the boss, me, em, and ju went to the backroom where there were clothes. All of the clothes on the racks were dresses, I remember specifically one with polka dots, and one with stripes and a bow on the front of it. I almost got mad at Emily because I thought she chose to try on the same dress as me, but she assured me that she didn’t.

By the time I picked everything I wanted to try on, it was my turn for an interview. I might have said something like “Shoot, I can’t try my stuff on.” Julie replies by saying “ It’s okay, I didn’t like those clothes anyway.” In my defense I say, “Well, I’m STILL gonna try them on.”

I don’t recall the interview, but I do remember thinking I was going to get hired when the boss called everyone into this huge beautiful room. The boss, me and this other girl sat on a couch, while a lot of other employees surround us on the floor. The boss says “We should find a better way to do this, but we all decided to hire Brownie!” All I could think was, who the heck is Brownie?

After he says her name, people start smiling and chit chatting, and I over hear stories of this Brownie girl and how funny she is, and how she talks about Africa all the time.

Amongst the chatter, I notice that me and the young boss had our arms intermingled. It seemed to be intentional.

Then something WEIRD happened. Everyone stops their chit chatting once we all notice a family walk through the doors. A dad, a mom, and two daughters. They pay no attention to the huge amount of young people sitting on the floor. They go straight to the walls and stare and touch them in amazement. This is the first time any of us notice there is art all around us. The walls are painted thoroughly with lamp posts and book shelves. The family is yelling back and forth to each other “Look at this one!” While we sit there and stare at the family in amazement.

18.08.2010

Potential Dream Sharing with my wife. (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A more decent night. Hopefully my subconscious is digesting all the new changes in my professional waking life. One fragment and two lucids.

Third:

I woke up from my previous lucid. It was not as awesome so I wanted other one. I promised to myself that I was going to MILD and have a decent lucid. I focused on a forest while falling asleep.

I was with a female DC. She was good looking and I knew she liked me, however, I felt we were just friends. We were indoors and we were going downstairs to some place. This place, was in the middle of nowhere, within a big forest. She was tired so I grabbed her like a "Just Married" couple going to the hotel. I waked faster to get to the place. Suddenly, she was waking next to me and I was surprised.

We got to a place, now, I was with my wife instead. We were going to a group of meditation and psychics. There was a guy with us and he was talking about what was going to take place. He told me we would start to see how my yoga was. It was not necessary to be qualified, but it was like some extra credit for something. We approached a room and he opened the door. There were three female DC and two male DC stretching. I observed they had blue yoga mats. My wife said that she know nothing about Yoga and she was not doing it. She left and I entered with the DC.

I was streaching when I noticed that I was on my underwear. I started to be worried about that, everybody else wore yuga suits. However, I noticed that the professor did not wear underwear. I saw his penis. I found that weird and I decided to RC.

My hands were blurry and I felt my dream fading. I though, "No way. That never happens to me" I exited that class and saw a small window. I knew if I started to fly my dream would become stable. I started to fly and I saw that my wife (who has been waiting outside the whole time) grabbed my foot and I was just floating. My dream was not stable, so I needed to fly away. I flew with my wife holding my foot. She was scared and I dropped her off outside a garden outside this building.

I was in the air, with my dream fully stable. I could see the Skyscrapers several feet away. It was dawn and it was beautiful. The sky was clear and I could feel the wind blowing my face. I felt very calm. I was happy because I finally had a decent dream to enjoy and slow down my waking craziness. I was going to fly away, however, my wife did not vanish and I found that odd.

I landed next to her and I asked if she knew where we were. She did not act dumb like a regular dream character. I told her we were in a dream. She replied that it was awesome, that finally she became lucid. I told her she did and I was very happy. I told her, "You are not used to this kind of gravity. If you feel you are going to wake up, tell yourself to remember this dream."

I remembered that my students on the MILD classes did not have much of a success with the lucid task I ordered, so I wanted to do it as example for next week. I decided to take flight and fly around the forest. I flew around the trees. I did not see that many trees, it was a pretty deserted forest. I flew over the threes and then, around the trees. I decided to land as the task was done. My wife was alone queuing. She still did not vanish like a regular DC, she stood in the same place where she was.

I flew back to my wife. She was looking around surprised. I rose my hand and aimed to a tree. Next to the tree a small white light appeared. My wife asked me, "Can I destroy that tree with my fist?" I replied, "If you believe, you can... see this" I rose my hand and used telekinesis on one tree. The land started to vibrate and I pulled the whole tree out of the ground. I was doing this with my mind. I could see how some dirt came off the tree. I saw the roots of the tree, perfect roots like real ones. I banished the tree into oblivion in the middle of the air.

My wife stopped next to a tree. She rose her fist and hit it. Half of the tree broke and fell to the ground. I saw how several leaves and branches flew in all directions. My wife was very happy. I started to feel I was going to wake, I tried to spin but I woke up.

I had a FA in my room. My wife was saying, "Do not hit me, do not hit me" I woke her up and told her it was not me. She replied, "Yes, you were lucid!" I told her it was my DC, that I awoke after she broke the tree. I woke up for real.

My wife never recalls dreams and she was not able to recall this one. Her DC acted and thinked with a lot of sense, never seen a DC acting and thinking that well. My wife was able to talk about stuff from waking, which means more evidence that she might had a lucid dream share with me.

Missed Dream Signs:
- None.

Notice dream Signs:
- The yoga professor did not wear underwear.

Reality Check Performed:
- Hand check.

18.08.2010

Bully attack - 2nd Flight to the moon canceled by my cat (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A more decent night. Hopefully my subconscious is digesting all the new changes in my professional waking life. One fragment and two lucids.

Second:

I was like in a school. I was going to attend a class about meditation and chakras. I was waiting outside and I was eating a dish of meat and potatoes made in the slow cooker. A 50 years old DC approached at me, entered the class and adviced me to join the class because it was about to start. I felt the class was going to be empty, as I saw no one joining it. I entered the class with my dish and found out that the class was crowed. I saw a lot DC that were copies of other classroom mates that I had at junior school.

One of the bullies critiqued my food and start laughing at me. I ignored the bully and he good mad. I did not feel threatened so I kept eating. He threw a punch towards me, however, I rose my arm and stopped his punch without even blinking. I hit him back and he got even more mad so he attacked a weaker DC.

He grabbed the DC on his legs and he started to spin. I felt he was trying to throw him at me, and he did. The dream was now in slow motion, more like Matrix effect. I saw the thrown guy coming at me. I avoided him Matrix style and he crushed with other folks. The dream banished and the scenery changed.

I was outdoors and I knew I was dreaming. I was in a big plaza and I saw a few DC. They were odd looking but they ignored me. I wanted to do a RC to make sure it was a dream, my hands looked OK, a little blurry but OK. I jumped about 10-12 feet easily.

I felt the dream was stable so I decided to fly to the moon and visit Nomad. As I was flying to the moon, I felt like something furry was moving around my legs. I wondered what was going on and my dream started to fade. I had double conscious for a few seconds until I woke up. My cat was purring around my legs asking for some love.

Missed Dream Signs:
- Junior school's classmates.
- The Matrix effect.

Noticed Dream Signs:
- None.

Reality Check Performed:
- None. Turned lucid without reason.

This was the most vivid / frightening dream I have had in quite a while.

First thought of the dream was me standing in the desert in the 3rd person. Me and 2 others were standing infront of our semi trucks in the middle of a vast desert. I was on the left. As being viewed from above to the left and behind the semi's. There were a group of men dressed as the taliban (one piece clothes and face masks.) Apparently I was able to undersand them however I dont recall them actually talking. We were to be executed. Once again I had the feeling that I was a truck driver in a convoy in either Iraq or Afginaistan. As I waited to be executed I 100% believed I was about to die. In my dream I was in complete fear that I was going to be shot. I started thinking and hoping it wouldnt hurt, saying to myself over and over "please dont hurt, please dont hurt" and was having a hard time remembering my wife, friends and family to tell them I loved them before I died. I wanted to say good by to them, however I was so scared I was having trouble remembering them.

I was then in the 1st person. and then remember ducking behind my open driver side door. In the dream I knew the gun fire had started but I dont remember hearing any sounds. It seems as if a couple seconds had passed and I felt as though I knew the other 2 drivers were dead, and I was about to peek my head out from around the truck, when my alarm went off.

I have the "sleep cycle" app on my iphone which supposedly wakes you up at a optimal sleep time. This is what happened and was woken up 20 minutes prior to what time I normally would. I was so realeaved to just be dreaming that I jumped out of bed and began my day. Not realizing till 1/2 through my shower that I was awake 20 minutes early.

This dream was almost a week ago but has really stuck with me. I think because it was the most scared I have been in a dream in quite a long time. I was 100% convinced I was about to die. However I wouldn't classify it as a nightmare.

My dreams are fixed again.

1. We were in a contest where the loser had everything in their house destroyed by a robot. I'm not sure what the winner got, but I lost the contest. A robot came and destroyed a flat screen television, a couch, and a chair. While it was destroying the house, I was hoarding garden gnomes in my basement so the robot couldn't get them. Sadly, the robot busted down the door and destroyed all of my garden gnomes.

2. I went to see Harry Potter: Order of the Phoenix in theaters. I gave the guy my ticket, but he said that since the movie technically didn't come to theaters for another 5 seconds, I couldn't see the movie. I basically ignored him and went and saw the movie anyway. I got in there, but it definately wasn't Harry Potter. It was something else. I don't remember anything, nor was it a lucid dream, but it all felt so real. I can't really explain it.

3. I had two of the same dog (I have two dogs, but in the dream I had two of the same dog). One was a demon, and one was the real dog. I had to decide which was which, and I did this by their dog tags (my dog doesn't wear a dog tag). The demon had a smiley face on his dog tag, while I knew that my dog does not have a smiley face on his.

I can remember absolutely nothing!

I think my dreams are broken.

I was working at Office Depot, and before my shift was to start I was given a scratch-off card because the company was giving out some money in a sweepstakes to its employees, and told to scratch it off when I was ready. So, I walked outside the door, and took a look at it. Apparently the max amount one could win was 7 million!!! So I got kind of excited at this point and daydreamed(daydreaming in a dream.....mind boggling) about getting that 7 million. I scratched it off, and the amount of money I won was 7,128 dollars! Nowhere near 7 million, but it would buy the car I was saving up for! I ran inside to tell my manager, and she told me to log on and get to work and that the amount would be transferred to my bank account. So I went to the computer, and when I tried to login the computer got glitchy. Now, it is normal for the computers at my work to be extremely slow, but at this point I got very nervous and remembered that technological issues can be a sign you are dreaming. I really really wanted that 7 thousand, so I sort of willed the computer to work as it always does, and it did. So then I was like, "sweet, its not a dream!" and I went and told all my coworkers the news. The dream ended and I woke up disappointed but quickly fell back asleep.

This time I was working in a store that reminded me of Wal-Mart and I was stocking stuff(on the east side of store) and talking to a hot coworker. After a little while of doing this I got transferred to the opposite side(the west) of the store. Strangely, my Grandmother on my Mom's side was there in an assisted living sort of area, upstairs in a clothes section(in the north side of west). It was closed off but she had windows. Looking out her window, I saw a trail in the country and some people, and I also saw my Papaw, who divorced her years ago. I went out and talked to him and told him about what was going on with her mental health as of late and he gave me a message to give to her. I looked at it and it was a request to let him help her. So I went back to my Memaw and told her that he thought he could help, and after some initial emotional tug-of-war I sensed flowing through her, she decided to go with him. So he took her and left. Then, strangely, in the back(south area of west) of the store we were suddenly being sieged. So all the workers got together and boarded big moving platforms to fight the intruders and drove them back. Then the dream ended and I woke up to my alarm clock.

Wednesday 18th August 2010
I was waiting in the reception of what was apparently the college I used to attend, however, it had a completely different appearance. The walls, carpets, as well as the general atmosphere was completely dull. As if the white walls had faded over time. No lights, whatsoever, lit the hallways.

I walked out of what appeared to be the main entrance; the doors, old and rusty. The sky sporting the same barren, tea-stained colour scheme as the walls inside.

Upon my return, I was met with the site of the main entrance being cordoned off with what looked like yellow police tape. I wondered fleetingly what was going on, however, I let this pass and walked into another door on the other side of the building and made my way to the library. I thought that since no one was being let outside that it would be packed and at first it appeared as such.

There were a few computers; some turned off and some in use. There were students sat on the floor in groups chatting with each other. The blatant lack of books was also surprising. And the more I travelled to the back of the dark 'library' I noticed more empty chairs and tables and I seated myself next to a friend of mine. Greeting her with a friendly "hello."

At that moment, a male approaches us, introducing himself as a priest. It was then that I stopped seeing myself in the dream and instead followed the perspective of the priest. He strolled outside the door into what looked like a barren wasteland and there sat a rusty old caravan which swayed slightly due to a strong breeze. He appeared to be looking for someone.

What he said next was hazy, however I know his sentence ended with "...in the graveyard."

Not a whole lot of recall tonight, just remember the last part of the dream:

My Aunt and I had to go into a building to retrieve somethings that we absolutely had to have. We had no choice. The problem was, the house was infested with thousands and thousands of bees. There were bees everywhere. The house, on a side note, was a two story, white, abandoned wood house that looked to be about 30 years old(unsure because the disrepair of the house may have made it look older.). There was a white mailbox(the style with the red flag that you lift up) outside the front. No other houses were visible when I was looking at it from in front of the house, indicating that it was not a big city or a suburban house, but rather a small town house. It may have been a house I lived across from for about 5 years when I was younger. It was inhabited by a scary lady who got angry about everything, and as I recall, her house was almost identical. At any rate, I was putting off going in the house because I really don't like small things that can sting me, and also because my aunt is allergic to them so it would be potentially lethal for her. While I was putting it off, my mind created a random bug and it appeared on my arm. A friend from highschool comes up from nowhere and tells me the name of the bug, which I cannot hear clearly, and tells me that what it does is inject a toxin that morphs into a random virus when it bites people. I realized that I should be scared to death, because it could be anything from a stomach bug to AIDS, but I just look down at the bug on my arm and think to myself 'that's not good' in a rather disinterested, detached way. The bug looked a lot like a mosquito, but with some strange coloration and bigger. It was about the length of the width of a fingernail. After thinking to myself that the situation was not good, I woke up.

It was sort of a mild nightmare, in that I woke up frightened but not terrified.

This has by far been one of my favorite dreams of my life. Anyway, here it is.

I went on a vacation with my family to Europe. On the vacation I met someone who told me that I had the ability to transform into a canine(not specifically wolf or dog, just canine...hard to explain) He brought me to his clan, who could all do it as well. He told me of their history, that there were three clans. Their was the Protector clan. They did everything in there power to keep the race alive and defend from threats. Another clan, a neutral clan, did next to nothing for anybody, had no name or respect, and merely stuck together and went through life like a normal human. I got the distinct impression they were looked down upon and began to feel the same way as my mind began to adopt the pack way of thinking that dogs have and I understood how selfminded they were.. The last clan, the avengers, where a group who settled the scores. They would take any offenses to the clans into their own hands and take revenge for those offenses. Upon finishing the relation of their(our) history, we journeyed to meet the avengers. Once again, the "neutral" clan was completely dropped off the radar. When we got there, we met with their leaders, one of whom I knew from highschool, we had been good friends, and we greeted each other as such and were glad to have the same ability. He invited me to be in his clan, however the protectors wished me to stay with them as well. After a moment, the leaders of the avengers decided that we could decide that later, but that for now we should have some fun. So they took us to a Night Club they owned on their turf that was solely for our kind, and we partied. There were people playing hockey in an arena inside the club but with a regular ball instead of a puck, and at one point they accidentally shot the ball off into the dance floor, near which I was standing. I saw the ball and decided to try out my new form again(I had done so often in the dream, especially on the journey to the avengers) and I jumped through the air towards the ball, changing into wolf form midflight, and landing beside the ball fully changed. Some girls by the bar thought it was cute that I was so fastenated by my new form and commented on it saying, "Oh look! He is still fascinated with his fangs!" and then giggling. I felt a little like a noob, but in a welcomed sense, as though I would be mentored and taught in a fun, teasing manner. Everything was playful, I imagine this was due to the effect that the wolf form had over our mind. Attempting to pick up the ball, I realized my mouth was too small to pick it up so I changed back into a human as I picked up the ball in one smooth movement. With practice I knew I would eventually be able to hold the ball in my mouth. Beautiful girls, comrades, shots, and a fun atmosphere occupied the rest of my dream, and I never was required to choose a side that night.

I expect very much to revisit this a lot when I get down LDing and Dream Control. This has filled my thoughts a lot over the days following it. I may write a book.....a very memorable dream to say the least. The fact that my mind was affected by the experience was amazing. The vividness extended farther than sight and sound....Does anyone else have their mind/thoughts affected by shapeshifting?

All of my dreams last night were non-lucid, but at least they were fun! I love dreams with good visuals, the mundane ones I've been having the last couple nights have bored me.

#1
In my first dream I'm standing in a tunnel at night. The ground is made of uneven cobblestones, and the walls are made of brick. Outside the tunnel I can see rain falling, and the brick walls are dripping. There's a man standing in front of me, and I have the sense that he's dangerous. My dream self knows that I'm a shape shifter, and that if I had any energy left, I'd be able to transform into a crow and escape, but I'm exhausted. The man takes a few slow steps towards me, and drops his shoulders and bends his knees. His shape ripples and suddenly he transforms into a white leopard, and leaps towards me with huge claws out.
The shock of fear wakes me.

#2
I'm unaware of my surroundings, but I'm sitting with someone I think of as an instructor, and she is telling me that I need to summon a jug. It seems we sit still for a long time, but she is patient. I close my eyes and when I open them again, there is a large ceramic vase in pale blue sitting on my lap. The instructor tells me, "you must turn it to silicone." I hold the vase in my hands, and then it's not a vase anymore, its a sticky puddle of transparent blue goo in my hands.

#3
I'm standing beside a man in a room that is really a giant computer. There is no screen, the images project in 3D into the center of the room. The man with me is a repair man. At the right angle, the image projected is a huge, fluffy cloud in brilliant shades of purple and pink, that seem to sparkle and glitter. But when the angle isn't perfect, the image breaks down into geometric shapes. They're hard to explain, I have sketches in my dream journal. They are square and rectangular frame-like shapes, in different sizes. They are arranged in a row, not quite touching, with the open middles forming a tunnel down the center. The size of each frame mimics the contour of the cloud.
The repair man tries to tell me that this break down is normal, that the image is only meant to be seen from a few sides, but I'm angry and I argue with him. I'm convinced that it must be broken. I don't remember who won that argument, I think I woke before the end of it.

#4: my favourite dream of the night
The dream started with a huge party, some kind of club, but my memories of that are nearly non-existent. What I remember is after everyone else was gone, and the room is shadowy and empty, and I'm afraid. I start to walk, hoping I can find the way out.
I leave the club floor, and walk into a room that is even bigger and darker, and is full of close-together square pillars. There's a woman in the room, wearing all tight black clothes, with black hair slicked back from her face, wearing too much black eye make up. She sneers when she sees me, and some how I know she's not human, and she's going to hurt me. She starts coming towards me, but she's moving slowly. She's wants to play cat and mouse with me, and she's obviously confident that I wont be able to get away. But the pillars make the room like a maze, and I manage to hide from her until I find another door to get out without her noticing.
I'm in a room that looks like a church now, filled with pews. There's a blond woman standing up on the altar, although there is nothing there to mark it as an altar except that it is raised from the floor. Like the other woman, I know that she's not human, but this one is more obvious. Her hair is knotted and fallen in her face, and she's snarling. She starts towards me as soon as she sees me, and I cant move.
A huge man steps out in front of me, and the blond's leg explodes in blood. I don't know if he shot her or something else, but she falls to the floor, and throws back her head and roars. The man grabs my wrist, and his hands and fingers are huge, his fist encloses over half of my arm. He drags me between some pews and through another door. I know that I knew him once, but he's different now, he's monstrous like the women were but he's still trying to help me. He's pulling me through dripping tunnels, and in the enclosed space he seems even bigger. He's tall and has wide shoulders. He's wearing a brown leather coat. I don't remember what I want to say to him, but I call him 'Red.' He doesn't say anything.
The tunnel changes, and we're in a huge chamber, full of rows and rows of seats. There are people in them(real people, not monster people) and they are unconscious, hooked up to tubes and wires. He lets go of my arm but I keep following him as he goes to the end of the room where there is a control panel. The door we came through(although I don't remember going through it) creaks, and I quickly hide behind the man, crouching, peering through the gap under his arm. The woman in black enters, still sneering, and starts a slow saunter down the aisle.
I don't know what happened with that woman, if there was a confrontation that I just cant remember, but the man starts the controls, and after that I don't see what happens to us anymore. The blond monster woman somehow got to this chamber before us, and when she realized we were coming she dragged herself into wiring inside a wall. Now I can see her, and when the man turns on the machine, she explodes in bright yellow electricity and flame. It is like the entire world is yellow and orange. She is writhing, and it looks almost like dancing. It's caught in flashes and sometimes time turns sluggish, so that her movements are alien. Her mouth is open in a scream, but her voice isn't human and it sounds almost like high pitched, keening music.

#5: the really weird one
In my last dream, I'm going to an expensive school on a scholarship. Although I'm thinking of it as a school, its really just a pool. But all the other kids in that pool hate me, because I'm on a scholarship. They keep pulling me under the water and trying to drown me. After this has happened a few times I crawl up out of the water and pout. This dream me is only 12 years old, and it's weird to be so young again.
A pool guy comes over and asks me if I'd rather swim in the channel, which was a long narrow strip of pool beside the real pool. I know that it's not for swimming in, but since he offered, I accept, and there is no one there to try to hurt me and I'm happy. I want to hug the pool guy, and suddenly he's in the water beside me so that I can.
I think to myself that I need to thank him properly, and then I'm walking up the driveway to his house. When I go inside, it is small and cluttered and full of people. The pool guy takes me into the backroom to meet his dad, but when we go into the bedroom, there is an old man's head sticking up out of baby swaddles that are held by a nurse. She unrolls the swaddles and the same head is on a tiny baby's body. Then he stands and his body changes into a wrinkled, red skinned old man body. He's swinging the blanket that he was swaddled in, and it's smeared with yellow shit. He starts to yell that living by the pool keeps him young, but then he stops and says very calmly, "I have to poopies" and walks through another door in the room.
I go back to the living room and then someone knocks at the front door and the pool guy goes to open it. It's the mother of one of the girls who was trying to hurt me at the pool and I'm afraid that if she sees me she'll berate me. The pool guy's younger brother, who is closer to my dream age, asks if I want to leave. I nod and he tells me to just slip out. I do, and no one notices, and I feel better back in the sunshine. I start walking towards home, and details fade, and then I wake up.

Two Dreams this night:

I was merchanting and making a lot of money, but all the money I was making was being given to me in Runescape currency(an mmorpg I quit after this dream). In the dream I was consciously aware that the money was worthless and that I was wasting time and skills.

I was in Office Depot and my whole family was there. We had hamburgers and hotdogs, but one of the hamburger buns was moldy