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I'm watching a group of people huddled inside a boiler room. I'm there, but not there. They seem panicked and are making possible plans of escape. I watch as they come to some conclusion and huddle closer together. A woman, she might be the leader, tells them all that it's necessary to feed and to do so quickly. Half of them bite into the others flesh, drinking their blood. I feel like I should be startled, but I'm not. It kind of seems like a normal thing. One by one the blood feeders pull away from the others, blood all over their happy faces. I turn away from them towards the heavy steel door. There is a little window that opens and while I cannot see anyone looking in, I know someone is there and I know that's not a good thing. The window closes and the door opens. The group runs out and scatters. I step out of the room and I take in the scenery. I'm at my elementary school. People are being chased by other people, but these other people, while looking human, they aren't human at all. It's like they are imitations, zombies. I should be frightened, but it's like I don't have the time for it. A few innocent people hide behind me and I feel the need to protect them. Suddenly I'm holding a giant sword in my hands. It's obnoxiously huge in size and there's no way I should be able to hold it, but it's as if it were made for me and only me. It's blade is very bright, almost as if it were light itself. The imitations notice me and start charging my way. I kill them one by one as if I'd done this a million times. I kill many.

06.28.2014

Vengeance (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

My aunt has, for some reason, invited Cheyenne's insane parents into my mom's house while I am house-sitting. "My mom is going to be *furious* when she finds out about this," I growl to my aunt, wondering what could have possessed her to make such an awful decision. I go inside to investigate. Much to my horror, the couple are standing in the middle of the kitchen having sex. Disgusted, I run back outside.

"We're going to have to make them leave," I tell my aunt. Things get a bit more disturbing before I'm finally able to talk to Bob to ask him to leave. "It's time for you to go home now," I tell him firmly. He glares at me.

"Not until I speak to my daughter," he says.

"If you don't leave, I'm calling the cops."

He begins cursing at me, demanding to see his daughter. He accidentally calls me Cheyenne--- I assume from the familiarity of talking to her in this way. Now I'm pissed. "I'm not your f***ing daughter!" I growl furiously.

He grabs me by my throat and starts to strangle me. I hear my aunt protesting, but she does nothing to help. Completely infuriated, I punch the man in the throat--- when he lets go of me, leaning forward and spluttering, I send an elbow down into his back, knee him in the face, then shove him to the floor where I proceed to stomp---hard--- onto his junk seven or eight times before stomping on his head and knocking him unconscious.

My aunt and Cheyenne's mom stand there staring at me, stunned. I glare at them. "Is anyone going to call the police, or do I have to do that, too?"

06.28.2014

The Devil and The Ring (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

After much nonsense that I'm not going to copy over, I end up in a house with my two young cousins. They want me to go dancing with them at some party, but I dislike such situations. Still, they beg me to go. I look in the mirror and notice that my hair has changed color and style--- it is a bit shaggier, colored black in the front and blonde in the back and lower layers. I look like a rocker chick. Maybe with this cool hairstyle, I'll feel better about going dancing. I reluctantly agree to go with my cousins to what ever party they're going on about.

On the way there, they start questioning me about my jewelry. I think they're referring to my pentacle, which I show them. I accidentally refer to it as a ring instead of a necklace. "THAT'S the ring you brought with you?" they ask. They sound almost angry for some reason.

"Oh, no. I meant this is my necklace. These are my rings," I hold up my hands to show them my high school and college rings. The girls instantly try to take them from me--- I close my hands into fists to stop them. "Not even the Devil can have my ring," I joke (referring to an old dream where the Devil insistantly tried to steal my high school ring for it's magical properties. I say this often in real life as a kind of inside joke with myself.) However, as I notice the sinister smiles appear on my "cousin's" faces, I suddenly realize that they are indeed demons in disguise, after my rings. I'm in a low-level stage of lucidity at this point.

Knowing that I'm onto them, the two girls suddenly transform into succubi, joined by a third succubus who had been watching from afar. They are planning to take me somewhere, where their master awaits my rings. However, I use their own tactics against them and manage to make them forget all about my rings....

I "wake up" in the middle of the street. My brother and grandmother are standing over me, chastizing me about things I was apparently doing in my sleep. Their ranting is interrupted when a vicious growl rips through the air. I turn to see a dog--- or what was once a dog. It looks as though it has stepped directly out from Silent Hill. The rest of the dream is a confused blur of running from and fighting these dog creatures.

#332 - DILD - 6:49AM (Challenge Attempt #4 - success)

I am sitting in the passenger seat in my car parked at a gas station. Wurlman was driving but he has got out to get something from the back seat. We are having some conversation as he is fishing through a duffel bag behind me. For some reason I ask to borrow his shades.
He replies, "They stretched off."
I think there is some dirty joke there but I leave it. I turn to look at the flip down mirror and realize I have just summoned my own pair. Fully lucid now I say, "That's OK. I got my own. [sunglasses]" I notice that my vision has not been darkened though I am wearing shades. I take them off and realize my left eye is blurry but my right eye is as sharp and clear as waking life. For a moment, I see an extra lens over my left eye. I blink hard and look closer in the mirror. My left eye now looks black. I blink again and everything is as it should be except my eyes look really bloodshot. Im ok with that.

Wurlman has left and I sit in the car waiting. I wonder why I am dreaming of being in the passenger seat. I almost always have to drive no matter what. I have a false memory about traveling with Wurlman in waking life. That's probably why I am dreaming this. I feel really happy just sitting here being lucid. I love my life. I love being alive; waking and sleeping.

Suddenly, I recall the challenge. DTHOUGHTS! I look around and see multiple DCs. There's a guy at the pump and few walking to and from the store. I quickly get out of the car and this causes some instability. I focus visually and the dream settles. I begin looking around using expectation to find Dthoughts. In front of me, I see my wife and kids getting in our green Nissan. My wife has a strained expression on her face and I feel that she wants my help with something. I look away not wanting to get sucked into another scenario. Looking back at the gas pumps, I see the guy still getting gas, but a different DC digitally materializes before me. He's a young man with long hair in a ponytail. He's wearing a long sleeve, solid red shirt with brown or khaki pants possibly with some patter on them. Pajamas? I just know this has to be Dthoughts. I rush over to him looking his face over. His features shift and I can't tell what he looks like but he seem very disoriented and has trouble standing. I say, "Dthoughts? Are you OK man?" I take his arm to keep him from falling over. He seems very confused and has a distant look on his face. He doesn't answer but just nods. That's when I wake up.

#331 - WILD - 6:07AM (Challenge Attempt #3)

It takes some time getting adjusted and falling back into a WILD. Almost another hour spent.

This time I have a visual WILD as I focus above my head like before. I hear thunder and notice lightning from the windows. I am not fooled into a FA but I think maybe external noise is causing this. Maybe it really is storming outside. I realize that I have easily got out of bed without even trying. I wave my arms some to note the dream-like feel just to be sure that this is a dream. I hear my dog barking. Again, I wonder if it's external. Surely not. That would wake us all.

As I reach for the door knob to leave, I notice my right arm feels extra weak and numb. I remember rolling to my right side while trying to settle down to WILD and worry that I'm sleeping on my arm in the wrong way. I know I'm not going to wake up to check and possibly have to start my WILD over so I let it go for now.

I enter the living-room and begin searching for Dthoughts. I shout, "Dtunes. Dtunes." (yeah I got it wrong again) There is no one in the house. I continue to hear and see thunder and lighting from the storm. I try CL's summon but this one just doesn't work for me. Suddenly, I have a horribly nagging feeling that Dthoughts is sleeping in the my bed next to my wife. I really don't want to find that but if that's how I can find them then whatever. It's just a dream, right? In spite of that feeling, I find the bed completely empty. The light is on and I notice the bed looks almost like some strange hospital bed; nothing like waking life. I search the bathroom and make my way back to the my son in his crib. There are no other people but I see my son sleeping peacefully.

Suddenly, I remember an idea to enter a sleeping DCs mind to see could intrude on their dreams. I fall into the crib and my dream body phases right into his skull. What does a child this age dream? Does he dream like I do? There is brief darkness and I slowly open my eyes. I see the room from his point of view. I feel small, lying there in the crib. I hear thunder and lightning flashes form the window. This is disappointing. I blink but this time I open my physical eyes. It is not storming outside.

#330 - WILD - 5:15AM

It turned out to be a challenging night for dreaming but I managed a few LDs thanks to Galantamine and my exceptional concentration.
This first one is hardly worth noting since it got cut short. However, it took me an hour to WILD without breaking concentration so I have to count it; A for effort. I did manage to get fully in a dream, but my poor wife's allergies has been getting in the way of my LDing.

I get to a point where I feel that I am nearing the shift in consciousness so I begin to focus a few feet off the crown of my head Robert Monroe style. The vibrations start and, as usual, I wait a while for them to reach a point that feels right. Suddenly, I hear a sound like someone is coming the front door. It's startling and I physically try to get up to check it out but I am locked in SP pretty hard. I force myself to relax knowing that I am actually in a light sleep and any external stimuli will for sure wake me; That sound is just part of the dream.

Slowly, I change to my dream body and get out of bed. I think about phasing through the bedroom door but as I try, I feel a burst of energy inside of me. So instead of phasing, I release the energy at the door, silently shattering it like glass. Oddly, as I move forward, I am pushed backward and the door is repaired. I settle for using the door knob.

The living room is way too dark but there is some dim moonlight in the kitchen. In the darkness I feel as though there is an intruder in the house. Did this entity repair the door? With tempered fear I focus on creating some light. I try the light switch but it falls off in my hand as I frantically push the button. It's no use. I try using a voice command, but I feel like my mouth is sealed and my voice is strained. This happens a lot. Maybe I am trying to talk in my sleep? I decide not to get caught up on all that and use thought instead. As I clap my hands, I shout in my mind, "LIGHTS ON!" The kitchen light shutters and flickers causing a visual hiccup in the dream. As I visually refocus, my wife's turns over waking me.

I decide to spend the rest of the night in my daughter's empty bed.

This morning when my early alarm (the one that wakes me up in an REM-cycle and allows me to have good DR) went of I laid back and tried remembering my dreams. I knew I had 5 dreams but I accidently fell back asleep and woke up 5 hours later with just one dream left!

1. A small collection

I'm somewhere on the outskirts of Disneyland I think, the sun is setting and there are little houses everywhere. I enter one which is a shop selling high quality watches, more specific it sells the brand Omega. I ask to see a collection and the shopkeeper grabs a glass box with 4 watches in, the one on the left is the 'Dark side of the moon' watch. I want to take a closer look at it but it has a stickers over it which blocks the view. I tell him this and he becomes very unfriendly, I exit the shop and walk away, it's already night and very dark. Wait! As I'm typing this I remember another dream!

2. Tanks tanks tanks

I'm flying around a dirt road that leads through a forest and over canyons, a lot of tanks drive over it and they belong to my team. Another team drives the opposite way with tanks and shoots back but we're with many more tanks and push them back. The road first makes a U-turn because some mountains are in the way then it leads through a zigzagging parcour in a small valley, I think the time is dawn or noon. It makes me think of the game 'Command and Conquer' that I played several years ago. Hmmm, I'm starting to get fragments of another dream, maybe I should really focus...

Unfortunatly the other dreams remain a mystery for now, maybe I will remember some more fragments throughout the day.

6/20/14

8am

Woke up from alarm, brushed teeth, went back to bed.

8:47 am

DILD

I think I was in the bathroom and it was pitch dark. I knew I was dreaming. I tried shouting vivid or brightness, but it didn't work. I did flips in the air. I knew I ha to get up, so I either woke up at that point, or continued into a non-lucid dream, I don't remember which.

I don't remember the order of my dreams either.

non-lucid

I was on a boat getting to land and both a hammerhead and great white were trailing us. I was scared of falling off the boat. But we did make it to land.

Also dreamed of an Animal Crossing esque scenario in which the girl I nanny makes a creepy house.

And of a Japanese video machine. The boxes for the machine had Japanese on them. I couldn't get the videos to work and emailed my mother-in-law about it. She replied saying she should send me some videos in the mail and that the videos I had, which were from China, weren't good quality. At one point I changed the channel and a movie about sharks was on. A daycare kid was next to me and I quickly tried to change it as a giant shark jumped out in the movie.

Also, one of the videos available for the machine was an educational, animated video with Japanese sign language. I only saw the cover.

Not to long ago, I had a dream where I woke up ever twenty minuets. I was in a huge warehouse and the perimeter was all blocked off and I had no clue what to do. The setting was night and every time the sun rose I woke up then I fell back to sleep and this happened about five times. And I mind you, every time I start the dream, Im sitting in a latter well. every time I fell back to sleep I went into the same dream. After the first dream I realized I was dreaming and I started to notice more and more detail to things, so much that I notice things would change, things would be moved things would be missing. I then put to conclusion that I had an objective in order to finish the dream. I tryed escaping and i Instantly get attacked by massive amounts of bugs and giant roach mutants. The next dream i waited it out until sun rise and I woke up and I fall asleep and started all over. The last dream I looked up and climb up the latter well I would always start in and I finally get on top of the roof, and as I look around EVERYTHING was to to rubble burning, smoking, and falling apart. A post apocalyptic setting, i realize it was the end of the world and It was infested with torment death decay and hopelessness. while i investigate the roof i saw ac units, ventilation and dead pidgins. i then stumble on a dull black box with a tiny button in the middle, glowing a green ora, not knowing what it was I pressed it, nothing, I expected everything to blow up, and be completely white and I would wake up and continue my day, I shrugged and I said," okay,well that might not be it.", so I was bored but lucid and knowingly wondering through my dream, I investigated a little and I caught it from my peripherals, from all corners of the horizon I saw a racing void of black until suddenly I couldn't see anything and in that instance that I fell into the abyss of eternal NOTHING, which felt like an eternity of questioning and self thought, filled with anxiety and despair, I wake up. With only to amuent, I wake up to realize I'm late to work.

This was probably my longest WILD yet: Well over an hour and a half. Unfortunately, I can't remember half of it.

Began in a mildly decrepit house, where each room had four doors leading out from it. I immediately called out "opheliablue" and a blue light shined from one of the doors. I followed it into the next room and on the table in the center was the source of the light: a jewel fragment, with a similar appearance to the broken allspark from Transformers. I moved to pick it up, but the fragment darted away to a new room. I followed it to the next room and succeeded in picking it up. Just as I was about to put it in my pocket, it disappeared. Satisfied that I succeeded in my task, I went to do something else.

I wish I could remember what they were.
Fragment one: having sex with my college crush.
Fragment two: Everything faded and I was stuck in a black void. I could feel my bed and my dream body was about to lie down and, I assume, wake me up. I caught myself at the last second, though, and, still in this void, focused on creating a beach. It took a lot of effort, and was mentally exhausting, but I was able to generate sand and mold it into a landscape. Biggest display of my dream powers, yet. No idea what happened next.

Final scene: At the end of the scene before this, I remembered my intention to visit the Zombiu world and, hoping to test my powers further, I forced an otherwise normal puddle into a portal to that world. The world I entered had similarities to Zombiu: the architecture was as dilapidated and the game and the lighting followed suit, being dark and moody. There was something curiously absent from the land of Zombiu: actual zombis. Instead, a gang war seemed to be going on, with me witnessing the aftermath of a battle. Walking to a group of people, I heard an argument between them. One of the guys wanted to go Rambo on the other side, but his boss was having none of it. I was noticed at this point and subsequently drafted into their group, where I immediately lost lucidity and blindly followed orders. One such order was to accompany the would be Rambo to his house. We got on decently well, but upon entering his abode, we discovered it had been trashed. Despite broken TVs and other valuables being scattered about, he seemed most concerned about his ice cream: a blue labeled concoction that had been scoffed. This brought me back to lucidity, and after a snarky and, in hindsight, cruel comment about how sad he was over his depleted edibles, I decided it about time I woke up and did just that.

lucid fragment:

I was with one of my best female friends at a place which belonged to her and her family. Her mother was also with us (she also has a father and a sister which were not present in this dream). We decided to stay at a far away place in a very fancy house which was geometrically not possible to build. The house consisted of lots of different small rooms which were linked with small corridors, stairs and ladders.

It was a far away place which can't be reached and left easily (i have lots of dreams like that.. stuck at at a faraway place). This time it was a very warm place. Down in the valley there was a huge outdoor swimming bath. It had about 300 different pools. Some small some big, some multi-leveled, again geometrically not possible to build. But it looked so fancy. I really wanted to go there. So I went down (I didn't walk or fly, so I guess I somehow teleported myself down) but down the weather was totally different than from above. From above it looked like it was sunny and about 30° celsius but when I arrived down, it was quite cold and cloudy. There were lots of people in the pool but I decided to go back home because I did not like the weather.

I wanted to leave that place for quite a while but for some reasons I can't remember, I was not allowed to do so. Finally there was the day when I could leave. I had to catch a train which was only departing every week or so. It was crucial that I did not miss the train. So I packed all my stuff (I don't know where i packed it because I had no luggage at all...) and went to the trainstation.

The trainstation looked like all trainstations in my liquid dreams. They look like a certain train station in the city I live, but ways bigger. There were lots of railtracks on different levels, above ground and underground. It was very difficult to find the right one because the orientation signs had some crazy pictures on them. The trainstations in my lucid dreams are really wicked places. They appear again and again and play an important role in my dreams.

I finally found my train but inside it was no normal train either. There was only one seat per rank and the train was filled with elderly women. We drove home and I was lucky to leave that far away place.

I woke up because of the noise from my neighbours kidz.

i was at a doctors house that i had stayed at with my cousin in the past and i had walked into the bathroom and my friends hot mom was putting on some cloth and i asked if i could see her boobs and surprisingly she agreed, then i felt since she let me see her boobs maybe id get to see it all, so i asked but she told me not to push my luck

i am in a locker room talking to a cute girl that looked like some one i used to kno and then i went for a kiss and kissed her on her pinkish purplish lips and it felt so real, she seemed baffled that i kissed her and she went on to tell her friends that i kissed her still acting baffled and then i started getting worried that i shouldnt of kissed her and thought i was going to get in trouble by her and i started to feel nervous

i was hiding behind a plant hedge with cartoon characters that were with me and we were running from hedge to hedge.

i went to a laser tag looking place and i went into this dark corner that was hid by a couple of trash cans and another girl i used to go to school with had gone with me and i ended up boning her right then and there, and there were lines of colors on the walls that glowed in the darkness.

i was at an unfamilia place that had a lodge, like a ski lodge, but there were dirtbikes everywhere and it was loud, there were trails going off in all directions but they all seemed to join at this lodge, i hopped on one dirtbike and rode up and down one of the hills that was some what close and told everyone i was with that it was no problem with confidence