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I am walking out of school with C. Outside the doorway, my old English teacher Mr. Bell is handing out bibles. I tell him that I hate the bible; C and him laugh. There is a bible on the ground and I kick it. Now C looks mad and she goes off to her bus. I get on my bus and make my way to the back. The last two rows have seats all the way across. I take a seat between two boys slightly younger than me. One pulls out a pipe and they both start smoking weed.

At the grocery store I work at (a combination of both stores I work at now), there is a bit mountain of cardboard boxes that are used instead of grocery bags. Inside this pile, lives several vampires. My job is to grab a few boxes, and pretend to shop to discourage someone from stealing, but I am nervous about being attacked by the vampires. I think about how fast they are, but then decide that I'm pretty fast too, and could punch them, probably knocking one out if I had to. Since there are several, I fill my mind and body with love for everyone as protection, and go to grab some boxes. I feel energy inside me, like bright sunshine, glowing through every part of my being. This seems to offer the best protection against vampires, and they leave me alone.

Following a suspected shoplifter around, I put in my cart what she puts in her cart. She grabs the last of the carrots, and now I don't know how to continue like this, so I wander off until one of my co-workers asks me about these new white onions they got in. I tell him we've always had them, they're just the regular white onions. Another girl comes by and confirms that they're not new, and their PLU is 4166.

I go into a house, and get bit by a diamond back snake, grab it and throw it across the room. It bounces off the wall, but comes back fast to bite me again. Running out of there, unsure of whether or not they are poisonous, I pass a few people I know, then end up where I started before. This time, I decide not to go in the house again.

I go up a hill in the woods with lots of old, some dead trees, and see someone sitting behind a fallen down wall, inside the barely recognizable remnants of an old house. He tells me to not make any sudden movements, as he's discovered a rare molecule that has never before been found. Using a microscope that's about a meter long, and as thick as a pineapple, he stares into it while he talks to me. I congratulate him, but this seems to distract him from his work, as he now uses the microscope as a telescope, and tells me about all the things he can see far away. My head is next to the middle of the micro/tele scope, and for some reason, I can see what he sees through it, even though I'm not looking through it, but next to it. Kind of like that illusion where you can make it look like you have a hole in your hand if you hold a tube next to it and look past both with both eyes, only with magnification, and without actually looking through it.

I then notice that I can also hold my hands in front of my eyes, and still see everything past beyond them. The scientist guy tells me that this is the "Adrianna Effect" which gives all this a legitimate sense of normality to me. I play with this as I walk back down the hill and find myself in a temple with a few monks. They are wearing karate belts for some reason, and ask me to help color in one of their stripes with a permanent marker. This turns into a big scene with a river and I'm shading it in using colored pencils very nicely.

I get offered some free coffee, but don't really want it. Going back into the temple area, I sit down in front of a tiny table, with a tiny house on top of it. Inside this house is an enlightened being, radiating pure energy. I decide it is better to focus on this than on the picture I was going to draw, and just take it all in.

Okay, so another dream about graduation. This time I get to choose teachers to give this special award to. And it's basically the worst thing you could ever imagine trying to do in a dream: Filling out a chart. Yeah, that's right so in order to give one of my teachers the award I have to sign their names nine times as some kind of formality.
Doing this in a non lucid dream took forever as every time I looked away, the names would change all over the place, boxes would go blank or get filled in on their own. After like half an hour of dream time had ticked by, I finally had the chart filled out. A woman came in, asked me if I was done, and took me to find my teachers.
She leads me into the back. I follow a maze of hallways and rooms. At one point, I come to a set of stairs with a sign posted at the top: This way to Nuclear Reactor. If I had been lucid at this point I would have gone and checked it out, but being non lucid, I just thought 'Well, that can't be the right place...'
We continue walking and then lucidity hits me like a sack of bricks. I don't want to instantly break the flow of the dream. I run my hand along the brick wall as we walk picking up some stability. I begin to think of how I could alter this dream to better suit me. I think that my dream guide is sort of a teacher. What if I could nudge the dream so that we were going to see her rather than my waking life teachers.
Turns out it's neither of the above. We arrive and the woman who led me here (almost as if she is scared) runs off. There is simply a small boy who is dressed like a teacher, and spinning a pen around on his finger. The boy turns to me and gives me this evil grin. I focus in on his face and forget about the environment. He begins to distort and transform in a freakish way and becomes a horribly ugly middle aged man. He then throws the pen at me and mid-flight the pen becomes a spear.
I snap away from looking at him and realize that we are now in a meadow. There are trees in the distance, but this looks like a very large arena-like meadow. I turn to one side and the spear flies past my face. (I don't know why I was dodging the spears. I've already done regeneration before. I could surely have regenerated from any wound that I received.) The dream character pulls more pens from his pocket. I dodge several of the spears and try to get in close. The DC runs away with almost superhuman speed and heads up a large hill. I jump and begin flying as I chase him.
When I get to the top of the hill. I see him there. He throws two more spears, and I dodge both of them while hovering in the air. I see my sketchbook on the hill. I get an idea to use my sketchbook to get me something to defeat him. I tell myself that whatever appears on the page when I open it will be how I defeat this dream character.
I open it and it is a picture of my friend S. When I look at it, I think about a lucid dream S told me about where he was a human-animal hybrid with a blue Tasmanian Devil that had blue fir and Ice powers (Sounds like an awesome dream.) That would be perfect. I tell myself that S will appear and help me face the dream character.
A giant ice comet crashes down in the valley below me, forming a large crater. S stands up, and he is a blue human-animal hybrid just like he described in his lucid dream. I grab the evil dream character and lift him into the air with me. I look at S and tell him to hit the character. I then throw the evil dream character right at S. But rather than hitting the character back at me, he just stands there like a deer in headlights until the villain character hits him. There is a large explosion and I wake up.

Journal Entry Lucid # 53 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
Background: I meditated before sleeping. WBTB.

Lucid Dream # 53, day: 06/15/14, time: 3:32-5:47 Am"":
I am playing a video game, it resembled Saint Row IV. The character I had didn't have telekinesis as his power. I thought if this was a dream I would have telekinesis. I realized it was a dream.
There is a big bag in front of me that impeded my progress. I used telekinesis to lift it and toss it. (I awoken for a split second and I closed my eyes and I am back at the dream). I see a lake of lava. I am on a floating platform, like the one from star wars. I see a women on my platform. She started to shake the platform back and forth. It flipped. I nearly fell into the lava but I used TK to stop myself. She landed on some pipes. My shoes then started to melt. I started to fly and kept on flying. I went to the rooftop of the building. I landed on a stove. It melted my shoe off and I felt a little hot. I couldn't move my shoe. Someone offered to lift it for me, I kindly told them no. I wanted to freeze it. I thought about how I would go about tackling this problem. I remembered what my physics professor told me "there is no such thing as cold their is only the absence of heat" or something like that. I put my hand forward and imagined me taking away the heat that it is producing. I see all the heat rise and come towards me. I didn't feel on my hand though. The stove was icy cold now. I then tried my hardest to remember the TOTM but I couldn't get myself to remember. I woke up shortly after.

6/24/14

Last night bed 10 pm - 4:50am

DR at 3:30 am

1. Asian family is mine

2. There is a street race withvery loud cars

3. This third one is a kind of a dream, that stays with you for very long time.

So I'm standing on a beach in French Guyana.

I'm in awe. It's unbelievable. Only sand and water. No trees, no nothing. Just the way I like it. Sand and water.

They have these huge flood lights on, illuminating it all. Sand, water, air... Like those huge lights at football stadiums.

The whole area is of one color. The most georgeous blue I can imagine. The blue, that makes me cry from sheer happiness. I mean sand is yellow, air is air and water is blue, but it all has this bluish/greenish hue.

I only realize the lights were on, when they turn off. That's when i see that the skies are starting to get brighter, as morning is approaching.

Only now the brilliance of the blue color comes out in full force. Words can't describe it.

I look to my left and I see some people in the water. It surprises me how fast they got there. It looks like it's some kind of a water sports club. They are all standing on sticks that are horizontal, laying on the water. Like a paddleboard, but they have one for each leg, and they are skinny just like a stick. They have one long stick in hand to propel themselves with it.

I see some waves, gently splashing against the shore. it's so inviting, I can't resist. I say I'm going in, even if I dont have bathing suit. I walk in up to my knees and water is splashing against me, making me all wet. It's warm.The bottom is pebbly, like an aquarium. Not sandy. Pebbles are very colorful and clearly seen through translucent water. I point out some sea shells to someone, and pick one up, only to find a little crab living in it. I put it back and watch him scurry away.

Known Dreamcharacters: Nikolaj, Anders, etc..

Dream 1:
1st scene:
There was a big person, Nikolaj and I lifted the big guy and my back was injured and I could not lift him anymore. Then the big guy came to me while I was on the ground in pains BC of my back.. Then he kicked me again and again and again... ...

2nd scene:
We were 2 teams and it was like hide and seek. I was on the seeking team. We went to a pile and I looked at it and it looked like a good place to hide, I walked around it and I saw someone inside of it, I couldt get in but hey I found them

3th scene:
Anders is very angry, or mentally twisted. I fled from him by running up some stairs that led to a blind spot. It looked like there was a pool of water but , there was a great distance. I had nothing else to do, I had to jump.. Thankfully I got into the water, but the others were also down there. So we just fled. And I think that Anders attacked Nikolaj.

Bad English.. : )

Dreamed I was at a concert. I was in the stands with people I didn't know. I thought it was a rock concert but then this lady comes on stage to sing and I think I was like this isn't Metallica and woke up...

I'm in this building with my grandmother, walking around through these halls. It's very crowded with people and I start to wonder what I am doing here, then I become lucid, but I don't try to take complete control, I just go with the dream. I continue to walk through these halls and I see many people working on computers. I get a cruel idea to mess with these dream characters. So I walk up behind this lady working on her computer and I grab her by the shirt and chuck her across the room, then I run up to this dude and karate kick him in the face and he goes flying across the room. I was laughing my ass off, though I felt like a big bully, and I'm strongly against bullies but, hell ya know it's dream characters. I then start having sex with this hot chick then I through her through a window. I then wake up.

As this is my first night in which I can focus on dreams again it was to be expected not to be the best DR but 3 dreams ain't a bad start.

1. The sabotage

Me and a friend are on a schooltrip in some amusement-park and we're first in line for an attraction. The attraction is the 'Fata Morgana' which is in the 'Efteling' in the Netherlands. We get in a boat and somehow break the ride, we can exit but the rest of the school is stuck in the boats. We laugh at the impressive prank we just pulled of and have fun in the park on our own.

2. Post-apocalyptic sandwich

I'm walking through a deserted town, it's completly abandoned, the sky is gray and it looks like the aftermath of a nuclear war or zombie-apocalyps. I enter a plaza and one shop is open, it's a sandwich-hub and I walk inside. Behind the counter is a girl ready to serve me a sandwhich. "I'd like one of those light baked with mozarella and pesto please." I told her and she gave me one with a smile. I walk outside and sit on a half broken wall enjoying my meal. I enter a house on the other side and feel an evil presence, I slightly nervous but know that I can defend myself. It's my sister who comes to help me and I'm happy with her joining me. Suddenly we're in the garage in our house but then somehow gravity turns sideway and we stand on the walls. The door to the main hallway of the house is open and with this gravity creates a deep hole. I told my sister not to jump in cause the wall on the other side would break on impact , I lowered her with a rope slowly onto the stairs which were now turned by the twisted gravity and slowly climb inside after her.

3. A romantic dream?

I enter a large room which is the attic of a log cabin but it's really open and in no way scary like most attics. There's a large window on both ends and it looks like this is the bedroom. I look outside and see it's night, however there's beautifull blue ambient light coming from a huge star. I look to the star through a telescope and see that it is actually a large Ice-planet orbitting infront of the star which makes the light blue as it passes through the transparrent planet. I see large chunks of ice orbitting the planet itself and it seems to have a very turbulent atmosphere. Then there a girl infront of me next to the bed (She seems to be returning in some of my dreams for some reason.) and I feel some sort of love to her. It's like we haven't seen each other in years and now it's finally the right moment at the right place. She suddenly kisses me and I think "Well, if it's my first time I might as well do it good.", so I don't back off and kiss back. We lay down on the bed but then I notice my parents standing next to the bed which was... well... embarrassing in some way I felt dissapointed that it had to end that way. Oh well.

My friend (dream sign) had two cell phones and we were at school. I failed to recognize my dream sign though

-(Dream from two nights ago) I'm in the hallway of a building near the ocean. I sit down at this abandoned table and chair. There's food on the table. It's leftovers from someone's meal. I find that there's still some edible food. Particularly, there's mayonnaise (possibly mustard as well). At one point I'm outside the building. It's nighttime. There's exercising equipment outside the building on a cliff. I think that it's not safe to use because someone might get me. I walk into the building, which has doors that slide open.

-I'm at my home in the hood (dream sign) with my mom and some other people. I'm about to participate in a go kart race with some of them, and my mom is hoping I'm the blue ranger. Unfortunately, one of the other people is the blue ranger and my mom is disappointed. We're wearing lacrosse helmets. My mom takes out an inflatable hammer and starts smashing mulberries in a very anime-esque fashion (like she jumps up in the air and swings the giant hammer down). I definitely have a memory of a looping something, either a track or the design of the karts.

-I'm with my work buddy (i've been wondering why he hasn't been in my dreams even though I see him all the time), and we're going to this school. I have a mohawk, which at one point I am trimming with my razor. I look in the reflection of the window on a bus, and I see myself. I look really feminine, and I'm shocked, thinking "dang I really could be mistaken for a girl". I'm not sure if my arms are skinny I think they are. I'm wearing some sort of loose tank top. I think it's mainly my eyes and facial structure that look feminine. My mohawk is baller tho and I'm trimmin some hairs that are comin out the middle (and falling down in a feminine way). I think this is odd, because my partner's gay and I'd expect him to be more feminine than me. I might also have a skeleton/skull tattoo. (At one point we're together walking through a crowd looking for a teacher). I wonder if my second grade teacher will be scared of me when she sees me. I step into the bus after my partner, Pickles. I step past the bus driver (Pickles is sitting in the front seat I think on my right). I tell Pickles that I'm leaving to go back to the school and ask him if today's his last day (if he's ever gonna be coming back to the school). He says something like he's not leaving yet, but this will be his last chance to visit the school. He gets out of the bus with me. We enter the school and have to go through security (like there is in the gym here). It's supposedly after visiting hours but a plump black lady past security swipes her after hours card and says it's ok for us to come in. (Pickles had first tried to go through security but failed). He now swipes his id on his left and goes through. I swipe mine right afterwards and go through as well. There's a little checkin/checkout black leather wallet type thing (like in the engineering lab), and Pickles puts his id in and signs ins. I follow behind him, put my id in, but don't sign in. We begin to go down an escalator.

-I'm walking in the grass to go to a restaurant (or a basketball event?). I see my wallet lying in the grass. I pick it up and realize how lucky I am to have come across it after apparently dropping it the previous day. I put it in my right pocket and continue walking on the grass. There's some sidewalk on the grass, so I start walking on that. It takes me to a locker that's in the side of this rocky cliff face. There's some pencils there on the ground. I think that they may belong to whoever owns this locker, but since they're just lying on the ground it would be morally all right for me to just take them. I pick up 3-5 pencils. Maybe not immediately after but soon after I'm putting things in my backpack. I'm having difficulty fitting everything in. I actually put my gym bag, which is larger than my backpack, into my backpack. Once I'm satisfied everything fits appropriately, I continue walking on the grass toward my destination.

-I'm at Fire in the Rain cafe. I'm waiting in their lobby. It's dark. I've apparently brought too white tables with me as well as a roll, which I begin eating. Ahead of me and to my right I can see a receptionist. A black lady helps me fit blankets on a bed (which the tables have now become), but she is eventually replaced by my mom. She's on the side near the receptionist and fits one corner of the sheet around the bed, and I fit the ones on my side. She makes a comment about the sheet already ripping, and I think about how I don't care if its ripped or not. I then see her and my dad sitting next to a bed. With a window behind them. There's light shining through the window as well as some see throughish white curtains.

-I'm with another person outside at this car lot. There's some sort of elevator coming out of the ground. There's also an ox that my friend is trying to anger or at least get its attention. It's not an ordinary ox though. I think it looks a little crazy. It eventually moves near the elevator, which I am also near. I ready myself for fighting it.

-I'm a sniper with a team of CIA agents (I didn't write this one down in my dj but I'm just now remembering it. Of all the dreams to not write down...), and we're trying to take down this group of bad guys in a building. I'm on top of a building across from it, and I see a woman? I begin firing. At one point I move down to the ground.

-My old roomie, Mr. Potato Head is singing a song about my sister. I tell him he needs to shutup and get pretty angry at him. I may shout some profanity.

-I'm in a car with my brother driving. We're in traffic and he's going really fast. I think my sister may be around because I have the feeling she's gonna get mad at him for driving so recklessly. I think there's a timelimit for when we have to arrive wherever we're going so that's why he's driving fast. He's pretty skilled and we eventually arrive somewhere. My mom is inside and my brother and I have to choose an appropriate screw from a wide assortment. I think I leave afterwards because I have to get to an exam?

-(unintelligible writing in my dj) "Someone's birthday restaurant c'mon"

Fragments (mostly from previous nights):
-I'm outside in a flowery garden. There's a white fence. There's an old shack. I believe my violin teacher is within. I go in and may talk to some people. I'm walking out at some point.
-Working out in this gym. Really futuristic looking. Leave and come back. There's a poster on the ground that I pick up.
-It's night time in a deserted seaside town. I'm walking around. I think relatives are visiting soon.
-It's raining and I'm exploring some sewers. I may be running from someone.
-I'm swimming in this tank with a shark. Eventually we become friends and we swim around the tank together.
-I'm with my mom at Ikea? (last night)

06/20/14 The second snooze went off and I DEILD back in, but this time the dream formed in a busy class room. I was not sure what was going on so I just played around. I worked on fine tuning my TK ability. For fun I retended that no one knew why objects were floating around, and I made no motions to show I was diong it. I had a little trouble with controlling small objects in exact manners. I could move things like a little glass vial up and down but trying to bring it up one side of some ones paper held in ront of them and then over the top and slowly down the other. I also had trouble moving it in patterns such as a star shape. I managed the tasks, but a little clunky and sloppy.
A female DC started to act scarred, so I told her it was a magic trick using strings. She calmed down. Now there is a DC who is actually doing stage magic and he comes and grabs the vial looking for the string. The alarm goes off.
The final DEILD takes me back to the same scene. I spent the time trying to manipulate the actions of the DCs using only intent. I did not speak or gesture. It went pretty well. I made one guy reach up and cop a feel on the DC next to him. The receiving DC tried to leave. I made her come back, but she was now a boy. I spent the 9 minutes just doing this sort of thing. When the alarm went off I knew I really had to wake up this time.

06/20/14 Using a snooze alarm for DEILD I chained 3 together befor needing to get up. Each was 9 minutes long.
In the first one the last dream had a concept of escorting a prisioner. I decided not to control it much and instead tried to understnad the theme. I re-entered the dream and was by an airplane and was suppossed to be in charge of flying this prisione to Boise. I looked around the plane and noticed the plane had a cargo shoot, that could be used to parashute out and it had not been closed correctly. I knew in my mind the prisioner had decided to escape that way.
The scene changes and we are on the plane and I see that the guy is a friend of my son. This boy got his teen girlfriend pregnant and is trying to get out of state to avoid being the dad and jail. I talk to him about how he is responsable and is going to Boise. I wish he did not need to go to jail, but he can not run away.
The first snooze goes off and I DEILD but we are now walking along the road in Boise near the airport. He starts to fiddel around with a box knife. I tell him that if he wants to do that then I will have to be armed. I summon a club about a foot long and thump it in my other hand. He sees a hole in at the bottom of a fence and I teleport over to block his way.
Now I am bored of the prisioner thing and tell him I will leave him alone if he will stay to raise the kid. I do not care if he goes to jail, and it is just a dream anyways.
I start flying around alone just for something to do. The second snooze goes off.

Last night I probably had the worst dream recall I've had in weeks. The only thing I remember, was that my parents got my sister and I these Nintendo DS's, though they were just GBAs wrapped in some case. We got a couple of games, related to Wario. I was with them at a restaurant at some point. I remember playing some game with a bomb, with my sister. I was nervous that my parents spent to much money on these.

I was brought to a basement where I met the Shipwright Tom and watched as he started building a shelf on this wall in this danky room. I was excited, as I think I knew I was in a dream and was going to tell HorseLime that I got to meet him. He was doing a terrible job, and commented on how he overdid it earlier. He grabbed one piece of wood and, though it was jagged and curved in most spots, it wasn't in one, completely ruining the shelf. He told me to search for a game. I found a game boy color game, with kirby on it (black and white), mixed in with "DS" games (they looked like GBA games).

My boss was telling me about risc, which is a reduced instruction set computing, but he was talking about it in something related to javascript, and how it was reduced complexity. I was sitting there, and he talked for like an hour. Another person, #507-7414, was there. My boss said if anyone needed to leave they could. #507-7414 said thank god, laughed, and left. Another guy came. Boss said its time to work, but the guy didn't have a shift today. The boss just revised schedule and now he did.