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Morning of January 25, 2014. Saturday.



This is a bit unusual and has yet another celebrity, in this case, one that has not really crossed my mind in years. I am in Cubitis yet it also has features of our Wavell Heights home in Brisbane. The Carpenters are visiting. Karen Carpenter is on the floor to my left in somewhat of an informal meditation position. My second-youngest son is in an arm chair to my right and I am sitting between them on a chair similar to my real-life computer desk chair. Richard Carpenter is on the far side of the room to my right, near the windows. Other members of my family are in the house and I think two others in the same room.

I am working on some sort of machine that is apparently a sort of Etch-a-Sketch (slightly smaller, I think) but like a real-life VST or iPad variation or a special iPad with VST ROM (I have no interest in iPads). Over time, it shows a sort of implied concentric figure eight set, but offset or diagonal (to the upper right), but eventually it is seemingly made of a continuous spiral at one point that turns back at each arc somewhat like a maze of one continuous wider line to make the seeming number eight, but of which is slightly squarish.

My son is working on building a computer, it seems, and he gives Karen a CPU. Later, she hands it (or a different one) back to him and I am very annoyed that she almost scratches me with it. Plus, I am irritated that it was passed over me from the floor as I am trying to work at something. I express my anger at her and she gets up immediately and they both (her and Richard, who is 67 but very young in my dream) leave via the front door. I am thinking that it is probably not a good idea to make celebrities angry (which does not really make any sense, as I do not really care what people believe, especially celebrities, who often use their status to promote nonsensical ideas).

In a very short time, Karen comes back in and apologizes to me (or it is more like the scene suddenly jumps to this point with only a vague awareness of her coming back in through the front door), standing on my left. By that time, the “Etch-a-Sketch” VST/music device is making somewhat of a continuous annoying sound that sounds a bit like “grup grup grup” in the voice of a younger female. It could be either “grump” or “grub”, I suppose. It is so loud and annoying and probably not useful for a music track, it wakes me up and I feel a bit overheated.

This seems mostly based on being meticulous in my second-youngest-son’s eating habits, where I would like him to eat a greater variety of foods as he is a very fussy preference-oriented eater. The CPU is a play on “chip”, chicken chips being what he always wants to eat when everyone else is having something else - although he does eat other foods during these times. Karen died of anorexia nervosa which I see as not getting enough protein (or food in general, which is not really a problem for us in real life) but she also apologized for some reason (probably for handing him another “chip” when he could be “eating” - or “working with” something else). The grump/grub play probably means that I am being grumpy (or too meticulous) about his eating habits, as he is healthy otherwise.

Morning of January 25, 2014. Saturday.



All of the information the government has been keeping on various people as well as other information (in the United States for the most part) about the government itself and its stealthy activities as well somehow accidentally ends up in full in various sources including the Internet, magazines, and generic newspaper advertisements. This is based only on one or two errors made by government, I think. I get an impression of being back in seventh grade at one point.

In my dream, I had carried a snub-nosed revolver everywhere (including in middle school). There is a point where, even though I am at the entrance to the middle school, there are a lot of people walking about, mostly older women, as if it was a shopping mall. I tell them about the disclosure that is occurring. I decide it is best to avoid people during the time they are learning the truth about their government - things which I apparently knew all my life. Somehow, I eventually have a flintlock pistol which is only a type of large cap gun or replica (with the barrel completely evenly sealed over in the front with black metal or plastic painted a metallic black). It is some sort of composite real-life memory of a real matte-black snub-nosed revolver, a silver six shooter revolver (I used mostly blanks in it and eventually ruined it - I think the blank caliber was too big or simply unsuitable or perhaps too cheap) and a flintlock cap pistol I had when younger. I am aware that the simulated “wooden” handle of the flintlock is actually only plastic and have a vague lucidity that I want it to be real wood as if I could force other people to see it as real wood (even though I am not fully lucid - otherwise I would just will it to become real wood). I am also trying to present it as a real gun on a special day when everyone is allowed to bring his firearms to school (including rifles) so that people can share information. It is fairly large for a flintlock and the teacher, thinking it is real, enjoys the balance and weight of it.

My sister Marilyn is in my dream, talking about the riddles and short jokes, one each on the back of a cap, which appears in the form of a large sheet (like postage stamps) rather than a roll, so that they have to be torn off to use individually. She is saying how she does not understand any of the jokes or riddles and gives a few examples (which I cannot quite remember). I make fun of them as well and tell two supposed riddles, but by example (in my dream) only. I say, “why is a cat like a match” with the answer being “they both scratch” (which is not really funny to me) and “why did the cat not use the match” with the answer being “because it’s a cat” (which makes even less sense). My sister seems fairly healthy and alert in my dream.

I am playing around with the large cap pistol flintlock by stacking about four or five caps directly under the hammer with a few attached to the ones in the stack. When I pull the trigger, the whole top of the gun catches on fire, partly caused by some burning of the additional caps partly hanging down the side, but I blow it out fairly easily. It seems amusing and I realize no stack of caps would be high enough to really do much.

I never really played minecraft so i dont know why i had this dream. I was in a minecraft like world with some pretty dark depressing people. There was a large moon that light up the dark siky. there were dragons and evil entities trying to figure out where me and these people were at. i remember breaking up blocks of dirt and building a window in this cave so that we could look at the bright moon. One more note the world around us was like minecraft, with the blocks and such. But the people that were with me were as human as ever.

I'm at the top of the drive way, and I hear twigs snap in the trees beside the house. I know they're wolfs, so I try to get into the front gate because I know they are protection boundaries, but the little gate seems stuck. Then I hear grunting noises, so with out thinking I run top speed down the drive way to go to the street, but the drive way keeps getting longer and longer and I hear the wolfs catching up to me. I finally get to the street and cross it and go into the woods, then all the trees begin to slide across the ground back and forth slowing me down, I try to go through and passed trees but they keep getting in the way, all the while I still hear growling behind me.

Journal Entry non-lucid #17 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
Background: I tried to meditate before going to sleep, but I accidentally fell asleep. I got up and drank some nasty water, then went back to sleep. I woke up feeling like crap later on and could barely remember the dream. I didn't go back to sleep after that.

Dream fragment 1 from 7:40pm-1:34am"": This Indian girl from my class was trying to help me with math homework.

So, the first dream, I was outside doing stuff with my ponies. And then I was laying in my bed. But my feet were dirty, because I was barefoot outside. And so I half woke, and was dusting my feet, thinking 'They're dirrty. I gotta get up and wash them' because I HATE the feel of dirt on my feet, and wont sleep if they aren't clean. And then after about 5 minutes of doing that. I was like 'Wait. I'm in my bed. I haven't gotten out... It was a dream..' XD

And then I was in a shopping center with Mum. We went to an ice cream stand, and I was ordering three scoops of icecream, in a big white bucket with a lid.
I got a dark chocolate scoop, a bubblegum and caramel scoop, and I forget the third one. And then I was going to walk over to the other little stand they had, right beside it, but the guy behind the first one, asked me to take over this plastic box of sushi for him. But I had to rip it in half.
I couldn't do it, and the sushi was going to fall out. So I handed it back, and told him I couldn't.
He ripped it open, in like two seconds, and passed me my own piece of sushi for helping him. I walk over to the other counter, and put down my icecream bucket, the sushi containers, and my piece. And then stood behind this other guy to wait in line.
But he looks at my food, and goes 'Well you eat a lot! You must have a BIG stomach!'
So I run at him, and make a raspberry sound, like you do when a horse is charging at you. And replied 'No, I could eat that in 5 minutes!' and then woke up. XD
I only buy ice cream in dreams if I'm with my Mum though.. And I don't know why, as neither of us really eats ice cream. She's lactose intolerant.

13.01.2014

More Sex and Being Blown (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Another vivid sex dream, and I didn't even have intentions of having one in the first place. There's a female in front of me in the spread-eagle position, and she seems to Hispanic, or some kind of mix with that or even Asian descent.

She has short hair, and the hair shape is formed like a curvy M, and she has a few streaks of caramel brown and dark brown. The wall behind her was pure manila color, and to the left of us was a window with very bright white light.

Spoiler for 18+:

She inches closer to me, and I look down to find myself erect. After a few seconds, I'm even more erect and she proceeds to perform fellatio. I can feel her tongue rolling around me, and the saliva gushing in and out of her mouth.

When she takes her mouth off, the saliva is hanging on her lips and takes a while before breaking off. The dream shifts to where she's taking two guys at once, but I'm not sure if I'm added into the equation.

Not sure what we did after, but I guess the surprise shocked me a bit to wake me up.

#271 - DEILD - 2:41AM

I was really displeased with these two LD's but there it is. I suppose it was better than a total fail. I just really don't like long SP transitions. It's such a waste of LD.

I am driving some place and the road gets blocked by a crowd of people. I roll the window down and ask some guy whats going on. He doesn't seem to know much. I listen and can a man preaching on a loud speaker. I make some remark about them Christians and turn the car around. I find a side road that has very little traffic. I am pleased.

I DEILD and have a really long transition. My goal this time was to interact more with DC's and ask for a dream guide. I ask for it out loud and I immediately feel hands grabbing at me. This actually freaks me out so I tell it to stop and It does. I try getting out of bed but it feels wrong and I am stuck. I spend a lot of time waiting and focusing. As some point I hover above my bed and spin in place. Still, I feel too connected to my physical body and can't seem to get anywhere. Irritatingly I notice my feet are crossed and uncomfortable. I try to move my legs but can't. I decide to ignore it.

Finally, I stop focusing on the physical and start visualizing. I clear my mind and stay watchful. I start playing with some sort of hand held device with rubberized keys. I get lost in this and have to remind myself to stay lucid. This doesn't seem to get me anywhere so I start visualizing walking in my living room.

Soon I find myself doing just that. I see my son running around me wanting to play. I chase him a little bit as I make my way outside. Eventually, I pass him and spin around to see him chasing me now but I quickly run outside shutting the storm door behind me. He stops at the glass smiling at me first, then whining to come with me. I feel bad about leaving him but I really need to get outside and stabilize. This dream is really blurry and unstable so I try to focus on vividness.

I look up at the sky and see stars lined up in a grid. I find this mildly interesting and chose to ignore it. I notice that I feel cold out here and do my best to ignore it. Something on the ground catches my eye. It seems to be an article of clothing. I pick it up to examine it and get some tactile stimuli. It looks a lot like one of my wife's button up sweaters but the colors are wrong. Instead of blue and white stripes, half is white/brown and the other half is white/yellow stripes.

Now, I realize I am still very aware of my physical body. I have my legs crossed and it feels painful and sweaty. I try moving but the sleep paralysis has me. It's just too uncomfortable to ignore anymore so I have to wake myself to move.

I have another dream where my dog is pooping all over the place. I clean it up and watch TV. My dad passes through with a section of water hose formed into a noose. I ask him what he's doing but he doesn't really answer me so I follow him. He goes outside and and I am now walking out of some warehouse. I hear a loud helicopter sound. I look up expecting to see it but it never comes. My sister's brother is standing outside talking to my dad. I notice it's raining and something triggers lucidity. My brother-in-law and I stare at each other for a moment. He seems angry with me. Though it's just a dream, I really don't want to go out in the rain so I will it to stop. We all look up in the overcast, gray sky. I say, "Yeah. I made it stop raining. That was me." I step outside now, but I suddenly wake up.

22.01.2014

Told Someone to Kill Themselves, and They Did (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

>Trying to play a yu-gi-oh card game with someone
>Someone bothers me, looks like bay butter fat dude (only way I can remember this guy)
>I tell him to kill himself because he's bothering me
>He gets a silenced pistol and shoots himself, and then tries to shoot me.
>His existence seems to be skipping frames when trying to shoot me.

24.01.2014

Sex With the Most Stringent Whore Thus Far (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Apparently I bought a whore within my dream for maybe 40 minutes. I believe her charge rate was $5-10 for 5 minutes of whatever I wanted to do to her. Damn it, this was one of the strictest whores I’ve ever had sex with in a dream.

I can’t even fornicate with figments of my imagination without them demanding I pay up. Anyway,

Spoiler for 18+:

I look down on my penis when the dream shifts us to the bed, and it looks kind of weird. It’s thick at the base, and then makes a smaller curvature, and is of less girth. I stroke it, and I start feeling it, and I realized I have a condom on.

I penetrate her vaginally, and she’s in a prone bone position. So I keep at it, and things were going good for a while. Though she seemed kind of apathetic that a dick is ramming in her cunt. Hell, give her a book to read, and she’ll probably end up sleeping before I’m done with her.

After a while, the dream shifts a bit, but I’m still inside her. And now it seems I’m still in bed with her, and there’s people also sleeping in other beds as well. An electronic device rings from my right backside, and this unfortunately prompts others to prepare to wake up.

By the time I wanted to finish with this whore, she’s already using her right leg to gradually push my dick out of her vagina. Wow, she really has strict deadlines.

17.01.2014

Katsumi from DOA and Delfino Square (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm trying to walk in a linear path that has a close resemblance of Delfino Square, but it's much more detailed than that. Seems I'm walking down an alley or an area with a lot of apartments on both sides.

I see Katsumi from DOA that's almost wearing this same attire below:

Spoiler for boobs:

Things start getting weird where the dream skips a bit, or at least how I try to walk looks skipped and out of sync. First, I would see a backside view of myself wearing a brown leather shirt and dark blue jeans as well.

I would be slightly midair, almost as if I was materialized a few inches from the ground with the left leg straight, and the right leg bent at an angle preparing for a walk. Then it would skip a frame to me landing, and it would skip a bit more and reset me to the same positions a few more times.

Then I get the option to teleport by mentally selecting the HUD on the bottom that gives me choices to go to 1 2 3, and I presume these must be sections of the environment I'm in.

Katsumi is getting closer and closer the more I teleport myself, and I can't remember else for that dream.

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17.01.2014

Party Over Here & Paper Thin Menus (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

• Party occurring
  
• I grab some cookies
  
• Sit next to guy similar to waking life counterpart Rll(roul)
  
• Guy to the left of me orders huge meal, I see fried octopus legs and maybe ranch dipping
  
• I want to prepare an order as well, and eventually found a menu that was as thin as a paper towel.

18.01.2014

Female Blonde Child at a Festival? (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

>Female blonde child at a festival

>She looked like she could be much older, but her visage is child-like, and I didn't get the chance to analyze her body composition at the time.

>She seems to be glancing over at me for a few seconds, and then looks away at what seems to be a festival starting

>The environment seems to be blurred out, and there's higher focus and detail on the girl's face.

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18.01.2014

Hey, It's That Guy From That Other Movie! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

False awakening

>Woke up feeling as if I was in waking life. I didn't bother to check if there were any peculiar aspects within the dream simply because it looked like the exact model.

> Darker setting than usual

>Looked at the television to find a highly detailed visualization of someone that I recalled glancing over in a movie some relatives were watching the day before

>When I told them he looks like that same guy, I see one male relative of mine looking at me and slightly smiling a bit, but he doesn't seem to be doing so because of my existence. It seems like he's in slow motion.

>Things felt awkward and I don't know what happens next

15.01.2014

Arriving for Driving Test, Parking Garage, Peeing in Dark, Parallel Parking Guys? (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

• Walking into a building inside with a manila atmospheric overlay
• People are showing their ids to the guards/police officers in black outfits. I take out my brown wallet and show my id.
• Apparently I had a vehicle inside that I was driving, and the officer told me that I will need to find somewhere to park it.
• So i go to the parking garage entrance in front of me
• Go inside, random areas in the darkness, I keep moving forward, I get the urge to pee, and I decided that since I was alone, I could unzip and let loose.
• Then I heard people coming perpendicular to me, but I kept urinating because they wouldn't see. Then after I'm doing, forgot if I zipped my pants up or not.
• A few people, two were noticeable. One looked like a guy named Byrce, and the other looked like a girl I used to be friends with in South Carolina by the name of Billy I believe.

• Apparently I decided to just hang around them, though it looked like this was the area for people to line up for the test.

• Billy is really tall, at least 3 feet taller than me. She looks happy to see me, but also shy in how she's communicating. She tries to wave her hand a bit, and mentions something, but she's too quite for me to comprehend it all.

• She looks at me for a bit with her eyes squinting slightly with a radiant and cheeky smile before shifting her eyes elsewhere to avoid feeling embarassed or awkward I guess.

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15.01.2014

Driving Prep Lab? (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

• Feels like this one came before the other dream with the parking garage event.
• I'm in a lab.
• I recall an elderly lady that looks like she's in her late 50s, wearing a red female dress shirt buttoned up along with dark pants that seem to be yoga, or something like that.
• I see a girl that looks like the perfect replica of Laura (I'm probably mixing someone's name with this one, too many to recall) that I used to be partners with in a Biology lab.
• I'm moving about, and apparently she's my partner for this driving prep lab thing.

11.01.2014

Flying & Mountain Wind Hand Tries to End the World (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

• Flying (YES!!! FINALLY)
• First person perspective
• Skyrim like graphics on steroids
• Borders like the running mocap test from the many motions guy on YouTube
• Snowy area
• There's a huge mountain

• I have to fly to bypass a barrier (reference to many motions)
• I see all sorts of items
• Several of them have the name "flail" as an extension
• Most seem to be grapple weapons
• I attach them
• I open a box on a bench
• Random toys and objects

• Justice league members suddenly come out of nowhere from the box
  Superman and Batman having an argument while I look at a few picture books of the other members (wonder woman, green lantern)

• Then some wind hand extended from a mountain appears, and apparently it’s a threat

• Sensui Shinobu from Yu Yu Hakusho rises from the dead because he feels that he must restore order or else the wind hand ruins the cycle.

• He uses sacred armor and prepares for an assault
• Dream shift confuses journey of the dream

• A random purple female bug is trying to defend the hand I believe
  
• Bug has yellow-green hands and a dark pink body base with dark violet wings mixed in with some pink
  
• All she does is literally phasing into the hand to stop it from becoming a threat

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11.01.2014

Doing Everything in One Trip (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Relative of mine intends to drive to certain areas in one trip

12.01.2014

Riding a Scooter Down a Slope (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm wearing a light colored suit and pants with a cool colored dress shirt tucked in. I'm riding a light gray scooter down a slope, and as soon as I reached the bottom, I immediately made a huge rotational halt to the left.

08.01.2014

Pokemon & Train Traveling with May (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I’m walking within an area that resembles Phenac City from Pokemon Colosseum. I believe I’m just trying to avoid interacting with NPCs that may want to challenge me, and I eventually shift into a scenario where I’m in a train with May.

For some reason, being in the train, sitting down, and just relaxing was kind of soothing. At least with how smooth the train went at high velocities, and the slight vibrations every now and then with the bumps and the click-clank sounds from the train tracks.

09.01.2014

Offering Guy Something & He Spanks Someone (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

So I’m walking down a path by the edge of a castle, and it seems like it’s almost sunrise within the dream environment. An Asian man wearing a black trench jacket, white fluff near this collar with a blue dress shirt with black vertical stripes questions me.

Apparently, I wanted to ask him if he wanted a sandwich, and he starts getting bothered by this. I don’t know why I’m asking him the question in the first place, and an Asian lady behind wearing a black latex suit warns me that guy might try to kill me.

The guy is inching to me, and I turn around to prepare to run, and then the dream shifts me to where I’m next to him and the Asian lady. The Asian lady is wearing nothing but a light sky blue bra and panties, and has her arms extended vertically while the Asian guy prepares to spank her.

And I just watch.

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09.01.2014

Trying to Drive (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

• Driving in an environment akin to the waking life environment I reside at currently

• Trying to drive the vehicle and actually being able to feel the sensations of driving

• Relative gives feedback on driving, then I respond saying I'm not going to intentionally crash into something. Thought they would respond back aggressively, but they seem to be bothered with something else, or they didn't know how to respond.

04.01.2014

Blonde Prince Photography Mission (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I’m assigned to take a photograph of a blonde prince, and his composition in general looked like he was derived from the Hunter x Hunter anime art style. I’m not at my objective as yet, and I have to proceed down a spiraling dark chamber.

There’s all sorts of random entities I end up having to shoot, and the area is too dark for me to really expound more into detail. Another major aspect is that Chief Daisuke from Ghost in the Shell: Stand Alone Complex appears with a gun.

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Eventually, I reach my destination and try to take a picture of the blonde prince, but it seems Chief is assigned to take care of that and shoot him if I took too long with my objective. I honestly didn’t know what to do other than one task, so I just let him do his thing, and that’s pretty much it.

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04.01.2014

Throwing Cotton At Lunch (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I’m sitting in a cafeteria with random dream characters, and I’m throwing a few cotton balls at paper trays. I see a few familiar faces like Lyanne, and she’s giggling at what I’m doing I guess.

07.01.2014

Skeleton Chainsaw Wielding Entity (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I’m inside an area that looks similar to Resident Evil 4’s castle region where you had to protect Ashley while she turns levers, and monks are coming after her.

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There’s a swarm of Las Plagas enemies to the point where things get a bit overwhelming to handle them all. I only have a few flash grenades on me, at least that’s what I conceptually presumed I had without trying to do some mental scanning of other weapons.

I figured that if I were to use one of the flash grenades, it would at least kill off those with the parasites that are literally growing out of their heads. So I take the initiative, but it doesn’t seem to really kill them off. It only blinds them and has them delaying their movements for a few seconds while covering their eyes.

I threw another flash grenade to augment my chances of escape by avoiding the enemy. However, an entity that’s made up of a cartoon skeleton figure comes in wielding a chainsaw. He’s wearing a deep V-neck black dress shirt that has dark gray vertical stripes along with a brown belt and gray buckle, and also basic black pants to cover up his skinny and bony legs.

His chainsaw is probably about half his height, and he’s not hesitant to flail it around like a madman, and comes at me with full force. I have to back up quickly, and looked back occasionally to make sure I wouldn’t trip on something. After a while, things got hectic for me, and I decided to just mentally conjure up an inventory screen and switch to a Chicago Typewriter.

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The moment I wielded it, I pressed the trigger, and whatever happened, happened.

03.01.2014

Icy Room & Thrown Into Prison 2 Times (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

• Trying to save someone in an icy room
  
• Thrown in jail with 2-3 people about 2 times.

• The first reason I couldn't remember, the second was being inside a restroom and shooting people that were aiming to kill us. Authorities figured we caused the bloodshed with no intention of self-defense

• Getting out of jail somehow

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03.01.2014

Jumping Out From a Military Plane (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Someone in a full soldier outfit tells me I can get a parachute backpack and jump off the plane.

But looking at teh backpack, I could hardly see anything of substance that would have a parachute in it.

It looked more like a plastic wireframed material. I put it on and jump off, then end up sitting in a vehicle with the same solider and he ends up parking abnormally into a sidewalk.